#found something to work on ig
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Me, upon receiving one (1) SORTA mean, maybe-off comment out of hundreds of super nice comments that I love, now staring for even MORE hours at the draft of the next chapter I need to write: Well, fuck. Now what? Also Me, .02 seconds later, gritting my teeth and strategizing: Well, I write this fanfic for me. This is my fanfic. People can think what they like. I will take this comment and use it to think of new ways to improve my writing, but I will not internalize it. I write this fanfic for me. This is my fanfic. People can think what they like. I will take this comment and use it to think of new ways to improve my writing, but I will not internalize it. I write this fanfic for ME. This is MY fanfic. People can think what they like--
#so anyway I got a comment that had my biting nails and thinking about characterization for the next thousand years#it wasn't even aimed at me it was just a stupid decision that I had the character make#which I did on purpose#but it got me so riled up and IT WASN'T EVEN AT ME#like.#damn.#wtf.#I'm fine now I freaked out over it yesterday I think#maybe the day before#we're strategizing and using it as a learning experience#it's prompted me to start thinking about an area of the story that I hadn't yet#so that's good#hot damn I knew there was gonna be unkind criticism but this wasn't even criticism towards me#and yet it felt like a backhand next time I remembered it#praying that anyone who sees this can take criticism better than me <3#fuck.#well#found something to work on ig#~always look on the bright side of life~#meme time#just yelling into the void#writeblr#fanfic#ao3#YOU SHOULD STILL COMMENT ON FICS THO OK I OVERREACTED AND THAT'S ON ME COMMENT ON FICS DON'T BE AFRAID#THIS IS SUPPOSED TO SHOW HOW RIDICULOUS MY REACTION IS I KNOW MY FAILINGS FRET NOT#rewind series
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Vehe#Melody rkgk :3
AU by @ribbon-sweet !!
#papr art#prsk fa#mizuki akiyama#rui kamishiro#akito shinonome#shiho hinomori#eyestrain#the shuffle au ever....... OBSESSED with the lore of it go check it out if you haven't already it's so awesome#I've mentioned it before I think but GOD this au is such an inspiration got me finally going back to my own swap!au and I'm LOCKED IN!!!!!!#something interesting was that I found that my au and this one had some overlap and yet there was so much difference in how it was taken#but I won't be going into detail on that ig y'all will have to wait for me to drop mine... follow ribbon-sweets for hers... smiles#but I digress this was a fun one to draw#that being said I have to go work on MATH now because I have a MATH test tomorrow LOUD DRAMATIC SIGH#((see y'all in like an hour for daily mfks tho smiles
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i know i say this once every few months but i will never get over the comment i got on a fic i wrote about andreil smoking weed that said something like 'didnt like the drug stuff but this was pretty good'
#i have it saved on my phone its one of the funniest things ive ever read#felt like my mom commented on my fic#'loved their dynamic in this fic tagged with recreational drug usage but im not a big fan of drugs'#the dare officer in my works tab was fighting demons that day ig#im glad they found something to enjoy in that fic#but every time i think about andreil getting high it does make me snort#nothing has made me feel like more of a burnout than the pearl clutching i see in the aftg fandom sometimes when it comes to weed lol#different strokes different yolks different folks#nana talks
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Artist: kiko-sempai
I feel like the artist I commission lately just know when they made something I might like...so they hunt me down and follow me on other platforms to draw my attention to it.. lol
This dress was something I saw in passing but was like 'I need to behave even if I feel Violetta would look perfect in it'.. then the artist followed me on 2 other platforms, so I took it as a sign and here we are. LOL
#i love their work. their outfits and ideas are gorgeous#and I woulda been like 'they just following to get my attention' ig#which trust me i WAY prefer over getting a DM telling me commissions are open or something but that's usually what bots do#but she found my not used often link with my spicy art.. lol#so she REALLY went digging for me#so yeah. very flattered. been very flattered folks love drawing her#or they adore drawing gwenevere with rosalina#it's been nice getting art lately. folks are so sweet#for me#not my art#oc: violetta#oc: princess violetta#artwork
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ok so i find myself in a fanfic setting. what do i do next to meet the girl of my dreams and fall in love
#you see i work at a flower shop now#and my best friend is a barista at a coffee shop 10 minute walking distance away#the universe needs to be so so serious and fr and make something happen asap#i mean one of the florists has jisung’s photocard in her phone case (as do i) so like. something’s in motion already ig#but to be fr myself it’s a very funny situation we found ourselves in#both me and my friend used to work for top companies in the country in our respective fields#and now we’re in a fucking flower/coffee shop au#life’s silly like that
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16. Deepest darkest secret they won’t even admit to themselves
18. What they’d go to see a therapist about
37. What they really think about themselves
50. A memory they’ve blocked out
Going to go for the Rival Squad for this one!
