#everything just feels stuck
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Too much light pollution to see the stars, AI making art while humans do the work, endless advertising, only thing in theaters are cash-grab remakes or sequels or adaptations, no third spaces, everything is an aesthetic or a -core when really it’s all the same shit in a different color pallet, “millennial grey”, etc etc etc.
has anyone noticed theyre taking away what it means to be human
#we live in the utmost of conformist times#hardly anyone is doing anything unique or original#everything feels like an echo of the past#capturing the look but hardly ever the feel#everything just feels stuck#we have the illusion of moving forward#when really we’re moving backwards on a completely different scale#massive suvs and fucking cybertrucks make the roads more dangerous than ever#all under the guise of being safe because we have crumple zones now#it just all feels so bleak#I try so desperately to connect with my humanity#but it’s hard to do that when you can’t even see what being human is through all the pollution#there are absolutely wonderful things about this era#but I desperately hope we can break free of this capitalist view#that humans exist purely to produce and for nothing else#we should be sitting around campfires sharing songs and art#holding hands and hugging and supporting one another#we should love being animals#instead of thinking were some kind of divine beings
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I have a feeling you got everything you wanted
And you're not wasting time stuck here like me
You're just thinking it's a small thing that happened
The world ended when it happened to me
(Gojo version)
#we hug now#i have a feeling you got everything you wanted#and you're not wasting time stuck here like me#you're just thinking it's a small thing that happened#the world ended when it happened to me#gojo#geto#gojo satoru#geto suguru#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#geto x gojo#gojo x geto#jjk suguru#satosugu#jjk satoru
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The musical episode.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin guangyao#nie mingjue#Remember jin guangyao: If you do any treachery you will face the wrath of five horses.#When are the horses going to come into play? You'll see.#s2.ep8 had beautiful music... I listened to it on loop while drawing!#Good music to chill out to before you fly into a rage.#This episode really cements how JGY's mind works - It is a matter of long-term outcomes at the sake of nearly everything else.#Morals do not matter to him if the outcome is more favourable.#and at the center of it all - he has learned that the only person he can truly trust is himself.#In turn - the only person his actions benefit are himself.#He will do anything and everything it takes to reach a position of power - not just for the power. But because it means safety.#Because it was something he was denied and the idea of not having control in his life again is unforgivable.#'Happiness' isn't a goal. We are looking at someone still stuck at the bottom of Maslow's hierarchy of needs.#Everything and everyone is a piece in a game. Bonds and friendships are assets. People are dispensable.#He wants to climb for the sake of climbing. He wants praise and recognition because he feels it is deserved. It's all so hollow.#We could go deeper into his psyche on this.#But these are also tags under a comic in which 'evil penis music' is the punchline.
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Sans do you ever feel that something might be missing?


Maybe he felt like that at some point, maybe for a long time. In the present, I think he's made some kind of peace with it.
Also, I really like the ask blog format, but I don't really mean this to be an ask blog.
So when writing questions, try to refer them to me instead of the characters. That way, they don't have to break the fourth wall lmao. I really wanted to answer this one tho
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#forgettable-au#YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT TAKES ME THE MOST WHEN MAKING THSES THING#I CANNOT WRITE#Everythings so clear to me and then I have to write it and I get stuck#illustrating it all feels so much easier even when it takes more time#maybe it's just because english isn't my first lenguage#but I'm always checking my orthography and punctuations are correct alsjsdk#papyrus!gaster#papyrus#undertale au#sans#papyrus is gaster#alphys#undyne#toriel#undertale comic#undertale#I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO DRAW FLOWEY NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#my boy...#answered ask
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post war au where they find each other and start to rebuild their relationship and it actually turns to romance this time and they have time to figure this all out and-
version 2 below
#god this took me so much time#i tried to draw background again after some time#and i dont know how to feel about it really...#i feel like its overdone and its all just too much but in the other hand i almost always feel like my drawings lack something#i guess its always too little or too much#im just stuck i guess and i kinda hate everything i draw...#well ANYWAYS#bbc ghosts#capvers#caphavers#the captain#lieutenant havers#ghosts bbc#bbc ghosts fanart#my art#my art bbc ghosts
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okay so now i have to talk about it. the reason as to why peeta takes notice of katniss, why she leaves a lasting impression on him is in fact her purity. that's why to him, she's perfect. because when the teacher asked if someone knew the valley song her hand shot straight up. not as a sign of confidence necessarily but of honesty that could not be contained inside of her. the teacher asked a question and so she answered. then the teacher made her sing it for everyone, and even though slightly shy, she just closed her eyes, thought about her mom, her dad and her baby sister and sang as if they were in the room with her.
