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I’m turning 26 dudes.
I will officially be the same age Dean was in season one, a fact that I’m being very normal about. It coincided with a follower milestone as well so the stars are aligning, telling me that it’s time to celebrate being an active Destiel blog.
So let’s fucking party! This may be a celebration, but the guests of honor are angst, horror, and nsfw. Once again not learning my lesson and challenging you to do your worst. Go nuts, show nuts.
Since this is a short event I would prefer to keep it just Dean and Cas, either together or separately 💚
To join the party, tag your works #elliots26dude or @ me
Jan 13: holy - horny - hands - highway - Lord Huron
Jan 14: horror - hurt - hickeys - home - Hozier
My birthday is on January 13th!
You can mix and match prompts from either day!
Any late arrivals are welcome as well
Lawboy notes:
- I know I mentioned angst, but due to personal circumstances I do not want anything that focuses on the subject of unresolved grief. ie: widower arc is fine because we know Cas returns. 15x18 confession scene is fine. And finale fix-it’s are fine as long as it includes or alludes to Cas returning. This mostly pertains to fics.
- no memory loss. no heaven endgame
- any prompt can be used for nsfw work, but must be tagged properly or have community labels if needed
- minors may participate, but cannot submit nsfw creations
Feel free to send me an ask or dm with any questions!
#no reason for the h prompts it just kinda happened#another all spn character event will be coming soon btw#another reason I wanted to keep this just destiel#elliots26dude#spneventsdirectory#creator celebration#el.pdf#sketch.art#few of my favorite things for reference:#celestial horror. blasphemy. religious imagery. bible verses used for destiel.#a/b/o. yes you heard me#young dean. artist dean. dean pov poetry.#angel cas. fallen cas. powerful cas/godstiel/leviathan cas.#i have like. very few reservations so seriously go nuts. but feel free to ask if you're not sure
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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Hollow Knight fans convincing themselves that Tiso is a worse character than he actually is will forever piss me off
#people love to look for the deeper meaning in character dialogues EXCEPT WHEN ITS TISO#literally in his last few lines you can tell he sees the knight as a possible friend and no longer looks down on it#his attitude shifts from 'this thing is tiny and weak and i could easily put it out of its misery'#to 'i look forward to sparing with this thing after i complete the trials'#like he goes from calling it a 'squib' to referring to it as 'pale thing' like thats more respectful in tiso-speak#all this guy did was be a little arrogant and die a foolish death and you all hated him#i wasn't going to put this in the main tags but whatever i wrote a ramble here#tiso#hk tiso#hollow knight#tiso haters dni (kidding. but do be respectful if you disagree bc Tiso is my favorite hk character)
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watching haikyuu after being in the blue lock pit for a while is so refreshing. like they're so normal
#one of my favorite things about liking different sports manga is getting to compare the protagonists#and hinata and isagi have a similar hunger—that's a really big theme in haikyuu too‚ and hinata in reference to the way he plays as eating#is brought up but it's different than isagi. i think the most succint way to put it is hinata's 'the view from the top is one i could never#see on my own' vs isagi's 'im a striker' [and the whole 'we will‚ no i will lead japan to victory] thing#but hinata's selfishness is an important part of his character as well and that's how he growsa#granted haikyuu is a story about connection and blue lock is a battle manga so like the comparisons are Clearly not necessarily. Accurate#but it's interesting!! that there's similarities. and i guess that could be attributed to the traits you need to be a successful athlete#i was on the same track team as a few guys who are probably going to be in the olympics and like. You have to be insane for these things#oh also another interesting comparison is hinata and isagi's relative backgrounds; hinata lives in a rural area and had a lot less#opportunities than his peers and did what he could and isagi is Literally Average Guy From Average Suburb.#i have few points to make here it's just interesting comparison [<- i think i have already said this twice]#though actually yeah the themes of class show up pretty consistently in hq but very subtly and it's literally just in like. the way you see#differences in opportunities based on income and area in real life. it's just There Always#anyway i have to go rinse.my hair the deep condition is done#masayapping#<- YAPPED FR
