#feels unfinished but whatever
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based on sharing the mirror by ernest chiriacka
#first use of csp. great program but dont like my art#it looks so... ugh. like. i cant draw a pleasing cartoon style. i like my realistic style. i think it looks fucking good.#BUT. whenever i try to color something in a realistic style#it looks ugly as shit#bc i feel like those are the things that run into each other#i struggle to draw cartoony lines but i color very cartoonishly and i just#dont like it. really unhappy w my art. in general. all the time. but it is what it is#i almost prefer my art w/o color but it feels so unfinished#ugh whatever#the actual point is#dorian pavus#the iron bull#adoribull#dragon age inquisiton#dai#dragon age#aj art
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hi i wanted to draw my own au so have a snippet of scene i rewrote like 12 times and will likely rewrite again
#was thinking about captioning this with uhhh the written version of the scene in my drafts#but its mostly just dialogue#so youre not missing much#i hope i convey the emotion well through expression#sigh part of the reason im hesitant about making this au a comic instead of a fic is that like. most of what ive written for it is prose-#-that doesnt translate that well visually?#a lot of the storytelling for this au i think is told better with narration#so if/when i ever like. share the whole story#it will likely just be a fic#but i suck at sharing unfinished writing on tumblr so what i post here is mostly scenes i wrote turned into comics#<- partially to gauge interest! i like knowing if people care about what im making#but also partially just because i REALLY like this au. its super self indulgent#i know i only draw angsty shit for it but i swear its about friendship ok. like half of what ive written is really sweet#.the other half is actually angst BUT THATS IRRELEVANT. ok normal tags now#doodles#ghost roxas au#roxas#sora#kingdom hearts#hmm i dont think this one translated as well as it couldve. its meant to be a sort of slow build to outright anger#bc its like. soras confusion + frustration finally building to the point hes yelling#but it feels sort of sudden here so idk. could also be that theres no context to this#roxas' reaction too reads a bit differently than i wrote it as (more angry than like. ptsd response for lack of a better descriptor)#WHATEVER WHATEVER DONE RAMBLING IN THE TAGS I HOPE YOU LIKE THE ART
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ominous and threatening sketchy ... sniffle ...
★ some extra stuff under cut :
some concept drawingz i made for the little guyz of an unfinished fic of mine
and headshotz that i redrew digitally
#the bit where sketch iz quoting a bible verse iz based on the jacksfilms reactbot#like . i can't watch a clip of that thing saying that without thinking “damn . sketchbook core” for some strange reazon#why . of course !!! itz cuz hez an angel who can do no wrong !!! my sweet sweet guardian angel !!!#and the first one waz like . made ironically#i waz gonna do a follow-up drawing that would be like “cloze your eyez . spooky ...” while i writhed in bed – y'know mouthwashing reference#but whatever . therez alwayz next time#im have mixed thoughtz on the humanizationz – i still feel like shit when i think about that unfinished fic#i might tweak them if i ever try to finish that thing ; i just wonder if they'd hate me for thiz#sigh#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis sketchbook#sketch the sketchpad#dhmis hv sketchbook#^ hez the only one from the hv au actually included#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#dhmis colin#colin the computer#honestly . i felt kinda awkward giving sketch dimplez – ive had people tell me to smile less becauze they make me look bad in photoz#and like . i get it . theyre right – i don't want them to have to put up with that too#i just really wanted to project smth of my own onto them#i did the same with my acne . but actually i really love my acne . it makez me look masc az shit#now all i have to do iz get tonyz killer eyebagz and facial hair and id be perfect ....#i dropped the ball with the digital drawing'z coloring huh ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ#well . what can you really expect from me#i dunno#like and subscribe and comment what your opinionz on the conceptz are and maybe i won't burn my house down !!!
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had a very nice realization about peace, especially spiritual peace, the other day. (Been brewing for a while.) and it’s just: peace is for the non-peaceful.
