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I really mean it when I say I want a chaser to knock me up and force me to carry his baby, even if it means I disappear till my pregnancy test is positive and I’m showing, knowing that everyday my womb is being overtaken by my rapists precious seed
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my forbidden fruit is being deadnamed during sex because the idea is so fucking hot in my fantasies but i fear the slippery slope it would become in reality
#detrans kink#fakeboy#ftm detrans kink#ftm misgendering#ftmtf girl#ftmtf kink#misgenderingkink#misgender me#t4t misgendering#r4p3 m3
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CLASSWORK FOR BRAINDEAD BIMBOS
Good Bimbos THINK PINK and SLUTTY. Make a photo folder of at least FIVE slut outfits that you want to show off your slutty body. Extra credit: if they are all Pink (or BLACK for goth bimbos) OR you buy one of them!
Good Bimbos EDGE to keep themselves braindead and horny. You should be edging every day. Time yourself and challenge yourself to get a longer edge session going every day this week. Extra Credit: The Longest Edge Slut gets an A+!
Good Bimbos are CONFIDENT. Be a slut in public. Wear slut clothes out or rub your clit in a dressing room this week.
Good Bimbos are DUMB. Listen to Bambi Sleep Files and Install at least ONE new trigger to your bimbo self. Extra Credit: if you tell your Professor, Owner, or another person what your new trigger is!
Be a Good Slut and submit your work to your Professor for a good grade <3
#fakeboy academy#bimbo girl#bimboification#dollification#fakeboy#forced detrans#ftmtf girl#detrans kink#detransition kink#ftmtf kink#misgender kink#BRAINDEAD BIMBO#bimbo training#good slvt#bimbo doll#bd/s#bd/sm kink
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Do NOT use the # detrans tag on nsft content.
Detransitioners deserve a space free of fetishes!! Detrans kinks can be very triggering to people, especially those not familiar with kink/fantasy/roleplaying.
Here is a (non exclusive) list of tags you CAN use:
detrans k!nk
detransition k!nk
fakeboy
fakegirl
ftm detrans k!nk
etc...
You should NOT use:
detrans
detransitioner
detransitioners
desisters
ftm detrans
mtf detrans
...or anything you think might be used in a sft context.
Please reblog!!
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i want a fucked up boyfriend who wants to detrans me so bad that he buys me skimpy clothes, lactation supplements, breast pumps, clit suckers, etc, and tells me i’m not allowed to cum until i accept his gifts. i’ll get so desperate for an orgasm that i’ll be a big-chested, slutty girl before i even know what’s happening!! 😵💫
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Need need NEED a man to rape my pussy hard over and over again until Im trembling around his cock and sobbing and admitting I'll always be a weak helpless female slut and I was stupid for ever thinking I could be a man
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need someone to slowly gaslight me and disrespect my boundaries and feminize me, fucking me without my consent and calling me a girl, deadnaming and playing with my tits like the silly girl I am,,, need to become a freeuse slave for a real man and become his bimbo breeding cow.,. On my knees to do whatever he wants me too even if i hate it,,, makes my pussy drool and my legs shake, my nipples are rock hard nn they want a real man’s hands to abuse them :(
Reblog if you are a stupid silly fakeboy who needs to be fucked into her place
#ftm detrans kink#ftm misgendering#ftm girl#ftmtf girl#ftmtf kink#fakeboy#ftm forced feminization#ftmtf blog#ftmtf nsft#misogny kink#fakeboys#ftmtf misgendering#ftmtf#ftmtf cnc#ftmtf k1nk#ftmtf t4t
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Detrans Notes Challenge
I need help “forcing” myself to actually go through with detransitioning this time so here we go!
Certain goals will be marked with a * which means they won’t be able to be completed until after my broken ankle heals unfortunately.
Every 5 notes: An hour of edging
Every 10 notes: A week I won’t cut my hair
Every 20 notes: I’ll sleep in a bra and panties for a week.
Every 50 notes: I’ll post a confessional
100 notes: I’ll post my first and middle deadname on here and a picture of my tits
200 notes: I’ll go to my doctors appointment in fem clothes and makeup
Every 250 notes: one hour of cockwarming
*500 notes: I’ll let a stranger on Taimi breed me and record it
750 notes: I have to start doing my makeup everyday (permanent)
1000 notes: I’ll change all of my social media accounts to she/her and my deadname
1500 notes: I’ll come out to my social circle as a girl and post the proof screenshots (names blurred of course)
2000 notes: I’ll only wear my collection of short shorts and no panties for 6 months
2500 notes: I’ll officially come out to my family as detrans
3000 notes: I’ll have unprotected sex until I get pregnant
5000 notes: I “accidentally” send my step-dad my nudes
(Im open to any suggestions about stuff I could add or incentives for after my ankle is healed)
Will be updating as I get new ideas
Spamming welcome!
