#i believe in the teenage faggots

[osamucide]

vomiting and crying over 119 in tags

[homophyte]

truly disquieted at how quickly some spaces have taken up the ‘anyone who talks about bigotry is a sad person and that they care about stupid pointless stuff shows how sad they are’ thing . i dunno about that one fellas

[humiliatemeplesse]

After your nephew overheard his parents talking about you being gay, he went and asked them if he could go spend the weekend with you because he really liked spending time with you and you hardly saw him around anymore. They said sure and he said he'd have his buds drop him off at your house after his soccer game after school Friday. You were surprised but happy about the request, you liked your nephew, he was a good kid, smart, a masculine straight confident jock like you wish you had been in school. After his friends dropped him after the match Friday, he just stormed in the door, no knock, no doorbell, he scared the shit out of you. You laughed and said hey buddy! He dropped his gym bag on the floor and said "pick it up you stupid faggot" and you were shocked and horrified. As you stood there not saying or doing anything, he punched you in the gut and you doubled over. "What didn't you understand faggot? Pick up my gym bag asshole." He was so angry and aggressive that your naturally sissy fag self did what he said, you didn't want to get punched again. "Follow me," he said and you did, into your bedroom. "I'll be sleeping here in the master bedroom, you can sleep in the guest room," he said. " Now put down my bag and get on the floor." You almost mindlessly did what he said, still stunned and afraid of him. He sat on the floor and kicked off his sneakers. "Sniff my stinking socks homo, I've been wearing the same pair all week at practice and at the match today, where by the way I scored the winning goal, I bet you wish you were like me you old fag, don't you?" he said and laughed. You hesitated, you couldn't believe what was happening. Then he slapped you across the face with his stinking socked foot. "Sniff it bitch," he said. You stuck your face into his socked sole and started sniffing as ordered. Ya, they smelled like he'd been wearing them for a week. He said "Now remember this, as you're pathetically sniffing your teenaged nephew's socked feet at his orders, you do whatever I tell you to do this weekend. Buy me and my buds beer. Pay for weed. We're gonna steam anything we want on your TV and computer and you're gonna pay for it. You're gonna go to the store and buy anything we want to eat. Got it bitch?" You instinctively said "Yes Sir." Everything he said he'd make you do happened that weekend, and that wasn't the only time he made you sniff his sweaty smelly dirty socked feet AND his buddy's. They all laughed at you. When he left Sunday evening he said "I'm going to start coming over here most weekends so get used to it faggot" and walked out the door into one of his buds cars who was picking him up.

[megabuild]

bit of a ramble below! tl:dr; i have insane person problems and realised that this blog isn't healthy for me so won't be coming back until i'm in a better place, i have no intent on deleting it but may password protect it in the coming days for my own peace of mind :P love yall!

the absolute basics on my situation is that i almost certainly have OCD, have been vocal about this likelihood in the past, and while i was aware i was susceptible to obsessions and compulsions irt online interactions and my posts on here i was not actually aware of how debilitating the effect this was having on my life was until i went completely cold turkey and blocked tumblr from all my devices. like genuinely night and day. i have so much more free time when i'm not spending it constantly name searching on every platform available and scrolling through my blog over and over to be sure that i didn't post a slur by accident lol. i'd rather not get into some of the stupider details of shit ive done in the name of perceived moral purity because that's nobody's business but trust me when i say it was like a weight got lifted off my fucking shoulders lol like i was having regular delusions about making a post so bad grian himself would say i should kill myself on stream and believing it was possible 😭 really good disorder guys i love having this

i have a lot to say about the way this community treats each other, both good and bad, but i think i'd rather hold off and make more informed and thought out posts on that when i'm not still reeling from all the bullshit life's been throwing at me. i do love and value this community so much, especially all the mutuals and friends i've made here. i've also been made extremely uncomfortable in the past by the easiness that people slip into very strange relationships not just with CCs but with their fellow bloggers. including me ! and i am a relatively small blogger in the vast scheme of things. this is no hate to anyone who's sent an anon or whatever, many of you are lovely people, but it's also like, well i have been literally stalked on this blog before so i feel i have justification for being a tad uncomfortable . again, a lot to be said on the celebritification of average people and the obsession on making sure one makes "Objectively Correct" choices when doing something as simple as watching a minecraft series and having opinions on it .. but alas, no brain for it right now, and also i would rather not risk the ire of twitter teenager #48 lest i be qrted by thumbnail artists telling me to lighten up and accept the steady decay of all that is good in this sphere in order to make room for more #Content. Sit down and eat your yaoibait you stupid faggot! sorry this is a serious post ignore that part

to any of my beloved oomfies you are free to message and ask for my discord though i am also being a bit difficult to reach over there rn my bad (and i may not get back to you quickly because as soon I post this I am logging straight the fuck back out).. i have made a separate tumblr account from this one which is less social media and more a little archive of images and art i like (and also is not related to mcyt at all, outside of maybe one or two art reblogs if i see something that really catches my eye) so if we've hung out and you don't exclusively post mcyt you might see me around in your notifs but i'd prefer not to be linked back here. any projects, fics, other blogs etc. i have been working on consider on pause for eternity, with the only exclusions being 3rd life miraheze (which i'm currently looking into options for but will certainly never go away! much love still to all our contributors who have worked tirelessly through wild life to update our various spreadsheets and tables) and aoyuer which i'm sort of picking up and taking away and hitting with hammers until it's sufficiently divided from mcyt and i can call it an oc story for real. peep my toyhouse if ye are so inclined and wont tell the adoptbrained callout squads over there that my oc once upon a time was lowkey rpf.

