#everything else sucked and i hate life

[riderkaitlyn5]

Watched Restoration. Hated it. Now I'm waiting for some beautiful crazy bastard to rewrite it in an amazing 20+ chapter fic that makes everyone happy

[napping-sapphic]

Crazy how i’m not being kissed hard enough to forget everyone who has ever hurt me rn

[whimsythepuntable]

The existence of redeemed Sir Pentious AUs where he doesn't remember Hell implies the existence of at least one sinner Adam AU where he doesn't remember shit about his life in Heaven.

[fictionadventurer]

My desire to support a Biblical sitcom done in a respectful way vs. my hatred of the mockumentary style, FIGHT!

[shannonsketches]

like why did they change where Vegeta was when Cell announced the cell games in the anime

why did they make this vegeta starting shit with yamcha instead of chillin in the lab with his family? why did they take Bulma out of the lab? Why'd they say she was Out while Dr Brief was repairing 16? Why did they change Bulma working on advanced robotics to running in late with her baby?

it's the same scene except: - Bulma's actively at work being a scientist - Vegeta's not being rude to her (or anyone else!) - Vegeta waits for Trunks instead of leaving the room - Cell interrupted the airwaves, which means Trunks and Vegeta were just hanging out with Bulma and Dr B while they were working

Those are all Great Character Details!! That the anime rails against!!

[minhmynchi]

this is so fucking embarrassing to ask lol but how does one uh. make friends lol. like. especially as an autistic person whose main friend groups are nt and i masked so well just to fit in that realizing this makes me feel lonely and i want a friend group that i can truly be me with

more rambling under the cut

while looking stuff up since i only found out i was autistic like a week ago i keep seeing that it's rly rly common for nd ppl to find each other and just stick together and like i've Done that before i could do that but for years now i haven't rly strayed too far from my current friend groups and i also have all sorts of Social Anxiety and its just like. oh god. how do i make a Group of Friends who would get it

like ig its cause i masked so well as nt that i got all my friends that i did but like !!! i don't have a lot of people i can talk to about this stuff but the very few that i do i feel ten times more comfortable just spilling things to them than i ever have w my friends and its like 😭 god im so awkward.

but the problem is that im already a busy person i work every day and im so incredibly shy and awkward and always afraid of making mistakes and me making this post is something of desperation bc i neeed like-minded ppl to talk to. one on one convos is okay but waugh. it'd be nice to have a group. and to have one that i can be semi-active in and not be scared of and not feel pressured to respond and who would understand me and be nice to me and to each other

do you see how embarrassing this is. this is so awful lol im 26 and i'm reaching out like this?? you mean i didn't naturally make and keep friends who are also nd??? like. sniffles. embarrassing of me for real

[bunnihearted]

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[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[incesthemes]

it is utterly miserable for a mediocre show to have a really good plot or make god tier parallels or connections because you're like well this show isn't good and the writing is flimsy and there are so many holes and bland storylines, but they paralleled the season finale to an earlier season finale and then made the weight of that decision foundational to the next season so now my every waking thought is consumed by it

[vulpinesaint]

mkay not to be like. a little insane or anything. but god i've been going crazy over religion (catholicism) and blood lately. did anyone else drink blood as worship every week since they were seven. was anyone else inundated with images of open wounds as holy. is anyone else consumed by the thought of holding onto a crucifix tightly enough for the edges of it to draw blood. i turned in a poem about drowning in communion wine in an empty church while bleeding from crucifix-inflicted hand wounds and trying to talk to god and my creative writing professor gave me extremely normal critiques i feel like i'm losing my mind

[hwanswerland]

the ateez Europe tickets are really fucking overpriced wow

[iwakuraz]

everytime I think even just a little bit that I'm starting to sort of get better at speaking aloud, somebody will say something horrible to me about my voice and ruin everything

[littlebittywildflower]

I miss you. I think I probably always will.

[babyfairy]

i hate that i can’t even ride the high from my concert because my life is so consistently depressing and hellish lmao 🙃 it’s depressing to come back down to reality after such a good day. like it really makes me realize how joyless my life has become. everything just blurs together

[bunnihearted]

i just hate hate hate society so much!!! i have no idea how im supposed to find a way to live and participate in it. i cant stand a single thing abt it. i hate everyone and everything. and the thing lazy ppl dont wanna admit is that WE are society. we create society, we allow the state to do what it does. we choose this. how am i supposed to "love my neighbor" when they are prtially responsible for what this society is???? there is nothing good abt this. it is a cruel and vicious system built on abusing and taking advantage of the vulnerable and the poor. there are no real rules; rules only apply to the ones at the bottom of the hiearchy while the rich and the powerful get away with anything. nothing is fair or just. rules and laws are only there to keep the poor and vulnerable ones down. if you have nothing you will most likely spend your entire life like that, because there is no playing far in this society. nothing is easy. even if it's hard and you fight for it you'll probably not end up going anywhere. the entire thing is rigged. and everyone chooses to just go with it. we have chosen this. and it sucks and i hate everyone and everything because life is so fucking unnecessarily hard and unfair and if you're born with nothing you'll never have anything. even if you try to play by the rules they've set. the rules are against you. and if you break the rules you're immediately punished. life is nothing but an unjust imprisonment.

[piratecrew]

why do so many influencers drop out of college once they make it big. literally the only thing that would make me like college more is if i had a bunch of disposable income