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I feel guilty about my laziness, but I also know I'm very privileged to have saved up enough money to not need a job right now. I know a lot of people envy my current situation. And as much as I can't stand my mom and a lot of things about this house (moldy bathrooms, a literally never clean or clear kitchen, hoarding), $300 a month at 23 years old is also very enviable. I'm just starting to get restless. I know I don't need to be productive to be valuable, but I feel lazy nonetheless. Also I haven't been moving my body very much and I feel guilty about that. Not just guilty, but I've also been feeling the effects of it. I'm achy and tired and I know I would feel better if I did more exercise, but it's so cold and snowy out that I don't want to move around.
All will be well soon enough. And like I said last night, mentally I am in a way better place than I was when I was younger. I have optimism
#i also am eyeing my bank account numbers going down with anxiety#but I'll be getting my tax return soon#and i will still be very fortunate in the literal sense of the term even if my money goes down quite a bit more#for someone my age anyways#also I've tried helping make the house more livable but she reacts poorly to change
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#i know someone's probably already made a set of his smiles but i wanted to make my own batch anyway :)#i adore that he has to look up a little bit higher to look my qunari rook in the eyes especially with the 4th gif i just oodioejfeiufhrygb#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age veilguard#da4#this took me DAYS to compile photoshop did not want to deal with him lmao
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Hello you had a dc era? I need more of your Batfamily they’re so delicious! Also happy birthday
i'm always in my dc era deep down, but my absolute Peak batfam/dc phase was when batgirl of burnside and grayson were running so in honour of tweenage me, Them:
(commission info // tip jar!)
#ONCE AGAIN IM SORRY IM ONLY ANSWERING THIS LIKE A MONTH AFTER MY BIRTHDAY THANK YOU BTW!!#basically young justice had an absolute CHOKEHOLD on me (robin/nightwing was obvs my fave) n then i got to comic buying age and yh#batgirl of burnside is like one of THE most formative pieces of media ever for me i don't think i'd be making comics if i'd never read it#anyway yeah im always in my dc era if someone says batfam or the flash (OR HAL/BARRY HIII) i am THERE i am SAT i am SEATED#dick grayson#batgirl#barbara gordon#agent grayson#dc#my doods#thanks for the ask!#askbox closed#batfam
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Was a little too preoccupied playing the game. Can I offer another dishevelled Emmy? 🤲
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#was too distracted playing and trying to make sense of the rivain coast ahdidhd#had another Emmy doodle but it was decidedly too suggestive to just dump out of nowhere#so I scribbled another#and he ended up dishevelled again anyway#someone mod his hair to flop down perhaps#heheh#oh Emmy
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he's blighted. he's evil. he's 8 feet tall and made from magical blue goo. he's a manifestation of tyranny. he has big droopy elf ears and pretty golden eyes. he thinks his dragon shrunk in the wash. he has killed, by my count, 66 titans. he doesn't feel stress. he doesn't ask questions. he's the first elf guy ever made. he breaks out from the cringe jail he slept in for several thousands of years and immediately becomes obsessed with and down bad for the idiot loser that accidentally freed him. he puts his scribe in a blight cyst in italy. he has erased entire emotions from existence. he uses a glamour to look pretty. he transed his archdemon's gender. he loves and supports his tentacle monster sister and her horrors. he attempts to cheer her up by suggesting she give his dragon extra mouths. he goes batshit insane after she dies and rains fire on an island so hard it turns to glass. he is, canonically, packing. he may or may not be wearing a wig. creative director john epler can't stop talking about how vain he is. his gaze softened when he looked at rook. he wants them so bad even ghilan'nain calls him out on it. he forgot how to speak in the hallelujah cadence. he cucked solas. he sucks.