Transphobes, cis guys, etc please DO interact!
#forced detrans#detrans kink#ftm correctional therapy#ftm detrans kink#ftmtf girl#ftmtf breeding#ftmtf kink#ftm girl#forced feminized#ftm misgendering#misgender kink#misgenderingkink#misgender me
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Detrans Notes Game, Vacay Edition
A mini detrans game to feminize my upcoming vacation. This post will be valid for 7 days. Spammers not only encouraged but also you will be kissed on the mouth ♡
50 notes : edge myself silly right before leaving
100 notes : shave my whole body below the neck
200 notes : pack only panties to wear under my clothes
250 notes : play with myself in front of a mirror for 20 minutes every day
300 notes : pack a skirt and wear it at least once in public
450 notes : pack and wear makeup in public every day
600 notes : no touching my cunt; when i play with myself it will be anal only
750 notes : wear my hair in pigtails every day
1000 notes : shave my face
1250 notes : wear a she/her pronoun badge in public
1500 notes : 'come out' to my traveling companions
2000 notes : leave my T at home
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Keep me updated if you get your answer
Google, how do I join a sex cult that will detransition me and use me as a bitch
#fakeboy#ftm detrans kink#ftm misgendering#ftmtf girl#ftmtf kink#patriarchy kink#misgenderingkink#detrans kink#sex cult#cult kink
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you need money. so you get a sugar daddy. he promises you a huge allowance, extravagant dates, and frequent gifts. the only condition: you have to dress as a girl. he likes "femboys", he says. he even helps you out at first, buying you slutty little skirts and cute dresses to wear whenever you see him. he gets you lacy bras and matching panties, and sometimes he snaps a few pictures of you in them before he strips them off and fucks you. you don't mind; he pays extra for that.
after a few weeks of this, his vocab starts to slip. he orders for you at the five star restaurants he takes you to: "she'll have the..." he tells you it's for your safety, after all, no one can tell you're a man when all your feminine curves are on display. then it makes its way into the bedroom: "good girl," he praises when you cum on his cock. you feel your cunt twitch; surely it's just from the orgasm.
it happens more and more: calling you a good girl, sweet talk about your feminine curves and girly cunt. you argue; but he says it's "just a kink" of his, but he needs it, and if you want to keep him (and his money) around, you'll do it. so you do. you let him call you all kinds of feminine terms, point out the biological reality of your body, and when he tells you to repeat it back to you, you do that too: "i'm a girl, and i was made for real men's cocks." you don't even notice that he rubs you faster, fucks you harder whenever you call yourself a girl. you don't notice that he makes sure to shower you in feminine compliments every time you come. you don't notice, at least at first, that your pussy absolutely gushes whenever you you say those words: "i'm a girl, and i was made for real men's cocks." you don't notice, at first, that your girly little clit throbs every time he reminds you that only women have pussies. you do notice when you realize while touching yourself that you can't cum anymore without referring to yourself as a girl. you tell this to your sugar daddy, tearful and embarrassed. he shushes you, wrapping his arms around you, soothing you with gentle circles over your clit. he tells you that it makes sense, that it just means you've finally accepted your biological reality, your true gender, and you believe him. he smirks, knowing he successfully conditioned you into viewing yourself as nothing but a slutty little girl, made to take his cock.
#ftmtf girl#ftmtf kink#misgender kink#misgender me#detranskink#ftmtf misgendering#ftmgirl#fakeboy#alyce originals
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pink!
#detrans kink#fakeboy#free use slvt#ftm detrans kink#cnc brat#daddy’s babygirl#dumb wh0re#ftm misgendering#h3nt4i#daddy’s brat#touch my body#attention wh0r3#attention slvt#cnc free use#free use kink#dumb bunny#submisive and breedable#ftmtf girl#ftmtf breeding#ftmtf kink#rap3 fantasy#rapedoll#forced detrans#desperate wh0re
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Inviting all MAGA, conservative, transphobic, and chaser men into my DMS, i want you to take all your hate out on me, tell me how you’d rape and molest me, tell me how you just wanna impregnate me to prove that I’ll always be a girl
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every time I get bored I just open my legs and rub my clitty 🩷🩷like a good girl should
#detrans kink#fakeboy#ftm misgendering#ftmtf#ftmtf girl#misgender me#detrans me#ftm detrans kink#ftm breeding#ftm girl#dm for titt#my dms are always open#dm for noods#send me dms#dms open
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in a Mood right now. i want a man to treat me like a princess so bad. oh my god. like… please take your time running your hands through my hair, down my back, across my chest. gently grope my tits and tell me they’re perfect. hickey me from my neck to my stomach, leave marks on every part of my body that’s yours. take your time working me up, touching me, teasing me.
