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yeah, if you're really friends then a confession won't change anything whateverrr but. what if it does.
#it's past nine o'clock don't take any of this seriously#i'm not. relationship material i know that in my heart. though i've been accidentally ghosting people less and less with the reintroduction#of my meds and shit. i don't think anybody would ever actually want to kiss and love and hold me without expectation#it doesn't help that they don't live in my country and that isn't an option ANYWAY 😔 like. who gives a shit even at this point#my last (and only) relationship objectively sucked because we were the most 14 14y/os on the planet and i'm still#emotionally and socially stunted#and educationally too. yes am i starting college BUT i'll be a year late. and fucking stressed about it#i'm not. relationship material and YOU DON'T WANT ME and even if you did we're so far away that it doesn't FUCKING MATTER#and it's only ever really been you. it's only been you. for six years of my fucking life it's been you and i'm. not that good to you#even though i want you so bad it literally makes me stupid#vent#delete later#for the love of fuck delete later#just autistic greyromantic things 🤪
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Watched a playthrough of Mouthwashing. Adding it to my list of "examples why "walking sims" are actually the best at telling complex and character-focused narratives in video games."
I think the game really justified its genre of gameplay and took advantage in really creative and inspiring ways. Like through the use of interactive metaphor: in a sort of dream sequence, you're told to "take responsibility," but every time you turn around to start walking you're reset. So you have to "take responsibility" by walking backwards and refusing to look where you're going.
I hope this game inspires more writers and devs to look into the walking sim genre and its interactive potential to tell their stories.
#personal#delete later#i hate that “walking sim” was a derogatory term walking sims are fucking awesome i love curated but interactive narrative experiences yippe
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Hate it when people erase Dick and Clark’s relationship. "Dick doesn't have a super" ummm actually he does. It's Clark. "Superman and Batman are the World's Finest" WRONG. World's Finest is Superman and Batman and Robin. Clark and Dick are as close as Clark and Bruce. This has been a PSA
#DC#DCU#DC Comics#Dick Grayson#Bruce Wayne#Clark Kent#Nightwing#Batman#Robin#Superman#Robin I#World's Finest#My meta#Dick: has a superhero name derived from a Kryptonian legend which Clark told him#Clark: literally trusts people instantly because Dick vouches for them#Some people: Clark and Dick only interact with each other through Bruce#Like what do you mean what the fuck do you meeeeean#They are UNCLE and NEPHEW and they are BEST FRIENDS goddammit#Clark loves Dick literally just as much as he loves Bruce#Delete later#Maybe
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Fuck anyone who makes jokes about a crash that literally sent a driver to hospital.
Max's crash at Silverstone is the third most severe crash we've had in F1 in the past five years (most severe being Grosjean's in Bahrain 2020, followed by Zhou's in Silverstone 2022).
Additionally, the fact he was sent to the hospital at all is significant as Silverstone has its own medical facility on the grounds. It says everything that even as a precautionary measure, Max (+ Alex & Zhou the following year) was sent to the nearest hospital instead.
Do not for a single second take a driver walking away from a severe crash for granted. Sometimes, the miracles don't happen. Sometimes, a driver doesn't walk away unscathed. You do not want to be watching when the worst-case scenario becomes a real possibility, or worse; a reality.
If the like from Lando's dad is real... I have nothing else to say, from the bottom of my heart; FUCK YOU!
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#fuck sky sports#if that like is real i don't have the fucking words#the sheer fucking privilege#the bitch slap he deserves my god if its real#there's so many people who have lost someone in a crash who would do anything for it to be just a joke#just something for a bit or meme or some shit#so their loved one could come home so their loved one would be alive#like ffs your son walked away from his worst crash which was at spa#there's at least 50 families who weren't so lucky at that track#I'm probably going to delete this later because I'm getting angrier and more upset#but its because i lived the other end i didn't get a miracle#we'll leave it at that
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i just wanna say thank you to Sebastian Stan for giving us this because now people keep saying that this is what Lee Bodecker looks under that sheriff uniform and oh fuck, now i can't stop thinking about it.
#I AM GOING FUCKING FERAL ISTG#I LOVE THAT SHITTY MAN SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA#deleting this later#sebastian stan#lee bodecker
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my friend practically DRAGGED me into watching transformers one and i was like FINE. you owe me one. I’ll give this a chance
my eyes are opened. I cant believe it. I guess i am transformed. It’s peak
#my maternal instinct kicks in as soon as i saw bumblebee. what the fuck#LAHSKABDSKDBKDDJFKDK#alright. perhaps ill give this franchise a go#LMAOOOOO#this is so fucking surprising. i avoided it like virus bc it seems stupid but NOW LOOK WHO’S STUPID. i am.#JAHDJDJFJFJFJFKFKFKFKF#never in a million years would I thought that i would love a Transformers ™ movie. life works in mysterious ways#delete later
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Okay. I have a lot to explain. First:
Listen- I am REALLY sorry for not drawing a lot. For the last month (by this point it’s probably been a month), I’ve been really, really behind on drawing and TSAMS lore. I don’t really feel that I’m apart of the fandom anymore. I just lost all my energy to actually dedicate myself to the lore of the show. I feel exhausted. Plus, school isn’t helping. For the last two weeks it’s been kind of hard for me, I mean aside from my trip, but then I had to catch up on work then do 1 project. I had two tests today.
