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Feel cute might delete later etc etc.. ✨
Been trying out shorter bangs bc stress haircut but I’m still not sure I’m 100% on them 🤔 But they’ll grow out so it’s no biggie I guess 🤙✨
Also going through a bunch of clothes for donating and found this skirt I forgot I had and it’s very cute! 10/10 love a good short skirt let’s goooo!! 🥰✨
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Hi people, I'm a bit fed up rn so just a short reminder that authors can see what you write in your bookmarks on AO3
And like I've recently been struggling with writing more than usual and had a bit of a dry-up in comments (which happens, fair enough, you don't have to like my fics enough to comment, etc) so I looked into the stats and bookmarks to cheer myself up/fight the imposter syndrome and had just been met with two separate users using their bookmark notes to not only rant about how horrible and not up to their standard my fic was, but also, in one case, to make some 'subtle' transphobic remarks about me, the author.
Both users are now blocked on my AO3 but if you're using bookmarks to rank your fics and didn't like something, please at least have the decency to make it a private bookmark if you're ranting about someone's writing skills or plot or just plain calling their fic stupid and bad
I've seen users putting fics (mine and other's) in bookmark collections called 'absolutely nope' or '0/10' or whatever, which is not nice but tolerable but recently I think people are getting a little too comfortable about being negative in a space that never asked them to be
Like most people, I write fic either for fun or as a form of self-indulgent expression and I share it because I think someone might also enjoy it or appreciate it. So many authors struggle with motivation as it is and I'm not an exception - yes, I write fics for myself primarily but I wouldn't be posting or writing them down if it was just for me, they could just stay as daydreams in my head and spare me the frustration the writing process and notes like the ones I've just mentioned bring.
To put it shortly, please remember AO3 authors can see your bookmarks and the notes/collections you use (unless you make them private) and that AO3 authors are human beings not souless content creators
#i feel like people will take this post the wrong way and call me a blackmailer or a censor or attention seeker#but i just haven't been having that much joy from posting fic lately#literally some of my works are sitting with a few paragraphs left because posting updates doesn't spark joy and i don't have the motivation#gonna tag it about fics i have seen it in on my profiles#but like it goes out to the general public of ao3 readers#ao3#ao3 fanfic#fanfic#fanfiction#hangster#buddie#tgm#911 abc#delete later??
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what could this mean
#i took this screenshot days ago from insta and now im trying to find what book this could possibly referring to....#mine#delete later??
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*breathes in*
#Delete later??#Just venting lol#The bad Sparrow takes on this one are starting to be a lot ngl#Also the bad animal welfare takes?? Trying to hold myself back on that front cause that's not the kind of thing I wanna-#-argue with online strangers about. But like yikes is all.#Regarding Sparrow you will be hearing from me later. But mm not just yet- gotta cool down.#And arguing with the fandom again isn't how I planned to spend my day so I will be finishing S4 of tma like my heart desires#Debating on logging off? Mostly cause I don't want to unfollow certain people too impulsively. Mutuals that is.#Not really trying to throw shade with this either so sorry if it feels that way but ehh I'm grumpy ahaha#Always caught between “love the fandom it's so fun” and “fandom is genuinely ruining the podcast for me” smh#Anyhooooo#*breathes out*#Ooh I just saw some lightning there is still beauty in the world after all
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my birthday is next month orurorughihh what the fuck
#trying. so hard not to be pessimistic or a downer abt my own birthday :’)#havoc chatlog#delete later??
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SPOILERS FOR LEGO MONKIE KID SEASON FIVE BELOW
yeah so it would take a miracle for me to finish this
#cut to me trying to begin the lineart for this four times#next cut is me throwing my tablet across the room#‘eh good enough’#delete later??
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Ya boy just learnt a thing about himself (i think). Gonna now project it onto fictional characters. (Literally all the kiddads but in all honestly mostly either sparrow or glark. JOSH BECKETT OC BELOVED YOU CAN’T ESCAPE MY PROJECTION)
#this has something to do wuth my ace-spec stuff? me maybe having adhd? me being weird about romance sometimes? idk which one#AUGDJDHDJH#i need courage to text person now#to tell them this augshdhdhhdhds#it isn’t bad btw it is very much positive#ahhhhshdhdhdhdh#lark oak garcia is noy safe from my projection#glark beloved#uhhhh#i am bright red tn holy shit#ahdgyh#personal#thoughts in the void#delete later??#its basically just sensory stuff and things uh this sounds so weird ik
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if you ever wanna go somewhere for something, arrive like six fucking hours earlier than you think you would need to. This will save every nerve in your body.
