#february fucking sucks

[friendofthecrows]

September and October are such perfect months, I'll be sooo distraught when it's November, except that month is also really nice with the 5th and Gonchaversary and everything...

[samberrybay]

WE HAVE A NEW SEASON COMING IN JANUARY 22????? LETSGOOOOOOO

[tearlessrain]

I will never not be pissed about how covid has been handled. I don't really talk about it anymore because it's not going to change anything and I'm just gonna end up being That Guy evne more than I already am in general but. I'm just terminally pissed about it. the fact that so many people died who didn't have to, the fact that disabled and elderly people were so blatantly thrown under the bus to the point that a lot of people weren't even pretending to care, the CDC straight up lying multiple times and making it abundantly clear that the economy is more important than human life (or quality of life). the fact that everyone acts like long covid doesn't exist and "you won't die stop worrying about it," the fact that everyone (mainly the government and corporations but I see it on an individual social level too) is so desperate to get back to "normal" that they threw out a bunch of things that were actively improving lives like normalizing wearing masks during flu season/in doctors offices, and making more jobs remote, and respecting peoples' goddamn personal space. the fact that for some reason the prevailing opinion is that it's been long enough now and we should all get over it and accept it as a part of life and purposefully do nothing to mitigate the risk from this still very present and dangerous illness because you're harshing everyone's vibe.

it just really sucks man idk there's no point to this.

[morgenlich]

christmas lights are wasted in december tbh. december is only the beginning of winter, and then it’s over and january and february are cold and gray and boring which makes them even worse

[orcelito]

Man, my apartment people texted me to ask if I'd be able to accommodate a 4 pm virtual showing today bc the potential client set up a tour for a different apartment but decided they wanted to look at my unit instead. And I'm just sitting here like uhhhh. Nah lmao. I don't wanna have to do that short notice cleaning. So I told them no

Now I'm wondering what's up with this client tho like. U can't just go touring in all these different units just for funsies... like ppl r still living here... no I don't want u coming in here at such short notice. And I am legally allowed to say no. So yay 👍

[sophiethewitch1]

me and what we want are going through a lovers spat rn because i desperately want to write more for it but i constantly feel like shit so its really getting in the way of our relationship. also if youve sent me any asks that i havent responded to i am geniunely so sorry about it i am in the trenches right now

[folkinsomnia]

legitimately sick with anxiety about wanting to hear if our application gets picked for this amazing rental that is everything we want and about a thousand things more

[lesbiansanemi]

Finally answered all the insane build up of comments on ao3 and just. Sigh. I really do appreciate all of them and all the support people give me and I love so many of my projects and the following I’ve gotten on there but man….. I really do fucking hate looking at that account now and I don’t know what to do with so many things on it

[perilegs]

oh no do i need to get back into poe right this second and speedrun the games

[shezamaverick]

Not me just finding out that Landon Tewers from The Plot In You is basically a local and was in a band with one of my good friends from high school (who is now in another internationally known band) that I used to go see when they played locally 🤯

[torturedbrainsdepartment]

sorry for ranting so much lately, but right now, I have to keep reminding myself that life isn't ending because I quit a job that left me in tears l, frustration, and anger so often

[no-light-left-on]

part of wanting a post-doto story where corvo starts off disliking the outsider and only later being nice is that I now need to replay the games to fully grasp why he would hate him to begin with and nail their relationship after the first game and who corvo was by the time outsider became human or it might come off out of character

[isthatrealleather]

So my hand slipped and I accidentally ended up binging the last 6 episodes of protocol and dear god I may need to be contained im losing my mind

OUGH i got spoiled for Celia so I wasn't surprised, but damn thats ruthless. She didn't actually choose to go through with it but considering how the talkers are rareish shes been stringing Sam on for a while. Interesting how the balance thing (sorta having to do an evil to get what you want but putting it on someone else instead of yourself) ties in with the voilin and the dice statements. Hope sam enjoys the ptsd world

Going off the epilogue presumably Freddie ate Colin. I hope he didn't completely die maybe he's just gonna be stuck listening to jmarts pixalated yearning or something pretty please

Idk why but the reference to the fearless ones got me i swear like that's OUR guyss EEEHH (I love Melanie fight me)

Anyway losing my mind screaming crying throwing up EXTRAVAGANTLY 10/10 would recommend

[lordsardine]

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[steinbit]

finally had to bite the bullet and buy a new laptop since my old one is Literally just hanging on by a single hinge and a hope and it's SUCH a paaain setting up and transferring all my shit to the new one 😔

[orcelito]

Man actually the fact that time will keep passing and I will keep experiencing life and earning new memories over and over and over again until my dad is in the past wholly and entirely is so fucked up Actually. It's been half a year but it feels so fresh. But things will keep happening. I will keep growing. Life goes on. Maybe someday I'll adopt children. My dad will never know them. I can tell them about him but they'll never Know. I don't care about my grandpa who died before I was born at all. Granted he was an abusive alcoholic who drank himself to death. But guess who else drank himself to death? It'd be up to me to carry on his memory and like that's just so much pressure. I wish he was just fucking here himself to carry on his own memory. What the fuck.