#for some reason the first thing I write for a new fandom is always SUPER LONG but that's because i get rlly in my feelings
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Doing one of those note things for motivation (or notivation because notes lol)
25 notes - I do the dishes and clean out the litter box (done, for now... But these are Sisyphean tasks)
50 notes - I clean up around the house (I did a little cleanup, might do more later)
100 notes - I do a little work on my book (it still needs editing before I can publish it and write the sequel, but I'll do some work on that when my PC stops crashing)
250 notes - I start working on book 2 (or work harder on editing book 1 if it still needs it)
500 notes - I participate in artfight (in the first July after it reaches this threshold. I doubt it'll get there by this month.)
1k notes - I start working on a video game in the Starbourne multiverse. A small one, like Undertale is to Deltarune. I'm calling it Saturn Robe which is an anagram for Starbourne, like Undertale is for Deltarune.
2.5k notes - I start working on my dream game, Starbourne. The one that's the reason I started writing in the first place. (If the small game isn't finished I work harder on that)
5k notes - I dedicate my time to taking care of myself/my partner/my family, and working on my dream game.
10k notes - I become a god in the Tumblrverse (this will not happen)
If you want to know more about Starbourne, check out my other blog @phiction-of-grandeur and my community for more details. My askbox is always open if you want to ask me something.
Here's the first book now:
And here's a newer version of the first book, with (hopefully) better writing. It's gonna be longer than the draft above.
Here's the book on AO3 as well ^^
#notivation#notes#motivation#please i need motivation to do the dishes#writeblr#starbourne#artfight#editing#indie game#small thing before the big thing#starbourne book 1#starbourne book 2#engagement#intro#intro post#friendship#relationships#oc rp#rp#ocs#my ocs#oc stuff#original character#draft#multiple drafts
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In Defense of Fanfiction (Or the perfect starting point for your original novel)
Fanfic gets a bad rap pretty much everywhere except Tumblr. Itâs misunderstood and misrepresented by its average works, seen as juvenile and cringey, or a banal point of contention between a famous person or piece of media and its fans.
Outside of fanfic that writes about real people, especially smut fics of real people, I support the art wholeheartedly. Fictional characters are one thing, but personally, caricaturing a celebrityâs life for public consumption and writing or drawing them in compromising content without their consent is a little weird. You do you. Donât like, donât read, as they say.
Fanfic is the perfect starting point for a few reasons:
It places you in a creative box and forces you to work within those constraints
It does all the worldbuilding and character concepts for you
It lets you write way outside your comfort zone
When published and receiving feedback, it boosts your self-confidence
It's incredibly flexible
Itâs practice. All practice is good practice
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Behold your creative box
When I was little I had no idea the majority of fanfic was shipping fics. I always pictured and looked for canon-divergent alternate universes. Like, what if X happened in this episode instead of Y? What if this character never died?
Fanfic demands you work within someone elseâs canon, whether itâs an OC in the canonical world, or the canonical characters in an AU. These are like little bowling bumpers saving you from the gutter, but also keeping you on a straight-ish path toward the pins.
The indecisiveness of too many choices can be too intimidating when youâre first starting out. You want to be a writer but you have no idea where to begin, what genre to pick, what characters you want to chronicle, what themes you want to explore.
Even if it sits on your computer never to see the light of day, you still got those creative juices flowing.
Pre-packaged worldbuilding
Sometimes all we want is to get to the good stuff. Maybe I want to write a story about elemental magicians but Last Airbender already exists and I just want to play in a pre-existing sandbox. So I write some OCs into that world and have a free-for-all.
I donât have to come up with my own lore, world history, magic system rules and mechanics, politics, geographyâany of it. I get to just focus on the characters.
Even if youâre writing an AU, like say a coffee shop AU, you donât have to think about brand new characters, you can just think âWhat would M do?â and go from there. The trade-off is your readers will expect canonical characters to behave in-character, but I think itâs worth it.
Stretch beyond your comfort zone!
Do you hate writing action scenes? Go practice with a shonen anime fic. Need work on dialogue? Write some high-fantasy fic, or a courtroom drama. Practice a fistfight by watching fistfights and writing what you see, and do it over and over again until what you read makes you feel like you're watching whatâs on screen.
But beyond thatâpractice genres that you arenât super familiar with. If youâre new to fantasy, write fantasy fic. Or a mystery novel/show, thriller, comedy, satire, adventure, what have you. The nature of fanfic still gives you those âguardrailsâ and you can get some brutally honest feedback on how youâre doing.
And, of course, the realm of M-rated romance and smut fics. I havenât because I think I would die of embarrassment if I tried and I never intend to include sex scenes in my works anyway, but if you do want to, use the internet as your test audience. Post it on a throwaway account if youâre nervous.
Build that self-confidence!
The fandoms I used to write for are super dead, so itâs insane how I still get email notifications that so-and-so liked my fic to this day. Comments are as elusive as ever, but random strangers on the internet telling me they liked my work is a magical reassurance that my writing isnât actually awful.
Random strangers on the internet are, as we all know, beholden to no moral obligation to be kind to your little avatar face, or be kind to be polite. So a rando taking the time to like my work or even leave a positive comment can feel more honest than one of my friends telling me what they think I want to hear.
I tend to avoid the more present aspects of fandom like online communities, forums, social media, what have you, so I get a delayed and diluted aspect of any given fandom through completed works. Which means, in general, I get to avoid the worst and most toxic aspects of fandom and get to sift through positive feedback and critique.
Even if your fanfic isnât written with stellar prose, itâs fanfic. We donât expect Pulitzer-prize winning content. And if your work isnât up to snuff, people are more likely to just ignore it than put you on blast (at least in my experience, I never got a bad comment or a âflameâ in the old FFN days).
Fanfic doesnât care about the rules of published literature
On the one hand, try not to practice bad habits, but with this point I mean that your layout, punctuation, formatting, paragraph styles, chapter lengthâall of it is beholden to no rules. I get as annoyed as the next reader with giant blocks of paragraphs, or the double-spacing between pages of single-sentence paragraphs, but if the storyâs good enough I might ignore it.
Thereâs more than just straight narrative fics, though. People write âchatâ fics, or long streams of text and group chat conversations. The scene breaks can come super rapidlyâIâve seen fics with a single sentence in between line breaks to show the passage of time. And without the polish of a traditionally published novel, Iâve never seen a purer distillation of author voice in any medium more than fanfic.
All practice is good practice
Even if itâs crack fiction, or a one-off one-shot, or something meant to be lighthearted and straightforward and free from complex worldbuilding and intricate plots. It really helps break writerâs block when you can shift gears and headspaces entirely and you can get relatively instant feedback to keep you motivated.
Beyond that, the âguardrailsâ help you stay consistent as far as character growth and personality if you struggle with designing rich characters.
The most recent fanfic I wrote was just a couple years ago, for a dead fandom I didnât think would get any traffic whatsoever. It wasnât my original works, but the feedback on that fic gave me the kick in the butt I needed to get back into writing more seriously.
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In short, I support fanfic. I may not be proud of my earliest fics' prose now, but I am proud that they walked so I can now run.
#writing advice#writing resources#writing tips#writing tools#writing a book#writing#writeblr#fanfic#fanfiction#archive of our own#ao3#ffn
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your könig body headcanons. please and thank you. lemme see whatâs going on under there
You got it!
As always, my König is probably going to vary significantly from the popular fandom one (refer to @ghouldtime for my regular ones on him) but that's cause I love writing him as just a guy!
First and foremost, I think he's about 6'6" (at most 6'7"). The 6'10" is absolutely RIDICULOUS. He wouldn't be able to fit in most military gear (safety issue) or even things like bunks, and I believe that's about the most the Austrian military allows (dependent on branch). Plus, at that size, you get a lot of health issues earlier on typically.
I type him as a mesomorph. He's clearly more trim than an endomorph but also doesn't have a scrawniness to him. He's more like a moose build over a bear. Still strong as fuck, still like a tank, but not as 'thick' per say. Just a bit more spread out
He has plenty of muscles on him, he has to. He's hauling a lot of gear and needs to use his substantial form of his job. His clothes just usually hide those
But that's because he is incredibly active and keeps up his form
He WAS a lanky and scrawnier teen but in his older age, he's filled out
I'm NEVER going to give him very clear cut abs. He has a layer of fat over his muscles - that's just natural! And healthy! And absolutely wonderful it's so perfect
He's a big dude, he needs to eat a lot of calories to keep his weight on and to keep going. He's still very much in shape but he's got muscles under that protective layer
He's prone to losing weight when deployed because a lot of the time, what they're served and the times between meals don't cover it. It's why he might gain some extra pounds when he's at home, but that's still healthy and normal. Hey, he deserves it after the workout he puts in
Also stating, he's not some super model. He's just a guy! Like just looked up the leak version of his face model. He's not meant to be this utter stunning Calvin Klein model. And I love him that way and in all that he is
There's nothing more beautiful to me than a guy who is just himself. There's beauty in being human :)
He's a pale guy who burns quite easily. Especially seeing as he's nearly covered head-to-toe most days. Sunscreen is his best friend
He has a smattering of light freckles! They're here and there on his body and there's not really a rhyme or reason, but they're there if you look on places like his forearms and shoulderblades
Like many others who are actively deployed and find themselves in such violent warzones, he's covered in scars of different types. From bullet wounds to knife to burns, his body is a patchwork of them
The most heavily scarred areas are his arms, thighs, and abdomen. Those just naturally take a lot of the flack and he's not exactly focused on being the most graceful out there
He's an insertion specialist (not THAT kind, get your mind out of the gutter. that comes later), he's used as a human battering ram, he's going to be scarred up
There is a prominent scar on his upper lip. That's just from when he was a kid
He was running in the house, like his mom specifically told him not to, and he slipped, ate shit, and bam - new scar
(His mom will still bring it up, as mortified as he is)
His eyes are sunken and always have deep bags underneath them
Sleep evades him even on the best of days and even when most of his face is hidden, you can see the tiredness to them
They're also slightly droopy! They give him a naturally 'sadder' or hound dog look
As for the color, it's a washed out blue-gray like clouds on a winter day or like the first hints of frost in winter
He has dark auburn hair and mostly keeps it in a closer cropped cut. The buzz cut is saved for when he's working, most times anyways, unless he's particularly busy and doesn't want to deal with it
He likes how it looks when it's a bit grown out but he's a man of practicality
The carpet does indeed match the drapes - his body hair is dark auburn, if not a bit darker than what's on the top of his head
Speaking of body hair, his follows the acuminate (tapered) shape
He doesn't fully shave. Not his style and just doesn't make sense (plus it makes him itch)
He still keeps the pits and privates neatened up, but not fully shaved. He just goes with 'as long as I can keep it clean and I'm NOT feeling disgusting after sweating all day with it)
And yes, he does have a happy trail (and it is GLORIOUS)
Now for the 'down there' stuff. NSFW under the cut
He's on the upper end of the more 'normal' sized scale Sorry, being big doesn't mean you have a massive salami and 10 inchers HURT (also they're such a massive inconvenience and you're going to be more likely to suffer from things like ED)
He's about 5.1 inches soft, 7.1 inches hard - which does make him indeed above average by a good amount
He still has a nice girth to him and weight too. It's not the thickest or biggest dick ever but I'd describe it as being comfortably large
And like most Europeans, he's uncircumsized
And most importantly, he has a slight upwards curve too when he's hard. Extra nice for hitting all those good spots
And yes, he has a prominent vein running down the center of it that also makes for some nice aesthetic at the very least
The head is a lovely blush pink (and if you point it out and compliment him, his cheeks will redden and match)
The rest is still pale, but has a ruddier shade to it than the rest of him
I can't write anything about balls without laughing like an idiot fyi but yeah, his are realllll nice. Not that he shaves them but they always have a good weight to them and hey, matches the rest of him. Will always feel right in your hands, and they're sensitive too
Really, a lot of him is sensitive to intimacy. He isn't used to touch from others and often isn't fond of it.