#happy fourth Tumblr#im drunk as hell waiting for traffic to disperse before we even TRY driving lmao#beach fireworks are wonderful but they are very busy 💔#holy hell was it busy even getting here#but the fireworks were so pretty ... worth#delete later??#brainworm posting
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W. Why did they draw him with this face for a split second frame. What emotion is this
#context: you meet someone new and they immediately compliment you and describe you as 'metal'#he looks so funny. helpp#😭😭#snake hisses#delete later??#smarmy eyebrow raise??#thor#Screencaps
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I was watching a rly good fancam (or whatever you want to call it), yesterday, on Twitter. And it brought back all my emotions about KE for the first time since the finale (// soon after the finale).
I realized that at some point, without meaning to, i blocked out KE and became numb to it. I kno it sounds really dramatic and whatever. But for the past 2 years, I've been wondering why I couldn't feel anything or write anything anymore. Yet, i knew i had to still have these characters around me somehow? So i have stickers in/on my planner, i have stuff on my work desk, i have art hanging in my bedroom. I needed them around me but I couldn't feel anything anymore.
It's also weird bc i know the whole story of the show after watching it 5-6 times, but it feels like lost memories at the same time.
In conclusion my brain is weird, the finale was associated with more pain than i anticipated or perceived of immediately after its airing, KE is actually like a giant wound even tho that sounds dramatic and unreal, and it's like a source of actual irl grief that has gone latent in my mind even tho i love it and would rather continue to engage, write, etc..
I'm not even necessarily mad anymore that they killed Villanelle, but i do wonder, what was the impact of the fact that we all watched that blindly?? Based on everything I've written here, it's Not looking good. Plus i had IRL trauma the day before it aired, so........💀
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At this rate I'll never fucking finish it (I've messed up Bradley's face 2 times now, one more layer of paint and the paper won't hold... should have drawn it bigger) but will post it here as a means to try to be accountable with myself
So, the firefighter calendar pic of Bradley from my hangster firefighter Bradley AU fic, ignition, would be this pic
#it's not that great but after not painting for years i lost most of the skill#bradley rooster bradshaw#trans bradley rooster bradshaw#ignition tag#i mean this is about hangster fic but i won't tag it here until this is a finished painting#delete later??#yeah i think ill delete it in a few hours
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Changing Rubis' hair color for a better color harmony! (I may experiment with the colors quite a bit but the magenta tones look way better!!)
All my OC's (+ few OC's of my beloved friends!) will have their DBFZ model for the VRC & rendering fun ^^ But I need my time/energy... getting there!!
When I finished some bases -> Much faster progress in models!!
Sadly I'm very tired rn.
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(Whoever happens to see this) I made that Nicky web weave a little while back, and I have a Glenn one I still need to finish- but after that, are there any specific characters (or even ships!) any of y'all would like to see a web weave done for? I was thinking maybe Grant but I'm pretty open!
#dndads#yeah sure let's ask the general public in case anyone has an opinion on this lol#delete later??
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any advice on how to stop self abandonment, people pleasing, low self esteem and a general lack of sense of self or identity? asking for myse— a friend
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yeah i'm not gonna lie, this shit really sucks and i am hanging on by a fucking thread
and the thing is, it's just not fucking fair. i'd be thrilled to be here if there wasn't a literal public health crisis that everyone is actively ignoring. like somehow it's MY problem that i don't want to catch covid?? because everyone else is apparently chill with the roulette wheel of "getting a bad cold" and/or "getting lifelong disabilities" and you don't know which one you're gonna get??
but my real point is that it's fucked up that *i* have to make the decision to withdraw from the best creative writing program i could've gotten into, and miss out on a shit ton of opportunities, because i don't feel safe. and i'm being told that i'm crazy for not feeling safe when a TON of people are getting sick (with covid and various colds that might also just be covid that didn't show up positive) AND ITS NOT EVEN COLD/FLU SEASON
i'm gonna start strangling people. this shit is genuinely not normal or okay but everyone treats you like a conspiracy theorist if you point it out.
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