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something about Maurice(1987) and how it made me realize i do not want to spend my life alone and that i do in fact crave deeper more emotional bonds with those around me, the type of bond that blurs the lines of platonic and romantic like i want to know who I'm spending time with. some homoeroticism bullshit yknow?
and something about Sherlock Holmes(specifically Elementary) that made me realize I'm actually aro-ace and that I've been repressing those feelings. and more so that i really really want a QPR, someone to go crazy for in a platonic way yknow? someone who just gets me yeah?
#OH GOD why cant i just tell my crush what im feeling as well#like UGH i barely skirted the line of telling her how i felt when i told her about Maurice last night#she agreed that she longs for things but she dosent know why or what#while im here like 🧍♀️#because that whole time i was talking about her the person i want to travel with is her#the person i want to spend the rest of my life with is HER#and to see her talk about how she also longs like i do#and that she actually gets the way im feeling#OH GOD my whole situation makes me believe there is a person for everyone#and this is my person#however i just havent told her that i feel like that#and thats so frustrating UGH#but its fine#i think i will this next hang out we go on lol#forgot i had this up on my computer#so i'm posting it now#aro flux#ace flux#love is love#lesbian#nonbinary#queer love#maurice 1987#cbs elementary
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Memories of the past.
#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wei ying#lan zhan#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#myart#wow wangxian how rare can you believe it?#yeah... you'll know why I drew them soon hehehe#ANYWAY I love them actually even if I don't draw them often#also tumblr is doing something with the colors and I'm not sure if it's actually what I think it is but eh#I was frantically looking for yiling laozu references while drawing this and then I look up from my computer and there's his face on my wal#I forgot I had official art in my wall of prints#can you believe I drew this last week and forgot to post it?#edit: turns out tumblr is really sensitive to wether or not an image is in rgb or cmyn
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POV you're being lectured by someone who talks with their hands [id in alt]
+bonus gaang reaction
#sokka#sokka fanart#atla#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender fanart#avatar fanart#avatar#myart#i had way more details. had to restrain myself#sokka talks with his hands ok#I drew sokka as older and then completely forgot and drew the gaang as their younger selves so just imagine that it's been going on since#they were teens#SO done with the colors. they look super washed out on my phone and darker on my computer. i give up#gaang fanart
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#da#dragon age#dai#dragon age inquisition#solas#solas dragon age#🌱#his little head tilt IM SICKKKKKKKKKK#this is from months ago i totally forgot i had this on my computer#and when i found it i teared up hes just so important to me. words do not suffice
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#krilldraws#inanimate insanity#objectober 2024#fan ii#soap ii#tissues ii#candle ii#lightbulb ii#spool objectified#citrus objectified#thats so many character#im not tagging the characters on the boards because they are. barely visible#neways HOOO boy this one was crazy#its formated a little weird but i had fun making it and thats what matters#I forgot to add a few things but im drawing these on p limited time#neways spool and citrus are here because i wanted to do a “we're breaking up” Nikacado Avocado thumbnail. and i thought they fit that#i think this one and cider gum were my favorites because they were so fun to draw#next 2~ days will probably be traditional art because im gonna be busy and wont have much time to be on my computer.
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IMMATERIAL GIRLS (ANYHOW, ANY PLACE) ft. @magbay's johanna
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 render#sims 4 render#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#magbay#i forgot how annoying setting up videos for tvs were X_X#had to just leave my computer on the entire night to render the tv vid#nyways enjoy!!! as good as quality that tumblr will accept LOL#lyko posts
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process for the dress spread
#sart#cw flashing#apparently i cant reblog with video???#why tumblr#seeing this sped up is actually so funny to me bc this took /so many/ hours#i redrew the blue summer dress so many times#i like watching speeddraws including my own and i forgot i had this saved on my computer o7
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Going through a straight up comical amount of irritating situations to get the stupid 4* guaranteed ticket from the welcome to sekai campaign. It Will Be Mine.