tell me i’m pretty. tell me i’m gorgeous. tell me how warm i am inside. tell me how much you like how i moan when you curl your fingers into me just right. tell me how soft and delicate i am and how much you like that.
i want to be good for you. i want to hear you praise me. i want to be obedient and docile and take it so willingly. i want to feel your teeth graze my neck and your breath against me. i want to feel myself stretch as you push your cock into me. i want to try so hard to be quiet, to muffle my noises, to pretend i’m not feeling good, and i need you to make me fail miserably.
pretty please.
#detrans kink#fakeboy#ftm detrans kink#ftm misgendering#ftmtf girl#ftmtf kink#misgenderingkink#misgender me#t4t misgendering#r4p3 m3#touch my body#touch my pussy#inferior to men#patriarchy kink#serve the patriarchy#daddy’s babygirl#sexy babygirl#ftm bunny#ftm impregnation#ftm girl#ftm breeding#ftm sub#submisive and breedable
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Detrans Me Notes Game Challenge
17/03/2025 - 17/03/2026
So. I decided to join in on the Notes Games I've been seeing around the place. 😳
I've been thinking I'd like to test expecting people to try more interesting ways of upping the note count though, hopefully turning the post itself into something fun for everyone else to be engaging with itself, not just the knowledge I'll be doing everything the hit Note Goals say. [Thereby upping the note count as more people engage with it...]
PLEASE READ EVERYTHING BELOW BEFORE ENTERING THE COMMENT SECTION
(I will be honest about this and stick to my promises here because the point of this game is me enjoying being ‘forced’ into accepting these consequences. I myself chose to put them on here. Nothing I've included has been coerced in any way. I'm a consenting adult who has decided to do this challenge specifically because I've found I really enjoy degradation and handing over control in certain ways. Forced Feminisation - especially through brainwashing - is apparently a big one, so feel free to go as hard as you like on anything listed here which gives you any level of control over how feminine things I get end up being or how much I'm being hypnotised into behavioural and mental modification. And obviously do try to get these notes up; I'm excited to have no choice but to do these things, even the big, riskier goals at the end. I know I firmly say 'this is just a kink' all the time, but engaging with this post specifically hoping it changes me is fine. I really want to test the line/experiment a little and see if my brain can resist that much conditioning and still feel masc-leaning nonbinary at the end, or if that identity is shaky and easily remoulded into a more feminine form. 😳 The risk of actually being pushed over the line is part of the kink here this time. The only exception is that I will NOT be stopping my Testosterone until I have the voice I want. I may play with people encouraging me to go off it, but going off it suddenly without consulting a doctor is dangerous and I'm not doing that for kink. And if my mental health starts to take a real life hit, I will be either pausing the game on my end or closing it entirely. My safety comes first.
Transfemmes please DO feel welcome to comment NSFW directly toward me on this post. [See my Pinned for why this is relevant. My personal limits are complex for trauma reasons, but I've decided to try opening up a little with this game as part of getting the fuck over it because most transfemmes are wonderful people and my fear is disproportionate and ridiculous. Help me relax and enjoy it again if you feel comfortable doing so. If you always follow boundaries, you are a safe person. It's as simple as that.]
Please only post sexual comments directed straight at me like the type I've suggested below if you are 25+. I've explained this in my Pinned. You can like and reblog if you're 18-24, and please do if you want to, but please also stay out of the comments section itself unless you're directing your comments at someone else other than me, it's a not-direct-kink suggestion for the Notes Goals like ‘what if you do this thing for longer to make the stakes higher’ or something, or it's SFW in nature. Interactive goals I want only 25+ year olds to interact with will be marked as [25+ Only] at the beginning. Please feel free to interact with/follow any that don't say that.
ALL ages above 25 are welcome to directly engage me in kink. Yes, that includes dirty old people. I'm almost 30; I've pretty much reached the most sexually mature I'm going to get as far as I can tell. You're doing nothing wrong interacting with me sexually. I know what I'm doing and I doubt even more age can take that any further now, but feel free to talk to me in DMs first if you want to test how mature I am to feel sure I know what I'm doing with myself.)
