#fuck you executive dysfunction
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the evil (the dishes) is defeated (are clean)
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Having one of those of god oh dear moments
#head hurts and my hands don't seem entirely my own please don't do this to me right now#geese in the sky outside i can hear them#i want to lookat them but I can't get up#fuck you executive dysfunction#I'll they to move around maybe that'll give me the push to stand up#DID IT! I SAT UP!#now to look for a good cup of tea in the morning#so the headaches stop#sounds like a plan#need to make pesto today as well and print out cards and mayv#maybe do my English homework
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i need to write i need to write i need to write i need to write i need to write i need to write i need to write i need to write i need to write i need to write i need to.
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I don't know what this says about me, but I noticed in my weekly shesh of loading the dishwasher that I used only one (1) fork and a dozen (12) of long teaspoons...
I am so weird.
#the dragon speaks#random chores#guess who woke up with a lot of spoons today?#(pun intended)#I'm doing my chores at long last#fuck you executive dysfunction
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ugh i hate wasting time! *sits on their ass and does nothing all day*
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I’ve been sitting here all fucking day caught between what kind of editing I want to do.
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I need to eat and take my meds, but I just... can't get up.
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hey-o! heard about that ultimate kayne-off from your earlier post and decided to spend 3 hours drawing a reference to send in here, so uh, here’s the freak!!

@violentisopod2
Hes doing the little flippy gay hand about Arthur.
#I think i may infact be in love with your Kayne design#Hes just so fucking raghhhhh <3#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#kayne malevolent#53 rats with a pencil#kayne collection#kayne fanart#kayne#kayne malevolent fanart#Hope you dont mind that it took a while#executive dysfunction is a bitch
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[ID: an 11 panel comic featuring characters from the owl house. Panel 1- a cloaked Darius sneaking around a wall. panel 2 he peaks around the corner, saying "well? Did you retrieve...the package?". Panel 3 Hettie Cutburn (who has old Hollywood style text announcing "surprise Hettie Cutburn!" next to her) says "Darius! Of course! Took some digging but I found them eventually. Tell the boy I say 'hi!'". Panel four- she hands documents labeled "classified" to Darius. Later, Hunter (post timeskip) walks through a door in Darius' home, saying "hey Darius, hey Eber, I'm ba-". Next panel- Darius, Willow, and Eberwolf on the couch. Hunter says "...willow?", She replies "hey hunter!", he asks "what are you guys doing?
Darius says "oh nothing...except looking at pictures of you as a baby!" Holding up the documents from earlier. We see two pictures of a younger hunter framed like panels- the first is of hunter as a baby/toddler aged hunter freshly sprouted out of the ground with a blanket around him, covered in dirt, while the second one shows a young scout Hunter covered in bandages receiving his sprig plushie. Darius' narration reads "courtesy of Hettie Cutburn- she found the only surviving copy of your early life medical records and gave them to me". Willow says "aww, you were so cute!". The final panel shows Hunter looking embarrassed/stunned as Willow takes a photo of the documents, and Darius says "I'm considering it an early father's day present- so, thank you, Hunter". End ID]
MERRY DADRIUS WEEK!!! Thank you to @sergeantsporks for hosting! There's other prompts I wanna do but they'll probably be late (maybe I'll do them in bulk and upload them on the final day). Til then here's a silly comic!