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Undertale yellow flowey embroidery
This took about 40 hours, give or take a few
#I can tell you one thing#Embroidering while having arthritis is really not a piece of cake. When you hand cramps just by holding it at an angle.#At least I can be grateful for my empty schedule#Makes embroidering till the sun rises back up so much easier#Insomnia also helps with this task#I was listening to the ost while working on it and… Live reaction#Occupied turf is so good actually !? Why wasn’t it shown more often !? IT’S FIRE !?#I forgot I only did a pacifist so I got so confused when neutral Flowey came out…#A mother’s love ? Should’ve called this “I’m gonna fuck you up”#The number of time I got my ass handed back to me in this fight is not even funny#The first time is great. The second I only discern my favorites and the sudden change in style. By the third loop I can’t recognize shit#my brain is melting and my eyes are on fire…#Advantages on doing it during daytime. Eyes hurt less. Good stupid tv to listen to in the background Disadvantages. People#Advantages on doing it at night. Alone. Personally work better at night#Disadvantages. No good TV. Time goes by slower…? I don’t know maybe I’m just loosing it with those freaking petals#For reference one petal took me about 3 and a half hours. So yeah… I thought it would never end… Took out almost all my yellow.#When the line tangles itself in the back and you realize only close to the end of it that half went missing#So you have to go backward to entangle it and loose 30 mins because damn it#Cats are not helpful in any of those scenarios#Why do I feel the need to make the back perfect when nobody else but me will know#This is the last time I do one so big without thinking it through#Note to self. Don’t do it standing up when the cats are awake. She just destroyed my stomach#I think i’m losing it#Back after a few weeks#God this white thread is doing my head in… I’m willing to bet my leg half the time I spent on the face was me untangling it.#I’m almost done. It’s finally over. Dark brown took exactly 4 h and 13 mins#undertale#undertale yellow#embroidery#I’m thinking of doing Boris the wolf next. Because I just found the perfect rendition to put on my wall
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the chapter songs in Alan Wake 2,, flawless
#they deserve more love and discussion#saying this while also not knowing what to say other than they’re so fucking good#alan wake 2#i think it’s partially because poets of the fall’s tracks are iconic so of course they’re in the spotlight (as deserved)#but also the CHAPTER SONGS. them being made for a given chatacter(s) with the help of Sam lakes poetry#the changes with ‘this road’ by Poe with every Alan chapter. becoming more distorted and revealing lyrics and the spiral#the scratch song being 1) hilarious and 2) similar to Zane’s poetry in the aw1 arg#the emotion in superhero when saga feels lost at the story making it so Logan was gone#the lines of her feeling like a ghost in this story forming around her.. how she feels guilty and absent for both what the story’s doing#and being away from Logan because of her job. ashdhhhhjhh my heart#AND. follow you into the dark HAS to be alice. which kills me because at for at I thought of Alan#but no. Alice jumped in the dark place after him. it’s so !!!!!!!!!!!#the rabbit hole line. Alice spiraling deeper and deeper into a dream—into wonderland#the Lost at Sea one is also good. intrigues me. the Bowie and Lynch references are blatantly aw2 Zane#but it’s so similar to diver Zane and the ‘originals’ death. being lost in the dark place with illusions of escape#and losing any sense of identity. whether he’s real at all or the monster of this sea or just a lost soul.#the soft and calm vocals / instrumental really makes the whole thing#NEED to stop typing more tags because this is a Lot. however.#‘no one left to love’ is also a phenomenal song and one of my favorites from the album. GORGEOUS vocals and how it all flows together.#such a powerful and beautiful way to end a chapter#anyway that’s all I had to say :)#god. I’ve started to watch a few playthroughs of the game and 90% of people have skipped the chapter songs and every time im#that’s fair but my brain and soul might implode if I don’t see anyone else talking about how good these songs are
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Weird day of reading today:
Stared at Locked Tomb for a few minutes as I thought about rereads, but at this point I'm just gonna wait for Alecto to go through the series again. I don't think I'm emotionally strong enough atm to endure the memes again anyways.
