#ftm punk guy

[sunanthrope]

Every time I see an obviously-queer middle schooler wearing a walmart Nirvana shirt try and discreetly stare at me, i remember why I dress like this. Every time I see some 7th grader with a pixie cut and a 'how to pass pre-t trans men' outfit trying to glance at me without seeming too obvious, or every time some 9th grader sees me in goodwill looking through the men's black T shirts for band tees, with a leather jacket or a pair of ripped jeans over my arm, and they come up and say they like my outfit. Every time I see a kid I could have easily been, who will easily grow up to be me.

It's not just for me. It's showing people who I used to be so similar to, that they can be themselves too. The same way 17 year olds showed me when I was 14, acting the same way they act, trying to be slick about watching what the cool goth girl in the thrift store was getting, so I could dress just like her when I grew up.

I got there. Now it's my turn to turn around and help others get here.

[melancholic-mutt]

me: wants to get muscular to pass better + be hot

remembers that i literally cant exist without being in pain, am incredibly weak, am constantly exhausted, am easily injuired, and pain + fatigue is worsened with any physical activity

me: nvm ig i'll just not pass and stay an ugly twig and never wear any outfit i wanna wear ever

[naztybitez]

Here are a few patches I have made, but didn't show them before for whatever reason xd

Loki is my newest one, started making it yesterday and finished a few minutes ago. Obviously they're not the same as from the comic panel (it's from Agent of Asgard, it's amazing, read it you can find it only for free!) But I still like the patch a lot. And decided to give Loki piercings because why not, punk Loki Canon

Others are a little older but I still like them, some could use a little bit of fixing or remaking it, but that's not problem. And I had to hold the two flags cuz they bent a little xd

Edit: I might try and redo Loki's face cuz I am actually not that happy with it :/

I'm adding this here, too, because I am not sure if any of you actually seen how I redid his face (and I am too proud of it to let it go unnoticed >:( )

[gateway-2000]

disabled trans person needs help paying first month's rent after recovering from being homeless for 6 months

hello, i have a post about this on my other blog @genderqueerdykes but i know a lot of people don't know that that's me. i am a physically disabled autistic trans genderqueer person living with schizophrenia, PTSD arthritis, ehler's danlos syndrome, degenerative disc disease, and fibromyalgia. i was living in a hotel paying $40/night for 2 months and have finally relocated into my subsidized apartment after months of fighting. i had to pay a $250 deposit on top of prorated rent for the short amount of time i'm living here in March.

i have also had to pay for food, bedding, cleaning supplies, toiletries, dental supplies, shipping supplies for my business, etc. since moving in so my money is stretched extremely thin.

I need help paying April's rent. My monthly rent is $178/month. I currently have:

$57/$178

if you're interested in helping:

cash app: $ glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com chime: $ Equinoxian venmo: $ Equinoxian

[crwndsprkzy]

starts popping off my feminine body parts like lego pieces and hands them to my transfem friend in exchange for a peen

[sc3n3-b0yz]

these were taken right before someone rear ended me and then drove off 😍😍 we love hit and runs

[sunanthrope]

Her: wow I really like that one particular patch on your vest

Me: do you want it

Her:

Me: rips it off my vest

Me: here

[mutant-geniuz]

I made this beanie a while ago but it's now cold enough to where I can wear it :P

[naztybitez]

Don't think I ever posted these but here's some of the patches and pins I did myself. Most of the inspo comes from the pinterest along with a few pics that I downloaded from there to put on the pins. Now those pins are on my bag cuz I wasn't wearing that jacket too often lol

Since then I think I added up to 3 more patches (don't have pics, also I haven't wore the pants in a while so forgive me for not remembering)

And the last thing is my little fella whose... name I also forgotten XDD

[poeaxtry]

Alright but pig man serves cunt

[xxpestinfestati0nxx]

One of my favourite photos of myself

[sc3n3-b0yz]

bought a pair of demonias off of ebay :3 i’m actually in love with them

also testosterone is starting to change my curl pattern and i kinda like what it’s doing

[ian-gallagher-is-hot]

liking men is the worst

tw: I briefly mention COCSA/Abuse

I’m a 15 year old guy, masc presenting when I can, fem presenting when I have to. I’m bi, asexual, and have a preference towards men, but I think if I were a girl I would be more inclined towards women. In my personal opinion, I’m a faggot in every universe.

I’m going into 10th grade and I’ve been single for the past year. I had one brief talking stage with a trans girl I was friends with, but it went no where because of her mental health. I had a crush, well, less of a crush, an infatuation with my friend, but she’s straight and I only girlmode around her, so that’s a dead end. In 8th grade, I had 3 boyfriends. All of them were physically and emotionally abusive and one SA’d me frequently, so this is all to say, I’ve been through some shit, but I think despite this I’m a hopeless romantic.

With all the factors below, the three things I have to hate the most as infantilization, feminization, and purely sexual/physical relationships. That’s not to say it’s wrong, to each their own, like what you like…but I hate it.

I couldn’t imagine myself falling in love with someone that isn’t my best friend that I can playfight and be an asshole with, so imagine my fucking surprise when I get to see two masculine punk dudes call eachother fags and fall in love. I applaud Shameless.

Despite the shit they’ve been through, Mickey and Ian have the relationship I can only dream of. Straight men treat me like a girl and so many gay/bi guys want Heartstopper/Love Simon/Glee love stories. This isn’t to say those stories don’t carry weight, they definitely do, but I’m sick of it.

I want a faggy, masc boy friendship turned love story and I won’t stop until I have that.

[sunanthrope]

Tfw I went into subway to order a sandwich and the dude who made my sandwich was also a punk rock guy who also had a mohawk

He gave me his discord and complimented my battle jacket :] he was wearing a misfits shirt and we talked abt the band a little because my back patch is a misfits t shirt front lol

[1ckydoggy]

Realizing how much moshing turns me on help-

Getting slammed into by a bunch of taller intimidating punk guys while I’m this 5’5 125lb little thing who is getting thrown around the pit like crazy <3

When I trip because m so clumsy and almost fall but I’m grabbed and yanked up by a man who towers over me before he brushes me off and then punches the guy next to him <3

Thinking about it it’s almost like im a runt in a little of puppies trying to play fight with all the bigger dogs !!!

[dishdogs]

In honor of pride month i am admitting that i always see Bob and Trish as a t4t couple