Art block is hitting hard and I hope you understand. I just feel like I want to draw, I have a lot of ideas, I just can never get a result I actually like. It’s a process of drawing and deleting all my progress. I feel like it’s either 1., I make too much art, which in turn exhausts me further, or 2., I don’t make art at all. I’ve just been lurking around Tumblr and going around, like “oh I’m so going to draw this”, but I’m realizing that I definitely do not have enough energy to draw anything TSBS right now.
My main focus at the moment is school and school only. I hope you understand this because I had a shit ton of late work I had to do from the days I missed while I was away (7 fucking pages), and I had to zoom through that, THEN I had the science test. I had my math test today and I did well and now I’m tired af. I just don’t feel like drawing in general, period. Coloring maybe, but I just have too many things to do OUTSIDE of drawing online on here. Basically this is just me taking a small break. I’m sorry that content may be slower on my account, but I feel like I need this or else I will eventually just actually pass out from the stress. No one did nothing wrong aside from me. I’m just torturing myself. My brain hurts and my sleep schedule is damaged. Planning events is NOT fun and every weekend, I seriously just want a break, but OH someone’s coming over or we’re doing something or we’re going somewhere. I seriously cannot take a break unless I have NOTHING TO DO, which is kind of impossible considering my mother’s plans.
I just don’t feel like drawing. I feel like I’m starting to sleep more early everyday. My mind is a mess. It hurts. It hurts.
I’m just so sorry about this. I hope you guys understand I may not be in the best mental state (even if I act like I’m not, and same at with school, @kiwikay3 …), and I don’t feel like drawing for a bit. Just expect me to give you updates once in a while and maybe that’s it. Just don’t expect a ton of content or doodles from me.
This problem has nothing to do with you guys, I just want you to know this and know what to expect from me from now on. I’ll catch up with all my art requests and things like that eventually, I just feel like school has taken a toll on me. On my health. But, just myself overall. I don’t want anyone to worry. I’ll probably be active less and less so it’s fine if you unfollow me or something because I feel like I’ve already failed you all, and I’ve already reached the peak of my art journey (mid-October or so). I’m so sorry but I feel like when I write these I just get so emotional and I can’t really describe any of it in words. I’m probably going to sleep after this before I actually start crying. I’m actually so annoyed and sad and I just feel so many emotions. My brother is not helping, because HE does not care about his physical health so me and my parents do instead.
Sorry. Thank you all.
I feel like I’m going to have a mental breakdown fuck i hate this
#TW vent#tsams#important#-#I just want you guys to know what’s going on#for now at least#I’ll probably be in a better mood later.#thank you and sorry.#I know this timing is pretty inconvenient#I’ll try to draw more#but I’m never satisfied#with how it turns out#so I delete it#and the cycle continues#and it’s like it starts melting my brain#I’m so stressed#I’m already crying oh my fucking god#i hate this#but I love you guys#I love you guys so much#thank you.#my brain hurts#it hurts#it hurts.#it hurts..#fuck#oh my god I need a break#I feel like shit#-kin
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Warriors who knows he’s gorgeous and uses it to his advantage vs. Time who’s the most stunning man on the planet but completely unaware of it and is just absolutely oblivious to the fact that he gets hit on almost every single time he, Wars, and Twi go out for drinks because he honest to god just thinks people are being nice and friendly
and no matter how many times someone (Warriors) has been like “hey man, they were fucking flirting with you”, he is unable to recognize it the next time it happens. Warriors thinks he a lost cause, and Malon has definitely sat there more than once and watched someone hit on Time and shoot their shot, not realizing he’s married. and she just laughed her ass off because Time wouldn’t get the hint if it slapped him in the fucking face, bless his heart, and she’s had to go and rescue him because he just seriously cannot tell when people are hitting on him. He’s definitely embarrassed about it every single time it happens, but he just does not get it
is he smooth as fuck when HE’S flirting with his wife? absolutely. can he figure out when anyone is flirting with him? absolutely not.