because that's the kind of home katniss grew up in. a home that felt like one. a safe haven. a place in which the only person she had the choice of being was herself. and no one else. the kind of place that even when completely gone, stays with you. because that's her thing, she may not understand what she's feeling but she will feel it either way. she will let her body take care of her. she will scream and trash when having a nightmare. and if she can't be herself she will try her hardest to be no one at all.
unlike peeta who, even asleep, is not allowing himself a reaction. no, instead he just wakes up, too paralyzed with fear to move. and all of this you can say is me reading too much into it, and maybe i am, but books don't have time to waste. if we're told about something then it's important.
and it's just... of course the kid who's such a good liar, who would never just shot his hand straight up falls in love with a kid who would. no, he has to think about it all first. what is appropriate, what is going to happen after, what is expected of him and how he can give that. he will not be moved by impulse. unless katniss is in danger. or unless katniss is grieving and something screams in him to plant those primroses beside her house. but of course someone like that will find someone who is so natural, and so pure extremely attractive and incredibly charming. it's not random, it's intentional.
#the amount of time i has to stop and scream while typing this#a lot...#thg#everlark#listen i think im probably the only this little line in peeta's flashbacks made cry#but im such a visual reader and that picture is so precious#i can just feel a smile in peeta's face when he says that#and i can just feel katniss and her genuine excitement of wait yes yes i know the valley song#me and my dad sing it all the time#she was loved well#before everything fell apart#and that stuck to the person she became#afterwards#she can practice putting on a mask of indifference#but can give the people exactly what thex are asking for#that's how he survived it
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I have a feeling you got everything you wanted
And you're not wasting time stuck here like me
You're just thinking it's a small thing that happened
The world ended when it happened to me
(Geto Version)
#i have a feeling you got everything you wanted#and you're not wasting time stuck here like me#you're just thinking it's a small thing that happened#the world ended when it happened to me#we hug now#jjk gojo#jjk geto#jjk hidden inventory#jujutsu kaisen#gojo#geto#gojo satoru#geto suguru#satosugu#jjk satoru#jjk suguru
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Divided minds of the same thought (Patreon)
#Doodles#Clinical Trial#Damned#Lee Smith#Angel Martinez#Struggling and Suffering - as one does at the Institute hehe#Uughhhghh I was so excited and enjoyed writing this chapter ♪ Lee's so creepy! He's not even Lee Smith anymore and he's still so creepy!!!!#And Angel's having a rough one of it too with blaming themself for what happened :(#The Angel I've been writing took the Accept-Reject route and stayed to watch#More specifically to plead with Lee not to do it but that's technically non-canon :P#Safe to say they feel pretty conflicted about what all happened#They both want each other - Angel specifically wants to be wanted - and they are in the Worst place for it#Worse than the original? Uhhhhh...... No comment lol#(Personally I think so because Lee isn't just a part-time medical practitioner that Angel could back out of if they were desperate)#(Here they're stuck and Lee does Everything in his power - which is more than if Angel was out walking free! - to keep them in proximity)#(He also doesn't know that Angel wants him in return - regardless of how conflicted Angel feels it's just! It's creepy!!! Which is the idea)#They're so fun to write ahhh they both are! Their internal worlds so different <3#And while these two are so fun to write - it honestly is the fact that I Also get to write about the Institute as well ahhh <3 <3#Getting to write about my headcanons and favourite elements ahh#Getting to explore one through the other! How they'd react to the Institute - how the Institute would push them around ahh#It's so so so incredibly fun I love the setting and I love these two it's so enjoyable to investigate >:3c#And on top of that I've also both been going through my other fandom playlists and pulling from there As Well As new songs!#Their playlist is shaping up more than it has any rights to hhh#Shock of shocks but ''Want you to want me'' (minor key) has been moved into the rotation lol#Definitely not thinking about Lee's Ahem fantasy~ (lol) in regards to that or anything either lol#I think I have to just admit that Flagpole Sitta is just a Damned song generally - though some lines fit Lee particularly well#Running underground with the moles indeed
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*sigh* thoughts on Nintendo's botw/totk timeline shenanigans and tomfoolery?