Reread an old manuscript for a novel that I never finished. 48k and it's just immensely harrowing with a really brutal ending per the outline that I don't think would ever make it past editing lmao. Looking at when I wrote it, that makes a lot of sense. One of the only first-person POV things I've ever written, and it was surprisingly all right. I'd probably rewrite this as third-person close if I were to revisit it. Cool world that I didn't really utilize as well.
Picked through some highlights of Gormenghast and buried myself in indulgent, decadent prose for a while. There's singular clauses with more creativity than entire stories I've written. Just means there's more to aspire to, I suppose!
Wanted to reread some passages from a few Robin Hobb books, but I cannot remember which book is which within a series because all of her novels have just the worst titles. Just meant that I waded through beautiful moment after beautiful moment in search of what I was after. Then wound up reading the ending of Elderlings all over again, much to my heart's deep sorrow.
#random rambling about writing#I get the purpose of the memes in a reference-heavy series like tlt but they're my least favorite thing tbh#but I also think the Moby-Dick parallels in Blood Meridian tire me out so throw me on the pyre about it#and there's a reason I ignore a few lines from Shadowheart in the BG3 epilogue...#(though clearly neither of those things affected the experience enough for me to ultimately stop enjoying either work lol)
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Please tell me you’re not leaving for the blackout? It’s ineffective and I can prove it to you
uh? blackout?
I think I saw something about it? maybe??? but didn't really read the post, should I check it???
#ask#my ghost child! <3#circus' favorite apparition! <3#gotta check that out#but I can assure you that I have no intention of leaving anywhere#(this refers to that thing I saw a few weeks ago about leaving tumblr like people did discord in protest of changes?)#(if so then. no. I'm not leaving)#(I respect the choice of those that want to protest)#(but snooping here is an excellent break from study and I have an exam in two weeks#I need a functioning brain#which means breaks actually unplug brain)#(looked up a bit. valid reasons. but my reason to stay still stands. tho I might tone down the wild reblogs?)#don't worry. not going anywhere :) <3
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absolutely self-indulgent owl language breakdown from my owl house daemon au bc i was having fun with it today:
so we have 'wings-across-night' which is what the owl beast/firefly calls herself in her own language. the sounds of this name are spelled out as 'grr-click-growl', which, bc i have a sounds-to-general-meaning dictionary, is this idea of like...
the 'grr' and 'growl' are these lasting sounds, longer, and somewhat low and dangerous, which get across the 'wings' and 'night' idea that posit firefly as a hunter, who hunts best in the night. then we have the 'click' for across which is sort of a joining-together, and all-together it comes across as this long rumbling sound, ie of an owl in flight across the sky.
and then we get to FIREFLY, which, man it took me a WHILE to get to firefly as the translated witch-language/english version of wings-across-night. its this idea that...wings-across-night is a hunter of the night, she is someone who is found and associated with darkness, but it ALSO has an implication of being seen: she flies across the night, and is thus illuminated by it.
and so FIREFLY. as these creatures who glow in the dark, who live there and make it their own with something bright inside of them and its just so FUN.
and we get!! other names too! like 'king' being 'puffs out chest' because it comes from that sorta arrogance of his youth, being an itty-bitty baby who saw himself as the king of demons, but then later on its also this idea of like, how one might puff up as a sort of way of saying im HERE, not in an arrogant way but in a claiming this place as their own sort of way, which king does: he might be a titan but hes also a CLAWTHORNE.
'one that hoards' is what 'the collector' translates to in owl, but firefly doesnt call him this for long...bc the thing she notices about them is how SCARED they can get, how hesitant they are, bc theyve had so much taken from them and theyre protective of what they do have, yes in a way that can be harmful (look at their relationship w king lol) but also like...reaches out scared...and so we get this translating to 'sraf' in witch-language because that's what it is all about, in the end: the collector who has reached, terrified, for this thing he was told to avoid, and made it his own, and made himself sraf.
