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Every good show should have...
...a ghost beating up a loser called Richie.
...a cool teen and their bowtie other half.
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I am so often haunted by this idea that I had my chance at having my soul family* and I fucking lost it, and no matter how many times I tell myself that it's just not possible to have met everyone I'm ever gonna connect with on a soul level by the time I'm twenty one, it hurts because they feel so out of reach. I'm broke, I have no job, I have like four friends on a good day, I don't have any activity groups or ways to establish a community and I just keep doing the same thing over and over and spending what limited money I have on shit I probably don't really need and WOW I did not need to start this morning off with a spiral. Fuck you subconscious for giving me that shitty dream.
*I need to remind myself that my soul family doesn't have to be a pre-established group that makes space for me in their ranks. It can be a series of tendrils connecting me to other people, and Hell maybe I'm the one who connects them! I just miss having a sole group of friends that I could talk to and rely on and interact with and it sucks that I don't have that.
#personal#i know i should probably put this in my journal instead but i didnt want to get out of bed#im just so stuck in this lack mentality snd want to get the fuck out of this constant loop of worrying and start Doing#but I feel as though I've been forced to stay still for so long#im ready to break out of this cocoon bc im not a goddamn caterpillar anymore#bitch im a motherfucking butterfly!
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Sometimes I miss the snow. I miss watching the flurries descend from the sky from my apartment window and I miss the way it clung to the trees and the way it felt in my hands when I balled it up to start a snowball fight. I miss wearing the heavy jackets and the gloves and the beanie with a fuzzy lil ball on top that's been sitting in the bottom of my drawer for the past two years since I left. I miss the first and only white Christmas I've ever had and I miss the warmth and the togetherness of family that treated me as one of their own. I miss the promises of new traditions and decorating the tree my way for the first time ever and sometimes I think I just miss Washington.
#personal#i dont however miss driving in the snow cause that was truly some bullshit#running late and finding that the car windshield is Covered in snow and isnt likely to melt before you have to leave at 4:30am? bad#but like... pretty#this is obviously about more than snow#im in a state of mourning again#shocker#anyway i do wanna say that california winters are a) barely feeling like winter and b) nice but only bc otherwise i would have SAD
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Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West: Poems; “Instructions for Traveling West”
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Charles Rowland: Pain, Love, Desire.
"For love is no part of the dreamworld. love belongs to Desire, and Desire is always cruel" — Death of the Endless, from The Sandman: The Doll's House.
[sources: quote by katie maria // cover for documentary film dance craze by joe massot // cover for do the dog by the specials // seasons of mists, episode 4 // vamperinee on tumblr // seasons of mists, episode 4 // dead boy detectives, episode 4 // (?) // quote by friedrich nietzsche // i would leave me if i could by halsey // dead boy detectives, episode 8 // poster for donnie darko by let's eat grandma // dead boy detectives, episode 4 // (?) // poster for do you really want to hurt me by culture club // dead boy detectives, episode 4 // poetryforall on tumblr // to the busted among us, sharks in the rivers by ada limón // a pearl by mitski // dead boy detectives, episode 1 // letter to ruth tiffanny beuscher written by sylvia plath, july, 1962 // quote by katie maria]
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*shaking Pierce by the shoulders* WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!!!
#its less that he keeps sticking his foot in his mouth and more that his brain doesn't shut the fuck up#the problem with the way this rp was written was that its done in third person omnipotent so everybody's thoughts get aired out#and it led to a lot of hurt feelings and arguments#looking back on it now i see the problem but also part of it was just#pierce not being boyfriend material for 170k+ words#which like. im thinking about trying to finish reading this doc tonight#absolute madlad i am#pierce#my ocs
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feels so embarrassing to b hyperfixated on your own oc like the smallest thing that reminds you of them has you giggling and kicking your legs and smiling goofy in public but it’s like sorry everyone i was thinking about shmoopsie from my brain again. yeah the one like max 10 ppl know about
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Having ocs is so funny do you guys like my friends in my head
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#the way more than half of these are some of my favorite songs off of their respective albums....#im so torn rn its between apitw change and inthaf#but also stay x3 and sweet nothing my beloveds#THIS IS SO HARD#im going with apitw idc idc
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I'm still not normal about this line that I wrote in an rp I did years ago with my OC Pierce, where he says
"Not to question your ability to be cruel," Pierce started quietly, his voice heavy with a weight he didn't often carry, "but I've seen monsters, creatures and humans alike. And I don't think you're one of them. So… Yeah."
Like idk just knowing his history and the shit he's been through... This hits.
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Love Like You (End Credits) from Steven Universe is sooooo palasaki coded when you think about it
#I cannot claim responsibility for finding this btw#thank Tyler :)#im so grateful to be exposed to Steven Universe btw#i need to watch more of it but alas there is so little time and much to do#i will see what i see and not what I don't#im hoping that this series of endings in my life is the beginning of something new#< just thoughts hahah#time to go listen to the back half of reputation and do dishes + put dinner away
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