#for how problematic this blog is - i dont actually want to be a bad person lol

[lovecrazedpup]

woo

[snekdood]

I accept that ill probably be alone forever. I just wish it wasnt because people were so manipulated by someones fake narrative abt me.

[bayfuzzball7050]

SIEMPRE SE PUEDE PEDIR TRADUCCIÓN‼️‼️‼️

INTRODUCTION POST AND RULES 🔥🔥🦾🦾🦾🦈🦈

(Edit— 23/09/2024) I kinda got excited writing this ☠️

There’s like a worrying amount of text. I’m not sure everyone can gut how much I wrote 😭😭

But here are like the basics of my blog:

The name’s César or Diego. Call me whatever ya want, idc

I’m a Trans Guy, he/him exclusively.

☆ I got that dawg in me (asd) actually pls be patient im a little slow on some things

☆ Artist — I mostly make jjba fanart (currently insane about it)

☆ Art requests are currently closed!!

When open: I draw anything but nsfw/kinks, complex backgrounds, Steven universe fanart, danganronpa fanart and proship stuff

☆ Writer (no fanfic here tho)

☆ if I use emojis, be aware that most of the time it’s ironic

☆ I make a lot of kys/kms jokes, if you’re not ok with this, please don’t follow

☆ i LOVE spammers, spam likes, reblogs, whatever as much as you like :3 (if ya want to like no pressure)

☆ if ya wanna be mutuals just ask I don’t mind I’ll just check yo vibe and that’s it

Art tag: #my art

Post tag/reblogs where I add something: #​☆ momazos diego

Quality posts tag (aka when I think): #chamber of reflection (reflexionando en la chamba)

Posting when I should be asleep tag: #trasnochadoposting

oc masterpost

brushes I use

☆ art summary 2024! ☆

BY THE WAY!!

☆ I usually don’t add tw (tho I dont post stuff with heavy themes often if I’m honest like I rarely do it) But if anything, be wary

☆ I also always have my notifications off so please don’t feel bad if I don’t answer a dm or anything of the sort

☆ please excuse me if I reblog/like artists who are proshippers, I don’t tend to check blogs before interacting🧍🏽(I’ve gotten myself blocked many times because of this)

☆ also like if they problematic in general like idk if maybe someone I reblogged has been in a big ahh controversy or summ so uhhh forgive me

☆ dni and fandoms im in below the cut

☆ more info abt me and my blog :P ☆

So, I think imma make(try) a dni list but ik it’s ultimately useless cuz like I can’t force ya and im not your dad plus I’m too lazy to look through every blog that reblogs or likes but uh blocklist ig???

It’s just basic dni criteria, but like if ya wanna read ig?

SHIT THAT GETS YA BLOCKED ‼️‼️

(some of these are oddly specific)

☆ zionists, racists, homophobes, ace exclusionists/phobes, anti-Semitics, conservatives, ableists Proshippers, Comshippers, anti-anti’s and profiction mfs, LOL1C0NS AND SHOTAC0NS (KYS…NOWW)Transphobes / TERFS, SWERFS, and radfems, Transmeds/Truscums/anti-MOGAI mfs, Transid, “Transabled”, "transracial", Radqueers in general, NSFW agere blogs (SFW agere it’s cool I don’t mind), pedos/MAPS (I want you hanging on the STREET), Paraphilics in general, Misgendering kink blogs, kink blogs in general actually ☠️, Pro-ANA/Pro-MIA

☆ swifties.

Exceptions and specifics:

☆ I think Selfshippers / yumeshippers are cool thus they aren’t hurting anyone most of the time AND ALSO! people tend to think that transid has therians in it and no, I think therians, kinnies and fictives are cool (dont get it but cool nonetheless)

To be honest I don’t check the blogs of most people who reblog or like but- Ricky…Ricky when I catch you Ricky-

(I mostly notice when I get followed but uh- anyway 😻)

THIN ICE:

☆ dsmp fans

As much as I enjoy the Fanart and maybe the roleplay was interesting I have like personal beef with the fanbase and creators

☆ Hannibal Fans

The franchise is fire but I also have beef with Hannibal fans cuz for some reason most of them proshippers

☆ MHA fans for the same reason as Hannibal fans

☆ Same with South Park

☆ Same goes for Homestuck fans

☆ Same goes for Steven Universe fans. It’s mid btw

☆ ONE PIECE fans, y’all didn’t do anything wrong it’s just that I haven’t caught up with the show 😭😭

☆ NSFW blogs (as in porn/smut)

ANYWAY

Languages I speak:

☆ Spanish (mother language)

☆ English

☆ A tiny bit of Italian

FANDOMS IM IN (but I forget sometimes 😿)

☆ JJBA (what I post about mostly (going insane over this))

☆ Yakuza (I haven’t finished 0 yet)

☆ Brawl Stars (slowly losing my mind over it)

☆ WEIRD AL YANKOVIC

☆ LOST MEDIA. (Believe it or not, im also going insane over this.)

☆ Berserk

☆ Mouthwashing

☆ Madoka Magica

☆ ikigusare (best virtual girl band ever fr fr)

☆ Gorillaz

☆ Good Omens

☆ Moral Orel

☆ Dorohedoro

☆ My Little Pony

☆ Sonic fandom

☆ Undertale / Deltarune

☆ Breaking Bad / Better Call Saul

☆ El Cuarteto De Nos

☆ Azumanga Dioh!