anyway this has already gotten far too long as i'm a chronic yapper and overexplainer but thank you very much for hanging out with me and talking about these stupid ass blocks. i have a handful of posts in the queue i wont be getting rid of and don't doubt i will come back to chat more shit in future but at the end of the day i'm here to have a fun time on the computer and i just was not having that anymore. i was having a scary and fucked up time on the computer, and life is too short to put yourself through that out of some butchered sense of responsibility to the niche follower base you've cultivated. if you also have ocd delete your blog as soon as it hits 1k like actually. if you worked in the askbox mines and are now facing redundancy then go follow my enemy thecoolerliauditore. or dont im not your boss anymore. im too busy homebrewing my 3ds. smooches mwahs !!!!!!!!!

[corvidjuice]

I can’t believe I tried sooo hard to be cool and uncaring as a teenager and I can’t believe some people bought it …. Like. Bro. U were born to flounce. Ur literally wag it faggot mcgee. Tf?

[bornfreediedcaged]

in this blog post, i will be explaining why i, faggot autist, believe that Dexter Morgan is autistic by laying out the DM5 symptoms for autism and telling you how or if he relates to each;

umbrella of social diagnosis; persistent deficits in social communication and social interaction across multiple contexts - i think this one is pretty self explanatory, Dexter finds it hard to process emotions and react well in social interactions in his younger and older years and will become either apathetic or very agitated if he hasn’t.

Deficits in social-emotional reciprocity, ranging, for example, from abnormal social approach and failure of normal back-and-forth conversation; to reduced sharing of interests, emotions, or affect; to failure to initiate or respond to social interactions - Dexter quite literally believes that he has no feelings, meaning he is often apathetic to people’s feelings and does not reciprocate them in the way that others would want, he often takes himself out of situations that he doesn’t want to be in by ignoring people or acting as if his job is keeping him late, the only interest that Dexter ever shares with anyone else is killing, which is quite literally the only interest he has.

Deficits in nonverbal communicative behaviors used for social interaction, ranging, for example, from poorly integrated verbal and nonverbal communication; to abnormalities in eye contact and body language or deficits in understanding and use of gestures; to a total lack of facial expressions and nonverbal communication - the only time we see Dexter not actively speak to get his point across is during the ITK case and he only understands what the ITK means because he’s a murderer himself, it’s shown in multiple occasions that Dexter’s resting face is blank and while he doesn’t use body language badly, he doesn’t do it very often either.

Deficits in developing, maintaining, and understanding relationships, ranging, for example, from difficulties adjusting behavior to suit various social contexts; to difficulties in sharing imaginative play or in making friends; to absence of interest in peers - the amount of evidence for this one is overwhelming so I’ll keep it short, Dexter cannot even maintain relationships with family members because of his general lack of traditional emotion toward them, Dexter cannot understand why people want to have sex or be in relationships in season 1 and Dexter fails to hold himself back and adjust to the content when he knocks out Paul and drags him out. Dexter is shown to not have many friends outside of his workplace in almost every season and they end quite quickly and often in gruesome ways but he is quite imaginative, he quite literally says to Harry when he’s a teenager that he isn’t interested in anyone else and doesn’t want to date anyone.

repetitive nature of actions and behaviours umbrella; Restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior, interests, or activities - Dexter is quite literally a creature of habit, his kill ritual barely changes each time and when it does he becomes agitated and upset and may even meltdown in the middle of it. Dexter tries to stop killing multiple time and even succeeds but he always goes back to it because it is a comforting repetitive thing for him in the strangest way.

stereotyped or repetitive motor movements, use of objects, or speech (e.g., simple motor stereotypes, lining up toys or flipping objects, echolalia, idiosyncratic phrases) - there isn’t much for this one, Harrison portrays this symptoms better rather than Dexter, i guess the stabbing his victims in the chest could be a repetitive or his ‘I am Switzerland’ comment but there just isn’t enough evidence on this one.

insistence on sameness, inflexible adherence to routines, or ritualized patterns or verbal nonverbal behavior (e.g., extreme distress at small changes, difficulties with transitions, rigid thinking patterns, greeting rituals, need to take same route or eat food every day) - if we take the intro into perspective, it implies that Dexter does this routine when he wakes up, every time without fail, Dexter becomes agitated and upset when Doakes tails him and when Lila interrupts his scheduled time with Rita with her voicemail and multiple other times he reacts badly to changes in his routine or plan. Harry’s code is almost all Dexter thinks in, he quite literally has rules for living and killing and almost exactly adheres to these rules. I think i can just apply a big ‘Dexter intro’ sticker on the last two to even it out.

highly restricted, fixated interests that are abnormal in intensity or focus (e.g, strong attachment to or preoccupation with unusual objects, excessively circumscribed or perseverative interest) - i think this perfectly describes Dexter’s need to kill and his interest in blood and death, he is completely hyperfixated on the idea or taking someone’s life for the greater good, an idea and hyperfixation that Harry practically groomed him into having but it’s the principle of it.

