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Yes this based on that one post
#malevolent#arthur lester#cw guns#my art#its kinda shitty but art is not working and i had to fucking finish just one thing today#ughhhh im so frustrated this sucks ass >:[#he looks kinda ugly but trully whatever im so fucking tired...
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I'm having a bad mood today
Would you draw my blorbo for me please?
#If you have time/energy/willing for that though. No pressure#Im sad and annoyed bc i couldn't get my blood tasted today#They only signed me up for an appointment in a month#And its already been so long since i try to figure out what is wrong with me bc my stomach doesn't work as it supposed to#I'm tired and hurt and all this is very discouraging#Mom tells me to go to the private lab to get my tests done faster but it costs money and we haven't been having much of those#She says that my health is more important and she's right but i just feel so bad and guilty for spending money on myself#When it is possible to get free medical treatment#But URGHHH the free one is sooo looong#And the problem is also that bc im an immigrant here i often don't understand how the system works here and i do mistakes#Like today I came to the hospital thinking i can get my blood tested right away with my doctors prescription in my hand#But no i only got it registered and got an appointment on 17 of December#Fucking urghhh#Im just tired and frustrated that's all#Anyway#Wanna draw buba for me? 👉👈🥺
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naw whos the crusty ass bitch who thinks its cute to take my ocs cause what is this
#''dergu zerghed'' thats the sound youll make after i hit u over the head with a mf frying pan#jk i just fukkin reported it man im so tired#even moreso they did enough digging to find the one where i threw freckles on him for an obscure ask like biiitch?????#got a comment on twitter abt how someone loved this character on spicychat and found more art of him and i immediately was out for blood#idc abt the cod fanart being thown all over every website i knew what i was getting into with that shit but my ocs#?#you take my oc my heart n soul ive been building for 10+ years slap some dumbfuck name on him and feed him thru a Fucking AI machine#thats whats rlly boiling my blood tbh fukkin selfish behavior#i went to investigate and i was on a waitlist for it im gunna kmssssss#i am once again plagued with the frustration of the major disconnect of people going 'oh yeah ai bad >:(''#yet falling for every single ai trap there is like some stupidass koala#now my character done been sacrificed to The Machine bc mfs too goddamn lazy to make real friends to rp with#aight the ugly bitch is tryin to take the wheel i gotta stfu
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Lookin' at Askr's injured art and realizing it's basically just him with holes in his spandex........ thank you FEH for this one thing...
(also I normally draw Hrid and his attempts at adopting siblings so happy holidays to Hrid, he gets to be thirsty as a treat.)
#fe heroes#askr#hrid#amazing how both of them show up late in the book and then just fucking go away#hrid is only mentioned in the past summer tt as like oh man i sure hope we get to see hrid next year (SAME)#and then askr just fuckin dies#also pretend there is a follow up to this im too tired but i was gonna draw#hrid talking to fjorm saying i know hes a god so it makes sense but his abs are godly#and fjorm is like please go away i dont want to hear this just go away#anyway time to log in daily for orbs and save for ny hrid so i can try to fully merge him cause he is sitting at +8#then i think its time to put feh down for a bit im just getting so tired of it#even the recent units i pull get outdone nearly every banner and its just frustrating for a casual
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Hello!! I’m kinda late with it, but I just wanna tell you that my bestie and I are sending you the goodest vibes! ❤️❤️❤️ Cause you see, we went to see the movie on the day of the premiere and we have been shitting on it more and more mercilessly ever since, both of ours anger and grief increasing upon realizing more and more clearly just how utterly SHITE this excuse for a movie was.
