#excuse my weird taste in music lol

[theloveinc]

any hobie and/or miguel icks? 😟

whoever sent this: thank you + i ADORE you. i hope you don't mind i'm switching up the formatting/style a it in comparison to my older icks... shorter list, more detailed <3

(warning: some fem terms used at the end, such as “mama!”)

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Miguel O'Hara

- This guy... has some long ass toenails. Type of toenails that poke you at night in bed, and tear holes in his socks.

It's maybe somewhat related to the claw thing he's got going on? Has a lot stronger and faster-growing nails than the average person... but the real problem here is that he's TERRIBLE about clipping them. Claims it doesn't bother him even remotely and that you're the one overreacting when you ask him to... but hardly anything gets through to him about it. You probably even offer to do it for him one day, thinking the offer of a foot massage would sway his thinking and that it'd actually work... but he fought you on that just as easy...!!!

...which is how you came to the conclusion that you have a man who'll even argue w/ you over toenails. Petty boy.

- Miguel is also tired 24/7. AND yeah, it's pretty hard to be un-sympathetic towards that, but he's tired in the... I'm-gonna-prioritize-this-one-last-email-over-saying-goodnight-to-you way. Which gets real irritating when you're asking him to help you out w/ anything, like cleaning up or answering a question or JUST HAVING A DAMN CONVERSATION W/ YOU and he's using "I'm tired" as an excuse when his response is shitty or distracted.

Like one of those stupid guys whose always squinting at their damn iPad when you ask what he wants for dinner... which is ironic given that he'll get snippy at you for not giving him your full, entire attention whenever he wants it. Type of man to start picking imaginary lint off your head when you're simply trying to finish up a text before engaging him so that you aren't distracted.

- Odd about Lyla. Not that he loves her or anything, but she'll like pop up to give him updates about whatever even if you're MID-MAKEOUT session and he won't change that setting. Pulling away from your lips all pouty and squinty only to glare at his watch for thirty seconds before trying to go right back into kissing you.

No. No sir.

(Lyla will also always say something to or-but-usually-and about you, which... Okay, she's an AI and doesn't Get It... but it's still weird because it feels like someone you don't know just walked into the room.)

- Picks his nose when he's too busy to find a tissue, and forgets to sanitize his hands after. Denies this when you tell him.. but you've witnessed this multiple times (he's weirdly kind of whiney for a dude and lazy for a workaholic LOL).

Hobie Brown

- Lovely boyfriend because he doesn't give a crap about your appearance or the idea of needing to "look nice" for a man... but also stupid, nuisance boyfriend because this means he doesn't give one hoot if you try to get all gussied up for him. Nags you about wasting time getting ready because he doesn't need you to do all that instead of just saying "THANK YOU, YOU LOOK NICE." Even probably complains about you feeding into gender stereotypes or w/e when you do something like shave your legs or pluck your eyebrows😭

You try to talk to him about this, ask if he even cares that you tried to look nice, and he skirts around admitting it because he has an argument for everything. "'oughta know I think you're pretty either way"-ass when you just spent an hour trying to look all good for him.

- Tries to share the most obscure music with you... which is like, sweet in concept, but weird when it actually happens since it's never like a generic love song but an eleven minute underground jam session.

Which isn't to say he has bad taste in music, usually it's fine if not fantastic... but you try to tell him you don't want to listen to some dude's first draft of himself banging on a drum set for a full album and he's like: "tsk."

HOBIE. TSK??? FUCKING TSK????????? WHAT ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE LIKE????????

(He'll also use his to get out of listening to your music. Claiming his "inconsistency" is why he liked your playlist yesterday but not today. Stop!!!)

- And you know I gotta say it, he's a punk, after all: absolutely refuses to clean his favorite leather jacket, and it smells RANK. He's genuinely sentimental about it, though... and if you even try to bring up cleaning it somehow (even if very gently), he's acting like you betrayed him. Goes through the five stages of grief over you asking him not to wear it on one of your dates, and teases you by TALKING to it:

"Mumma didn't mean that, jackie. She just doesn't understand our lifestyle, does she?" while giving you a (lighthearted) stink eye.

[voidcat]

— to tug and pull (at the strings; and of my heart)

characters: Endo Yamato, you

notes & wc: 3.1k. Endo as his own warning kinda. Themes of loneliness in a crowd, shitty friend group and Endo taking advantage of it. Toxic relationship all over. Implied past sexual encounters if you squint. Suggestive content a little by the end. GN! Reader but mentions of wearing heeled shoes (Endo is into it). Reader isn’t as good of a person as theyre making themselves out to be btw lol

“Well well… look who’s there…”

A voice comes from behind you, so clear amidst the crowd of various sounds. The place is loud and crowded- yet the chaos of rising sounds are all muffled down by your ears.

The night, as young as it may be, has already fallen for you and with everyone else to their own world; the same old superficial, banal and tedious things, you’re left alone with your own thoughts— or so you thought until the all too familiar, annoying voice creeps up from behind you.

Great- Because the last thing you needed on this damned night was Endo fucking Yamato ruining your already bothersome day.

“Now what’s with the face?” Endo coos, arms resting against his head “a smile would’ve suited that pretty face of yours better.”

You let out a grunt at his words and roll your eyes, averting your gaze to your phone. It’s not like you have any urgent business but you don’t have any better of a quick excuse you can make up and act right there.

Endo doesn’t seem fazed by your clear dismissal of him, he is quite amused on the contrary. So he stands there and waits, patiently.

Rhythmic shake of your foot to the music evolves into tapping it against the floor and by the second Endo can tell you’re growing impatient.

“What a merry group of friends, wouldn’t you agree?” He begins and jumps over the couch’s backseat to seat himself beside you, legs dangling off the armrest at a weird angle.

“You’re sitting all by yourself by the side, no one to care nor even notice your lack of presence in their conversations.” He clicks his tongue with a shake of his head, disapproving of the state you’re currently in.

“I mean… really now,” honey laced words come out, one hand slowly working up its way to your shoulder. “What a bunch of losers, and they’re supposed to be what— your friends?” He says the words with disgust, “they don’t even see you, let alone notice your boyfriend dropping by~”

“You are not my boyfriend.” You snap at him, saying each word with malice. 

So that gets your attention huh. Endo enjoys the poison in your words, relishes in the taste. It’s only the appetizer after all.

“I’m a boy and your friend, no?” He says innocently, bringing a finger to his lips. 

“No!” You retort, a tad louder than you intended, “you’re not my friend, you are not my anything!” 

Yet your words reach his ears as something melodic, nothing coherent. 

He makes himself comfortable on the couch, fixing up his posture a little but still maintaining skin contact with you no matter how many times you shrug his hand off.

You deserve a drink, you muse. But the logical part of your brain protests. You’ve digested all you’ve eaten for dinner already. Drinking on an empty stomach is not a nice experience to have. And it’s certainly not a wise choice to make when someone such as Endo is within your parameters.

So you opt for the next best thing and gulp down cold water like it is electrolytes.

Even if he notices, he makes no move. He has probably raised an eyebrow at your sudden actions and examining the situation before his eyes to decide what course to take next.

“I’m a closer candidate to being your friend than they are though.”

Ah, there it is. The silence breaker he saved to hit at the right moment, in the hopes of you- what- suddenly break in front of him? Your eyes filling up with tears so uncontrollable whatever touch up you’ve applied to your face will wash off? What does he think of you?

And more importantly- does he really think so lowly of you? Stupid enough to fall for his measly tricks?

There is no situation to assess but certainly enough of an excuse to just call it a night and bail out.

These are not the crowd of people you’d choose to hang out with no matter the time and place but the circumstances call for mutual interests. Every lamb by their leg or however the saying goes. You’d much rather be somewhere else, preferably kilometers away from this loud place and away from him.

You do not want to give him what he wants but the story writes itself before him already. The script plays itself out. There is a stranger by the table sitting all too comfortably next to their supposed friend and none of them seems to notice nor care. It’s not like their noticing would’ve changed things were he to show up a few hours before. They would've chalked it up as someone you just act around with a little Coquetry. Starting off as cold and distant but indulging his teasings under the table, disgusting.