Hyper- or hyporeactivity to sensory input or unusual interests in sensory aspects of the environment (e.g., apparent indifference to pain/temperature, adverse response to specific sounds or textures, excessive smelling or touching of objects, visual fascination with lights or movement) - Dexter doesn’t often slow down or react much past a groan if he is injured unless he is badly injured or thrown off his balance and isn’t able to catch up with his victims, Dexter sometimes has an adverse reaction to blood in a visual and or tactile state and occasionally feels overwhelmed and unable to think while in crime scenes and or hearing loud noises.

symptoms must be present in the early developmental period (but may not become fully manifest until social demands exceed limited capacities or may be masked by learned strategies in later life) - Dexter shows signs of the same behaviours and reactions to the world when he is very young, Harry teaches Dexter to mask around his mid childhood to early teenage years and is taught strategies to prevent people from ‘thinking he’s a psychopath’ (even though he’s like twelve years old.. get it together Morgan, just send your kid to a non-delusional therapist please.) Dexter’s ability to use these tactics deteriorates though but he gets new masking techniques the more he studies people.

Symptoms cause clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of current functioning - Dexter is absolutely hopeless when he isn’t masking or is blindsided in social situations, he isn’t a social person, Dexter’s symptoms have sometimes lead to him being excused from work and caused trouble with co-workers.

in conclusion, due to the overwhelming evidence on the part of autist Dexter, i rule this Dexter Morgan, fictionally diagnosed as autistic. Bangs my gavel or whatever they’re called

[maximusblack-hp]

Ron Anderson X Male Reader

Warning: Homophobic Term and that’s about it.

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A moan came out of the teenager's lips as the other boy was sucking up his neck. They both have barely known each other for a month but Ron has been hooked unto the other boy when it got to Alexandria. It wasn’t often that people near his age showed up there.

When the other teen first got there Ron heard that they showed up with a younger teenager named Sophia. Apparently they lost the group they were with due to a herd. Ron doesn’t know much about what’s going on out there but he knows it's bad.

Ron isn’t completely sure how he got to this point with the other teen. He knows it should be wrong among boys. Back before the world went to shit his father would go on a drunk stupor about the neighbors being faggots.

Then again it’s practically the end of the world as far as he can tell. Ron doesn’t believe such things should matter anymore. Not that he would dare say that out loud. If he did he knew his father would kill him.

Before Ron could spiral even more he felt a stink of pain run through his shoulder. Ron then looked at the boy who went from sucking on his neck to then taking a small nip out of his shoulder.

Ron then asked him,”what was that for.” With a moan or two in between the sink the other teen started flickering his tongue over the now bleeding skin. Ron really wanted to question the other of where he learned to do this.

After another minute of taunting Ron’s sensitive skin the teenager backed away. The teen then said,“You were getting distracted,” with a slight haze in his eyes. How he could not when Ron’s moans were music to his year.

The teen then gave a peck to Ron's lips and said,”I must not be great at this if you still manage to get distracted.” The teen then moved his lips towards Ron’s left ear and said,”Next time I’ll give you more than a slight nip to your skin.”

Ron shivered a bit, not out of fear but from how sensitive he felt around the other boy. Seriously Ron was curious who the hell raised this guy. There is no valid reason for them to be this attractive. The more time goes on Ron questions if the other guy is actually a virgin like he said he was.

The teenager never did things like this with anyone else beside Ron. Though he’s heard a few stories about Merle Dixon’s past lover. The boy just figured that some things must apply regardless of genders.

Up to this day they are still guestioning how the fuck they are related to Merle. Not that it matters much now in the end of the world. Practically everyone is family at this point. Take Sophia and Carol for example. He sees them as his younger sister and mother figure.

[joeyclaire]

sorry about the election, here’s a fnaf politics au

republican president william afton is trying to win reelection against democratic utah governor michael afton

his approval rating is plummeting, mostly due to the swarm of child murderer allegations he keeps receiving

secretary of state emily, press secretary crying child, chief of staff elizabeth afton, secretary of defense vanessa

michael furiously bats back nepotism allegations, insisting his father spent much of michael’s life discouraging him from politics

first lady firstname afton stands by her husband no matter what. when michael wins she calls him and informs him she’s never been proud of him a day in her life

william’s policies include support of abortion because he wants more child murder

anti gay marriage UNTIL someone (michael) leaks screenshots of him and henry borderline sexting in the work group chat

as in writing wildly intense and passionate overly long messages in front of god and everyone which other people (michael) screenshot and make fun of behind their backs

michael’s policies include raising minimum wage, has a whole big deal about working a shitty job at fazbear’s and being a working class hero

the fnaf 4 bullies are michael’s advisors, they just talk shit all day

cc releases an autobiography with a notably short chapter on the nightmare gassing. he says it made him a stronger person.