And so we were both surprised at finding out just how MANY people on the internet were actually enamoured with it, and praising it like a masterpiece. It felt like being stuck in some fucking simulation, so I was like hold up, there’s this awesome person whose opinions I respect, let’s check there! (Cause my bestie is more of a casual fan, not really on the scene in Deadpool fandom.) So yeah, we went to your blog and were both delighted at your insight, reading all you’ve said about it and laughing in my bed. And as much as it still sucks to have experienced all of that, and that this crap will stay on DP’s record, it was really comforting to see someone so well-spoken feeling the same way and expressing it with eloquence, very satisfying to read. Honest to god, I felt some kind of relief upon being reassured that I’m not just a hater, it was actually ✨That Bad✨
So thank you!! And stay strong!!
oh trust, I feel entirely similar but - I don’t feel surprised about it because it’s kind of marvel tradition at this point for a film to be nearly entirely incoherent but still a crowd pleaser - I thought we’d grown past this and that people were finally getting wise after all the lukewarm responses to recent mcu entries but I guess deadpool is just the silver bullet that can blindside anybody - I think there’s kind of an expectation attached to deadpool in that it’s Not Going To Be Good. but at least it’s going to be fun. but - you know - shrugs - I’m kind of tired about how OFTEN I’m asked by pieces of media these days to just… switch my brain off? like um? sorry if I want to use my brain? thats what its here for? I have this fucking organ in between my ears that wants to be challenged and enriched and there just isn’t enough in this world that is doing that for me. and I know I’m not going to find that in a marvel movie. but it’s just such a bummer how often people tell me to just switch off my brain and how much I want to fucking !! use my brain though !! just give me some fucking brain food or I might freaking vegetate. I’m gonna go brain dead, lads. I’m gonna go brain dead !! I can’t keep switching off my brain. she’s here to work. she wants to work !!!
#sci speaks#lately I’ve been avoiding watching television and movies because I just don���t enjoy it. it feels so passive.#it’s why I like the older comics and I like reading books. lots of older sci fi novels that work your brain.#my brain is so so frustrated by how little it’s being challenged#im so tired of media telling me not to think too hard.#what the fuck. the only reason I do anything is because I want to think about it.#that is what we have brains for.#please god. I’m begging people. demand more from your media.#you need food for thought or else your brain will waste away.#a brain is muscle like any other. it needs to be exercised.#it needs to work!!
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spent 3 hours last night panic searching for doctors to help me with my fibromyalgia. They are all either scams, extremely expensive boutique options (but are actually good apparently, if you have the money), extremely expensive scams, or have never heard of fibromyalgia and kick you out after 15 minutes.
#wrenfea.exe#apparently theres a thing called direct cost now#where the doctors spend like 2 hours with you and do all this testing and only take on a limited amount of patients#but they dont take insurance and are expensive#so you still need insurance for like. hospital stuff#but also have to pay out of pocket hundreds of dollars#if i had the money id do it since i already spend a ton of money on doctors that dont give a fuck about me#so might as well spend them on doctors that do#all the holistic care around me is scams for rich old ladies#my fibromyalgia symptoms are really holding me back#im so tired and achy and foggy and im so frustrated#i want to do things#i want to do my job well#but all the searching was fruitless#ive already seen a rheumatologist and she sucked#and none near me work with fibro patients#no neurologists do either#chronic disability#chronic pain#spoonie#fibromyalgia#disability
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The fact I have to boot up totk AGAIN, honest to God yall after I make this one fuckass post it is au only I am not doing zelda discourse no more
#watching my own mutuals have bad faith takes on people who w#fucking agree with them and the way people are teying to pick out wording on something SO STUPID AND TRIVIAL is gonna dive me nute#NUTS ANYWAYS like the fact you have people trying to act like ezlo and navi are stupid and wrong and “didnt address eveything” is fucking#insane an obtoose like this is coming from bitches who have SEEN THEIR POSTS ON SIMILAR SUBJECTS BEFORE#like this all boils down to rynling was changing the plot to tp multiple diffrent times and calling people stupid for not subscribing to he#fanfic on what LITERALLY HAPPENED IN THE GAME#like i will adress all the shit around it IN DETAIL because i need it to go out as a HEY to my moots but like PLEASE GUYS I LOVE YALL WHAT#IS THIS#like sorry i said “we” when i should of said RYNLING#i didnt wanna be mean and tbh i do not care if i burn a bridge or piss them off#at this point but its crazy hoe many of you have shit talked her to me and then act like she didnt have a bad faith and like fucking insane#reading of what and i say again LITERALLY HAPPENED IN TWILIGHT PRINCESS#Something stupid big and im very tired of the vauge posting coming from people i like very much#like full on this shit js ridiculos and this is my final straw when it comes to zelda discussion. do not @ me#and ive hated direct comfrontation and shit and discorrse to begin with cuz it was usually some dumbfuck zelinker being RACIST#but apprently its now picking words apart. i will be as careful in my wording as possible but make no mistake this was about rynlings post#first and foremost and just getting things wrong about when the histoy of light and shadow line and just MIDNA in general#and its been conisistantly wrong since 2019 and mf yes im tag talking i aint taking up a dashboard#can you tell im very frustrated? im helping ezlo argue with white leftists who will ask you if you hate waffles when you say i like pancakes