You can feel Endo’s eyes going up and down, giving you a one-over and inspecting everything you have on, down to the buttons. He may be keeping that mouth of his shut for now, but that’s the case with him, his silence is loud, always at the times you least need him to be. Fine, he can ogle all he wants- that's the most he is getting in this damned place. And it's not like you didn't dress up… can't blame the man for once actually,

The air may not be chilling or hanging off your skin but times like these make you wish you were smoking. Just a way to pass the time, to keep your hands busy. the cloud of smoke would occasionally cover las stupid face, granting you the illusion of a night headache free. Blowing the smoke right into his face would be risky though. He could take it up as you being playful with him.

With a cigarette dangling off your lips or hanging between your fingers and gaze focused on something far behind where no one can see, you could’ve been the quiet and mysterious figure.

But instead you’re just you, a sad lonely pathetic person who doesn’t even allow themselves the courtesy of being drunk.

To hell with it, you push yourself off your seat swiftly and let the night air crash into your lungs. They can handle a little multiplication on their own, put two and two together, extract one.

And with it, you get out of the place without looking back, letting the music drown and be replaced with the street chatter.

Despite the hour and the day, it is quite lively out there, though a bit scattered.

When sudden rain comes pouring down, some groups of people ran and hid away to whatever crook they could find, staying there until the sun comes up.

It is late, but not for someone your age. Everyone outside is having fun, laughing around, walking to their next destination to do god knows what and here you are, heels clicking against the tiles, searching for a market with your eyes. 

You’re certain someone would make a joke about your state now, “they should’ve been at the club, not spiraling down a waterfall of isolating thoughts” but you are you and as for all to see, this is the situation you’re stuck with for the foreseeable future.

The night is young, younger than you’ll ever feel.

And the fact pisses you off deeply. Add to the equation the nasty hit of hunger and all you’ll have left in the pot is a very grumpy, lonely person.

At some point during your hurried walk, you're acquired a bottle of water. Opening the cap, you down the liquid in two quick gulps. The cold water meeting the surface of your stomach, you're reminded rather cruelly that water holds no nutritious value and your poor body is resenting the fact.

You have water at the very least. And hey it is Important to focus on the good, rather than dwelling on the what - could-have- been's. You're out of the tedious place and still young. Not dying of thirst nor a broken heel and best of all not pinned to the wall of that place's bathroom under Endo's hungry eyes, body trapped between the mirror and his.

As you take a step grander than the previous ones, you miscalculate– as you’ve been doing all night long, and step into the little puddle of water instead. Your face scrunches up in disgust, not checking to see how clear the water was.

Why did you think it was a good idea to wear something with heels today? Miscalculations and foolish decisions… you go for comfort above all for a reason, after all.

As you walk, you try not to press onward with the overgrowing nasty thoughts, regarding yourself and regarding life.

So what if you’re not living life as expected of you? You do not owe anything to anyone. You know this, deep down in your chest you believe in the fact, but with each step you take and each face you pass by in a blur in all your sole glory; it loses its credibility by the minute.

The night is young yet you’ve used up all your time, already far too late, already so behind everyone else– and worse of all, all by yourself.

You clutch the water bottle in your hands until it makes a loud noise and the sharp edges of the plastic begin to cut into your skin and only then you find it in you to breathe again.

But you are not alone, are you? At least not in the physical sense.

Because as your brain runs a mile per second, your feet hurting and bones begging for a rest, Endo Yamato trails right behind you, hands in his pockets and his steps on the same spots as you’ve stepped.

You are not alone, no, not when Yamato follows after you like a lost little puppy, careful enough to maintain his distance so as to not get yelled at, close enough to keep you at bay.

An uneasy feeling begins to grow inside you, saying you know how this story will end, again.

That’s the thing with Yamato, you muse, as you take the escalator and wait. Despite his claims, he knows how to get under one’s skin, knowing exactly what to tell and how to say it. He sweetens his voice, lolls the words and bats his lashes at you– or the occasional ‘hit ‘em where they’re weak’; once he gets inside someone’s head, it's hard getting him out.

And You find yourself despising Yamato for all the wrong reasons.

Perhaps that’s where the true irony of it lies, just two hypocrites, the two of you are.

You blink and watch the swarm of people making their way to the door, the short train ride coming to a finale for you. Compared to the rest of your day, it was perhaps the most peaceful moment you’ve had to yourself. 

The bright lights show when the next train will be arriving as well as the time– 23:12, still moments away from calling the night to an end.

5 minutes by train makes a stark difference, as you are met with the familiar darkness and silence. Here, the people are much calmer, there is no rush, nor guilt for not living your life like they do. Here, you can just exist and carry out the life of an elderly and no one would bat an eye at it.

Yet, the silence is predatory, and the darkness goes beyond being just a comfort. You know better than to trust something just because you have fond memories of it.

Maybe that’s the thing with you, a part of the same darkness, cut from the same clothing. Knowing you’re walking right into your impending doom and still going along with it.

Yamato has been uncharacteristically silent behind you the whole time, you acknowledge after a while. Because for the two of you, it is a game he plays, and the thrill he enjoys. The back and forth bickering; he will sing you praises he wouldn't say to anyone else and you'll answer back with insults crafted and designed just for him— it always gets him giddy with glee, saying there is care and attention to your words despite acting the opposite. He is odd, and that's just it. No matter what you do or dont, there is always something greater to your actions, he seems to think.

Yamato’s attention burns like fire, you’ve learned through simple observations and have steered clear ever since.

As much as it is flattering, that’s the thing with him. Give in and he will lose interest, refuse and he will be infatuated.

He likes the types he cannot crack, the ones he cannot mold into the shape he aches, the one’s he cannot predict– though for this, he claims it hasn’t been much of an issue when he’s ‘this bad of a read at people’, or so he says.

There are lies within your course of thinking, but a light pink has never dirtied anything.

You know to keep your measure and keep him at an arm's length, maybe not physically but always metaphorically. It’s the things people cannot reach oh-so-easily that draws him in and it’s those that don’t buy his advances that attract him.

You really should’ve just pretended to care back then, you’d have done yourself a favor if your stupid ass wasn't so adamant on honesty. But you cannot blame your younger self, not really. Not when it’s been this long already.

When Yamato picks you up with your feet off the ground, you feel as if a weight has been lifted off your soul.

You knew how the story was going to end yet you stalled either way, allowing yourself so– your train of thoughts come to a halt when you feel Yamato’s lips on your neck, sucking on the flesh in a manner you can only label ‘trying to do gently’. With arms at both sides, holding you firm for support, Yamato takes small breaks inbetween his nibbling to take a deep breath of your skin. You can hear him scoof when his nose tickles more front areas, probably disappointed by the use of perfume for masking your natural scent.

Even such a small thing makes you feel odd– would make you feel hot were it anyone else. You just cannot give Yamato the satisfaction of knowing he is good at it.

At least the scenery of the final scene changes. This is levels better than making out at the restaurant bathroom, on your toes for any potential users, not to mention more hygienic–

Fingers pinch at your skin by your left, and you're back on earth, he must’ve guessed you getting lost in your thoughts again.

What a greedy man, you think, offering to give you his all and still demanding your attention in return.

Yamato presses his entire body weight onto you and waits for the slightest of moan leaving your lips, all ears just to hear you react to him.

And you do, just not in the way he can see or would be happy with. And you would, but you’d rather die than give him the satisfaction of it.

Pushing you further, he secures you with one hand and allows the other to linger on your body. Tracing your legs, dragging his nails and losing himself at your hitched breath.

When you are eye to eye, you can see the absolute bliss in his expression. It is a flattering feeling to know this is all your doing, just by solely existing.

Things have been progressing like this between the two of you for a while now. And as much as you’d love to complain, you cannot deny it benefits you both; Yamato can devote and give all his love and affection to someone open to receiving, and you take it all in like the greedy thing you are, allowing him the courtesy of loving you but not returning it. His love only fuels the fire further, and you burn it all up at a rapid speed.

In the end it all works out. And that's the thing, isn't it ? A beneficial affair for both parties and a nice outlet on the days you feel so worked up over even the smallest thing.

“Stop it” you say and push his face off. e looks at you with surprise.

Oh, Yamato wasn't expecting your patience to burn up this quickly.

Save for the face now hovering few centimeters away, he disturbs not a single thing to his position, enjoying your body against his and your legs dangling at both sides of his waist.

Like this, he almost resembles a child. Blue eyes looking up at you with a childish gIee and glint to them. You're the untouchable cookie jar, far high up in the cabinets. The years old liquor only ever savored on the most sacred of days. 

Yamato looks at you like no human would to anyone else.

Letting out a sigh, you lightly flick his nose off. “You're doing it all wrong. Too sloppy and on the same location.“ because he is awaiting instructions, your input, all the words you're willing to give him. 