(william reading over his shoulder as he types) “and then add that story about the time you were twelve and michael and his friends peer pressured you into smoking weed with them”

michael releases a book that’s a counter to cc’s. free me i only did some of that.

“okay yeah i DID peer pressure cc into smoking weed once but what he DIDN’T tell you is how he threw up on my lap and locked himself in the guest bathroom to cry for an hour straight”

cc’s account of the weed story appeals to conservatives because they care about weed. michael’s account appeals to conservatives because they care about elected officials sounding like a pussy

many years down the line elizabeth releases a tell-all interview detailing her side of the story. also all lies. she wasn’t even there for the weed incident.

cc cries reading michael’s book, including the parts that aren't even about him

elizabeth is obsessed with becoming a meme. very active on social media in an AOC kind of way. something of a miss piggy figure to a certain kind of leftist that enjoys pretending to support a republican politician.

against all odds, michael wins the presidency. william immediately gets to work on his assassination plan.

researching the most successful assassinations making a list of his most successful murders and what went wrong from his failed attempts.

all in on this until an advisor gently reminds him that if michael is killed then vice president bonnie bully will take over and william immediately blurts out “that faggot???” because he's already had to deal with bonnie bully being at his house all the damn time gaying up the place when michael was a teenager and now he's the vice president. of the united states. of america

vice president henry emily is current under a lot of fire for the fact that he doesn’t believe in the separation of church and state

[thehetrophobe]

Hey stRaIghT people 🙂, do you agree with this?

Because I do.

I know you Defaults think you're superior to us queers, you think you're the number one humans, the first class creations. Don't bother denying it, I see what your kind post when you're behind a screen in some dark secret attic.

You see, I like these kind of Defaults. The ones that don't hide their true selves under a mask. The ones that have the balls to say it.

My fellow queers are having a bit of a hard time believing me when I say it's high time we take the fight back to you guys. So when you display what it truly means to be a Default, it shows them I'm not saying any lies on this blog. You guys are naturally ugly and cruel. I'm not even trying to insult your race, I'm just stating facts.

Oh, come on, you're telling me this isn't something your kind pulls off...?

I'm not the only one anymore who really fuckin hates your guts now, thank goodness. You people have hurt a lot of my kind and those victims are pulling together, waiting, waiting, waiting... 🙂

So please go ahead and be yourself. Chase down that faggot, beat him up on the street, bully that dyke till she changes school, follow that tranny into the bathroom and beat them up. Erase gay characters from media, scream 'PEDOPHILE' into the face of a gay teacher. There's always one more queer to offend somewhere.

When the queer community finally opens their eyes and see that "Oh shit, these Defaults are exterminating us, we can't keep waving these pride flags forever," that's when the work begins.

I want you guys to feel shame, I want your teenagers to feel lonely and sad and (to quote Ursula) pathetic! You grew up with all these privileges, yet it wasn't enough. You felt the need to step on the minorities, to make them cry and wish they'd been born default. In a near future, I truly wish it will be your teenagers jumping off bridges someday because they feel something is wrong with them. That it will be them roaming the streets homeless because they'd been disowned. That it will be Default characters being removed from books and television.

God, what a bright future.

But like I said earlier, there is much work to be done.

And you are a part of it 😉

So go out there and show the queers your true selves. I won't have to lift a finger. That's like paying a pig to get dirty.

Until then, toodles.

Oh, and, fuck your race 🖕😅

[keshainlov]

Hi! I just saw your oc and I like her!! I wonder, how she can interact with my ocs/her opinion about them? ^_^

Ayooooo girl, I also saw several ocs of yours and they are really charming and I gladly proceed to the interactions and opinions.

Clarification: Morena hates preppies quite a bit, she can't stand them, with their high-end perfume and clean, scented clothes. She simply thinks that they are all mommy and daddy's kids, and no, she doesn't think she is wrong at all. And he's not the best person, so don't expect good faith action from someone who has crimes-

Mary Brown-

Opinion: Morena sees her as the blonde party girl, she doesn't exactly have a structured opinion as she really sees that she is somewhat more "normal" than the other preps, but she still doesn't trust her and doesn't really seem interested in getting to know her. She doesn't care in a few words.

Interactions: They are almost non-existent, really nothing more than looks from top to bottom on the part of both, Morena sometimes just circling her eyes and raising her chin as if silently saying 'What?' What are you looking at?'

And Mary would possibly have to listen to Pinky nagging because someone put talcum powder in the dryer when she was going to dry her hair (Morena's antics). And also hear how Derby would like to rip off Morena's head for stealing money from him again without he realizing it.

Oliver Bonville-

Opinion: "Another empty-headed white guy, nothing new," that is his sincere opinion of the prep. There are no interactions, possibly he badmouths her for her pointless fights and her temper worse than a bull. And Morena would talk about how pathetic he was for not being able to approach other women, calling him a rich faggot.