16. Deepest darkest secret they won’t even admit to themselves
The erasable pen that Shauna found on the floor 5 years ago and lost a year later might've actually been Trevor's heh. Okay but seriously, I'm not necessarily sure if this counts but the fact that she might just be a better battler than a Performer. She sometimes stumbles upon glittering stones that have amazing power and her Pokemon are sometimes a little too strong when it comes to practice. The fact that doing double and triple battles comes more easily to her than a simple round of Freestyle. The way she spends hours trying to make her Pokevision videos good while calling out commands feels so natural. She's not going to give up on Showcases, not a chance, but still... sometimes she wishes that she could trade talents sometimes. If only for a moment. Just to see how it feels like.
18. What they’d go to see a therapist about
For Sawyer, it would be the entirety of his journey in Kalos itself lol. I know that citing the Crisis is obvious and all that, but I really feel like that would instill in him this need to help others because of his strength and this crippling fear of not being ready at every moment. In the middle of the world crumbling because of the selfish ambitions of one man (which followed the conclusion of the League where bro got into the semi-finals/top 4), he must've felt like having to prove his worth and use his abilities for others. The fact that he was stuck in the Centre with every other guy would've been suffocating after all the development he went through (to try something new, embrace different strategies, analysing everything and using it to your advantage). I mean he does get out eventually and gets to help afterwards, but that's gonna haunt him for a while, and once he's settled back in Hoenn that's going to be a change/issue that's going to stick out the most.
37. What they really think about themselves
Tierno sometimes feels like he doesn't have a clear enough view when it comes to his journey. Sure, he loves dancing and doing it with his Pokemon, but there always seems to be this sense of more, of lacking. Incorporating fluid movements into battling is nice and all, but is there something more out there? Something that will truly represent the beat in his soul? No matter how confidently he carries himself, he'll always feel just a bit more hollow for it. But it's fine! As long as his friends are happy and his feet can still carry a rhythm, that's all he needs.
50. A memory they’ve blocked out
For Trevor, the day that his parents left for the last time. It's not that he holds them in bad regard or anything... just that the argument with his sister and his young age has made it more blurrier than usual. They were... going to travel in another region, right? With some strong Pokemon? That's all he has. (But that doesn't matter. He'll just go on his own journey and fill out the Pokedex and have his own fun. And of course still talk to his sister, he's not going to leave her behind after all that she's done for him. They're a real family, just the two of them, and he's content with it staying that way.)
