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Dale's smug little ordeal once he's arrested, which in itself feels orchestrated (loitering at the bus stop while he has a car, every note he owns crammed in cases, backpack like he's about to have a sleepover, longlegs outfit ON), stating his name and immediately asking for Lee. He knows they will inevitably be bought together. The weepy tone he uses with her that he doesn't with the prior interviewer... the single tear. You can never quite comprehend what's an act, what's an actual emotion, or if it's all so entwined it's basically negligible. Such a vessel for his religion that his attachment to Lee is undecipherable. Can a husk feel anything for anyone.? Is this an act, is it genuine? Does it matter. One million thoughts forever and ever.
#harker.. the herald angels sing. DALE FERDINAND KOBBLE WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON YOU#completely nonsensical ramblings 4 tonite#longlegs#hes like... imagine bring your serial killer to work day and you have fucking DALE#dale kobble#lee harker#imo i do think he has an attachment for lee .. that's the specialest bettest birthday girl#pretzel talks#its almost like insane estranged parent with his tale about him and ruth discussing lee joining the fbi#except not quite obviously
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The Eras - Dany's Version
#daenerys targaryen#got#asoiaf#gotdaenerystargaryen#a song of ice and fire#asoiafdaenerys#house targaryen#daenerydaily#targnation#mine#my gif#i got this idea because i love Taylor and dany#and because just like Taylor dany want through multiple stages/eras#every one making her stronger and more powerful and more famous#obviously i had to take some creative liberties here and there because there are more eras than seasons/books#but i tried to keep the order of the eras#except for making s7 reputation but i just thought it fit?#at this point dany had quite a reputation and everyone knew her name#AND#she and jon would be a big conversation....#but creative libraries and all#i hope it kinda makes sense lol
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I don’t Care about the ships WHERE IS JINX
#I’m so sad#I’m so sorry cai/tvi nation#I do not like that cop#I care about the siblings and the siblings alone#and ekko OBVIOUSly#Yk actually the ending was rlly good except the part where cait is still an enforcer b#and vi??? I don’t actually know if she is#ig she never quit#but she’s not wearing the blue so#idk#anyway I have a lot of thoughts#I’m really sad I was yelling in my room alone like a crazy person#AND MEL MY GOD HOW COULD I FOEGOR HER#I was blinded by the siblings im not gonna lie#but her arc was SO good#ok this got so rambly this was not meant to get like this#I wish we’d gotten like#1 more episode#to let the story breath a little bit#I think caits descent was brushed over tbh#I really fucked w the way they were going w it and then it just ended w a time skip#AND we don’t get Any resolution for it#I really hate the cop angle a lot#sorry I will never fuck w it#cait said and did terrible things and it’s really not… addressed#I would’ve loved to have seen her resign#I Wish vi could have dealt w how she betrayed her entire ideals and Became the very thing that tore her family apart in the first place#1-2 more episodes and more balls to go all in on the anti cop thing and I would have fucked w it meet#arcane spoilers
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It's eternally a little funny whenever I see someone say something along the lines of 'everyone in Strive is so happy now! Everyone's stories are getting resolved! It'll be hard to make a new game when everyone's retired and living peacefully and resolved their problems' and then there's a haunted semi-sentient mecha corpse in the corner constantly screaming from being trapped in limbo
#nothing against the character reworking it's just funny in a fucked up way#everyone get a happy ending!*#*(except for you Romeo)#when I go back and rewatch Xrd vs Strive it's kinda jarring since you have a whole fleshed out character and now he's just kinda conceptual#like sure obviously he's dead but he himself is just sorta mentioned in passing by a couple of people#they didn't even go with the interpretation of 'oh his spirit passed on in AS/story mode'#and based on the character theme it really just reads as 'I'm trapped in neverending hell and my sister's presence is the only distraction'#half the cast is retiring and Romeo is reenacting I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream#idk I could be overthinking it but that whole segment of plotline bugs me in the weirdest way#wish it was more conclusive. wish it had more continuity from xrd. wish more than like two people in universe acknowledged it#how it's presented and how it's treated feels like it has a schism where things don't quite match up#bleh. at the very least there could have been a special intro with Axl#the ending of arcade mode is so abrupt it's almost a little silly#'ahh okay your brother's ghost/a lingering fragment of his soul is desperate to kill himself let's not touch on that much further'#maybe it'd be better if everyone had outtro dialogue like in xrd...?#guilty gear#bedman#delilah#op back on her bullshit
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yeah we turned your boyfriend into shadow the hedgehog. sorry
#south park#sp#given. how sp fandom is i am terrified 2 post this actchually#trans flag was there at first due to spite bc there was this one person that just said 'damien is cis' in a post & i thought it was funyn#but then i was like 'wait no him being trans fits him quite well actually'#so here we are#i am. projecting. a little bit. but thats fine#also i just wanted tk draw him wearing something cool & it turned into this#sorry if this is cringe except im NOT sorry bc I LOVE BEING CRINGE!!!#damien thorn#pip pirrip#pip pirrup#sp dip#dip#also one of these accessories is not like the other (smiles)#pip gave him . the little bracelet methinks#this is so funny to me bc 1 OBVIOUSLY he is going to be the most emo little shit teen evar#but then. he goes outside to hang out with his best friend pip who is Normal#potatart
