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I noticed that in ep 4, when they watch the woman jump off the lighthouse, edwin and crystal have a similar reaction and niko and charles have a similar reaction. what does it mean? idk I just think it's interesting
#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#feel free to share any thoughts you have#we know that crystal and edwin have a lot of similarities#it did get me thinking about similarities between niko and charles#which they're more similar than i initially realized!#mine*
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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The "deathmatch between your current and childhood favorite characters" post has got me thinking about the inherent comedy that you could wring out of dropping Reepicheep into. basically any other fantasy setting as a detour on his way to Aslan's country. Here's what I've got so far for dropping him into Middle-earth:
Ideally he gets dropped somewhere random, wanders around for a while, and then winds up at Rivendell at the same time at the rest of the Fellowship
Reep might be vulnerable to the One Ring a la Boromir, but there's a chance his faith in Aslan would have some sort of mitigating effect on that
He would absolutely try to fight the Balrog though
Gandalf, trying to hold back a helldemon: "Fly, you fools!" / Reepicheep: Seen 2:41 pm āļø
He would also try to fight Saruman, or at the bare minimum call him a coward from the foot of Orthanc
And possibly would challenge the Ents before realizing they were friendly
Wormtongue is definitely going to lose a foot or something
āHinder me? Thou fool. No living man may hinder me!" "It is, then, my good fortune not to be a man!"
#chronicles of narnia#lotr#reepicheep#reepicheep the mouse#please feel free to share any funny reepicheep isekai thoughts you may have
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Seeing Brynjolf alone at the Ragged Flagon as he brushes everyone off, stating that he's busy when he is clearly not, is... frustrating. I had to give this behavior an explanation, so I put myself in his position: Brynjolf has just handed over his life and afterlife to a Daedric Prince. Was there really no other choice to avenge the Guild, did he really have to sacrifice his freedom forever, even after death? Empty chests can be replenished with gold, a new Guildmaster can be elected, but he will never have his future back. Maybe he even starts to understand Mercer Frey's choice to betray Nocturnal. There at the tavern, drinking ale and keeping his face hidden to conceal the pain, Brynjolf realizes that there is no escape from the fate he was forced to accept.
#thieves guild#brynjolf#tesblr#skyrim#tes#give this poor man a break#if you have any thoughts about this feel free to share them#By the gods#You guys liked this a lot#I wasn't expecting that... might do more angsty stuff later on ahahah
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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Cross your fingers this post actually shows up on the damn tags š¤
Hello Our Life fans! This is a sort of weird post and Iām hoping this doesnāt break any Tumblr etiquette or something, but I just wanted to gauge something
Iāve had ideas of some long OL fics (1 or olba, 1 or olnf) that are AU type things, one being a Ghibli inspired fantasy and the other a horror/supernatural mystery, and Iām curious if anyone is actually interested in reading them so I thought Iād post the synopsis for each fic and see if anyoneās interested via interaction!
Hereās each synopsis (sorry theyāre both long as hell)


I wrote these both a little while ago, so these are kinda subject to change, but thatās the basic gist of each plot! (Yes Iām aware the OLNF one is just stranger things that was the main inspo)
P.S. If I end up deciding to go through with turning these into proper fic series and posting them, uh donāt expect my posting schedule to be even a little bit regular- I have quite a bit of stuff going on irl and Iām really bad at balancing my tasks, so this is just gonna be on a āI work on it when I work on itā kind of project
#these would be the first long form stuff Iāve written since like middle school#maybe Iāll make it a nanowrimo type thing idk#anyways I hope these sound nice!#if you have any extra thoughts youād like the share then feel free to pop em in the replies or reblogs!#starlit musing#our life#our life beginnings & always#our life now and forever#olba#olnf#fanfic#our life now & forever#cove holden#qiu lin#tamarack baumann#olba cove#olnf qiu#olnf tamarack
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Autistic Bones Characters and Diagnosis: My Thoughts!!!