☆ Vocaloid

☆ Project Sekai

☆ D4DJ

☆ Food Fantasy

☆ FNAF (grrrr I love fnaf,,)

☆ Emo / Scene / Scemo (I just don’t have money for clothes nor the patience to make a blog only for that 😭😭)

☆ actually like another shit ton more but I can’t remember 😔

Socials:

☆ Reddit u/BayFuzzball7050 (old account, permanently banned)

☆ Reddit u/BayFuzzball404 (Current Account)

☆ ofc Tumblr

☆ Wattpad and AO3 but we ain’t talking about that 🤫🧏‍♂️

☆ @bayfuzzball7050-art is my art blog (reblogs from here)

☆ @bayfuzzball7050-afterdark is my mature (straight up porn) art blog

☆ ALSO! opened a Pixiv :3

☆ I HAVE AN ARTFIGHT!

☆ Bluesky

Dis me btw

[conundrumoftime]

Is there any space that's safe to enjoy my ships anymore? I feel like this place has become quite hostile recently due to misunderstandings.. I and a couple of my friends are looking to move to other sites but the format of blusky is unfamiliar and intimidating. I'm not used to non blog sites tbh. Most of us like other ships besides the 'problematic' one but ships shouldn't be used to ridicule or attack others. It's making the entire fandom on tumblr look like an unwelcome space for new fans. All because someone took one terrible unhinged person and made it to be about ships. Is there a discord too? I'll come off anon if needed. I'm just so tired to feeling like I have a target on me at all times just for what I like. Some ppl just dont want to SALS on here it seems.

I don't know what's happening/has happened with Tumblr and I'm not on here often enough to speculate, but yeah, the TROP part of this place feels very hostile and weird at the moment. (And I haven't seen much about the stalker specifically here but I know of that stalker/other bad fandom behaviour around the actors & their families and have seen it discussed this week on Twitter, so I will say this: in my view, making behaviour like the stalking weirdness into something about ships and why Those Shippers (whoever the assigned 'Those Shippers' are this week) are Bad trivialises the actual harm done to actual people, and therefore I don't think is ever a good road to go down.)

As for where's better: I don't know, alas. Bluesky is still so new it's hard to see how the culture will shake out, and it's not really doing the same thing as Tumblr anyway. Twitter is toxic, Reddit is weird, DreamWidth is really really quiet. of There are Discords but most of them are either ship-specific or tiny little groups of friends, but I think there is at least one general TROP one that's good that I've seen mentioned/promoted on here before, and at least one Haladriel one I saw last week in the tags here that said it was multishipper-friendly.

But! It's also my view that most people in fandom (here & elsewhere) aren't here to yell and shout and spend all their time fighting ship wars and don't see fandom as something you can Win - it's just that the few who do seem to think like that are always the loudest. It's hard not to let it get to you, but I do not intend to let the people with that attitude ruin my fandom experience. so whatever happens with Bluesky or other platforms, and whatever someone's elf-related grudge on here might be, I'm going to keep talking about the stuff I like and writing about the stuff I like anyway.

[dustcrumbs]

I think it’s a matter of boundaries to be honest when it comes to people following proshippers

I despise proship content and block people for it for my mental health, but my close friend, they follow certain creators i have blocked.

The thing is, they also dislike proship content, but they’re ok with just seeing it and scrolling on by to enjoy the other art and media ! I don’t think everyone has the time or reason to care to check every single person they interact with, so i think i understand that even if it’s not how i operate my socials .=. what can i say i’m chronically online T=T

-🔱

Oh, I understand that. It just confuses me why you'd want to put yourself into a scenario similar to that. To constantly scroll/see something you obviously don't like nor support every time you check their blog or pop on your fyp. It's just, why?? If you don't like it, wouldn't you try to avoid it entirely? But I understand that they have content you desire and don't see in other blogs. That's fine. But if you're following them, I'll assume you like their content. And that includes the problematic things they drawn/said. I won't block those who follow, yet, until I'm sure they are a genuine proshipper/supporter.

My friend does something similar to that. He just doesn't follow the creator. He only looks at the art he likes but completely avoids supporting the creator, no likes, no reblogs, no reposts. That's what im okay with. If you're aware of the creator being bad, dont support them. You can like the non-problemaatic stuff they do. Just don't spread them around too much without a warning or stuff. My dude just downloads it and shows us the non-problematic art, lol. He does tell us the creator is bad and has drawn nasty stuff. And that's what he should've done. Gehhe. And if he DOESNT tell us the moment we see it, when we ask for the creators name, he will tell us about it. Like a little "careful spongebob.."

That's actually why I won't instantly block people who do follow problematic creators. If I don't see them supporting that content, then I'm fine with them. But they're on a VERY thin line, honestly, because I can't genuinely tell if they're doing smth privately. Especially since I'd have the creator blocked, I'm not going to go check the acc to see if they have asked anything odd 😭.

Also, I said follow, not just interact. In my opinion, if you're going to follow a creator. It's because you've checked a majority/portion of their creations and liked it. Plus, the creator I was talking about had 'I'm a proshipper' in bold letters in their intro. So it's not hard to miss, lol. So yeah, I'm going to side-eye whoever follows them. I won't say they're a supporter or one of the shippers until I've seen definite proof of it. Then, they're blocked. I'm not gonna harass them or publicly humiliate them dw dw. I'm not WEIRD WEIRD. I'll have them anonymous if I ever do rant abt them, I don't want kids getting harassed vro.

I think i repeated myself a lot, but I hope you get my point.

I'm chronically online, too. I ain't got shit to do with my life anyway BLEGHH 👅‼️‼️

[f0rtuned]

Inbox: 3/5

Requests: Closed!

(Read the request etiquette before sending a request)

What I do

Stimboards

Moodboards

Xeno suggestions

Pfps

Character outfits (Closed)

Username suggestions (Closed)

Want something not listed? just ask, and i might do it!

