#ftmtf girlfriend

[undeadfakeboy]

boys can wear panties too right?

[fullfledgedftmtf]

There's so.ething extra hot about detrans kink when your enthusiastic partner is also trans.

[detransangel]

lately im on a lot of dating apps and i always secretly hope i match with someone who will try to push me to detransition and be their cute girlfriend.

[reorientation]

recently, i (mostly detransed ftmtf) ran into someone (she/they, amab) i hooked up with a few times like 3 yrs ago on the bus. i was dressed super girly that day, and they KNOW i'm into forcefem, so i was...feeling embarrassed. they looked me up and down, and asked if they could sit with me. i said yes, nervous af. then they asked if we could talk. i could already feel myself starting to blush, remembering how she had held me down and fucked my cunt a few yrs before. and her tone has such a casual dominance to it...it just makes my face so red instantly. they asked if i was going by a different name/pronouns, i said yeah, and told them my new name. she smirked a lil bit, and asked, "so....are you like, still on T?" my face was burning. i've been off T for 6 months, and she could totally tell. i looked away, played with my hair, anything other than looking at her, and went, "ah.....no...." after a loooong pause. she, sounding VERY amused, said, "oh, not anymore, huh?" i was so fucking embarrassed, my face was absolutely bright red, and all i could think about was how her cum had felt on my face and tongue. god. i said i wasn't sure if they'd recognized me when we'd seen each other around the past few years, and they said of COURSE they recognized me, i'm very distinct. instant blush, again. they've literally been watching me get slowly detransed by my bf for like 2 years now 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 and they said they'd come say hi next time they saw us at a metal show....i wonder what they're gonna say to my bf.

- detransed girlfriend anon (im new lol)

There's something special about being found out by someone who's already had you whimpering on their cock, isn't there? They've seen you naked, they know how your cunt feels, and now they know that you were always just pretending, too. It's like they got to strip you bare again, right there on the bus, and see what you were trying to hide.

I hope they talk to your boyfriend about you, and he tells them all about it - how he turned your little "forcefem" fantasy into your new life. I hope they both laugh, and smirk at you when they see you blushing, and know that you're getting wet. I hope your boyfriend takes you home afterwards, and fucks you senseless, and tells you what a good girl you are for him.

[depravedyke]

Your blog really reminds me of my owner who when we met I was basically a binary trans man, pre everything caise of waiting lists but i passed ok, when we started dating decided we were "girlfriends in a gender fucky way" like "he os my girlfriend" cause id started expermenting with gender expression. And anyway they said they would see me as a guy even though they are proudly a lesbian, its ok. but now I'm just a dumb pussy loving dyke i get railed into the bed with the strap like a good girl and nobody I in the city we live in actually thinks I'm a guy <3

i love your owner so much. it seems like they did a good job breaking you in. the fastest way to fix a ftmtf is to only view them as a lesbian. doesn’t matter how much they pass, what their gender expression is. to you they’re a lesbian. the next step is ease pound them into the bed until they’re calling themselves a dyke

[x-honeycomb-x]

xHoneyCombx Links (this used to be a detrans kink blog)

Long/interactive posts

How to overcome feminization post-nut clarity (for sissies and ftmtfs)

A wholesome guide to detransitioning (as a kink or actually experiment with your gender) from a ftmtf mother to my ftmtf daughters <3

Why you should detransition into a girl or femboy (wholesome)

How to feel better when you're "detransitioning" (tips)

Pronouns game - Who should you come out to? (dice game)

"Turn me into a girl..." Part 1 (feminization tasks)

"Feminize me... make me a girl" Part 2 (feminication tasks)

"Feminize me... make me a woman" Mature women version (feminization game)

Non-sexual feminizing things to do (hobbies) (asexual/demisexual/sapiosexual friendly)

Feminization kink for beginners - misgendering box (task)

Breeding fantasies for ftmtf and mtftm (game 1) (game 2) (game 3)

Feminization tasks without shame (game 1) (game 2) (game 3) (game 4)

Feminization tasks without shame - girlfriend/wife/mother roleplay (part 1) (part 2) (part 3 aftercare)

Cuckquean fantasies (cuckquean sub rules)

Piss play fantasies (loving piss drinking pov)

Breeding fantasies (what I need to feel safe about breeding kink)

Cishet friend hookup fantasy (non-reluctant fiction)

Sub punishments but with a twist (sub tasks)

Kinks you can enjoy as a ftm girl (willing ftm girl list)

List of clothes I want as a wine aunt (clothing haul)

List of maternity dresses I want (breeding kink clothing haul)

How to lactate (guide)

Aftercare for Doms (aftercare post)

Aftercare for ftm girls (aftercare post)

Gooning beforecare and aftercare (aftercare post)