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i bought my grandma a few packs of smokes for xmas and i feel like thats something eddy would do lmao
#like esp if we go with the zinnia wormwood aesthetic for his mom#he just gets her a carton of virginia slims and puts a bow on it#its hard to shop for my grandma cuz she's very stoic and doesn't do much these days except watch b movies on tubi and yell at her dogs#and smoke pall mall blue 100s#i was brainstorming ideas and it hit me like a ton of bricks “bro just get her some cigs” 🤯#i felt guilty but i mean she's 73 and she's not gonna be quitting any time soon soooo#as nic fiend i get can empathize#i got her other stuff too lmao im making her a little gift bag but yeah#i love giving gifts its like my favorite thing ever 😭 i know capitalism is the root of all evil but i gotta flex my gift giving skills#its so fun#if i had MONEY money obviously i'd buy something more extravagant but....#next year when im making trucker money (hopefully)? watch out
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I dont get Boris's appeal tbh. Like he looks basic compared to other LIs. Even Yan still looks somewhat interesting compared to him.
yan isn't a particularly high bar but the arms out bandages look did eat a little. men are only hot when they're in pain #idk
#asks#anon#if we really wanna wake it up almost everyone in hsr looks basic except greg who was personally sculpted by the gods#and lane ofc#is cain lit the first thing you see about me and my blog? yes. am i not quite normal about him? obviously. but is he a white man at the end#of the day? Well! yes.
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I was going to say that Lilia was pleasantly wrong and that Malleus is nowhere near as bad as Mallenoa sounds, that he is actually pretty level-headed and calm despite having his moments and is considerably less temperamental and more mature than his mother but you know what. I forgot we are currently in this entire situation because of his selfish desire for everything to remain unchanging and poor emotional management to the point he overblotted and put not only Lilia but the entire NRC under a sleeping spell because of his unwiligness to engage with upsetting emotions and letting go of people he loves.
#his brilliant epiphany to lilia and mc leaving after seeing silver crying was literally#“huh. the answer to all my problems is obviously to hold everyone hostage while they slowly perish anyway due to dehydration + starvation”#huh. fuck me i guess. turns out he IS worse than mallenoa in a sense.#sometimes i forget how... childish?? malleus is; except his childish tantrums are very dangerous#which brings me to the point that yeah. malleus fucked everyone over; but he fucked over MC in particular#because they quite excitedly told him THE NIGHT BEFORE how they finally found a possible way back home#then he proceeds to trap them in a dream with everyone else preventing yuu the possibility of regaining their memories of their past life#or ever returning to their original world.#twst spoilers#twisted wonderland spoilers#disney twisted wonderland chapter 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland chapter 7 spoilers#malleus draconia#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#my posts
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me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts
#toy txt post#my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW#its very silly of me#imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad#even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i#listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception 😔 maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary#i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a#different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound#so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy#ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate#feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed#*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it#which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting#sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same#i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic#OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about#different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject#needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBE😭 I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP#ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE#WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE#SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR#ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT#anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess#(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill#deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts#and the subject
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beatrice baudelaire!
my girl!
How I feel about this character: I've always been really interested in Beatrice because of how mysterious she is. Like, as a fandom we have a lot of headcanons and stuff we've extrapolated from the books and supplementary material, but on pure canon there's a lot of gaps in what we know about her that makes her interesting, especially when it comes to fans trying to fill in those gaps. And I like that she was just this super cool and super hot woman that everyone was so incredibly obsessed with no matter what side they were on, everyone and their mother had a complex about Beatrice.
All the people I ship romantically with this character: If Daniel Handler didn't want me to become far too obsessed with Lemony and Beatrice as a couple, he shouldn't have written five hundred thousand words of Lemony going "Beatrice I love you so much let me list it all" as a way to reassure her when she asks 'hey do you still love me' in the 200 page break up book she wrote. That's just insane, of course I ship it. I'm also really into Beatrice/Bertrand as a couple too, people can have multiple great loves. And depending on my mood I can be really into the lemonberryice throuple.
