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I found a dude (npc) in an inflatable dinosaur costume cooking on a grill. He wanted....something from me (that I didn't have) but I'm very confused. This game got so much weird than when I played beta/demo.
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this game will literally tell you anything except acknowledge the thing that started morrigan's reputation. she's had more lovers than there are trees in the forest but she's NOT A HERO OF THE FIFTH BLIGHT OR ANYTHING.
#tbd#bioware critical#datv spoilers#i'm trying ok i'm really trying but this is just upsetting that's it#suddenly morrigan has a reputation of apparently having fucked more people than there are trees in the forest#when has that ever been her character i'm sorry this feels misogynistic to me? what you have a woman with a mysterious reputation#which means she's fucked a lot of people?#you know flemeth has other daughters. daughters like yavana#like just use one of them leave morrigan out of this#my poor girl look at what they want you to be in their world#fae plays datv#every time I start getting into this game and enjoying it it reminds me just how much it wants to disrespect returning characters#and its like you have this shitty note here to give you more morrigan info but all it wants to do is give you this drivel#it's like she didn't even exist to these people who wrote this game before inquisition#anyway bellara's and harding's personal quests save me bellara's and harding's quests
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Shavuli !
She's just. Into rocks. It's fine. She likes to collect shiny rocks. (this is dice related and I am not apologizing for giving her this trait)
#my characters#not me being anxious about what if my buddy doesnt like the blue fae hahahahaha#also you have to realize that it took a lot of energy to refrain from drawing absolutely wild shit bc i played 20mins of an otome#and it was wild and my brand of wild and if i didnt take so much to help me sleep last night i woulda played more#one person got the play by play and its SUCH A trip and i should play more than 20 minutes before drawing for it#but anyway hello this is an oc and i tried so hard with various colors other than yellow but i didnt like the contrast as much#so yellow splashes as a treat#also she is much more rounded bc she isnt intent on being the edgiest fae alive (noll has those honors)#also since i mentioned it while i started doodling her on stream ? its worth noting that the games the fae start#are like extreme tag where they get a human partner roped into their game and then give the humans a nice lil present#which is a weapon but its also the fae themselves#and are like yeah lets go kick butt! and someone in the stream asked if the humans got hurt#and the answer is no ! because the weapons are the fae and the fae dont wanna be hurt so as long as they have fun thats enough#its just an elaborate game of tag with weapons#shavuli becomes a lance if anyone is interested and thats not actually inspired by my buddy i just#think lances are cool and i think my buddy is cool so yeah
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Maybe you found the spot on the map
But lost the kid on the way to the mark
Tell me now were you digging for gold
Or digging yourself in a hole?
Now tell me “now, where’s the head in the clouds?”
Now tell me “now, where’s the bright eyed lad?”
Now tell me “now, where’s the kid tellin’ tall tales?”
Siren, Colm R. McGuinness
I can’t explain the emotion this song gives me about my dragon age ttrpg character Saeed but it’s making me cry
#my oc#creations#Saeed#Saeed Piraeus#we haven’t even gotten into things that would make me this emotional over him#like we’ve just been chillin in this mansion#granted it’s 500 years in the future after being kidnapped by fae#I’m feeling grief for things that haven’t even happened#it’s what if#what if one day#his dream was to be a famous writer! Varric levels of famous!#he’s also a performer! sings and plays instruments for crowds!#and now he’s in this future where magic doesn’t exist anymore#he’s the last of his kind in so many ways#tevinter doesn’t exist anymore#mages don’t exist anymore#adventurers and bards don’t either#and now he’s treated like a hot commodity#bc magic#his home is on the bones of redcliff castle#he is mourning so much but he’s the master of the house and has to put up this front that he’s doing okay!#people only care because he’s new and has magic#they don’t care otherwise#(except the other party members)#me: I need to figure Saeed out I need to connect w him!#my brain today: okay!!! here’s stuff to cry about!!!!!!!#I have to dm today in like 30 mins and im CRYING#about a different game!!! aaaaaa!!!!