#thought i might as well mix it up for all of these prompts#can't keep giving all the points to the main gang like this#also i just really enjoy the rival squad they're awesome#man trying to find a dark secret for the brightest girl ever (sans mairin ig??) was so hard#but i feel like that would be a good way to contrast/compare her with serena#and a good way to show the difficulty of showcases where it's about appealing to the audience#and their ever-changing opinions#also actually giving the other girls their own flaws PLS pokeani give them flaws#and their own arcs and their own strengths and their own journey and their--#lemme tell you that sawyer would willing go to therapy but then clam up for 5 mins and then sob for the rest of the hour#steven pays for him as a part of their contract (because he had enough of working with traumatised teens) and he got tricked#into taking it too (at diff times of course)#we're not going into therapy for everyone because everyone needs it. and i mean everyone#i always found it facinating about how anime tierno is just all over rhythmic battling (with his water type team WHYY)#and in games he just completely lost. no idea what he wants beyond dancing#which also haunts me because stuff like the pokemon musical would be mind-altering for him i feel like#let him go to unova!!! (and don't get me started on contests!)#anyways i just feel like exploring the nuance of battling with the trio/squad#with choosing against your strength for what you love (shauna) / choosing something that aligns with what you love (tierno)#and aligning what you love with what your pokemon love (trevor)#also also the fact that trevor has an older sister in lumiose and two parents that dipped to travel the world in the games#literally gives me reverse brock vibes here#how is he not traumatised#someone help him he can't be that well adjusted#diancie delivers#thanks for the ask!! going to be just as crazy on the next one just watch
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watched the first 2 episodes of acolyte and so far i like every character except for the main one lol. (also is her name osha as in occupational safety and health administration??)
#star wars#the acolyte#acolyte#the nemoidian faces look really good#definitely the best looking prequel alien from the last few shows#rather ironic to name Miss Hazardous Workplace Conditions 'Osha' lol#the assassin lady was really cool looking#it was pretty funny to see that the 120bby sith assassins are reasonably friendly to each other#and at least help each other somewhat#and then there's poor ventress (and briefly savage ig) who just get force-zapped a bunch#the conversation between sol and vernesta(?) at the end of ep 2 was also pretty funny#vernestra: well we have to take time to Thoughtfully Deliberate this situation so we can respond wisely :)#sol: SHE IS ACTIVELY TRYING TO KILL ME???#poor guy hope the situation works out better for him#hey at least his new padawan (orange theelin) is smart#anyways might draw one of them idk#more inclined to draw nightsisters and soft wars rn but we'll see#whos the sith(?) cant be plageius bc hes a muun right?#how old is palpatine again? was the acolyte project his Sith Senior Thesis or something like that#unrelated but the scene of the jedi running around the ice planet bareheaded was so infuriating lol#PUT ON YOUR HOODS I KNOW YOU HAVE THEM#maybe i'll draw hats for them all#i found it a bit weird that they basically gave osha the anakin background? having her be *eight* specifically when she got to the temple#felt a bit off#kind of like it's taking away from the caution around anakin's induction? since i think koth was four and that was considered 'late'#so for a non-prophecied random kid to show up at age eight?#on the other hand maybe they only got cautious about age after this whole debacle happened? idk i'll see what happens#ok i think thats all
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tbh one of my pet peeves on the internet is that some people don't know the difference between tone deaf advice and advice that doesn't happen to apply to their circumstances. like. idrk how else to elaborate but someone who has just enough time/energy left at the end of the day to unwind after work before going to sleep saying "I like to read for a little bit before bed it's really helpful in relaxing :)" is not the same as someone very wealthy bragging from their yacht about how they have a very good low-stress work life balance and the amount of times I've seen them be treated like they are is. well it's really something
#'i like to make these raspberry treats after a long & tiring work week ☺️' 'you really think I have time/money for-'#heres a thought... maybe they assumed that their suggestion would just apply to people who were able to do it#like. your circumstances should be better and i genuinely hope they do soon. however comma#the person who crossed your dash or feed or 'algorithm' suggesting reasonable advice#(i.e. a routine change they've found helpful/a Somewhat Pricy Treat they like)#that you unfortunately cannot take is not your enemy#just. the internet being the internet ig#something something bean soup incident something something piss on the poor etc#mine