My non-romantic OTP for this character: Beatrice and Kit's relationship is always gonna be interesting to me, and Olaf and Beatrice just seem to have had the most fascinating dynamic, legit friends in childhood to some more vitriolic friendship and then she murders his parents and then he torments her innocent children, it's Good.
My unpopular opinion about this character: I don't know if I've got any necessarily unpopular ones because this fandom in general, and especially the bit focused on the sugarbowl generation, is very small and most of the stuff I've seen I agree with. I guess I might characterize Beatrice as a bit, idk, colder than most? For all her other facets, Olaf was someone she knew and seems to have gotten along with well on a personal level, and she still doesn't seem to have spent much time outwardly agonizing over what might have been straight cold blooded murder. I don't think she was evil or unfeeling, and there's a reason she pulled back from VFD stuff especially after having children, but there might be a more ruthless streak there in my view than in some other people's.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: idk man, that she fuckin lived? It's a bummer that she's dead, she was a devoted mother and a good friend and an important part of a lot of people's lives and it seems like a bunch of worlds were dimmer without her in them, her kids are gonna miss her for the rest of their lives and Lemony is still deeply affected by losing her literal decades after the fact. I wish she'd been able to meet little Beatrice too, I think they would have gotten along great.
#personal#answered#virginian-wolfsnake#beatrice baudelaire#i remember when writing the lemony and beatrice ii fic i did make a conscious decision not to have him refer to her by name#and just constantly go 'my niece'#one because i have a lot of thoughts about the way lemony uses names vs when he characterizes people through their connection to him#(he tends to avoid calling jacques and kit his siblings in asoue except for the moment he describes their deaths)#(as that's when he loses the separation between himself and the story and needs them to be his brother and his sister not just characters)#two because he's again very obviously still mourning og beatrice#she was there she left quite a mark on a lot of people#really the way she was tangled up in so much of the story and in other people's lives and they had such a strong connection to her#and strong feelings about her#lemony obviously and her children duh but also kit and olaf and esme#she's this bright red silk thread of connection for so many people#and as a poe (poet) enjoyer always love a lost lenore motif
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HAVE YOU HEARD THE NEWS ABOUT CYRUS BEING CANONICALLY AUTISTIC
well sure but I figured we all knew that for years due to his nature? One of the most obvious autistic characters ever invented right behind Fegan Floop of Spy Kids fame.
#nothing in that leak changes the way I see ANYTHING#except like marginally getting Arceus' sigil better but I kinda Figured it was tied to her kids#stuff happened to line up with shit we've been saying for forever and everything that didnt well... who care...#didnt get IN the games so it do not mattaaarrr#I do really like those REALLY fucked up myths though those were COOL#dont quite feel like pokemon cuz theyre like beta stuff but I can see some cleaned up ones fitting well#well beta + everythings translated pretty cockroach shit style atm#oh and those early concept arts... cacturn literally looks like a creeper of minecraft#would LOVE to know which artist those were!!!#idk I dont think they imply a darker tone to the games or anything thats not super how concept art works#anyways idk I have a hate but mild interest relationship with leaks[ONLY HATE FOR LEAKS OF THINGS SET TO BE RELEASED LATER]#and also I feel he was like. obviously canonically autistic from day ONE#look at him.#sorry I rambled mwah
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instead of actually beginning work on this composition what i have done is decide that six is really terrible about formality in russian 99% of the time
#SIX. HEADCANON.#SIX. ABOUT.#tossing Вы out the window for the most part#tho obviously he uses it if speaking to multiple people but he's not really going to use it in the formal context except quite rarely#(Вы is the formal version of 'you')#(but also can just mean 'y'all' so)#Ты is the default#idk who the fuck he even CAN speak russian to in the wasteland that ain't related to him but the headcanon exists regardless
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talked about my feelings like a grownup and no one died. now we all have to live with this tho
#i feel like there are a billion more things i couldve/shouldve said but at least ive laid a baseline down#definitely went smoother this time than with sam. probably due to the many factors. but i still feel like im not quite getting it right#not reciprocated obviously lmao. but they let me stay in their bed and still kissed my forehead so its all good#basically nothing changes except now im not scared of giving myself away. ok and also im a billion times more vulnerable#but probably no one will get hurt right. haha <- nervous laugh#god andie was so kind about it. 'do you want me to stop making the allegation jokes' 'tell me if you stop having fun'#anyways bedtime#my shit
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i kind of don't like any of the kids calling bruce "dad." maybe it's my own issues, but it can be really tough to give someone that title. and give BATMAN that title, who could react in a lot of different ways, many of them bad... damian's the only one, but he uses "father" and that makes sense so. no "dad" at wayne manor imo