#the owl house#toh#dadrius week#hunter toh#hunter deamonne#darius deamonne#won't tag eber and willow cause they're barely there#also i realize that op isn't really a fan of hubtlow i. literally forgot while making this the brainrot was so strong#it's not explicitly romantic though so hopefully it's not obtrusive. i know ships are allowed but i don't wanna annoy anyone yknow?#anyway this was 90% an excuse to draw baby hunter even though it was 90% me practicing drawing Darius#he's fun to draw! i just struggle w drawing him consistently but like. i do that w/ most characters from illustration to illustration#i finished this right under the wire. executive dysfunction and exams really got my ass#but it's finished now! not perfect but i haven't really made a proper comic since my final piece this year#on account of that one took me like 6 months#i needed comic recovery time 😭#also hope the ID isn't an issue for anyone since it's a bit spartan. i was trying to trim down it's length since a) it's long as fuck#and b) this fandom is- respectfully- whimpy as hell abt image IDs#but anyway yeah! happy dadrius week#and also happy fathers day if you celebrate!#i got my dad 'do androids dream of electric sheep' and he was really happy w/ that :]
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So, my mom was telling me how much free time I have, and I was like, "I have no freetime wth do you mean?????" And I just wanna see if this is like. A normal way to think of things?
Things I need to do:
Finish reading icebound land
Make a whole lotta art that I promised people
Research study abroad programs
At least one Dutch lesson a day
Keep my room clean
Talk to my friends so they know I love them (and so I don't go insane)
My math homework
Keep myself clean (showers, finally brushing my teeth after months, etc etc) so I don't go insane
Eat at 7pm
Various things I enjoy as to not go insane
All from 6pm to 9 pm, every day, after being at school from 8 am to 3:30 pm and then The Public (teen center) from 3:30 to 5:30, and I need to be in bed by 9:30 and asleep by 10:00
So, basically, I'm "on the clock" from 7 am (When I start getting ready for school) until 9 pm, with no breaks
But yeah no I totally have free time. Yeaup
#“but you never actually do that stuff! you just sit and scroll!”#yeah cause if I'm not doing what I need to I'm not Allowed to do anything else#but I'm just. too tired. to do what I need yo#I hate high school#rambles#adhd#executive dysfunction#<- I've heard that this kinda mental math can be a symptom of those things? idk#im so tired#burnout#adhd burnout#(????? I think????)#high school#I'm just so tired of all of this#the sun is going down way too early and I barely speak at all at school and I never finish work early anymore and the teen center is loud#and I still want to be active in the fandom but I don't have time to make posts anymore#and I don't have any in person friends anymore and I don't know when the last time I got a hug was#and I'm just. so. tired. my room is clean and I have good grades and I talk to my friends everyday and I shower routinely#why the hell am I so stressed#I do everything I'm supposed to do#I just want to go somewhere else man#The Netherlands hopefully#I wanna actually DO something#go on a trip for band#not just finish the work put in front of me day after day after day after day#I wasn't built for this shit#I'm so fucking tired
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Once again frustrated by how Difficult it is to do very basic tasks
#this is not even about executive dysfunction today#today i'm annoyed my phone simply won't make calls and every pharmacy i have contacted charges $100 for the covid vaccine#they're paying these kids $13 an hour obviously they haven't heard about the cdc program#they don't like train you on that stuff i get it#it's just. i would like a vaccine to put off getting covid again thus putting off the disability i'll eventually get from it#given enough times it's bound to fuck me up for good i'm just trying to make money until then#but it's just hard. everything is hard for no reason#i could just pay the $100 i guess it's doable it's just a bummer#i'm trying to save up to get out of this state give me a break i am very tired
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down to only two remaining adderall doses after taking a dose this morning because there were some Tasks that absolutely needed to get done today.
and i was so so so excited to be able to spend some time writing my long fic and have it actually be productive.
but.
the backlog of Necessary Tasks (work, chores, coordinating with family about the holidays, figuring out and ordering christmas gifts, cooking, picking up groceries, taking the dog for a walk, etc.) is only 80% of the way complete and i am utterly gassed.
i keep telling myself, "hopefully soon, soon you'll have a good day of writing," but i'm terrified that "hopefully soon" will turn into "too much time has passed."
i hate it here.
#a big fuck you to the never ending adderall shortage#adhd#actually adhd#executive dysfunction#executive function#to all my lovelies following along for RA#i'm so sorry#i know y'all are super understanding and loving and are going to tell me to take care of myself and#believe me that helps#AND i still feel like shit about it#reciprocal alchemy#hannigram
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Since that teapot post is blowing up, just a heads up to any new prospective followers that I don’t typically post ceramics art or commentary on adhd, I’m mostly just here to discuss lego bionicle. But welcome just the same!
