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hi hi!! love every single idea you have. could u give us any thoughts or headcanons or anything you have on possessive james? no matter how insane he gets
i think that the thing w possessive james is that , and this is just their relationship in general, is New for him. he’s never felt like he needed to particularly claim any of his partners until regulus. the way james feels abt regulus is very new for him, bc james is a very confident person who has always had the air of like “why would I be jealous? i’m hotter than all these other people” yk? but w regulus james is just like . yes this is the person Made for me. literally designed by g-d for me to keep and take care of. if it was up to james he would keep regulus locked in a room like a pretty doll he has tea parties with and dresses up….. and this is new for james bc he’s never felt so like . Unnormal and romantic about someone ……. i do think james would punch someone for flirting with regulus, and i think regulus would enjoy the protectiveness and the way james just Wants him …. james gets upset when regulus talks to anyone else and he’s a crisis about it because he feels like a bad person and controlling, meanwhile regulus is Very turned on and happy . james is like omg i’m not a violent person this is awful regulus deserves his own life but the idea of him talking to anybody else even friendly just makes me want to punch their lights out and regulus is like ….. teehee …. he wants me … it’s that one bottoms scene “i really value when people use violence and raise their voice for me. it’s actually one of my love languages!” that’s regulus .
very key jegulus dynamic which is the thesis of this jegulus blog is regulus has a freaky view of love and romance and james is Normal until he falls in love w reg, which changes his entire world view . james thinks regulus would bruise pretty offhandedly and sits up with a start freaking out about what this means for him . regulus is blushing
#i really love them#freak 4 becoming a freak#marauders#marauders era#regulus black#rab#snake in the lions den#james potter#jegulus#yap tag#ivy answers
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@strangeravatar made a great point
i was gonna focus on the spike-hotboxing-celestia aspect but i got distracted somewhere along the way and i think i forgot what joke i was trying to make
but dont you think its interesting how many guards of the exact same color/body type she's managed to accrue?? i do
ooohh you want to go look at our stickers so bad
#conclusion: if one of them smokes weed they BOTH get high#but it's a baby's metabolism vs a sun god's so if CELESTIA is zooted spike is DEAD#i also like to imagine rainbow dash becomes quite the philosopher while under the influence#and yes their bong IS zecoras potion bottle from season 4 episode 1/2 thanks for asking#anyways#this is a long ass comic with. minimal payoff. but we're POSTING IT ANYWAY BABES#i couldnt decide if it would be funnier to have zephyr breeze at the end or one of those regular white blue-haired blue-eyed stock guards#i left it as zephyr. the real ones get it#i guess the real ones are everybody who saw season 9 episode 4#but cmon why ELSE do you think celestia would hire that guy#it's cause she's a freak and im calling her out on my tumblr dot com#mlp#mlp fim#mlp friendship is magic#mlp g4#mlp fanart#princess celestia#princess luna#rainbow dash#fluttershy#spike the dragon#zephyr breeze#horse comic#me art#also that font is one i made based off my own handwriting!! im so happy about it#though it does look. exactly like comic sans#idk how to feel about that tbh#wow you can just talk to yourself in the tags forever and no one will even know huh
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so i have this au called "the mage's heir" where davy never gives simon up after lucy's death and, instead, makes the decision to raise him alone. and kinda does okay! davy is still all *snazzy piano riff* and shit, but in this verse, taking care of simon when he's small forces him to step away from his work and chill the fuck out a bit. at least for a little while. (simon winds up growing up into a signficiantly more arrogant and morally grey version of himself tho.)