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Fae Farm truly chose violence with all the flower breeding combos. Oh it's on
#i have been balls deep in this game for the past 30 hours or so#sorry bg3#you're gonna have to wait#in case anyone's playing poke me so we can add each other#fae farm#gaming
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first I'm forced to learn about stocks just to manipulate the market in this stupid rpg maker game (affectionate) and now I'm having stupid thoughts like "huh wonder how bitcoins are minted" and "So it's just GPUs playing lottery?" while brushing my teeth or taking a piss
#I am NOT turning into a financebro I'm just#curious#The spirit of vlad the younger get out of my fucking body#They bait you in with the cute bald elf and then sweep the rug from under you and throw you amidst the stocks area#now I have to actually win and raise the value of my property as a landowner in order to get my happy lesbian ending#And now I'm fucking curious about crypto aaaaaaa#you can sell things at a loss if you happen to be a shareholder in the company because even tho you're losing money#The company value will raise and you'll make back what you lost in record times#And if you sell the products at an even greater loss—and assuming demand meets supply—you can artificially inflate its value#Sell all and cash in before washing your hand off of the product and watch it all come crashing down#I love math but finance is evil math and it makes me sad but very intrigued#it's like dark forbidden blood magic#the worst (best tbh) part about this game is that I start recognising the same predetory tactics I abused ingame but irl by big companies#and I just a peasent.#btw game name is “final profit: a shop rpg” it's full of lesbians I adore it#the single time I've been forced to play as an elf without hating my existence#humanz4lyfe#except when it's the fae queen Mab <3 she gets an exception#But for the rest it's ON SIGHT#♧other#♧other fandoms#♧final profit
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Sometimes I look outside my scope of mutuals and I'm like.....I'm glad I'm not them (whole essay in the tags)
#im going to ramble about a very touchy subject here but it pertains to 🐉♠️ which i am very open about shipping#apparently its Problematic or whatever 😭😭???? according to Some People#you know ive been thinking abt this for a while now but people really like spouting rhetoric abt how this or that is problematic without-#-really considering the specifics of why things are bad. things being bad are not the same as things possibly being uncomfortable#like people have an aversion to adult/minor ships or incest ships because these are real and tangible things that happen and are disgusting#i do feel like people have freedom over what they want to consume/create in fiction although those topics are an ick to me and i avoid it#but also you have to understand people dont like it primarily because of the realistic aspect of it and how it connects to reality#not a one to one but because reality already has these preexisting issues we naturally have an aversion to it#you cannot apply the same logic to like a dragon man x human ship because a dragon man is not going to scoop you from the sky#the ramifications of shipping an immortal and human are nonexistant and do not pertain to reality and cannot be judged on the same scale💀#well beside from the logic 🐉 is old in body but his mind develops in the way a fae would. and he is described to be young in fae#so up until now i assumed the normal assumption was to say that he is around ~18 in fae yrs by how he interacts with others in his yr#🐉 is like old in the way where hes lived for a long time and understands the passage of time#but hes processed it through the lens of a young person hence why he can come off as immature despite how old he physically is💀#like are we playing the same game?? if he was a well adjusted fully developed adult with a complete understanding of the world and stuff#like idk trein. none of the events in ch 7 would be happening. its kind of like a huge part of his character that despite his physical age#he IS still learning as he IS still young#i could go into a analysis of his character but thats for another time </33#anyways i see people . primarily young people. telling their mutuals you can or cant ship this and that#and im like its okay to not like ships if you personally find it uncomfortable but to police ur friends...for ships that arent even 'bad'#its insane to me...how do u live like this?#people really need to start thinking about the nuances and why things are the way they are in regards to fiction#instead of buying into that weird pr*ship/ant*ship thing 😭 ive always hated it its so dumb. my university professors wouldve hated it#theres no nuance like...none. personally i also think its why people have low reading comprehension these days too tbh#life is about looking at various viewpoints and coming up with your own opinion#not 'picking a side'💀 learn to form your own opinions. talk to people around you about it. do not constrict your opinions to black/white#its an extremely dangerous mindset to have even outside of literature and it makes you very susceptible to dangerous ideas/propaganda#anyways what im getting at is learn to have educated discussions with others and come up with your own opinions instead of picking a side#btw there is no right/wrong side in literary discussions. there is no good/bad side either. whatever you come up w someone will disagree#thats why its important to just believe what YOU believe in (and not parrot others💀). and also be open to change