Zack: I think Zack showed a lot of stereotypical signs of autism when he was young (lining up toys, no eye contact, frequent meltdowns, no interest in other children), and given that he was a white boy he was probably diagnosed young.
Despite being diagnosed it was hard to access any sort of support growing up since he excelled in school, and with eight kids his parents couldnāt afford things like occupational therapy (but they did all they could to support him).
Brennan and Cam know from day 1 since theyāre his superiors, but his first few months at the Jeffersonian he doesnāt tell anyone else or ask for any sort of accommodations, both because heās grown used to not having any, and because he wants to āfit inā with the others.
Brennan: Not diagnosed until sometime during the course of the show, and doesnāt consider that she could be autistic until someone else brings it up (either someone casually mentions her being autistic assuming she knows, because letās be real, itās kind of obvious, or someone comparing her to Zack who she knows is autistic).
Lots of internalized ableism and definitely rejects the idea that she could be autistic at first. I imagine she has a lot of experience with āautisticā being used as an insult towards her, and her general dislike of psychology ties into it as well. She does get over this, but it takes a lot of work, and even when she does get a diagnosis from Sweets, she canāt accept it right away. But everyone around her loves her and is there to help her come to terms with this information and figure out where to go from here !!
Hodgins: My audhd king. Late diagnosed ADHD, never diagnosed autistic (but he is, argue with the wall). His autistic traits all get written off as ADHD or anger issues.
I donāt think heās at a ādisadvantageā by not being diagnosed, because he works in such an environment that he can get the support he needs without it, and ADHD diagnosis helps him to understand why he is the way he is (especially in the context of his childhood and realizing that he wasnāt āa problem childā he was just neurodivergent)
#forgive any poor wording š trying to get across exactly what I mean with zero confusion is so ahhhhhh (neg)#exactly one person asked for this but I need to share my thoughts because I love these characters sm#please feel free to add on any thoughts on these character or other bones characters you think are autistic!!#if I missed someone or my thoughts contradicted canon itās prob cause im only a quarter through the show lol#I rock with autistic cam hc I just donāt have a lot of thoughts about it#and I havenāt seen sweets enough to have a full opinion yet but im leaning towards autistic#bones 2005#temperance brennan#jack hodgins#zack addy#autistic zack addy#autistic temperance brennan#autistic jack hodgins#headcanons#autism
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pokĆ©mon: verdant winds ābeginnings and endings
WBK PokƩmon AU | 1.5k
In the middle of the ash-painted hills just east of Fallarbor, Sakura sits in the shade of a rocky overhang, relying on its scant protection against the volcanic debris to keep himself mostly clean. The jacketās a hand-me-down from a relative he only met twice, and his shoes might as well as never have had tread to begin with with how badly heās worn down the soles. Itās not the clothes he cares about, really, itās the pokĆ©ball cupped in his hands that heās been staring at for god knows how long.
He presses the center button and the pokĆ©ball expands to fit perfectly in the curve of his palm. He presses it again so that it shrinks into a size he can hold between his thumb and forefinger. Presses the button, expand, presses it again, shrink. Rinse, repeat, like those games heās seen other kids play with flowers.
He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me, he loves me not.
Stupid way to make a decision, in his opinion. No flowerās gonna be able to tell you what a person thinks of you. Itās actions that matter, not words, and not hearsay. The only thing you can rely on is your own damn judgment. Whether you can see through the facade is on you and you alone.
He loves meā¦
Expand.
He loves me notā¦
Shrink.
Thereās a weight in Sakuraās hand that doesnāt match the size of the pokĆ©ball, big or small, and thereās a weight on his chest that he tries to breathe through, forcing air past his too-tight throat.
Love has nothing to do with this ā itās got nothing to do with other people, either. He has a choice to make, thatās all. Which he canāt do until a certain someone shows their face and gives him a chance to answer the question heād been asked when this pokĆ©ball was first dropped unceremoniously into his lap.
