#fuck heart issues

[creepygoth666]

Was going to work on finishing the lineart today, but between the occipital neuralgia, the nasty tension headache and my blood pressure currently high thanks to the pharmacy fucking me over on my meds it's probably not going to get done today. I wanted to try streaming it again, too, but. Welp.

Pharmacy claimed manufacturer backorder on labetalol 200mg doses so I was forced to take the lower 100mg dose pills for a refill. Doubling up on them does not equal out to the efficacy of the 200mg - the 100's are pretty much out of my system by hour 5, where I could go 7-8 hrs with the 200mg. And I'm on 600 mg a day - so my only choice now, if I want to keep my blood pressure in check, is to take these damn 100's every 4 hours. Between that and my other blood pressure med, that means I'm now taking meds and having alarms go off seven fucking times a day just to keep my blood pressure MAYBE below 140. Because 100mg pills are shit, and I'm going to run out of my calcium channel blocker pills faster because they're supposed to be for emergencies only (170 systolic or higher) but I'm taking them every day since I got the refill to help keep my BP low.

And the pharmacy now has the 200's in stock but won't switch me out. Claims I need a new Rx (I just GOT ONE in October, but apparently it's "expired" - like bitch how) and I'd have to pay out of pocket fully for the 200's.

So fuck me, I guess.

Anyways. Sorry the pic is taking so long. I want to finish it. I want to maybe try rendering it, though I'm shit at digital coloring. I have ideas for other scenes I want to try sketching as well (SW under the Crystal arbor during the Firelove arc, him and Roddy arguing before then and him going all Angry Owl pose), but.. yeah. Health ain't allowing it rn.

[iteratorsex]

spearmaster to me is like a great dane that started off extremely small and underdeveloped but then grew to be absurdly large very very quickly

[justaz]

lol arthur realizes with the other knights after watching merlin flirt and being hit with a wave of deja vu: holy shit you asked me out

merlin and the rest of the knights around a campfire after leaving a village bc lancelot and leon somehow started a brawl in the tavern: ???

arthur points at merlin: after valiant! you asked me to buy you a drink! you were asking me out!

merlin is busy cooking dinner and confused out of his fucking mind: what???…..valiant….oh the knight with the snakes.

gwaine who was slightly tipsy now stone cold sober and sitting up straight against a tree: wait. explain. what do you mean merlin asked you out??

arthur snaps his fingers as he recalls the memory: i apologized for sacking you and you said that if i bought you a drink we’d be even.

merlin now remembering how he had stumbled into camelot, picked a fight with a pigheaded bully which quickly turned homoerotic and flirtatious, and continued their teasing-flirting for days before merlin shot his shot and asked the prince out only to be rejected: oh yeah, i forgot i did that…..wait, you mean you didnt realize what i was asking?

arthur: no?? we argued everyday, how was i supposed to realize you were asking me out??

merlin now abandoning the dinner and staring across the camp at arthur while the rest of the knights watch their back and forth like a game of tennis: to you we were arguing, to me that was very much flirting. i thought you were flirting back so i decided to ask you. then you rejected me

arthur, mentally beating his past self up for fucking up their chance: i didn’t reject you!!! i just didn’t realize what you were asking me. how was i meant to? we fought every chance we got

leon, nudging elyan, glee and excitement riling through him: its happening!!! its finally happening!!! seven long, grueling years is finally paying off!!!

merlin, realizing the misunderstanding and acknowledging the fact that he wasn’t rejected, his flirtations just weren’t noticed - realizing he still has a chance: oh…oh i see. arthur, my dear, our fights were extremely flirtatious. need i remind you of what you said? “do you know how to walk on your knees? would you like me to teach you?” or “i could take you apart with one blow”

arthur, mental capabilities at an all time low: m…my dear….?????????

merlin grinning devilishly as he realizes that his flirtatious persona he had hidden away after falling head over heels for arthur can make a come back: that is what i called you. should i call you something else? say…mine?

percival gags in elyan’s ear: cheesy

elyan hides a laugh: at least they’re finally getting somewhere. better than the hopeless pining

arthur, flushed from head to toe: ah uh no um im uh

merlin thoroughly enjoying himself: oh come now, your majesty. use your words.

[dukeofthomas]

"Jason just needs to see things from his family's perspective and understand how much they love him (despite them never actually communicating or showing him through their actions)" is out. "The batfamily putting a single bit of effort into understanding Jason and reconciling with him on his own terms" is in.

[ramblingsfromthytruly]

oh jason grace they could never make me hate you

[my-bleeding-hearts]

You’ll only love me until I’m breaking down crying on my knees, begging you please not to ever leave me because I can’t fucking live without you.

[thepopsicle]

To all the fandoms that have been scorned by Netflix and any other streaming service ; Please hear our call to action!

Dead Boy Detectives has been such a ground breaking show that has touched our hearts and given us so many amazing queer stories in the span of a single season.

The representation has been beyond beautiful and touching, the acting is superb and the characters are deeply human for being supernatural.

Dbda is all about friendship at its core and that’s something everyone deserves.

Tag three mutuals (no matter their fave fandom) to spread the word.

Feel free to repost the image courtesy of @alexwilltellyouthings

@delivish @cowbpy @cadewitha @batmans-attic

@pbandjeremiah @fuji09 @thelesbianspoon

[willowreadsgayfanfiction]

Ii fandom if your dad kinda sucks PLEASE turn his contact into Steve Cobs, I did it and it's the funniest shit ever

Here, take these photos, I'd recommend using the first one as his pfp and the second as a chat background. Make his ringtone the basic ass apple vibration. It is HILARIOUS.

[yourdeliciouspoison]

I realized people NEVER loved me for me. It was just the way I showed up for them, the way I held them down and had their back, the way I came through when everyone else didn't, the way I was always the stable one, the way my mindset stimulated theirs, the way I looked past their flaws and wanted the best for them, the way I was loyal no matter what… I'm this person because I've ALWAYS WANTED a person like ME in my life.

[cartoonguy08]

I know Demoman must’ve been angry when he heard that Soldier accepted the offer of a weapon over his best friend, that must’ve really hurt

I also think that after that anger first initially came, he must’ve felt like the most dogshit ever. Like, depression had to hit him like a fucking freight train.

Your best friend chose a weapon over you?…Hearing that must’ve hurt so fucking bad.

Did that mean a literal weapon, an object even, was better than him? Something that could be bought? Something that could even just be handed to you as a bribe? That was better?..

What did he do wrong?..

Was he not good enough?..

[deswhomst]

potential wolfstar hot take (i’m not sure if it is but i’ve never seen anyone talk about it)?

i think remus would have been very jealous of james and sirius’ bond, especially pre-relationship and in the early stages. it’s impossible for him to not have felt insecure and in second place.

until one day, he breaks down and confesses this to sirius. and sirius (who had already dealt with something similar with regulus) tells him gently that he has a lot of love to give and his love for james and remus was different. it could not be compared because it meant everything to him but not in the same way. he does not love james more than remus or vice versa. it’s just love, and it’s more love than he was ever allowed, and it’s for them before it’s for anyone else.

[hanjoj]

Would you have him as a PT? 👀

[boowomp]

GUESS WHO JUST GOT INFORMED CONSENT FORMS FOR TESTOSTERONEEEEEEEEEEEEE

andalso the doctor said that having an easier time gaining muscle might help with my chronic back pain YIPPEEEEE

[kavalyera]

When your sire is your own mother. I think that would do irreversible damage to a person

[gbirrd]

Hi, lads! Skateboard project is finished!!

Based on The Boy Wonder- Issue 3 by Juni Ba!