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Joe Biden sneezes, the American left: holy fuck you guys if you vote for this man youre basically condemning us to 4 years under a walking skeleton you should feel so guilty about this and also Trump is bad but the Biden administration is still sending arms to Israel if you vote democrat you're basically funding genocide and you don't care about poc at all
Muslims and poc targeted in dozens of violent riots across the UK, including the burning of hotels where asylum seekers are currently being housed, and we need as many people to be aware of this fact as possible so those who are able can take direct action and counter protest to effectively stamp out upcoming far right riots, the American left: 🦗
#not to be pissy i wasnt gonna post this but#seeing kamala trend like an hour after that news broke. yeah#im gonna be annoying about this#uk politics#us politics#kamala harris#joe biden#politics#current events#the uscentrism of this site is appalling atp#tag edit bc some people are dumb holy fuck. im MORE mad that the news doesnt seem to be covering it apparently#and im tired that every single american political event trends but i havent seen this trending yer#*yet. its frustrating. we're all frustrated#but thank you to everyone who has been sharing things. it rlly rlly helps
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I may look normal but believe me I'm tired of everything that happening with my life
#writers#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#relatable quotes#relatable#dear diary#my diary#online diary#spilled thoughts#my thoughts#sorrow#feelings#emotions#life#thoughts#im so tired#i'm tired#mentally tired#frustrated#love#tired#overwhelmed#im tired#annoying#insomia#3am thoughts#books and reading#my fucking life#i’m bored#bored af
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sjm is literally known as the fated mates author of today's fantasy space. she loves the trope, nearly every single one of her endgame ships are mates, and if they're not confirmed it's highly speculated they are (manorian). hell, even her human ships can have magical bonds that tie them to another person, for better or worse (chaorene). she likes her characters to have this connection, for them to find their own, special person that was meant for them and to help them grow and flourish. even if she has elain reject the bond, i can totally see her making her fall in love with lucien anyway, because that would be playing with it, right? and giving readers something unexpected, something e/riels claim they want
but at the end of the day, it's not about the bond, that's just a device to get characters closer to each other. sjm has always been about choice and like it or not, lucien is a choice for elain. she's been making choices, no one has stripped that from her since hybern kidnapped her. stop acting like shippers are taking away a fictional woman's rights for wanting her with her mate
#im just so tired. its annoying as hell that with EVERY OTHER COUPLE people want them to be mates because it confirms an endgame#like fuck im waiting for ariadne and flynn to somehow be mates so i can bask in my ariflynn endgame#but nooooope. when its elucien suddenly sjm needs to switch it up and do a mate bond rejection. so frustrating#antielriel#anti e/riel#tp
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if youre satisfied with this amount of rep i'll be happy for you and if you want vastly more from hoyo especially concerning skin tone i will completely agree with you but if you're non latam/african/indigenous american/pacific islander, i'm side eyeing so hard if you start making excuses for genshin's colorist ass
#you cannot possibly say 'latam has pale people' when one of the teaser characters is literally named after a yo.ruba god. hes#african and you're making him like. suntanned. don't cherry pick for the love of fucking god#consequences of me seeing my most beloathed post that says 'just blame ccp' and 'stop with this discourse already im so tired of it'#brother in christ you can't tell people whos cultures are being screwed over by natlan and genshin to stop expressing their frustration#imo 'just blame ccp' sounds like a diff version of 'shut up' bc there's v little possibility of anything changing just because you complain#ramblings!#anyways if you're still playing this game and are from irl cultures that are natlan inspo good luck out there in this goddawful discourse
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You know, it's been years now, and I still follow a few blogs that post for thr fandom... I need the last few remaining fans to know: anyone that popularized the last name "McClain" for Lance, I need you to jump into a boiling pool and you can never get out.