 “Such a deep drop in performance doesn't suit you.” you half heartedly joke, and his face lights up in an instant as if you've just made the sun rise.

“Then allow me to atone for my sins.” He whispers to your lips and kisses your lips.

Yamato always kisses you like a man starving and you respond to him barely. 

With slow, deep kisses, he nips at the parts of your lips you've bitten before, tasting your blood on your lips. His hands begin to roam your figure and one finds the nape of your neck, drawing circles into your skin as a way to soothe and pull you closer to him.

When he feels you kissing him back, he doesn't let the moment take him by surprise, cannot afford to stall even for a second and deny you of the pleasure you're deserving.

So close yet so distant, and in the end you're both getting what you needed. There is nothing wise about indulging in him but you've started to reach a point with no care for anything.

The coldness of the night disperses as your bodies begin to warm up, all your aches forgotten in the back of your mind.

Between the shadows and the quiet of the town, Endo Yamato seeks heaven in you once more, and you allow him to give as much as he is willing.

[willowout]

29/01/24

new beginnings, I guess. It's so weird because I don't know how to start. I want to start this so I can write about how I feel and what I experience living this life.

I am slipping into old habits again and I hate myself for it. From mid-december to mid-january, when I wasn't at home, I was flourishing. I was able to do all my daily tasks, eat a healthy amount of food, and go to sleep without self-medicating. I told myself that I would keep that routine up once I came back home.

I had leeway the first week I came back, thats what I told myself because I had my test. I kept telling myself that everyday. Its okay to order food multiple times a day because I have to study or that I don't have to out for a walk since my focus should be elsewhere. Now the the tests is done, I have no excuse for my behaviour. I smoke at night telling myself it helps me sleep, I order food even though I already ate dinner because I have the munchies, I wake up at 1pm and run to the shower so my mom doesn't know I slept in, and then I just stay in my bedroom while I pretend to apply to jobs, and then the cycle continues.

Who is to blame? Do I behave this way because its the only familiarity I have my life or is it because of the environment I live in and my family pushes me to behave this way? I know that I can break this cycle. I've done it before and I liked it. So I know I can do it again.

ew who do I think I am lol.

Anyways, I just finished my first book of the year. I read The Wife Between Us. The suspense kept me reading but the ending was too much, like not every character needed a twist. I also re-downloaded letterboxd for like the 5th time. Instead of overwhelming myself by trying to remember every movie I've ever watched and logging them, I decided to just rate movies as I watch them. My music taste is changing again. I go through phases with my music. Right now I'm returning to my emo roots but also new emo? My performances have been going crazy in my room.

Last thing before I get tired of typing. I bought a weight scale. I weighed myself for the first time in years. I'm at 250. I deleted tiktok, instagram, and twitter last week beacuse me and my bff wanted to do no more social media. I cracked and re-downloaded tiktok. I got high and started sprialing realizing that I am perceived by people and that I'm not pretty like the girls I see online. I satrted 75 hard in december. Today should've been Day 49 but I stopped on day 7. Hate myself for that. I've been doing one extreme for my whole life but I want to change. I stopped weighing myself once I hit 280, this was a couple of years ago. I wanted to die, still do. But I need to try at least once to make myself better.

[nighttimeebony]

My reactions, thoughts, and predictions that I had while reading Percy Jackson: The Titan's Curse. At least the ones I bothered to write down. Spoilers below the cut. Also, fair warning, this one is way longer than either of my previous reaction posts. I had a lot of thoughts.

EDIT: part 1, part 2, part 4, part 5

I feel I should mention that the Percy Jackson books have objectively the best chapter titles

The mental image of Sally driving Percy and his friends to get their ass beat like it's just an after-school sports club is hilarious to me

Ooh, Thalia has hypnosis wind

So Thalia didn't age while she was in that tree? Because I remember she was much older than Annabeth at the time of her death, but now she, Annabeth and Percy are all the same age. Huh. Okay then.

NICO DI ANGELO!!! I've heard about you! You're gay! And he has a sister! Oh I am delighted and ready to love them!

Thalia insulting Grover's music taste.

ANNABETH IS TALLER THAN PERCY

Aww, Nico defending his sister.

OH SHIT, IS THORN A MANTICORE??!???!!

"They're not dolls! They're figurines!" Sure, sweetie.

CALLED IT

Bianca is great.

Oh my God, Nico, you beautiful nerd! XD

HUNTING HORN?!!?!!! SILVERY ARROWS?!!?!??? IS IT ARTEMIS?!!!! PLEASE TELL ME ITS ARTEMIS!!!!!

HOLY FUCK, ARTEMIS'S HUNTERS!!!!!!!

Zoë Nightshade is easily the most badass name I've ever heard in my life.

ARTEMIS!!!!!!!

Please tell me Annabeth is okay. I will not be okay until I know that she is

Oh my God, Nico! XD Also, chill, Percy, he's just a baby.

"Besides, I hear they rebuilt the cabins you burned down." Excuse me, what?!

Percy, leave Bianca be! Besides, you don't even know her! She can be a badass warrior hunter lady if she wants. What even are your hang-ups about Artemis's hunters? They saved your life.

Oh, wait, that's right. Camp Half-Blood needs more people to keep it protected. That's right.

Good for you, Bianca, but I can't say that I would ever leave my little brother to become an immortal virgin. No offense to them, but girl, your brother needs you. You may have a new family, but you're all he's got.

Oh, I love Artemis calling Apollo her annoying brother. Do we get to see them interact? I pray that we do.

Grover simping for Artemis is so valid.

Thalia thinking Apollo’s hot is so valid.

Apollo being an obnoxious kind-of hippy going through an anime phase is the greatest idea anyone has ever had. He's so stupid, I love him.

Apollo's comment about pretty girls turning into plants reminded me of the myth about the time where one of his boyfriends turned into a flower after he died. Hyacinthus. Because we cannot forget that Apollo is canonically bisexual. If Rick Riordan doesn't (at some point) acknowledge how gay ancient Greek mythology is, I'm going to riot.

Dating must be really weird at Camp Half-Blood. And between demi-gods in general, right? Because, technically speaking, they're all kind of related to each other. I guess it just works differently since the gods aren't human, so there's not the same case to be made about genetics and the potential for incest. Or maybe that only applies to kids who have the same god parent. Like how Percy sees Tyson as his brother. I’m wondering if the kids from other cabins feel the same way. Like, do kids from different cabins consider themselves siblings? Does Annabeth see the other kids from Athena’s cabin as her siblings? What does the dating scene even look like at Camp Half-Blood? Is it considered scandalous to date other members of your own cabin? Or do some people think it’s taboo or whatever to date other demigods in general? I don’t need sleep, I need answers!

Ohhh. Okay. So apparently Thalia has aged while she was in the tree, just very slowly. So if Percy is 14 and Thalia can pass as an 8th grader like him, and she should be somewhere between 12 and 19, if I had to hazard a guess, I'd say she's about 15 or 16.

Oh, hey, I was right. Thanks, Apollo.

Aww, poor Thalia. Lol. I was the exact same way when I drove for the first time. Literally had a panic attack on the spot, and I wasn't even controlling the Earth's temperature.

Yay, Tyson! I was worried we wouldn’t see him again until, like, the last book or something.

Aww, it’s so sweet that Tyson wants to see Annabeth. And it’s adorable how cool he thinks she is.

Wow, Luke really is an unbelievable bastard. Annabeth is smart, she was smart to question him, but when the rocks started to fall, her instincts drove her to protect Luke, because even though he’s an unbelievable bastard, Annabeth still can’t help but harbor positive feelings for her. For the longest time, he was family to her and she loved him, so of course those feelings are still there, even if she knows it’s illogical.

Wait. Annabeth is holding up the ceiling of a cave, which Percy acknowledges that she shouldn’t be able to do. So… is the cave ceiling actually the sky? Like how, in Greek mythology, the sky is held up by the titan Atlas? In the mythology, Heracles trades places with Atlas holding up the sky while Atlas helps Heracles complete one of his twelve labors, and when Atlas is about to leave, Heracles tricks Atlas into taking back the sky before bolting. Like how Luke tricked Annabeth into holding up the cave ceiling before leaving her alone to hold it by herself.

Okay, Grover, chill out with the stalking, bud.

I guess Grover and Annabeth take turns getting damsel-ed. Last book was Grover’s turn and this book is Annabeth’s turn.