#I’m resuming this tomorrow it’s been hours now I’m just mad#I’m home because my parents are moving to a different state and I needed to pack whatever was left#and for some reason we just keep old devices when we’re done with them#so I borrow an adapter to allow me to connect my ancient unworking iPad mini to my laptop#factory reset it. i have to reset an old email to access the old Apple id to fully reset it.#it won’t connect to the wifi so I have to reset the settings. i find out it’s too old to run pjsk.#i find an old phone that should work. i reset it as well. I’m able to download pjsk & it takes 20 minutes.#pjsk crashes everytime I try to open it. i attempt to run bluestacks on my computer. bluestacks doesn’t have 64 bit for mac yet.#i get a free trial of parallels and download windows onto my laptop. this takes 40 minutes.#i try to download and run bluestacks on that. m1 macs apparently can’t run bluestacks 64 bit through parallels.#i go find the final old phone that I had forgotten about. it takes forever to charge because the charging port is fucked up. i reset it as#well. it can’t connect to wifi. i try a hotspot on my current phone. service is too awful. i try to do wifi sharing from my laptop.#you have to be connected to the router via a cable for that to work.#at this point it has been like 3 hours. I’m giving up because I’ve been down this route before#when I attempted to run 32 bit steam games on m1 mac#(wine64 doesn’t exist for m1 macs yet -> attempt to run boot camp -> boot camp isn’t a thing anymore on Apple silicon -> attempt to run#several different programs that allow me to run windows on a mac. none of them work. ->#look into linux & give up. -> attempt to implement the unfinished/unbottled wine64 code thru terminal. ->#fuck up and delete some important file & have to fix that (misery inducing) -> keep trying. i think I downloaded a Mac coding program at#some point? i realize I have zero coding knowledge and this is a mistake. -> give up and purchase crossover. game doesn’t even work. ->#3 months later update to the latest OS so I can have enough storage to play psychonauts 2. find out the $60 crossover#purchase was a bad idea because ‘heehee crossover doesn’t work on that buy the new version’ (fuck crossover).#my toxic trait is my belief that I can figure out anything via google and sheer stubbornness. usually this is true. occasionally there are#exceptions to this rule. most of them are because owning Apple products is a mistake.#i think if I reset the router tomorrow I can solve this problem but I can also just go elsewhere with better service or wait until I’m home#now it’s a matter of pride. and also free 4*/I have nothing better to do because I’m stuck here until Tuesday.#<- this is all normal behavior by the way. who doesn’t spend 8 hours ramming their head against a problem every once and a while. enrichment#mine#oh I forgot. i also looked into cloning the app but that would cost money for something that might not even work.#‘just log out and make an alt’ and risk losing my account? I’m stupid enough to overwrite it on accident.
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alluka in a headcanon rock band w/ my ocs
#tbh i was having this rolling around in my head for a few days#then i had a few hours and a computer in front of me#so im like 'might as well'#turned out much better than i thought it would!#got all the references pics from pinterest tho#without it#i would be screwed#also i had a complete brain fart moment#i was trying to draw the music notes and forgot what they looked like#but im taking music rn soooo am i stupid or???#was doing this listening to my liked songs on shuffle#didn't think i had so many rock songs in there...#btw this is#aged up#alluka#hxh#fan art#alluka zoldyck#hunter x hunter alluka#my art#gartilexxy
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I was just wondering about your thoughts as a content creator regarding AI?
That's a good question...
I think there are some areas where it's beneficial, but I also fully understand and empathize with the moral/ethical dilemma when you take into account that they're trained with essentially the stolen work of other artists.
Working at a poorer station, if there was an ethically trained AI graphics generator that could help me create some animated graphics for my show, I'd be happy. And I don't mean full, like, animated images. I mean if you watch the news and see quotes pop up on the screen from press releases, or animations of lawsuits that were filed where the pages kind of fly up on screen- those kinds of graphics are what I really need templates for.
