#ftm punk guy

[sunanthrope]

Every time I see an obviously-queer middle schooler wearing a walmart Nirvana shirt try and discreetly stare at me, i remember why I dress like this. Every time I see some 7th grader with a pixie cut and a 'how to pass pre-t trans men' outfit trying to glance at me without seeming too obvious, or every time some 9th grader sees me in goodwill looking through the men's black T shirts for band tees, with a leather jacket or a pair of ripped jeans over my arm, and they come up and say they like my outfit. Every time I see a kid I could have easily been, who will easily grow up to be me.

It's not just for me. It's showing people who I used to be so similar to, that they can be themselves too. The same way 17 year olds showed me when I was 14, acting the same way they act, trying to be slick about watching what the cool goth girl in the thrift store was getting, so I could dress just like her when I grew up.

I got there. Now it's my turn to turn around and help others get here.

[bodily-harm]

stares @ u with my big gay eyes

[sydsixxftm]

Is this anything? Trans masc demon himbo? Reblog if you agree

[gateway-2000]

disabled trans person needs help paying first month's rent after recovering from being homeless for 6 months

hello, i have a post about this on my other blog @genderqueerdykes but i know a lot of people don't know that that's me. i am a physically disabled autistic trans genderqueer person living with schizophrenia, PTSD arthritis, ehler's danlos syndrome, degenerative disc disease, and fibromyalgia. i was living in a hotel paying $40/night for 2 months and have finally relocated into my subsidized apartment after months of fighting. i had to pay a $250 deposit on top of prorated rent for the short amount of time i'm living here in March.

i have also had to pay for food, bedding, cleaning supplies, toiletries, dental supplies, shipping supplies for my business, etc. since moving in so my money is stretched extremely thin.

I need help paying April's rent. My monthly rent is $178/month. I currently have:

$57/$178

if you're interested in helping:

cash app: $ glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com chime: $ Equinoxian venmo: $ Equinoxian

[naztybitez]

Here are a few patches I have made, but didn't show them before for whatever reason xd

Loki is my newest one, started making it yesterday and finished a few minutes ago. Obviously they're not the same as from the comic panel (it's from Agent of Asgard, it's amazing, read it you can find it only for free!) But I still like the patch a lot. And decided to give Loki piercings because why not, punk Loki Canon

Others are a little older but I still like them, some could use a little bit of fixing or remaking it, but that's not problem. And I had to hold the two flags cuz they bent a little xd

Edit: I might try and redo Loki's face cuz I am actually not that happy with it :/

I'm adding this here, too, because I am not sure if any of you actually seen how I redid his face (and I am too proud of it to let it go unnoticed >:( )

[crwndsprkzy]

starts popping off my feminine body parts like lego pieces and hands them to my transfem friend in exchange for a peen

[uncanny-tranny]

Also, in response to the "testosterone making people angrier" myth, I've found that, personally, testosterone has given me the self-respect to recognize and call out when my boundaries are being overstepped in ways that I wouldn't have had the courage (or, frankly even liking of myself) to have done before. This is in addition to me working on my trauma responses, but testosterone was the spark that gave me the will to do this in the first place. When I see people sae that as anger and thus is a "bad thing," I wonder how much of that is just people being uncomfortable with us... having boundaries or enforcing them, and that the response to that overstepping is labeled as aggressive anger.

Frankly, I now actually respect myself enough to care when I am being mistreated. It seems that people sometimes take that as a personal failure on my end because I don't think I deserve mistreatment.

Caveat: Anger is a fine emotion, and it is a worthy thing to recognize and honour. I find that the accusation of trans men* and trans masc* people "being angry" on testosterone is a moot point simply because it is often a false accusation which uses anger as a punishment. My issue isn't that we're "angry," but that our perceived anger is used, often, as a transphobic bludgeon to punish those who either want to transition with testosterone or who currently are, and everything in-between.

[deathtokillian]

Weirdly long arm??

[offdutyhimbo]

Mobility aids are sexy.

Assistance devices are sexy.

Disabled bodies are sexy.

Glad we had this chat.

[1ckydoggy]

Realizing how much moshing turns me on help-

Getting slammed into by a bunch of taller intimidating punk guys while I’m this 5’5 125lb little thing who is getting thrown around the pit like crazy <3

When I trip because m so clumsy and almost fall but I’m grabbed and yanked up by a man who towers over me before he brushes me off and then punches the guy next to him <3

Thinking about it it’s almost like im a runt in a little of puppies trying to play fight with all the bigger dogs !!!

[ian-gallagher-is-hot]

liking men is the worst

tw: I briefly mention COCSA/Abuse

I’m a 15 year old guy, masc presenting when I can, fem presenting when I have to. I’m bi, asexual, and have a preference towards men, but I think if I were a girl I would be more inclined towards women. In my personal opinion, I’m a faggot in every universe.

I’m going into 10th grade and I’ve been single for the past year. I had one brief talking stage with a trans girl I was friends with, but it went no where because of her mental health. I had a crush, well, less of a crush, an infatuation with my friend, but she’s straight and I only girlmode around her, so that’s a dead end. In 8th grade, I had 3 boyfriends. All of them were physically and emotionally abusive and one SA’d me frequently, so this is all to say, I’ve been through some shit, but I think despite this I’m a hopeless romantic.

With all the factors below, the three things I have to hate the most as infantilization, feminization, and purely sexual/physical relationships. That’s not to say it’s wrong, to each their own, like what you like…but I hate it.

I couldn’t imagine myself falling in love with someone that isn’t my best friend that I can playfight and be an asshole with, so imagine my fucking surprise when I get to see two masculine punk dudes call eachother fags and fall in love. I applaud Shameless.

Despite the shit they’ve been through, Mickey and Ian have the relationship I can only dream of. Straight men treat me like a girl and so many gay/bi guys want Heartstopper/Love Simon/Glee love stories. This isn’t to say those stories don’t carry weight, they definitely do, but I’m sick of it.

I want a faggy, masc boy friendship turned love story and I won’t stop until I have that.

[sunanthrope]

Tfw I went into subway to order a sandwich and the dude who made my sandwich was also a punk rock guy who also had a mohawk

He gave me his discord and complimented my battle jacket :] he was wearing a misfits shirt and we talked abt the band a little because my back patch is a misfits t shirt front lol

[bodily-harm]

waddup little gay people in my phone

[dishdogs]

In honor of pride month i am admitting that i always see Bob and Trish as a t4t couple

[genderqueerdykes]

would anyone be interested in us recording a video on how to safely prepare and administer hormone (testosterone, specifically) injections? we have been injecting & using testosterone hrt for 8 years now and are curious to see if that could help some folks who are nervous or curious

[naztybitez]

Don't think I ever posted these but here's some of the patches and pins I did myself. Most of the inspo comes from the pinterest along with a few pics that I downloaded from there to put on the pins. Now those pins are on my bag cuz I wasn't wearing that jacket too often lol

Since then I think I added up to 3 more patches (don't have pics, also I haven't wore the pants in a while so forgive me for not remembering)

And the last thing is my little fella whose... name I also forgotten XDD