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i've GOT to go on T and get top surgery soon oh my god
#me and my amazon binder against the world (my ribs are most likely bruised)#b4 i get “wuvz its an amazon binder what did u expect” im not out irl#+ yeah idk im dumb#fuck me and my stupid baka life man#wuvz talks
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i hate him i hope he explodes. im not even tagging this. im just pathetic and im obsessed with this pathetic stupid gay man. fuck you.
GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD
#me: yeah i gotta be respectful about the fucked up historical aspects of the lore#also me: AAAAUGHH HES GAY THE THIRD REICH IS FUCKING GAY IM GONNA HAVE A STROKE FUUUUCK#fuuuck i think the third reich is one of my comfort characters fucking hell man fuuuuuuck this is terrible fuuuck#what have i become#I SWEAR I CAN BE NORMAL#IM JUST HAVING A MOMENT#PLEASE DONT BURN ME AT THE STAKE#i promise im usually super normal about it#i am simply having a moment of weakness#FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE#im so tired bro im gonna crumble to dust
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curse these wretched organs vro what the Fuck man !!!!!!!
#hes on his boyeriod#no one look at him#i love 3rd personing myself hhaha#YEEOWTCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if i stop posting for a week uhhh tell mick thomson i love her cause i probably died#bro thought i was newgen to escape woodstock 99 🤫🧏♂️#fuck my stupid baka life#this is so sick and twisted#sick and twisted#my entire spinal cord is in excruciatingly agonizing pain but that's nothin compared to literally everything else#fuck it we ball#i justr. gotta keep on roulen.....ough..#slipknot yuri save me#stanley is a crazy insane butch and stanford is just a transgender acearo autism man#the oeriod it's making me see things more clearly this shtits makin me hsve a fuckimg EPIPHANY got DAMN IS IT PAINFUL BRO AAAUGHHGJ#should I just post the words instead of putting everything in the tags am i tumblring wrong#oh my jod vro#oh.my glizzy#Dave I am so litty off this fire zaza you gave me#<==quote from a Dirk Strider ms doodle thing by someone else I literally JUST saw it I'll make sure you see the post too#FUCK#ok byebye gang#i love you vro. ❤️#I should prooobably make a tag for when I do shit like this ok fuck wai t#hmmm yapper tag what do i name it hrmm thinks really really hard#st3r1l3s YAPPIN..#Sssssssigan viendo...#ok bye fo rilly this time vro. ❤️
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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vomiting and crying over 119 in tags
#“who the hell are you” hey akutagawa what do you mean#what do you mean akutagawa#we got the power of homosexuality but at what cost......#rashomons spacial distortion x beast beneath the moonlight is gonna cross the fourth dimension to pop a cap in amenogozens ass#and everyone who said sskk is cooked without skk will eat it#dazai probably planned this.#no#i believe in the teenage faggots#atsushi looks like a wet cat in this chapter i know fyodor did NOT play that card#i need to see my man go apeshit#akutagawa looks so pretttyyyyy <3333#fyodor stop being beautiful while you ruin my life challenge impossible#i miss dazai i miss dazai i miss dazai i miss dazai i miss dazai i miss dazai i miss dazai i miss dazai#show me my boywife asagiri please. im starving.#(he will not be in the manga for another seven years)#fuck my stupid baka life#when the knight aku v. gozen fight gets animated i will become the most annoying motherfucker alive.#bsd 119#bsd spoilers#reid speaks.ᐟ
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Me then: cute, colourful hair, swagful outfits, skinny, selfies get 200+ notes pretty regularly
Me now: cute, colourful hair, swagful outfits, thicc and wide, twice as many followers, selfies get under 20 notes pretty regularly
#IS IT FATPHOBIA? EHATS GOING ON DID I BECOME UGLY#is IT MY BEARD? AM I TOO 'MAN' FOR TUMBLR TO FIND PRETTY#WHAT IS IT#help#im so sad and my life sucks and my ex loml is looking for his soulmate like he didnt tell me he cant live without me 3 months ago#quip#fuck this stupid baka life
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guys whats it called when ur sibling "eats" all of the food u were saving, only for them to not even finish everything
because i am beyond peeved right now
#IT WAS SO MUCH FOOD. THAT THEY WASTED. DUDE#HALF A PLATE. HALF A PLATE!!!!!!!!! AND ITS STACKED HIGH#IM THIS CLOSE MAN#im so fucking pissed idk why i let this stupid shit get me every time#like ok. goodnight. i guess. going to bed hungry sure. fuck my baka life
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hate it when i encounter a hot guy unprepared. like damn put a content warning or something.