Dni

Basic dni, transmed, misogynists, detrans kinks, any kink accounts of any sort, dark/immoral-ships, bullies, jerks in general, anti multispec gays/lesbians, gender/sexuality police, etc

About the blog

You can refer to us as Mangle, Foxy, or The Rot (note, The Rot is a separate part of us (kind of like an alter, but not actually an alter.) so if you refer to her she'll be the one replying

I instinctively tag things as kins, so if you dont want that please let me know!

i will NOT do extreme gore or any graphic content involving veins or eyes

in your requests please give me a theme you want me to do

i am not taking mod applications

We love getting promo requests

If we're an anon on your blog, we use the signoff "Capt. Mangle" (note: if we dont reblog/like what you made for us, we probably didnt see it! for some reason our tumblr doesnt give us notifications when we go on anon.)

Sometimes we refer to ourself using we/us/ours, but this blog is ran by one person

We have trouble doing comfycore or any emotion (hope, sadness, happiness, etc), so if you want that we reccomend going to another blog, but we can do our best!

Follow my main, @strzbzr

Anon list + how to become an anon + whitelist and blacklist + about the blog owner under the cut

Anon list

🐊 Anon, 🛡️ Anon, 🧺🎞️ Anon, essay anon, 🌈🎀 anon, 🐀🕸️ Anon, 🦝🎸/🍥🦴 Anon, Infected Anon, Spook anon, Chat/Vex anon, Mx. Nibbly anon

(did you ask to be an anon or use your signoff and youre not on this list? let us know! we'll fix it asap)

How to become an anon

all you have to do is use your signoff or ask me! the signoff can be letters, words, or emojis! as long as it isnt either taken by someone already or offensive/problematic, you can use it!

Whitelist (note: you can request other fandoms! these are just fandoms i know well / or arent commonly accepted on these types of blogs!)

(note no.2: I DO NOT WANT DISCOURSE HERE. the reason i allow problematic sources is to provide a safe space for everyone and accommodate for as many people as im comfortable with. If you try to start any discourse with me, you will be blocked.)

❤️ = favorites to do, 🩷 = ones we like to do, 🧡 = neutral, 🖤= fandoms we arent in/dont know anything about but still accept

Fandoms commonly accepted

Fnaf 🩷

Your turn to die 🩷

Oddities Roleplay / Minecraft Fnaf Roleplay ❤️

Welcome Home 🧡

The amazing digital circus 🧡

Danganronpa (games) 🧡

Danganronpa (anime) 🖤

Sonic 🧡

Springtrap and Mangle / S.A.M (Au by Quiettomato) ❤️

Slice of life (Fnaf au) 🧡

Regretevator ❤️

DDLC 🖤

Cookie run kingdom 🖤

Invader zim🖤

And some others I might have forgotten! (more on the carrd)

Fandoms commonly not accepted (please note that i do not support most of these!)

Boyfriend to Death 🩷 8:11 ❤️

Nekopara (NOTE: im only willing to do the characters who look like adults, the ones that look like kids give me the ick, sorry) 🖤

Dream smp / any smp in general 🖤

Most games with ns/fw (as long as the request is sfw)

The coffin of Andy and Leyley 🖤

Super Sonico 🧡

You and me and her 🧡

Blacklist

Alfreds Playhouse

Monster high (personal reasons)

Fandoms that entirely revolve around something super bad (not sure what counts? just ask me!)

About the blog owner

Our fictkins: The Mangle, Amy Rose, Streber (Spooky month), Pest (Regretevator), Beetle (8:11)

Our irls: Ryker Dublin, Sara Chidouin, Funtime Foxy (tor)

Kinsidering: Empty!

Our traumakin: Shin Tsukimki

Our regression kin: Ruby gloom

Our pronouns: bug/she/it/him/they/xe/exe/nyan

Our sexuality: Gay, multispec (quoigender), Polyam, demisexual

[nothing0fnothing]

heyo! i would just like to apologise on behalf of the NPD community for the idiots that are frothing at the mouth trying to claim that narc abuse isn't real. yeah, we get it, pwNPD ≠ abusive. doesnt mean you get to dictate how victims should view their trauma, much less make it seem invalid. pwNPD make things so much worse if they aren't grounded! do they seriously think pwNPD are cute little bunnies who just want validation? i myself am a pwNPD, and it is soo cringe omfg. all this so-called npd positivity sickens me. you're convincing pwNPD that their problematic attention-seeking behaviour is acceptable. if pre-aware me saw all those posts, i would've never sought to change my behaviour and seek a healthier source of supply. i admit, i was abusive. no BS. i literally took pleasure in others being scared of me, to the point i would bully my own sister to tears and gaslit her into thinking it was her fault. i was fucking 10. i needed that slap on the face to finally realise this was not how i was supposed to be. i got my help, i got the support i need, i'm trying to be a better person. now thats the type of positivity we need. i dont want people telling me that 'i just want to be acknowledged'. no, wanting to be acknowledged is normal. my desire was unhealthy and violent. i needed someone to beat me up and tell me not everything about me and that i shouldn't want to beat someone up for doing something better than me. Thanks for listening to my TedTalk! 😊 - 🩹

A super well considered and realistic view of what it means to be a narcissistic abuse denier and its roots in anti therapy/anti recovery rhetoric from the POV of a person who actually has NPD.

You're very right, to be a pwNPD and to argue that victims and survivors shouldn't have a community based on their shared experience of abuse because you feel personally victimised by the conversation is trying to dictate our recovery to us. It's attempting to invalidate our experience and its hella indicative of real life abusive behavior.

Thank you for sharing personal details of your own experience with NPD. I know it's hard, I know it's not fun for you and I'm sorry your safe spaces have been hijacked by wannabes and fakers pretending that to have this disorder is cool and edgy. You don't feel cool and edgy for having this disorder, because it's a real mental illness that effects your life daily, not a quirk you get to take off when you close the app and go into your life.

