#for the last time…

[starified-lizzy]

Are you seriously fucking kidding me right now.

TW// very broad mention of abuse, venting

First the issues with smile bitch, now…

God I don’t even wanna type his name because what the fuck…

Dude- I grew up watching his shit, as most of us did, and- once again- like most of us- he kept us from just… not being here anymore.

Now with the whole situation that I literally just found out about today because I don’t watch twitch anymore- or watch MCYT in general anymore besides occasional Hardcore survivals from unrelated creators, and now I just… I feel like my entire world is ending.

He seemed like such a kind guy, and on paper- with what we were shown, he was.

Hell- I even wrote old ass fanfics relating around that motherfucker because he was such a comfort for me.

First- we loose Techno, then we loose Dream from the allegations, and now we loose him from a confirmation from himself that he has abused someone he claimed to love.

I don’t think I’ll be around online much after this, at least for a little bit. I think I’m in denial right now, as im sure most people who viewed him as a comfort in the past are right now. It’ll only get worse from here, I can tell. I can’t even imagine what his- now past- friends are feeling right now. If im feeling whatever the fuck this is right now, I can only imagine how they feel, as they were the closest to him…

The fact I’ve considered continuing and finishing some old fics that included him hurts so fucking bad, because those fics are my babies, I loved them, but now- because he’s in there, I’m practically forced to shove a 10ft pole between us because it’s just a- damned if I do damned if I don’t situation. I’m damned if I do because, personally, it’ll hurt me beyond words, but if I do try to continue them, I’ll be damned because then I’ll be seen as a supporter.

I don’t support people who’d abuse others for their sheer amusement, and that fact hurts, because I have so much merch and related things that I got because of him. I don’t want to get rid of it, because that would hurt, and I don’t want to have to explain to my parents that the CC that I used to adore and look up to is an abuser, but I don’t want to keep those reminders of him visible in my room.

I have a comfort character… Saline… who was based off of him. I can’t let them go like that. I’m not gonna just… scrap/trash a character because one of the guys they’re based off of is an asshole… especially when that character has helped me with my own shit so many times… if I have to get rid of anything regarding him, Saline is the one that stays. I refuse to get rid of them.

I support Shubble, and, while I may have never watched her content, I always will. Letting him go as someone I severely looked up to will hurt like hell, I know that. But… time will hopefully lessen the pain as it goes on…

(Please don’t reply with “tips” on what I should do. I wish to handle this how I choose to, and there’s a good possibility that your suggestions will just hurt even more and for longer)

[roboticnebula]

Pros of re-reading your own fic

a good time;

Has exactly the tropes you like and the characterization you want to read;

Gratification: yes you did finish a thing and yes you did do good;

just a very fun time all around.

Cons of re-reading your own fic:

Is that another TYpO

[mochasucculent]

Dumb thing that would not leave my brain

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Knowledge Revenge.

[fly-chicken]

A Pragmatic and surprisingly comforting perspective about the Trump 2nd Presidency from the ACLU

***Apologies if this is how you found out the 2024 election results***

Blacked out part is my name.

I’m not going to let this make me give up. It’s disheartening, and today I will wallow, probably tomorrow too

AND

I will continue to do my part in my community to spread the activism and promote change for the world I want to live in. I want to change the world AND help with the dishes.

And I won’t let an orange pit stain be what stops me from trying to be better.

A link to donate to the ACLU if able and inclined. I know I am

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

girl why the hell WEREN'T you at the devil's sacrament 👀 that's three sacraments in a row you've missed 👀 👀 👀

[destiel-news-channel]

[Image ID: The Destiel confession meme edited so that Dean answers 'We now have a second moon!' to Cas' 'I love you'. /End ID]

The asteroid 2024 PT5 will orbit earth for approximately 2 months until November 25. According to NASA this temporary capture will start right at this moment (September 29, 19:54 UTC) if tumblr queued this right. source link

[someonesrealityshifting]

Small thing that breaks my heart:

When I was in third grade, I told this boy that it would be my birthday in four days, and he said, “okay, then I’ll buy you flowers.” Four days later he comes up to me and says, “my mom wouldn’t let me get flowers but I found you this violet in the grass.” That in and of itself was iconic and so so sweet, but it gets better.

A month later, I had to move, and because it was third grade, the teacher made everyone write me letters to say goodbye. His said, “I hope you have so much fun in your new house that you forget about me. I hope that you’re always happy and you never miss us. I’m sorry I never gave you flowers, but I can give you some now.” And he fucking. Drew me flowers.

No, Joey, I never forgot you. You are the reason I have standards in this life, and I’m so grateful to have known you. I hope you’re happy, wherever you are, and I hope that the rest of your days are filled with as much joy as you gave to me. I spilled water on the card about five years ago, and half of it is a a jumbled mess now, but I still have it. It’s the only card I still have.

The funny thing is this dude and I hardly ever interacted. I knew he played football because he was on the town’s kids’ team and my brother was on the middle school team, and I knew he was one of, like, three Joeys in our year. I had a crush on him but obviously never communicated that because it was fucking third grade, but somehow those three interactions imprinted on who I am as a person. I am forever changed by Joey from third grade.

[demaparbat-hp]

Arsonist's Lullaby

[monstermonger]

Little wren, far from home

[whiterabbitloveposting]

For those wondering - Amazing Spider-Man Vol 1 #338 (Hobgoblin sprays Spider-man with poison) and #339 (Doc Ock reveals the poison only becomes lethal when combined with cocaine).

[rish-you-were-here]

Happy pride

[blaithnne]

Live Mel reaction

[frosthetix]

some dudebros: tom hardy must be held at gunpoint to still be doing these sony venom movies

tom hardy: WRITES the movie, PRODUCES the movies, repeatedly states how much venom and eddie means to him, reads all the comics, #1 veddie shipper

[tamberella]

The Dragon Dance

[mushyooms]

Poseidon: after everything you've done, how will you sleep at night?

Odysseus:

based on this incredible tweet below i only drew over it HAHA