Don’t worry, Percy, I forgot about that scarf too.

Okay, not liking how the Hunters are portrayed. Because when Artemis says to give up love, she only means romantic love, which is clearly not the only kind of love. Greek mythology practically invented the concept of differentiating and identifying different kinds of love. The Hunters should know that, but the way they act towards the other campers is really… I dunno, gross? They act like their way of life is the only way that matters, which is super fucked up coming from the people that follow Artemis.

“I wondered if there was any way I’d looked that ridiculous when I’d first arrived.” Percy, that was literally only two years ago, get off your high fucking horse. XD

Thalia static-shocking people when she’s annoyed is golden and I love her.

Oh, fuck.

OH, FUCK!

Oh, we love the prophecies… Yayyyy.

Okay, guessing time. Artemis is chained to a rock, which immediately made me think of Prometheus, the titan that gifted fire to humanity and was punished by Zeus to be chained to a rock and have an eagle eat his liver every day for eternity. But then the Oracle mentioned that one must withstand “The Titan’s Curse,” which could be another reference to Prometheus, but I don’t think so. Because in the myth, Heracles killed the eagle and freed Prometheus from his punishment, so I’m pretty sure it’s not that, but you never know. Then I remembered Annabeth and my prediction that she’s currently holding up the sky like the titan Atlas, and the Oracle said that “one must withstand.” Admittedly, my knowledge of Atlas and his mythos is shaky at best, and I don't remember him ever having a "curse", but I guess holding up the entire sky is about as "cursed" as it's possible to be. And the Oracle saying that “one must withstand” makes me think that something happened to Atlas, so now someone needs to hold the sky in his place or else the sky will collapse to the earth and the world will end, or something like that. So that’s my prediction, that someone will need to hold up the sky in Atlas’s place for the rest of, well, forever. I don’t have a guess as to who it could be, though.

Also, someone is apparently going to die. And be killed by their god parent. Awesome… Super looking forward to that inevitable heartbreak… I hope it’s not either of the di Angelo kids, but they’re both new characters, and I know Nico becomes more important later (purely by accident and through pop culture osmosis), and since I had no idea that Biance even existed until I started reading this book, I am terrified that that means Bianca is going to die. I pray that I am wrong.

Wow, Thalia is petty and I’m kind of living for it.

I love that the Stoll brothers are basically Greek Fred and George Weasley.

Wow, Zoë’s kind of a bitch. She won’t travel with Percy because he’s a boy, and apparently Grover doesn’t count as a boy because he’s a satyr. Super fucked up.

You know, Artemis did have male Hunters. It didn’t happen often in the mythology, but there was a pretty famous male Hunter of Artemis named Hippolytus. The thing about Artemis’s Hunters isn’t that men weren’t allowed to be Hunters, it’s just that men typically didn’t choose to be Hunters, because one of the reasons why Artemis’s Hunters joined her in the first place is because Artemis protected the women in her care from the sexist constraints placed on them by Greek society at the time. The reason why men didn’t typically become Hunters is because they didn’t need the same kind of protection and escape from Greek society that women did. And Artemis didn’t hate men on principal, she hated the fact that men were the ones who used their positions of power to discriminate against and abuse the women in their society.

Aww. Grover’s such a sweetheart.

I love Sally.

Percy has so many damn Dreams™ and nightmares I have to wonder if this kid ever sleeps.

Apparently Percy knows the names of the pegasi, which is adorable to me. And this one is apparently Blackjack, which is a great name for a horse.

Aww, I want a baby serpent cow.

Aww, Nico. He's precious and I love him. Protect this child at all costs

Oh, I know about Ariadne. Theseus ditched her on an island after she helped him navigate the labyrinth and kill the minotaur. That's how she met Dionysus. I'm pretty sure they got married not too long after.

Aww, Dionysus and Ariadne are still married. That'd be kind of sweet if Dionysus wasn't such an asshole.

Yup, I know about Medea too.

Did they really just give Dionysus the Snape treatment? He hates all heroes on principle because one of them was cruel to his wife? He thinks he’s justified in harassing children because they’re training to be heroes, and he thinks that all heroes suck? Wow, dude. Get a life.

Oh, cool, Bianca’s forgetting things now. Nothing sketchy or sinister about that, I’m sure.

Is the General the titan Atlas? If my earlier theory was right, then he's gotta be.

Excuse me, teeth?! Plant them?!

Oh, wait! I think I know what that’s talking about. In Jason’s myth, he had to yoke a field with the teeth of (if memory serves) fire-breathing oxen. I don’t remember what planting the teeth did, but I’m guessing it wasn’t anything good.

HAH! Saber-toothed tiger kitties popped out

The General talks about mortals the same way I talk about fanfiction and anime

OH FUCK THE NEMEAN LION

“Sometimes mortals can be more horrible than monsters.” Truth.

Wait… what’s going on with Bianca? There’s something fucky going on with her memory.

“‘Bianca,’ Zoë said. ‘How long ago…’ Her voice faltered.” FOR FUCK’S SAKE, RICK!

Ain’t no way this friendly homeless guy isn’t some kind of hell monster.

Oh. I stand corrected. Not a hell monster. Probably a god. The gods love disguising themselves as old people to test mortals

The Mountain of Despair. Sounds fun. I wonder if this is the mountain Prometheus was chained to, since it’s powered by titan magic and all that.

Ladon… I know that name. I recognize that, but I can’t for the life of me remember his myth or anything about him.

*in reference to one of Percy's dreams* Oh, wait. Is this Jason and Medea?

Oh, nope. It was Zoë. I figured she had some kind of bad break with a boyfriend or something, but I dismissed it at first because I figured she was too young. But I guess if she was around during ancient Greek times, that sort of thing doesn’t matter.

Oh, hey! I once visited Cloudcroft, New Mexico! It was a nice little place.

“I was never very comfortable talking one-on-one with girls anyway…” Okay, Percy, you and I both know that is a lie. Annabeth is, like, your best friend.

"'Bianca,' I said. 'That hotel you stayed at. Was it possibly called the Lotus Hotel and Casino?'" Oh no.

Seventy years?!

Oh, fuck.

99% sure Aphrodite is the one in the car.

WAIT, HOLD UP! IF BIANCA AND NICO WERE BORN MORE THAN 70 YEARS AGO, THAT MEANS THEY WERE BORN BEFORE THE BIG 3'S OATH, RIGHT?! SO DOES THAT MEAN MY THEORY ABOUT HADES BEING THEIR GOD PARENT IS RIGHT?!?!??!! OHHHHHHH, SHIIIIIITTTTT

"When she smiled at me, just for a moment she looked a little like Annabeth." AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Aphrodite is the patron goddess of shippers.

What the hell, Aphrodite, chill, lady.

"You act like it was real." Percy, this is Greek mythology. Every single star/constellation was either a person or an animal before this whole mess.

"It... it was for Nico. It was the only statue he didn't have." OH MY GOD!! ToT

"If anything happens, give that to Nico. Tell him... tell him I'm sorry." WHY??!!?!?? LITERALLY DON'T!!!!!

"Here we were in the desert. And Bianca di Angelo was gone." WHAT THE FUCK?!!??!!! WHY DO YOU HATE ME!???!!??

No, but please tell me she's not dead. The prophecy just said "lost", not dead. And there's no body, so she could still be alive. Rick hasn't killed anybody yet, Bianca cannot be the first. I refuse.

The Hesperides! That's why Ladon sounded so familiar! He was the dragon!

"'But--' Gurgle, gurgle, the naiad spoke in my mind." RICK!!!!!! FINISH YOUR GODDAMN SCENES FOR ONCE!!!!! THIS IS THE KIND OF STRESS AND ANTICIPATION THAT MAKES PEOPLE LOSE HAIR!!!!

I like that Grover, Percy and Thalia actually listened to Annabeth ramble about her special interest enough that they can just recall random facts like that. It's an adorable little friendship detail, but also fucking sad. I miss Annabeth.

Hah. "Dam". Let these kids swear. They deserve it.

"'Nah,' I said. 'Not that high.'" Aww, Percy's a good friend.

Hah. Statue fucking.

Oh no! Is Bessie the monster! No! But she's so cute!

PLEASE DON'T KILL THE BABY COW SNAKE

"'This is Atlas's mountain,' Zoë said." LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOO

"'Yes,' Zoë said bleakly. 'Atlas is my father.'" THE GAME JUST FUCKING CHANGED

*after finishing chapter 18* ......... Fuck, man.