Support is out there for people with NPD or people who suspect they have it. It's not as fun or exciting to get help than it is to run a edgy tumblr blog that perpetuates further abuse and stigmatises people with NPD, but our mental health is our responsibility, and anti recovery and anti treatment narcissistic abuse denial blogs are just perpetrating further harm and stigma. The people who beleive in it will never get better, and it's sad, but you didn't fall into believing the narrative that NPD is untreatable. You got help though it was hard and you learned to be better.

I don't condone violence to correct bad behaviour, I don't think you needed to be hit to learn better. The desire to do better and be a good person is in all of us, and I hope you know that the decent human being you are today is thanks to your own hard work, your commitment to consistency in therapy, your strength to understand your disorder, not the time you were hit to learn better.

Thank you for your support, plaster emoji, I really appreciate it. Your Ted talk was an incredible read and I'd be pleased to hear from you again 💕

[alec-onion]

YAYAYAYAYAY!!

so this is my intro that I’m sure literally NO ONE will read but I’m bored so :3

HAIIII!! I’m Alec/Len! But you can just call me Alec to avoid confusion with Len Kagamine, if you’d like! I’m 15! Somehow. I still can’t believe that I survived this long..

Anyway, You can use whatever pronouns! I don’t mind :D

My other blogs:

@proseka-incorrect-quotes (Dead until further notice lmao if you want pjsk incorrect quotes go to incorrect-pjsk-idk) (NEVERMIND ITS BACK)

@alec-reblogs rb acc!! Mostly just to spam reblog kanade-memes-daily’s posts lmao

I love:

-Vocaloid (LEN, OLIVER, GUMI, AND PIKO ESPECIALLY!!)

-Drawing (ART ART ART ART!!) (I cant really draw digital though-)

-PROJECT SEKAI!! (Words cannot explain how I feel for this game)

-FNAF!! (I LOVE FNAF OMG)

-Genshin impact (FURINA ESPECIALLY!!)

-Gravity Falls (Yes I know it ended YEARS ago but I’m still not over that show)

-OMORI (I omor!!)

-Len Kagamine (I’d never draw myself so I just draw him instead lol)

-Ships: AKITOYA (omg omg omg-), Honakana, Arlefuri (but idrk if thats ok tbh, I’ll judge after im done with fontaine.), Ruikasa, RANPOE (I DONT EVEN LIKE BSD THAT MUCH ANYMORE BUT OMG…), Cynari, SETHOSCARA, Xingyun

I’m okay with:

-Ships I don’t ship (As long as they’re not problematic or weird!)

-Personal questions (I can still not answer!)

-Cursing (Slurs and Cursing are DIFFERENT, I’d like to remind you)

Im NOT okay with:

-Using my art w/ no credit, sure none of it is impressive but if you end up using/saving tell me! Im curious abt how many ppl actually end up keeping my art anyway. You can use it without credit as a profile or banner I guess.. Just don’t claim it as your own or repost it (without credit ofc)! :D

-Insults like: Kys, Your mom didn’t love you, or you were an accident/mistake are TOO MUCH.. (Especially since I barely say anything controversial I think-)

-Calling me names/Making fun of me because of my sexuality or gender makes me sad

Please avoid sending pictures of food (unless they’re a drawing or smth) it isn’t too bad if you end up doing that tho! I just have personal problems with food.

REMEMBER! “WERE SILLY UNTIL IT MAKES SOMEONE UNCOMFORTABLE!” -A wise man (literally just me)

TAGS:

#alec rb (reblogs!)

#alec srb (self-reblogs!)

#alec art (my art!)

#alec yap (any post with more than like two sentences of text)

#alec answers (IVE NEVER USED THIS ONCE ASAAHSHGWHAHA 😔😔)

*insert Ego rock (specifically the wonderlands x showtime cover)*

[problematicfactive]

Kind of a vent feel free to still post but thank you so much for making unbiased positivity posts for problematic factives. I see so many that are like "as long as you hate who you are and are trying to get away from it !! Shout out to you !!" Some of us just exist. Some of us don't hate our identities, some of us are neutral in them. It's not a monster out to get me, it's just who I am. And a lot of us are abused by hosts and other system members to try to force us to change and for some change just isn't what makes us happiest. Being myself is what makes me happy. I'm so desperate to hear that it's okay to be myself without it having the caveat of "as long as youre working to change who you were in the past" like sure. Don't act like that now, but like. Not every post for every type of introject ends with By the way: don't be a bad person! Even though every Introject capable of being a bad person. I'm tired of being othered. I'm tired of who I am coming with a footnote that says I have to always address the fact that "I've changed" it "I'm changing" or I'm not as good.

thanks for not making me feel like I have to change who I am to be as good

I do my best. This blog was actually inspired by a blog that I saw post a lot of plural positivity posts seem to refuse to make a post for problematic factives that didn't have the caveat of "as long as your changing" I don't think problematic factives are incapable of being bad people, but I think. People think they're being such allies to you when they say "I'll give you this attention/positivity/recognition but I need to also make it known that I'm not okay with the things your source did and you shouldnt be like that" and the thing is. We've heard it before. We hear it so often that when people add that little footnote, it doesn't even sound genuine anymore. How come bakugo introject positivity posts dont end with "by the way don't be violent or bully people or yell in people's eardrums" but mine do?

If you want to show acceptance in your positivity posts, make the connection that the good people are already being good and the bad people don't care to listen to you. Stop putting us to a different standards you put everyone else to

Problematic fictives do not speak on your personal experience of being held to a different standard in my reblogs. This is not about you and my content is not for fictives.

[kedakirahei]

Woah. an actual, proper intro/pin post?

Hey! Yeah, I'm finally making one of these. about time, too! ALT ACC: @c4tt41l-the-stupid

I go by LITERALLY dozens of names, but four that I will always respond to are Zeph/Zephyr, C4TT41L, and Keda. im the guy who cant make up his mind when it comes to shipping characters haha, multishipping fun

I am not religious and never will be. When I swear to something or the like, i most likely will replace a word with 'Void' or 'The ancients', 'Three Moons', 'By the stars', 'In the name of THE DREAMER', etc...

