Ya know for all my suicidal ideation n shit, when our body threatens to kill us I am like oh no wait I don’t actually want to die pls stop
Bitch if I die I want it to be on MY terms, RUDE is an understatement
Fuck Lupus (even if it turns out to be a misdiagnosis after all this time) FUCK LUPUS and FUCK possible disease pretending to be SLE
Also FUCK PMS IT HAS BEEN at LEAST a WEEK where is the BLOOD??? get it OVER WITH AGHGGHHHH
I cannot understand how my partner survived this shit for however many years before I came to this universe, but at least now we have each other, but also OUCH (understatement)
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Thats fucking it I'm getting a portable lock for my door. My mom has once again threatened to throw out something I bought with my own money and refuses to pay me back for something she already threw out without any warning.
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Goddddd I'm so fucking pissed at this province's stupid ass healthcare system. Oh you don't have a family doctor (even though you've been on a waiting list for two and a half years)? Yeah sure you can make an appointment. Call this number, give us all your information. Then you can see a docto- SIKE we'll call you back within the next week choosing the absolute worst times to do so (8 am, while you're working, or while you're in the shower) and if we can't reach you 3 times you have to start the process all over. And if you kill yourself in the meantime well less problems for us
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i love stimulants so mcuh, once vyvanse is back in stock im kissing my pharmacist on the mouth with tongue
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Drugs are so nice. The prescribed ones I have relaxed me to the point its almost like my (legal) edibles. So chill, so tired, so pliable - probably a lot more sensitive too now that head empty, thoughts null.
I really wanna have some fun when I'm like this. Take advantage of my lack of strength and pin me down, watch as I melt when you mark my neck with kisses, hickies, and bites. Grope at my chest and dick and listen as my breath stutters, silent exhales slowly turning to low moans.
Get me horny enough and I might start to get desperate for you to be inside. It'd feel so good to have a dick in that bonus hole, especially when mine is hard and craving company.
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wondering why i feel so fucking awful then my calendar gifts me the wonderful news that i am going to hell in 3 days
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