The ash continues to fall, smearing across Sakuraās shoes when he kicks out in a frustrated shuffle. He could have stayed holed up in his house today, avoiding the townspeople and traveling contest participants alike. He wouldnāt be dusty then, at least. His parents wouldnāt notice or care about the mess ā they wonāt be home for another week, the conference theyād been asked to attend was in Sootopolis and theyād gone by cruise. But heād still have to clean up after himself, and itās a bitch to mop the floors every time he comes back from Route 113.
āShit.ā
Sakura stows the pokĆ©ball in his pocket, shrunken, and pushes himself to his feet. He brushes off his shoulders and the front of his jacket as best he can, ignoring the soot he can feel settling in his hair. He shouldnāt have bothered waiting all this time. Theyāll be leaving Fallarbor in less than a month, anyway, so thereās no point inā
Pebbles skitter down from the overhang above him just as Sakura moves to step out. A shadow sails over him, blurry and indistinct among the drifting ash, and then thereās a body blocking his path.
Absol.
He cuts a striking figure in an otherwise desolate-looking landscape. Bright white fur, sharp claws that glide easily through the soil. Curving horn that carves straight through the air ahead of him.
Heād scared the shit out of Sakura the day they met. Appearing out of nowhere from the underbrush, on the heels of a Sandshrew frantically trying to dig itself an escape route, and nearly flattening Sakura in the process.
The anger had come first, quick and blistering the way it always was ā is ā and Sakura had snapped out some insult he canāt even remember now. Absol had turned a cool, assessing look on him, abruptly ignoring the Sandshrew even as its tail disappeared into the earth. Theyād stared each other down, unmoving ā until the rockslide started Sakura into taking cover.
When the dust settled and heād realized what had happened (two Skamory fighting over scraps gouged a chunk of rock out of a nearby cliff, which knocked everything loose in its path to the ground), Sakura had found Absol standing over him, his piercing eyes on the fallen rocks.
That Sandshrew wouldāve gotten crushed.
The thought hit him like a truck. Absol had chased the other pokemon out of the danger zone, and prevented Sakura from moving into it. And not by accident.
Heād heard stories about Absol; you couldnāt grow up in this region without getting your ear talked off by some crotchety old person with their own harrowing tale of disaster from their youth. Absol was a bad omen, a sign of impending doom. They only showed up right before a fire, or a storm; even experienced trainers rarely saw them out in the wild unless trouble was brewing.
But they didnāt cause the disasters, did they? They acted as a warning.
When the Absol finally turned to leave, Sakura didnāt expect theyād ever cross paths again.
Every time Sakura ventured out onto Route 113, though, Absol found him. He watched, in the beginning, from high vantage points. He came closer whenever Sakura stayed still for long enough, as infrequent as that was.
Sakura started ā talking, at some point. To himself! Just thinking out loud, so the quiet, dampening effect of the ash wasnāt quite so prominent. Dumb things, inconsequential things, like complaining about stubbing his toe against a chair that morning, or the unsubtle stares from the kids lingering outside the contest center. One day Absol started talking back. Little growls and chirps and weird vocalizations Sakura didnāt have a name for.
And now theyāre here, with Absol standing in front of him, head cocked in question, and Sakura feeling for the pokĆ©ball in his pocket.
āIām, uh.ā Sakura winces, clenching his hand around the pokĆ©ball. āYou dropped this,ā he says, ripping his hand free of his pocket and uncurling his fingers enough to reveal the pokĆ©ball. āBefore. Last time I was out here.ā
Absol continues to regard him silently, like a goddamn statue. Sakura curses and lets the pokĆ©ball roll from his hand, where it drops to the ground and rolls to a stop right in front of Absolās neatly tucked paws.
āYāhave it back now,ā Sakura says, gruff, turning his head so heās not making eye contact with Absol. āSo weāreā¦ good.ā
He scuffs his heel in the dirt, hands shoved into his pockets, shoulders hunched. Still looking away from Absol. And he canāt even say why, exactly, this is getting to him so much. Heās leaving, heās not a trainer, heās ā Sakura Haruka.
Heās used to this. Heās had to get used to this.
Something nudges against his foot.