sea-and-light for luzmari is one of the first owl-names i came up with and one im still so fond of...they're called sea-and (mari) or and-light (luz) separately but no matter what we get the AND in there, tying them together as a pair despite all else. 'light' is straightforward for luz but 'sea' is a bit less for mari, but it connects for both of them similar things--light being the glyph luz finds first, ice being the one mari did, but mari not being so cold despite it all, but a thing ice melts into. (also when i was picking names i saw that 'maritza' means something relating to the sea, tho this was Years ago n i dont know how true that is lol since i dont have the source anymore). mari being first because she has chosen to be first, flipping the human-first script on its tail, bc firefly is an owl, and why would she follow convention?
im still poking around at my names for hunter and amity...last night i came up with something like berrysharp or berry-click or berry-(click) for amity and alma--i know they get a name together because they are almost always holding on to one another, and 'berry' for this sort of idea of both the purple but also like, berries can be bitter, sweet, something inbetween, and amityalma have been A Lot Of Things. and then the sharpness being the idea of like, throughout the fic amity is sort of the first character to just be HERSELF, especially when compared to luzmari who spend nearly the entire series really struggling with this...dunno this one im still turning over lol. the 'click' part of things is just bc 'click' tends to mean like, combining two things, which seems fitting for a name that is amity and alma together.
i have Nothing yet for hunter. some ideas. ive been toying with hunter and flapjack's name being something, and then somethings shadow--ie whatever name one of them gets, the other gets the same name with shadow tacked on, which fits their Vibes, plus when firefly meets them, which is post-hollow mind when things are Bad. prooooobably it would go flapjack and then hunter is flapjack's shadow, which i think is fun...but we'll see i still need a NAME. something to do with palistrom trees?
dunno. just...owl language <3
#and a grove of palistrom to you#this is soooo just for me lol but im always open to talk more about it!! like anything w this au#its just been so fun to figure out how owl works and what i want it to be#and how names work in it is my FAVORITE thing yknow. its fun!! its so fun!!!#but also so funny not only do i need to name daemons i need to give people OWL NAMES--#not everyone but man firefly gets a lot of povs SHE REFERS TO A LOT OF PEOPLE.....#more fun lore is that sraf is actually the only character to become fluent in owl#most everyone in the owl house understands it to a degree#but sraf is the one who actually learns it and speaks it a Lot#bc they are an owl now <3 we love this for them#this entire post was actually brought on by the maybe-extra story i'll write following sraf#a few years after the epilogue lol bc their relationship to owl is something id want 2 explore#okay back to writing my pjo thing now whoooooo! owls!
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Sometimes I remember there are still so many like 13-14 year olds out there who are addicted to the Caretaker and make their own hours and hours of ambient drone and plunderphonics in imitation of Leyland Kirby and they're just fucking addicted to it and love it so much and it makes me feel calm and peaceful within
#text tag#the caretaker fanbase skews very young from what ive seen due to it blowing up on tiktok a few years ago but its still just so insane to me#that THAT project did what it did years later especially for people my age. When i was 13 i listened to an empty bliss over and over and i#could have made my own music probably if i had had the confidence. in 2021 i played skyrim while listening to a 14 year old's 8 hour long#“fan project” based on everywhere at the end of time. It was my favorite thing. He really did that#Ppl who somehow have memorized the letter-number names of every eateot track and casually refer to them as such are always younger than me..