Juliet Bellucci-

Opinion: She likes her. Exactly because of physicality but she likes the Greasers in general, with Juliet, Morena wouldn't have much tension or any kind of misunderstanding. She finds her attractive, but she respects her a lot and knowing that she likes Ricky, she respects her love life even more. The only thing perhaps that goes against it when it comes to socializing with each other is that they are somewhat different worlds and do not have many habits in common. Interactions: Morena sometimes stops by to visit the Greasers (she is on good terms with them, she already helps several of them with their vehicles), sometimes she takes advantage and makes conversation with her, and sometimes Morena scolds Juliet for biting her lips, she notices that. But she also knows that she can't say much if she herself also bites her fingernails until they sometimes bleed.

Miguel "Mica" Lauren-

Opinion: she laughs her ass off with him, she is also one of the Greasers that she likes. Sometimes she asks him for help to play the odd prank on the preps, she also shares cigarettes with him if he accepts them, Morena finds it hard to believe that he is 16 years old, because to her he behaves like a little boy. Think about how good it was to leave the preps behind and join something truer, not be attached to something false and "high status" where it doesn't really matter.

Interactions: Morena and Mica have graffiti in common, since they both like art and music, they also steal from stores or from other students. Mica bothers Morena with her lesbianism, and in that case Morena tells her most of the time 'And how many girls did you kiss, player?'.

But nothing bad between the two of them, they annoy each other, cause chaos and laugh at the unfortunate, teenagers being teenagers.

Katherine Baker-

Opinion: Yes, she also salivate over her, but nothing serious or romantic. They both flirt with each other, Morena loves to tease her and sometimes hug her from behind. Both made it clear that there is little affection in serious and romantic relationships, therefore they only play and flirt with each other. Morena sometimes takes her for a walk and they throw rocks at passing cars on the street.

'If a girl like that really showed me some romantic interest, I would definitely take her.'

Interactions: Despite not having anything serious, Morena finds a certain warmth and many shared habits with her, therefore she is often seen with her. Many times Morena stayed the night in her room looking for company (nothing dirty, pigs).

Frederick Baker-

Opinion: Good guy, doesn't have much to say about him, gets along well with him but doesn't really know him in depth unlike Kate. But she thinks that he's like a honey candy, hard and cold on the outside and soft on the inside.

Interactions: Despite sometimes not having much to talk about, he always, always grabs Morena at some moment of unrest, that is, when she is about to explode or sometimes when she needs to at least let off some steam. He is the only one who knows that Morena's father is in prison for crimes aggravated by taking drugs, drug trafficking and domestic abuse and that her mother committed suicide due to loneliness, postpartum depression and BPD.

Margaret Vendome-

Opinion: Bitch. There aren't many words to describe how disgusted she is. And she takes the brunt of Morena's jokes; from taking her clothes while she bathes to embarrass her, from sticking drool paper or chewing gum in her hair, staining her clothes with black permanent marker, etc.

Interactions: None actually, just making her life miserable.

Matteo Vanzetti-

Opinion: she likes him, although she thinks he is a very good boy for the school he came to, but she hopes it doesn't end badly, anyway, both have a good friendship. Morena bothers him with Kirby and Matteo bothers her with Kate.

Interaction: In Matteo's pranks, the second to help is Morena, usually as a cover he has if the prank goes wrong. Morena finishes doing this or ends the conflict that arises from it.

Phew, I think I'm done. (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)

Draw of my gurl Kate and

The background.

Anyways, byeeee!!!!

[placebo-nerd]

i hate femboys !!

no i don't hate "feminine men"— i mean look at me.

i hate those scoundrels that refer to themselves as femboys and only dress up in shein clothing, the ones that sexualize themselves on the internet for the pleasure of other men. the ones that are without realizing causing issues for others. call me sensitive but if i get asked "are you a femboy?" one more time, i'm prepared to go ape shit. they're a porn category on two legs and most of the time they just see it as a way to get views and attention not actually paying mind to the fact it sexualizes feminine men as a whole. not that this is a new issue, any man that dresses femininely is going to be sexualized but it's only getting worst and i've realized that. i don't want older men in my DMs asking to have sex with me. it's harmless until you're going out of your way to encourage the sexualization of yourself and others. i don't mind being fucking sexualized but i'd prefer it be by my OWN accord (considering i'm fifteen, not by grown ass men.), and i'd rather someone get off on the fact i cross dress not that i'm a femboy fantasy because that's just ridiculous. be a man and fuck a man in a tight black dress, not 2$ thigh highs and short shorts. and the fact that most of them are confused (or simply horny) teenagers is an issue nobody seems to care about. the terms been around for a few decades so this isn't a new thing—correct me if i'm wrong but i believe the original use of it was to refer to transgender WOMEN. cross dressers, drag queens and trans women didn't fight for our fucking community so you could go on the internet and sexualize the shit out of our community and leave when you decide you're bored.