Sakura looks down instinctively. The pokĆ©ballās just bounced off his sneaker, rocking back and forth for a moment before falling still. He raises his eyes slightly to see Absol bent down, eyes rolled up to look back at him, clearly having just sent the ball back towards him.
Sakuraās shoulders drop even as his fingers curl into the fabric of his pants. āWhat, Pick Up aināt your ability?ā He knows itās not, heād looked it up before. Purely to know what he was dealing with. āYou dropped a pokĆ©ball in my lap,ā he reminds Absol, āand the only other thing I can think of isāā
He cuts himself off, scowling.
āNot a trainer,ā he says, narrowing his eyes at Absol, who returns his stare, unblinking. āIām not doing the gym challenge, or contests, orā¦ or anything cool. You donāt wanna come with me, alright?ā
In answer, all Absol does is raise his head and lift his paw to trap the pokĆ©ball. Without taking his eyes off Sakura, he rolls the ball forward again, placing it firmly between Sakuraās feet.
Sakuraās ears burn and he furiously scrubs a hand over his face, knowing full well it wonāt do anything to wipe away the red scrawled across his cheeks.
God, fuck, he hates this. Absol is offeringā and heās so stuck on the what-ifs, so unsettled by the possibility of anything working out in his favor.
His thoughts snag on the excuse heās just given. Iām not doing the gym challenge. He isnāt, and until now he hasnāt been interested in it. Hasnāt had a PokĆ©mon to take it on with.
He thinks of the empty house heāll be walking back into. The weeks of radio silence from his parents. The promise of always sticking around a town just long enough for him to become the local pariah before heās uprooted again and again and again.
Sakura crouches down, slowly. Plucks up the pokĆ©ball, slides his thumb over the button. It expands to fit snugly in his grip, and Absol picks himself up and pads closer, until heās practically nose-to-nose with Sakura.
āDonāt come cryinā to me if you regret this later.ā
Absol squints at him ā almost like a smile ā and butts his nose against the pokĆ©ball, triggering it to open. He disappears in a flash of red light, and the pokĆ©ball rocks in his grip. Once, twice, three times ā the button lights up and something in Sakuraās chest unravels.
He holds onto the pokƩball all the way back to Fallarbor, full-sized and warm against his palm.
Three days later, he registers himself for the gym challenge and doesnāt look back.
#kingās court#wind breaker#sakura haruka#haruka sakura#pokemon: verdant winds#I wrote this in a frenzy so please excuse typos or shitty writing in general#havenāt had a strong desire to write forever and this came out more easily than I expected#I posted that snippet earlier and I didnāt mean to have the rest of the opening done already but here we are#meet Sakura and Absol!#debating if I should also post this on ao3#if you have any thoughts on that please feel free to share
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Somewhat of a random thought, but I've always been interested in the slightly distorted voice in Decending.
We've had talks about how some songs are response to others, from Vessel to Sleep or Sleep to Vessel, such as Sugar being a response to The Offering, but I don't think it's been talked about much with the two responding to eachother in one song.
This leads me to Decending, particularly, the main chorus. It's the only part of that song which has some sort of vocal distortion: a reply of sorts.
The lyrics begin to take a bit of a different shape: "You come crawling back to me, but I'm already on the ground", sounds like someone's being brought down to their level. Vessel is just as close to being a forgotten corpse as Sleep is.
Then, we have more of a response in, "And we all know that talk is cheap." to "So come on and save me now". Obviously, this one can go both ways. Both are in need of saving, and the 'response' begins to sound a bit more desperate.
Next, we have, "And you wonder what I believe." to "But you don't wanna be around". This can be joined into one, but I like it better as a two part response.
Finally, "So, what would you do for me?" and "Yeah, what would you do for me?" It's a clear-cut deal. Both know what they have to lose and both are very ready to risk it.
When put into context, it feels like a somewhat desperate, forcefully playful back and forth. Depending on your viewpoint, you could swap who's speaking when quite easily too, and still arrive at a similar conclusion.