#very obvious of course#but it’s just—-#it’s hard to explain how messy I feel all the time#in all areas of my life#what a grubby little gremlin I feel I am#with my unfinished projects and my half-done things and my unsorted through internal life#and my room that needs vacuuming and my bathroom that needs dusting and the text messages that need answering#and the relationships that I feel need attention or fixing or solving#and tbh counseling has been helpful simply because my counselor is just like ‘girl if you don’t chill’#(kind)#like. she’d just like you’re doing FINE#everyone doesn’t have the dishes finished or everything in order at all times#so I’ve been able to kind of see the ridiculously high expectations for myself I just walk around with#and/or just the pressure I feel to have everything DONE#but even all of that aside it has just been dawning on me that—I can have peace in those contexts#not only once everything is ‘sorted’#because it’s not that I don’t think I deserve it or whatever! that’s not exactly the issue#it’s just literally my brain is like ‘peace is for people who have their shit together’#‘and that isn’t you’#and it just !!!!! isn’t true!!!!!!!!#even if I were as grubby as I think I am (and sometimes I think I AM)#it doesn’t matter. you can still know peace. God still loves me#in the middle of the mess#my WORST states have been when I felt like I had to get myself spiritually in order before God could come#sort of dusted and vacuumed metaphorically speaking I mean#and of course there is work to do#but that happens only with God and because of God and IN God#so I don’t have to wait#can’t explain how often I have heard people talk about peace and been like#‘not for me though’ but it actually IS lol. it I s. beCAUSE I am grubby!!!!!!!!
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they should kiss i think
#i know this has been done with them before but i wanted to try my hand anyway#in the end i didnt like the sketch enough to finish it lmao#i feel like every time i draw these two it doesnt turn out the way i hope it will but its whatever#just means i gotta practice their designs more#ekhoartworks#my art#art#unfinished#sketch#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#persona 5 spoilers#p5 spoilers#shuake#akeshu#persona 5 joker#goro akechi#black mask akechi#princess mononoke#redraw
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the radio is playing some niche band neither of us has ever heard of and my mind is playing catch-up.
you look at me and my tongue itches to say something cheesy but my throat is dry. drier than the white we’re sipping in the near dark of sun-behind-mountain.
i think you’re the prettiest thing this side of that mountain. any side of it, really, and with the way the sun’s last rays look like a doorway into heaven, that’s saying something.
all the time i’ve known you you’ve been spilling poetry and i’ve been spilling my guts. you’ve got colour and all i’ve got is lack.
suddenly the red and white checkered blanket seems too small, too tight. i’d move to the grass, but my jeans are white, and despite all my protests i’m one hell of a coward.
i guess that’s the difference between us.
#maybe it’s something????#this feels crazy unfinished but whatever#mack writes poetry#poetry#poem#original poem#poets on tumblr#poetblr#writers on tumblr#writeblr#spilled ink#spilled poetry#antiopa
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Stuff that I wont finish and doodles that arent worth posting on instagram. Enjoy these tumblr i love tumblr
#i literally can post whatever I want and i dont feel anxious about it#i love sharing my art even if its unfinished ans i dont like it#i cant bring myself to finish anything recently by thr way. im awfully art blocked#i literally think everything i make recently is so bad and i struggle with the simplest drawings. idk what to do anymore honestly#but i had fun drawing these things today#not to mention like other 30 sketches i made today that are just outright BAD and i hate them
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#on apologies#poetry#my poetry#original poetry#my writing#poems#poem#prose poetry#vent#this one feels unfinished but whatevry#*whatever
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i wish it wasn't so normal for people to complain about unfinished wips or fics that take a long time to update. because sometimes i think i have a really fun idea for a fic but it'd take a while for me to write, and i like talking about my work as i do it and i don't like writing entire fics over like 20k without sharing, because i lose steam. so if i were to write and post that cool fic idea, it'd be as a wip. and then i think about all the people who just refuse to engage with wips, or all the other people who would just go "update pls" all the time, and of how people only really comment in the first 24 hours something is posted and then it's lost to obscurity, and then i just go "actually whats the point in going through the effort writing this out? i'll just daydream about it now and then and be done with it." and then i don't write it. alas!