the man of all time. to me
#datv spoilers#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#elgar'nan#normal about him (lie)#loosely inspired by a similar post someone made about solas which was really funny#anyway yeah. my brain seemingly made the correct choice to get hyperfixated on him since june. what a fucking guy
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if you thought i'd introduce my rooksona with something epic and cool with immense lore... here's lucanis with cookie rook instead. i hope it captures the energy, and more
#update: someone in the tags called cookie rook rookie and im crying. so true#ive said it once and ill say it again im cringe but im free!! peace joy and love on earth#anyways- i always have my first playthrough with an insert / sona adjacent character then the second one is my canon pc#so this is just something silly with my cringefail of a crow sona who managed to somehow fall for arguably one of the most prolific crows#which is hilarious to me#rook#also this goes without saying for all my art but please dont put any weird comments abt any of the characters in my tags!! tysm wahh#nothings happened i just thought it should be said lol#rooksona#dragon age#veilguard#no spoilers cause this is just. my own brainrot atp#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis#dragon age veilguard#ibon draws#meme#dragon age meme#rook x Lucanis
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this came to me in a dream
Floyd's emo ass and a techno troll could make scene kids...! Do you see my vision??? . . . Ravin is Happy Hardcore and Eddy M is Synth-Pop, that's how troll genetics work, right?
anyway...
i don't think floyd leads a proud life
#this is meant as crack but you know he booked from there like no tomorrow#just being honest#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#trolls floyd#techno trolls#my art#trolls oc#ravin#eddy m#someone pat me on the back because of the names#scene#scenecore#the only acceptable way for scene trolls to be conceived is with the help of drugs lmao#i completely redid ravin's hair like 4 times to get it right...#anyway#you can't convince me that floyd left to go peruse a solo career at the age of what 13? and didn't get at least a little fucked up#you can't tell me a kid musician traveling alone with his gay little earring wouldn't attract people with bad intentions#anyway.#eye strain#neon colors#happy hardcore#S3RL#synth-pop#Breathe Carolina#i feel like i should tag this mpreg... but i don't wanna#ex bandmates
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I love playing dress up with the blorbo
#I saw that display on the left a few weeks back and it just really reminded me of mark so I had to draw him in it#also it’s trans flag colors <3#and then I saw Yourlocalabomination and CowardlyKrow’s drawings doing dress up with Ted and I had to do it with mark#so on the right- that is a shirt I do in fact own- as well as the socks#unfortunately I do not own jorts#but I do have a pair of jeans that color#anyways I love drawing Mark Chasity#what a guy that guy#can’t believe one of the characters im obsessed with is just a middle aged Christian father who has five minutes max of screen time#it’s great#oh yeah also apparently I have to say not to repost my art#a beloved mutual pointed out that someone on Pinterest reposted something I did without permission so now we gotta have precautions#yippie#OH FUCK I almost forgot my fun fact yall#fun fact: Australia is wider than the moon#mark chasity#Curt mega#nerdy prudes must die#Npmd#starkid npmd#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield fanart#Starkid#team Starkid#my art
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Eye Level, pt. I
Getting into the comic groove by making Dooku (loneliest most pathetic man in the galaxy) develop a Thing for his tailor. Part two in progress!
#this doesn't flow the way i want it to but i'm learning a lot!#can't write anything about dooku without an asajj mention. both him and atrem are horrid girldads#(the girls in question being women above the age of 30)#oc: atrem#count dooku#my art#anyway i hope dooku's overfocus on very basic professional touch comes across#babe that guy is just doing his job but whatever... when was the last time someone actually touched u
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sorry, no art this week. just edits of fem!ford of varying quality. her name's andromeda. grauntie andy. and i love her
#originally inspired by this totally real tweet by alex hirsch (not pictured) -#''I always imagine that Ford realized she was a girl when she was in the portal and she just wasn't out to her family yet''#- a very real quote from Alex Hirsch's twitter account#anyways i got carried away editing and kind of fell in love with her that's why there's so many of them#i need a nerdy middle aged woman with glasses and a ponytail to save me#gravity falls#stanford pines#transfem ford#had a long list of names for her before choosing andromeda as her name (i think 'grauntie andy' as a nice ring to it)#and upon looking up the transfem ford tag i saw someone called her nicole which is funny since that was one of my first options too#same braincells and all
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we don’t acknowledge enough how dee used to be a pageant winner when she was a kid and how much damage it did to her. she worked her ass off and got recognition for being pretty and talented at a young age and it was the only source of self esteem she could garner in a family that constantly berated and talked down to her. she sought after that external approval because it was the only way she could prove everyone around her wrong. her dream of being a performer didn’t come from a self-aggrandizing delusion— she genuinely showed a lot of potential when she was younger. but she went through an unflattering puberty and her spinal condition got worse and that natural talent she had as a kid plateaued way too early. the “former gifted kid” dilemma. she slowly lost the thing that promised her that she was good, but she was so desperate to keep holding onto it that she tried anyway. again and again and again no matter how much people made fun of her because it was always about proving them wrong. but after a while she couldn’t jump anymore without anticipating the way it feels when she hits the ground face first. self-sabotage became her way out, choosing to rather live in the fantasy of her own unrealized potential and blaming those around her for her lack of success, than having tried and crashed again. she’d rather buy lottery tickets over and over and never scratch off the numbers than to see that she lost. that self-sabotaging behavior bled into other aspects of her life too, from friendships to relationships to therapy. her own short lived success is what made her grow into embodying the cycle of failure.