#he is a genius but not when it comes to social clues#Malon definitely had to grab him by the face and go ‘I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF OUR LIVES TOGETHER’#because otherwise he’d just sit there kicking rocks around convinced she didn’t like him back#she never has to worry about him cheating#because he’s more likely to start infodumping thinking he’s made a new friend because he completely misread someone’s intentions#/j#but also /srs 😭#(i mean also because he loves her so so so so much and he’s incredibly fucking loyal)#he would never cheat on his wife 😭#god my head hurts so bad i don’t think this is even coherent#might delete later who knows#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu time#jes talks#lu headcanons
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I just had the absolute shittiest day of my life so I need to think extra hard about my soppy wet cat blorbos to cancel out the shit
Sorry for the tmi in the tags <3
#I HAD A 13 HOURS FLIGHT AND THEN I FORGOT MY SUPER IMPORTANT DRAWING TUBE THAT HAD HALF MY UNIVERSITY PORTFOLIO IN IT#AND I FREAKED OUT SO HARD AND RAN SO FAST THAT I FELT FUCKING RANCID SICK- and then I got on the airport bus like:#huh I actually dont feel that bad BLAKROEYCJWIF#<- that was me puking because i puked in front of a bus full of people#I'M SORRY MR. BUS DRIVER FOR YOUR BUS#Anyways#i love you mom for dealing with my bullshit so nicely#you are the best mom ever i love u so much <3<3<3 ouagdh#tw vomit#tw emetophobia#tw emeto ment#<- i think that's the puke phobia idrk- pls let me know!!#anyways sorry for the tmi <3#delete later
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long time no usami and one.
#love the stalker x magical girl dynamic#they're so me#anyways#I FUCKING HATE ONE#LEAVE MY GIRLFRIEND ALONE!!!!!!#wip or something#delete later
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me rn. the lack of Sol and Jecki content (and the Sol slander) is getting to me chat
Din and Grogu is not a question here u know damn well i'll draw them whenever the vision hits me
#LH interviews got me angry and im doubling down on loving him#fuck you LH and Acolyte u will never make me hate my dad or the jedi#venting on main might delete later#yapping in hyperspace#not art
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aaa my buddy is slowly pulling me back into tales of vesperia OTL
idk if i have time to play it again anytime soon sadly, but i definitely want to redraw/ revamp some of my old art of it and make some new *3*
suddenly all my memories from loving judith and raven are rushing back to me... ughh i forgot how rare they are but i guess i'm not unfamiliar with super rare ships so
i'll become my own provider once more XD
#delete later#tales of vesperia#idk i just feel like they missed a great opportunity between these two T_T#would have love to see raven breakthrough and have judith being his new flame or something... i want more than just the flirting XD#i almsot wanna make a doujin / fan comic for them T0T plus omg they got my favorite color themes#something bettwen like 20-30 pages...#i hope i can make this old dream happen someday#popular or not i really don't care anymore#if it makes ME happy and who knows#maybe liek 1 other person then its all good#aw fuck i almsot forgot i rly gotta finish those meloghia ones theyve been laying around for the past 5 or 6 yers now UGH
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Powerpuff Girls is really great.
#i wasn't allowed to watch cartoons as a kid so i missed out on all of these#tulli showed me some of their fav episodes as a kid and they're fucking hilarious#SO mean too so fucking meanspirited it's really really funny#i love the upa revival style too and how you can see pencil markings and paint under the lineart in the cels in earlier eps#it all feels very homemade#personal#delete later#prof utonium is hot too
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Continued in the reblog
#so uhh#might delete this later#but#tumblr friends#tumblr moots#or literally anyone who sees this#im fucking panicking#so my parents are abusive#always has been and always will be#honestly it took a whole process for me to come to terms#with the fact that they are abusive#but anyway#my plan was always simple#i find an international uni#so i get away from them#im literally running away from them#that's always been the plan#and its in motion already#ive already applied to unis#just waiting to be accepted (so i can finally run away)#now i have a younger sister#shes my life#literally#i love her the most#i always assumed#that if i ran away#she would be fine#afterall my parents treat her really well#at least compared to me#but then today
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I literally just had the thought "I'm sorry I draw so much sexy art" and then I was like what the fuck? No I'm not. You all followed me you know what you're getting into.. you can unfollow me any time you want... What do I have to be sorry about. In fact. You're welcome for all the sexy art. Congratulations you've won by being here and getting to see it.
#people ask me how im so confident about my artz#and the answer is. i do this shit all day#my brain is like wow wtf am i doing#and i reply to myself like A GOOD JOB DMBASS!!!!!#been years and years of it though#the thoughts are far weaker now#and my thoughts about my skills and my whatever are much stronger#but#the thoughts never stop.#they never stop completely#and at least once a week it gets hard...#and definitely once a month it gets very hard#but we persist#because its worth it#to love ourselves is worth it#and my art. however weird people tell me it is. however much they ask me to stop#my art is a part of me#so loving it is not just good and right snd just#it is necessary for my survival!#there is not much better work to be done than to learn how to love yourself#its fucking hard#but its worth it#text post#delete later#im sick so no filter lol#normally i keep this shit to myself!
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hmm. brainrot. toxic yaoi edition
#pokemon xy#perfectworldshipping#professor sycamore#lysandre pokemon#i hate lysandre. but i also have become insufferable about him#(by which i mean i love him btw)#pokemon fanart#mine#my art#pkmn#i might delete this but we'll see how i feel later#perfworld has fucking ruined me#im like over a decade late#but they've consumed me. just ask my roommate. shes had to deal with it ahdksbfldbg
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