Probably going to just go in and try to figure out how to make them myself without billing for the work, just because it would make my life easier... Our in-house graphics designer can't be bothered to do any real work, and he's been busted four times in the year he's been there for using AI to create full images (boss hired her idiot friend with no qualifications and that's what you get).
So like, help generating templates for those that I can customize with the existing brand materials I already have, that would be a wonderful use of AI.
But using it to generate video or full images? No. One, AI isn't at a place where it can do that, and I don't think it ever will be. But two, I think AI is a better tool for data analysis and prediction, like how it's being used in the medical field to help interpret results and find patterns. I don't think it will have a long-term impact on the creation community beyond eventually existing as a kind of template tool.
#ask#i did have to use the AI generated image tool in photoshop last week because my photoshop at work glitched out#and suddenly couldn't create a fucking up arrow- either as text or with the shape tool- it erased 'up' arrows from its entire code#and so I had to use AI to make a tiny up arrow#which I don't feel guilty about because it's an up arrow#it wasn't some fancy graphic#it was#an up arrow#see IT put all these security locks on every computer and forgot to give them a chance to fucking update#so my computer is still running photoshop and premiere 2022 because THE IOS CANNOT UPDATE#so my photoshop glitches out a lot
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@leviiackrman tagged me in this Song + OC style game! Thank you!!!!
Rules: list 5 songs that relate to your oc and 3 outfits they would wear
Elaniel (Star Wars/ misc)
Sun Killer - Spiritbox
Lost in Paradise - Evanescence
Vex - Chelsea Wolfe
Artifact/The Turn - Evanescence
5. Hysteria - Spiritbox
Surion (Destiny)
I Am the Fire - Halestorm
100 Little Deaths - Lilith Czar
River of Fire - In This Moment
Boom - Cassyette
Flame Betide - A Dark Halo
Eisa (Destiny)
This Skin - Stitched Up Heart
Petrichor - Cassyette
The Apparition - Sleep Token
Anomaly - Aviana
As Above So Below - In This Moment
Tagging: @karthonic @elfgremlin @n7viper @aelyosos and whoever has ocs they want to show off!!!
#i did not see the tag right away i am so sorry!!!!!#and then i had to bust out the ol laptop and youtube to find song links lol#and all the images are straight up those stolen ones that get passed around by all the pinterest girlies lmao#i have ocs with more varied fashion but i dont have songs for them rn so i went with the ones taking up the most space in my brain#and i forgot what my blog looks like off mobile holy shit sorry computer tumblrs i havent updated this in YEARS
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omg im surprised you replied at all 😭 i'll definitely keep an eye out for you!!
not many legends arceus rps going on out there <\3
[Haha, surprise! It's a bit of a roll of the dice with tumblr, isn't it? I only saw this ask because I thought to check for more- no notifs on my end for most things. I can imagine the rp blogs have died out a lot since the initial influx- I don't really see a whole lot of new stuff crossing my dash these days, just the really dedicated people. I wish you luck in your legends endeavors!]