Wait, why isn't Hades a part of the Twelve Olympians? And why haven't we heard any mention of Demeter's demigod children? I can't remember the last time the Demeter Cabin was even mentioned, if it ever was.

Well, I guess Thalia joining the Hunters is a pretty roundabout way to have the prophecy be about Percy.

"But I will be watching, Percy Jackson. I do not approve of your friendship with my daughter." Well, then you're gonna hate what happens later.

Aww. Percy and Annabeth have matching battle scars. Sort of. Still sweet.

Oh, no, Nico.... Baby.....

"It was a statue of Hades, Lord of the Dead." OH FUCKING SHIT

"A son of Hades." OH FUCKING SHIT

HOLY SHIT, PAN HAS ENTERED THE CHAT

[running-tweezers]

Music Tag Game!💕

Very late I am so sorry

Tagged by @autisticempathydaemon (so happy to have infected you with the Killing Kind Marianas Trench virus, btw)

Rules: On Repeat playlist, shuffle post the first 10 songs

Disclaimer: I’m currently making playlists for an 80’s AU I’m writing with my OCs, and that is skewing this playlist heavily lol

A song for my #1 specialest little blorbo OC Zephyr’s 80’s playlist. I love my weird freaky goth child more than I love to breathe.

A song from my other special little OC Nate’s 80’s playlist. Technically he belongs to the bestie but him and Zephyr are a package deal now and I have joint custody.

I spent a lot of the beginning of this month sick and unable to sing, and the SECOND my voice was back I was belting this in my kitchen

Is it even one of my playlists if this album isn’t present somehow?

I am a Carly Rae Jepsen stan first and a human being second

Literally one of my favorite songs of all time, has not left my top songs in 4 years

Once again, a song for my Nate’s playlist (but if you wanna hear me doing a very unprofessional impromptu karaoke style rendition of this song you can hear that here)

Yet another song for Nate, what can I say, the boy has taste

Pls listen to Chappell Roan, I saw her live on Halloween last year and it was such a great show. Her music is very fun and very gay, she’s fantastic

Morgan Redacted Audio is a Talking Heads fan, pass it on

No Pressure Tags: @redactedbloop @floofdeloop @your-local-mom-whore @zeerohpunk @batch-of-pengwings @4letteraroace @angelicaether @pinksparkl and whoever else wants an excuse to share their music 💕

[radfemsiren]

The ending of ATLA with Katara making out with Aang has always left a bad taste in my mouth because Katara was rejecting Aang for months, their only interaction before the make out was an argument, and Aang literally sexually assaulted Katara on Ember Island with the non-consensual kiss and he NEVER apologized for it! Katara seemed so out-of-character in that final scene. It's like she got replaced by some lookalike doll who would be Aang's prize for saving the world. If some male friend of mine kept pressuring me to be in a romantic relationship and forced a kiss on me, he would be completely fucking cut out from my life. No excuses.

Like the buildup was SO WEIRD, she was rejecting him and pushing him away constantly (ugh yes, that kiss scene always gets a skip on my yearly rewatch) and then randomly pulls him in and kisses him in the finale? God that musical score was so beautiful, would’ve been so bomb with Zuko 😔

And her facial expression always confused me as a kid lmao, she looked like, “Ugh, ok, here you go 🙄🫴💋”

I had the dvds and it was the only thing to rewatch, and every time I’d be like, “Wait, huh… oh yeah they kissed...”

As a kid I hated the stupid ass finale weird vibes kiss and the stupid ass lion turtle talking forever because both scenes were confusing as hell and annoyed me lol

[tigre-edi-rawr]

ONS in Siargao

Me having fun with my brother and cousin until someone from Bumble found me.

we matched in bumble.

talked for a bit.

on our last night at siargao, we happen to be present in the same bar.

the beach club.

his eyes is as blue as the sky, his pointy nose with piercing. he showed me all of his other piercings.

a gentle man. very sweet.

smooth rizz i would say haha he managed to make us move from the table, by the beach then to the darkest part of the beach.

how we meet:

i told him i was at front, near the DJ.

i was there listening to the music, with a crowded floor full of people dancing and singing along the music.

i saw him approaching me, looking in the crowded dance floor. i instantly know he was looking for me.

ang gwapo, i can’t help but think that.

he was tall.

neat.

smells like a calming place.

so i excused myself sa cousin and brother ko.

i went after him.

then i saw him go back to a table full of girls.

then i went back haha, i told him i did go after him and what i saw.

he said it’s his friends.

later that night, i can’t take my eyes off of him.

eventually i bought my third beer and went to his table to say hi.

that’s how we met in person.

let’s skip to the darkest place.

so when we left the table, went near the beach, we talked a little. then he said “do you want to move in the dark place there *pointed in a nearby place to sit in the sand* because here I’m shy”

i already know what will happen.

i mentioned i’m not that kind of girl then he said “if you don’t want to, i have no say”

but eventually i gave in.

we went there. sit in a little dark place. looking at the stars. talking and giggling. he held my hand. kissed my shoulders multiple times.

then he kissed me.

THE LIPS. DAMN IT!!!!!

it’s the most soft lip i have ever tasted lol

his breath smells like fresh gum, and he really knows how to kiss.

i’m getting nervous, i might do something i’m not supposed to do.

then he went to kiss my neck. my ears.

my lips again. WITH TONGUE!!!!!

damn diz boi, i said “what do you call men from Argentina?” he said “Argentinos”

“damn argentinos really knows what they are doing” i replied.

The rest is history. I won’t share the details but it will be forever engraved in my mind.

after that, we got up, hugged each other and the first thing that came out from my mouth is “thank you” putangina diba hahahahahahahahaha weird ko.

we hugged for a long time.

i can feel him catching his breath.

we walked back to the club, he is looking for his friends.

i thought he left but he messaged me saying he wants to say goodbye.

but i left and drove my motorcycle.

unfortunately we can’t see any open restaurants to eat so we went back to beach club because my cousin saw a karinderya still open.

when we arrived and about to park the motorcycles, my cousin said “nandon si pedro!” and i was like fuck, i thought that was over.

he was eating there also. but about to finish.

replenish yan? hahahahahahaha nagutom ka? napagod? HAHAHAHAHAHA

to avoid him, sabi ko sa kapatid ko iihi lang ako.

i went back to the beach club to pee.

when i’m about to exit, i saw him walking towards me. i didn’t want to assume, but he approached me, smiled at me…. he said “i wanted to say goodbye to you, i just finished eating. you will about to, right?” we hugged there infront of people walking past us. “yes, are you sure you’re okay going back at your place alone?”

i insisted to drive him up to his place. he said no he likes to walk besides it’s near. so i said okay then.

on the gate of beach club, when we are about to separate ways, me on the left, him on the right…. he reached out for me for a hug again. this time, he kissed me on the cheeks. the people behind us said “SANA ALLLLL” 🥹🥹🥹🤍

thank you, pedro.

for making this the best night of my siargao trip.

i will forever remember you.

[kitschke]

This might be a weird question, but I ended up browsing your blog, and you have a lot of interesting looking music posts. Do you have a list of underrated songs you think people should check out? Or something like that? I’ve been trying to find more indie bands recently (since I heard Spotify might try to demonetize songs with under a thousand listens and I thought maybe bringing the listen count up would help, foolish as that might be—and I haven’t even confirmed it’s true lmao). I’ve found a couple solo artists like presence3x with only a dozen listeners, but Spotify makes it super difficult to find them. I found City of Sound thanks to their YouTube presence, but not every indie band has that. (They’re not nearly as small as presence3x, to be clear)

Feel free to delete this ask if you don’t feel like answering—I won’t take offense! I just thought maybe it would give you an excuse to talk about music or something, since you seem to like it as much as I do.

not weird at all! my page is very quiet so nice to get the chance to babble about music :°) i guess i'm getting better at coming off as knowledgeable lol.

i try to find new music from a variety of sources - obviously looking at my blog you can see i'm a big fan of the @haveyouheardthisband project and it's been a fantastic way to discover new artists of all levels of popularity. some of those bands are super obscure and they've even compiled some of the most unheard-of into a list with recommended tracks and where to listen.

for my album-of-the-day resolution, i've taken suggestions from friends + strangers (and always open to more!), but mostly literally just use a random generator lol. for my personal rules i try to exclude compilations/live albums/various artists but really try to listen to everything else it gives me even if it's not normally my genre. it does seem to tend to generate more popular artists (surely nothing as obscure as presence3x!); the lowest monthly listenership so far is Vaqo (466) (also his stuff is quite good! would recommend). so it might not reliably return indie artists but is worth a try for fun.

another off-the-wall suggestion is Radiooooo, which is such a fun concept - radio based off a decade + country. i believe it's manually sourced by music lovers and their personal collection, which is really cool and can lead to some pretty obscure older finds!

but otherwise....i'm flattered you think i have an indie taste haha. i don't think any of my favorite songs/acts are obscure by any means, but i've never considered trying to create a playlist of my top underrated songs. but i'm inspired to do so now! i'll link it if i do make something like that. thanks for the ask and letting me ramble to a fellow Music Enjoyer :°)

[putonmyfavoriteshow]

I finished Papás Por Encargo s2 this weekend. Spoilers beyond the cut for review/thoughts on this season💭 Non-spoiler: Morgan's homemade videos continue to slay 🤭

I'm glad they had them back on the road this season, since that's partly what made s1 so fun. A tour was a perfect excuse and I liked the stakes of them trying to grow the band.

