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something about Maurice(1987) and how it made me realize i do not want to spend my life alone and that i do in fact crave deeper more emotional bonds with those around me, the type of bond that blurs the lines of platonic and romantic like i want to know who I'm spending time with. some homoeroticism bullshit yknow?
and something about Sherlock Holmes(specifically Elementary) that made me realize I'm actually aro-ace and that I've been repressing those feelings. and more so that i really really want a QPR, someone to go crazy for in a platonic way yknow? someone who just gets me yeah?
#OH GOD why cant i just tell my crush what im feeling as well#like UGH i barely skirted the line of telling her how i felt when i told her about Maurice last night#she agreed that she longs for things but she dosent know why or what#while im here like 🧍♀️#because that whole time i was talking about her the person i want to travel with is her#the person i want to spend the rest of my life with is HER#and to see her talk about how she also longs like i do#and that she actually gets the way im feeling#OH GOD my whole situation makes me believe there is a person for everyone#and this is my person#however i just havent told her that i feel like that#and thats so frustrating UGH#but its fine#i think i will this next hang out we go on lol#forgot i had this up on my computer#so i'm posting it now#aro flux#ace flux#love is love#lesbian#nonbinary#queer love#maurice 1987#cbs elementary
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Memories of the past.
#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wei ying#lan zhan#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#myart#wow wangxian how rare can you believe it?#yeah... you'll know why I drew them soon hehehe#ANYWAY I love them actually even if I don't draw them often#also tumblr is doing something with the colors and I'm not sure if it's actually what I think it is but eh#I was frantically looking for yiling laozu references while drawing this and then I look up from my computer and there's his face on my wal#I forgot I had official art in my wall of prints#can you believe I drew this last week and forgot to post it?#edit: turns out tumblr is really sensitive to wether or not an image is in rgb or cmyn
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POV you're being lectured by someone who talks with their hands [id in alt]
+bonus gaang reaction
#sokka#sokka fanart#atla#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender fanart#avatar fanart#avatar#myart#i had way more details. had to restrain myself#sokka talks with his hands ok#I drew sokka as older and then completely forgot and drew the gaang as their younger selves so just imagine that it's been going on since#they were teens#SO done with the colors. they look super washed out on my phone and darker on my computer. i give up#gaang fanart
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#da#dragon age#dai#dragon age inquisition#solas#solas dragon age#🌱#his little head tilt IM SICKKKKKKKKKK#this is from months ago i totally forgot i had this on my computer#and when i found it i teared up hes just so important to me. words do not suffice
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#krilldraws#inanimate insanity#objectober 2024#fan ii#soap ii#tissues ii#candle ii#lightbulb ii#spool objectified#citrus objectified#thats so many character#im not tagging the characters on the boards because they are. barely visible#neways HOOO boy this one was crazy#its formated a little weird but i had fun making it and thats what matters#I forgot to add a few things but im drawing these on p limited time#neways spool and citrus are here because i wanted to do a “we're breaking up” Nikacado Avocado thumbnail. and i thought they fit that#i think this one and cider gum were my favorites because they were so fun to draw#next 2~ days will probably be traditional art because im gonna be busy and wont have much time to be on my computer.
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IMMATERIAL GIRLS (ANYHOW, ANY PLACE) ft. @magbay's johanna
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 render#sims 4 render#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#magbay#i forgot how annoying setting up videos for tvs were X_X#had to just leave my computer on the entire night to render the tv vid#nyways enjoy!!! as good as quality that tumblr will accept LOL#lyko posts
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process for the dress spread
#sart#cw flashing#apparently i cant reblog with video???#why tumblr#seeing this sped up is actually so funny to me bc this took /so many/ hours#i redrew the blue summer dress so many times#i like watching speeddraws including my own and i forgot i had this saved on my computer o7
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Going through a straight up comical amount of irritating situations to get the stupid 4* guaranteed ticket from the welcome to sekai campaign. It Will Be Mine.