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People will be like "idc who you are, seriously block me if you do/support x" and then i block them and they react like this everytime

#gu6chan's musings#normally im not so pissed off about it but this fuckin dude; man#i admit i didn't like a lot about their philosophy on things and in retrospect it should've been a red flag#but they weren't like.... a BAD person. i just figured they had some issues to work through or something and just chatted when they wanted#then they follow me here and it's like 😭 do they know im a marxist. bc they were having WHOLE fits like 'if you're voting third party or#not voting at all you're just LARPing a revolution; you're going to be the downfall of this country get off my fucking blog if you aren't#voting blue' and i was like 'holy SHIT those are some strong opinions what the hell'#like ive seen people SETTLE for kamala??? but this was the first time ive seen anyone actively try and PROMOTE her like wtf#but anyways i shrug it off; think maybe they're just having a bad time till after election where they're having a whole meltdown like#'FUCK YOU THIRD PARTY VOTERS/PPL WHO DIDN'T VOTE; WHAT DO YOU THINK THIS WILL DO FOR PALESTINE' and im like#are you forgetting all the arab families who were completely crushed by fucking harris REFUSING to take a stance on palestine and refusing#to vote for her in turn??? those who scraped together just ENOUGH faith in the system to vote third party?????#THE FUCKING PLFP ITSELF SAYING 'BOYCOTT THE ELECTION'????? dude. they were blaming it ENTIRELY on#'leftists just wanting to show off moral superiority and wanting to larp a revolution' as opposed to like.... literally anything else and#im just#'damn okay. you get what you asked for ig' and blocked them lmao#they just now found out apparently bc they tried friend rqing on discord and I'm like#'hmmmm were you just not serious when you were saying that shit or did you not know what words actually mean'#anyways i hate that it turned out like this bc i thought they were at least interesting but talk shit get hit or whatever they say lmao
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man im so picky about artists that i can't find rlly ANY good transmasc or gay artists to follow on cohost bc it's either hardcore smut or like posted by a 17yo. where is the everyman. where are the rest of the guys like me.
#ive found.. a handful... that i like but im also really picky about art styles 🙇♂️#ig earned bias after spending like 20 years working on my style but i need something special#i only like to follow artists that inspire me and it takes a special person to do that so i find so very precious few
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felt like i was going crazy yesterday trying to set up a login system for this website 😭 it was like i was back in college again!
#im using supabase for auth and i was like someone pls...show me how to do this...with just vanilla js#every tutorial is with like react or next#im trying to do this site with just html css and js (and php)#so i can learn#and later if i wanna move things to a framework i wont be completely lost if something breaks!#but yea i pretty much settled on like using react for part of the website so i can get this login set up#i found some videos and articles so im pretty sure its possible#other options is to use the archived js example i finally found for supabase auth but#it scares me that its archived#fingers crossed next time i code this works#i think this has to be the hardest part of the coding#i wish i could do my own auth thing but thats super dangerous as a beginner#anyways if i get stuck again ill just try the archived js example#and if im still stuck...#idk find another auth thing to use ig#BF RALLY WILL HAPPEN IT WILL#if it doesnt it means i died or someshit lol#but yea im mainly just like ugh about react cause i seriously dont need all those libraries added rn#this sites not supposed to be that complicated imo like yea its dynamic but its like a neopets like thing#the partial react thing doesnt rely on installing a bunch of stuff (i think)#so maybe we r good#????#web development#webdev#coding#codebreakers#if someone has the magic video to hand hold me through these pls send lol
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If y’all had to take a guess, how long do you think it takes to travel from The Shire to Minas Tirith
#LOTR#lord of the rings#Gondor#minas tirith#the shire#perhaps specifically buckland#but ig just generally the shire works#I am writing something and I’ve tirelessly looked for answers but have found none
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once again im trying to find some obscure song by 2 lines of lyrics i remember from some 4 years ago
#tütensuppe#the group before mine at the dance school would often play it last before they finished#the course i went to was canceled because of covid (and i dont think they reestablished it bc the hobbyists dont generate enough money ig)#and the song is still haunting me :/#edit i checked their website and they got rid of the competitive course as well.. its partner dance only now#i really want to do something like that again but urgh finding something is such a chore#i also want to try climbing/bouldering but all the places ive found only offer all day tickets#if i want to go for an hour after work or whatever thats too expensive.....