Itzel isn't a very likable character. And I think this is partly why this season struggles a bit. She needed to be integrated with the boys and California but it still felt very her vs. them especially with her pushing California to move away from them

I was skeptical at Paulina's return since I really didn't like her in s1, but I thought her redemption arc was done well and I have to say she's MORE likable than Itzel. I'm glad that it was mostly about her and California forming a bond as opposed to just winning back Miguel. And I was relieved that she didn't end up back with Miguel. I thought one of the sweetest moments in the season was when she told California that him rejecting her was like "[cough] syrup" - tastes bad going down but ultimately good for you 🥺

Diego not winning over Itzel was also a shock, but also respect the show averting expectations and having the characters face rejections instead of winning over the object of their affections. I do wonder if I'm reading into a possible Miguel/Itzel relationship in a possible s3? Especially since Paulina and Morgan had that surprise kiss AND Diego referenced calling Denisse in the last episode - the boys just swapping their love interests lol.

I didn't really care much about California's love interest but it was cute seeing her have her first crush and see Paulina try to help her but ultimately give her terrible advice, but Miguel sort of step in. Though it might have been more fun to see all the dads try to help her here.

Once again, I'm not really interested in any of the love stories in this show. The strongest relationship in this show is between the dads and California, as well as the boys in their friendship/band. I really loved seeing the boys back together and their relationship and protectiveness of California, but they had trouble juggling Itzel and Paulina's return.

Morgan continues to be my favorite. He's just such a lovable goofball, and it was sweet to see him try to be the best manager he could be even if he tripped up quite a bit. Morgan scenes just tended to my favorite throughout. Michael Ronda just channels that golden retriever energy so much.

My favorite episode was "Discord" I think Diego and Morgan have a really fun dynamic that was explored here and the shenanigans of them trying to escape the townspeople after trying to help them was fun, and it was nice to see California work things out with Paulina. California definitely has a mischievous side, and it was fun to see that here, but still her goodness win out and admit what she did to Miguel and Paulina cover for her.

I really enjoyed the music this season! And the music videos as expressed above are all so good.

The court stuff was a bit predictable and I felt like they were just dragging out s1s plot, and it felt a bit repetitive. It really wasn't that exciting last season, and felt even less interesting s2. Enough with this weird man and his turtle eggs!

I'm curious if the show will get renewed. I feel like it ended at a good spot but it would be interesting to see where they take the story next with them all living together. I would hope that a possible 3rd season would open possible fresher storylines and of course more ridiculous music videos directed by Morgan.

[6nightcrawler6]

Hi!

So uh, this is my first time posting something on here.. I've had this account for three years but recently a professor of mine told me I should start posting my stories for others to read, so here we are!

A little about myself: I go by nightcrawler, or night for short, and I'm the type of writer who just writes down whatever comes to my head LOL A vast majority of my works are all original, made from scratch. So obviously a lot of Ocs, made up worlds/places etc. I am by no means very good at this haha I am still learning and trying to become better with each piece I write.

Besides writing, I'm very into music, games and movies. Currently I'm a music major in college. I find it kind of funny, I'm taking a classical performance concentration yet my personal taste is vastly different LMAO. To be honest all my music is vastly different. I can put my phone on shuffle and have groups like Spiritbox, Knocked Loose, then jump to Melanie Martinez, to Stray Kids and Ateez. When it comes to movies I'm really into horror movies, love love horror movies. And games I'll just about play anything if I have the money to buy it.

Genres I write: Vast majority of what a write is Horror, Thriller/Mystery, and Fantasy. I personally cannot, for the life of me, write romantic stuff. LOL I try but it always comes off very...weird. But in a way I guess I can say I make up for that with drama because boy do I love to write sooo much drama between characters. And just throwing this out there I tend to write with a lot of harsh language...so if that really isn't your thing..um..yeah..

Posting schedule: Posting times may vary on many factors, such as me just not having the time due to school/life or lack of motivation, etc. As of right now I would like to post chapters once a week maybe on Wednesday, middle of the week so why not.

Request/Questions: I'm more than happy to take any request regarding prompts n such, whether it be for my own characters, your own character or already established character in media. When it comes to fan fiction however I'm a little iffy about it due to bad experiences with it in the past, but I'm willing to try again. So request away! And never be scared to ask me questions. I'll be happy to answer.

Rules: Not to be a killjoy but there are some rules in this household. -If there is a prompt or something like that I feel uncomfortable with I will not do it. -Like I said before, I'm willing to answer questions n such but I will not excuse anyone being rude or nasty to me. I'm already nervous enough doing this I don't need someone being disrespectful towards me. You will be blocked. -And lastly I will not tolerate any hate speech towards any race, religion, sexuality, etc. This is a safe place for everyone. You will be blocked. Here's to me blabbering my mouth away, Happy reading! xoxo, NightCrawler

[jeonsdear]

Hi! I’ve seen you repost things about jungkook’s solo career, and I haven’t really been active in the kpop world the recent years and I’m so curious. What’s happening with jungkook? From what I’ve read I’ve gathered that his own songs are empty sex songs. If that’s true then that’s so sad and disappointing, since I’ve always admired his beautiful voice and ability to convey so much meaning and feeling through his singing. As I said, I’m really curious hearing your thoughts about it all, so feel free to use this as an “excuse” to share your thoughts (if you’re not comfortable with that, please know you can ignore this😅)

Honestly I don't want to say too much about it because I don't think there's a right or wrong side to this. I personally do not feel comfortable with the music he's been doing or the image he has been portraying. And this isn't about the allusion to sex in lyrics. I don't care about that at all. I care about WHAT is said, and as a woman I think I am allowed to feel uncomfortable about it. As a long time fan I just feel this disappointment and honestly I should know better than to expect my idols to be something to idolize. I KNOW that. But I don't think that a 26-year-old does not know the lyrics of his songs. And the fact that he does not reflect on that at all is so...disappointing to me. His image of a fuckboy is not appealing to me at all either. He's acting like a boy who wants to appear grown up so desperately and it's been giving me the ick. I think I forgot he is a man raised in a misogynist and macho culture. That's my fault.

That said, I do think his songs are soulless. If that is his thing then fine - but I don't have to like it. And guilt-tripping other fans into feeling back about not supporting his songs is insane to me and I feel so detached from this fandom. His music is not why I got into kpop. Music tastes are different, and that's fine - I'll just not listen. I do love Yoongi's music very very much and I feel a lot more connected to rap line lately (and Jimin of course hehe).

I know this might trigger a lot of people but this does feel like a bit of grieving - which is so weird. It’s been making me sad lol. A little like a friend break up. Maybe he's just not my person anymore and I need to come to terms with that. He can still be yours though :)

That's that.

[mikavlcs]

TARA! Enough now. Leave Sam alone. She was in a bad place and needed someone. She trusted Richie, it's not her fault that he turned out to be a vile loser pathetic excuse of a man fucker. I'm sure Sam feels guilty enough already. I do NOT appreciate any Sam slander. If you keep this up, I WILL fight your tiny ass. (I'm not much taller but I'll protect Sam)

Tara, I mean it. Stop avoiding and ignoring Sam and act like an adult. I got my eyes on you girlie.

A movie night without popcorn is not acceptable. Sam getting some specifically for R is so adorable. I love her so much. Though it IS quite a daring and dumb idea to go alone and leave the other two at home... The call is such a great idea. We love a smart and caring lady.