Normally when he cums, he's going to be giving quite a load too
He's usually pent up too because he doesn't masturbate a lot. He's usually focused on other things or has more pressing matters to attend to (like trying to sleep or worrying about the best way to paint the stained glass of the church miniature he was working on)
His taste isn't on the worse side of things, he's got a great diet. Its usually thicker in consistency and is creamier than most. Probably one of the better ones to swallow
And we all know, he's got a nice ass. A muscular one, it's not like sheer 'cake' alone but the dude works out and is on the move, it's NICE
He's always a bit self conscious about his looks since he prefers keeping most of himself covered. So compliment him and tell him how pretty he is :) đ my beautiful boy
#smut#body headcanons#konig cod#konig call of duty#konig headcanons#cod#call of duty#cod modern warfare#könig headcanons#könig cod#könig call of duty#könig#he's a pretty boy your honor#i love him#even if he isn't the most traditonally attractive theres no one more beautiful#my beloved
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Who are some of your favourite writers here?
That's a tough one because I love A LOT of them, but here are the ones that have stuck out to me.
Firstly I'll talk about some Wanda writers:
@mionemymind: one of the most compelling writers out there. I think I have a personal bias because we're similar and share similar interests (star wars lol), they've literally written a star wars based wanda fic!!! Apart from that they have really good one shots and stories. My personal favorite one shots have to be To Be Loved Is To Be Considered, The Actress & The Geek, and my personal favorite Blood Drive.
Aside from being a writer Mionemymind is also a really great person to the community and friends, and I can't tell you how many times I've smiled because of their reblogs. Truly awesome sauce.
@targaryenmarvel: From the moment her story "Fallin all in you" came onto my feed, I was desperately hooked. Absolutely one killer of a story and I can't wait for more. Really great writing and its just so perfect, that story meant everything to me at one point <3
@fortuositywritings: I love everything about this authors writing, but my most favorite thing about their style is the humor. It's so natural and well paced, it makes me smile without fail every time. They aren't as active, and I hope they're doing amazing but if I could let this author know that their series I Said No, and Love Bug changed my writing forever, I would do it in a heartbeat. They're one of the reasons I'm writing for Wanda here today.
@ziggyzolch: I discovered their fic on ao3 first and I've got to say it has me hooked. They deal with more serious topics on series and its one of my favorite parts about their style, honestly Your Prettiness is Seeping Through has got to be hands down one of my favorite series in 2024. Amazing work and great representation to those who need it.
And lastly @wandascosmic: I haven't seen much of her until today but her new series you belong with me has quickly become so special to me that I can't help but mention her. The humor between reader and Sam is amazing, but also the interactions between reader and Wanda have my heart aching so sweetly. I feel like a leech with how quickly I've sunk into this story, you belong with me is so sweetly written and I enjoy every second of it. Amazing work.
Now for the Jenna Ortega fandom, I think I have quite a list. There's so many amazing writers out there it's crazy, I'm always so well fed by both fandoms.
I've got to start out with the legendary @cobaltperun: I binged Lost, for 2 days straight. I was HOOKED. so hooked this story got in the way of my personal life because I couldn't stay away from my phone. I love the way you write Tara and gosh did the series kill and heal me. Aside from Lost, Woe out the storm is also such a sweet story. The whole concept Raiju is so interesting to me now and damn do I love a good slow burn. Im just so deeply impressed too by their rapid request process, and how much they get done, its moving.
Another legend @letorip: First I've just got to mention, his headcannons for characters are amazing and I'm CONSTANTLY having to restrain myself from asking for more because I would only continue. I highly recommend them, they're like stories in themselves. But aside from Headcannons, my personal favorite fic of his would have to be somethin' stupid, especially part 3. The whole series is a must read and gosh do I love the writing, its so beautifully described, every inch of it.
@ajortga: every fic of hers is a fucking BANGER. there's never a fic in which I'm left dissatisfied. I love it all, eat it all. When I find her on my feed, you know I'm immediately digging in. Everything is always so fluffy and nice and just makes a girl feel better yk? I completely recommend reading Cute and Absolute, My Girl, and Bear hugs. All super fluffy and heart warming fics, its crazy <333
@persevereforahappyending: This author stabs me, kills me, brings me back to life, and then stabs me again with angst but I go back every time. Specifically to their newest series A Legacies Secret which is. So. Fucking. Good. They really cooked with that one. Every Friday like clockwork I'm checking for notifications and I'm never disappointed. Their writing style just leaves a grip on you and the plots are so clever too, they're very unique and I love them. Luck Runs Out is another great series and damn I revisit that thing once every two weeks for a reminder on what true love really is.
And lastly but not least one of my newest favorite authors of all time is @honorarysimp: Uncanny Distortion was one of the best things I ever read, the plot, whilst held similarities to scream, had such a creative own twist to the authors imagination. I absolutely loved it, Tara and Detective made my day for weeks, and then came Rumor has it and now two others hold my heart, and break it, a lot. this series feels like its gonna hurt me. But overall Honorary simp is such an underrated writer and I really hope that more people will notice you out there and give you some more well deserved attention because God damn your fics are masterfully crafted and I don't even have the words to describe how much I adore them, all I can say is that I carved a space in my heart for Detective and Lucky.
that was longer than I intended but all of these authors came from the top of my head so they mean a lot to me. Tumblr is a way better place with all of these creative souls in it and honestly I wouldn't have gotten far without all this inspiration surrounding me â€ïž
#I am so sorry for tagging and I hope people wont mind but I wanted to properly credit the material.#all of y'all make my days#coolest writers#writers on tumblr#spaghetti rants#spaghetti answers#spaghetti recommends#wanda maximoff x reader#jenna ortega x reader#tara carpenter x reader#anon <3#thanks anon!
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Shauna is a Villain Protagonist, And Always Has Been
So the thing about Shauna...
The Yellowjackets fandom (or at least r/yellowjackets) seems to have collectively lost their shit over Shauna's misdeeds last episode. People saying they rooted for her before but can't now, that this is bad writing because no one's likeable any more, etc., etc.
But here's the thing: this isn't anything new. Shauna Shipman has always been on a villain arc. She's a character motivated by selfishness and rage that at times turns violent. The lady masturbated on her teenage daughter's bed to photos of said daughter's underaged boyfriend. She killed a rabbit and fed it to her unknowing family after a reporter implied she was a boring loser housewife. She had unprotected sex with her best friend's boyfriend behind her back.
And that's all just the first episode.
I could make a long list of Shauna's "sins." I could cancel Shauna, so to speak. She's, um, super problematic to say the least. But the point I want to make isn't that you shouldn't like Shauna--it's that maybe you should like Shauna for the right reasons.
The right reason being that she's villainous and always has been. That's why she's a good character.
She is narcissistic and cruel. She hurts the people who love her, whether it's poor old Snackie, that loveable dolt Jeff, or her own daughter. She thinks the world owes her and is furious that no one else sees it. Oh and she's also killed a few people. (Or maybe not. #CouchBenTruthers).
She's also smart but stifled. She's, frankly, hilarious. She has some soft spots for Bruce the Goat, and who doesn't? She's experienced a metric fuck ton of trauma out there in Creepy Acre Woods that would mess anyone up. She's never learned to take her broken wings and fly.
And all that makes her interesting. It just doesn't excuse her actions.
In the Teen Timeline, we're watching her villain origin story. In the adult timeline...okay, I'm not entirely sure where that's heading, but probably something tragic ala another famously misunderstood villain protagonist, Mr. White.
Male characters get to go really dark. They get to be sympathetic villains. No one says the writers ruined Breaking Bad because Walt did some mean things, or that the Sopranos sucks now because Tony killed (too many to name). Shauna's cruelty isn't Yellowjackets jumping the shark. It's like, the entire point of her character arc.
Shauna is basically if Breaking Bad and The Sopranos decided to make Skylar White and Carmela Soprano, the housewives of the show, just as complicated and dark as their infamous husbands.
I for one, can't wait to see what the little psycho does next.