MINORS DNI ENTIRELY OBVIOUSLY - LEAVE THIS POST ALONE AND GO BACK TO YOUR OWN SPACES
SPAMMING IS ALLOWED, HOWEVER, THIS GAME HAS RULES TO HOPEFULLY MAKE IT A LITTLE MORE ENGAGING:
1. NO Daddy/Mommykink, Ageplay, Inc*st, Scat/Piss/etc, Rimming mentions, or any type of Anus/Urinary Tract To Mouth, thank you. I reserve the right to those hard limit boundaries still. Ykinmkato of course. I'm not saying this to shame you. I just need it kept off my post. [If you manage to come up with something else I didn't know existed and it turns out to be a hard limit for me, I'll just add it on here/my Pinned limits list and your comment will be deleted but still counted with a ‘Good for one note’ comment from me in its place.]
2. No single numbered comments or the same comment over and over again or single word comments, or anything else you think of to make this too easy and quick or it won't be fun for anyone. Every sentence must be complete. You can send one sentence per comment if you want to be facetious, but they must be complete sentences; no breaking them up to double your note count. BE CREATIVE. Everyone does lazy spamming. I want to make something new with this. 🧐 [25+ only] If you can come up with multiple comments with each taunting me in different ways with how you'll go about making this get lots of notes quickly, your usual repertoire of kinky detrans ideas, etc - go for it. :D You can degrade and belittle and misgender and demoralise me to your heart's content in there, just focus on fun and let the note count be a secondary bonus. [You can approach it like posting about the same kinks and ideas in multiple different ways on your blog if that helps. If you can write 50 different posts about forcing a fakeboy to suck your cock, you can do the same in my notes to keep things fresh, interesting and exciting]. Don't you want to keep me in suspense, always nervously checking the notes to see if they've gone up again? Half the fun is making the game last and steadily making me do more and more... keyword 'steadily'....
3. Each comment must be original, at least in the sense that you as an individual haven't said it in the comments yet; other people having said it is fine and your version still counts.
4. Each comment will be counted as a note even if it's in a reply tree, so feel free to talk to each other as well, just stay relatively on topic even if you’re not talking about me specifically.
5. [25+ only] Surprise me. Amuse me. Delight me. DEGRADE ME. Talk about how these things will turn me into a girl no matter how much of a game I'm treating it or other things along those lines or whatever else you can think of to really drive home the forced feminisation theme of this game. Go about your day, think of something else, and come back into the comments to share it. Attack my psyche and question why I'm doing this. Am I doing it for fun as a sure-fire nonbinary with a kink or do I just secretly want permission to be a girl? Try to convince me of it. This is consensual kink. Go for your life. [If it accidentally crosses a boundary I forgot to lay or didn't clearly communicate then I'll just delete it and write a comment in its place saying ‘Good for one note’ since that was still a note and should count toward the game. This will only be done if the comment definitely doesn't violate already existing limits listed here.] DO feel free to talk about me like I'm not even there reading all of these. [Just remember boundaries because I will in fact be reading them.] DO misgender me in the third person. Speculate on what my deadreal name might be and why you think it suits me. Talk about what you want to do to me/how you would forcibly detransition me if you had more control than I've already given you here and compare notes with others [25+ only] etc. Just because I won't do something irl doesn't mean you can't taunt me with the idea of it, like making me go without my IUD to an orgy and get men to creampie me and don't take a plan B. Talk about what a coward I am for not going off T and how much better I'd feel if I just stopped taking it, etc. Whatever you like. Just have fun with it. :D This is about all of us enjoying degrading me through forcing feminisation onto me/talking about most things to do with that even if it's not a goal on here, and me having fun being ‘forced’ to do these things. I want to come into the comments both horrified by the note count and actively intrigued by what people are saying to me/about me to others. 🫣
Don't just spam random sentences/focus solely on increasing the note count. Enjoy yourselves. Get creative with it. The note count will go up just fine. :D
6. [25+ only] DO actively try to bait me into replying to you. Every Note counts, including my own. 😥😳
7. OH AND REMEMBER TO REBLOG FOR REACH. Also, there's a very special goal set for 500 notes involving reblogs, and if you get REBLOG note count up high enough I'll have to say a LOT of extremely feminising lines including calling myself my deadname. Just think, if you get me hundreds reblogs I'll be saying "My name is ...." so much I might accidentally deadname myself when someone asks my name...😰
NOTE GOALS:
Every 10 Notes - I listen to one round of Mistress Lillith’s Passive Feminisation track with a vibrator on my clit, edging myself while touching both of my nipples. [Countering with Passive Masculinisation is allowed. For now...]