I am a yucky little self-shipper (Thats right- I ship my ocs and self inserts with canon characters). If you don't like that, please do not bother me about it. I don't want to hear it. If it bothers you that much, you can just block my account or ignore me. Thank you.

Transmasculine! Please respect my pronouns- HE/THEY preferred!

I accept everyone and anyone, xenogenders, neopronouns, homoflexible, etc.

...well.. almost everyone..

....Except for you disgusting Pro/Com shippers, Ableist, "Super Straights", TERFS, Shota/Lolicons, "MAP"/Pedos, Zoos, Etc, Get off of my fucking blog, NOW. You are NOT welcome here, not now, and not EVER. That goes for all other problematic and disgusting-acting people. if you fall under the general DNI list, do not interact with me.

Despite being English (U.S.A), I tend to be really fuckin trash at speaking my own native tongue. I am trying to learn:

Spanish

Norwegian

Proud shipper of HOURGLASS/SPEEDRUN (SHATTERED OMORI x LICKETY-SPLIT KEL), SHUTTERBOMB (STRANGER X LETTERBREY) and NIGHTSHADE/OREOSUNDAE (STRANGER X OMORI)

Sometimes, I project onto characters i like, so hope that doesn't bother you guys! I mostly project onto my OCs, though. Those posts will often be dark in theme, so be wary.

■ ♡ ☆ I AM A MINOR. PLEASE DO NOT MAKE SEXUAL OR SUGGESTIVE JOKES TO ME UNLESS YOU'RE A FRIEND THAT I'M FINE WITH DOING THAT, ITS JUST COMMON DECENCY, DONT DONT FOLLOW ME IF YOU POST NSFW!☆ ♡ ■

stupid extra words and information under cut

• I was diagnosed with ADHD and autism at a pretty young age, at around 2.

• I have a really bad time reading tone over text. Please try not to be too rude to me, it actually hits a lot harder than you think. Alternatively, use tone tags.

• I make AUs then drop it like a hot potato. please dont expect me to be consistent with anything, especially not AUs and art i make.

• If I like alot of your posts, its because i have no life and constantly check my dash every day. I am chronically online.

• i will have periods of complete inactivity, especially when it comes to my drawings.

• I struggle to control how i am feeling and tend to have outbursts of anger commonly, tending to take that out on my characters and sometimes others. Please know if i say something rude, i do not mean it, and PLEASE TELL ME WHEN IM GOING OVERBOARD.

• My askbox is ALWAYS open until i say otherwise! Don't be afraid to speak to me, i don't bite!

• I am a Multifandomic Mess. I might switch fandoms in a week, then go back or whatever.

• I use "Dude", "Bro", "Homie", etc in a gender neutral way. If you dont like these nicknames, Do tell me and I will stop calling you it!!

• i use "<3" platonically when i am talking to a person. My actual heart goes to my fictional characters aha

• Tag requests are okay, don't be shy!

• I am a big shipper of characters, and i mean BIG, i am SO INDECISIVE.... Artisaint, SolarFlare NIGHTSHADE/OREOSUNDAE, SHUTTERBOMB, and HOURGLASS/SPEEDRUN are my main ones. I do like all other non-problematic ships tho!

��� I repeat things on occasion. Do tell if I have repeated something over and over multiple times.

THE AMOUNT OF TAGS I AM GOING TO ADD IS PAIN.

[perfectvoidofnothing]

Introductory Post! (My God I can't believe I'm doing this)

-ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ-

Hi! I'm Clarissa! Briar is fine too. I go by She/They. When I was young I used to scavange through ask blogs and other things on this website, and today's the day I finally made an account.

Interaction Rules!

My Interaction Rules can mostly be found in my carrd but the gist is that I am really shy and introverted, so please be patient with me. Tone tags are appreciated! But please use tone tags when joke flirting with me (I can get confusing signals lmao)

DNI!

Obivously, don't interact if you go against any minority, don't interact if you support problematic people, don't interact if you sexualize any minors/alternative fashions, and don't interact if you are a proshipper. (Again, check carrd for more details)

Interests!

Touhou: Imperishable Night is my favorite game, while my most favorite character is a tie between Marisa Kirisame, Reimu Hakurei and Alice Margatroid. Fun Fact that famous Bad Apple video is what got me into Touhou in the first place.

Pretty Cure: I got into the entire franchise just last year and I'm currently watching the entire seasons from start to finish (By the time I'm typing this I'm in DokiDoki Precure). The OG and Max Heart have my heart while Cure Black and Cure Blossom are my favorites. I also love the All Star movies cause I'm a big sucker for crossovers.

Sailor Moon: I watched Crystal and the Eternal Movie on Netflix, and I'm currently reading the Manga! I would get into the 90s anime since I seen so many clips on Youtube (its so funny) but considering how many Precure episodes I have to watch, I can't. (Maybe someday!) I love Hotaru Tomoe. Can't say the same thing for Mamoru Chiba (especially during the first arc of the manga/crystal UGH-)

Revolutionary Girl Utena: The intro slaps and I'm also currently in the middle of watching the series. I know all about the dark themes and enjoy the symbolism even if I dont get it at first. (I could ramble about how the show is amazing tbh)

Ib: One of my favorite games of all time, please tell me people remember this game.

Mad Father: Same vein as Ib, again please tell me people remember this game.

Lolita Fashion: I have a few skirts and blouses (still need to get a petticoat lmao). I particularly like Gothic and Classic Lolita Fashion.

The Garden (OC World): My Toyhou.se is pretty bare bones about the world, and partially making this Tumblr is to talk about more about my OCs (in general). Either expect very long blocks of text or half-lazy art (thats what I see my art atleast).

