#feeling heartbroken lately

[sapphicslut777]

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[kaynineacademy]

i wake up with things to tell you. i fall asleep wondering what you’re doing, if you’re alright, if you’ve eaten, if you’re getting enough sleep. during the day i think about asking you to tell me your biggest regret, the dreams you left behind, the people you still wonder about. i never got to ask you if i am one of them.

[paperglader]

they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr

[thoughtsthatstayedwithme]

Getting dumped by someone who has fallen out of love with you is better than living with someone who has fallen out of love with you

[thestoryaboutyou]

I have to hate you.

I have to hate you because when I don't hate you, the only thing I feel for you is love.

And if I love you, then I miss you and then it hurts.

So I must hate you.

God how I hate you.

[love-letters-i-never-sent]

[fragments-of-love]

My hands won't agree to hold anyone else and they break whatever peace I may find

They don't want to be without you and they just refuse to let me go

The only option they give me is to wait in this silence that you have left me in

You didn't have a choice though-

So I am left here all alone crying in the dark and calling out your name, because I miss holding you close and feeling your heartbeat against my own.

[moonlight-s0nata]

And at the end of the day I cannot hate you. I cannot hate you despite the fact that you hurt me. Because I know that you’re hurting too even though you don’t admit it. I wish I could hold you in my arms and tell you how you’re enough just the way you are. I wish I could take all of your pain away. But who will hold me and take away the pain that you’ve caused??

[qualityphilosopherpeach]

Love isn't worth fighting for if you're the only one fighting for it.

[alaska-16]

I don't think I will ever find someone who will love like I love, who will prioritise me like I prioritize the people I love, who will be as involved as I get; even if I find a partner someday I will forever feel lonely because I don't think I will ever be loved the way I want to be loved.

[sassywiththesas]

If lies would hurt, you would be screaming

[kaynineacademy]

i will bite my own tongue before i tell you i love you, but when i walk through the trees in my neighborhood they whisper your name and when i lay my head down on the pillow at night it echoes your heartbeat instead of mine.

[goyurim]

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[terezamylove]

(might delete this later)

sometimes I feel like I'm slowly falling out of love

idk man, sometimes I feel like I'll give her all my heart and she just .... ain't giving a single shit, nor makes a tiny little effort to see me, and while I'm aware of the fact that external factors such as being neurodivergent, psychological stuff and etc play a part in all of this, I feel like I make all the effort for things to happen while she just tolerates my existence

and I ain't even asking for stuff such as, idk, moving in together, traveling together

but hey baby, you could at least call me once in a while

[penisbilt]

the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

[pennamesareoverrated]

Tick, tock

The flow of time never stops Even when they're gone

Tick, tock

The day begins.

We set up the table We bring out the food

Tick, tock

We wait and we keep waiting

for people who won't return

Tick, tock

But still, we wait It's an endless wait

Tick, tock

We clear the uneaten dishes We clear our own plate

Tick, tock

We water their plants We dust their room

Tick, tock

The day ends.

We lie on their bed Lacking their scent and warmth

Tick, tock

Memories may fade but the body still remembers

Tick

Tock

Still we follow the ticking of the clock

Tick

Why were we doing this again?

Tock

Ah, there goes the clock. Time to take our places.

Loving them never really stopped