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So Charlie totally inherited Lucifer's forked tongue, right?
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Sure I’ll post this ❤️🐰❤️
#yes I’m doing a matching Gary one#no im not explaining myself#grown ass man#myart#fanart#my art#john ward#faith the unholy trinity#faith game#❤️🐰❤️
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i am— giving no context behind this don’t mind me :’))))
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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When your Dad's boyfriend cheats on him with... Santa Claus!?
Merry Christmas Ace Attorney nation!!!!
#AAAA ITS FINALLY DONEE#one of the most tedious pieces ive made yet#im so proud of myself for finishing it on Christmas#ace attorney#ace attorney christmas#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#trucy wright#apollo justice#kay faraday#aa#ace attorney fan art#click for highrr quality cuz tumblr does mysterious stuff to my art#Apollo thinks hes the only one who knows Santa isn't real and is having a crisis over how he would explain this to them#Kay and Trucy are messing with him and is 100% aware that's Phoenix#or Kay is the only one aware its Phoenix bcs one time Edgeworth accidentally told her Santa isn't real#she cried to mess with him she already knew#he felt so bad (mission success)#shout out to JC Leyendecker#my idol for life#eighteenth's art
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sometimes you just have to ponder the question of, are ghosts fish?
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#no im not explaining myself#yes this has to do with lore stuff im working on
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happy solvermas
#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas#quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on#v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene#implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship#and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever#im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it#but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months#i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now#been a long time since i've felt that#turns out the “stop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jist” approach wo#ks#something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas#it is taking. All of my restraint right now#to not be So Mean to all of you#You Don't Even Know#I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#murder drones cyn#i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts#oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way#the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are
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#i used to be a lil more patient with it and ask like. why do you use *your* pronouns? you like em. right? but ive realized that explaining#myself over and over to ppl who (for the most part) will continue to not understand is exhausting#so. nyways. im gonna start linking people who ask this post#i use it/its for lots and lots of reasons but the one You need to know is because I Want To#anyways! hi! hello! i'm mostly moved in and the bugs are mostly dealt with#posts will be mainly comm work and lil mspaint doodlies for the time being#but#helllooooooo#:03 its been awhileee#oc: cow#fursona#mspaint mouse doodlie
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I should be executed for this
#danny phantom#maddie fenton#jack fenton#eeaao#danny shutting an infinite realm door: wtf was that#once again#im not sure how to explain myself with this one
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How did your meeting go with the surgeons?
it was memorable
#sci speaks#the sci files#im glad i've done all the research. i feel okay. i feel safe and confident. and the doctors have all been really kind and helpful.#lots of good vibes. and they're moving me through the system so quickly. i'm glad it'll be dealt with so soon.#feels so crazy that this has been going on. right under my skin. and it's all explained now and i feel so much more in control.#i know whats going on!! with my funky body!! no more unanswered questions!!#i feel really good these days. optimistic. i feel like i understand myself a lot more and it means i'm better to myself.#but you'll all have to be patient with me. please be patient with me like i've learnt to be patient with myself.
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the accolade ( the...the cat-olade...)
#mine#original#i cannot even begin to explain the anguish. the torment. this drawing has brought me#and i STILL dont like it. i simply cant work on it any longer i cant i cant. i must be rid of it#eating drywall as we speak#you want to know how many weeks ive worked on this. THREE. ALMOST.#you want to know how long my other cat drawings take me ?? 3 days absolute MAX#anyway. begon foul creature etc#i havent left extremely long tags for a long while hello everyone good lord there are many of you#we are going stratford this weekend very exciting#its going to be a little chilly and i want to take my new coat with me but issue its not chilly right now so i cant wear it onto the train#i do not think. i can. stuff it into my suitcase i dont think that will happen#i am sure i will figure it out#also. no longer vegan . eggs have won me over. egg egg egg.#im having to restrain myself SO hard from buying more wool i want a shawl i want a shawl#i want more cute DRESSES why are nice comfy dresses 10000£#i look on vinted and its like dresses for popping your pussy in like not. the vibe im going for thank u#anyway. im going to eat crackers now
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figuring out how to draw zooble correctly since i was drawing them wrong and it bothered me also because she's my favourite
#the amazing digital circus#tadc fanart#tadc jax#tadc gangle#tadc zooble#tadc kinger#tadc#zooblejax#i'm like so normal about zooblejax i can't evne explain it . I'm like the only person who cares about them#its okay i feed myself in every fandom im in#kinger ishere because i like him too i guess
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My uh- My hand slipped 🌟
#fanart#my art#tadc#tadc fanart#pomni#tadc pomni#ragatha#tadc ragatha#femslash#buttonblossom#pomni x ragatha#lesbians#uhh I have nothing to explain myself with#I just had a vision based on only having seen the pilot and you what that's enough#yall know im out here shipping characters whove never seen each other and like whos stopping me#and even better every time i get a nice comment in the tags of people being excited finding fanart for their ships I grow a bit stronger#anyways theyre cute. love them#theyre so me actually#oh yeah also#the amazing digital circus
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launching a rescue mission!
from utilities included, ch. 8
masterpost
#one piece#sanji#zoro#zosan#nami#usopp#helmeppo#koby#bartolomeo#other ppl but theyre just cameos#utilities included#DONT draw crowds. i suffered. i cannot explain. i didnt even detail that many crowd ppl but i was fighting for my life the whole time#blood sweat and tears. ill be complaining about this one for a while#BUT. IM SO HAPPY WITH IT?!#shoutout to emmie for helping me with the barto pose#and shoutout to bege for bringing a whole infant to a rager. my favorite detail that i added to please myself#anyway i learned i love drawing koby and barto
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I spent 10 hours on this and I don't even like it anymore ...
Hehe anyway AU idea is that Litwack was able to fine and purchase a new Turbotime cabinet after YEARS. All the other games don't trust him, and kind of treat him like shit. This Turbo has no idea why no one likes him, and unsurprisingly he hates it.
I haven't decided 100% on an AU name yet, but right now I'm calling it Restored Turbo. (I'm also thinking about making a Rebooted Turbo AU lmk if that sounds interesting:3)
#im bad at explaining myself#im rotating this in my mind#turbo tastic#turbo time#turbo twins#wreck it ralph#wreck it ralph turbo#wreck it ralph au#turbotastic#turbotime#turbotastic fanart#turbotime fanart#wreck it ralph fanart#art#digital art#comic#fan comic#my art#original au#my au#restored turbo au
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So I got obsessed w a certain song for a short period there....
#homestuck#erisol#eridan#sollux#eridan ampora#sollux captor#artists on tumblr#hs fantroll#eridan ampora x sollux captor#eridan x sollux#lady gaga#die with a smile#bruno mars#oKAY SO I CAN EXPLAIN#I got rlly into this song and made a bunch of art#and i thought of erisol#and im like#im an artist#and i could do whatever i want#i HAVE SO MUCH POWER#And yeah....now here we are#this was a BITCH to color#i didnt want to post it#but i told myself to let it go#i see alot of imperfections#but i feel like#its okay to show that youre not great at art#and to just post what you have#let people see you grow#myart
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