SAM NO! NOT HER PLEASE. Bitch Tara you can't just sacrifice Sam like that!! Come on now. I gasped out loud when she shut the door. Poor Sam, Tara can be so cruel. I swear to you Tara, if anything happens to Sam I will come for you.

Great. Now Richie can easily disarm the alarm. Well done Tara. That's what you get for leaving Sam. Karma is a bitch.

If only Tara would give a tiny bit of her concern for R to Sam... (I don't even know at what point this turned into me simping for Sam. It started with absolutely loving Tara and R... oopsie)

You go Tara, beat that fucker to a pulp. What a true girlboss!

Hell yes R! Stab him to pieces and save your grumpy grudeg holding girl.

Lol, of course Tara enjoys the sight of R stabbing someone. That girl really is deranged, I love it!

"Equilibrium" another Google worthy word. English course with Mika. I can get behind that!

Oh Richie boy you're in trouble. Hurting R was your biggest mistake. Tsrs well obliterate your stinky ass now.

Lol Richie head soup. Dinner is served. But damn, if he is missing an eye Tara really went all out, didn't she? Love that for her.

Now that is poetic. Tara loves blood. The taste, the feeling and smell. Yet when it comes from the person she loves, she absolutely despises it.

Sam baby girl you're okay! Thank God.

AWW! Sam is willing to take the fall for Tara. My heart can't take it, she is so sweet and cute and hot and protective. I love Sam so much. She's the best. With your stories I always stray with my affection from the intended person to someone else. In your Wednesday stories it's my true love Thing and here it's Sam. But it's so easy to fall for a different character because your writing is just so gripping and wonderful!

"Plus, Tara would never lie to you" oh honey if only you knew... poor innocent R.

Tara come on now. Yes, you protected R and we all love you for it but let Sam protect you now. She's back and she loves you.

Sonic the Hedgehog music... Darling I'm not judging. If that music helped you create this masterpiece, then go ahead and listen to all the weird music you want! 😉

To no one's surprise, this was fantastic. I especially loved the tension. It felt so raw and real. And obviously Sam. She's the best. Well done, friend!

ok part 2 🙏

this whole message is so sam-oriented omg. a blessing 🥰

TARA! Enough now. Leave Sam alone. She was in a bad place and needed someone. She trusted Richie, it's not her fault that he turned out to be a vile loser pathetic excuse of a man fucker. I'm sure Sam feels guilty enough already. I do NOT appreciate any Sam slander. If you keep this up, I WILL fight your tiny ass. (I'm not much taller but I'll protect Sam)

me while writing the story LMAO

If only Tara would give a tiny bit of her concern for R to Sam... (I don't even know at what point this turned into me simping for Sam. It started with absolutely loving Tara and R... oopsie)

PLS this happened to me while watching the actual movies. showed up for tara and ended up leaving with sam taking up 90% of my thoughts afterward

"Equilibrium" another Google worthy word. English course with Mika. I can get behind that!

always happy to expand your english vocabulary ���

Lol Richie head soup. Dinner is served. But damn, if he is missing an eye Tara really went all out, didn't she? Love that for her.

Now that is poetic. Tara loves blood. The taste, the feeling and smell. Yet when it comes from the person she loves, she absolutely despises it.

not the head soup 😭😭 but yes, she obliterated him<3 she made good on her promise!

and yeah, i liked the idea of that. it was something i added after i finished the initial story because, though my version of tara is pretty...psychopath adjacent, i wanted her to be pretty deeply affected by what happened and the fact that it's (kinda) her fault

AWW! Sam is willing to take the fall for Tara. My heart can't take it, she is so sweet and cute and hot and protective. I love Sam so much. She's the best. With your stories I always stray with my affection from the intended person to someone else. In your Wednesday stories it's my true love Thing and here it's Sam. But it's so easy to fall for a different character because your writing is just so gripping and wonderful!

please same. sam and her martyr complex are just so<333 and the way she kills people. she's just 10/10, y'know? and me making the side characters more lovable than the main characters in my stories is so funny omg 😭

Sonic the Hedgehog music... Darling I'm not judging. If that music helped you create this masterpiece, then go ahead and listen to all the weird music you want! 😉

LMAOOO i was slowly losing my sanity and it shows! sonic music slaps tho ngl

To no one's surprise, this was fantastic. I especially loved the tension. It felt so raw and real. And obviously Sam. She's the best. Well done, friend!

thank you so much pls, i'm just 💞💗💖💘

waking up to your messages and comments after i post a story is like a dopamine rush! thank you for reading and taking the time to type out your reactions (especially for long ones like this), they were entertaining as always 🙏‼️

[eternalwritess]

hello there!! i kindly request for an mha matchup pretty please ^^

i'm 5'2 with dark brown eyes, short, straight black hair, and i have tan skin. i have a round face and i wear glasses with dark blue frames. i use he/they pronouns and im gay (mlm). i wear button up shirts and jeans a lot when going out, but at home i usually just grab whatever i find comfortable in my closet and put that on. i do, however, wish to get a more colourful, clowncore wardrobe one day given i put on clown makeup occasionally since i find it fun to do.

my hobbies consists of almost everything in regards to art. writing, drawing, painting, clay sculpting, drumming, and voice acting are all things i enjoy to do in my free time!! im such a sucker for sweet treats, specifically chocolate and caramel — i can handle spicy snacks too. i love music so much, i have a 50hr playlist compiled with all the songs i like. im pretty flexible with my music taste for the most part, and i mean it when i say that. i have beabadoobee and icp in the same playlist lol.

im described as a weird, quiet person from many others. but im also described as a diligent, creative, hard worker, especially towards academics.

a few things i dislike include heights, unsolicited criticism, coffee and tea, math, and social events.

thank you so much!! ^_^

i match you with... 𝓗𝓲𝔃𝓪𝓼𝓱𝓲 𝓨𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓪 ██ 20% _ ████ 60% _ █████ 80% _ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 100% ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ!

✬ You both met in school and your style likely attracted him to you pretty damn quickly lol. He absolutely loved your overall vibe and I feel like he would totally fuck with your more colorful and clown-like wardrobe

✬ You'd both commonly hang out together after class and soon after the two of you became pro heroes and stuff like that. Especially with what happened to Orboro he's not gonna let you go that easily

✬ He'd talk to you literally whenever he could and would take music recommendations from you for what to play on his radio show as he knows how much you love music lol

✬ He'd end up talking about you to Shota for hours on end, constantly rambling about your makeup, glasses, how long your playlists were and how he was trying to make one longer than yours, stuff like that until Shota just straight up told him that he was in love with you and well... that kinda shattered everything for him

✬ For days on end after that he kept thinking more and more about you trying to convince himself that you were just a friend but... we all know the truth... come on now :)

✬ Shota literally dragged him over to confess to you declaring that if he had to spend another night dealing with Hizashi's gay panic attacks he was going to become a villain

✬ He was very glad when the two of you got together... so was his sleep schedule and yes it was that bad

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✬ When it comes to you doing things like art and painting he tries to learn and help you with it... but sadly he's not too good at it. He constantly gets paint everywhere and in his hair and its quite long and kinda hard to maintain... he's also probably eaten some paint-

✬ Voice acting you say? Well he probably tries it out with you and brings you on his radio show every now and then to have you try and do some. Although only if you want to... but he is persistent... you must keep this in mind

✬ He can't handle spicy food to well but he still tries it if you have it... especially if you have any spicy snacks, he says he's trying to 'build a tolerance' but it's not going to work... it's never going to work and at this point you should just convince him to stop before someone gets hurt

✬ If you ever get uncomfortable with a social event he's pretty quick to take you out of it, coming up with some random excuse as he slowly drags you away and the two of you do something else instead

✬ If you have anything sweet he instantly tries it! He also constantly gets you sweet things to chew on every now and then just because he wants to see you smile and stuff like that. He's a golden retriever what can I say :)

[sh1guuu]

MY HONEST OPINIONS ON EVERYONE!!!

jacket

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mm..well first of all hes autistic and in general that equals more annoyance from him...hes pretty much a crybaby who whines abt EVERYTHING he's trans...ew just waiting to see him become an overweight blue haired rodent! BUT he was kinda bestie! W for introducing me to will hottie 😍 hes my dad/brother bunny/uncle/dog so gotta luv him! hes kinda a shithead doe...never rlly miss him but i did like playing free draw and horrific housing with him! he was so so nice ( sometimes ) but HE'S STILL A BITCH and whiney all the time so idk hes...mid kinda hate him XD annoys the absolute fuck outta me usually had me irritated and upset but whatever hes with his stupid autistic gf nd his abusive dad! XD nd his rlly hot mom...HE'S KINDA A WEIRD PRED WHO MAKES UP EXCUSES FOR HIS BEHAVIOR KINDA WANNA SEE HIM KILL HIMSELF but that's all!!

dia!