Sub red flags & Dom care (kink safety)

Stop playing when you feel bad (kink care)

Important: Stopping hormones safety (medical concerns)

Positivity

Ask: Experimenting with boyfriend (good vibes)

Ask: Not into cishet penetration (setting boundaries and rejecting)

Short posts

You are ftm girl enough <3 (ftm girl diverspity appreciation)

Making a ftm girl email account (ftm girl ideas)

Things are only sexual when you want them to be <3 (consent appreciation)

Communication: ftm girl play without reluctance (encouragement)

I don't need to be skinny (body positivity)

You're an independent ftm girl (acceptance and encouragement) (post 1) (post 2) (post 3) (post 4) (post 5) (post 6)

Desexualizing feminization (post 1) (post 2) (post 3)

Ftm girl play without cis men or breeding (post 1) (post 2)

Discovery: I need to affirm I’m a guy/enby for detrans kink to work (tips)

OP posts

Diversity: Non-binary (post 1) (post 2) (post 3), asexuality, autism (post 1) (post 2) (post 3) (post 4) (post 5), mental illness

Ftm daughters application

Link to my detransition blog?

Detransition kink and gender-fluidity (a personal experience)

My sex toy collection <3

OP's butt (on second thought I'm not gonna link it)

Being my own daddy and mommy (self care post)

Story time: Sexting, Tumblr blog and my loneliness (long rant)

I feel like a detrans junkie (short rant)

Am I hardcore?

Internet points

Should I tell you my birth name?

How long should I go off T?

How long should I detransition?

Don't let me masturbate!

Which internet aesthetic should I try?

Regarding my 1 year detransition (ooc)

On being a (ex)detransitioner

My conclusions on my gender journey and running this blog

[fakeboismakegoodgirls]

Hiiiii~

I'm Alyce, I'm 27 years old, and I'm a good girl! I've been into the detrans kink for years and it kiiiinda made me realize some stuff about myself. I kept making and deleting blogs, but even when I stayed away from the kink, I still knew I was a girl and I needed to detransition. I'm still having a hard time with it because I've been pretending to be a boy for soooo long (6 years + 3 on T!) that it's hard to give up, so my friends and family know me as "genderfluid" for now and using they/them. I've been off T for 2 years; sadly I got my tits removed before I knew better. 😢 I really want to fully detransition someday but for now I'm enjoying having the excuse to look all pretty and feminine like I'm meant to be! I still find the detrans kink reeaaaaalllly hot, and I daydream about a real man or another woman taking me under their wing and making me their pretty little dumb girlfriend for real! I also wanna help other girls realize how good it feels when you give up trying to be a boy and accept who you're meant to be. 💕

Turn ons: misgendering, detransition, forced detrans, ftmtf lesbian, breeding, lactation, pregnancy, cnc, misogyny kink, dumbification, +others. I'm mostly a sub but I can get a little domme-y for my fellow ftm girls!

18+ interacts only! Absolutely no minors on this blog!

Disclaimer: Practice self-care and only go as far with your kinks as you're comfortable going! It's always okay to step away if you need to. 💕

[tomboyfriends]

also i think i prefer "desisted" to "desister". desisting is more or less a one and done deal. "desister" sounds like i'm constantly struggling with it and am having some weird on and off fling with acting like someone i'm not. also not a fan of detrans/desisted people saying they're "presenting" as "female" or "ftmtf" when the former isn't a matter of presentation and the latter isn't a thing. for me desisting was giving up on the crazy notion that i have to play along with gender at all. when it's all a made up fantasy to prop up males above women and girls.

when i'm barefaced and braless i'm not "not presenting female" and i'm not "masculine" either. i am female. that will be a part of me. forever. and i'm happy with that. and even if i like being called a boyfriend (usually hot goth tomboyfriend/tomboy girlfriend) or being called a guy in a funsy way, it's nothing more than that. because i'm literally just some woman. playing pretend. trying to have a little fun in life. i really wish everyone female would stop bowing to gender in some way. whether it's the one woman caked in makeup, or another shorthaired woman wearing a snapback and listing wacky pronouns in her dating bio. or the detransitioned/ing woman saying she's "presenting female" and forcing herself into femininity when it doesn't have anything to do with being female in the first place.

gender is nothing. it is a message to women to shut up and eliminate our female individuality. why are we pretending it's fun to "explore gender" and "play with gender". it's literally just misogyny/sex-based oppression. sidenote: and why is this all on the HER app. why am i seeing all this shit there when it's supposed to be the damn female hookup app. i mean i haven't been on there in years but i remember what it was like on there. and then a man got the account banned on twitter because he couldn't stop being a rape-advocating TIM, so that's lovely.