tbh. my maybe-unpopular opinion is that the timeline is only important when a game's place on the timeline seriously informs the way their narrative progresses. the problem is that before botw we almost NEVER got games where it didn't matter. it matters for skyward sword because it's the beginning, and it matters for tp/ww/alttp (and their respective sequels) because the choices the hero of time makes explicitly inform the narrative of those games in one way or another. it matters which timeline we're in for those games because these cycles we're seeing are close enough to oot's cycle that they're still feeling the effects of his choices. botw, however, takes place at minimum 10 thousand years after oot, so its place on the timeline actually functionally means nothing. botw is completely divorced from the hero of time & his story, so what he does is a nonissue in the context of botw link and zelda's story. thus, which timeline botw happens in is a nonissue. honestly I kind of liked the idea that it happened in all of them. i think there's a cool idea of inevitability that can be played with there. but the point is that the timeline exists to enhance and fill in the lore of games that need it, and botw/totk don't really need it because the devs finally realized they could make a game without the hero of time in it.
#i really do have a love-hate relationship with this timeline#because it's FASCINATING lore. genuinely. and i think it carries over the themes of certain games REALLY well#but i also think it's indicative of a trend in loz's writing that has REALLY annoyed me for a long time#which is this intense need to cling to oot#and on a certain level i get it. that was your most successful game probably ever. and it was an AMAZING game.#and i think there's definitely some corporate profit maximization tied up in this too--oot was an insane commercial success therefore you'r#not allowed to make new games we need you to just remake oot forever and ever#and that really annoys me because it makes certain games feel disjointed at best and barely-coherent at worst.#i think the best zelda games on the market are the ones where the devs were allowed to really push what they were working with#oot. majora. botw. hell i'd even put minish cap in there#these are games that don't quite follow what was the standard zelda gameplay at their time of release. they were experimental in some way#whether that be with graphics or puzzle mechanics or open-world or the gameplay premise in its entirety. there's something NEW there#and because the devs of those games were given that level of freedom the gameplay really enforces the narrative. everything feels complete#and designed to work together. as opposed to gameplay that feels disjointed or fights against story beats. you know??#so I think that the willingness to allow botw and totk to exist independently from the timeline is good at the very least from a developmen#standpoint because it implies a willingness to. stop making shitty oot remakes and let developers do something interesting.#and yes i do very much fear that the next 20 years of zelda will be shitty BOTW remakes now#in which botw link appears and undergoes the most insane character assassination youve ever seen in your life#but im trying to be optimistic here. if botw/totk can exist outside the timeline then we may no longer be stuck in the remake death loop#and i'm taking eow as a good sign (so far) that we're out of the death loop!! because that game looks NOTHING like botw or oot.#fingers crossed!!#anyway sorry for the game dev rant but tldr timeline good except when it's bad#asks#zelda analysis
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I think I just discovered a repressed fictional crush and I’m not sure how I should feel about it.