Either Vessel is feeling somewhat confident and joking around with Sleep for the sake of a gain, or he's watching a dead and dying God of old tongues realising he's the perfect host.
Just a little thought.
P.S: I am very, very aware that this is half baked-thought and this could easily just be a production choice made for funsies. Hence why it is just 'a thought', lol.
#something half clicked for me listening the other day and I thought I'd share?#you can tell I'm really scraping the bottom of the barrell here lol#I feel like there's definitely something but I don't have the mind for it#as per usual feel free to add any thoughts you may have! I'd love to see them#I have no doubt some of you guys could make better sense of this than me#(Aqua pspspsps Drift pspspsps)#sleep token#st#this place will become your tomb#tpwbyt#decending#song decending#vessel#vessel sleep token#lyric analysis#music analysis#mel's rambles
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sometimes i think about the way sunday is 100% fine with doing fucked up things as long as he thinks the people heās doing those things to deserve them
#thinking out loud šµļø#honkai star rail#listen i might cry and sob over sunday whenever i think abt him#but he is BRUTAL#like look at what my guy did to aventurine š#straight up said ur dying now have fun#and he didnt feel ANY remorse because in his eyes aven was the villain#aven was a threat to penacony#and so in his mind his actions were justified#its the same w gallagher#sunday is an asshole to him because gallagher killed his sister (and he doesnt know that shes actually fine)#im telling you if gallagher didnt stab sunday when he did#sunday wouldve started pulling out his whole oh triple faced soul thing#and he wouldve been a lot worse to gallagher than to aven#would it have worked? no idea bc gallagher. isnt exactly real#but who knows#sunday is kind and empathetic no doubt about it#but like an angel he is kind to the weak and ruthless to the wicked#and i LOVE that about him#heāll be a decent person but the second he has any reason to believe that youre a threat#its free real estate#i have a lot of thoughts on sunday#maybe one day ill share my perspective on how stellaron hunter sunday could work from a narrative standpoint#but today is not that day
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For Now [Chapter 16 snippet]
Sasori/Haruno Sakura, Sasori & Haruno Sakura | T | Blank Period | canon divergent | angst, hurt/comfort, enemies to friends | ongoing [AO3]
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Sakura's attention snaps.Ā
Her body whirls on its own, as though she is camped out in the wilds of Grass and a twig just broke in the darkness, because she knows that voice ā its soft rasp snaked into her ears long ago and sunk its fangs into her dreams ā and, more importantly, Sasori knows it too.
Sheās only a split second faster than him ā sheās still in active service and completely healthy and he isnāt ā but thatās all she needs, because, once she grabs hold of him and it comes down to a contest of strength, sheās always had the advantage.Ā
Her hands close around Sasoriās forearms and she disrupts his chakra flow with her own before he can shoot any threads from his fingers, grappling him from behind and forcing him to the ground to keep him secure, safe, from both Orochimaru and himself; even as he fights back, viciously.Ā
āStop,ā Sakura frantically whispers, as close to his ear as she dares without risking him cracking his head back against hers. āI get it, I really do, I promise, but you need to stop.ā She pins him down with a knee on his back, digging in until his torso is virtually immobile against the pavement. āYou canāt attack him in the middle of the village!āĀ
Heās not listening at all, though.Ā
Itās like all of his composure, all of his apathy, all of his progress has fled in the face of this man standing before them, this rottenness and ruin given human form ā and she has to bite down her panic at the familiarity of this, at the remembrance of someone elseās composure and reason falling to this very same person in another time, another place ā and, it turns out, Sasoriās joints are as bendable as his puppetsā; despite her strength, itās taking all of her attention to maintain control of his hands.Ā
Orochimaru ā for better and for worse ā has not moved a single step.
āYou really do see some interesting things if you live long enough,ā she hears him remark, perfectly placidly, from somewhere above them.
Sasori increases his struggling at that and, between the angle that his right arm is at and Sakuraās absolute terror that sheās losing her grip on him and heāll break away and fight and draw attention, and get hunted and captured and killed, her chakra control ā always so precise, so exact, her longtime pride and crowning glory ā slips, and she feels two of his fingers crunch loudly, sickeningly, under her own.
