#friends that are apathetic

[demodraws0606]

The worst fear my OCD has inflicted onto me became true

Literally had Trump.win in the same margin of time as my dad having cancer.

No help from anyone

Why do I even continue living

I'm going to kill myself.

I don't know when, don't know how but when I already know i'll die in WW3 it's over

It's all over

[emberz7]

nice spongebob impression 🎀

[sincericida]

ANDREW GARFIELD

at day fourteen of the Wimbledon Tennis Championships at the All England Tennis and Croquet Club on at Wimbledon, in London.

(for Ralph Lauren)

[fatedroses]

One single fancy man gets home and wonders why his allies are still awake so goddamn late.

[kotaki]

"I wish to become a hero! I wish to become a hero! I wish to become a hero! I wish to become a hero...!"

[weebsinstash]

I know the point in Apology Tour is that Blitz has hurt a lot of people but uh to put it bluntly am I not supposed to think the people going to the "fuck this guy we've been broken up with for years" party aren't like, extremely pathetic and petty too, or is that just a thing about relationships I don't understand

like imagine you've just been going on with your life and you find out like every single person you've dated in the last like 10, 15 years all have this big house party to commemorate how much they hate you and they're literally like, burning dolls of you, putting your pictures on a dart board, cutting into anatomically detailed cakes that look exactly like you, they basically just gather to talk shit about you and you don't even. Talk to them anymore. They're just having big get-togethers and staying bitter as they talk about you like you're the devil as they like, sadistically cut up effigies of your likeness

to be honest about it, i would see all of that and I would be less likely to feel bad about hurting all of those people and immediately kind of jump to the conclusion that the relationship didn't work out because all of them were as equally shitty people as i was if not worse and tbh I'd be tempted to even make fun of them. Like CHRIST that is so much energy to put into someone "you're over". Like do they really go to those every year? Maybe I'm just a freak but I'd see all that and be like "Jesus you guys just need to go to therapy, I dodged a whole magazine of bullets here--"

[trek-tracks]

hi.

I just wanted to say...I ended up landing back on your blog a while ago, following an ongoing TOS hyperfixation. it was the first time I'd looked at tumblr again in ages. and I happened to stumble across a post where you had left these tags--

and that, uh, absolutely floored me. like, when I say I didn't think anyone would notice I was gone, I don't mean that anyone did anything to make me think that--it's just, when you get a head full up with depression, it's real easy to convince yourself of things like that, you know? and you can do all kinds of positive thinking exercises to try to fight it, but actually having a concrete rebuttal come along and knock the whole narrative down is something else entirely.

it's a whole thing and I don't want to traumadump on you or anything. I just, uh, wanted to say thanks, I guess. also I now have a folder full of TOS text post memes saved, so thanks for that too.

I spent the past few days debating whether or not to answer this publicly, and please let me know if you'd rather I take it down. In the end, I think it's important that a) everyone knows I think you're awesome, and b) to send the message to everyone that more people care about you than you think. (Yes, you, reading this. I don't care what your brain says. You are important to people, even if you don't know it yet.)

I had no hope or expectation you would ever see those tags, and they are honest. You were one of my early friends on Tumblr, back when I was really seeing what this platform was all about. I loved your insights, I loved your jokes, and I always enjoyed our interactions. I saw that you were having a hard time, and I was definitely worried when you left. However, I didn't want to ask you to come back to a platform that was clearly draining to you, or be another expectation in a sea of expectations. I googled you a few times for my own peace of mind, but that's as far as it got. In this online world, sometimes it's hard to show we care without feeling awkward or overbearing.

Ultimately, though, the thing about this online world is that we also never completely disappear, especially if we interact with each other. Chains of posts and responses are snapshots of friendships, ephemera preserved in time. It's sad and fond and lovely all at once. Every once in a while, that past resurfaces, and we remember. Sometimes I wish we could know when someone is thinking about us, a little pinprick of warmth we could carry around, but maybe it'd get excessive and feel like heartburn.

I want anyone who follows this blog to know--if we're mutuals, or if you show up in my notifications every once in a while (because after my initial burst of following people I've become really remiss about adding mutuals, which is only a good thing because it would mean I'd spend even more time on Tumblr), I think about you, and I hope you're doing well. You matter.

When I say that I am thrilled that you're back and recovering, Rev, I mean it with my whole whole heart. It made my week. So often we don't get to read the next chapter of our online friends' lives, and thank you so much for updating us.

[rosenlita]

✧. ┊  APAPRINCE ♡

♡ A gender for those who are apathetic/low/no empathy, and relate to princes in any way. Could be related to being apathetic and a prince, having low/no empathy and being princely, or any other interpretation.

♡ coined by: Carmine

♡ requested by: A Friend

[PT: Apaprince - A gender for those who are apathetic/low/no empathy, and relate to princes in any way. Could be related to being apathetic and a prince, having low/no empathy and being princely, or any other interpretation. Coined by Carmine, requested by A Friend. END PT.]

[pickled-flowers]

Some of you have never been the friend that No-one listens to and it shows

[apostate00]

Political Nihilist, now with hot hands!!!!

[mortysmith]

doubt ill ever finish this, but ghost and mosca yayyy

[very-uncorrect]

From what Jonathan said in the W2H2 trailer about him not wanting him and Sock to get to know each other it makes me think he probably doesn't know how Sock died (if he even knows he used to be a living human) or what the sin that sent him to hell is, I'm low-key curious how he'd react to learning about Sock killing his parents and then himself

[figofswords]

the post grad why did i get an art degree what am i even doing what do i want in life where am i going crisis has finally hit i want to. lie down in the dirt. or something

[sincericida]

ANDREW GARFIELD

at day fourteen of the Wimbledon Tennis Championships at the All England Tennis and Croquet Club on at Wimbledon, in London.

[ollierachnid]

I just know they cannot stand each other

[mudkipper]

USAmericans will insult english people like "haha you have bad teeth and your food is bland as hell" and english people think it is completely normal and acceptable to respond by mocking school shootings and that a fascist just got elected as president

I really don't understand why so many people think it's normal to respond to a base level harmless insult by making fun of actual human suffering

Like do you truly not understand how many people are in danger under another trump presidency or do you just lack basic human empathy