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I hate that they are still friends with them. I've been at the point in my anger that I do want them to be miserable, at least a little bit, cause I'm still fucking thinking about this almost daily, they should still be experiencing that pain too.
Of course I'm also getting my comeuppance for how I treated E. Probably feeling a lot of the same feelings as them, hating that people are still friends with the people who wronged you. Or she's more emotionally mature then me and doesn't feel that way at all, or at least not as long as I am. Which is likely.
I want to stop caring so bad. I hate the amount of emotional energy I'm constantly giving to this hurt. They don't deserve even that much of my thoughts.
But if I can't move on from them right now, then I think I should work on forgiving MGH. Freeing up some old emotional burdens at least..... things to tell my therapist....
#i shouldnt scroll on Instagram first thing#so i dont have to see my friends that they live with posting their smiling faces#god why did i have to be so wrapped up in him#i hope he regrets losing my obsession for the rest of his life#and i hope he gets around to cheating on her before he makes her have his kids#personal#relationships#break ups#i couldnt imagine thinking my relationship would stablize after giving someone that kind of ultimatum#i hope shes doesnt feel stable in that relationship#and i hope he does cheat on her or something#expect stupid things#win stupid prizes#a straight monogamist doesnt deserve all this emotional energy from me but i can't fucking stop it rn!!!!!!#aahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!#i need to fuck someone so he isnt the last person to have touched me anymore#thank god i have a date with a hot married women next week
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it seemed like a good idea at the time...
inspired by this panel in Action Comics 1067 (2024) art by Eddy Barrows, Cian Tormey, and Danny Miki
#superman#fanart#superheroes#my adventures with superman#fan comic#clois#clark kent#dc superman#superheros#lois lane#superman and lois#lois and clark#Kara talked Clark into doing something ābadassā#Clark regrets it almost immediately#Lois expected better#stupid impulsive decisions ARE HER THING#post season 2
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a little comic about my (and Pauk's) Skyrim experience
#in my mind Lydia is a voice of reason forced to do stupid things#and Pauk is a desperate guy trying his best to live up to people's expectations#doing everything he can to be a hero that Skyrim needs (he has no idea what he's doing. he's in panic 24/7)#and Barbas is just a four-legged douchebag (there's no way I'm going to return him)
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How do you get this far into adulthood *on the internet* without basic knowledge on how to cook are you stupid on purpose
Dang, I wouldnāt say that Iām stupid just because I didnāt know one thing.
My parents hate vegetables. Every meal I had at home growing up was either a frozen box meal or a from a can. My family didnāt teach me how to cook. They taught me how to heat up a frozen meal.
Now I absolutely love vegetables, and I love cooking. Unfortunately itās hard to learn basic cooking skills as an adult because I tend to get called stupid when I admit that I donāt know something.
#where else was i supposed to learn this shit.#I took a basic cooking class and they assumed I had more knowledge than I started with#these are the kind of things that people expect your family to teach you#and if your family fails to do so#then everyone just calls you stupid
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fuck you FIA, honestly
#let's be honest here#if max had apologized that day he would STILL have to do community service#and today FIA would still post the same shit excuse#because hey charles clearly didn't say the same thing huh clearly these are different situations here#fia is ruining this sport at a level i clearly expected#because fia's next move will always be WORSE and STUPID than the previous one#max verstappen#mv33#mv1#charles leclerc#cl16#lestappen#f1#formula 1#brazilian gp 2024
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That "I donāt want to" after the dice roll hit me HARDā¦ rip Billie you deserved better
Some extra sketches under the cut
I didnāt feel like lining and rendering a second page, but I really like that last Harry
#disco Elysium#Harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#comic#fanart#working class woman#billie mejean#disco Elysium skills#physical instrument#empathy#pain threshold#harrier du bois#I wasnāt expecting empathy to straight up REFUSE#I thought Harry would say some stupid insensitive shit š#Iām soooo happy w how the skills dialogue turned out in that middle panel#I got so close to doing a game-style playback thing and then inspiration hit
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we donāt acknowledge enough how dee used to be a pageant winner when she was a kid and how much damage it did to her. she worked her ass off and got recognition for being pretty and talented at a young age and it was the only source of self esteem she could garner in a family that constantly berated and talked down to her. she sought after that external approval because it was the only way she could prove everyone around her wrong. her dream of being a performer didnāt come from a self-aggrandizing delusionā she genuinely showed a lot of potential when she was younger. but she went through an unflattering puberty and her spinal condition got worse and that natural talent she had as a kid plateaued way too early. the āformer gifted kidā dilemma. she slowly lost the thing that promised her that she was good, but she was so desperate to keep holding onto it that she tried anyway. again and again and again no matter how much people made fun of her because it was always about proving them wrong. but after a while she couldnāt jump anymore without anticipating the way it feels when she hits the ground face first. self-sabotage became her way out, choosing to rather live in the fantasy of her own unrealized potential and blaming those around her for her lack of success, than having tried and crashed again. sheād rather buy lottery tickets over and over and never scratch off the numbers than to see that she lost. that self-sabotaging behavior bled into other aspects of her life too, from friendships to relationships to therapy. her own short lived success is what made her grow into embodying the cycle of failure.