#iasip#dee reynolds#oh deandra#someone tell her she’s good#this may very well be a diary entry vaguely disguised as character analysis but lets move past that#also doesn’t not help at all that im going through my own dennis and dee go on welfare unemployment plotline irl#BUT LETS MOVE PAST THAT#she’s such a fascinating character i really hope they explore her more in s17 bc she’s been like. a side character for the past few seasons#another thing i regret not telling charlie when i had the chance ugh#i wanted to be lighthearted and complain about the promo pics being ugly but when i opened with ‘#‘can i air out some grievances’ he was so open to it and actually seemed kind of disappointed that i WASNT talking about the writing#and it was like. in no universe could i have possibly been prepared to have an in depth convo ab the show with him at that loud ass bar#or like. expected him to be open to WRITING CRITICISM of all things#there’s so much i could have aired out. So much. but alas#what was i talking about#oh dee#anyways yes dee my sweet dee i love her my stupid tragic middle aged girlfailure my wifr#wife#i love you
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Do you guys see my vision. Do you see it.
#persona 5#p5#p5 fanart#kawakami x takemi#sadayo kawakami#tae takemi#this scenario has plagued my brain for a YEAR#i think they both are very thankful of what akira has done for them. but they need to hang out with someone their own age#and go chat and talk about life and vent together and have fun and maybe make out a little too yes#akira is being subtle but inside he's watching them interact and going 👁👁#anyway these are quiiiick sketches cause i had some free time at work today and if i didnt draw it now then i never would jfjdj#kawakemi
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happy to announce i’ve finally lost it and spent a considerable amount of time making a dragon age inquisition mod that lets your inquisitor use they/them pronouns. if there’s anyone out there besides me who wants to use it, here it is on nexus.
detailed description and personal commentary under the cut
update: as of 3.05 (may 3rd), the mod has been uploaded to nexus. see download link above for any future updates.
this is a mod for frosty mod manager 1.0.6.1. you MUST install the bioware localization plugin for it to work, otherwise the game won’t start. on fmm 1.0.6.2, the plugin is already built in, so you don’t need to worry;
this mod is a simple overhaul of the game’s base text; no changes were made to the actual voice lines. this mod also does not affect default romance flags (just like in vanilla game, you can only romance sera with a "female" inquisitor (or dorian with "male"), but the mod should, hypothetically, be compatible with other mods that edit romance flags);
you can install it at any point of the game. starting a new playthrough is not necessary;
works for all races and with all available dlcs;
along with the pronouns change, this mod changes all gendered words used to refer to the inquisitor to be gender neutral, i.e man / woman have been replaced with person or contextual variants. my lord / my lady and other similar titles have been replaced with messere (on the basis of this reddit thread);
some of the dialogue could've been mistakenly changed, since context was not always easy to parse. if you try this mod out, i’d greatly appreciate any help with pointing out my mistakes (blackwall’s romance in particular has given me the most trouble); additionally, i might have missed some lines in the codexes, since i skimmed through them very briefly.
i’ve no previous modding experience, so i went with the easiest option and, like i mentioned above, brute forced it and made a complete overhaul of the base game text as opposed to a pickable option i’d like it to be. ideally i’d love for this mod to be bundled together with this other one that switches pc pronouns (which was a partial inspiration for this mod). if anyone here has any knowledge on whether this is something that could be done, please hmu.
also, since in order to make this mod i had to read through the entire game text (it was torturous. not gonna lie) i collected some of my personal favorite bits and pieces along the way. if anyone’s curious, you can look at them here. there’s surprisingly many developers’ notes in there.