#writing the rest in the tags and gonna be vague as hell for my own sanity because I’m feeling very conflicted rn#so the other day I just realized that I’ve been apparently in DEEP DENIAL of a crush on a character for years#and this goes way back#WAY before I even made this blog#now I use to have an active f/o from the same source material that this repressed crush is from as well#where I shared ship art and everything#I even redesigned my self insert for the one ship because she kept feeling off to me#like no matter what I drew for this self ship it just felt off#and I think it was because I was self shipping with the wrong character#where I still enjoyed that old f/o but my feelings never felt as intense as how I felt when the other character showed up#and the thing is that I originally had an oc x canon ship I drew out in an old sketch book for this crush#but for some reason I ended up shipping with the other character#hell I even had folks comment on how this character was my type and how they thought I was gonna self ship with him#but i didn’t#and idk if it was out of fear due to how well known and popular the character was that I just pushed those feelings away#but now I’m hesitant to say who this character is because I have mutuals who ship with him that I’m TERRIFIED of making them uncomfortable#so atm this character is going to be a secret f/o#and I guess in a way I writing this out to vent#and the fact that I have/had other f/os who shared the same vibes as him felt very obvious#because there was SO MANY DAMN SIGNS!!!#but now all my attention on my other f/os kinda halted and I feel stuck#I just need to think this crush over#or at least rewatch some episodes just to see exactly what I’m feeling now that I know this crush was repressed this whole time#like I’m not stressed (not like usual) but I feel almost like I got hit with a brick#so if I’m not as talkative or interactive I promise I’m fine#just mostly confused#also if anyone asks or try to guess I’m not gonna reveal this character (at least not until I figure this out) so please don’t ask#💬 chy chatter 💬#ventish I guess
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Every single chapter is important. Every panel, all the dialogue, every page and how it transfers into the next one... I 100% believe no questions that every single decision made in hrkg is intentional. Even the tiny chapters that are like seven pages, they're important! Even if it feels like nothing happened in the chapter, something did. Something important. If it's not glaring, it may be a tiny reflection. If it's not super loud, it might just be quiet. But it's there. I promise you it's there. A lot of this comes from the fact that i am obsessed with this piece of media and I don't expect casual enjoyers to analyze every chapter, but just because you don't see it doesnt mean it's not there. The development, the meaning, the purpose, it's all there and always has been, it reveals itself bit by bit and i stand by that
#i have to defend hrkg and sensei's writing like its a need#bc whenever i see ppl saying the development is slow and nothing is happening#im like#WHAT#bc its literally happening its right there and most times i feel like its realy obvious#im normal about them i swear#but genuinely so much happens every chapter#and im telling yall rn#if hrkg was as slow and no-development as people made it seem theres no way i wouldve stuck around this long#but im stuck#like never once has my obsession wavered even when im rlly annoyed at the fandom which is crazy#like fandoms make or break media sometimes#ive muted a whole series on twt bc of the fandom and now i dont ever want anything to do with it which is kinda funny#but hrkg for some reason just wont leave#i will defend them w my life#so yeah#everything is important#believe it!#hirano to kagiura#hirano and kagiura#hirakagi#kagihira
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3 POVs was a need because it fits the three of them 🥀
#fangs of fortune#tian jiarui#fof#zhuo yichen#li lun#yan an#zhao yuanzhou#neo hou#hou minghao#i have a feeling you got everything you wanted#and you're not wasting time stuck here like me#you're just thinking it's a small thing that happened#the world ended when it happened to me#we hug now
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Loop stumbles out of the timeloop tired confused hurt
They look back, expecting to see someone but no one is there. You're back home, why would there be two of you on your timeline?
They look forward. The loop continues, their wish was done, they helped themselves out in a very literal sense- but they still have another wish unfulfilled. Somehow that hurts more.
No Siffrin, no second party- in theory this IS your party but. Is it? Do you fit in it?
You're not siffrin anymore. Not after this.
Loop focuses on the here and now and all they see is a familiar ceiling, somehow they forgot it, upon experiencing so long basking in the sun.
They already miss the sun.
Hopefully they don't have another thousand loops to walk to now, they know the end, they know how it goes.
The house feels cold, stopped in time and vacant of any empathy, even if it knows how many times this version of siffrin has run around it and died on its floors.