#iasip#dee reynolds#oh deandra#someone tell her sheās good#this may very well be a diary entry vaguely disguised as character analysis but lets move past that#also doesnāt not help at all that im going through my own dennis and dee go on welfare unemployment plotline irl#BUT LETS MOVE PAST THAT#sheās such a fascinating character i really hope they explore her more in s17 bc sheās been like. a side character for the past few seasons#another thing i regret not telling charlie when i had the chance ugh#i wanted to be lighthearted and complain about the promo pics being ugly but when i opened with ā#ācan i air out some grievancesā he was so open to it and actually seemed kind of disappointed that i WASNT talking about the writing#and it was like. in no universe could i have possibly been prepared to have an in depth convo ab the show with him at that loud ass bar#or like. expected him to be open to WRITING CRITICISM of all things#thereās so much i could have aired out. So much. but alas#what was i talking about#oh dee#anyways yes dee my sweet dee i love her my stupid tragic middle aged girlfailure my wifr#wife#i love you
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Saw a video on tiktok of someone re-binding a copy of the Hobbit and giving it a really beautiful new cover and I could not get the idea of Steve doing that for Eddie out of my head.
He hears Eddie mention in passing that he's always preferred homemade gifts (partly bc of the thought that goes into them but also because people spending money on him makes him uncomfortable) and Steve decides he needs to think of something he can make Eddie.
Steve may not be considered "clever" by the others but I'm convinced that boy is a do-er. When it comes to physical and practical skills, he will just learn and do it. He painstakingly researched and buys leather and special glue for book blinding, and even learns calligraphy so he can write beautifully on the inside cover.
And when he presents it to Eddie, wrapped in stiff expensive wrapping paper, Eddie asks where he got it and Steve says casually
"I made it"
As if he didn't spend months, didn't ruin at least 5 other copies of the Hobbit before he got it right, as if it wasn't so much work and time.
But Eddie gets it anyway, he understands and that's why he immediately bursts into tears.
#steve harrington isnt stupid#that boy is just physical and practical#and more determined than anyone#eddie munson doesnt expect anyone to try thay hard just for him#also growing up poor meant creative or homemade gifts were more common place#steve likes it too bc his parents and realtive would put little thought into gift but just buy him the most expensive thing#like fancy shoes or his car#steddie#stranger things#eddie munson#steve x eddie#gay steve harrington#steddie fics#stranger things s4#steve harrington#kind of a ficlet
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Different anon here, Iām studying to get into College where I can learn Bachelor of Multimedia Arts!!! Itās so glad to meet someone on tumblr whoās actually learning this.
I can't enjoy the course with this damned school fr AAAHAHAHHA
#messyr#I HOPE YOU FIND A GOOD SCHOOL ENVIRONMENT ( IF NOT THE SYSTEM ) TO LEARN AT#MOST OF US HERE IN THE CREATIVES ARE BURNT OUT OR OVERWORKED W THE AMOUNT OF PROJECTS AND QUALITY THEY EXPECT FROM US AAAHH#SO MANY UNECESSARY BULLSHT#also i picked this out bc arts/animation schools are so fukin far from where I live ::( cant afford so im stuck with graphic design yipeee#uhm. Picked out this course also bc I want a little bit of EVERYTHING. like- i like to learn a lot than just fully focused on one thing#proceeds to get shit grades anyway#man#im stupid AHHAHAHAHA
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i'm being so serious when i say that someone needs to tell the piastris to get off social media immediately. stop feeding the parasocial relationships. stop it.
#yes the fans are the ones in the wrong but it's stupid and naive to expect them to all do the right thing#you have to create boundaries#it might be funny now but it's not going to be funny forever
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OH, FUCK THE FORK AND KNIFE I'LL RIP IN HANDS AND TEETH AND TAKE A BITE~!
sorry that i cant stop thinking about (You dreamt you were eating your friends whole.) (You want to throw up.) and cant be normal about it or whatever. like i have a choice in the matter š
#im literally transgender you expect me to be normal about cannibalism as a form of (whatever the fuck it is in this context)?#cmon now. cmon.#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#<- its technically loop in this drawing specifically but like. when they were still a siffrin#so it gets the sif tag too. you understand#laika art#fuck this stupid goddamned. cloak. also.#spent like 30 minutes trying to get the right side looking like smth. me when the thing thats supposed to be easy to draw is HARD TO DRAW
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Mmmmmmm .. pepsicola.