#oh boy. let's see#dragon age#dragon age mod#dragon age inquisition#dai mods#NO idea how to tag this. help#i was initially planning to just use screenshots of codexes on inquisitors of every race (since this mod works for all of them)#but decided to take some of parsley instead because they are after all the motherfucker that started it all. my deed is done. i am at peace#i dedicate this mod to my friend srid whos been providing me with emotional support while i worked on this. he kept me sane#i also dedicate this mod to that one person from a random tapatalk thread from 2015 that i found while searching whether someone's done#something like this before. they're the reason the idea for this mod planted itself inception style in my brain back in 2020#anyway. enjoy. please
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the fenris romance is great don’t get me wrong but it really was a Choice to have him remember his entire life in a single moment of absolutely mind blowing post-nut clarity. Imagine busting it once and you remember your whole life. Whose idea was this i need to congratulate them on creating the funniest way for an amnesiac character to have a crisis ever
#fenris#dragon age#murphys goofy little thoughts#i need to remember to tag my rambles better i gotta organize my blog more#anyways yeah sorry this is THE funniest scenario i can think of for a character with amnesia#they didn’t have him meet someone or see a photo or remember something because of an old habit#no he has some insane sex and suddenly remembers everything#bioware writing really is something else
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just thinking about trent having an embarrassing twitter account that's like, idk, priv and/or just like an anonymous jokey account sort of thing and it regularly tweets things like "The weighted blanket is not enough. i need a man to lay on top of me horizontally and crush me to death. lovingly." and "Just made finger guns at my crush instead of doing what I intended to do, which was apologize. I think maybe I should be shot into the sun?" and "Sorry for being rude. I got anxious and scared. It will happen again" and "'Not all men' you're right. Ted Lasso would never do this to me" <- everyone assumes that's a general celebrity crush/just a joke about a famously really nice guy and like, coach beard actually likes/retweets it so it goes mildly viral and trent is like. This Is Fine. most people assume that this account is run by like, a female tumblr user in her late twenties. no. this is a middle-aged single father and no one realizes this until he tweets something like "My ex-wife just set me up with a man who looks exactly like my straight crush, but worse. You know, because she's evil, and also the funniest person alive. anyway guess who i ran into on the date" or "i am a single middle-aged father and i only JUST NOW found out i have autism. My parents knew when I was three." which is then updated by "WHAT DO YOU MEAN MY EX WIFE KNEW TOO" (she thought it was kind of a given) only to confuse them again when he mentions that time he was pregnant
#and then someone from work discovers it's him and is like TRENT???? TRENT CRIMM???#im picturing this is like late s1 to post canon and it just gets increasingly... something. like there is a process occurring#trent crimm#tedependent#actually way funnier but also way more embarrassing to the point i literally couldnt write it out of sheer secondhand embarrassment#is crack scenario wherein trent running some fucking hornyposting ted lasso account#picturing this started as an extremely drunk ''''''joke'''''''' where he created it (pfp is a blurry photo of him in the press room that#NO. trent did NOT take. and it has a rainbow filter) and then was like#'[picture of ted with his sleeves rolled up or smth] i wan t him to get mre pregnan t'#and then people thought it was really funny and also got several 'same brother' replies etc and now trent's in hell.#at least no one knwos it's him!!!! 🙃#ANYWAY back to the first scenario just think its very funny he accidentally becomes#a hashtag relatable meme funnyman or whatever and it's anonymous so no one knows it's Trent Crimm Middle-Aged Journalist#ALSO TRANS TRENT CRIMM LIKE ALL MY POSTS SUCKERS!!!#gertspeak
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emotionally repressed dalish assassin meets the evil god he's looked up to all his life, folds immediately
#my art#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#elgarook#elgar'nan#rook#faolan de riva#was rereading fal's character desc i wrote in my google doc and one line absolutely took me out#“he clings to elgar'nan like a scared child to a stuffed toy rather than someone in the arms of a lover”#the poor guy is traumatised as fuck and leaps into the arms of the first person who offers him security and comfort#and that happens to be the god he was compared to all his childhood who he thought was the only being that truly understood him#so anyway yeah. that inspired this. i am unwell.#also fuck that crown it's so hard to draw
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