#carry on#co/ws/awtwb#snowbaz#simon snow#davy cadwallader#a.k.a. my boyfriend#sketchbook apocalypse#au: the mage's heir#in my head simon is talking about warrior cats in this picture lmao#n e way here are a few things:#-> simon is 8 years old the first time he goes off (davy takes him to see lucy's grave)#-> simon and penny meet when they're 4/5 bc davy wanted to get his vamp attack on watford going but what was he gonna do? bring simon? no#so he showed up at mitali's door and she was gonna slam that shit right in his face but davy opened with: ''lucy needs a favour''#(cue simon poking his little head out from behind davy's legs)#-> simon still goes to agatha's place for winter break + he goes to penny's place for the autumn and spring half-term breaks too#-> simon realises he's into baz at the end of fifth year and freaks out about it all summer for all the obvious reasons#but then he gets over it and sixth year becomes a montage of simon trying (and failing) to ask him out in increasingly convoluted ways
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r3volv3r oc3lot
#mgs#metal gear solid#revolver ocelot#art#I didn't really post much when I was in the 'fun' stage of being a fan#when everything is fresh and new#but I found some old drawings with a bit of spark so I redrew them ⚡⚡⚡#there were a lot of major ocelot meowing and pining and being a little freak#I don't think I've ever acknowledged the meow on this blog#that's how sick and twisted I've become#mgsv ocelot is only here to disguise my major bias#major 4 ever o7
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Hi I need more people to follow and more followers so here's some fandoms I'm into!
I'm gonna keep this post pinned so I can update it!
#rdr2#rdr#rdr1#red dead redemption#red dead redemption 2#fable#fable1#fable2#fable II#Fable III#Skyrim#detroit become human#dbh#fallout 4#fallout 76#animal crossing#animal crossing new horizons#acnh#sdv#stardew valley#twau#the wolf among us#Gravity falls#yes i'm a reaver freak#baldurs gate 3#bg3#the witcher#the witcher game
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SHITTY DRAWINGS FOR SHITTY MEMES IN SHITTY QUALITY CAUSE SEASON 4 NEWS BABY LETS GOOOOOOO
#i am not freaking out at all#solar opposites#solar opposite memes#solar opposite spoilers#solar opposites season 4#tervo#lylee spams solar shit#you are not ready for who i am going to become#my art#shitty meme reactions lol
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quadron brushing kydrons hair after cutting it short and admiring it because no one in tetorah or the flatlands have hair
#maybe he’ll become a hair obsessed freak instead#of an arm obsessed one#tftsd#kydron#atlas this is 4 you#the dragon roars#stinky dragon pod
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so hey guys i finished dungeon meshi yesterday and i'm still thinking about it
#ria.txt#i spoiled myself so at first i was like 'this is bonkers wtf are they doing in those last few chapters?????'#but then it was like. yeah. i see#love those ch when it's just clearly putting the squad into Situations#also. izutsumi#what i really liked was how tightly the protagonist and the deuteragonist were wound up in the overall themes#the plot the themes the conflict the characters it was very neatly connected#hence i am also now accidentally invested in whatever going on between laios and marcille#not just platonic not romantic not enemies i just think they work well tgt and deeply care for each other its great watching them develop#it's the leader + most trusted advisor / anxious girlfailure + the annoying freak she's somehow attached to vibes#haha that rabbit chapter with marcille. hahha i was like what the fuck man. it was funny and then boom whump [tears streaming down my face]#those shapeshifter chs were sooo much fun esp seeing other chara's perceptions of each other. stealing that#the changeling ones were great too elf senshi is the fucking funniest he looks sooooooo unserious#marcille's evolving perception with death starting with saving falin and saving the squad and her nightmares of outliving everyone-#-and her dad and her 'temper tantrum' and UGH when at the end she said she was fine with falin not coming back.... WAAA. OUGH.#i think dunmeshi handled the trope of 'prophecy of chosen one becoming king' pretty well and it makes sense why laios is the protag#the worldbuilding is so thoughtful as well i liked seeing different characters with different worldviews interact#very solid and well rounded series wooo#the main 4 has such a fun dynamic together#anyways. dunmeshi au.....#more like borrowing the worldbuilding bc charas are too nuanced for a one to one comparison#ren is like some prince of his own species but he's like 34th in line and no one cares about him so he fucks off to eat monsters#which is why he's both snobbish AND a total freak when it comes to his food taste#false is originally in for the money from ren and plans to scam him but unfortunately the cringefail swag captures her#martyn is Obnoxiously Clueless and thinks he's smart but he's not. he's resourceful but also pathetic and crazy#stress cant cook but she thinks she does so everyone goes (≖_≖ ) when she picks up a pot. they delegate her to killing and chopping duty#the mvp is iskall who keeps on saving everyone's asses and somehow has resources for everyone#i think ren is actually aware false is going to scam him but he has too much money to spend anyway and he thinks shes cool so he lets her??#and somehow she doesnt take the money and run. and goes back to eating monsters w/ the party. everyone is crazy
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Spoilers for Thousand Autumns/Qian Qiu English Volumes 1-3
Reading Volume 1 of Thousand Autumns: hmm I can see the potential for romance, but Yan Wushi is too much of an asshole for me, but maybe later on he’ll grow to like Shen Qiao
Reading Volume 2: Yan Wushi sucks! You betrayed him?? After Shen Qiao called you a friend??? I hate omg WHYYY???