#the plumber came over and hes hot. fuck my stupid baka life#and not like. me calling a random ass man hot and nobody agreeing w me.#widely-agreed-upon hot
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hey do any of y'all know how saejima refers to daigo? i've dug through like 4 games worth of cutscenes and can't find it for the life of me </3
#aughh#it mighta been the vpn setting i was on but every single time i skipped around i got a couple ads... and every like <2 minutes of watching#i also got like 2 ads... it was actually nightmarish. picture me threatening my laptop in the dark over something stupid and that's what it#looked like. idk man. it was CONSTANT. i saw like 20+ ads over the course of maybe 30-40 minutes it was. kill kill kill hell kill blood kil#anyway i'm tryna figure out what it is right. daigo-chan isn't super ooc for him or anything but i also feel like he'd be more respectful#than majima and thus be more likely to use daigo-san or rokudaime or whatever. BUT I CAN'T TELL BECAUSE I CAN'T FUCKING FIND IT#whatever. fuck my stupid baka life#rgg#dojima daigo#saejima taiga#sorry for putting these in the main tags but. i need help </3#i mean it's not that urgent but. whatever you get it
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#brooo how do you join small fandoms that operate as established friend groups as a newcomer I've only been on the “establishing” end 😭#like toku//twt is so hostile save for certain mutual circles idk how to integrate myself anywhere#doesn't help that I've had no energy for drawing lately to maybe get ppl to interact first#maybe I should try do smth for the next gavv episode...#I would like to just talk to ppl directly but I've only watched 2 seasons and am shy. plus there's so many random rude ppl#that many accs limit replies anyway. fuck my stupid Baka life#I crave... human connection XO *dies of embarrassment*#I'll just try posting more w keywords for now#I don't wanna start too many new kr seasons if I can't discuss them w ppl while doing so cause the excitement is too much to be alone w#in the meantime I might pick up android kikaider after finishing w tho so I have smth to do#plus I've been meaning to get into showa era toku anyway that was like... the whole point originally#man this reminds me of how I need to interact w spg more too. I have so many cool spg moots I'm in a limbo between coexisting and wanting t#befriend#aauadhkf the mortifying ideal of being knownnn#psii.txt
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Man i hate when the specific brand of brainworms activate and i spend hours on this hell hole
#me rambles#im just. idk i wanna chat but i also have zero idea on how to start a conversation and no energy to carry one#so i just. suck off whatever pretences of socializing i can from just scrolling n reblogging and man its like eating trasj#fuck my stupid baka life or whatever
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dude i feel fucked up should i sleep for real or play the can i stay awake for 48 hours game
#i love playing that game sooososo muchhhhhhhh#and i feel like i have all the energy in the world but if i close my eyes for more than a minute i might fall asleep 4ever#really a pivotal point for me to make this decision#i think either will bring me great suffering and also peace. it's very peaceful to be awakefor 24+ hours. not quite there yet though it's#only been like uhhhhhh 18? damn thats not nearly long enough to be fun :( maybe i just gotta up that number#but fuck i slept like 4 hours last night man i wasn't prepared for the 48 hour game but i feel sooooo like playing rn :/#fuck fuck i already know i'll lose though fuuuuuck. fuck my stupid baka life#i can still try though.......
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#I will spend my whole night doing fun things <- a permanently tired person with no motivation and very limited ability to feel happiness#idk man it feels like I'm letting myself down but I just can't do this#i want to stay up all night doing fun stuff. i want to stay up all night doing fun stuff.#i haven't done it in a long time because i was too tired and didn't want to mess up my sleeping schedule#i didn't know that when i finally decide to fucking do this#I won't be able because I just#don't have it in me to do “fun” stuff so long#the second I start a break the “fun” disappears#and I have no reason or strenght to go back to it#it isn't fun at all it's just fucking draining#fuck this stupid baka life#tw vent#vent#i guess#im more mad than sad#also by now i should've learned to just not plan stuff like this like longer tasks or whatever#just falling apart again brb looking for a tape
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Have u already played the enigma do medo demo on steam?
GAH I COULDN’T It doesn’t work on my laptop so it was working super slowly and I couldn’t get past the title screen, it just gave me a black screen after I touched the Fear symbol….
I was really excited to play it I’m so sad right now
#lemon man talks#I can still watch a gameplay but that’s just. Not the same#I really wanted to play it im so frustrated#Gods. Watch me cry over something this silly#I was so excited fuck my stupid baka life
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#man I hate being the expendable one#always the “odd one out”#the group I usually hang out and do class group projects with is conformed of 4 people not counting myself#and the teachers always want to make groups of four people#so of course I'm the one who gets put to the side#and has no choice but to make the projects and assignments with the rest of the people who don't have a group#who are usually fucking useless and I end up doing most of the work myself!#it happened to me in six grade#I had a problem with my middle school group and the teacher let me do all of the assignments alone for the remaining time#which was alright w me because there was no drama and just old reliable me to work with#then I did assignments with this other girl as a pair and it was nice actually#and then we got to the last year of high school and I was part of a larger group again and it was great!#the first time I didn't feel expendable in a group since- idk fourth grade?#but it was the last year of high school ofc so I graduated that and now I'm in college with the same old problem#and y'know it's not that I don't get it#I'm not their friend. I just hang out with them during college hours#and I don't want to be their friend either. I don't feel comfortable being that close with them#I don't consider anyone a friend for that reason. If I don't feel like I can open up to you then you are not my friend#so I get it it's fair I GET IT#I miss our first year at college. we were all the same amount of “close” to each other and there weren't any strong preferences yet#we were “us five” instead of “them four”#and it's frustrating because again. I don't want to be their friend#I just don't want to feel alone#or excluded...#and it's not like I can get in with other group because those are also already conformed as well!#*sighs*#I hate my stupid baka life#ray talks about.💫#vent#personal stuff
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realized im being catfished wtf 😭😭😭
#been talking to this girl on tinder the last few days. profile seems legit pics dont look stolen or edited she gave me music recs#we talked about tv shows & such. i was feeling so much good energy that i asked if she'd like to hang out & she dodged the question#then she asked if we could exchange numbers & we were vibing so much i said yeah. she sent me hers & i texted her#when she texted back my phones caller i.d let me know that 'richard james' texted me & is not in my contact list#(not her name btw. she's not trans according to her profile & what we've talked about)#he tried to call me today when i didnt respond to this text#i wanna call him out but i feel like he'll just block me & try someone else#i took screenshots though im gonna report him#are you fucking kidding me dude like fuck all the way offfffffffff#the one time in 2.5 years that im actually feeling excited to talk to/meet a girl & its a fucking man trying to trick random queer girls#fuck my stupid baka life#emma rambles#personal#dating tag
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