#rimi talks#shoutout to that one person who followed me from resi fandom and commented on one of my dc fics like ''pls update that resi fic''#also shoutout to all those tumblr posts about how theres nOthInG wOrSe than finding a GoOd FiC but its uNFiNIsHeD#i used to really like writing longfic but these days i kind of shy away from it bc it rly does get discouraging#like they say ''write for yourself'' and i do but i certainly dont share just for my own satisfaction yk???#anyways. i already have space fic and theres no need for me to start another fic. even if it would be fun.#ive also just been in a Mood about writing since yesterday and thats not helping matters 😔#but it feels like a stupid thing to be in A Mood about. idk. whatever jdlksk hopefully itll pass and ill be normal tomorrow :/#bc talking to duck earlier today we came up with a really fun mermay fic premise. but. writing? me? multichap again? lol. lmao even#like i would love to!!!!!! having two ongoing multichaps wouldnt kill me i like to pingpong between wips#but dealing with people whining about update times or telling me they refuse to read bc its a wip...... dunno if i can do that again fellas#okay. enough woes and whining. i guess i will go play a video game
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girl your hanahaki au is absolutely wrecking my shit i--- I don't ever read ongoing fics and this is why. I just cannot wait?!? But the waiting somehow makes it better too?!? I'm literally dead bro I can't I love it so much
hahah omg thank you !! I’m really happy to hear you took a chance on this wip and that you like it so much!
not to get on my soapbox or anything but you have given me a great corner to shout from
as a disclaimer I totally understand why people will choose not to read wips and I truly think you know your mental health and what you can stand to wonder about/think about/obsess over/NEED to know a conclusion for better than anyone else
BUT as a writer who almost exclusively posts in wips, people reading them before they’re finished is my life blood and I am so grateful and it makes the writing process so much more fun for me because I know at least someone else is invested in my brainworm of a story?? someone else is enjoying it and thinking about it and I’m putting a small amount of good into the world??
the best analogy I’ve been able to come up with is like:
when you read a finished fic you’re eating a whole meal and that’s great that’s so amazing (especially if you tell the cook you liked it after you’re done). and you’re literally always welcome to eat that meal whenever you want. finished fics are like standing dinner invitations: I am always happy to have you and I mean that very genuinely
but if you read a wip, you’re keeping me company in the kitchen while I cook. and that’s sort of priceless. in some instances, you can even tell me the food needs more spice and I’ll think about it and listen!!! you’re sitting on my kitchen counter as I bustle around my space and we’re talking about what I’m doing and also how I’m feeling and maybe how you’re feeling and it just feels like community more than anything else I’ve experienced in any fandom. like you’re with me in my space as I’m creating food I hope you like. we’re both invested and it’s amazing
and I think in general that’s why wips are a lot of fun and also maybe why the waiting between chapters is fun for you - you’ve suggested that I add paprika to the pot and you’re waiting and wondering if I will, and I’m laughing and hoping you like the soup either way but also wondering if paprika will work with the recipe, and if I can add a bit to it just for you while staying true to the dish I envisioned at the get go.