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i’ve been trying to get through hoh for literally like a week now but it’s so hard bc the way my fave nico is treated is absolutely ABYSMAL and i know it only gets worse
#personal#even hazel being like ‘yeah he’s hard to get along with’ or whatever she said#every single non-tartarus perspective has had at least one reference to this#and like i understand the reasons it’s not that it’s that it highlights this issue i have with a lot of the characters in that series which#is that i don’t like them. and that’s so different for me bc i actually usually find that my two favorite characters in anything are the tw#that don’t like each other? unrelated to that dynamic usually mostly but still within it#but that’s not even what the dynamic is yk.#and it’s just the whole thing overall like in the last book there was one part where these two characters who are supposed to be good#friends are separated and one makes a comment about how annoying (or something along those lines) she finds the other which.#i’m vaguely aware of what happens in toa so i think you could argue something about that but read on its own bc i don’t want to make that#argument without fully grasping where her character goes#it just kinda reinforces this… vibe to the whole series that was not nearly as present in the first series of like. really overemphasized#like gender roles/heterosexuality/etc. i can’t think of the word to use to describe it. i’ve seen other ppl talk about the parts that add u#to the whole that i’ve seen but never synthesize them. and it really varies between actually insidious and simply not my taste which is par#of the reason i hesitate to make a full critique out of it. but suffice to say i really don’t like it#with that being said the pacing of this book is really good and i am compelled to finish based on the themes i do find interesting#autonomy being a huge one#but anyway those are my thoughts on it after a few days of a break. i’ve been playing a video game instead :3 but i start work on wednesday#sooo i won’t have as much free time boo#looking back maybe ‘insidious’ is a very strong word for it. i’m talking about like when percy complains about the bag and similar moments
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Redraw of a manga panel
#fistfighting tumblr post formatting#anyway this scene somehow rewrote my entire brain chemistry#and for the last few days i've been rereading holic again#meaning i have noticed a lot of things that have rewritten my brain chemistry#such as how i prefer long flowy outfits because of holic fashion#overall i am reminded why it's one of my favorite series#xxxholic#watanuki kimihiro#this is chapter 208 for reference#if i ever need to find it again#shabart#digital
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I wish I had some original thoughts about ttpd right now but I fear I will have to sit with this one for a while
#its growing on me but it's far from my favorite album of hers#i can appreciate and acknowledge the artistic value of it but i just don't know if this one's for me???#in a lot of ways i feel like im on the other side of it#in the sense that the things i went through in the last few years are... in some ways like Taylor but mostly like the ppl shes writing about#mostly in relation to the drug references tbh#i was also the one who hurt people even though i was also hurt#idk im just not relating to it in the way that I've found myself able to do w her other albums#which is fine like genuinely im not saying that her art needs to be hashtag relatable to be enjoyed and delved into#it's just. idk. maybe it'll come with time#personal
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my brain says you have enough wips my heart says lily-centric gen megafic in which she kills voldemort with the help of marlene, dorcas, and professor mcgonagall
#madam pomfrey is in the background being exhausted (she loves them)#LILY IS JUST!!!!#SHE FASCINATES ME#IT WLD BE GEN BECAUSE WE ARE NOT TAKING ATTENTION AWAY FROM HER!! NO WAY!!!!!#lily surrounded by wlw best friends and professors and multiple annoying boys infatuated with her: hmm. no thanks#she has a complicated relationship with an older sibling#she gets overlooked or under-characterized in fics in favor of the marauders#she deserves to blow things up and commit a few murders#that checks all MY boxes for a protagonist#writing inspo#(for future reference)#the only marauder who's allowed to have an important/central role is peter#my other favorite under-characterized gryffindor#cant decide if dorcas should be a ravenclaw or a slytherin#either way putting her on a team with 2.5 gryffindors (mcgonagall is only half involved) is asking for trouble#trouble for VOLDEMORT that is#lily should also get some cool scars#with BATSHIT INSANE stories behind them#and explosives of course#there's a spin-off in which she and heather brown fall in love#lily: this is my girlfriend heather and this is heather's boyfriend priam and this is priam's cat priscilla
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Hey y'all, does anyone have any good blender tutorials for adding weights/bones they can suggest? Every time I look at the UI it makes me cry 😫
#blender#i don't even know if weights is the right term. or if bones is! whatever lets me move things ig#text with pictures is my favorite but i could definitely stomach some youtube vids for this#for reference i am a complete beginner with 3d modeling so as few specialized terms as possible#or at least something that explains those terms and doesn't just throw them at you at lightspeed assuming you know them#i'm a developer so i'm comfy with code but put a complex ui in front of me and im confused and afraid
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@goopylittleghosty
My goops! Is this a confession? Tell me which ones you wanna know more about!! I love talking about them!! I need to show more!!.
You think your fandom is niche, try being obsessed with your besties oc
#you are the entire niche fandom for your friends oc#i am your niche fandom#i love your ocs#ocs#unreleased arg#figs world#figs world is in production!!#and so many other things!#liquid gold#will be so loved#im going to reference a few of your things#your space boy will be a back ground character#i promise#for Daniel#my favorite ghost
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