Editing: Besides drawing, I also make video edits! Check out my Instagram to check them out (My instagram page also links to my tiktok page so check that out if you want).

Honorable Mentions! (/other interests that do kinda count but they aren't really that big)

Doki Doki Literature Club!: Monika is Best Girl

Undertale/Deltarune: Yes, I was an Undertale person during that big boom. I also used to hate Chara, but now I love them and believe that Chara and Asriel deserve the world.

Monster High/Ever After High: They were my childhood. I really don't mind GEN 3, and I actually find it fascinating (we don't talk about GEN 2).

Portal: The first game I bought on steam, and played both of them. We need more content (not a 3rd game, just new content).

BFDI: Also a childhood show I grew up. Something about objects competing for an Island really stuck with me.

Alright, that's enough typing. I'm not even sure if this is too long but it feels like it. If this didn't repel you from me, feel free to stick around!

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[realitycanbewhateveridesire]

i have the shingami eyes url and it highlights certain names to show like. if theyre a good or bad person (widely known on the internet)

idk its smthn like that- but for some reason the extension has clocked your url as a good one and it highlights all your text in green

since your blog is kinda tan it gives it a leafeon look (i dont have pics rn ill get sm later)

idk just wanted to say that

i'm actually surprised.

also, lmao thanks for my medal for being the bare minimum (barely even that) hahaha.

i'm sceptical a bit cuz while the extension from what little i heard about it, is useful in clocking bigots online, y'all don't know what me or other people do offline. which i know what i am saying doesn't make sense or relate to the ask. but i think it would probably be easy for a crypto bigot to fall through cracks since it would involve just shutting the fuck up and sitting back. funny, how they can't even do that.

(oop, getting carried away already. i love yapping too much.)

also, i wouldn't consider myself a good person. i'm often barely doing the bare minimum, like i said before. and as a person raised in a bigoted enviroment, i try not to be one (sorry for sounding like a typical performative ally white girl lol). so, i kinda just keep my mouth shut and reblog stuff from people who know shit. cuz i lack basic knowledge and even more, an education to speak about anything.

(girl, like i have no fucking clue about the political situation in my country that i was born into and live in everyday. blissful ignorance smh. but sorry, getting carried away again.)

also i got blocked today by someone for having a harry potter dr (desired reality), which i assume that they assumed that i am a transphobe and/or bigot for it. and i kinda have to assume my fauit here, cuz i don't support rowling in any way (duh. she can go choke to death.) but i also recognize that even mentioning the series in regards to my desired reality carries with itself the problematic aspect of attributing to the series publicity (not sure if that's the right word). so, i'm somewhat torn on what to do in regards to this. and, i will probably potentially still post about my hp drs in the future cuz shifting and my desired realities are basically my only hobby (i have no life and neglect my cr so bad lol). but if it is really that problematic and making people feel unsafe around me, i could be persuaded to stop posting about it.

(anyways, i need to stop my yapping and also r.i.p. the comas)

[butchered-bovine]

Sorry how am I supposed to know that it's just a "fauxcest" kink?

If you showed that post to any of your IRL acquaintances they would think you were a monster. I've met actual pedophiles IRL who hide their predatory nature behind the "hehe! just a joke! or is it?" demure joke bullshit.

You're fetishizing a painful experience that many afab children have had to go through involuntarily, yet you sob and moan when a ftm says they want to look like you do in a dress. This lacks any kind of internal consistency, except "what makes YOU feel good and what doesn't". If you're going to fetishize little sisters being molested then you have no right to bitch at ftms. Lmfao.

Your supposed to know because i have nsfw content on my blog and on my pinned post I detail the more sensitive kinks im into, including faucest. You could also start by not assuming the worst out of every single trans woman you meet for starters.

No they wouldnt, because my friends are aware of different kinks and would understand whats at play, and also know me and again, dont assume the worst from a post clearly involved in a kink. Also so have I, do you know what makes them pedophiles tho? Actually doing shit to kids. Not TWO ADULTS PARTICIPATING IN KINK!!!! I also didnt even say it was a joke, i told you it was a kink, which it is, and you ignored that to keep calling me a pedophile because I pissed you off.

Oh god. You know transfems experience that shit too right? You know thats not ‘afab’ exclusive right? Ive been through that shit. I know what its like. You dont have to fucking tell me. Im not fetishizing shit. Im participating in a kink with other consenting adults. I could go into how many victims (INCLUDING THE ONLY ONES YOU CARE ABOUT: ONES WHO ARE AFAB) use kinks like these to reclaim a sense of control of autonomy over those past events, but I shouldn’t have to. You don’t have to have had trauma to participate in these kinks. they aren’t fucking harming anyone its fun. Between. Adults. Stop trying tie this to some greater issue like it wasnt a relatively small post that you had to go hunting for to find something to get mad about.

Next: “yet you sob and moan when a ftm says they want to look like you do in a dress” heres the post in question your referencing! My contribution to it at least.

“Sob and moan” so youll see i just said my stomach sank, and then mentioned it later on this post where it was a relavent example. Framing me as if im hysterical, overreacting, and emotional, is just basic day one misogyny. I was describing an experience I had with transmisogyny, with very little emotionallity, yet you chose to act like i was going on and on and crying and shaking about it. Which again is just basic misogyny to try and make me out to be unreasonable and emotional. Secondly, he did not say “I wish I looked like you in a dress” (which even that would be bad. If a man who wants to be masculine said to me, a trans woman “I wish i looked like you” that would be shitty still. But thats not my main point) he said he wished he was perceived like a man wearing a dress like he assumed I was. He didn’t just like how I looked he was jealous of the fact that I don’t pass and implied that I look like a man. This is basic fucking transphobia. To say or imply a trans woman looks like a man is shitty. I shouldn’t have to tell you that. If you cant even acknowledge that what he said was wrong, then just call me a fucking slur and move along dont try and pretend your defending anything.