[yappacadaver]

I'm totally not trying to be insensitive, I'm only wondering out of sheer morbid curiosity - your bio says FtMtF; have you touched on that before at all, the "why" or just your experience in general? Please don't answer if it's crossing a boundary. Your blog is great, you're great, love your Rayumi content so much. ❤️

Hey no worries, I’ve talked pretty openly about my detransition on here cause it’s important to me! Both for who I am as a person and to spread awareness.

But yea I medically transitioned from 2015 - 2020, taking exogenous testosterone and having a double mastectomy. I detransitioned due to regret. In a lot of ways, my transition was an expression of self harm and suicidality. I had been a victim of sexist violence before, my dad had just started escalating his abuse, and I wanted to be anything but a woman— and anyone but myself.

Being gnc, it seemed very natural for me to transition. I was told by my therapist that wishing I was a boy made me a boy (false, you can only wish to be something if you are already not that thing) and that transition would help my suicidal tendencies. Turns out, transition was a great way to express my suicidality.

I got my double mastectomy around 2018 and that was close to the final straw. Per my transition goals, it was the last procedure I wanted to have, but it didn’t make me feel more comfortable or myself. I was just missing parts now. I also had a girlfriend at the time, and watching her try and dance around mentioning or interacting with my sex was hard. I realized I wanted to be her girlfriend too, and from there I had to finally examine why I felt I had to transition and what it was exactly that made me want to destroy myself.

In 2020 I cut my father off for good and began the process of telling everyone else the news about who I am. It is so much harder to come out as detrans, to admit to that mistake. My family was frustrated with me, most of them still don’t understand it. I still live with a lot of very difficult regret— I’ll never have my breasts or voice back and I miss those parts of me so much. There’s a lot of health issues i induced/worsened with testosterone, binding, and surgery. Some of which I was made aware of by doctors when they attempted to get informed consent, and some they neglected to bring to my attention. I wasted a lot of time and energy trying to become what I’m not, and a lot of people I met only ever knew that facade. I only have one friend from before my transition who’s stuck around, but she’s a real treasure and I’m very lucky.

But tysm anon for asking about it, and I’m glad you like my rayumi art!!! It means a lot to me 😭😭 I hope you enjoy your stay on my blog ✌︎('ω'✌︎ )

[undeadfakeboy]

face reveal 🙈 do you think anyone would think im a boy in this outfit?

[postoctobrist]

hi Alice loving the gender talk

so I recently got into uni and living alone has been the worst fucking time of my life genuinely. that's sorta just set dressing for the rest of this, my identity and confidence have gotten all fucked up and now I don't really know who i am. I previously identified as a trans man but now i feel more nonbinary HOWEVER I consider myself transfeminine. Because I've made steps to make myself a man before, and while that's still important to me I also kind of want people to think "Oh yeah that's my future girlfriend" when they see me. My gender is Girl With A Secret. Idk how this happened but i am LIVING IT UP

ftmtf. or like, ftmt(mtf)

[angleofmusings]

THEIR TRANSFEM VOCAL CHAOS OMG

[ftmtfcomic]

Welcome to our very first Q&A session!

Q: What are their favorite colors?

A: Hazel's favorite color is burgundy, and Cameron's favorite color is turquoise!

Q: Is this blog safe for nb people? I saw the truscum post...

A: Our team supports nb people, so of course don't discourage interaction! We want as many people as possible to enjoy the hard work we put into this comic! We don't side with either part of the debate, and we aim to keep this blog completely discourse free! After a brief discussion we have agreed to block anyone that tries to start discourse or harass people on any of our posts.

Q: What's your main blog, so that we can see more of your art?

A: We are a team of people, so there's no one art blog that will have the same style as this comic. We also would prefer to keep our privacy in this comic, but we appreciate that you'd like to see more our art!

Q: How long will the comic be?

A: As of right now, the comic has no determined number of pages. We may know in the future, so check back in at some point!

Q: What day of the week will you post?

A: We're aiming to post every Monday, but we're human and may forget or not finish on time!

Q: What will this comic be about?

A: Without spoiling anything, this comic is about two trans kids living their lives. Hazel is mtf, Cameron is ftm. Both have different lifestyles and communities, and they're learning about life and each other.

Q: Where is this comic set? / Where do Hazel and Cameron live?

A: This comic is set in two places: California and Virginia. Hazel lives in a small town in Virginia, and Cameron lives in LA. They talk to each other over the internet.

Q: For Cameron, do you have any siblings?

A: Cameron is an only child!

Q: What are their sexualities?

A: Cameron is gay, and Hazel is bi!

Q: Will there be any other trans characters? / I don't mind much either way, but is there going to be just mtf/ftm, or will there be nonbinary character(s)?

A: As of right now, we have no plans for other transgender characters. We will be thinking about what to do in the future in terms of characters, though, so there could be!