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Really feeling that Baldur's Gate 3 FOMO tonight, especially where Astarion is concerned 😩😩
I was literally looking at Gaming PCs online, even though I shouldn't get one right now. Though I didn't even think about places having a Labor Day sale! I think what I'm gonna do, is try to save up as much as I can the next few months, and then take a look on Black Friday, cause the deals might be good enough I could swing one then. I've been wanting to get a desktop computer for a while, since my laptop is over 10 years old and essentially doesn't function anymore, and this has just made that desire that much more acute lol
#personal shit#currently trying to fill the BG3 sized void i feel in my soul right now#and i cant quite figure out how to do that#especially without spending a bunch of money#and here i was thinking about getting Fae Farm or the new Lego bugs set when they come out next week#but if im serious about getting a PC in November#i definitely shouldn't#and should save up instead#i think this is a good idea#also there's a TON of other games i currently have that i cant play because my laptop is such shit!#i just got the cozy game bundle that humble bundle had#which includes witchy life story and lemoncake!!!#but it was for steam so i cant play it#plus i got a ton of stuff on itchio from a couple charity bundles i did#so it would get its use!!!#the other option was to save up for a ps5#which would have been nice for the new spider-man game#but i dont really want a ps5 and i do really want a new computer#plus i think there's a good chance the new spider-man game will get a pc release too#eventually lol#since the first one did!#anyway if anyone has any recommendations for getting a new computer especially one good for gaming im all ears#baldur's gate 3
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Okay, but what if Mc couldn't come back because they got injured, etc. Something that was out of their control? Would they still feel betrayed or more angry at whatever or whoever hurt mc?
Oh definitely more angry towards what/who hurt MC. They will exact vengeance if it can be done. But also... MC could have not left to where they could never follow to begin with. Kinda spoilery below the line, but again, this is really all hypothetical since it will not be an option in game. But if you want to imagine some really bad angst for your OCs later on... who am I to stop you?
As selfish at it would seem at first glance... they would feel like they were placed very low on MC's priorities and that their suffering was not as important tot them. Because this person that claimed to love them, actively chose to leave them trapped in a hellhole they've been stuck for some 1500 years, when there was a real possibility they'd never return. There's a bit more to MC getting out and coming back than just finding a simple way in and out. The RO would take a leap of faith, and trust MC with the livelihood of their entire people, that they are responsible for... fae who are desperate, dying and worse, on the off chance that MC would somehow find the way back again, when they were completely lost in the first place when they got there. MC would know all this and would have also been a whiteness to the deplorable state the fae are in, and still make that choice. While this might not be fair to be put on MC's shoulders to begin with, they'd still be playing Russians roulette with the fate of an entire dying race. I think just the mere decision to leave, all considered, would put a dent in their trust, even if MC somehow magically came back the same day. It's like accidentally stumbling upon a group of stranded people on an island and then deciding to sail home first, not knowing when or how to actually get back... instead of staying there and gathering resources for a while in order to take them all with you. All the while knowing that some of them were occasionally walking into the ocean to their death because they couldn't stand living there anymore . Like, sure, there's no real obligation to help them... but don't expect to be welcomed back with open arms after initially abandoning them.
ROs would eventually still care for MC, but there would always be a stain on their relationship and would always question just how much they mean to MC. Because, at the end of the day, while they'd be very sympathetic towards MC's feelings and worries, MC would have always, knowingly, gambled with both their freedom and their life.
