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Idea from twi

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throw in greg kiss and a heated scene with vesper (yes again idc)

manifesting vincent kiss, felonia kiss, anna kiss, making up with tata and ava, communicating with lia, fluff with cynthia, chloe remaining good autism rep, more regina scenes, cain

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#womeninmalefields

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you can't make this up

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Nova

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You can write a whole dissertation on HS:R and I'd definitely read it. Here's your flowers 💐💐💐💐.

i can finally allow myself to reply to this after hitting post on that cain analysis thank you angel 🫶 i'm really glad bc i always worry if i'm eloquent enough

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hey, quick thought hope you don’t mind :: but using 'colonized' to describe a kiss might not be the best choice of words, given the painful history tied to colonization. maybeee there’s a better way to capture the idea of something taking over your mind without using that word

changed it! the phrase has been stuck in my head since i read it in a novel but i see now it's not the best choice of words. thank you for letting me know

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eroticism, sensuality & how cain embodies it

i've always called cain erotic but since the kiss has taken over every last braincell of mine, i've been wondering what exactly makes him so. from the moment i read i want to do with you what isn't customary to say out loud, the with immediately struck me. not do to you but with. which could either mean what he wants them to experience together, as equals, or having her helpless and at his mercy, or both.

the verbal aspect of sex is what almost everyone gets wrong in media, especially when it comes to men. dirty talk is cheap, vulgar, and disgusting but why does cain do it so well? because he reveals just enough to leave you wondering, grasping desperately at your own imagination. i should've been crucified long ago for my thoughts about you. so what are you thinking? sublimating admitting to animal basal impulses, considered dirty and impure with so much grace and sensuality. saving all his confessions for such a significant moment, as they always step around each other and walk in circles, never saying anything outright so when he does it's shocking, outrageously hot.

and the inch he does give is painted vividly. where the blood boils and languid sighs fill the air.

he doesn't impose himself onto her, doesn't overpower her, make her smaller. it's more of an enveloping, surrounding, surrendering. he hardly touched her in the church, but his words and presence eclipsed the outside world, making sin religious.

while he is more, or even completely, dominant in their relationship, his dominance isn't to assert his desire onto her, but to allow the revealing of hers. he doesn't push her around, doesn't order her but carefully spins a web around her, trapping her senses, trapping her in a web of her own desires, disregarding her inhibitions. everything about him is subtle and slow and seductive, and every final decision has rested on her shoulders. in the church, he has his fingers over her stomach, he looks up, he waits. in the bathroom, he has her trapped between his body and the cross, he says his piece, he waits. only when she touches him back does he kiss her.

the power gap between them, purely antagonistic of the usual immortal/mortal ship, is blurred and coexisting. cain was the one laying out his cards, his barest desires and wants but it was lane who felt caught between his jaws, like this was her surrender. he was pulling the strings even as he was being vulnerable.

over all this, intimacy and understanding is the most erotic thing of all, and it was captured beautifully in the kiss scene. cain knew what i liked because we were so similar. cain being able to read all her nonverbal cues, to know which is permission. cain laying on her lap, talking about acceptance and understanding and eternity.

it's so rare to see a male character who is actually erotic, not vulgar and as a 'bring back real sensuality in media' girl i'm fucking up this buffet. i can't wait to see how this evolves in his later scenes and thank you taemin for birthing him.

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people i'd like to know better

tagged by @ellalalala

last song: tyla - butterflies

favorite color: depressing japanese movie blue, vampire red, and mazzy star purple

last book read: the salt grows heavy by cassandra khaw

last movie: vettaiyan (2024)

last show: silent (2022)

sweet/savory/spicy: spicy

relationship status: single for public safety

last thing i looked up: is it possible to mute notes on instagram 😭

current obsession:

looking forward to: the update!! and my amazon package

tagging: @cainlane @yeullove

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thank u for tagging me @ellalalala @dmitryswifey @yeullove @liittleemiixeer 💗

mine: @ellalalala @reneedenoailles @cainlane @yeullove @hsrlanedefencesquad @suckitphaneuf @theodoravery @nepthys-merenset @liittleemiixeer + all my mutuals & a certain someone i won't name <3

positivity train!

if you see this or are tagged in it, tag a couple of your favorite mutuals/blogs and let them know you appreciate seeing them on your dash!

@h0neysugarfree @blueberrylovv @bequiteanddriveeeeeee @cherri-bomb-bomb @eg0mechan1c @fatrexicisback

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HSR fans asking Noah and Pileon to be a LI screams HS2 all over again. Nothing against Alexandra but I don't think she's the type of writer who can balance LIs scenes in her book. We don't need 7 male vs 1 female LIs ratio to be repeated again just because it's in the same universe. Can we just enjoy the book for what it is?

oh my god ur right why does nobody who touches this universe come with a mission to deliver mindblowing yuri... sick and tired

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I dont get Boris's appeal tbh. Like he looks basic compared to other LIs. Even Yan still looks somewhat interesting compared to him.

yan isn't a particularly high bar but the arms out bandages look did eat a little. men are only hot when they're in pain #idk

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geg

GEG!!!!

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catholic guilt-esque, deliciously religious 12 track album from taemin or an unbelievably sensual and pleasurable 150 diamond scene from cain?

why do you always come into my asks with a guillotine to drop on my head

anyway the taemin album is already is in the works i know this because we are soulmates so i'll pick the cain scene 😒 which will nourish me like fertilizer to soil

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Sand, heat and some riddles from The Egyptian God's... It's Agnia from the story "Song of the Crimson Nile" 🐍