Every 25 Notes = People get to pick their favourite/whichever tracks they like of detrans/feminisation/bimbofication hypnosis from anywhere and I have to listen to them all the way through, with people submitting them specifying if they want me to close my eyes for it or watch a spiral. [I'll pick and listen to one for each 25 notes. So if, for example, I get 10 sent to me in the next day or so after this reaches the first 25 notes, I'll be listening to them over the course of 250 notes. Up to you if you want to send those to the comments to be counted for further notes or send me an ask if you want to include a specific spiral you want me to watch while listening etc]
Every 50 Notes = I shave and keep my leg hair to feminine smoothness for another week.
75 Notes = I listen to a Mistress Lillith feminisation or bimbofication file every night before bed for a week. [Safety File allowed. This time…]
100 Notes - I listen to every single one of @ confusedcunny's detransition audio files [excepting Detrans December as I want to do that in December if I do it at all] in one night, edging the whole time. I'm not allowed to cum until the end. When I am close to cumming I have to say “My name is …. “ and then my deadname as I climax. The files will have already made me say it repeatedly too.
200 Notes - [25+ only] I will put a handful of lingerie pictures up as potential purchase options in a poll and people can vote on what I get. I'll send a picture of the lingerie as proof I got it when it arrives.
300 Notes - I have to wear feminine clothes all day. I'm allowed to avoid contact with anyone in my general life while I do this and just stay home, but I'm not allowed to take any of it off until bed time.
400 Notes - [25+ only] I have to look at a spiral with my vibrator on my clit and state any mantras you guys give me (be mindful of listed boundaries!!!!), allowing a minute for each mantra. One mantra per person. Maximum of 15 because my attention span can probably only last that long with too much repetition. [You can send me spiral gifs too if you put it in an ask. If you decide to post the mantra you want me to say in the comments, please put it in "" and maybe even say 'Mantra:' before it if you like. You absolutely can send me your mantra BEFORE I hit 400 notes and yes those count as notes.😳]
500 Notes - I edge myself with my vibrator and have to say “I am female. I am a girl. I am a woman. My name is…” and then my deadname, while looking at a spiral. I have to say this once for every reblog note I get. I'm not too worried though because so few people reblog nowadays… 😅 UPDATE: Apologies for not making this part of the rules to begin with. I now have to take however many reblogs are done by the time I actually get around to starting this task. So the longer I delay, the more repetitions of calling myself a female/girl/woman AND my deadname per repetition you get to make me do. 🫣😳😰 And I simply don't have time today to finish that task, so as of this edit, you have at least 12 hours to pump those reblogs if you want... 😰😰😰😰 Let's cap it at say, 10 per person though now, k? So people can still have fun brainwashing me/I can have fun being brainwashed over time and over multiple angles of tasks rather than in one big hit, k?😰Max of 300. I do have attention span limitations to factor in as well. Sorry.😔
750 Notes - I play Mistress Lillith’s Passive Feminisation over my earphones, listening to it constantly in my ears on loop for an hour a day for a week regardless of what I'm doing, giving it plenty of chances to creep into my mind and make me more receptive to feminisation. [Countering with Passive Masculinisation is no longer allowed. 😥]
1,000 Notes - I'll get my ears pierced and pick the girliest piercing option to have to wear constantly for 6 weeks while the holes heal.
1,250 Notes - I learn how to do makeup and doll myself up. I can’t send any pictures of my face so I'll try sending a chin and lips shot only if anyone wants to see.