Maybe look up Cuban last names??? And don't use any of the first 10 results??? Do your fucking research??? Look up how Cuban last names work, maybe??? Don't just settle for the whitest last name to fucking exist, and call it a day????
It works similarly in mexico, First name, maybe middle name, sometimes third name if your parents are feeling a bit quirky, then Paternal lastname Maternal lastname. Maybe! Maybe he's mixed! A mexican parent and a Cuban parent! A Brazilian parent and a Cuban parent! Maybe!!! He's even part native! But I don't trust white fans with native characters. Learn to behave and maybe we'll trust you with native characters.
Just. Stop it with McClain.
IF YOU ARE WHITE, YOU CAN REBLOG BUT IF YOU TRY TO START SHIT I WILL BLOCK YOU!!!!!
IF you are latine, specifically Cuban, feel free to add your own thoughts on this matter
#voltron legendary defender#voltron#lance voltron#lance mcclain#gross evil awful who is that man#lance with literally any latino last name#beautiful amazing i would die for him#listen#im mexican and very fucking tired#yall just didnt want to put the work in so you just went with mcclain#which i think was the original lance's last name??#wait i just checked the original lance didnt have a last name either mcclain is from the comics#ALSO HELP JAMES IS LIKE THE WHITEST NAME IVE EVER HEARD#call him jaime leandro or something that has flavor#he can go by his middle name#thats what my mom did#idk it just frustrates me you know??#and i HATE the way his family was written in the show#he fucking called his grandparents memaw and pepaw or somethinf like that???#I HATE IT!!!#even if he didnt speak spanish#his parents would have probably made him call his grandparents abu something like that#again cuban voltron fans chime in#what did you call your grandparents#i dont any any grandpas#but i called my grandmas “abuelita” and “abu”#oh right me personal tag#raine thoughts
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me when im forced to remember that the autism isnt just a fun secret way to like my fav band more than everyone else and that ill actually never be able to navigate social situations normally
#desire mona#media#i dont entirely know what this means but its the closest image i can think of the convey the feeling#im so tired im so fucking tired im tired IM FUCKING TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this is so exhausting and i can never turn it off#no fucking wonder we're more prone to alcoholism id drink enough to need my stomach pumped if it meant i didnt have to second guess every#fucking word i say to anyone ever#but alas. the other mental condition#sorry for the vent post this isnt very haha mona shitpost of me im just frustrated beyond belief with myself even tho i know its stupid#how do i turn it off. id kill to turn it off#i dont wanna get rid of my autism but fuck i just wanna know the feeling. i wanna know what its like more than anything#its getting darker earlier and earlier and winters coming so. the bad feelings#apologies#should i tag yttd spoilers#yttd spoilers#feedback loop - chris thile#< im not looping this song i just keep happening to make posts when this song is playing. im looping thanks for listening tho#thoughtsing
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ok fine motherfucker ill listen to your damn song again
#ramblings#i love live blogging about having silly billy stuck in my head. thanks ochre im now off the brainrot deep-end /lh /silly#ive been given a blorbo against my will what the fuck do i do. pico didnt haunt me bc i invited him in here willingly#<- actually very fucking funny knowing my first reaction to this fixation and specifically fixating on pico#was do doodle me holding a lighter to him like the `oh hi mr frog . youre not supposed to be here` meme#im gonna. lay down in the dark while i do so. im tired as shit#<- makes sense since its nearly 10pm but its frustrating bc i got work tomorrow afternoon#so i dont wanna go to bed yettttnjgnfjnjkfngf i want to stay in my free day for as long as possible#even tho i dont have to leave until 4:20