#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#shauna sadecki#yellowjackets season 3#walter white#tony soprano#villain arcs#villain protagonist#poor ben though#i hope he's okay
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Notes- Sunshine; Neuvillette & more x gn!reader
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Recovery date: October 11th, 2024
Description: hello again to my favourite writer! im thinking about headcanons with the boys with a s/o who's like emu in project sekai, and she's js a super energetic bundle of cheerful energy if u want a summary! for the boys uh maybe neuvillette, al haitham, xiao, kazuha, wanderer and heizou? if its too much u can take some out!
-âïž anon
Notes: This work was recovered in conjunction with researcher âïž, we thank them for their contributions. So, I had to look this character up. The first headcanon on all of them is my initial thoughts based off your request, and then everything else is based off her fandom wiki page!
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Neuvillette
Initial thought, heâs used to Furina and her persona of Focalors so itâs not really new to him
Despite what he thinks, heâs gotten very good at human emotions
But he does write a letter to Sigewinne for how to help you, and she pulls through by suggesting he cooks for you
He wants you to rely on him like everyone can rely on you
Youâre intuition on peoples sincerity is really useful
He looks at cases so critically, but youâre willing to believe the accused and sometimes you point things out that he missed
Especially now without the Oratrice, he has to be extra careful when examining everything
Youâre smart, he definitely goes to you for help about humans and cases
Al Haitham
Initial thought, you must be really smart or really good at returning his snark for him to handle your energeticness on a daily basis
Heâll warn you about being too naive, just because something sounds like a great idea doesnât mean it is
He has come to your rescue a few times, like when you went into the dessert and thought one water bottle would be enough
When he notices you bottling things up, he gifts you journal
He wonât make you talk about your feelings, in fact he prefers it this way, but he hates seeing the negativity eat away at you
No notes on your emotional intuition, though he thinks itâs a useful skill
Hey! Wiki says Emu is really smart
This is why Al Haitham can live with your energetic personality, just donât expect him to match you
Xiao
Initial thought, baffled by how positive and energetic you are but doesnât hate it
You have called him on multiple occasions when youâve gotten yourself in trouble
He wishes you werenât quite so naive, heâs saved you from hilichurls a few times because you didnât realize theyâd spot you trying to slip past
Heâs really bad with feelings but, heâs there for you if you need him
To him, your negative feelings seem to eat at you the same way his karmic debt eats at him
So he tries to help
Glad you have such good emotional intuition, heâs horrible with them
No thoughts on your intellect, it doesnât really affect anything with him
Kazuha
Initial thought, he finds it inspiring for his poems and stuff and while he doesnât have quite as much energy as you heâs happy to meet your cheeriness
Always happy to help you with your plans and make sure theyâre reasonable, you donât usually get to the point he has to save you
Encourages you to let out your negative emotions, bottling things up isnât good
Sometimes you write poems together, and sometimes he just listens to you
Your emotional intuition amazes him
Heâs always thought he was good at reading people, but you donât even need to see the person
Likes having intellectual conversations with you
Be it literary discussions or more stem inclined
Wanderer
Initial thought, like Al Haitham you must have something else going really strong for you because you are a beacon of attention and he actively avoids everyone
Indulges your naivety because you have to learn somehow, but he doesnât let you get hurt
Like that time you miss judged the trek to Avidya forest
Connecting with emotions is part of his reformation, so he tries to help you
Especially if those emotions have to deal with abandonment or grief
Honestly, his response to most things being âmurderâ makes you laugh and heâs glad
He hates that you can see through his nonchalant act right from the get go, the words just donât match the look in his eyes
You make writing papers easier because you raise counterarguments for him
Heizou
Initial thought, like Kazuha he finds you inspiring but on more of a personal level and has use you to distract criminals
Acts on your impulsive plans together, if you fall you fall together
Plus he can protect you in a dangerous situation
As a detective, heâs the first to notice your smile no longer reaching your eyes
So he uses interrogation techniques to get you to confess
And by that I mean he discreetly leads you into telling him whatâs up, no torture required
You make interrogations so easy, heâs good at catching liars but youâre better at telling when people are hiding something
Also heâs baffled when you tell him Itto isnât acting and really is that happy go lucky
Loves that he can match wits with you, puzzles are a fun pass-time of yours
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the thing about proship/antiship discourse is its VERY new. im only 18, right? i remember being in the lego ninjago fandom as a kid, and the biggest ship was called greenflame. this ship is between the characters kai and lloyd, both 17 i believe, but lloyd was 10 when the show started and he was aged up to 17 using a magic tea.
greenflame back in the day was probably the biggest gay ship in the fandom, and the creators acknowledged and supported it multiple times. it was only ever beat out by the 1 canon straight ship, which at the time mightve only been semi-canon/leading into being canon.
i returned to the ninjago fandom a few years ago, and suddenly greenflame is considered problematic. why? because lloyd was aged up with a magic tea, and there was a debate about whether or not his brain was aged or just his body. now, let me remind you, these are legos. these are literally animated lego ninja.
i was surprised because of how big greenflame had been in my childhood. it was one of my first ships ever, and really helped me get into gay communities at a time where i was finding out i was queer. now its being shunned and called problematic, and people who read greenflame fics or make art of them together are... called pedophiles?? people drawing canonically same aged legos kissing. are being called pedophiles.
and this didnt just happen to the ninjago fandom. i watched in real time as harry potter went the same way. when i was younger, ships like snamione (snape x hermione) were huge for some reason alongside your typical drarry and all that. i, and a lot of other people, didnt like these ships. but back then, harassment wasnt even in the question. back then, i blocked people or chose not to look up snamione stuff. when i saw a ship i hated, i ignored it.
and people used to generally have that "dont like, dont read" mindset. when i was maybe 12 or 13 i wrote a fred weasley x george weasley fanfic and posted it to wattpad, and it got very minimal hate comments and a good bit of praise. i even showed it to a family member who thought it was cool, if a little weird. but now? if i were to post something like that? it would be attacked, i could be harassed, potentially doxxed or accused of being a terrible person in real life.
its not a case of people's shipping preferences changing, really. its a case of people's morals changing, airing towards purity culture and allowing harassment when you see find art you dont like. what used to be a culture of "live and let live" now is a culture of "if you dont engage in this fiction in what i deem as the morally perfect way, you will be shunned from the fandom and your real life reputation is 100% at risk." which IS NOT OKAY.
and yes, its very much because of the pandemic causing normies to enter fandom in major ways for the first time. i watched IN REAL TIME through the DSMP fandom as normal everyday people got super involved in a fandom, started using fandom sites like ao3, and changed the culture. they started making rules and trying to push their preferences onto other people's fanfic and fanart, and thus the proship community was born as a reaction to that unprecedented hate.
ive always liked to write about darker subjects, but ive never felt like my safety was in danger for it, until 2021 when i wrote a few romantic age gap fanfics about some youtubers and somebody in my real life found out. he was part of this moral purity crowd, and he spread rumours to my entire school that i was a pedophile for the fanfics i was writing. mind you, i was 15, and the characters were both older than me.
my fandom journey as a writer is a perfect exanple of how fandom culture has been fucked up by normies getting too close. when i was a kid, i wrote greenflame fic and had close friends i still talk to today who loved my work. when i was a bit older in the harry potter fandom, i wrote a twincest fic that overall was well recieved and wasnt used to try and judge my moral character. a few years ago as a teenager, i wrote some age gap fluff and GOT ACCUSED OF BEING A PEDO IN REAL LIFE because of my fanfictions. that is a crazy switch.
this whole post is a ramble/rant but i think i got my point across.
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Okay, so about Mel
I have a lot of Mel fans on my "following" list, so know I'm on a different place than most of them. I thought I would still sit down as a more casual Mel enjoyer and try to explain why I listed Mel as one of the better things in the last arc and genuinely read her as having one of the better arcs.
First let me say, I think I get some of the disappointment. There apparently was a lot of acrimony in fandom. And there sadly is often always a lot of bitching about being right. It's also one of those really annoying instincts for fannish people to value being right or getting character/ship payoff over quality. The kind of crappy shows or reasons I've seen people defend just because their ship was in it.
And I include myself within that. Two of my favorite ships, Timebomb and Zaundads got some stuff, and that has deeply clouded my perception of the season, even though my more neutral opinion is that season 2 was extremely spotty.
I get that from "I had to fight people in fandom" point of view, Act 3 sucked. I get that from a personal fan engagement point of view, it is always easier to stay excited and produce media if have a ship to hold on to rather than just being the fan of a singular character.
I'm kind of in a special situation, that I've always lowkey not liked Jayce and really only found him tolerable around Mel. I thought the beginning of Act 3 was still reasonably respectful to them. They protect each other, they do a couple fight with each other.
Yes it's weird that Jayce brings up now of all times to complain about the past, but for me that was pretty much wrapped by them fighting together against Viktor. Then we have this moment where Mel explains her situation to Jayce, we have Jayce complimenting her. Honestly, before the last minutes went full on "zomg, looping timeline gifts and zapping into space together", I thought the MelJay was a bit muted, but decent enough in a finale that was generally super busy and where tons of other characters didn't have too deep writing either. But again, I see where characters wound up, completely changed people's perception of how they get there (ie that Mel and Jayce actually had a decent relationship throughout most of the show and that in my opinion both Jayce and Viktor always and Cait and Vi recently had some really spotty writing).
Somethign that is more easy for me to bear, because, like I said, I never liked Jayce that much, so it's easier for me to not care.
Everybody's Arc Was Kind Of Shit And Mel Was One Of The Better Ones
This is my basic premise of season 2. If I think of season 2, if I think of the characters who to me had the better arcs I come up with for example Sevika and Ekko.
They had better arcs because they stayed roughly in characters, formed some new relationships, got some badass moments and ended up in interesting places in the end. However both their arcs BRUTALLY suffered by lack of airtime and often missing from episodes or even arcs like Ekko.
I think Jinx had one of the better arcs, because it was very emotional and poignant, was constantly present, but even if felt choppy and all over the place at times and people are mixed on where it ended up.
I guess Jayce counts as somebody with a really meaty arc with lots of airtime, emotion, ending up in a different place, getting hero moments, saving the day etc. But like I said, I dislike Jayce too much to really think about whether his story was actually good this season.