#I’m resuming this tomorrow it’s been hours now I’m just mad#I’m home because my parents are moving to a different state and I needed to pack whatever was left#and for some reason we just keep old devices when we’re done with them#so I borrow an adapter to allow me to connect my ancient unworking iPad mini to my laptop#factory reset it. i have to reset an old email to access the old Apple id to fully reset it.#it won’t connect to the wifi so I have to reset the settings. i find out it’s too old to run pjsk.#i find an old phone that should work. i reset it as well. I’m able to download pjsk & it takes 20 minutes.#pjsk crashes everytime I try to open it. i attempt to run bluestacks on my computer. bluestacks doesn’t have 64 bit for mac yet.#i get a free trial of parallels and download windows onto my laptop. this takes 40 minutes.#i try to download and run bluestacks on that. m1 macs apparently can’t run bluestacks 64 bit through parallels.#i go find the final old phone that I had forgotten about. it takes forever to charge because the charging port is fucked up. i reset it as#well. it can’t connect to wifi. i try a hotspot on my current phone. service is too awful. i try to do wifi sharing from my laptop.#you have to be connected to the router via a cable for that to work.#at this point it has been like 3 hours. I’m giving up because I’ve been down this route before#when I attempted to run 32 bit steam games on m1 mac#(wine64 doesn’t exist for m1 macs yet -> attempt to run boot camp -> boot camp isn’t a thing anymore on Apple silicon -> attempt to run#several different programs that allow me to run windows on a mac. none of them work. ->#look into linux & give up. -> attempt to implement the unfinished/unbottled wine64 code thru terminal. ->#fuck up and delete some important file & have to fix that (misery inducing) -> keep trying. i think I downloaded a Mac coding program at#some point? i realize I have zero coding knowledge and this is a mistake. -> give up and purchase crossover. game doesn’t even work. ->#3 months later update to the latest OS so I can have enough storage to play psychonauts 2. find out the $60 crossover#purchase was a bad idea because ‘heehee crossover doesn’t work on that buy the new version’ (fuck crossover).#my toxic trait is my belief that I can figure out anything via google and sheer stubbornness. usually this is true. occasionally there are#exceptions to this rule. most of them are because owning Apple products is a mistake.#i think if I reset the router tomorrow I can solve this problem but I can also just go elsewhere with better service or wait until I’m home#now it’s a matter of pride. and also free 4*/I have nothing better to do because I’m stuck here until Tuesday.#<- this is all normal behavior by the way. who doesn’t spend 8 hours ramming their head against a problem every once and a while. enrichment#mine#oh I forgot. i also looked into cloning the app but that would cost money for something that might not even work.#‘just log out and make an alt’ and risk losing my account? I’m stupid enough to overwrite it on accident.
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alluka in a headcanon rock band w/ my ocs
#tbh i was having this rolling around in my head for a few days#then i had a few hours and a computer in front of me#so im like 'might as well'#turned out much better than i thought it would!#got all the references pics from pinterest tho#without it#i would be screwed#also i had a complete brain fart moment#i was trying to draw the music notes and forgot what they looked like#but im taking music rn soooo am i stupid or???#was doing this listening to my liked songs on shuffle#didn't think i had so many rock songs in there...#btw this is#aged up#alluka#hxh#fan art#alluka zoldyck#hunter x hunter alluka#my art#gartilexxy
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@leviiackrman tagged me in this Song + OC style game! Thank you!!!!
Rules: list 5 songs that relate to your oc and 3 outfits they would wear
Elaniel (Star Wars/ misc)
Sun Killer - Spiritbox
Lost in Paradise - Evanescence
Vex - Chelsea Wolfe
Artifact/The Turn - Evanescence
5. Hysteria - Spiritbox
Surion (Destiny)
I Am the Fire - Halestorm
100 Little Deaths - Lilith Czar
River of Fire - In This Moment
Boom - Cassyette
Flame Betide - A Dark Halo
Eisa (Destiny)
This Skin - Stitched Up Heart
Petrichor - Cassyette
The Apparition - Sleep Token
Anomaly - Aviana
As Above So Below - In This Moment
Tagging: @karthonic @elfgremlin @n7viper @aelyosos and whoever has ocs they want to show off!!!
#i did not see the tag right away i am so sorry!!!!!#and then i had to bust out the ol laptop and youtube to find song links lol#and all the images are straight up those stolen ones that get passed around by all the pinterest girlies lmao#i have ocs with more varied fashion but i dont have songs for them rn so i went with the ones taking up the most space in my brain#and i forgot what my blog looks like off mobile holy shit sorry computer tumblrs i havent updated this in YEARS
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omg im surprised you replied at all 😭 i'll definitely keep an eye out for you!!
not many legends arceus rps going on out there <\3
[Haha, surprise! It's a bit of a roll of the dice with tumblr, isn't it? I only saw this ask because I thought to check for more- no notifs on my end for most things. I can imagine the rp blogs have died out a lot since the initial influx- I don't really see a whole lot of new stuff crossing my dash these days, just the really dedicated people. I wish you luck in your legends endeavors!]
