#fine but i'm gonna complain the whole time
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crimeronan · 2 years ago
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me, throwing things at the wall in a fit of frustration: I AM GOING TO DRIVE. INTO THE CASCADES. AND THEN. OFF A THOUSAND FOOT CLIFF. INTO A BEAUTIFUL RAVINE. AND DIE IN THE WILDERNESS. IN AGONY. WITH BRANCHES STABBING INTO MY EYES. AND THROAT. AND LUNGS
my partners, climbing on top of me: no. love and support. we snuggle you. we fix problem for u. bitch
me: rrrrrrrrrrr.....
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brightlotusmoon · 1 year ago
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being an adult is just dragging urself kicking and screaming to things that you will enjoy and that will be good for you
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This did not happen, is joke
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pinkmoonmp3 · 6 months ago
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via shuturp
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blaacknoir · 10 months ago
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The Boys AU where Homelander continues the cycle of mentoring. Noir mentors Homelander who mentors Kevin.
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ekho-ekho-ekho · 1 year ago
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okay S2 finale reminded me why Mat was always my favorite: dude knows he's in an epic fantasy and just. could not be less impressed. zero patience for this magic bullshit. "Ououugh I can't escape without touching the dagger, but I can't touch the dagger without getting cursed, O what a conundrum, O what ever shall I doooo?" *actively reinventing the spear*
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nerdyfangirlingbooks · 5 months ago
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Every now and then I remember the times I would mention to my flatmate that I was thinking of buying myself something reasonably expensive (that I had been eyeing up for months and had budgeted for) and she'd tell me that I shouldn't spend that much money on something I didn't need and it would be stupid etc etc while she regularly impulse bought things that cost at least as much and she would use once (while complaining that she was under a lot of financial stress and couldn't afford <$3/week for 2 months for a rental washing machine when ours broke). She is... perhaps not my first call for financial advice
#like I get that you're financially stressed but also it feels a bit rich to complain about it when you're on student allowance (not loan)#and your parents still contribute to things for you even though allowance is supposed to be for people whose parents can't afford to help#and you get multiple scholarships a year even though you're technically not eligible for half of them anymore but then as soon as the money#comes in from those you spend it all on a brand new dress for your sister's hen's do picnic because you can't wear the same dress as you#will for the actual hen's night or the wedding. Better buy a full price one at an expensive store instead of looking in a single op shop or#borrowing one from one of your three sisters who are all roughly the same size#god life must be so tough for you getting the same amount of money as the rest of us on student loan except you only have to pay back half#like the only money you have to live off is the same as what the rest of us get + scholarships (plural) plus what you earnt in your summer#internship? how could you possibly survive??#anyway I am NOT a fan of people who are like 'oh you say you have no money for rent but you have a phone?' because that's bullshit#and the whole 'millenials need to stop eating avocado toast so they can buy a house' thing is also bullshit#however. If you pay $60/week for a gym when you have access to the free uni one (or any other gym in the country is like $20)#and you buy uber eats multiple times a week for like $30+ each time despite having a premade meal in the fridge. and you get multiple#scholarships which mean you are arguably among the more well off students. AND you impulse buy things that cost over $100 regularly#then maybe the problem is not that you don't have enough money to split the rental costs of a washing machine (<$3 each/week)#maybe you are just bad with money#which is fine like it's not like it's unfixable it's just annoying when you act like you're worse off than people whose only money is what#they get from student loan each week so they eat beans on rice for dinner for a week#because that's all they could afford (yes I know people who did this. Yes she complained more than them)#so no I don't think I'm gonna be taking financial advice from you babes because one of us has entertained the idea of a budget to help with#finances and it's not you xx#(she turned down offers of financial help/advice/books to borrow from multiple people multiple times. I 100% get that you might not want to#talk to people about it especially your friends but we had multiple books on finances lying around the flat which she always said she didn't#need. And then she'd continue to complain that she didn't have enough money#god forbid you suggest something like going to a cheaper gym (or worse. The perfectly fine free uni gym!)#again. Her gym cost $60/week for most of last year until they brought in a student discount which was 'only' $45/week#the next most expensive gym chain I can find costs maybe $30/week for the highest membership level#to get what she was getting she would only need like a $20 membership#BUT to be fair she wouldn't get such strong culty vibes at any other gym#lol anyway sorry for the rant. I could keep going but apparently you can only have 30 tags and this is the last one
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halogalopaghost · 10 months ago
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#I'm having anxiety for some reason which is an unfamiliar physical feeling for me#I do depression and my SISTER does anxiety we're the mental illness brothers you see#but nooo apparently she has lent me some anxiety or whatever#anyway I was feeling useless and kind of like shit about how I never do anything anymore#and never get anything done or help around the house or even clean up my own living space#so I just decided I was gonna get out of bed at three in the morning and sweep the whole house#which like. that's fine I guess#and I wouldn't sit down or take a break even when I wanted to stop because I have got to!! start fucking doing things I can't just#be a lump that complains and consumes resources all my life#but anyway that was a bad idea or whatever bc my hands and feet got real hot and red and now I feel like I'm gonna frow up#I'm laid out on the couch near the phone charger. save me phone charger. charger for my phone save me#so what do we think am I feeling unwell from the activity because I don't do the activity enough or because I am just unwell#last time I swept a large area AND mopped was less than a month ago#I. also had to lay down after that actually except I was at work#just laid across a row of seats like yeah just. gimme a fuckin second to necromancy myself here#anyway#I'm a lil anxious bc of my neurology appointment I guess?? it's either that or the Wellbutrin#OR a yet to be identified food sensitivity maybe??#I actually have no fucking clue I just have a bunch of ideas ranked by plausibility#I'm. a little dizzy and the nausea is mcgetting me#farewell cruel world it's been nice knowing u
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nominalnebula · 8 months ago
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okay fine I do feel better after going on a walk for my stupid mental health
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girlwiththegreenhat · 8 months ago
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april please be kind to me. please
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me doing the new buckle down routine of writing queries for AT LEAST an hour a day until I have a few good ones
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mildswearingat4am · 1 year ago
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i think something you don't anticipate during your first few mental health crises is how deeply fucking annoying they are after a while
like oh, everything is a threat and my brain thinks i'm dying. how original.
i've got two interviews and a class presentation, brain, we do not have time for this bullshit.
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anyway i do feel kinda bad about the lack of like. Anything here lately. art and fic wise. sorry abt that it's just. life. you know how it is.
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brightlotusmoon · 1 year ago
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"You see, the thing about Generation X is that we were born in a dream. And we were told that the dream would be the end of bigotry, that everyone would love each other, that we would be cared for, that we could change the world and do anything we wanted.
That dream was killed as we became adults. We're still in the nightmare that rose from the ashes of a dream that our children are trying to make real for us.
But we were already bitter, tired, apathetic, and overall traumatized. Most of our peers died in wars we never wanted, died from illnesses that the authorities ignored. We never trusted the government nor the state.
I'll put on my old duster and my stomping boots and my KMFDM album. But I'm getting old and my back hurts, so I'll just show your kids how to make their own weapons."
My husband got philosophical earlier.
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(He used to look exactly like the character Spicoli, so)
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brightlotusmoon · 1 year ago
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i am in fact NOT being very brave about it and will whine and complain until i die. As is my right
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bnjmin · 7 months ago
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i’ll walk. it’s a beautiful night.
@deatheless / accepting.
which is true, uncharacteristically, even accounting for the ever present wind chill. he scrubs a hand down his face, slightly (read: very) irritated. "you don't - one of your band mates can't come pick you up, or something?"
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