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Hi everyone,
I posted about hyper-empathy the other day and I got some comments regarding the post that sounded like they didn’t like it much because they have the opposite (low/no empathy).
I got some reblogs that sounded very negative and angry that I didn’t mention anything about low/no empathy.
I did not mean to offend anyone no has low/no empathy, I’m just a really empathetic person and I wanted to post it because I related to it.
I understand that people have low to no empathy, and I didn’t mean to disrespect, or made angry and upset.
Both apathetic and empathetic autistic people exist. And for those who have no to listen empathy towards others, you are not a bad person, you just have difficulty understanding feelings and sharing those feels with others.
I never meant to offend or hurt anyone’s feelings. I just wanted to share a post a related to. I deleted it, since some got upset and angry that I didn’t mention anything about having no empathy.
I’m truly sorry . Have a great day everyone
#thoughts#explaining myself#hyper empathy#low empathy#having low/no empathy does not makes you a bad person#share if you want
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Just putting this here cuz I realized my last post that was weeks ago starts with me saying I like the Dreamsmp ending....
I said It was good... Because it's over.
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I have given up on the plot making actual sense ever and I knew the ending would be scuffed because the story was cut short. There was meant to be more to season 1 of Dreamsmp but because of stuff they had to end it early, which usually ends with a bad ending.
So I was just so happy they gave it an ending because I think they couldn't do anything else with the plot.
Will say, I wished they did something different with the story, especially with Dream and Punz. We knew them as the villians, and yet the "plot twist" was that they were okay??? That they wanted to be good?? So that makes it okay for them to kill people over and over??? That makes no sense to me. Anyways. I'm not here to tell them what they should of done better, I'm here to explain myself.
The ending could of had a better ending, but I think it's good because they found a way to make a clean slate so we can make a new story that's better put together maybe. Probably have a better ending then season one.
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Will say though, favorite thing about this ending is with c!Jack. I think C!Jack became my second favorite Dreamsmp character because of this ending. He was in character til the end and he was the only one that actually grew.
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Alright that's all, Have a good day or night! Sorry for the random post. Don't expect much here until season 2 shows up. Baiiii!!!
#mcyt#dreamsmp#dream smp#tommyinnit#c!tommy#c!dream#c!jack manifold#c!jack#dreamsmp ending#dsmp ending#explaining myself
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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to anyone missing my writing please know i am also missing my writing
#about me#long span depression episode#plus tired#plus family issues#I'm looking after myself but I do miss just being able to get the words down#writing#right now I am also ill so that sucks#but hey#got an autism diagnosis a few months back which explains so much
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One of the reasons why I love Steddie is how sweet Eddie was with Steve in the forest scene. That’s what got me into this ship. It was nice to see someone being patient and kind to Steve like that and it coming from someone like Eddie who viewed Steve so differently means a lot.
I loved how he told him how much Dustin looks up to him, making Steve smile and even after that wanting to joke around a little to make Steve laugh as well.
It was such a nice change, because all the other scenes we just see him bickering with someone or people making him seem stupid when he asks questions. Eddie didn’t make fun of him for not knowing Ozzy like he probably would have prior to things and instead let it be and called Steve cool. I love them.
#I know it shouldn’t be taken to heart how Dustin was like with him#But it just bothers me sometimes#Or even Nancy’s comment how it explains everything bc Steve hit his head#Implying there’s something wrong with him even as a joke#I just take things personally sometimes because I see myself in Steve and I’d love to be given that patience too#steve harrington#stranger things#eddie munson#steddie
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mombin pt 6 and look who showed up
(1)(2)(3)(4) (5)
#stranger things#platonic stobin#steddie#steve harrington#robin buckley#eddie munson#cw pregnancy#sorry to rob you of the meet cute but steve's got a lot going on. sometimes he needs a tinder date#someone said on my first mombin 'steddies will insert eddie into everything' kshjsdjsdjs#yes i will. i would be betraying myself if i didn't#ALSO#there is a teeny little plothole/inconsistency somewhere in this#it's like. easily explainable#i want to see if anyone else notices it#it's not that the car is backwards btw let's say that was just a crazy u turn
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i know we all laugh (mostly fondly) about the paper-thin plots in porn that only exist to make the sex happen, but i was reading some old stargate fic over the weekend, and i really think we're sleeping on the paper-thin hurt/comfort plot that only exists to force the characters to FEEL THINGS.
like, is this scenario realistic? no. does it make any rational sense? no. does it provide a built-in excuse for a character to collapse, bloody and disoriented, into the arms of his beloved/friend/partner? obviously, that's the whole point of this exercise.
i love it. it's my favorite thing in the world.
#writing#hurt/comfort#much like smut it operates on the assumption that we all know what we're here for#obviously you CAN write a fully coherent plot with hurt/comfort elements just like you can write one with smutty elements#and those are lovely too#but there's something so charming about fics that are like#'look we all know what you came here for. i don't have to explain myself.'
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#i used to be a lil more patient with it and ask like. why do you use *your* pronouns? you like em. right? but ive realized that explaining#myself over and over to ppl who (for the most part) will continue to not understand is exhausting#so. nyways. im gonna start linking people who ask this post#i use it/its for lots and lots of reasons but the one You need to know is because I Want To#anyways! hi! hello! i'm mostly moved in and the bugs are mostly dealt with#posts will be mainly comm work and lil mspaint doodlies for the time being#but#helllooooooo#:03 its been awhileee#oc: cow#fursona#mspaint mouse doodlie
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Mirror Pictures
#siffrin? more like sif is out au#i told myself i wouldn't explain any picture buuuut#first one is during the loop where they first beat the king#isat#in stars and time#isat odile#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#isat bonnie#isat isabeau#isat spoilers#one day i will learn to draw you without dying isa... one day#isafrin#isat au
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My mans ate in that animated short 💅
NEIL NEWBON SIGNED IT LMFAO
#i will not be explaining myself#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#bg3 fanart#bg3 astarion#astarion fanart#bg3 shitpost#bg3 memes#bg3 mods#bg3 patch 7#my art#artists on tumblr#procreate#astarion brainrot#astarion posting#astarion art#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate#baldurs gate astarion
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So Charlie totally inherited Lucifer's forked tongue, right?
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a slew of old and unfinished artwork.
#homestuck#aradia megido#aradiabot#darkleer#executioner darkleer#caliborn#calliope#gamzee makara#equius zahhak#kanaya maryam#john egbert#vriska serket#horuss zahhak#i’m not tagging the rest of the dancestors there’s too many tags already#everything in that last picture is an inside joke and i don’t know how to explain myself so i won’t#stupid post
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I'm sorry, but I stand with my cancelled, penalized wife. was he in the wrong? probably, most likely, the penalties say he was. I still stand by him though, you will not change my mind
#tina talks f1#f1#formula 1#mexico gp 2024#mexico grand prix#max verstappen#I'm not gonna explain myself#and I don't take criticism sorry#take it elsewhere
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why dis 🌷 look so furious 😭😭😭
#i cant explain myself#this just reminded me of them#dont mind the bg i havent drawn one in years i cannot lie#omori#kel omori#sunny omori#art meme#my art
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