#Hane on the other hand would NEVER forgive the MC#if she ever gets out she will hunt down MC and every last one of their descendants#if MC was not the key to breaking the curse she'd kill MC on the spot if they ever dared show their face again#the audacity to leave after seeing what was happening to them!!!#actually the one RO MC is romancing would probably be the only one slightly forgiving#they would all understand the reason#but they would never forget nor forgive#this is also the kind of thing that would potentially turn the bond into something unbearable#MC would always feel the accusation and the doubt even if the RO would never voice it#the fae would probably respect MC more if they just up and ran for their lives never looking back#instead of playing with their lives like that#thank you for the ask ♡#mons immortalium#hypothetical stuff#not in the final game
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imo good character-establishing things to have for pcs are like
- the usual why are they on this adventure, why are they w this group, etc
- what's one personality trait that drives them to do the stupid but fun thing
- what's one aspect that might make them act in ways contrary to how they do normally (including Not doing the stupid thing if it wouldn't be fun)
that last one is beneficial for the collaborative aspect of ttrpgs: if everyone else wants to do x, & as a player u wanna cooperate but ur pc would be opposed, how can u navigate that? there's still times to dig ur heels in, but often I've found more value in establishing Why or How my character can be convinced to go along w smth anyway
also just. ppl contradict themselves sometimes, & having even a simple sense of that in ur pcs can both make rp richer & assist in collaborating w the other ppl at ur table
#for example one of my fave moments w my first urban shadows pc (sloane - a fae)#was when we visited the winter court as a party & bc shes a winter fae she got to meet the king#mind u. sloane had spent the Entire game hiding from winter ppl bc she ran away & was scared shed get in trouble#but when the option to Go To The Realm Of Winter came up i was like. okay. everybody else wants to do this. ooc i wanna do this too.#it wouldve been perfectly ic for sloane to refuse but that wouldnt have been fun! so instead#we had a scene where she found out the court had known where was the whole time she was on the run and she went Hey What The Fuck?#you couldve dragged me back the whole time and you Didnt? excuse me? am i not special enough for that??#im offended open the fuckin door so i can go tell the king how cool i am & demand why he didnt want me back more#& like that established So much character for her! shes v prideful to the point of recklessness! & not only was playing that up more fun#it also resulted in a rlly cool session that i wouldnt have gotten to play if she just said No#anyway can u tell i have Opinions lmao#esp on that last point <3#as a dm ive had to manage issues amongst my players multiple times bc ppl get stuck in the mindset of 'but its what my char would do'#even as it gets in the way of collaborative storytelling and actively rankles their friends at the table ooc#ur character can do other things too bud. u just gotta be willing to compromise#okay tangents over ive just been Thinkin#sorrel speaks#dnd#<- does tumblr still only put the first 5 tags in search results. god i hope so i want this in my tag not the main one
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watched the first two episodes of buddy daddies with my sister. i wish gay people were real
#fae watches stuff#HELPPPP ME THERYRE PUSHING THE 'BUDDY' PART SO HARD ITS SO FUNNY#still altogether enjoyable i had a very good time#in the first scene you know how rei grips onto the roof of the car?#i made a joke on how haha only gamers have that sort of grip and then i realized like.#wait it was probably The Gamer under that helmet#interesting song for the opening/outro though i liked that as well but wooo love song. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm#AND I LIKE KYU-CHAN he also wears glasses and works as a cafe barista while being the leader of Other Things handshaking fr#also REI owns the apartment.#but KAZUKI gets the room ??? the apartments pretty big too#and yet hes also called a couch crasher but hes around cooking and cleaning and bossing rei around#in his supposedly Own House#i want to say like oh he sleeps on the couch maybe but it was taken (which is still like.#you gave the bed to your Buddy who cooks and cleans for you but say hes just Crashing.)#(if HES the couch crasher in YOUR APARTMENT why do YOU STAY ON THE COUCH)#but kazuki was so unsurprised when he came out of the bathroom like that that..... im honestly not sure#and we dont have enough episodes yet to be certain#maybe its a deal or something. be my malewife and you get the bedroom#and all those parents were wrong.... its not fps that make kids go out and shoot#its kids that go out and shoot that play video games
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Soulmask
A few months back I was introduced to Yet Another Open World Survival Game (tm) in Beta, and eh, it was something to do. It's called Soulmask.