Reading Volume 3: NO WHAT??? YAN WUSHI COME BACK!! Shen Qiao tried to save you after everything wtf don’t go! You would turn yourself in??? BITCH COME BACK DONT GET HURT AGAIN PLEASE
My emotions regarding Yan Wushi have been all over the place I cannot put a name to my emotions regarding him help me
please tell me he is ok I need to read volume 4
#yeyarants#thousand autumns#qian qiu#shen qiao#yan wushi#yanshen#WHY IS HE SO DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND#i have been extremely freaked out over how Shen Qiao and I had the same thoughts regarding Yan Wushi#we basically on the same wavelength regarding him#I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL#I felt very neutral towards him when I finished volume 1#then extreme hatred and betrayal towards him in volume 2#and now I feel sad and hopeful that he’s ok because he literally turned himself in help me idk what to feel#YAN WUSHI IS IN LOVE FUCK#I wanted to get volume 5 of erha and volume 3 of yuwu#…but now I need volume 4 of qian qiu#I LOVE SHEN QIAO BUT OMG THE TURMOIL I FEEL REGARDING YAN WUSHI IS SO CONFUSING#DO I LIKE HIM OR NOT IDK#BUT I WANT TO KNOW IF HES OK#*point at Yan Wushi* you sir are a complicated enigma#and I need to know wtf is going inside your brain#I’m so confused I would have been fine hating him but now I feel like a concerned mother wondering where her child is#yan wushi the man that you are#meng xi shi#I can’t read erha or yuwu because I have become invested in this shit HELP ME#I NEED TO KNOW#YAN WUSHI ARE YOU OK???#im gonna reblog shit after once I’m done because I did not want to know any sorts of spoilers
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As an anxious overthinker, one of the worst things that can happen to me is having an afternoon appointment. By the time of the appointment, I've already had the entire freaking day to overthink absolutely everything. From how I'm going to act once I'm there, to what's going to happen, what conversations I might have, how long the whole thing is going to take, maybe it wasn't a good idea after all, "this bad gut feeling means I'm not supposed to go there!", etc. I overthink absolutely everything.
#AAAH!#Overthinking#Olympic overthinker right here#anxiety#annoyed at myself#what else is new#I hate afternoon appointments of any kind#this is an orientation for an associate's degree I start in January if all goes well#if you're new around here then probably you don't know yet that I am a college drop-out 💀#I've only ever completed a certificate course on Copyediting in 2022#that's it#and I haven't used it because I've tried freelancing but it's extremely hard to find people who will give you a chance#with no experience working as an editor#Oh and publishing houses require that you have a bachelor's degree AND experience working so that's out of the question#I've edited things but for my sisters and a friend and that's it#So I wanted to get a degree on something more common so I can have jobs that are above minimum wage#last year I worked as a teacher thanks to my sister having a job at that private school#they were desperate for a science teacher and a math teacher so I did that because I have an almost completed Biological Sciences degree#It was Hell dealing with children so becoming a teacher is out of the question unless I teach adults lol#Anyway I want to do this associate's degree I have a feeling it could like change my life for the better#BUT! I am so confused and scared I am just going to bail on it again and drop out#or hate it again out of nowhere due to anxiety and overthinking#I want this to go right I am literally so nervous#Anyway I am going to try to have a normal day until I have to leave for the freaking 4:30pm appointment....
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I’ve been thoroughly roped into the portal fandom now
All I know right now is the song “Mr. Blue Sky” by Electric Light Orchestra is fucking magical what the hell-
Why it doin that, more importantly how??