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LITERALLY THE BEST obvi my bestie..? super nice and funny frs W when it comes to bullying fags retards and ppl shes better than XD literally so normal...but also brown...ACTUALLY IRRITATES ME SOMETIMES often has L takes...annoying sometimes! but dats okay! kinda L at fnf...GOOD AT DRAWING!! nd tbh not retarded like everyone else..?!? XD [ USUALLY ] BASED nd yeh!

mind!

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honestly so based...DEF FUNNY...BEST DISS TRACK OF ALL TIME never really comes online anymo but whateves rarely has L takes tbh...literally another bestie XD best dad a maid could ever have

sarah...

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mmm...never talked to her wasnt even her friend tbh pretty much the same as jacket but i have no good feelings towards this brat...literally so annoying hella retarded was never based CRYBABY!! not cute...glad her shit was deleted shouldve kept the party hat looked way better on me...W abusive parents XD fuck her ngl shes an annoying dick lol! ^_^

cinna

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eh...she was sometimes based mostly not...pretty funny BIG LIAR FOR SURE...never comes online anymore boo hoo not rlly much abt her tbh :p shes alright!

btw

give cinnas uncle his reboot card!!!

ABBY...

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well shes pretty funny but super means! ANNOYING HAS ANGER ISSUES IRRITATES ME 24/7 BREH...ALSO L AT FNF im better at drawing...SHES A WEIRDO FOR SURE...AND A FURRY nerdy has horrible music taste but luv ha! XD sometimes she just needs to stfu...LUV U DOE UR SO FUNNY ND NICE SOMETIMES!

aisha

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ANNOYING NOT THAT FUNNY WEIRD...she was only W sometimes but i mean shes a mussie so...W!!!

and last is JACKET 2.0

W!!! literally bestie! i will protect him from church bruh..hes so w dawg! best pfp and name! XD LUV HIM BREH will no longer be raped by church cuz he has me and da gang! >_<

AHH I HATED WRITING DIS too long...but theres my truth

[zephyrsnoww]

fair! ive never been super into musicals myself but i def understand the appeal!

im taking this as an excuse to rant about weird niche genres, so, wall of text incoming

i think a lot of my taste in music comes from rhythm games, ive loved music my whole life, and ive enjoyed vidya games plenty too, so i fell in love with rhythm games real fast. i was also introduced to games like beat saber by someone who was really into the competitive side, going for ranks and playing the hardest maps, which meant a lot of very fast songs. some of those songs are just like.. 300bpm hard metal, but i never really got into those. so for some reason i latched onto stuff like 2,000 bpm edm, genre-switch hardcore, and dumb stuff like that.

those three are more.. popular? examples? i dont think any of the music in these genres counts as "popular", but those are more popular than some of the other stuff i listen to.

here are some lists:

insane:

Asatsumei - Raw-Mi Kawaii

Hampton the Hamster - The Hamsterdance Song (SCHWANK'S TERMINALLY ONLINE BOOTLEG)

Kobaryo - RTX 20000

ReeK - Party Pooper

Revenge (ReeK's "Dude, What's A Genre?" Remix)

less insane:

CHROMA - SINK TO THE DEEP SEA WORLD (FIFTH DREAM PARALLEL "WORLD END CATHARSIS" FLIP)

Onegai Muscle (ReeK's "Sapporo Beatdown" Remix)

Sylvir / Sakuraburst - THE SKIES OPEN

1788-L & totto - O R G A N I K

anything by bye2

i dunno how to describe them but theyre bangers? theyre weird. but theyre bangers:

aspect - Alynthia

Frums - Thinker Walker Dreamer Scatter

Frums - チューリングの跡

dynastic - Gecko Blitz

dashie - flamingo

i think a really big part of why i enjoy niche genres so much is because so many of them are so interesting. artists like ReeK/Asatsumei are just insane. the stuff they do is stupidly high quality for all the dumb memes and stupid jokes they make. Frums is an amazing jazz artist that makes weird, strange electronic soundscapes and uses really interesting time signatures and key changes and everything. seeing small artists make weird decisions is really interesting, and i love the super wide variety of sounds you can get from different people.

i cant be all pretentious about all of it though, a lot of it is just because my music taste is shot to hell and i love fast upbeat rhythms and bass-y songs and stuff like hardcore/rawstyle and breakcore. and hard beat saber maps lol

i think i listen to this dumb insane music a lot more often, but i do really love all the stuff i put in my first response. you cant really sing along to most of the songs i put in this one, lmao

Ah! A fellow music enjoyer!? What kind of music do you like??

Sorry for the rando question LOL! Just saw you rebloged the same animatic a bunch XD

lmao all good! i dont get many asks but im happy to answer stuff, so ty!

i reblogged that animatic cuz thats a song i havent listened to in a while, but i absolutely love it. and obviously im a huge sucker for wings of fire, too, so, i loved that animatic.

most of the music i listen to is batshit insane niche EDM genres (if you want a few examples of those i will gladly provide), but i have a few spotify playlists just for songs that i think would make a good animatic/meme, some of which ive seen used! so i can list a few of my favs here, in no particular order:

HUNNY - Vowels (and the Importance of Being Me)

FIDLAR - Sober

I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Choke

The Rare Occasions - Backwards

Will Stetson, ReeK - Aishite Aishite Aishite

and heres some music that i listen to that wouldnt necessarily make a good animatic, but. still good music haha

Catbamboo, Rafa Rodriguez - Swindle

torr - selfdestruct

underscores - pay attention!

underscores - Count of three (You can eat $#@!)

half•alive - arrow

i will gladly provide more if you want! i am very much a music enjoyer lmao, and i love sharing stuff, even if some of the music i listen to is really weird (i tried to keep this list mostly normal lol)

[jareths-nasty-dunks]

Tagged by @siderealsandman​

Rules: Put your music on shuffle, list the first 9 songs and your favorite lyrics from each. Then, tag 9 other people to participate!

1: Cool Patrol - Ninja Sex Party

“Yo, Ninja Brian. You see that high schooler over there being pushed around? this looks like a job for the Cool Patrol!”

2: Picturing the Past - Sonata Arctica

“He cannot live neither die in this world Burning sensation inside, you know how that hurts? Making up for the crimes of your life With scythe as your sword, you must fight ‘till the end of time”

3: Buddy Holly - Weezer 

“Don't you ever fear, I'm always near I know that you need help Your tongue is twisted, your eyes are slit You need a guardian”

4: Piss - Pantera

“I'd leave him physically crippled Without a leg to stand I'd throw that trash away Because a runt like that is piss in the wind My fist would be the decider I wasn't raised a fool I'd stomp his ass for free Because a punk like that is piss in the wind”

5: Juliet - Sonata Arctica 

“ How hard it is to understand My wish to die hand in hand? This night's like a dream You will be the last thing I will see”

6:  Falling like the Farenheit - Kamelot 

“ Let me share a memory with you Imprisoned in the sound Let us dream away together Every single note is bound to send A flower from this world to wither with a smile”

7: Banana Man - Tally Hall

“Tonight we dance around a flame Then we get to play spirit game Spirit names we shout out loud Shake the thunder from the spirit cloud All the songbirds in the tree Chant a tune to let the spirits free Then we see them in the night Spirits jumpin' by the fire light”

8:  Lone Digger - Caravan Palace

“Baby can you move it round the rhythm So we can get with 'em To the ground and get us a rock and roll round Just a downtown body body coming with a super-hottie Let's go, yes, no, hell no Baby can you move it round the rhythm 'Cause you know we're living in the fast lane, speed up It ain't no game, just turn up all the beams when I come up on the scene”

9:  Hunting Pirates - Turisas

“ Full sails ahead, oceans painted red When the soldiers of fortune hunt for pirates No questions asked, we fulfil our task Tones all turn grey after sunset” 

Tagging: @cerulalice, @slaterguy44, @morestarsplease, @captain-navii, @lachesis-ism, @tornemo, @rin-kuriburando, @miss-time-lady, and @hppea