#everything blurs together for me

[clockworkcheetah]

yes im aware most of these are s2 (also i know the pride comic could/should be an option but wanted to keep it to the show also i ran out of options)

[repsolhonda]

2021 marc márquez you are so important to me!!!

[glitteringdepths]

had some brainworms about transfem furina.... can anyone hear me.

i feel like this would have really interesting implications in her story, much as she loves acting, but struggles with it due to the 500 years she spent being forced to act, would being a woman be the same for her? she doesn't know where the act ends and where her actual identity begins. is she a woman because she wants to be, or just because she had to be one. even if she enjoys it more than the alternative, does she actually enjoy it? or is it just because she was one for so long that she enjoys it?

i can imagine that focalors likely didnt care much about her identity/presentation as archons have been shown to be able to change their forms at will basically, but furina is the human counterpart of focalors. she doesn't have that ability to change herself just like that. i imagine gender identity would be much more important to a human, especially one that must keep up an act at all times, than a god, and thus something that would affect her. something she would think about. a lot.

maybe post-prophecy, she would experiment. figure out if femininity is in fact something she wants. maybe she would try to go back to being "cis" and then realize it wasn't right for her. and i imagine that she would flourish more being able to properly express her femininity rather than doing it just because it was apart of the role.

[tea-cat-arts]

Me: "ok, wait till it's in game and you have context to react. The storytelling may support the design"

Also me: "THEY FUCKING ELYSIA-IFIED SEELE!!!"

[petyou]

realizing my situation is fr like probably the most niche thing fucking ever and i don’t think ill ever have someone like truly understand it or how im feeling and ive felt alone before but never like this idk

[dakrapatops]

fascinated by the way different people hear music

[sukugo]

it's been kinda funny for me going from 2 very fucked up ships to sukugo.

[creaturemoment]

This might sound like an odd comparison, but my relationship with religion is best compared to selfshipping.

Even as a kid, I compared my lack of romantic / sexual attraction to my lack of faith, since they're both these nebulous concepts that so many assume are a universal experience.

But I do feel attraction to fictional characters and I romantically selfship, taking comfort in the unconditional love and support.

And similarly, I have more faith in fictional characters and beliefs than anything "official." Partially due to autism, partially due to religious trauma, partially due to being fictionkin.

The subjects of this faith, this inexplicable pull, often change or cycle over time. Based on my interests, or just what I feel like I need at the moment.

The most notable ones that come to mind are Mega Rayquaza and Gabriel Ultrakill.

Though, funnily enough, the thing that's currently caught my interest is the Adeptus Mechanicus. I am not mechanical, I have no desire to be, and yet.

Something about the atmosphere just draws me in, scratching some deep-rooted itch that made kid me obsessed with anything that had factions in it. To have an allegiance, to fly a banner.

It's silly, getting the overwhelming urge to wear those red robes and light candles. It's silly, how excited I get at the thought of being referred to as part of the Ad Mech.

It's silly, joking that the Mechanicus OST calmed the ever-finicky spirit of the washing machine.

But it feels fun, it feels safe, and dare I say I have a newfound appreciation for that web design degree I'm working on. And that's good enough for me.

Ave Omnissiah!

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

HIII mackerel macintosh good morninnng please say hi to les petits frogs for mee :(( good luck w work hell sending u strength i know u will survive!!!!! i still haven't gotten around 2 more bitb im still on ep 1 but it's sooo fucking good dude im losing itttt. rand is still my favorite guy... they all have so much wrong with them. anyway. blue ridge mountains for u <333

AAUGHHH MOUNTAINS..... ohhhh mountains i miss you mountains......... thank u they are so pretty..... I drove to Richmond last summer to visit one of my friends and went thru the blue ridges on all these tiny little back roads it was the prettiest drive I think iv e ever been on. omg. thank u for the nature pics they are so HEALING...... froggies say hi btw I actually just finished working with them hehe

EXTREMELY EXCITED FOR UR BITB ADVENTURE. also extremely delighted that rand is your favorite you're gonna love the horrors he goes through so much <3 personally i am a rolan guy I love him so dearly oh my godddddd. hi rolan. my little guy. squishing him.

[quirktwerp]

i come crawling out of my little hole, scroll for ten minutes, then hide away again for months until the cycle repeats itself.

[fridayyy-13th]

haven’t seen a poll for this yet so i figured i’d ask! TMA fandom:

(pls reblog! i'd like to see as much of the fandom's opinion as possible. if you'd like, tell me why it's your favorite season in the tags!)

[nyctoheart]

from what i've come to understand it, things like 'emocore' and 'scenecore' are like the kids new way of playing w/ old emo / scene aesthetics. it's like emo/scene aesthetics rlly emphasised w/ the addition of new cultural stuff too that the kids like to make it like.....not a /parody/ of the culture but like the culture watered down to its aesthetics and then those aesthetics turned to 1000? if that makes sense. Its very much based on the AESTHETICS of those subcultures rather than any ACTUAL cutlure that they used to hold. I still think its fun tho. im glad the kids are still being weird and having fun w/ it all :3

That really explains it well, thank you very much!

[heartshattering]

I slept but still feel insane hello

[girlivealwaysbean]

it would feel so nice to work towards a career that has meaningful impact and makes millions of people happy

[maraeffect]

okay so idk if any of my followers are into kink culture at all. but my fiancee and i used to be very active in it. and before we got engaged, we "collared" one another. up until a couple years ago, we both wore our collars 24/7!! but now we're in a different place and we are more comfy without them (sensory needs).

however!! i finally splurged and got myself an "eternity collar" (stainless steel, able to be worn 24/7 vs leather and Brahma web collars). so!! we're about to do an intimate little collaring ceremony in the forest 🥺💖

autumn is my favorite time of year, and autumn (my fiancee) will be seeing the leaves change for the first time this year!!!!!! we're going to have a little picnic at the park and take in all the trees. maybe do little vows 🥺🥺

i want so badly to actually marry her, but i can't bc of financial and SSI reasons. so this will hold me over in the meantime 💖💖💖

anyway i've never done a ceremony before, so this is really really important to me 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i'm so excited for it !!! it's something so special and so bright, which is a welcome change from the dark months i've had ❤️‍🩹

[ghostsessioned]

things that make me sob