#Ahh... entropy.#the other side of the coin || ooc#today’s destination is… || answered#I forgot I had a tag specifically for asks. Maybe i should pull the blog back up on my computer sometime.#I think i'll just start attaching random ingo doodles to asks from now on#as a treat
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put the incredible anger I felt this morning into action and blocked over 500 empty blogs off my follower list and it was indeed very calming and therapeutic
#had to get up so fucking early only for the participant to cancel their study session 10 minutes prior :)))#and of course I forgot my laptop at home today too so I couldn’t really work on something else during the time I’ve been wasting here#logged into the lab computer for it lol
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Session 0 of new DND group complete,,,, taking 10 hour nap now goodnight
#the duck quacks#that was very. hm. scuffed.#my computer straight up stopped working 15 min before the session which hm. FUN. good ol risk of losing a fuck ton of data.#then instead i grabbed my laptop and got locked out of my alt KRJFJF (I wanted to share screen to explain stuff. which i need an alt for bc#my laptop has a broken mic and i need my phone to talk)#which led into me spending 15 entire minutes trying to logg into my account only to eventually straight up make a new one#then while explaining stuff the anxiety kicked in so i was talking super fast and i dont think anyone... caught what i wqs saying#also i forgot several important points#but hey im making a better summary of everything to post so KFJFJFK#character creation was alr. and by alr i mean my laptop had no battery left and i lost my charger so i tried to kinda explain how to make#a dndbeyond character sheet through the phone. it was not. bery preactical. but at the description section we chilled out and started just#chatting and goofing ab characters which was nice and led us to playing for longer than we thought#still gotta plan the actual first session tho but its gonna be in like 2 weeks bc several people are going on vacations#but overall decent session. very fucking scuffed but it was nice to chat
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me after eating the salsa i spilled off the floor
#just me hi#brother. the lid was stuck. and i had no forces on my side Lmao [<- in a deep state of mourning]#the thing flipped upside down.. i got some on my sleeve somehow?? i'm wearing a t-shirt so like. how'd that happen lol#and now i'm eating salsa-less tortilla chips.. who hated the world so much that i can taste the salt plains on them.... hgfbshf#/anyway chess started saying 'no it's fine off the top actually look' and he started scooping some off the top Hbfvhahdkksh#if either of us get sick you know why. the floor salsa will come for us all one day hbgvfha#//anyway i'm back on my kartrider kick loll :>>>#forgot how much i like that game! can only play with one sibling because it stresses the others out GFdvzhfhns#we have a club and it's. well it's not thriving hdbdbhs - but regardless it's cool :3#i've gotten some new personal bests which is cool!! didn't think i'd get back into swing so quick but yee :D#anyway my user is Rumour if anybody here knows what i'm talking about lollll#//ye :3 i gotta go check my other things now hfbsfh#haven't been on my computer and that's where i live so i always end up in a sort of cocoon when this happens lol#it's a cozy cocoon though. yea :)#anywho yea. toodles :D
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there's a certain quality the harmonies of like... early to mid 2000s alt rock has. which i am obsessed with... like i wanna do that. i NEED to figure out how to write harmonies that sound like that
#ari opinion hour#i sort of understand it but not necessarily well enough to do it on command#i think i sort of achieved the sound of it with my blaseball winter exchange song i did for snow but specifically only in the very last bit#like only with the 'im not alive anymore' part#(which sidenote i wish id had the second half faster + w more drive but its not like that was like a full recording which i could do)#i think i just need my music to have more teeth in general cause it scratches an itch that i think i must have developed due to some aspect#of music school. its probably my dissatisfaction with the attitudes in the classical world#<- which understand i say that in the same way that like my jazz prof does. the classical world doesnt have enough teeth nor enough#understanding of the way in which music is like. another art. and art needs to be able to have teeth and use elements normally regarded as#''undesirable'' on purpose because art is there to make you feel emotions and not just the positive ones and not just sadness or anger in#terms of the negative ones#art is there to make u feel ALL extant emotions and that includes boredom disgust fear jealousy pity cowardice apathy overwhelmedness etc#also the classical world i find often forgets what the word ''play'' means#i am of the opinion that perfection is a waste of time if i wanted perfect i'd ask a computer to do it for me. i want real#anyway. i forgot what this post was even about lol point is i need to figure out how to write harmonies that have that soaring quality that#like. you can hear it in like helena by mcr and wake me up by evanescence and stuff. and frankly most of the songs on three cheers for swee#revenge which i am listening to now for the first time. i need to learn more about this stuff maybe ill listen to the evanescence album tha#song is from next.#or something i should really be working on my essay but theres no way i wont have it done in time which is good i think i just mostly have#to worry about sources and stuff but even that should be relatively easy i think
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I just rolled back-to-back nat 1's on BOTH my attack rolls this turn. Thank fuck I have some levels in fighter and didn't use my action surge last session, cause I would have been SO MAD. (And to make matters worse, after my first action surge attack, the damn slug had ONE hit point left.)
#morrigan.text#morrigan plays dnd#campaign: balance of the elements#oh and not related to dnd but I already had to dip out of the session for 15-20 minutes to set up my other computer#because the computer I was using's charger broke and it refused to charge and only had 6% battery left...#AND I forgot my learner's permit at my mom's house.#today has NOT been my day.#these creatures have SUCH low AC too. Especially because I have a +9 to hit right now cause I took a potion of stone giant strength.#they're literally slugs and slime creatures. They're not hard to hit.
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