1,500 Notes - [25+ only] The first 5 people to notice I hit this mark and want to DM me to participate get to go on Temu and pick any feminine thing they want me to buy and use. Only rules are that we discuss my price range at the time (remembering that 4 others will be doing the same thing) and I get to ask for another choice if I know it won't fit me or will be a sensory issue etc. But I do have to let you pick something else and keep letting you until you find something that will work. I'm not allowed to reject it for any reason except for price, incompatible sizing options or likely sensory issues. [Edit: I'm thinking of saving $200 over the time it takes to get to this goal, and then splitting it up on a first come - 😜 - first serve basis. 1st person to DM gets $80, 2nd gets $60, 3rd gets $40, 4th gets $12, and the 5th gets $8. I suggest the last two look at jewelery as even the cheaper clothes tend to cost at least $13 from what I've seen. It's 100% up to you of course, that's just a suggestion in case you're wondering if you can even pick anything with that. Temu has some lovely jewelery options for often between $2-$10. Remember also I'll still be the one buying it. You're not paying or being given money; you just get to do all the fun parts. 😉]
1,750 Notes - I'll get a more feminine haircut like a pixie or something and I have to keep it like that for a minimum of 3 months. Who knows, maybe I'll like it and permanently keep it that way. 😳
2,000 Notes - I have to wear all feminine clothing and makeup while at home in private, no exceptions. Heels (unless I start experiencing health risks from them in my body), lingerie, skirt&blouse/dresses, jewellery and makeup. All day (other than when I have to interact with people but don't worry I'm still home every day for at least 8 hours of a nighttime even if I have a busy interactive day), every day, until the end of the year. If you want me dressing like this for something like 12hours a day for the next however many months there ends up being between time you get this post to 2,000 notes and the end of the year [17/03/2026], making me behave like the girliest girl I can possibly manage for over half my year, then you know what to do. 😥
3,000 Notes - I listen to Mistress Lillith’s Feminine Patterns and Heel Slave files - her most dangerously effective feminisation hypnosis files - all the way through every day for a week. [I've changed this goal because I found out Heel Slave is actually far more dangerous and also I get bored listening to files too frequently so I figure if I have to listen to all three once each every that not only keeps in the spirit of the original goal, but also makes it stronger due to Heel Slave being involved now] If you guys manage to get me to this goal by the end of May, I’m not allowed to listen to the Safety File either, exposing me to deep behavioural and mental changes which will last a while even once the conditioning and reinforcement have stopped, potentially turning me behaviourally and mentally into a girl for real until it wears off. 😰
4,000 Notes - I put together a few outfits and put them up in a poll, and people here can vote which one I wear. Then I'll wear that outfit out to a pub and sit there for an entire hour minimum while everyone there assumes I'm a girl and I'm not allowed to correct them about it if they talk about me with feminine markers. If you guys get me here by July and I can use my name non-legally while there, I’m only allowed to give my deadname.
5,000 Notes - I listen to every one of Mistress Lillith’s most dangerously effective feminisation hypnosis files - including Feminine Patterns - all the way through every day for 2 weeks, without listening to the Safety File… This has an extremely high and demonstrable risk of changing me into an actual girl behaviourally and mentally until it wears off. With this level of conditioning it will probably stick around for months. 😰
Every Note Over 5,000 - is one day I have to listen to one of MistressLillith's feminisation and/or bimbofication hypnosis files all the way through without listening to the Safety File. With this level of conditioning the behavioural and mental changes will stick around for ages. 😰
7,500: I have to wear a temporary womb tattoo constantly until it peels off on its own, then immediately put on a new one all the way through until the end of the Note Game Year. If I fuck people they get to see it right there on my skin and I'll have a difficult time explaining why I insist on being seen as masc-leaning nonbinary but have a very obvious womb tattoo right there making them question otherwise...😖😥😳 I am planning on hopefully dating again properly soon which means people will see me naked...🫣😥😳
10,000 Notes: I continue as above, but I have to start listening to Mistress Lillith's Resist Or Forget file before the day's main file. On top of this, for 3 days a week I get a little inebriated and wait until it fully hits before listening. I may still try to fight it [provided I even have any fight left in me by this point], but with the inebriation weakening my mental faculties - and after so much constant conditioning to submit and obey her voice, suggestions and commands already, let alone with a daily resistancebreaker file added to the mix - it's going to be soooo much harder, and soooo much easier and nicer to just relax and allow the hypnosis in like raindrops falling over a tropical ocean, eliminating any masculinity and driving the feminine transformation deep into the furthest recesses of my identity...
This is your chance to keep my brain constantly marinating in conditioned feminine behaviours and mentality for much of a year, and if I'm still fighting it by 10,000 notes, the inebriation and resistancebreaker file will whittle away at and eventually destroy it, leaving me wide open and completely helpless as all this conditioning and training finally gets its chance to break me completely and permanently take control. If anything is going to convert me back into and keep me a girl, it's this.
This Game ends a year from now. Let's see if I'm still masc-leaning non-binary by the end of it.
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See link below to where I'm attempting to keep track of what I owe and will be crossing things off as I do them. Polls will also be linked to through here:
And track the overall results of this detransition training here:
If I hit Stage 7 my identity is probably lost forever...
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