I count Mel as among the better arcs, because she got at least semi-constent airtime, she imo stayed generally in character, she got to be badass, she ends up in a very interesting situation and they tried to be emotionally poigant with her and Ambessa. (her killing Ambessa giving major Jinx and Silco vibes even if the context was completely different) The pain of Mel's storyline has always been that she was a bit isolated from other characters, so I was happy that she at least got a badass fight together with Caitlyn. [honestly, in retrospect it's noteworthy that Mel got that spot with Caitlyn rather than Caitlyn fighting side by side with either her love Vi or her nemesis Jinx]
Just getting a badass fight isn't the same as actually getting poignant moments and developing a relationship with new characters. So that was definitely missing. People are just prone to not care as much about Mel's relationship with Ambessa, LeBlanc or Kino because from the point of view of the audience those are side or new characters and the audience only cares if the show really puts a ton of work in like in the case of Isha.
Overall the gist of Mel's storyline to me is that it seemed to be very League dictated. It's the origin story of Mel as a badass fighter, it sets up her character premise.
TBSkyen, a well known content creator in the League of Legends space, "reacted" to Arcane and he got quite angry at the finale, exclaiming something along the lines of "I thought this was gonna be a closed story, that the characters would complete their stories. But these stories are not complete, this is a sequel tease".
And that's exactly why Mel's story feels unfinished. She feels like she's part of that sequel tease (together with Cait looking at those strange map, maybe hinting at an alive Jinx).
There's a chance that Mel will get a proper resolution. But to be honest. I can't promise that. Maybe she'll get a badass Noxus based either animated or live action sequel... but we might have to wait 5-10 years for it.
Maybe the "Ambessa" novel is actually 95% about her. Maybe she will get a badass intro trailer like Ambessa. But I'm not gonna lie, even if the next season of League will be heavily Noxus based and they make heavy use of Mel in it. I'm not gonna lie, League's story telling can be very, very spotty. And even when it is decent, not everybody is particularly into collecting their infomation from short stories, splash arts, music vids, in game voice lines.
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Genuinely I would give anything to hear your thoughts or read more critical analysis of yours on other webcomics writing (*slides you Marionetta* I like the webtoon but there are some things in the writing that I'd like to see be discussed critically more often but the fandom focuses way too much on shipping. sighs..)
Anyway, you probably have been asked this before but are there any webtoons in particular you would recommend? :D
Oh lord, you don't know how many times a week I get asks in my inbox asking for my opinions on webtoons they're reading. It's really sweet that people wanna hear me talk about other works outside of LO, but unfortunately I just don't have the time to read as much as I used to, even keeping up on LO lately is getting really difficult đ
I'm definitely keeping a list though of works to check out!
That said, I try not to read series on the basis of criticizing them because frankly I just... don't want to spend time reading something if people are only looking for me to rag on it? đ Of course I know that's not the only reason, I know there's also just the element of seeing me talk extensively about other works the way that I do with LO, but it's not really something I can turn on and off like that, I have to get really into a series to want to talk about it to that extent. So it often comes down to just luck of the draw :'0
Right now the series I'm keeping up the most on (or have completed and would absolutely 100% re-read):
Alfie (18+, it's porn with plot but the plot is REALLY GOOD , I SWEAR LMAO the art is gorgeous, the characterization is IMMACULATE, and it ironically tackles the subject of purity culture way better than LO ever has lol)
Theia Mania (the creator is often in my comment section / neck of the woods, she's been working on an Abduction of Persephone retelling for a long while now and has also tackled other myth retellings in her style! I always love seeing new pages of her work in my feed :' ) <3)
Tales from Alderwood (if you like fantasy and comedy, this one's great, the plot's really starting to get interesting and it's just got this really great sense of humor about it)
The Black Parade (this one's REALLY interesting, it's a comic-stylized version of My Chemical Romance's The Black Parade, using the songs as narration and sometimes even dialogue to tell a visual story, it's really cool and the art matches beautifully with the lyrics and style of MCR!)
A Tale of Two Rulers (this is a Legend of Zelda fancomic that poses the question, "What if Zelda and Ganondorf got married to solve their political crisis?" It updates a lot slower than most of the other comics I follow but the art and writing is so worth it <3)
Dogs of Future Past (and p much all of Lynx's Undertale comics which can be found in the link, seriously, THESE are the comics you wanna read if you wanna get into Undertale fanworks, they are PEAK)
Tamberlane (this one's an anthro comic, I normally don't read anthro but this one actually gripped me by the throat, the art is gorgeous and the character arcs so far have been great!)
The Mafia Nanny (okay it's legit so funny that I'm including this one here but I've been reading it the last couple days after seeing it basically beat out LO at the top of the trending tab for a couple days, so I figured I'd give it a shot, at first I was like "great more tropey shit" but the more I read it the more it's actually started to get pretty good, I'm holding out and hoping to god it stays that way LOL it's not especially deep or anything like that, but it's really fun and cute to read and the shipping of the main character within the narrative isn't too self-absorbed which I can always appreciate, I'd honestly be 100% fine with it if it didn't turn into a romance)
City of Blank (I talk about this one a lot here, but it's one of my favorite Originals right now, the art is super polished and the writing has gotten INTENSE, go check it out if you want some fun action / sci-fi storytelling!)
Time and Time Again (a time-travelling vampire and his werewolf boyfriend get into all kinds of misadventures, what more could you ask for?)
Touch of Divinity (like the Mafia Nanny, this is one I just started reading, it's got a very interesting premise so far and I'm looking forward to seeing where it goes!)
#if i ever do read marionetta then y'all will definitely hear about it LOL#ask me anything#ama#anon ask me anything#anon ama#recommendations#reading reccs#reading recommendations
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Hi. I finished your new video essay yesterday, after two sittings. Had to split it, because it came out in the late evening in my timezone, and my roommate was already sleeping - I was super afraid of waking her up with my loud, uncontrollable bursts of laughter (your sense of humor never fails me). I was so, so excited about this video for many months (I almost dropped my phone when I saw your runtime post), and, as always, you managed to completely amaze me in every possible way.Â
As always, of course, the backgrounds and decorations, the whole setup - were stunning. I LOVED the stained glass - is this a pattern now? I want this to be a pattern, you have a gift - and the wax wings, and the nonchalant way you glued them together throughout the video. Your shirt-vest combo was also what made it so good as a whole and also made me want to rob your wardrobe. Beware.Â
Ford's faults (and "faults") you mentioned and your arguments against them were something I've been deeply convinced of myself for years now and expected to hear them from you as well. It was deeply, deeply satisfying to hear them ALL, even the smallest, most ridiculous ones, out loud, for the first time ever. It was truly a freeing experience, and I can't thank you enough. You took all of those allegations - from the lack of a better word - that people have been coming up with since 2015 and pointed their lack of logic, thought, and attention to detail, or sometimes just plain stupidity and ignorance, out. And did so with style.Â
I could ramble here for a really long time about my thoughts on the character of Stanford Pines and how, for years, I observed people interpreting him in a way that's been completely different from mine. About how it baffled me, angered me, made me sad. But it's no use for me to do so because you've said everything I've ever wanted to. You saw all the same things and pointed them out in a way no one else in this fandom could. And it healed something in me. It made something click back in place. Thank you for that, from the bottom of my heart.
The thing that I DO need to point out specifically is the ending. Something that I think always angered me the most in Ford's canon story. How after everything that happened, after everything he's bern through, he doesn't see himself as a victim of Bill, a victim of abuse and manipulation that ruined his life. He sees an Icarus metaphor. And it is the way the narrative wants us to see him - it wants us to see Ford as a man that fell because of his "pure ego", overachieving behaviour, because of his refusal to listen to the voices of reason, because of him isolating himself. His happy ending in the series is bound to being remorseful, apologising to everyone he's ever hurt and changing, and then getting the forgiveness and happiness coming from it. He's made a lot of mistakes, of course. Some of them he made completely on his own, because of his flaws, personality, and ways of perceiving the world. But others (and I would say the biggest ones, the ones getting pointed out the most) are a mix of both his personality, and, majorly, abuse and trust being broken over and over again. And in the end, it doesn't get acknowledged, not really. He doesn't say, "I am a victim of abuse." He says,"I was wrong. I was cruel. Please, forgive me." And shows ends it on that note, making it the final conclusion. And it's a thing that always has been the root to Ford's tragedy in the series to me. And I've never seen anyone mention it, talk about it, even amongst Ford's defenders. And you pointed it out perfectly with the Icarus metaphor in the end.
I don't know how many too-long-for-my-own-good-and-probably-yours-too asks I will have to write again, but I know that as long as you continue to make your "little" masterpieces, I'm going to watch them on the same day, and then think about them for weeks after. And in many of those cases I feel the need to inform you of my constantly growing amazement. I hope you don't mind. I hope you know your work is admired by many, many people, and I just happen to be one of them. I hope you get some well-deserved rest. And for the last time here - thank you so, so much.
I've had this sitting in my inbox for a while and I've struggled to find the words to respond, but I'm very glad the video resonated with you so much. And I'm honored that you enjoyed it like this.
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Tips for writing shizun-is a teacher I wish to fuck blorbo Shen Yuan and 300 women but only truly want one man blorbo Bingge? They are so tasty but I want to characterize them accurately đđ
they are indeed the tastiest đđŽ and i'm glad that you enjoy my characterization of them enough that you trust me to give advice on them!
that said, i'll go ahead and add my usual sort of disclaimer when giving writing advice -- this is how i interpret these characters, and it's highly unlikely that everyone will agree with all aspects of my understanding of them. feel free to take/leave whichever pieces of this advice suit you personally!
(after all, i don't even take my own advice to heart all the time. there are always exceptions, especially in fandom / fic, where the guiding principle should always just be "do whatever is most fun!")