Basic premise you're plopped onto a beach (it's always a beach) and gotta go find people to become your tribe and make a nice little home for yourself and survive. There's bosses to kill and you have to go through stages to get/make the resources to survive.
You have a weird mask on and when it's powered up you can find tribesmen from NPC villages and basically go "Hey you work for me now". Your tribesmen/thrall/whatever you want to kill them are just as important, if not even more important, than your own character. They can have a larger pool of abilities, some 100+ where your own character caps out at 50.
So all in all it's basically some weird farm management sim, you just gotta go get the staff yourself and suck out their brains. Om nom nom.
Like most social groups I've been a part of, I've found myself in a guild of sorts where someone else went "here you go, fae, I found us some friends" and there's a small group of us playing this game, though we don't share a base, we've got our own thing going on. We had a fair few more try the game, but wandered off after a week, shame. It can take a bit to get things going, and some things are not explained well at *all*. Like the game will teach you about how to get tribesmen, but not exactly how important they are. Anyway. Game came out Early Access like.... 2-3 weeks ago? Gah it feels like a lifetime since I took part in 2 demo / beta things. Anyway. It's fun.
It's a bit rainy right now, but here's a Jaguar I kidnapped tamed and raised. He's a biiiiiig kitty. He's called Big Boy. I also have a llama and used to have an alpaca, but he was set free as I don't need him or his poop anymore
Farm management sim! Our farmer, Farmer Dan, does most of the work to keep this place in check. I just need to make sure he remembers to make fertiliser once in a while.
A small gathering of some of our tribesmen. Not much for them to do at the moment, so they're taking a quick break. I'll find something for them to do soon. :D
I play on a public PvE server and everyone's pretty chill. So that's nice.
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i’m very happy that we were able to surprise our mom with the purse and my sister with some stuff for her like a record and a camera light!
#fae’s mumbles#it always feels great to surprise people with stuff they weren’t expecting#and also my brother and other sister too were surprised!#and so was i lol! i’m looking forward to playing the games i got and also#using the art stuff i got!
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Look, I just think it's VERY funny and on brand that I thought of an entire premise of colorful characters for half the cast and immediately drew the only one void of color.
#my characters#i will not bore you all too much in the main post but now its story time in the tags so yeefuckinghaw#noll is a fae and is distinctly the only one that just lacks colors#at first he was like well surely i can wear colorful stuff to make up for my dark hair and eyes !#and then he overhears some of the fae talking about how hes a blemish to the fae and hes like well fuck#guess its time to go all in baby! and decks himself out in all black and jagged clothing#and he tries to play it off as hes an idiot and a lot of the fae actually believe its not ALL an act#like they can tell he thinks about stuff but he normally does it staring into space so they dont care to ask#cause surely it isnt important enough to brood about hes just thinking about stuff#and he really REALLY has a lot of confidence issues and worries that more fae are disturbed by his darkness than let on#but then the other fae that like to hang out with him are like#YOOOOOO THATS OUR LIL VOID! THATS OUR LIL GUY! our lil black spot look at him hes so edgy and cute!#and treat him like a pet cat at times giving him head pats even if he bats their hands away#and the plot premise is that some of the fae are bored and decide they should go play with some humans! give THEM enrichment too!#and noll gets roped into it and The Game is basically go find a human partner and convince them to be an ally#then the fae give the humans cool lil toys (weapons) and are like GO FORTH MY CHAMPION!#so noll keeps like ... not picking anyone to participate because its not just A Game to him#if he can prove victorious in A Game with outside factors such as humans then he can prove hes not#an absolute disappointment to the fae like he has a lot riding on this in his mind#and his friends are just like buddy you cant even play if you dont pick a human you gotta#anyway here is noll and then i have ideas for two other fae and also a veeeery vague idea for two of the humans though not as sure yet#rae if you read all this you should know the cobalt is a fae thanks bye#i am so stressed posting ocs every single time and i am incredibly depressed and anxious#so good lord please let me not just delete all the tags in an hour bc im ashamed
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“I’m sorry.”