…Spot of tea?
#Like when i said ‘something completely different’ i do mean it’s completely different from my regular posts#But thank you all for the reblogs and kind comments!#no joke it’s really wonderful to see people saying it’s helped them explain executive dysfunction or that they’re gonna show their therapis#and kind of amazing to hear people tell me they think it’s beautiful. That my fucked up adhd teapot brain is beautiful.#i hope you all have a wonderful day
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A couple days ago I had an "incident" w my mother... I was crying all day bc of this... And gf was trying to calm me down ... It is strange how much we bond through our mommy issues...
Today gf had and "incident" w her mother and she's been sad all day bc of that simple thing and I'm trying to calm her down and she is just so sad we have to go through this spiral of maternal rejection...
Well uh....am I wrong in the head bc I think is hot when she is having turmoil w her mother??? Like obviously I don't like it when my mother in law is so mean or at the very least condescending w her feelings, specially bc she is very sensitive... But like.. uh I think is hot when she tell me she is having mommy issues 😫😫😫😫
#my incident is that while discussing the rising price of drinkingwater (thanks cocacola) my mother just told yelled at me that instead#of not drinking water i should make more money bc she is seick of us being broke.. and like it really hurt bc i try... i try to work a lot#i work a half time office job. i made the cleanning dity at home... i work on the house we are building... like physical construction work.#and also try to help w our vegetable garden and to say that made me feel so fucking miserable#and my gfs incident was that she is now sick w dengue ( i know im throwing at you pretty much 3rd world problems) she is sick. s#and still she is trying to do things and her mother is telling her she will teach gf how to sew.. and is not like my mil has a lot of thing#to do.. like mil literally spends hours on the fucking phone on tt#like that si mole action of not wanting to spend time w her daughter really is hurting bc is not the first time she does that and that only#happens w my gf.. bc my sil does not recieve the same treatment!!#also i want to be clear bc i thnk is easy to think the way my mil threats my gf is bc of transphobia... but no.#actually she is very supportive of my gf and all... i think she is so cruel to my gf bc of ableism actually...#and it does not make it better... like omfg... she is always talking ahit about gf bc of her problems w executive dysfunction and#bc of the price of gf adhd medications but says nothing bc of my sil medical school expenses (wich are not fucking cheap)
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unmedicated adhd will have you scrolling through the same posts on your dash for the third time, asking yourself How Do I Leave the House, hoping the answer somehow appears in the posts
#guys. how do you leave the house xdddd asking for a friend#what am i waiting for. why am i still here writing this fucking post instead of just getting up. and going#i need to get some groceries 😭#god this sounds so stupid I WISH I WAS JOKING#i love a brain that works.#btw i did 5/7 tasks#so success!!#now im hungry but GUESS WHAT.#ughhhh#niki.rambles#okay. heres the deal. i post this and IMMEDIATELY get up.#i need this on the record because otherwise we'll just pretend i didnt say that#okay lets go#this is therapy. self therapy or whatever#oh my god i need to shut up#IM JUST FULLY LAUGHING AT THIS POINT WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME JKGJKJKHJ#hovering over the post button overthinking like hmm shouldnt i add something. do i have more to say maybe i have more to say. maybe i shoul#ramble some more. maybe theres more thoughts- GIRL JUST STOP. STOP AND GO JFC#great glimpse into my stream of consciousness#executive dysfunction at its finest#i need to launch myself into the sun
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[ID: a smiling cat with the caption, "I don’t want to hear abled people's hacks for getting things done anymore / I'm like 95% serious." /End ID]
#disabled#neurodivergent#executive dysfunction#spoonie#chronically ill#Esrah talks#“just get the hardest thing of the day done first!” me when I fucking get you
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