⏠⏠all advice under the cut to avoid clogging ppl's dashes ⏠âŹ
for writing shen yuan,
he's an asshole! i often see sy portrayed as kind and innocent as a heavenly saint, but this is the same guy who delighted in harassing the writer of his (not) favorite book. he's argumentative and a bit mean, and he enjoys being those things, particularly when it makes him feel as if he's "won" something. to write this part of his character,
within his own narration, i'll include casual insults directed at anyone/thing that causes him a mild inconvenience
in conversations between him and someone he dislikes, i try to ensure he's never the one to disengage first unless something forces him to, instead writing him as always wanting to get the last word in.
whatever quips/insults/methods of revenge he enacts, i try to ensure that they match his own image of who he is. when he's sqq, his bitchiness doesn't "win" anything unless the way he enacts it fits within his image as an aloof immortal. even when he's a NEET in his original world, he has an image of himself that he wants to maintain (i.e. "winning" on the internet means "people believe you're right.")
he can be sweet, but it's an attitude reserved for people/things he likes very much. even then, it only reinforces his bitchiness; i try to always write him as most mean when someone is attacking something he likes.
he's conditionally oblivious, not completely so. although oblivious!sy is super fun, he's really only "oblivious" to things that would be inconvenient for him to know/understand, and even then, it's less that he doesn't notice and more that he doesn't want to notice. to write this part of his character,
i still have him notice whatever is happening, but within his own narration he'll complete whatever mental gymnastics are necessary to reach a more convenient conclusion than the obvious one.
i try to portray these mental gymnastics as increasingly frantic / borderline panicked depending on how big the jump is between "what is easy for sy to think" and "what the reality is." kinda as if sy can tell that his own excuses are falling apart in real time and is desperately trying to cover it up.
a lot of "what is easy for sy to think" lies in his comphet, but not all of it. it's also easy for him to think that he's right - so when he makes a reasonable assumption, and then he learns new information that disproves that assumption, i usually take that as a chance to throw in some mental gymnastics, too.
when he does finally allow himself to understand, it's often because he's reached the tipping point of "what is easy for me to think is now actively harmful to me or someone i care about." i'll often write sy doing his mental backflips for chapters on end without any sign of stopping, but then very suddenly come to a halt and recognize the truth when he's faced with irrefutable proof that his assumptions are making things Worse (i.e., binghe is crying).
for writing bingge,
his motivation for chasing after a sy of his own lies primarily in the emotion of "this isn't FAIR" as opposed to a genuine desire to have a happy life with sy specifically. it isn't fair that he got a cruel sqq while bingmei got one that grew to care for him, it isn't fair that bingmei is happier in his life than bingge is in his ""objectively"" more accomplished life, etc etc. to write this part of his character,
he'll expect sy to treat him just like sy!sqq treated bingmei right out the gate, because sy doing so would make things "fair" for bingge. when sy fails to meet these expectations, i'll write bingge experiencing the frustration of a child denied the treatment their sibling got, not the distress of a man being rejected by someone he loves.
he has to learn to want sy romantically, and learn how that's different from just vaguely wanting "whatever bingmei had that i didn't." when he reaches this point, i'll try to write some key change in the way he treats sy in order to show that his mental framing of the situation has changed. often, i change the way bingge addresses sy at this point (i.e. calling sy with a diminutive instead of by his name).
he has very firm ideas about what is "good," and very little of them actually match what he wants. by the time bingge reached a position of power, he'd spent a lot of time reinforcing particular ways of thinking and acting because they were what kept him alive during difficult times. to write this part of his character,
he'll lash out at anything that has the chance to hurt him, because striking first is how he's survived. bc of this, i'll write him as very quick to lash out at sy or run away from their relationship if he gets even the slightest hint that sy might have messed up somewhere... but only after bingge has grown to like sy enough that he's emotionally vulnerable to what sy might do to him.
before that point, i'll write him as just mildly frustrated that this nice new toy he found isn't playing with him correctly.
he was only respected and listened to after he became powerful and scary, so he'll resist showing any other side of himself. i'll often use this as a point of conflict, highlighting how 'what makes a good romantic partner' has very little overlap with 'what makes a scary emperor' and forcing bingge to hesitantly change his habits.
i also have tips i wrote specifically about the bingmei-ification process here, if you wanted to check those out :>
anyway, i hope these help a bit! thank you again for trusting me for advice, it's very sweet of you. good luck with your own writing adventures, i'm sure you're going to kill it!!! đ€đȘ
#AND SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET AROUND TO ANSWERING YOU#i've been very busy n tired recently jdfh#hope this advice helps tho !!#nyoomerr ask#nyoomerr gives advice
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Lalo Salamanca taking your Virginity (Fluff and Smut) Headcannons
Warning: smut, dirty talk, fingering, unprotected sex (please practice safe sex)
SUPER late Valentines gift for my fluff & smut enjoyers
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above the cut off will be fluff and below will be smut i hope you enjoy đ«§đââïž i have one for Logan as well so stay tuned ;)
â-> i am a bit off to a slow start for this new year but im hoping to get a better schedule going with releasing more work with more (older) men that i want to write from different fandoms (im looking at you neganđ«Ł) i will still prioritize lalo and BBC/BCS though do not worry đ
FLUFF đ«§
- Lalo never really saw himself as a romantic
- Heâs always been in and out of states/towns and the few times heâd stay a while somewhere heâd only pick up a hookup for a few hours to a day and that was about it
- For you it was different
- You made him feel emotions he didnât like to feel
- Emotions like fear of something happening or losing you
- It felt strange to him to have such deep feelings for someone, especially someone who didnât know what he was involved with
- Lalo would try to not push you too soon to do anything sexual as he was also getting the hang of how being in a relationship was
- When I tell you this man would be sending you so many expensive gifts đ
- Lalo would make you feel like you were a sugar baby
- Lalo would give you a white lie that the reason he has so much money is because he has a tequila business in Chihuaha
- I feel like Lalo would take you to different restaurants, both fancy and regular ones
- Once you two would have gotten to know each other a bit more heâd definitely cook for you almost 24/7 đ„ș
- This man LOOOOOOVES to show his love in acts of service so be prepared to be fed good đââïž
- I feel like Lalo would 100% have major blue balls but would respect your choice of waiting for a bit if thatâs what you wanted
- âItâs okay mĂ amor (my love) we can wait til youâre readyâ
- When the time would come I feel like itâd be when Lalo would take you to his house in Chihuaha
- Neither of you planned it it just would happen after him showing you his home and having dinner
- Itâd start off as small touches here and there at the table by the fireplace
- Lalo would teasingly rub your thigh in circles
- You didnât know if it was the atmosphere the alcohol in your blood stream or all of it at once but wanting to pounce on Lalo then and there was an understatement
SMUT â€ïžâđ„
- Lalo would be a gentlemen and take you to the bedroom once he noticed that things were getting more heated
- âEstas segura princesa?â (Are you sure princess)
- Lalo could feel the tightness in his denim jeans becoming uncomfortable but he didnât want to make you feel rushed either
- âPlease Laloâ youâd whimper, âI need you so badâ
- Lalo couldâve practically cummed on the spot as heâd never seen you so desperate before
- Although Lalos dick was being strained he wanted to make sure you were taken care of first and that there was some foreplay
- He kissed up your neck while snaking his hand up your thigh and up your skirt
- Hearing how you moaned against his lips as he brushed his thumb over your clothes clit
- Lalo groaned as he moved your panties to the side feeling just how wet you were
- âMierda, how bad do you want me princesa?â Lalo would groan as heâd use his thumb to rub small circular motions on your clit
- âS-so badâ youâd moan, gasping at the burning sensation of one of his long, thick fingers entering you
- You werenât used to anyone elseâs fingers other than yours when you were alone and horny in your apartment
- Youâd be lying if you said it didnât feel better than yours and hurt as they were thicker
- Lalos fingers curled up inside you a hitting a certain spot you werenât aware you even had
- Your legs trembling both from adrenaline and how good it felt
- You moaned and panted as Lalo inserted another finger and with his free hand exposed your tits and started sucking on your sensitive nipple
- You hand one hand in his slicked back hair and the other trying to find its way to the front of his jeans
- Once you felt his dick through his jeans you heard Lalo whimper as you knew the constraint of his denim jeans must hurt
- Lalo slowly taking his fingers out of your cunt
- You whined, your walls missing the way he had been stretching you
- âI want to make sure this is was you want muñequita (doll)â Lalo said caressing your cheek, âif at any time you want me to stop just let me knowâ
- I honestly feel that Lalo wouldnât try some freaky ass position on your first time just because he wants to make sure he can see your face in case you want to stop at any moment and also heâs not a monster whoâd make you get on top on your first time đđ
- Youâd feel a bit embarrassed being fully naked in front of him but it didnât see to bother Lalo
- Matter of fact Lalo actually loved seeing you fully bare beneath him as he had your feet up in the air and kissed down your leg
- âLalo por favor (please)â youâd pathetically moan as you just wanted to feel him inside; all the teasing starting to feel too much
- Lalo would set your leg down kissing you on the lips as he caressed your face
- You gasped into Lalos mouth stifling a painful moan as you slowly felt his cock head stretch out your entrance
- It felt like being ripped in two and was a weird sensation of both pain and pleasure
- âY-youâre too bigâ youâd manage to moan out feeling Lalo bottom out
- âShhh muñequita, you can take itâ Lalo would groan kissing down your neck before slowly pulling out and thrusting in you
- Lalo would definitely be the type to give you words of encouragement đźâđš
- âSuch a good girlâ Lalo would say looking down to where his cock inserting into your gummy walls
- âGood girl you can take more canât you?â đ”âđ«
- Lalo would try to hold off as much as possible not to cum as you were basically soaked and your whimpers and moans were enough to get him off
- When I tell you this man would love to overstimulate you đ”âđ«
- Lalo would be having your legs up on his shoulders making sure he was fully deep inside you, rubbing circles on your clit and his other hand rubbing circles on your nipple đ©
- The way his cock would be hitting your cervix would make your mind go hazy
- Heâd know exactly when you were close as he could feel your gummy walls tightening around him
- Your moans turning into pants and pleas for him to not stop as you dug your hands into the mattress and his back
- âJust like that princesaâ Lalo would moan as your cunt would tighten around him as youâd feel your orgasm wash over you
- âSuch a good girl, you look so beautiful cumming for me muñequitaâ
- Lalo would pull out rubbing his cock on your swollen and sensitive clit as heâd cum on your abdomen and some of it landing on your tits
- Although Lalo wouldnât be much of a big moaner heâd definitely whimper when heâd cum as his cock would be sensitive
- This would be definitely something youâd note for next time đ
- Lalo would be a gentlemen and get a warm towel to clean you up
- Lalo would definitely be a big aftercare person đ
- Heâd kiss you on the forehead telling you how beautiful you are and how much he loves you
- âGo to sleep mĂ amorâ Lalo would whisper as heâd kiss your head as your body was sore and exhausted
- Lalo being the man he is would for sure be ready for round two and more by the time you wake up đźâđš
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This weekâs writer spotlight feature is:Â @morningberriesao3! morningberries has 15 works in the Stranger Things fandom on AO3 and all of them are in the Steddie tag!