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One of my fave jackets is this green jacket with a fur hood im wearin rn because 1.) its green 2.) my dad gave it to me 3.) it reminds me of saejima. Who also reminds me of my dad
#snap chats#p sure i talked bout this jacket before but idc read my diary#sorry that every other middle aged man i see i say reminds me of my dad its a compliment#tbh love how i clowned on ichi for being on premium copium bout arakawa but highkey i woulda done the same bout my dad.. i get it ichi..#anyway :) i legally get to talk about my day with him now :)) HE SAID THE FUNNIEST SHIT UPON SEEING ME#HE SAID ‘oh wow we dress similar :)’ and keep in mind. he was wearing a latte brown coat with a black turtleneck and pants and shoes#meanwhile. i approach With Black Pants And Shoes Admittedly but then im in this goofy old ass jacket with a red scarf#and a crane-decorated dress shirt that i got two buttons undone on like DAAD you are senile. hes so funny#so fun my dad actually recognized this was the jacket he got me- it was one of the first things he bought for me after i told My Secret 🙈#also i finally asked how tall he was and i can’t believe my dad matches the criteria to be an rgg character he’s fuckin 6’1 like i thought#AH but today was really nice- i got to hang with my sis and her husband as well as my dad’s wife :)#it was awful tho cause the second my sis saw my dad’s outfit she’s just like ‘it’s so kdramacore’ AND SHES RIIIGHT 😭😭#we later found out dad’s wife loves kpop…. and she bought him his new clothes…. so we are no longer surprised….. AWFUL.#honestly i could write a drama based off my dad’s life i really could it has elements for it. i mean ig i kinda do that already dont i#i borrow. anyways. today was fun :) even if i almost lost my mind trying to take the train the first time#this train system was weird… it wa worth tho it was great seein popop again#yeah….. ugh i have to still drive home from the station. and hope my car is still there#i get very paranoid leaving my car alone so openly i dont like it…#anyways. bye bye :) i might nap til my stop or work on a fic i started#‘snap what happened to’ dont worry about it i need to look at something else or ill scream#ok bye 👋
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second october 13th in a row ive spent being stabbed by women (not fun)
#synnthposting#wanted to do something special for the 1 year anniversary of my surgery / getting the body i like from the body store but instead i needed#fucking dental work. fuck this earth. well apparently it was worse than it looked so ig its good we found it now and not when my tooth#disintegrated like what happened on the other side.#tmi#ig
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#i don't think tylwo is problematic#however i do think that ppl who want their stories to have purely good mcs who always make the right and correct decisions will not like it#to which...i don't...i guess i'm not catering to those ppl?#ig i never have. but...idk#seeing the tgcf fandom antis scares me i'm just like i sure hope they don't read my stories LMSDFLAKJSG;H#like i'm just a wittle guy i don't think they'll be over here haha#idk i'd like to think the group of ppl who continue to read my stories have good media literacy at least#i write for you people....#and myself#and i want my mcs to make dumb not completely mature decisions (i'm probably overthinking it bc of all the drama i've seen recently)#i shall continue my own way#oo i have been seeing comments on my stories recently that are like#something about....idk#i don't remember the exact wording#but it was giving ' your MCs can do no wrong and i like that'#and i was like ..........UM....NO... LIKE...THEY'VE KILLED PEOPLE LSAF;KSJDLGH#like i just dno't...go into it cuz i never found a relevant way to work it in#but even gui yin has k worded ppl so like...i dunno LMAO#guess you could argue he was fighting bad guys tho but like eh???
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