as i've said previously ; any man who dresses femininely is sexualized whether or not he refers to himself as a femboy or not but they go on the internet and sexualize themselves because femininity = sexual in their eyes so these guys go out and harass ACTUAL feminine men because they think it's a fetish, some of them aren't even queer or they're children who've fallen for propaganda.

i have no issue with how you live your life or choose to label yourself but i'm SICK of being sexualized as a result of them.

i'm so serious though it pisses me off the way they dress and the fact ppl call me that, anytime i express my interest in things like dresses or embrace traditional feminine things you people say things like "femboy!!" or "twink!!" i'd simply rather be called a faggot, honestly. at least it's true to who i am. it's forcing labels and people don't seem to realize twink isn't an insult in fact it's quite literally a label GAY MEN use, you aren't a twink, you're a woman. he isn't a twink, he is a straight man. please, please for the love of god grow up and go to an ACTUAL pride parade, embrace the ugliness of it. maybe do drag, REAL drag but PLEASE stop sexualizing the way you dress on the internet because it's going to cause real life harm eventually and when it does i'm gonna be on my high horse laughing on every stupid fag that was purposely sexualizing feminity on men in the worst way possible.

[awsugar]

i am very definitely listening

k so its midnight and also this is pure mack brain power i havent had a substance in 4 days i went off my lexapro i havent been taking my vyvanse. im just thinking which apparently i am capable of doing.

anyway like i have thought about it in circles for all of time but the recent like higher quality revenge promo pics in which you can now CLEARLY see that franks shirt says pansy....god its sent me on one!!! and i think it all comes back to how i think Kids These Days these newer teenage my chem fans just do noooootttt understand what it was like in 2004!! TWO THOUSAND FOUR. if you were straight you were 1) homophobic or 2) minding your own business. straight male allies especially so public facing like this well it just was not really a thing especially in that scene! and im talking about the bands that they were playing shows with, not the bands they came to be associated with. and not to say they were/are homophobic but just like other people were not doing anything like this!!! so you have to think. which i have thought. like im just telling you they were not doing this! in 2004. pansy shirt pansy guitar homophobia is gay and not to mention the stage stuff. but also kissing on conan obrien was crazy but like the shirts the queer self identification! 8th grade, attention reader, homophobia is gay, calling himself "the faggot from mcr" knowing he was bullied and beat up.. at some point you have to think maybe we are not doing all of this as a sure of himself ally and maybe he really is just kissing boys and yes i have thought all of this forever but the shirt has really sent me on a renaissance of it. and i think people who were not born yet in the early 2000s or like too young to have been exposed to anything, they totally don't get it. how prevalent it was to be super vocally homophobic all the time, and how rarely anyone said anything to the people who were doing that. and how rare what mcr (and more specifically frank and gerard) were doing was......like i just wish i had the time energy and motivation to write a researtch paper on this topic. and i think the age difference and the lack of experience of this era is what leads to a large portion of people being ok with like labeling gerard and believing that he is queer while maintaining that they think frank is straight like girl he was doing too much for you to say that so assuredly!

[buck-yyyy]

what do you think of boris’ sexuality? do you think he externalizes his internalized homophobia? this is a goldfinch ask !!

ohhhhh this is interesting. so sorry for answering this a couple weeks late!!

first of all—boris is 100% bisexual. he absolutely expresses attraction to both men and women throughout the book, that boy is BI.

the second part is wayyy harder. i think that it's really difficult to tell from what we know of him—since the book is obviously from theo's perspective, we can't quite get inside his head the same way we can with theo, so i'm just gonna list out some examples of his,,, varying queerness tolerance level, i guess lmao.

he's casual about suggesting that hobie may be gay, and has a very calm reaction compared to theo's immediate discomfort.

similar to theo, as a teenager, he never brings up the times they've had sex.

he's flippant about mentioning that theo is "the only boy [he's] ever been in bed with", and brushes it off as "[they] both needed girls".

that's.... it, i think. at least off the top of my head. so my conclusion, to be honest, isn't based on a whole lot of proof, as opposed simply to drawing from other aspects of his character.

from his casual usage of the N-word after spending time with kotku, who was "cool"; his conversion to islam, not because he believed in allah, but because the muslim people around him were good to him; and finally, his attempt to pretend to be jewish in order to work for mr. silver, it's really easy to point out that boris conforms to various environments with ease, something that he's had to be able to do because of how much he's moved around. he's not doing these things because of personal beliefs, ideas, or opinions, he's doing them because he's trying to blend in, or in some cases, seem "cool", whether it's intentional or not (depends on the situation). that doesn't mean that his actions are automatically morally good or even neutral, but it gives us an understanding of why he is the way he is, and why he's so different depending on where he is and what point of his life he's at.

i think from that, it would be easy to argue that perhaps boris himself has no personal issue with gay people, but he would most certainly display the same homophobia that was so typical at the time it was written: ie. he would be casual about someone he knows being gay, but he's also definitely described things as gay, or said the word faggot in a derogatory context.