@steddieas-shegoes recommends the following works by @morningberriesao3:
Sweet Surrender
Sneaky Link
How Iâd Kill (to See You Again)
"If I could write a sonnet, it would be about berries. She specializes in that very specific angst with a happy ending that grips you by the jaw and spits in your mouth and then you say thank you because it tastes so good. So anyway love her, love her work, love everything about what she writes and does. 10000/10" -- @steddieas-shegoes
Below the cut, @morningberriesao3 answered some questions about their writing process and some of their recommended work!
Why do you write Steddie?
Funnily enough, it all started when I exclusively read Eddie x reader on tumblr. I didn't have an account yet, so I made a quick burner and would gobble up anything under the tag. I always saw people on the internet "shipping" characters but never really understood it, until I came across one particular fic called Wild Parts, where the pairing was reader x Steddie. I remember being more excited for Steve and Eddie to fall in love than I was with the reader aspect. It all went downhill from there when I discovered there was a whole community that loves Steddie. I decided one day, yeah, I want to make them fall in love, too!
Whatâs your favorite trope to READ?
Honestly, the first thing that comes to mind is the classic friends-to-lovers where Steve has a sexuality crisis because he's falling for Eddie. I could read it over and over and never get sick of it.
Whatâs your favorite trope to WRITE?
I feel like angst with a happy ending is common ground for, like, 90% of my fics. I also find myself constantly writing miscommunication, and giggling at all the comments that say, "IF THEY JUST TALK TO EACH OTHER!" Yeah. That's a point to be made.
Whatâs your favorite Steddie fic?
It's quite literally impossible to choose just one when there are so many talented Steddie writers creating new works everyday. I'll rapid fire a few that pop to mind first (all on AO3): Sea Legs by Midnightdrive. Drought by a_star_danced. Wanna Hurt You Just to Hear You Screaming My Name by DotyTakeThisDown. I've Been Having a Horrible Time Pulling Myself Together by Deadrats. Stupid Cupid by DirtyValentine. Money, Power, Glory by StrangerThings1975.
Is there a trope youâre excited to explore in a future work but havenât yet?
Definitely! I want to write ALL the tropes! I think the reason writing Steddie hasn't become redundant for me is because each time I write a fic, I want it to be different from the last. I rack my brain like, "Okay, I've already done Kas Eddie, Friends to Lovers, Enemies to Lovers, No Upside Down, Modern Setting, Rock Star Eddie... What's next?!"Â
What is your writing process like?
It's a very linear process for me. I'm somewhat of a daydreamer; I see the things I write in my head almost like a movie. And then I just type it out as it plays in my brain. I rarely outline anything, but I'll have random gibberish in my notes app to remind me of ideas or big plot points I need to wrap up. I'm honestly surprised anything I write makes sense when I'm through with it. I'm waiting for the chaos of it all to bite me in the ass one day.
Do you have any writing quirks?
I don't know if it's a quirk so much as a fault, but I do this thing where I let my comments pile up and pile up. I won't let myself answer one until I can answer them ALL, because I don't want anyone to think I'm ignoring their comment specifically. I also have to match the energy of the comment, so when it's super long I HAVE to write something back that's super long. This makes it an hours-long task when I let them go for as long as I do unanswered. If anyone hasn't gotten a reply back yet, I PROMISE I WILL!!!Â
Do you prefer posting when youâve finished writing or on a schedule?
In a perfect world, I'd only start posting a project when it's completed so I could keep up with a posting schedule. Reality is: having 20 WIPs saved to my laptop in which I'll post the first couple chapters as motivation for me to finish it. It's a flawed system, but it works out most of the time!
Which fic are you most proud of?
I think it'll always be Sweet Surrender. It was my first fic and the first time I had ever completed something similar to a novel after it was wrapped up at 150K. When I look back, I see some flaws, but I'd never want to change them. If we're talking about which fic I think I wrote the best, I'd say How I'd Kill. The fantasy universe allowed me to get creative with the plot and scenery, and I think my excitement for that is reflected in my quality of writing.
How did you get the idea for Sweet Surrender?
Sweet Surrender is an amalgamation of every fic I read and loved when I first was introduced to the fandom. I basically owe it to all the favourite fics I mentioned earlier. Without their inspiration, I never would have started writing fic in the first place.Â
When writing Sweet Surrender, what was something you didnât expect?
The response. I cannot capture in words how GOOD it felt when people started reading, commenting on, and loving something that I created. You see it mentioned all the time, but it really is true when they say that a comment goes a long way. I was absolutely gobsmacked to see people following along from the beginning. It was such a motivator, and truly a feeling that nothing else could give me.
What inspired Sneaky Link?
I read Must Be a Devil Between Us, Or Whores In My Head by whateverokayFINE (a modern, OnlyFans AU that Sneaky Link could never touch)âloved it SO much that those daydreams I mentioned took off. It stayed as an unposted WIP for a long time because I told myself that I couldn't write a convincing modern AU. I'm so glad I did though, because I've never had a response to a fic like I've had with Sneaky Link.
What was your favorite part to write from Sneaky Link?
There were so many fun side plots to Sneaky Linkâthe whole thing was a blast to write. One of my favourites was the main conclusion, when Chrissy got to be the hero. Glitter and Chanel No. 5 really saved the day. Of course the first few chapters were hilarious, too. Dumbass, clueless Eddie will never fail to make me giggle, and his obliviousness to Steve's hidden identity really drove everyone up the wall.
How do/did you feel writing How Iâd Kill (to See You Again)?
This story really had its CLAWS in me. I wrote the chapters so fast that I think I put out almost 50K words in a matter of four weeks; I've really never written that quickly before or since. The last few chapters were a little slower going, though. I think I was nervous as the plot got a little heavier how people would react, so there were definitely some mixed emotions.
What was the most difficult part of writing How Iâd Kill (to See You Again)?
When I wrote Eddie betraying such a soft, loving, trusting Steve. When he pinned that part of his personality against him. I love writing angst, but I had never delved quite this deep into the trope. I definitely teared up a couple times making Steve go through it like that.
Do you have a favorite scene and/or line from any of your fics?
Without spoiling much, I think the end scene of chapter 7 of How I'd Kill (The Judas Kiss) was absolutely thrilling to write, and of course the following chapters as well. This whole idea of "morally gray" Eddie Munson was the reason I started writing the fic in the first place. But when I got to the bit where he had to be morally gray and posted the chapter, I immediately had this fear; I didn't know how the readers were going to react, or if I, as the writer, would be able to properly explain Eddie's motivation or make him forgivable for what he did. It was an "oh shit" moment for sure, but I think I ended up doing an alright job pulling it off.
Do you have any upcoming projects or fics youâd like to share/promote?
I'm currently writing a piece for the 2024 Steddie Big Bang called "A Thousand Flowers Could Bloom". It's in collaboration with Inflomora-art, so I'm completely thrilled that I'll have gorgeous artwork to go with this fic. I'm sure by the time this is posted, it'll already be live! I'm so proud of this storyâit might be the best I've written yet. So yeah, if you're reading this, please check it out!!!Â
Outside of these questions, Is there anything YOU would like to add?
I donât think so, but thank you so much for this! It was really fun to answer all these questions <3
Thank you to our author, @morningberriesao3, and our nominator, @steddieas-shegoes! See more of morningberries' works featured on our page throughout the day!
Writerâs Spotlight is every Wednesday! Want to nominate an author? You can nominate them here!
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"SUPA STRIKAS DISCUSSIONS/ ANALYSIS/ HEADCANONS" INCOMING!!! (PART 2) [Oh yeah, This will become a series]
TOPIC: Diego's Potential Coming Back As A Recurring Antagonist In The Show (Discussions)
I feel like the Supa Strikas fandom will not remember who he is, SO HERE I AM, REMINDING YOU HIS EXISTENCE! >:D
When I was re-watching "Rookie Season", this guy (for some reason-) have always stand out to me, that ideas and potential character arcs for Diego has been overflowing in my brain for the past months- SO, HERE IS WHAT IDEAS AND ARCS I COME UP WITH FOR THIS GUY:
If Season 8 (or Rookie Season 2) ever come out, I've always feel like Diego should come back as an antagonist for Skarra and Shakes.
When the show introduced him, we were shown of him greeting Shakes and Skarra, (even knowing their names), despite both of them have no idea who Diego is. Then he introduce himself to them and reveals he knows them by RESEARCHING HIS COMPETITORS- This is, of course, not a "101 in how to write character motivation tropes" but, THAT RIGHT THERE IS SUCH A COMMON TROPE FOR VILLIANS TO DO- (like I said, this isn't a case for all characters who do this) This just show us that, Diego, is ABSOLUTELY READY for his opponents coming in his way.
There's are also moments where he'll do anything to win (or this case, to have the spot in Supa Strikas.) There's a scene where Diego is the last person to arrive to the Try-Outs and slickly, snitch on the Deadly Duo for checking out the Trophy Room. There's also a scene where in the "Training Test", he wasn't doing great in it that, the way for him to win, is to cheat his way, by sabotaging Shakes by holding down the weights.
And when he got eliminated, he (sarcastically) said he was honored to participate, then goes through a hissy fit that he didn't win, to the point, broke a window- THE MAN HAS GRUDGES AND AN EGO, PERFECT FOR A VILLIAN!