Q: How old are Hazel and Cameron?

A: Hazel is 16, and Cameron is 15!

Q: I’m so excited for this comic omg What can we expect out of ftmtf in the future?

A: Our next posts will be a bit of backstory on Hazel Davis and Cameron Brooks, along with a bit of their lives outside of school. We won't give away much more than that, though.

Q: A boy (Cameron) and a girl (Hazel)! they seem like they could become boyfriend and girlfriend...or maybe just best friends! [sent in by star-the-weeb]

A: Cameron is a gay man.

Q: How do you pronounce the name of the comic?

A: The comic name is FtMtF, or an mashed-up acronym of ftm and mtf. You can pronounce it however you would like, but spelling out the letters "F t M t F" would be correct!

Q: Can you give out content warnings before too? Like can you tell us what triggers will happen eventually? I personally wouldn't want to get invested in a comic, just to lose some parts of the plot midway through because of triggers

A: This blog will tag triggers in the following format: "[name of trigger] tw" if it is in the comic or "[name of trigger] mention" if it is simply mentioned in a post of ours. We don't want to give out, beforehand, the triggers, as that can easily spoil things. If you block the trigger tags that apply to your triggers, you should be fine! I hope this will work out for you!

[sapphic-butterflies-queer-arson]

What. attract   ??

Thoughts on attraction:

A ftmtf detrans female person

A non binary amab (appearing) person soon to be on HRT

A non-binary trans masculine person who actively uses he/him pronouns

All I find I’m attracted to atleast to some extent.

In my mind I have these thoughts on all of them, where I feel like I’m not really attracted to them because too much male? but is it just masculinity , although that doesn’t make sense bc there are so many stud/butch lesbians I’m immediately attracted to without question. It’s just that these people raise question in mind as I come to terms with my sapphic pansexual identity and lesbian culture. On the weird dating app I met some of them on, there are so many profiles that are like **NO STUDS** or **FEMMES ONLY** or **NO FEMMES** and I’m pretty sure this is where I started becoming familar with the terms “studs” and “femmes” instead of  mainly“butch” and “femme” which is is interesting because my college experience was pretty Queer & I literally ran a qpoc club at my university and was a part of the LGBTQIA+..(I might just start using the mostly inclusive & cute term QUILTBAG since this is content and stuff for me but idk) anyw the Safe space Queer student board :p  .. I’ll write separately about labels bc this feels off track.

Attraction isn’t everything, especially since I’m mainly talking about physical and surface level attraction with these three peeps. &&& I’m pretty sure I’m at least a little Demi where my attraction to a person increases or decreases as I get to know them.

Comparatively, when I see guys on dating apps or even ones I used to think are um..pleasing & have/had potential. I feel like I am convincing myself that “yeah, they're crush worthy” lol but like not worthy of my attention beyond trying to appear straight enough.

I don’t know if I’ve been variations of this before, or what awakened my more intense sapphic desires but I feel like they are more “girlfriend” desires. So When I have interests in people who seem more male aligned and not just masculine presenting, it feel like I might be partially giving up on some lesbian bookstore daydreams. That is definitely not all of it though, maybe its sexism lol, like because so many masculine presenting identities have sometimes made me feel small for being the more fem one or just in general(that too will be another separate post re: sexism& toxic masculinity). 

I don’t know exactly why I’m more in an “over it” space concerning my attraction to men & more male aligned folx( the nb trsmsc attraction has a lighter feel than the detrans stud fem lol but the nb male appearing person mainly feels light bc that person is white & generally more basic),I’ve also talked to the stud person more so there’s tht

Its so odd bc I have definitely had some toxic lesbian/non-guy attraction interactions  lol :( ugh. Shout out to closeted grade school me who thought it would be so much cooler and “easier to be into girls and not just be into guys” yay.

Maybe I’ll make a queer post here daily , meaning in the wee hrs after midnight

~Arson Stone 

[depravedyke]

your blog is so hot i want a relationship like the anon with the cis lesbian gf who sees him as her butch...

like im already on some boydyke shit but god if a hot bossy dyke came on to me it would be sooo easy for her to turn me into a whimpering mess by riding my face and torturing my tdick

im a fully out trans man whos been medically transitioned for years but within a month she could have me happily acting like a couple and letting her introduce me as her butch and make sure everyone knows she's still a lesbian

anon i really hope this happens to you. this is literally what every ftmtf deserves. you can simply enjoy your cis lesbian girlfriend without it changing your identity butches and trans men are basically sister. more like two sides of the same coin

[x-honeycomb-x]

Detransition into soft future-mothers for cis men: 🙅🏻‍♀️

Detransitioning into butch to be ftmtf s’ girlfriends: 🙋🏻‍♀️

/kink talk