#asks#(stepping off my soapbox) very sorry for that I didn’t know I cared so much#but the truth is I want everyone to read wips all the time and I DO get why people don’t#because a story that remains unfinished haunts you sometimes and people enjoy that on different scales#but wips are amazing#as an author with many#but also as an author with more completed stories than wips but who also is apparently#known for having wips which like make it make sense I guess whatever#wips are amazing because my#favorite part of stories is talking with you about them#I cut out answering ao3 comments a few years ago so I could focus on writing stories#but I always try to answer asks on tumblr#about a chapter before I post the next one#I love it it’s my conversation space where I feel most comfortable#comfortable *#and I’m so sorry#this ask answer has ballooned way past what your very kind ask warranted#I just have emotions about this lately#waiting can mAke it better I promise - you make a potato salad and you don’t immediately eat it. you put it in the fridge#so the flavors meld#sometimes fics are the same way tbh if you can experience them like#that.#sometimes you read a wip and you’re like wow that could be a motif and then you watch I#that motif develop over a year and you get this satisfaction of being right and also being proud of the writer??#idk I could be talknin#out of my ass but I just. love Wips. all the time and always
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is this anything?
#Somebody better get this#Someone has to know what mummia issss#art by veen#I still feel like this looks a tad unfinished but whatever#Haunted mansion#Haunted mansion mummy#art#Ye idk wut else to do for tags but I feel like I missed one or two
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man. i wish i was still into dhmis loool
#and hiagb. and ososan. lol.#like idk its so weird right? interest naturally ebbs and flows and comes and goes and all that#but i always feel like im letting everyone down lol#like it is by the grace of god that i havent deleted my dhmis sideblog#idk. i was going thru my sketchbooks earlier and i have sooo many half done animations and half finished comic scripts that are just never#going to come to fruition looool how depressing#and like. i could post them half finished i guess but whats the fucking point of that? hey everyone here's evidence of my shit work ethic!#id literally rather choke. whatever. its just weird and looking at it all the unfinished work makes me feel so guilty.horrible pit in my gut#it makes me wanna delete everything off the internet and just run yknow? who else knows that epic feeling#where you feel like you let everyone down by not being 100% dedicated to something until you die!!!#and now your instinct is to run away forever!! :p#GOD i am embarrassing. grown ass woman. 25 yrs olddddddd#mari.txt
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maybe its bc im a writer who has had WIPs languish due to real life but it pisses me off when people make posts along the lines of "accidentally started reading a fic and its not finished 😡" like its some great inconvenience ....well some of us have depression so maybe fuck off 🙄
#writers dont owe u shit!!! like !! go write ur own fic ir ur going to be such an asshole#personally i never shy away from unfinished fics i feel a kindred spirit with the people who write them#maybe their inspo for the fandom died - maybe life got in the way - maybe they quit writing altogether#i treat every piece of published work as a labor of love bc that's exactly what they are#and ill never ever feel entitled for the writer to finish their fic. ill love whatever they have to offer and itll bring me the joy#*that i know it brought them to write it#rant over i just saw a tweet and it pissed me off lmaooo#bs.txt
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Just found out that the top two f/f bsd pairings on ao3 are just genderbends of m/m ships. In the top ten f/f pairings only three and five are canonical women.
#sure i love trans hcs and genderbends more than the average person i’d say but this still feels ridiculous#skk you already dominate the entire bsd fic scene can’t you let the sapphics have this one thing#and the fact that both kousano and higugin have under 1k fics (tagged as f/f) each. bsd fic writers what are we doing.#if i wasn’t plagued with Life Changes right now i would pick up my unfinished higugin and ginlucy wips at this very second#rahhh i’m not a huge ship writer i prefer platonic bonds (or putting them through The Horrors) so i can’t really be talking but whatever
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one thing that's so interesting about the responses to my ask game is how without fail the de rivas are destroyed by leaving the crows, despite it being brutal and fucked up. i call this the viago effect
#not hate at all btw quite the opposite#i love that you guys love him and love being a crow#playing a laidir it's like 'yeah fair play actually i probably should leave' and then you come back like ayyy what's up bitches!!#and no one cares because there's no faction dialogue from any of the npcs except isabela ahkddkfk#i feel like it kinda makes sense though because they're a faction of treasure hunters so people probably fall off all the time#because they go to jail or are doing jobs far away or whatever#kind of a bummer still though the faction is very clearly rushed and unfinished
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