So, after all that, I thought if he DID COME BACK, he should join a super league team (that is not Invincible United or Supa Strikas). I suggest Bark FC. (I SWEAR IS "PROBABLY" NOT BECAUSE HE WEARS PURPLE-)
Now, I know people are probably disagreeing me for putting him in Barka FC (which is fine, we don't need to agree on everything) because Barka FC is well known to be clean and honest with it's tactics, and extremely friendly with other Super League Teams and Players, and pretty much that reputation is thanks to Riano. But, hear me out, THAT'S THE POINT! Diego is shown to be the very opposite of Barka FC is known for, snitching, cheating, being immature after he lose to something. There so much shenanigan interactions potential if he becomes a Barka FC player.
I imagine if he were a new rookie in the team, everyone in Barka would be really nice to him and welcome Diego (he is glad tho). But then, his true colors reveal, every time they lose, he'll go on a hissy fit and say nasty things towards the opponents (even to Teams playing and winning fair and square). Sometimes, he would snitch or accidently spread false rumors because he heard it somewhere, on other players (even his own team). HECK, in Rookie Season, he has really good social skills, so him being a two-face person in the team will make interesting interactions. He would be really friendly to his opponents first, then after Barka FC wins he would give such a handback compliments to them. Imagine Barka FC have to apologies every time Diego do something wrong. Pretty much his Team does not like him (but doesn't show it to Diego's face because, unlike him, their mature people). Actually, I wouldn't be surprise if the guy turn out to be one of the most disliked players in his Team, AND in the Super League-
I kinda headcanon Diego and Riano almost being the same age (Diego being 2 years young than Riano). So, the idea how these two interacting will be SUPER distressing and chaotic. Riano trying his best guiding Diego's way to becoming a "less" dislikable person. Teaching him how to be patient, how to not be a stuck-up, and so far, trying to be the best role model he could be to Diego. Unfortunately, Diego see this as an insult, for thinking there's something wrong with his character to be fix. Riano would be seen, being tired and giving annoyed expressions when dealing with Diego. (Also, I like the Idea, if this takes place after Season 7, Riano would call Shakes up, and let out all his troubles about Diego to Shakes. I also like the idea that, the entire Barka Fc Team would go to a bar or hangout somewhere Diego is out of sight, and cheer each other up after meddling with him-)
Also, had an idea that the Barka FC Players TRY THEIR DAMN HARDEST to convince the Barka FC Higher Ups to let go of Diego from their Team, since he's unbearable to work with and ruining Barka Fc's image. The Higher Ups decline because Diego has really great skills in football and is a great asset for the Team to win. (the players groan everyday, waking up knowing they have to babysit Diego-)
Now, one of his arcs I thought for him, is becoming an antagonist for Shakes and Skarra. I imagine, either in Season 8 or Rookie Season 2, a scene where Skarra and Shakes bump into each other and start their bickering rivalry. And then out of nowhere, Diego pops in, interrupting their rivalry, and give a speech about his motivations, revealing that he will get revenge on Skarra and Shakes for taking his place in the Try-Outs for Supa Strikas, and promise them living hell when they meet him. (I know it wouldn't make sense if Diego had a grudge on Skarra, because Shakes is the one who got in. But I feel like Skarra would still be on Diego's list because he was eliminated, before Skarra and Shakes.) (Also, I want more Skarra and Shakes interactions in the show-)
And after all the monologue speech from him, Skarra and Shakes just looks at him in confusion and asked, "Who are you?" "Do we know you?", like a call back to Rookie Season 1. Diego would be shocked, and upset of them for not remembering him at all- And explain who he is and introducing himself (again) to them. (They still don't remember-) This will give Diego more motivation to take revenge on them.
Shakes and Skarra would brush him off and leaves, underestimate Diego capabilities as a person. Then in the future, Skarra and Shakes would be in complicated situations together, have to solve it together, and will reveal, Diego is the one behind it (and they will take him down together). They will have to now knowledge Diego as a threat and (unfortunately for their sake) have to look out for one another.
I know, and i mean, I KNOW, some people in the Supa Strikas community, want for Shakes and Skarra to interact more and DESPRATE some continuation on their relationship getting better. SO WHY NOT DO THAT, IN A WAY, BY GIVING THEM BOTH, THE DEADLY DUO, A COMMON THREAT TO SOLVE??? DIEGO! :D AND ABSOLUTELY KNOW, somewhere, out there, if Season 8 were to happen, people want to see Skarra's Redemption Arc, so this is one of the way I can think of that would do it! After dealing with Diego sometimes, both of them will slowly open up and bond. Rivalry slowly turns into Friendship again. And Skarra, even though is hard for him, will tell Shakes how he feels. (Less sad and aggressive than in "Food for Thought S7E11" of course-)
I also like the idea of Diego, despite him, probably, have a grudge against Supa Strikas for not picking him, is STILL A FAN OF SUPA STRIKAS-
He would scoff of merely thinking and talking about them in one scene, but in the next one, he is impressed and spats out information about what makes Supa Strikas great. And then realizes what he's doing and nonchalantly says "I mean, their still a bad team tho..." or something similar to that.
It will be a running joke in some episodes, to the point, his Team DEFINITELY knows he still loves Supa Strikas, and a massive Nerd for them. (I even envision one of the players gifting Diego a Special Edition Supa Strikas Jersey and was super excited about it, but then he immediately snaps out of his fanboying-ness, and cuts to him saying "I-I mean, It's a fine Jersey...", but then continues of him saying something like, "Would be a shame if that gift will go to waste...", then takes the shirt in a speed of light, close the door, wears the jersey, and reveals his room is full of Supa Strikas merchandise-)
I know this is a dedicated post for Diego, But may I give some potential ideas for Raj :
Half of me is torn between 2 ideas:
1. Raj and Diego would be on the same team.
2. Raj would be in a different team, and he would join Sa Ming FC. (I've always wanted some Sa Ming screen time for so long, even though they never have dialogue and not important in the show, to the point, the creators unfortunately forgot they exist- So why not bring them back, with RAJ as a NEW ROOKIE?!?! Like COME ON, I absolutely love his design, I just wish in the future, if there if more Supa Strikas seasons coming, we will see him again) (Also need more Asian Representation in the Show, so Sa Ming FC, which represents Thailand, and Raj together, united, is the Asian Solidarity I must have and need!!!)
Shout out to @strika-archyvez for conforming Sa Mings FC's Origins being from and representing Thailand, in their post, under the comments!
There's also some cool facts about their lead player. :D You should totally read up about it here:
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Here's some few ideas I thought for Diego's and Raj's Relationship with each other:
Raj would be the only one who tolerates Diego's behavior and would become "Side Friends" with him in the Super League. Raj would be Diego's moral compass (that Diego tries to ignore), and try to snap senses into him for what he's doing. Diego would think Raj is a nuisance, but secretly likes his company, since his team, nor other players, wouldn't want to hangout with him because of his behavior.
They would meet by random chance, and alot of chaotic shenanigans happens that Raj tries to stop it. I also like the idea Raj would bring Diego to go drink tea, or any beverages, in any shop, to make Diego avoid doing anything scheming for his own good. (Shakes and Skarra should thank him for that in those situations-)
I'm not sure to give him a Redemption Arc or make him stay as a villain. In one hand, I like the Idea he will get better by meeting good people in his life that confronts his behavior (by being BRUTALLY HONEST with him) and confronting Skarra and Shakes about his whole ordeal. But in the other hand, all his trickery and plans I made in my head, are kinda unredeemable for him, and I'm fine with the idea of this man living in the past and refusing to let go of the grudges that Skarra and Shakes wasn't even at fault for.
Either why, I'm fine with either of them. He's a character who has GREAT PONTENTIAL and hope the creators see that.
(This scene in "Trial And Terror, Rookie Season Episode 3" of him really confused me, like I really thought in a way he still controlling the train, but he didn't know it doesn't work, since everything is under control like Coach said, then have bunch of Blammo Bars after "controlling" the train. NOPE. He was eating Blammo Bars and his pain away because he's miserable he didn't get into Supa Strikas- )
BOY, THIS TOOK LONGGGG THAN I THOUGHT- I just want to share ideas of Potential villain Diego for a while now. Unfortunately, not a lot of content around him (don't blame the fandom, he's only a side character in one episode in Rookie Season-). So I guess, I'll be one of those people~
The only stuff I saw, that is remotely Diego content wise, is this lovely art by @matchanxious , where he's older and he's plays for Sultans FC. If this were to happened, I WOULD LOVE HIM TO INTREACT WITH ZOOM ZAHIR (NEED MORE CONTENT OF ZAHIR-) and Duvall too, I guess-
Would Imagine him being super dedicated towards Sheikh, like giving strategies, doing schemes for him with Duvall, and getting any chance to talk to him, but Sheik would get annoyed and try to avoid him- AGAIN DIEGO HAS SO MUCH PONTENTIAL!!!
There's also an old headcanon back in 2021 (I think???) I saw, from also @matchanxious , hers truly:
"Diego would be a Conservative"
AND I THOUGHT IT WAS HILARIOUS AND SOMEHOW, SO IN CHARCTER WITH DIEGO THAT I HAD TO SHARE IT- đ
This is @matchanxious beautiful artwork of Diego! Please show her artwork some love!!! :
Again, we're at the end! Thank you for reading this if you reach it at the end! Very much appreciated!
And guess what? I actually will be working on 2 analysis post towards two characters from Supa Strikas, by suggestion! :D They will take a little while to do since, again.... COLLEGE! So be patience when I come back with those analysis. And probably more art and edits coming!
Thank you again for reading!!!