He doesnāt scream ā heās too well-trained, too war-wrought for that; he only goes still, completely still, for a single moment and thatās somehow worse.
āGet lost!ā she snarls at Orochimaru, in a voice that she hasnāt used towards him since that awful day, when Sai proved to be a double agent and Naruto burned from the inside out and Sasuke-kun left again and Kakashi-sensei wasnāt there; the day she thought sheād lose her whole team, really lose them this time.
She didnāt, but she may very well be losing someone today.
Orochimaru chuckles but, thankfully, humors her ā although he does make sure to pass right by them as he does so.Ā
āI do hope you found it well-kept for you,ā he says ā how can he sound so sincere? āĀ as he disappears into the darkness between the buildings.
Thereās a shallow breath and then two and then five, and Sakura counts ten whole breaths before she very, very carefully pries herself off of Sasori, moving as though he is an explosive tag she has stepped on and set to detonate.
Free of her hands and her weight, he scrambles out from under her and doesnāt stop until heās several feet away ā shuttered, wordless, cradling his right arm to his chest.
The resulting hurt at his reaction to her is excruciating, but she reminds herself that she has no right to it. She doesnāt even know where to begin to give voice to her mortification, or her remorse.Ā
āI ā Iām sorry, Iām so sorry, here, let me āā
Sasori levels a glare at her ā of the kind that sheās seen him throw at Chiyo-baa-sama and Orochimaru, at the mention of Kabuto and, more recently, Akatsuki; the kind thatās personal, poisonous, and brimming with betrayal; the kind that sheās never seen directed at herself, before ā and vanishes with a body flicker.
Sakura lets out a shaky sigh and falls back on her feet, utterly uncaring about the dirt on her expensive yukata or the mess that is her hair or even the fact that no one saw this happen, since the crowds started thinning from this particular street some time ago and sheās all alone, on the ground, on a dark, empty sidewalk under a multi-colored sky.
She only has enough in her to pick herself up and walk herself home, before collapsing in a sobbing heap as soon as the apartment door closes behind her, feeling like time has turned back and she's twelve again ā small and useless and like the world is ending.
#sasosaku#sasori#haruno sakura#naruto#orochimaru#hira writes naruto#my writing#fic: for now#i was actually leaning towards posting the happier part of this section but#y'all have been asking for dramatic rather unanimously so.#here you go.#happy new year lmao#(also this is where the hold up was primarily for this chapter)#(i was worried that i was making this too melodramatic or ooc)#(and then i spent so long /not/ writing it that i just kept doubting myself more and more)#(and went down an impostor syndrome spiral of 'what is writing can i even write???' XDD)#(so if anyone has any thoughts/feedback feel free to share! ^^)#okay let's try this again and see if tags work properly now X_X
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I am Once Again thinking about disaster preparedness
and, like, what are we doing?? Dāyāall know how many tornadoes weāve had in my area in the last month?? Way more than usual! A lot more flooding in the past 8 or so years also. What are we doing.
also shoutout to FEMA (US Federal Emergency Management Agency) for finally including considerations for disabled people on their easy-to-find infographics on disaster preparedness, Iāve been reading these articles since I was like 7 years old and itās nice to see more than the assumption that everyone in a household is young and able-bodied. It just takes a few extra lines to say, or one more infographic to make
#Climate change#severe weather#severe storms#flooding#tornadoes#disaster preparedness#feel free to reblog with your thoughts#Including any fun/informative infographics you have I love infographics#and articles#would be very interested in non-US infographics and articles also š#plz share
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#had a conversation today (hi joe if you're reading) about shared cultural malaise and the sense that time is falling out from under us#specifically after 2020 and the lockdowns. that like there's something more wrong than usual. it's lonelier and stranger and moreunpleasant#if you have any thoughts on that (and not just january feeling like a weird month) feel free to let me know in the tags or replies etc.#btw this is a reminder to wear masks when you're going out. and get the latest vaccine bc they're usually available for free#like. i don't want long covid. you don't want long covid. many lovely people don't want long covid. let's all work to avoid long covid š#beepbeep.txt#polls
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little kid suguru with an imaginary friendā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦. but then, years and years later, he is working in a big city and his mom is coming to see him to spend a mother-son day since he doesnāt come back home often nowadaysā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦. so he decides to surprise her with a flower bouquet but the cashier at the flower shop looks a bit too much like his imaginary friendā¦ā¦ā¦..