#istg it tells me exactly what’s happening at any given moment#I can’t do this guys#blue sky is gonna ruin me#earlier today I asked myself so when does he become human?#and now I’m over here sitting like what the hell did I just read#I’m literally only on chapter 4#and not a lot of things can chill me to the bone istg but#the stuff I read today was so freaking good and bone chilling like what the hell#just take a sec to imagine you’re fleeing from imminent doom#end up dying#and then are revived into a different body and have to hold your dead corpse???#like pause. that was a level of like mental anguish a character can show that I was NOT prepared for#anyways it’s good real good fic guys#I’m not going insane definitely totally#ari rambles#portal 2#blue sky portal
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First day back at the university and I still suck at this exactly as much as I did 4 years ago
#i wish doing something over and over actually made it easier from then on#how come i've done this so many times and i'm still as horrified by the prospect of group projects and exams and all as in the very start#can they invent a higher education that doesn't require you to prepare a group project for every damn subject that exists#can they also invent an intercating with people#in a way that doesn't leave me feeling like the only person on earth who somehow doesn't get it#how do people just start talking and becoming friends :( it's literally impossible for me#it's such a mystery. how the hell do they all do this. what's your fucking secret !!!!!!!!!#not that i expected to become friends with anyone in one day#but one day was already enough for me to start feeling as alienated and othered from everyone else as i've always felt#like god it's always the same damn thing. each year i hope it'll be different and it's still the fucking same#i try to appear nice and approachable and chime in to the conversation whenever i can (just like i've been doing for the past 4 years)#but i guess there must just be something deeply wrong with me that makes everyone avoid me in the end anyway#am i really that unfriendable. can anyone tell me what i'm doing wrong#and why no one is interested in holding a conversation with me for more than 5 minutes in total#it's literally back to the same thing that i've done over and over before and i truly don't see any point in any of this anymore#it's just so ridiculous 😭😭😭 why do i even keep trying at this point#back to school so back to crying alone in my room every evening i guess#how beautiful how poetic. i almost forgot this was the daily standard for the entire past year#never getting out of this ok i get it :))#friendship was meant to be for everyone but me i get it now!!!#worst year ever everything bad is happening. going to my first funeral on thursday i'm definitely going to take that well hahaha#it's been only a day and i'm already so done. ok.#i'm freaking out man what am i even supposed to be doing anymore. it's all pointless
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My least and most favorite part of the Magnus archives is how by the end of the series pretty much everyone Jon meets kind of hates him?? I hate it because my kneejerk reaction is to go "this 28 year old guy got manipulated into doing all of this shit, he's made all of two actual decisions this whole time and both of them were decisions along the lines of "do this or die" or "do this or someone you love will die", like why would all of these people be so resentful to him and him alone when all he's done is be lied to and be bad at communication??" But then the other part of me goes "well yeah, of course he's gonna become the fucking scapegoat!!! Everyone's fucking scared out of their mind and it's easy to look at the person who's technically (literally barely, strictly in name, if that) in charge of one thing and project everything that's going wrong onto him!!! Of course everyone despite having the same urge to figure things out and ruining their own lives in the process of following it is gonna go "oh THAT GUY!!! He fucking consciously chose this, he must have known. He had to have known this is how it would go for me he had to have chosen. This had to have happened because someone wanted it to. It wasn't me making a mistake. It wasn't him accidentally steering me in the wrong direction because he truly did not know better, and he's, again, dog shit when it comes to people skills, it had to happen for a reason" humans are pattern seekers and we LOVE having narrative in our lives, and it's super easy and fun to blame all of our problems on one person, because then we can pretend that everything would be fixed if they disappeared. And of course that person became Jon, because the real big bad guy didn't actually talk to most of the cast very often, and they couldn't kill him without dying. Of course they picked the random guy they kind of knew who was always kind of an asshole. Who else is there to be mad at that would feel it?? Who else is there that would apologize to you for what's happened??? Who else is there that you know can feel guilty even if it's not as guilty as you think he should feel????
#do not get me wrong!!! he has done shitty things!!!!#but so has almost everyone in the series?????#arguably much worse in many cases#like do not get me wrong despite fucking hating cops I am one of the freaks in love w Daisy#but like she was an objectively bad person up until like season 4#and everybody is sympathetic and understands that at the very least a good chunk of that was her being mind controlled by an evil entity#but that sentiment is rarely if ever extended to Jon#to b fair I've been reading a lot of fanfic and I haven't rewatched in a while so I could be fully be misremembering things a lot rn#but like he wasn't indulging on people's trauma he was Eating it#cause he needed it to live????#and 'become an eldritch monster or die and never see the man you love again' isn't rlly a choice#like ????