#pepsicola#dave strider#john egbert#homestuck#i am thoroughly aware that my shift from tma to homestuck is the whiplash of the century#like believe me i didnt think my life would go like this either#but the adhd says stupid 2009 webcomic gives serotonin#this fuckin thing is about to display just how much of a shameless multishipper i am#expect cherrypepsicola#my art#doodle page#hammertime#johndave#davejohn
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see i do think there have been actual instances of fandom people just deciding two characters are siblings with no real basis and acting like its canon and forcing that interpretation on others and getting mad at people who disagree . but a lot of the characters i see people list as examples of this happening with are just actually stated to or heavily implied to see eachother as siblings by the source material and at that point i think you just dont see adopted siblings as real siblings idk what else to tell you
#like if i were to give some sonic examples of this happening i would say (game/comic/etc) sonic and knuckles or sonic and shadow#ive literally seen people get hate comments on their art of those ships saying its incest or whatever even though. thyere not brothers ..?#but whenever i see people talk about this sort of thing happening in the sonic fandom their examples are always fucking.#sonic and tails?????? or shadow and maria?????????#what are you TALKING about those characters are literally outright stated to view eachother as siblings#and in sonic and tails' case even if they werent brothers the age gap is still reason enough to be grossed out by people shipping them ..#i think your ejust being stupid about it on purpose#also to be clear i dont care if people wanna decide characters are siblings with no real basis ive literally done that before#i love doing that actually#i just dont think its reasonable to do that and expect everyone on earth to agree with you#thats not the point of the post though the point of the post is people pretending that adopted siblings arent actally siblings
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ignore the weird shadow placement ok i only realized my mistake after i finished it and by then i was too lazy to fix it
#fanart#art#drawing#sketch#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl narinder#the death kimono thing is on purpose ok#i accidentally did it once and then i thought āthat would make sense actuallyā#narinder testing it's mortality strikes again#the ate glass incident everyone was high#its a cat what do you expect me to do? not make it look cute and stupid?#shams while narinder is acting stupid š„°
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(Apollo Justice trilogy spoiler warningā¼ļø)
I know Emaās popular for being a hater, but I think itās neat how she feel like one of the warmest, kindest characters in the franchise too.
Like, she always lets people use her equipment and teaches them how to use it, or straight up GIVES it to them if she has spares (which is probably just a byproduct of her love of forensics but hear me out), she considers people she knows through work like Apollo to be friends to the point where sheās actually hurt by him not wanting to talk to her when they meet again in SoJ, itās subtle, but she empathises with him over the loss of his parents, and the way she consistently refers to him as a ākidā (even as late as the SoJ credits) and a newbie honestly feels more irritating-older-sisterly than patronising in an offensive way. Like affectionate teasing. It doesnāt take much to convince her to let you perform informal investigations either ā especially when her friends are involved, sheās often sympathetic to the people she arrests, she was surprisingly forgiving when Apollo both lost an entire corpse AND almost set her on fire within, like, an hourā¦ she offered to share her Snackoos with Phoenix when an investigation wasnāt going so well and advised him to take a break even though they were technically on opposite sides, said she was proud of Apollo even though sheād only known him for a case and a bit at the timeā¦ and she has such a friendly smile! I donāt know, she just seems really nice and chill despite her grumpiness.
#This may be a me thing I might be ānanditafying my blorbosā as no one except me says#ema skye#ace attorney#AJ trilogy Spoilers#anyway I care herš„ŗ she is. Nice science lady#itās always so comforting to see her at crime scenes as well#this feels like the equivalent of walking up to a cactus and trying to hug it what am I saying#Edit: WHY DID I SOUND SO UNSURE ABOUT THIS I MEAN DUH THIS IS LIKE GOING#āUm guys I think maybe Phoenix Wright is an attorney?? Iām probably wrong thoā¦.ā#I have no idea why I was expecting people to disagree with me smh#I edited it out it was stupid
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Do think it's very crunchy that WWX only defends his new flavor of the month in the ancestral hall. Not himself. Not WN, to whom JC did arguably have a life debt and for whom WWX did dump JC. Not any of these old things; just the shiny new hot powerful protective dude that he doesn't have any meaningful preexisting bond with and that he's been falling for since returning and running away from his previous life.
Just the perfect, serene blank slate of novelty (and the guilty undercurrent of once again feeling something that isn't socially acceptable and won't be welcome).
#i love him so much he's so awful#it's always like that he's always taking it allll upon himself when it comes to whoever is the new person he's decided to be stupid for#so that's something that's gonna go the way of all of wwx's previous relationships#wgxn replacing ningxian replacing chengxian#out of ego and because he thinks no-one is smart and competent like he is#wwx's canonically shitty taste in men#etc#and bc it's been thrust very firmly upon him to be The One Who Does Impossible Things#without anyone asking him to#and then he starts to resent and/or avoid them because he's the one doing all these hard terrible things without ~expecting anything back#but of course he does!!!!#and it's so sad#it is good that at least lwj provides a distraction and wwx at least gets a hot and emotionally undemanding rebound out of it
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