(hi ari!! :333 hope youāre having a good day/good night and that youāre resting and doing well!! <3333)
HIIIII ANON <33333 iām having a lovely day so far and i slept a Bunch last night, i hope the same goes for you!!!!! :3
BUT GOSH. this concept!!!!! itās so interesting?? iām a little obsessed???? this technically counts as a childhood friends au rightā¦ā¦ā¦. IāM SOOO INTRIGUED BY THIS PREMISE iād love to know what you have in mind anonā¦. did suguru only think reader was imaginary? or is it more of a magic realism kinda thing where suguru dreamed reader into existence??? :0 or maybe more like a soulmate auā¦ā¦. or just a rlly funny coincidence that binds the two of you together. there r so many possibilities!!!!! i can imagine the meeting so clearly. suguru looking into your eyes, staring at you for a moment before clearing his throat and excusing himself. going back to the same flower shop just to speak to youā¦ā¦ā¦ i feel like you could sneak in soooo much tasty flower symbolism into a fic like this too. IāM JUST VERY ENAMOREDā¦. tysm for sharing this little treat with me <333
#also thank you this reminded me that i need to go back and polish my sugu childhood friends fic :3#BUT NO ACTUALLY THOUGHHH this is so interesting??? if u have any more thoughts then feel free to share !!!!#ask tag ā©
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Are you still doing writing prompts? Because a touch-starved fic with Corlath not realizing that Harry's background means she's never had much physical touch except for her family would make my day!!
Or a fic where Harry's kelar goes offline briefly, and the war hasn't been over long, and she's nervous/insecure about how Corlath would react to it?
Absolutely no worries or pressure, I just saw some of your prompts and went, "we could make a fic out of this" and also I'm DELIGHTED to find the Blue Sword fandom!
hi friend! my writing braincells are currently offline (along with my damar braincells - i still love them but i forgot about this blog, oops), but let's play with that first concept anyway, because i love it. this isn't writing, just headcanons (kind of), but i hope you enjoy! under a cut bc it's a little long.
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so, i think harry doesn't even realize she's touchstarved, because yknow. fantasy victorian english repression. when mathin reaches out to correct her grip, or when one of the other riders claps her on the back, or when the king briefly touches her arm*, she does not know why her heart races, but while she draws into herself, she does not stop them.
(*corlath knows his position too well to touch people freely, when they might fear saying n to him. corlath, i think, would understand harry's problem completely. however - )
corlath, ever observant, draws a slightly wrong conclusion from watching harry stiffen every time someone touches her: he thinks she doesn't like to be touched at all. that's fine, he tells himself. she's in a country full of people and customs she doesn't know. it's reasonable so he bids the servants to let her dress and wash herself, he reminds the riders gently not to jostle her around as they do the others, he leaves her alone and thinks all is well. and then they get married.
harry, for her part, has neatly boxed the problem away by this time. (don't listen to her. this is more repression. she hasn't dealt with fuckall.) married people are allowed and encouraged to touch each other, so she clings to corlath like a limpet in private. he's surprised, but definitely not unwilling to indulge her, so most mornings find them curled up in a pile. (often with narknon, sometimes without, because she's very offended by the things they get up to when she's not there.)
eventually, he does ask her about it. "i assumed you didn't like being touched," he says one day. "might i ask what changed?"