“No problem.”
“I just - I’m sorry.”
“Dude, you’re my sister. You should have told me you needed help working the washing machine before you got the entire laundry room covered in suds.” I laughed, still wiping down the soap sticky floor. “Next time just ask.”
“That’s the problem!” The tears in her voice made me pause. “I - we all ask you things. All the time. We know we’re annoying sometimes and - and I - I wanted to do something for you. Without asking you.”
“Oh…” I swallowed back the lump in my throat. “Oh, that’s sweet of you. How…how about you help me clean this up, and next week you can do the laundry by yourself.”
“Alright.” She sniffled, kneeling on the floor to help me mop up the soapy water. “But I’m sorry still.”
At first I had been jealous. Maybe I still was - seeing the way my mother could set sunsets on fire with the flick of a wrist, how my brothers could turn water to mercury, how my sisters could pull the threads of fate with their bare hands.
But seeing them now, I only felt pity.
I used to ask what I did wrong. Why I couldn’t go through the door, why they could learn the secrets of a far away and magical world. My mother told me the secrets of this world were just as worthy of being known. I knew she was just trying to comfort me, but looking back, how right she was.
There’s secrets to do much in everyday life - how to close a door with just the right amount of force, how to know to wait for an oven to preheat before adding your food, how to read an ingredients list on a soup can in the grocery store. Little, mundane secrets. Different than the cosmic, arcane secrets my siblings knew, but powerful all the same.
I didn’t ask what happened. Why I came home from work to family I hadn’t seen outside of an enchanted looking glass in years. I laughed and ordered pizza - still more mundane magic, showing my siblings how to cut the triangles from a circle of bread sauce and cheese.
I know whatever it was, it was bad. My oldest brother woke screaming with nightmares, magic fizzling from the ends of blackened, soot stained fingers. My youngest sister hadn’t spoken a word since she returned, but she’s learning sign and smiling at the cat. They’re getting better. Or at least, they’re distracted by the new magic here.
“I feel so stupid.” My own mother laughed at herself, sheepishly holding out an iPhone. “I - I remember them having buttons.”
“Don’t worry about it, here - it’s a bit like a rune pool, I think. Do you know who you’re trying to call?”
“I - a doctor. I think.” Her hands were scarred from centuries of casting; she fidgeted with the hem of her robe - still shimmering with remnant enchantments from my father. “For your siblings. And - and me.”
“Right, none of you have had vaccines in years. Geez, right, okay my GP might be able to take you guys - ”
“I, I mean a different kind.” There was a shame in my mother’s voice that broke me in a way I didn’t know a child could break. “For the dreams.”
“Oh.” I held my phone in my hands, screen still glowing. “You mean like a therapist?”
“Maybe? I don’t know that word.” Said my mother, who could name the nameless gods with a silver tongue.
“I can get you guys a good therapist. Don’t worry. I’ll let you know what I can get set up.” I needed to do some research and reach out to some folk from the veil who might be better attuned to my magically inclined family. But my mother just held me in her arms, whispering in my ear.
“I’m sorry. I’m your mother, I should know - I should be taking care of you, not the other way around.”
“It’s alright.” I hugged her back, though there was a distance - her robe made her semi-intangible. “I got this.”
They got better. My oldest brother was fascinated by the tv remote, magic at his fingertips that didn’t burn holes through the bedsheets. My youngest sister started school here, her signs were getting smoother and the bus was as magical to her as a gryphon. My other sister still burned herself on the stove, but at least she wasn’t grabbing things from the oven without mits. My siblings still didn’t sleep through the night. Neither did I - someone had to put out the fires set by panicked spells or sweep up the broken glass.