“This lacks any internal consistency, except ‘what makes YOU feel good and what doesn’t”

Shocking news everyone, I am inconsistent as a person because i like ‘problematic’* kinks, and dont like to be told I look like a man. Everyone get mad, the evil trans woman indulges in kinks on her own blog, with warnings in her pinned post and bio, but dislikes facing transmisogyny, how evil and inconsistent is that!

*kinks arent evil or problematic, thought crimes arent real, stop trying to make every trans woman out to be a pedophile because she likes a kink.

‘If your gonna participate in a kink between yourself and other adults who are into it only, that causes no harm, and has nothing to do with real life, then you have no right to talk about the bigotry you face, and should shut up about the misogyny and transmisogyny you’ve experienced from men in your life!’

As a fun little thought experiment let’s address: even if everything else you said was true, how would that in any way make my post or anything I’ve said about transmisogyny untrue? Like, at all? Answer: it wouldn’t! You just hate when trans women hold trans masc folks accountable.

Last thing just because youve pissed me off lets go step by step through your thought process between these asks, shall we?

First you see a post of mine, talking about an experience Ive had with transmisogyny. This makes you mad. How dare I talk about a real life experience of mine and say it made me feel a bit sad after? So you immediately send me an ask, you want a way to invalidate my point (because theres no way to invalidate any of the words i said cuz they where true) so you make the assumption, maybe cuz my blog has cow theming, that i ‘degrade myself’ and say that cuz i do that i should shut the fuck up about when transmascs (or ftms in your words) try to actually degrade and insult me. Then I tell you how fucking stupid that is, how your assumptions are wrong and your point would make no sense even if you had assumed correctly. This makes you more mad at me. How dare I talk back to you and stand up for myself, I should know to accept my place, and let myself be talked down to. So you scrolled my blog a while, looking for something else you villainize me for. Something you can use to make me as a trans woman out to be evil so you can feel good about yourself. (You’ve already forgotten that this is entirely unrelated to your original ask and point). Eventually you find a post about incest, and cnc. Not even explicitly ageplay. You ignore the fact that incest and cnc are incredibly common kinks, and that the post was made by an adult and that i am an adult because now you can bring that post to me and imply I’m a pedophile. You do that immediately because the classic argument “this trans woman is a pedophile because she has the EVIL kinks” is a classic that is totally logically sound. I then tell you why that is dumb as hell. You then, once again pissed that id dare disagree with you and stand up for myself, double down on every single goddamn thing. Sure you didn’t read my bio or pinned post, but that doesn’t matter you had no way of knowing it was a kink post. Sure the original post exclusively only said little sis, nothing about age or anything, but you’ll assume and jump to calling me a pedophile excplicitly anyway. Sure you’ll pretend I had a completely different defense than I did, because you’ve already assumed and assured yourself I am a pedophile, so who cares about the thing I actually said. Sure it has no correlation, but you’ll bring up bioessentialism, ignore thats trans women have similar experiences, and try and pretend that adults participating in kink is somehow the same as real SA and pedophilia. Sure I wasn’t, but then youll pretend that I was once again hysterical and yelling and bitching at transmascs, and not that I reblogged a post by another transfem, with a personal experience that was related, not once including or directing it at any specific transmascs.

I will not be responding to any more asks you send. You hate trans fems and wish we would shut up about the shit we face. You hate trans fems and think we are all secretly evil predators. You are straight up misogynistic, transphobic, and transmisogynistic.

[drowninginredink]

If ur not up for your blog to become a discussion hub you can delete this ask but notthatalex' analogy of "but for some reason, people are really scared to roast you, excluding you entirely from that dynamic" I don't think quite makes sense. Within a friend group there Will be healthy boundaries. So therefore there should be some too when we joke to an audience. People roast and joke their friends because they know each other, have given the ok and know they dont hold ill will - if that isn't the case there's a clear problem that should be ideally addressed! Comedians like the ones in Smosh have a platform which I think is ok to demand it to be used responsibly. There's a difference in making a joke where the punchline is "get it ? it's a gay guy, that's funny on its own" and making a joke that happens to include gay guys/their experience for example. Also as much as we want them to, jokes can't exist in a political void. It's already been well documented that memes, jokes, comedy can be absolutely used as a propaganda tool and that some "jokes" are actually meant to represent the creator's political stance. A good example from not too long ago is Sacha Baron Cohen who lately appeared in the news for his Zionist beliefs, while he's built his career around making fun of "arabs" that people have been giving him the benefit of the doubt for for years saying it's "satire".

I mean my intention was never to be a discussion hub, but only because I never expected anyone to care enough about what I have to say to send me asks. So sure, let's do this!

But yeah, I would say I'm a bit more in favor of restricting comedians than Alex, but I think what you're saying is kind of misreading him. He made it pretty clear that there are good jokes and bad jokes you can make about anything. And my biggest opinion is, aside from the fact that yes, "I'm a gay guy and that's funny on its own" is problematic... It's also not funny. If you ask me, the biggest thing that makes something funny is surprise. And bigoted jokes are hacky. They're not creative. "Haha this group is bad/weird" is a thing we've all heard before. It's not unfunny when my family makes a joke about Chinese people eating dogs because it's racist, even though it very much is, it's unfunny because I've heard that joke a million times.

But I think the friendship example is actually perfect because roasting a friend requires knowledge of said friend beyond hacky stereotypes, so it's going to have to go beyond easy bigoted jokes. Again, I do agree with Alex in the sense that you can joke about anything, but you've got to do it well. And again, bigoted jokes just aren't funny. They're all overplayed. The only reason people find them funny is because they agree with them.