#Ahh... entropy.#the other side of the coin || ooc#today’s destination is… || answered#I forgot I had a tag specifically for asks. Maybe i should pull the blog back up on my computer sometime.#I think i'll just start attaching random ingo doodles to asks from now on#as a treat
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put the incredible anger I felt this morning into action and blocked over 500 empty blogs off my follower list and it was indeed very calming and therapeutic
#had to get up so fucking early only for the participant to cancel their study session 10 minutes prior :)))#and of course I forgot my laptop at home today too so I couldn’t really work on something else during the time I’ve been wasting here#logged into the lab computer for it lol
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Session 0 of new DND group complete,,,, taking 10 hour nap now goodnight
#the duck quacks#that was very. hm. scuffed.#my computer straight up stopped working 15 min before the session which hm. FUN. good ol risk of losing a fuck ton of data.#then instead i grabbed my laptop and got locked out of my alt KRJFJF (I wanted to share screen to explain stuff. which i need an alt for bc#my laptop has a broken mic and i need my phone to talk)#which led into me spending 15 entire minutes trying to logg into my account only to eventually straight up make a new one#then while explaining stuff the anxiety kicked in so i was talking super fast and i dont think anyone... caught what i wqs saying#also i forgot several important points#but hey im making a better summary of everything to post so KFJFJFK#character creation was alr. and by alr i mean my laptop had no battery left and i lost my charger so i tried to kinda explain how to make#a dndbeyond character sheet through the phone. it was not. bery preactical. but at the description section we chilled out and started just#chatting and goofing ab characters which was nice and led us to playing for longer than we thought#still gotta plan the actual first session tho but its gonna be in like 2 weeks bc several people are going on vacations#but overall decent session. very fucking scuffed but it was nice to chat
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me after eating the salsa i spilled off the floor
#just me hi#brother. the lid was stuck. and i had no forces on my side Lmao [<- in a deep state of mourning]#the thing flipped upside down.. i got some on my sleeve somehow?? i'm wearing a t-shirt so like. how'd that happen lol#and now i'm eating salsa-less tortilla chips.. who hated the world so much that i can taste the salt plains on them.... hgfbshf#/anyway chess started saying 'no it's fine off the top actually look' and he started scooping some off the top Hbfvhahdkksh#if either of us get sick you know why. the floor salsa will come for us all one day hbgvfha#//anyway i'm back on my kartrider kick loll :>>>#forgot how much i like that game! can only play with one sibling because it stresses the others out GFdvzhfhns#we have a club and it's. well it's not thriving hdbdbhs - but regardless it's cool :3#i've gotten some new personal bests which is cool!! didn't think i'd get back into swing so quick but yee :D#anyway my user is Rumour if anybody here knows what i'm talking about lollll#//ye :3 i gotta go check my other things now hfbsfh#haven't been on my computer and that's where i live so i always end up in a sort of cocoon when this happens lol#it's a cozy cocoon though. yea :)#anywho yea. toodles :D
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there's a certain quality the harmonies of like... early to mid 2000s alt rock has. which i am obsessed with... like i wanna do that. i NEED to figure out how to write harmonies that sound like that
#ari opinion hour#i sort of understand it but not necessarily well enough to do it on command#i think i sort of achieved the sound of it with my blaseball winter exchange song i did for snow but specifically only in the very last bit#like only with the 'im not alive anymore' part#(which sidenote i wish id had the second half faster + w more drive but its not like that was like a full recording which i could do)#i think i just need my music to have more teeth in general cause it scratches an itch that i think i must have developed due to some aspect#of music school. its probably my dissatisfaction with the attitudes in the classical world#<- which understand i say that in the same way that like my jazz prof does. the classical world doesnt have enough teeth nor enough#understanding of the way in which music is like. another art. and art needs to be able to have teeth and use elements normally regarded as#''undesirable'' on purpose because art is there to make you feel emotions and not just the positive ones and not just sadness or anger in#terms of the negative ones#art is there to make u feel ALL extant emotions and that includes boredom disgust fear jealousy pity cowardice apathy overwhelmedness etc#also the classical world i find often forgets what the word ''play'' means#i am of the opinion that perfection is a waste of time if i wanted perfect i'd ask a computer to do it for me. i want real#anyway. i forgot what this post was even about lol point is i need to figure out how to write harmonies that have that soaring quality that#like. you can hear it in like helena by mcr and wake me up by evanescence and stuff. and frankly most of the songs on three cheers for swee#revenge which i am listening to now for the first time. i need to learn more about this stuff maybe ill listen to the evanescence album tha#song is from next.#or something i should really be working on my essay but theres no way i wont have it done in time which is good i think i just mostly have#to worry about sources and stuff but even that should be relatively easy i think
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