“Why?” My brother asked one night, the house deathly silent even though we both knew the others were also awake.
“Well, I’d rather not see the house burn down - ”
“Why do you put up with us? After - ” his breathing stuttered, tears of molten gold glowing softly in the dark room. “We abandoned you here. We - the school wouldn’t take you but still we shouldn’t have just - ”
I bundled the burned bedsheets in my hands, running my fingers over the singed quilt. I made it two years ago, and now it was unsalvageable. Hours and days of my life left in ashes by a brother I barely knew.
“I was scared, when you left. I didn’t know what to do, how to do anything. I was just a kid.” I swallowed back bitterness I left in a therapist’s office years ago. “But I found people. My people. People who took care of me, who taught me to take care of myself.”
“Why? Why did they do that? Didn’t they - I know we’re annoying and - and frustrating at times. How did you know where that line was? How - aren’t you getting sick of us?”
“No, I’d never get sick of you - even if you do sometimes set my favorite quilt on fire.” I tried to laugh, smiling sadly at the remorse etched deep in my brother’s face. “It’s what family does here. We take care of each other.”
“But you’re - we’re - we’re not like them. We’re different.” It went unsaid how different we were from the humans. How I was left behind by our nature - intended to deceive humans into seeing me as one of their own. It had worked, maybe too well.
“Humans can’t tell. Most can’t, anyway. And those that can are usually good, and consider it rude to acknowledge. Most people are good here.”
“Don’t they know? Did they ever suspect?”
“Maybe.” I shrugged, tossing the laundry in the bin and cracking a window to let the magic smoke into the night air. “It doesn’t matter to them. Once they decide that you’re one of them, well, there’s not much that can change their minds.”
“But what if they do? Aren’t you scared they’ll find out and consider it?”
He was really telling me he was scared, frightened I would find out he would never stop have nightmares. He was scared our littlest sister would never talk again. He was scared our older sister would never have the same grace and poise she had at home. He was scared our mother would never be able to help and guide me the way she had done for my siblings.
He was scared I would stop loving them if I knew they would never be as I remembered them.
“No. I told you - if a human decides you’re one of them, you’re one of them.” I smiled at him in the dark, a shine to my changeling eyes the only evidence I wasn’t as human as I felt. “And you guys are as much mine as I am theirs.”
I closed the window, the chill in the room dissipating at the heating kicked on and the radiator hummed. My brother looked at me from his fresh bedsheets, fire stained hands smoldering low.
“I love you. I love all of you.” It felt good to say, for the first time in so long. “Goodnight. Wake me if you need something.”
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All of your siblings, papart from you, have attended a prestigious wizarding school. Now, after all these years, they’re back in your “regular” world… and don’t even know how an oven works.
#ra#fantasy#magic#fae#wizards#<- ‘wizards’ is being interpreted very loosely here let’s be real#trauma#family#writing prompts I wrote#sorry I still have Big Feelings about my family especially my siblings#both as a trans person and as an autistic+physically disabled person#I fell behind a lot. literally and metaphorically. but my siblings were always there.#they’d hike slower for me. they’d help me with puzzles and games and homework.#just this past year my little brother has been teaching me to play FPS games. it’s a lot of fun.#and I know I can’t be there for them in the same way. not the way they were for me.#but I give what little I can back. tricks for cleaning their rooms. recipes I think they’d like.#I’m not like them and they’re not like me but we take care of each other anyways.
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Had a dream that games on Roblox started to interject a feature where you can hold hands with another player in order to guide each other and woke up with my blood buzzing.
#fae irl#this is likely due to recently having an experience where i ended up joining an ongoing rp two other players were doing#where one was a guide in the backrooms and the other was looking for their friend#and in the end the one who was looking for their friend guided me to the end and we just stared at the skybox for a little while together#lolol#man. that was fun.#more people should do cringy little rps and have fun together. its a form of pack play. enrichment for our shared enclosure.#*not the end as in the library level (tho that was there too ofc) but as in the simulated outside at the end of the game.
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