#go to the wild#oh my terrible terrible draft#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat loop#in stars and time spoilers#pipporambles#two hats spoilers#i hope im not the only one thinking on loop going back to their party#to their world#to their vaugarde#to their timeline#and going back exactly where they gave up on#still needing to finish it#still needing to get through what they just saw siffrin get through#knowing how it ends#but being so painfully terrified of getting stuck#so terrified of seeing them die again#so terrified of everything#missing the sun the instant they notice they're back#loop cracks and just cries there#again#the universe is so cruel#it dances with loops wishes in ways they could never think of#it leads a painful path#this time loop cant really follow it#not with party members who already feel like they belong to someone else#anyway good bye ive been thinking about this for too long#id draw it but i also am havingn a weird relationship upon being free of my university tests
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finally started p5 royal ‼️‼️‼️‼️
expect some royal trio art soon they are my dearly beloveds (minus akechi i hope he dies in this reality too)
#love that ren got the sad boy kdrama fit#also no idea how akechi survived i want to shake it out of him so bad why are you gatekeeping stupid bitch#idk if this is just him w/o the pleasant boy facade but he seems so much more exhausted and cruel#like everything he says is verbal irony bc he’s patronizing everyone. he hates being a team player sm it’s insane 💀💀💀#he’s so withdrawn and short tempered and actually mentally unstable. like sadistically so#i think these are all warning signs#if he dies again i’m ending it all. you didn’t come back from the dead just to die on me again#also sumire….i love her so bad…..my sweet girl….my baby ☹️☹️☹️☹️#sumire yoshizawa they could NEVER make me hate you#she reminds me of a fawn 😭😭😭😭 with her big soft doe eyes and how she’s so curious and eager#GAAAAAHHH every time she comes up on screen i want to give her a headpat SO BAD…..SHES SUCH A FUCKING CUTIE#i feel so bad for ren bro he’s literally stuck babysitting the new kid and simultaneously keeping akechi on a leash 😭#poor boy needs a break. we should go to hawaii again that was fun#anyway yeah that's all#hopefully i’ll finish the game this week i’m sick of this. i want to move on
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i’m so tired….i want someone to lay next to me so i can cling onto them like a koala
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#cant stop thinking about this lately#like let me hold onto you so tightly with all my limbs#sorry you are Not allowed to escape#like i wanna cuddle but like in a ‘i want you stuck with me forever’ kinda way#in a you try to get up for one second and i hold you tighter and make sad eyes at you#sorry im tired and feeling clingy for once😴#just come closer everything is fine *with the intention of trapping you with my full strength for as long as possible*#romance to me tbh#im gay and i like sleeping
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DPXDC Prompt #94
Danny falls through a portal to the DC world from a natural portal that opened up while he was in mid fight with Skulker a fight that began at Vlads where the creep put a collar on Danny that kept him in ghost form, Vlad thought he’d force Danny to reveal his secret to his parents by taking away his human form. Looking around he’s in a dark city with dark smog colored skies. Unfortunately he’s stuck here as the portal closed leaving him trapped. He tried to find help but no one can see him in his ghost form. He starts tailing the vigilantes of this world and eventually follows one onto this space station through this tube (possessing inanimate objects sure comes in handy). He wasn’t expecting for the random British guy in a trench coat to see him.
#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc#dc x dp#danny fenton#danny phantom#writing prompt#poor danny#What if no one could see Danny like deadman#Danny is stuck in ghost form#Constantine has a headache especially from the ghost king that has apparently been tailing Batman for a week#ghost king danny#Batman had a feeling he was being tailed but it’s hard to prove when nothing is amiss#my asks are open#More Minty lore? Sure!#Honestly no one in my family knows I love Danny Phantom so I only own a glitch in time#It’s still my favorite show from the 2000s but at this point that probably has more to do with the phandom#I’d also like to reveal my DP inspired world soon but I have no clue how to go about it#Should I start a new blog? Or should I just post it here? This blog is meant for everything but I don’t want to bog it down#So that’s my rant take it or leave it but you can’t unread it!! Thanks for reading have a great day!
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