And yeah, it does suck to be the person in the friendgroup who feels like they're being treated with kid gloves. It's all about knowing people's lines. I know seeing the TNTL roasts of Angela made me so uncomfortable at first because I basically am Angela and the particular points they were hitting are things I'm super sensitive about. So if I were her, I would have felt like absolute shit. And then I saw her say how much that made her happy because she felt seen, and how it meant so much to her. And that's made me actually really embrace that view of it and encourage my friends to roast me like that. Because you know what? This is who I am, and I do want you all to see me in my cringe glory. Because being cringe is a good thing. So like, to me, that's what Alex is saying. You've got to know the lines, but imagine how it'd look if they never went after Angela.

Also I don't exactly keep up with Cohen, but I have seen... Whatever the name of that movie was over my brother's shoulder and needless to say, it was a yikes and I don't know how we let anyone who made it say he was at all progressive. I mean, to be fair, of course it was a yikes. If my dad likes a thing, that's always a red flag.

[controversiai]

Information about us , in general . (werewolffuckerstuff)

We're a Complex DID sys , and due to that I'm gonna make 2 entries of a 'singletsona' ( Unsure what it is called exactly , we are not great with internet terms . )

Satan / Or any basic English male name .

Ageless angelic creature thing , any and all except she .

Afab Cis male , Agenderfreak . AroAceApl Spectrum Gay . Polyamorous .

Celestia / Angel

Ageless satanic creature thing , she/he/it + any xeno / neo .

Altersex Ladyboy , Agenderflux , gender non conforming . Completely Aromantic , Apl that favors friendships due to narcism ( w / o asex ) Gaybo , Ambiamourus w / monogamous preference due to obsession .

Do not fluctuate between them unless asked for , choose one , and use that only .

Feel free to tag us in typing quirk posts for us to translate , if we have our phone and glasses we will do our best to help .

We are Indigenous Turk and Bulgarian , though little to no connection to culture .

We are severely disordered ( which does infact make us a bad person , so boo , be scared . ), and we believe that it affects our gender and sexual identity , like the fact we are on asexual spectrum due to our phobias and PTSD , and the fact we identify as agender because of our autism .

We do not have DNI's even with radq's , since one of our boyfriends are radqueer and it would be dumb to put them up on DNI . We dont support what rq movement stands for .

We are open for discourse , and we probably will have hottakes here and there .

We are extremely paraphilic , i mean it , so if you find one of our other blogs you probably will see triggering content due to us talking about it , esp with our blogs that we're open abt it unlike this one . ( Though its probably obvious . )

Bodily , we're a minor .

Not inheritly theistic or atheistic .

Before you interact ,

We will tell you to kys if y'all are annoying , if it bothers you very much block me , or ignore me because if i notice you blocked me i will stalk your page .

We will swear , we will use slurs we can reclaim , we will be agressive , obsessive as it is very easy to trigger us . We probably will stalk your page if we notice that you have blocked us , or interacted with us negatively , so if you dont want that just ignore our existence . :3

We're pro-kink , or basically pro para anti-c

Were not inheritly proship or antiship , we dont care . After all we ourselves have ships that are inheritly problematic , but we keep that to ourselves .

Dont like dont look too , basically .

Alterhuman to the point it affects our personality and gender etc identity .

We think DNI's are stupid , in general , like things that will actually cause panic attacks are okay etc . And sometimes minor DNI but you cannot stop them from looking at it , u genuinely cant .

We basically worship ourselves , how does that work ? Dont ask , its complex and an insys thing that i ( the host + the cat smile fucker at the front for some reason ) cannot be bothered to explain .

We have violent urges and we probably will post about it .

I will put links , here , later because i cannot be bothered .

Us stuff again

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[dancingrenchan]

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neveah [u can call me nevie or nev 2!]

16

mixed [white/black]

bigender/genderfluid girlboy [fem-leaning / she/her, gender/pronoun preference can change]

bisexual

neurodivergent [autism & misophonia]

neet otaku

future figure/plushie collector

stuck in the 00s

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fandoms/interests [i dont feel like compiling all of em into one post lol]

tags i use

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im a very socially awkward shy/introverted person & sometimes just dont know how 2 respond 2 things, so if i didnt answer ur ask, didnt reply 2 ur post, message u back, etc thats prob why

i have dark/weird humor [not the fake bigoted offensive kind the actual kind] & it shows up a lot in my posts

i reblog/like suggestive content & post vaguely nsfw posts sometimes [my blog is NOT explicit graphic nsfw tho & as a minor plz do not be weird 2 me esp if ure 19 or older]

although i dont consider myself proship/profic [i just dont like the label], i am into fiction/tropes that can be considered problematic/dead dove & sometimes i might get involved in discourse bout it, i always make sure 2 properly tag this stuff & if that still makes u uncomfy just block me

plz dont follow me if ure under 16, im fine with interacting like once then never again but u will get blocked if u attempt 2 do the former

i reclaim the r slur & sperg/sperging [always tagged]

dont remind me if i reblog/like from someone apparently “problematic”, while i respect ur intentions i rlly could give less of a shit [unless its actually bad then yea imma delete it] & its not like i wanna go through every single goddamn persons blog b4 reblogging

im free 2 tag anything if u want if u dont wanna see it or its a trigger [i tag it as / (ex. / blood)] on a related note plz tw maggots/worms, zygotes/embryos/fetuses, animal abuse/injury/death, flashing lights, vomiting/emetophobia & excessive/graphic or nail gore [drawn guro is fine mostly], theres also just stuff i dont rlly wanna see but idc if not tagged cuz its extremely unserious & mostly out of burnout/personal dislike [& why i am not saying what]

no dni except 4 the obvious stuff [bigots, pedo/zoos etc that sorta thing], id also like 4 radfems/swerfs & “radqueer”/transid/propara blogs 2 not follow me

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