- MimpiNightmare
#supa strikas#supastrikas#supablr#supa strikas discussions#supa strikas rookie season#supa strikas diego#supa strikas raj#âSUPA STRIKAS DISCUSSIONS/ ANALYSIS/ HEADCANONSâ INCOMING!!!#please don't hesitate commenting about what do you think :) (share your thoughts as well if you like!)#đđ Made By MimpiNightmare đđ
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Re: âmost big fandoms are dominated by male characters so thereâs less f/fâ - I think the conclusion that thereâs so much more m/m and m/f out there because media with big fandoms include fewer women as characters and we are âjust writing about the characters [we] connect with in the media [we] enjoyâ removes some of the agency involved in how we choose the media that we potentially end up fannishly enjoying. Yes, if there were more characters who are women in media with huge existing fandoms, we might see more f/f, but I think that many of us gravitate toward new media (and if we click with that new media, then new fandoms) based on our established interests from prior media/fandoms. Iâve been in online fandom in various capacities for over 20 years and in the first decade of my fannish âcareerâ I largely shipped m/m and wrote m/m. I was therefore, unsurprisingly, often drawn toward new media with m/m potential.
About a decade ago my personal interests began to shift and I found myself more drawn toward women characters and f/f. If Iâm interested in women and f/f, Iâm not going to keep focusing on new-to-me media with a whole slew of men and a couple women who barely interact. Iâm keeping an eye out for media with several prominent female characters, media with lots of women, media with f/f potential. Luckily, that isnât as hard to find across a variety of genres and formats as it used to be. It doesnât always click â I enjoyed watching She-Ra and Ahsoka, for instance, and saw the f/f potential, but neither were id matches that sparked fannish creativity for me personally â but if Iâm not checking out media with women and am instead continuing to watch/read/play media where the characters are largely men, then yeah, Iâm going to get frustrated by the lack of f/f i those fandoms pretty quickly. Thatâs on me though, not on the fandom at large. If Iâm not looking at whatâs out there, trying to find the media that hits those iddy places and sparks the fannishness I crave, then am I really that interested in f/f in the first place? I donât think fandom âhates womenâ, but I do think a lot of fandom just isnât that fannishly interested in women for a plethora of reasons, and thatâs fine! I do wish we could just admit that though.
Thereâs alsoâŠlook, there are assholes in every corner of fandom. There are plenty of people out there who write posts that criticize unrealistic m/m smut, but that doesnât seem to drive away the m/m fans from writing that super unrealistic m/m smut they want to read. Why then do a few jerks criticizing what they believe to be unrealistic f/f smut get blamed for driving people away from f/f? Did you really want to write that f/f smut to begin with? Itâs okay if you didnât really want to write it! But also, there is fantastically unrealistic f/f smut out there on ao3 with an appreciative audience. Unrealistic smut always has its place.
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Yuuup.
I do think the few loud jerks on whatever topic have a disproportionate effect on things that people are already insecure about or that there's already less content about. Criticism from inside the house also seems to hit harder than from outside, for various definitions thereof. But I agree that there are bullies or just loud assholes everywhere, and it doesn't stop the juggernaut ships and fandoms. I think "the meanies made me not write f/f" is not a good analysis of the overall trend even if some specific people really did get bullied quite badly.
I do see people acting surprised that they don't like any f/f, yet not checking out media with multiple female leads. This is silly and we should move away from this along with ditching "There are no interesting female characters".
But another pattern I see is that, for the most part, really big fic fandoms come from things a ton of people consumed in the world overall. (The reverse isn't necessarily true: something can have mass mainstream popularity and no fic.) So even aside from willful blindness on the part of individual fans or personal reactions to gender, the overall lopsidedness of media does still matter for the big meta discussions that look at the ratio of stuff on AO3. If someone isn't really into small fandoms, they're going to have to go where the crowd is already going.
The top fandoms, according to tag search, are these (counts are different from current AO3 works if you click through, but they seem inflated by roughly similar amounts):
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling â(664365)
Marvel Cinematic Universe â(389476)
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ëš | Bangtan Boys | BTS â(289493)
Original Work â(273412)
Marvel â(233004)
Teen Wolf (TV) â(219504)
Haikyuu!! â(215127)
The Avengers (Marvel Movies) â(208509)
ćç„ | Genshin Impact (Video Game) â(207259)
Star Wars - All Media Types â(188548)
Sherlock (TV) â(169092)
Batman - All Media Types â(137281)
Captain America (Movies) â(118954)
Minecraft (Video Game) â(117892)
Stranger Things (TV 2016) â(117489)
Video Blogging RPF â(110169)
Voltron: Legendary Defender â(105117)
Miraculous Ladybug â(104003)
Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan â(103914)
ééç„ćž - ćąšéŠéè | MĂłdĂ o ZÇshÄ« - MĂČxiÄng TĂłngxiĂč â(101819)
æè±ȘăčăăŹă€ăăă°ăč | Bungou Stray Dogs â(95606)
Merlin (TV) â(88893)
ćăźăăŒăăŒăąă«ăăăą | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) â(86484)
NCT (Band) â(85868)
Dream SMP â(83222)
Stray Kids (Band) â(82711)
One Direction (Band) â(79490)
ćȘèĄć»»æŠ | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga) â(78975)
Homestuck â(77676)
Game of Thrones (TV) â(77361)
Good Omens (TV) â(76805)
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什 | The Untamed (TV) â(73444)
DCU â(71054)
ăžă§ăžă§ăźć„ćŠăȘćéș | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure â(70648)
Undertale (Video Game) â(68959)
A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin â(67854)
Star Trek â(67221)
Doctor Who â(65172)
Doctor Who (2005) â(65166)
ćȘèĄć»»æŠ | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime) â(65109)
Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett â(63727)
Once Upon a Time (TV) â(62211)
Avatar: The Last Airbender â(61743)
Hetalia: Axis Powers â(61343)
Star Wars Sequel Trilogy â(59581)
Iron Man (Movies) â(59158)
EXO (Band) â(58948)
Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types â(58055)
Hannibal (TV) â(56796)
Thor (Movies) â(56604)
I'm seeing some truly gargantuan franchises and their network of metatags, top Weekly Shounen Jump manga that are mega bestsellers far, far beyond how much any shojo manga sells in Japan, some of the biggest musical groups and most popular youtubers in the world, etc.
Some of these do seem a lot more popular with the AO3 crowd than the world in general, of course. It's not an exact 1:1 causal relationship between media's audience/impact and how much fic writers care or how much fic writers on AO3 care. It's certainly possible for fandom to make fetch happen with a relatively less popular canon; it's just not the default and not driving the big overall numbers.
I look at The Untamed and (often mistagged) MDZS) being on this list and I think of all those hot fanvids for f/f Chinese dramas.
I keep seeing fans watch one, go "Okay, I have got to watch that next!" only to be disappointed that the canon is a handful of 5-minute episodes, not some epic 50-episode thing like the censored m/m ones and the bromance ones and the het ones get. They want The Untamed-but-with-ladies, not the reality of those canons. I suppose there are some nominally-straight series with two female leads and not a heavy focus on a het romance with just a single female lead, but the one I'm thinking of was reportedly godawful and the people who saw potential between the women had no interest in writing fic about it.
Do any of those f/f c-novels have good translations? That's not what brings the big fic crowds (it's the adaptations that do that), but maybe I should try reading a few. I just keep getting turned off of Chinese webnovels in general by dodgy translations.
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opinions on canon Nightmare?
Ohoho... okay, lets do this.
Look, I don't know what people find charismatic about canon Nightmare, I mean, the one from Dreamtale and the one from Something New are literally the same thing. Although SN could have done without him imo... and I know it sounds controversial because I like content around Killer and Nightmare normally but I don't know, it felt a bit like stretching out a piece of gum. With Chara, the plot that the work tries to follow is well explained. But hey, I'm not complaining, Rahafwabas saw Nightmare and found a use for him in his story just like Joku took Killer and did the same for hers.
I guess it's justified because the multiverse enables a lot of things. The charm of the multiverse is the interactions and dynamics between the alternate versions. Why do you think Underverse is so acclaimed? You literally have all the skeletons in one place exchanging words!
Back to the question. I don't like him that much, in fact i dont blame people who doesn't likes him at all neither. I'm not saying that callous or "pure evil" villains aren't good, in fact, in recent media we got a glimpse of one; fucking Jack Hornet in The Last Wish, but the bro even had some work behind of him, the movie sorta gives you context to understand the character and his nature.
But whatever, there was too much potential in Dreamtale for us to just accept the fact that Nightmare is dead and a thing took his identity. It's not so much the what but the how. Nightmare canon has no charm guys, he's like Black Hat of Villains, and I dislike Black Hat so much lmao, a character with his explosive temper is irritating, I don't understand why some insist on painting him as charismatic when his ways of responding are pedantic and annoying in most situations, there are no nuances. Well, Black Hat is perhaps better done than Nightmare in the "super evil villain" role but I'm not up on all his lore, and this post isn't about him anyway.
Most of the interpretations of Nightmare that I like are fanon, I mean those that try to give depth to the character because fans genuinely do wonderful things with him, there is even more effort in those characterizations where Nightmare is "good" (with the annoying tendency to demonize Dream or anyone who is not part of the group under his charge ahemColor ahem, there I said it, sue me. You guys act like the concept of a "good Nightmare" and Color are mutually exclusive and they're not, the only impediment that exists is the one YOU BELIEVE EXISTS, damn, you have the power to shape a story without limits but you convinced yourself that you don't! Isn't that crazy? I'm sick of seeing it, really).
I don't mind the good versions of Nightmare and I don't mind the ones that lean more towards its canon side either, both are valid, both can be enjoyed, and I'm sorry but this is a matter of preference and it's always been just that, nothing the fans do will replace the canon, ever, and nobody deserves to be discredited for preferring a version that differs too much from the canon. Do what you want. Write what you like and be happy.
Maybe I'm guilty of preferring characters with nuances, but I don't care. Any fanon version is preferable to the canon version of Nightmare, for me at least. I'm not saying it's disastrous or the worst thing ever because it's not, the character is Joku's and she does and has the right to do whatever she wants with her creations.
All in all, a great concept but an execution that left me regretting what could have been. I didn't even like Nightmare at first! But the fandom's works of him made me like him more to the point of making him one of my favorites.
This is as always just my opinion :)
I hope I don't sound mad at the anon, I'm not! I'm more frustrated with the treatment of certain characters for ridiculous reasons, and I shared some opinions/hot takes on ig. Take it or leave it.
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