#- someone who did not call her biological father 'dad' just bc no one else did#all my siblings are half siblings and they called him Bill. so i called him Bill. it didn't make him any less my dad#but those things are tough yknow#and for dick. 1 bruce didn't always treat him like a son exactly. 2 he had parents#sure bruce is his dad or A dad to him#and most of the kids are kinda like that. some mixture of their own parents + their relationship with bruce being not QUITE father/child#except tim maybe and obviously damian#i'm completely talking out of my ass here btw i have no right to be saying any of this. just my thoughts and feelings :)#anyways. any of them calling him dad usually just feels forced and awkward to me#'old man' i will absolutely accept. now that's a way to address someone 'dad' using deflective humor#seems most fitting for jason but basically all of them here and there
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finished “yellowface”. goddamn that was a ride… highly highly recommend if you like villain protagonists
#i didnt mention it as much but i liked all the stuff with the publishing industry in this and feeling like a fraud as a creative#except june is like. actually a fraud. but still#but it did resonate with me as someone whos recently realized he doesnt want to be a big name author and get too deep in the industry#like. the fear of never being known and dying without leaving an impact. bc books are a way to immortalize yourself#and the stress of wanting to be a big name even though you dont have the chops for it#and i still want to write. i love it. but i dont think i want to do it for a living yknow? and thats a heartwrenching thing to accept rn#bc its something i wanted for the longest time but i dont think my adhd will allow it for me anymore#ik none of this is the real point of the novel and obviously my experience is very different. bc im quitting before im even starting really#and im obviously not plagiarizing dead poc#but yeah i think junes a really well written villain protagonist bc her motivations are born from extreme insecurity from the industry#who cant see that poc have it even harder than her in the industry#because of tokenism and fetishism#because shes gotta be the ultimate victim#i really hope it hasnt come across like im complaining about the character or the book when i post passages#bc like yeah june fucking sucks ass. but shes SUPPOSED to suck ass. its the point. youre rooting for her downfall#and i think shes a great example of a villain protagonist like major props for kuang bc that shit is HARD to do#and a lot of the stuff it has to say about white women victimhood is great#because its the core of junes character and it defines EVERYTHING she does and really shows how insidious it all is#echoed voice
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one of my favorite parts of strategy games like chess and advance wars is that feeling when you haven't quite won yet but the enemy has no real options so it feels like you're just sloowly wrapping around them like a snake. when all your enemy has is their king and you've managed to turn 3 of your pawns into queens, and all you've gotta do is get in juust the right position, and in the meantime all they can do is squirm. god, that's such a wonderful feeling. nothing quite like it
#incidentally i don't like it when versions of chess insist on enforcing a stalemate rule#honestly to a certain extent i feel like if your enemy has nothing but a king and you've got more than one queen that should just be an#automatic win. like exodia except instead of the individual pieces being useless they're all the most powerful monster card in the game#i think the favorite card i had as a kid was my five headed dragon. thought that shit was so cool. 5000 in both attack and defense???#it seemed unbeatable to my little kid brain. also it was a dragon. of course i loved it#i never learned how to Actually play yugioh of course. just what rules my stupid kid reading comprehension could understand#im pretty sure a monster has to be in play for you to be able to sacrifice it. i didn't know that so i filled my deck with nothing but#really strong monsters and i'd just sacrifice some directly from my hand to summon what i wanted#i stole a lot of yugioh cards as a kid from target. i'm comfortable saying this online because the statute of limitations has absolutely ru#out by now. i looked it up.#i remember for the first time i stole a box set that had exodia. i remember on my way home so i could open it... i genuinely felt like ther#was something mystical in that box. something ancient. there was something really special about that to my kid brain#i'd later steal quite a few more because i got the bright idea to fill a deck with nothing but exodia cards. i figured i'd always have a#first draw win. took me until actually trying to play it that i realized i'd often just get 5 left arms which obviously wouldn't work#so i took that deck and added some actual monsters to “hold me off”. it was pretty much just a normal deck with too much space taken up by#essentially useless cards. i don't think i ever actually won by drawing exodia naturally. what a shame#side note but i still get a bit anxious every time i go to that target. i haven't in years and i can basically guarantee they wouldn't#recognize Grown Ass Adult me as “that kid who stole a lot of yugioh cards”. it's been almost a decade if memory serves#i've grown a lot since then. both physically and metaphorically#i digress
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