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Apparently after the Cass review (the awfully condescending and untrue and bias report made by a person affiliated with LGB alliance, of all transphobic organisations), the main provider of private gender-reassignment surgeries for trans people in the UK (The Spire hospitals group) are revising their policy to determine if 18-24 year olds are old enough to have those surgeries
Patients aged 18-24 awaiting surgery dates are to be informed of the decision by the early July
(info has been replicated by multiple people and allegedly confirmed by a matron of the Spire hospital in Hull)
I'm 23 and wanted to have my top surgery next year. I literally can vote, can buy a house, can take out loans for the rest of my life, I can join the army, I can be financially and emotionally responsible for a child and could have been for the past 5 years. Routinely at work I make decisions that can save or destroy people's life and I'm about to be even more responsible for people's lives in a few months when I change my job from nursing to paramedics.
How am I not old enough to pay 8k for surgery that I want and that will help me have a better quality and satisfaction of life? How am I not mature enough to make decisions about my own body?
How is it that cis people can get breast implants at the age of 16-18 and I can't get a life-bettering top surgery?
#im soryy im just so fucking tired of this country's obssesion with making it harder for us#and making as the scapegoat of all isssues in the politics battle#I'm so fucking frustrated#uk shit#trans#ftm#uk politics#delete later??
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I think the thing that pisses me off the most about people who push and push and push the entire "Joker's gay everyone can see that" is that (well 1. he's really not, boo hoo) and more importantly, 2. it takes every ounce of responsibility that he has for every single one of his Purposeful And Planned actions towards Harley and puts ALL the blame on her cause well
She's Just Fucking Stupid!
She's the dumbass who fell for an obviously gay man! What A Fucking Moron!
It ignores every single moment and every single time he purposefully led her on, all the times he acted romantically or sweet or told her he loved her and reduces it ALL down to
"he's gay. he doesn't like her like that cause he likes men. It's not his fault she's pushy and stupid and blind to the obvious"
and not
"he doesn't like her like that and is fully aware of that fact and used her feelings against her to keep her under his control because he's a manipulative abusive loser who cannot stand not being in control of something that he's decided belongs to him."
It completely ignores the history he has of doing this exact shit to Other woman, all cause what, he's an obsessive violent maniac who's main target/Victim happens to be another dude? I'm sorry, but it's beyond fucking frustrating seeing all his history of violence towards women in this sense be completely disregarded or mocked all cause well, actually he likes dudes so none of that matters! Women are just stupid!
Fuck off!!!! Rot!!
Propping up a walking homophobic stereotype as actually totally Just A Silly Gay Man and happily disregarding the literal. decades. worth of abusive actions he's had towards his girlfriend, Who's YA KNOW Actually The One Out Of The Two Who's Canonically In The LGBT Community, is fucking disgusting tbf.
#people will be like ''oh but look at this proof'' and their proof is him sa'ing batman and being a fucking monster towards him#or being written so blatantly as ''Oh Look The Creepy Unnerving Feminine Man !!! '' which is like ????????? his existence feels homophobic#just...#its gross and im tired of pretending its not#tw clown boy#this was written in spite filled frustration so idk if i make sense but i think yall get my point#tw abuse mention#dc comics#harley quinn#harleen quinzel
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