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Last post before I crash and no-one hears from me until I return from my first final the morrow’s eve (a changed man no doubt) but there’ll never be anything funnier to me than consistently being viewed as a composed and calm saviour by peers while I’m, actively and uncontrollably losing it.
#not said sarcastically or as a vent by the way I genuinely find it so terribly amusing. you think I have it together ? aw <3 you fool.#i’ve been pacing around my room like a starving lion since the past week in whatever free time i’ve had.#and i keep getting people in my messages begging me for last minute help ? which is endearing but. i’m hanging on for dear life myself#helping isn’t foreign to me; i have 4 (?) people in my class who almost exclusively refer to me as ma’am and even refer to me as a teacher.#but helping last minute is so. deeply chaotic.#and I have this issue with me where having others around me makes me immediately drop into a ‘role’ of sorts?#i’ll be freaking out but then someone else starts freaking out around me and my immediate response is to just.#hey. we are going to make it out of this. it’s easy as pie. do you see me worried? no right? <- on the verge of hyperventilating#there’s this one guy in particular who got so excited to find out we have the exact same examination set-up tomorrow.#i gave him like basic pointers and i don’t think i’ve ever been thanked so earnestly and desperately in my life.#i remember during mocks my friends would message me what I wrote in questions and then they’d immediately go oh thank Fuck.#they’d literally just act like they’re absolutely going to pass now just because we had points in common.#as if i’m some sort of fucked up correct answer sheet incarnate.#it’s genuinely really sweet to me though; like i’m not posting this ranting or such.#having so much faith in another to the point that you can put yourself completely at ease says. alot i think.#and i’m glad i can be that person for so many.#and I feel like it helps me in a way too because i become so concerned with others that I forget to drown myself in my worries.#i forget that I’m worried because there are others to care about and console and help. so i suppose they help me in a way as well.#but also who is going to be that person for ME. who is going to console ME. im going fucking neurotic /jest#<- woman with ego issues & control issues who would rather die than accept help.#sigh. oh well. I’m sure we’ll do just fine. cannot wait#🥀🍷 — colloquy.
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heeheeee
#Chatterbomb#Drawin Ellie :)) (lupin iii oc)#Fujiko needed a gay lil rival and I wanted to give zeni an unhinged wife since he’s mellowed out lately#I love her a lot and I finally made an actual drawing of her I might or might not post#She’s named after Frankensteins bride because zeni is always the creature in Halloween art#I wanted a weirdo woman who wasnt hot girl number nine I wanted some freak to make kiss fujiko and zeni.#I was also drawing my hc of young zeni. Transgender depression beam#I’m enjoying part 4. Don’t know why child trafficking rings are always in here though. I would like if not most women backstories were abou#That. Maybe if you become aware of that you should. Stop it. I think there is a large gap between the morality of theft and#Looking the other way on sex trafficking. Maybe. Possibly#Anyway. I couldn’t sleep because of crampppsss so I’m pro ly just gonna. Not
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anyway this upcoming trip w my gf. will decide a lot i think
#travelling tgth can tell u a lot abt a person#my gf has quite strong anxiety#but nevertheless for me. i know i cant be rly in a relationship w someone who becomes like#irritable and panicked and clueless under pressure instead of looking at it like a fun challenge or an adventure#like genuinely the attitude of becoming snappy when travel stress hits is smth ive seen in my parents and i Cannot deal w it personally#ive been held up a lot at the border and ive been trapped in foreign countries cities w a dead phone at 4 AM etc#and somehow its always been an adventure esp when im w a friend w a similar outlook of like. omg this will be a good story to tell later#lets make the most of it let's sit on the beach or find a bar thats still open lets discuss smth we love until sunrise!!#anyway i know shes an anxious person but regardless of that being . not pessimistic and enjoying adventure and stuff#is so important to me in a person. it reflects not just on travel but abt how they will handle life later yk. what happens if our car#stops in the middle of the road? will you start freaking out about it? will you be calm through it?#so#well see#i hope it goes well i love her sm
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