i'm not entirely sure how to relate all of that back to his internalized homophobia, simply because we don't get to see what that's like for him, or if that's even a thought on his mind. i think i'd argue that, what with everything else that's happened/currently happening in his life, he doesn't care all that much. i doubt he would ever call himself bisexual, or pansexual, or any of that; we can assign those words to him because he's a book character, but it's also important to recognize that those weren't words he would've grown up using, and that would likely stick with him in ways that some younger people would interpret as queerphobic. he's simply boris, and if boris wants to kiss a man then boris wants to kiss a man and that's all the thought he'd devote to it.

so yeah. i suppose i believe that he's homophobic, but not because he hates gay people or himself for being gay. i also think that he would not devote any particularly meaningful amount of time to dissecting who he is in regards to his sexuality, simply because it's never been a particularly important part of his life or survival.

[caffeineandsociety]

The most insidious thing about intracommunity transphobia is how much it still relies on stereotypes of someone's AGAB - trans women and fems and other presumed-AMABs are scary, creepy, burgeoning, sex-obsessed perverts; trans men and mascs and other presumed-AFABs are frivolous, selfish, shallow airheads who just want attention and can't handle REAL problems and/or gross ugly creepy girlfailures who are lashing out and preying on other people because it's the only way to get control over their lives -

And very few people are willing to acknowledge this, because they will SAY "trans women are women, trans men are men, trans people are who they say they are" until they're blue in the face - or rather, until they come up with justifications for these stereotypes that fit into that framework.

It's not subtle misgendering and deep-seated queerphobia to immediately believe the worst of any trans girl who happens to like My Little Pony and Sailor Moon and exists in the general vicinity of teenagers; no, it's TOTALLY a one-off, pay no mind to the fact that the person in question has uncritically believed every single one of these claims that's crossed their social media feed. If anything, it's fighting the idea that women are all weak, powerless, delicate flowers who can never actually hurt anyone! Right?

It's not subtle misgendering and deep-seated queerphobia to write trans men and mascs' issues off as a lesser, "diet" transphobia that's never done anything worse than making people sad on the internet, that's not a persistent stereotype of women from both outside of AND within the queer community; it's just a means of trying to get men to stop talking over women, nor is it transphobia try to talk trans men and mascs out of transitioning because "testosterone is poison" - nor does that idea rebound back around to hurt pre- or non-HRT transfems for that matter - it's TOTALLY true that T will cause roid rage but ONLY in trans men and mascs for, uh, some reason. Absolutely none of this "sit down and shut up and let people insist you're just confused or be written off as a screeching predatory harpy who's an inherent danger to women and children" is a recycled lesbophobic stereotype, how dare the person calling out this behavior misgender trans men by implying as much!?

But of course, pointing this out is just "trying to have it both ways", trying to claim the authority presumed of a man AND the fragility presumed of a woman, right?

Just. Fuck. On the one hand, I need to reiterate, as I always do, that queer people are NOT the primary source of queerphobia - these root ideas aren't born within the queer community, and in fact despite the loud minority, ARE less common here than within cishet society, however much it may sometimes feel otherwise because we're basically each other's captive audience.

On the other hand, we have to look at what's happening here. When this happens as an intracommunity thing, it REALLY fucking sucks because 1) someone who will double down into infinity on any of these ideas does, indeed, have basically a captive audience that they're free to abuse, and 2) it's all predicated on the idea that the MOMENT you come out as queer, you're totally incapable of holding queerphobic ideas, or at the very least you can't REALLY HURT people with them. "What, you're really accusing me, a flaming faggot/a whole lesbian/an actual trans person, of being queerphobic?" says the guy who insists on sticking to the narrative that most gay trans men are obnoxious screeching yaoi fangirl chasers who just want to trick him into straight sex disguised with one degree of abstraction; or the girl who's constantly trying to get her trans girlfriend to quiet down and stop asserting herself, flinching in terror the moment she shows the slightest negative emotion, despite never having acted this way with her cis exes; or the person who immediately pivoted from seeing their nonbinary friend as totally fitting into their "women and nonbinary people" community to seeing them as a creepy predator trying to invade the space the moment they found out they had a deep voice and facial hair. While these are NOT things that all queer people do, they ARE things that most if not all queer people will be on the receiving end of at some point or another if they spend enough time in the community, and that's a problem! Especially since people who have a queer-positive- and feminist-sounding justification, and especially who think of themselves as incapable of doing this kind of harm, are sometimes even capable of justifying saying and doing shit that, coming from anyone else, would be blatantly obvious as a hate crime.

And once again, in conclusion, I must repeat, this is not an identity-linked issue, because guess what - assuming it is is part of the problem!

[pegoteor-0]

I like the new season of sex education but I can't help but find a disconnect between the sanitized way of speaking the new queer characters have, it doesn't look at all to how I've ever interacted with my queer friends, although I can't say it's bad or not realistic now, because I was a teenager like 8 years ago so things might have changed, I just have to sit with that disconnect, maybe that representation is not for me anymore. But I struggle to believe that even in private, teenagers are going to police themselves like that. People will say and do messy shit when they're figuring things out even if they're publicly "moral", that's I think a point the shows makes often, but in this case fails a bit flat for trying to make the most socially concious "respectable" rep.