"...what gave you that impression," she says, currently in such a tangle of limbs that it's difficult to tell who begins where.
they talk it over. at some point, they admit to each other that they can probably count on both hands the number of people who have ever hugged them, and hold each other a little tighter.
anyway fast forward corlath encourages her to touch him whenever she wants, because there's no one to tell them no. harry, still outlander enough to balk at the idea of PDA, holds his hand under the table, and feels very daring. she touches richard more often, too, reminded that she can - often slinging an arm around his shoulders to annoy him, or hugging him when he leaves. she's shier with jack or the riders, but she accepts their renewed touches with a smile.
i don't have a good way to end this, but i hope you enjoyed! ^^
#original post#robin mckinley#the blue sword#god what are my tags. um#harry#corlath#this was fun i havent thought about damar in many moons#this ask activated me like a sleeper agent#if you have any other thoughts you'd like to share feel free!! my dms are open and i have a discord š#this is NOT proofread just as a warning
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You listened to Greater Boston, right? Is there a metaplot? Like, is it a conspiracy theory red string board podcast or a listen on long car trips looking out the window podcast?
Iām trying to listen to more things post w359 and heard Greater Boston was good, soā¦ yeah
Hello Anon! Yes I do listen to (and love) Greater Boston! I'm going to try to to focus on the particular questions you asked here, but for more of general attempts to pitch the show, you can look at these posts of mine: Greater Boston description ask , Greater Boston pitch post. (These posts are from a while ago, so stuff has happened in the show since, but I still think they provide a decent introduction, to the extent that it is possible to sum up this show.)
Greater Boston very much has an ongoing plot, or rather a range of interweaving ongoing plot threads. I hesitate to call it a 'metaplot' because I almost think that implies an apparent anthology structure (like in The Amelia Project or The Magnus Archives, both of which I'd describe as anthology shows from which a metaplot emerges. Greater Boston isn't really that). The first couple of episodes might seem slightly like they are each a few somewhat self-contained stories, but that approach changes quickly. The show follows a wide range of characters and events, but I'd say that the connections, throughlines, and returns to key characters are frequent enough to create the sense that you are following one big story.
I'm not sure I completely understand what you mean by your dichotomy of red string vs long car ride podcasts. Greater Boston definitely lends itself to a fair amount of red string thinking, given that there's an extremely high number of characters who interconnect in a range of ways, and some really interesting stuff going on with the nature of the storytelling later on.
But, at least in my eyes, Greater Boston is not primarily focused on figuring out a mystery/conspiracy, or theorising about what will happen, in the way that the 'red string' approach might imply. There are some mysteries, but for all of the utterly wild stuff that happens in this show, what appeals to me the most about Greater Boston is the characters, and how the show forces you to engage with everyone from the main focus characters to the smallest minor character to the antagonists you thought they couldn't make you sympathise with. What ultimately keeps me thinking about this show is the emotional journeys of these characters, the ways they struggle and impact each other and relate to one another... (And to be honest, I don't really kid myself that I can actually predict where this show is going to take you next.)
Does Greater Boston fit the "listen on long car trips looking out the window" vibe? If the long car journey vibe means a show you can just let wash over you while you tune in and out of it, then probably not. But if you mean something that can hold your attention for a long period, with enough variation in tone and plot to keep you interested, then Greater Boston definitely slots into that category for me.
Obviously I'm going to say you should listen to it, because, well, you came to a fan of Greater Boston in order to ask about it, but I hope this response helped you figure out if it's the vibe you're looking for at the moment!
(From the past tense of 'listened' in your ask, I wonder if you might be under the impression that this podcast is fully released. So I just thought I'd mention that while the Season 4 finale had some sense of resolution, there is still a fifth and final season of the show planned!)
#Thanks for the ask anon!#I love being asked to talk about my favourite podcasts#Greater Boston#Greater Boston podcast#I'm putting this in the Greater Boston tag just so any other fans can share their thoughts for anon#I'm fascinated by this way of categorising audio dramas#Where do different shows fall on the red string to long car journey spectrum?#If I've misinterpreted what you meant anon#feel free to send another ask to help me understand#or just if you have more questions#Also if at any point you do listen to it#I'd love to hear what you think#the empty man posteth#the empty man answereth#Long post
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