What I'm trying to say is that they should have let Eric call the other ones faggots and dykes in an affectionate way.

[musashi]

alcoholic dyke here and i think a lot of nuance has been lost in this conversation.

i've been here for all of it (i don't know if you have, OP, so forgive me if this sounds condescending at all) and i pretty much watched it happen and was annoyed and upset the whole time, 'cause you are fundamentally correct--being marginalized is a hell all its own, that is the root of why we have higher death and addiction and suicide and mental illness rates. i don't think anyone was ever insinuating otherwise, at least not anywhere i've seen it.

but from what i saw on this website & other online spaces vaguely adjacent, it went like this:

this post was made:

2. young queerfolk, alcoholics, disabled queers (with both physical & sensory sensitivities), and many other groups that fell in agreement with this for their own personal reasons added onto the sentiment. at the time (over a decade ago, give or take?) it was not the norm to have many other options besides 1. bar/nightclub or 2. GSA, if you were lucky enough to have one at your school/university.

3. of these groups that showed support for this sentiment were sex-repulsed asexual people who felt uncomfortable with the sexual nature & unspoken pressure to 'hook up' at gay bars & night clubs.

4. around 2014, exclusionists on this website decided that it was trendy to violently abuse asexuals & aromantics for clout. every single thing the aroace community did on tumblr was met with meangirl backlash at best and relentless vitriol at worst. this more or less destroyed the aroace community and it has still not recovered to this day.

5. one of the most potent forms of propaganda leveled at the ace community was malicious reframing of sex-repulsion as a concept. the sex-repulsed ace is, obviously, just minding their own business and living their truth--but exclusionists intentionally framed them as virulent, homophobic prudes who went around telling the ~real~ queers where they were and were not allowed to have their Gross Faggot Sex, etc etc.

6. one of the most effective ways they propagandized this was by out-of-context circulation of posts like the one i posted above.

(and, occasionally, actual psy-ops where users would pretend to be asexuals and intentionally post cringey, anti-sex, anti-kink, homophobic nonsense and of course the 'no internet skepticism skills' website believed it)

7. posts like this stopped being read in good faith. seeing a post like the above, tumblr users before the ace discourse instilled brainrot in half this website would see it and think "yeah! it would be awesome if we had more options." after the ace discourse, the reaction a lot of those same people would have would be more like "i cannot believe the cringey aces on this website are still acting like gay bars and night clubs are depraved sex dens full of rambunctious horny dykes. they don't even know how homophobic they are."

8. miraculously, eventually, the ace discourse freaks all either 1. moved onto bi/pan lesbians (and so far are doing a pretty shit job) or 2. were run off the site/out of communities because people unpacked shit and realized they were on the wrong side of things.

9. arguments in defense of the original point came back out of the woodwork. "now that the ace discourse has died down, can we please fucking get back to rallying for more queer spaces other than bars and clubs? the autistics, the mobility aid users, the children and teenagers, the sex-repulsed asexuals, and the alcoholics deserve options for community too."

10. presumably, these posts are circulating now, because they make good points.

i don't think any queer alcoholic is going to genuinely say that gay bars are the reason we have a higher alcoholism rate. we have that because society wants us dead and you have to find a way to survive knowing that. but 1. the alcohol companies know that and intentionally prey on us, see them setting up their rainbow floats at pride every year and 2. the lack of sober queer spaces makes it hard, often nigh impossible to stay clean and sober. it's hard enough to stay clean and sober as a cishet, alcoholics bleed friends like fucking crazy when we make the choice to stay sober or even just cut back. 12 step programs are largely bunk, but repeated studies have shown that the reason they work on accident is because they are a social space where addicts can find community without the pressure to use.

so if cishets struggle that hard, we struggle much harder. and, yes, the lack of sober queer spaces is a huge part of that. back in 2014, we addicts on tumblr were largely laughed out of every room we entered, every point of discourse we tried to spur on. i got a multitude of pretty violent threats on here back then for talking openly about intoxication culture and how addiction was a disability. and that was before the ace discourse ramped up.

so i think probably what's happening is queer addicts are finally feeling emboldened again to discuss this and perhaps some nuance is being lost in the many, MANY layers of telephone over the years. perhaps some of them are remembering the shitty discourse and how they were swept under the rug and persecuted as homophobes/apologists because they, for their own reasons, dared to share similar opinions with asexuals in 2014.

no, going to a gay bar doesn't turn queers into alkies, but it sure as shit is a lot easier to not die of alcohol poisoning at age 27 when you have the choice to walk into a social club or a cafe instead of a bar.

alcoholism is a problem in the lgbt community yes but there's something weird and mentally disconnecting about trying to say that's because there's too many gay nightclubs or whatever instead of the reality that being lgbt is just genuinely oppressive and will push people to maladaptive coping mechanisms. like did we forget that people become alcoholics for a multitude of more reasons than because they went to a club once