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ohhhhh mtg god i just realized. machete and vasco are the color of milk and honey
Codename Milk and Honey
#yes that's actually the name I had in mind for them#ever since 2018 or so#biblical symbolism#means state of prosperity abundance and freedom from want#honey is antibacterial and doesn't spoil if stored properly it can stay good and edible for hundreds of years if not more#whereas milk is only good for a very short time and quickly becomes disgusting#answered#anonymous#if we're being honest if I made an actual webcomic or other piece of media of them that's what I might call it
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Even when you have a hard day just remember, Bucktommy "has anyone ever told you you're a vision in a cone?" will always be there. Tommy Kinard looked at his adorable boyfriend with a silly party hat on and thought Evan, you're beautiful, you're stunning, you're ravishing, you're a sight for sore eyes. I could never get tired of looking at you. I cherish you. There's nowhere I'd rather be than behind this couch at your side. And he was so real for that.
#needed to remind myself of this and infuse some joy into this wretched anniversary#at least it's almost over and tomorrow will be easier but man ever since 2018 my bday has inspired nothing so much as the belief that#Michael from The Good Place was right when he said birth is a curse and existence is prison like I'm always so depressed on this day#it's hard to look on the bright side when all I can think of is losing my boy 🥹 family tries to make me celebrate but I just want to mourn#what's that quote about grief being love persevering. I love you so much little mister I still think of you every day#it's just hard on this particular day because I still remember it all so clearly and it haunts me#a sweet Bucktommy crumb can be a nice distraction for a time though. Just like Unknown(nth) was when Hozier dropped it out of nowhere in '22#my kitty was called Oliver too not after OS but it is a nice connection that his work can cheer me a bit#ough. idk if anyone will see these tags but just in case I'll tag#pet death#animal death#to hopefully filter it out for anyone sorry to be all sad on my Bucktommy post I couldn't help it thinking of my boy all day needed to vent#and oh this needs actual tags#Bucktommy#911 spoilers#I hope I did those warning tags right idk if I should say “cw” or “tw” with them
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lance being a jack of all trades had such good potential. a guy who’s decently good at everything but not amazing at anything who only sees the lack of perfection. he’s always someone’s second choice because there’s always someone better, and he acts out and builds a persona of false bravado to cope with that. that’s why he’s so proud of being the “cool ninja sharpshooter,” because it’s the first thing he’s been the best at that’s useful in a war
there could have been an amazing character arc about how being good at things or being the best at something isn’t indicative of someone’s worth. the team doesn’t love him because he’s a great shot and a good paladin. they love him because he’s lance
and idk if i’m swinging at a hornet’s nest here (defo would’ve been in 2017) but that’s why i don’t like black paladin lance lmao. lance isn’t the best choice for black paladin, and that’s okay. leading and strategizing are things he’s good at, like so many others, but it isn’t his forte. with his wide skillset and smooth adaptability, he’s the perfect fit for the role of support as the guardian of water. water is liquid! it fills in the gaps!! while everyone else has a dedicated Thing, he picks up the slack to make the team stronger!!!!!
and if we’re looking at this through a klance lens, there’s a lot to say about lance’s fabricated rivalry. keith was (at least in lance’s eyes) absolutely perfect. a perfect student, a perfect pilot, able to effortlessly do things that it took endless practice for lance to get decent at. of course lance starts to hate him, who wouldn’t in that position. not to mention the months spent being constantly compared to keith. to have keith— that keith— fall in love with lance would be so narratively delicious. to have someone so seemingly perfect look up to you? to have someone so seemingly perfect show he isn’t by being vulnerable and open and trusting you to not to be cruel? chefs kiss MUAH
ummm tldr blue paladin lance forever and ever and also the full quote is ��a jack of all trades is a master of none, but oftentimes better than a master of one.”
#don’t think this is a popular opinion but it’s mine!#i feel like since canon did him so dirty the fandom overcompensated by making him The Best At Everything Ever#and imo that’s also doing him dirty#let him be flawed!! it makes for a better story and a better character#again. (spongebob holding out hands under a big shadow) in my opinion#<- he’s terrified of rabid lance stand crawling out of 2016-2018 era tumblr and killing him#*stans jfc#txt#lance#keith&lance
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2019 to (wip) 2024... holy moly
#mother series#earthbound beginnings#ninten halloway#lloyd schneider#ana brewton#im gnna use the last names from that one book cuz I like them:)#ill go back and revise my old posts to change the tags#so happy my vision of the characters are becoming fully realized#I've learned a lot since 2018-2019...#I love u mother 1 forever and ever
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cannot stop laughing at NG (new guy), Iris' new mate, stepping on her head as he tries to get to the other side of the nest to rearrange a stick. he's hopefully getting a proper name soon according to the hellgateosprey twitter
#plane text#most impolite new mate ever#i jest!!! i love him#he's been fantastic so far since her old mate has basically abandoned her for good since NG came#she is FINALLY getting fish from a mate so she might actually be able to raise a chick this year since she's not had one since Louis' last#full year at the nest in 2018 i think with L'el'e
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People will say some fascinating shit about me, like, it's bewildering to observe the game of telephone that's been played over the past three years. A major game of one truth and twenty lies per every post.
#Saw someone claim I coined transandrophobia as a way of reacting to my nsft callout post#Despite the fact that my callout post was in 2021 and I coined transandrophobia around 2017 and started using it vocally in 2018#Saint speaks#Saintly drama#Saw someone DMs screnshots of someone that's been apparently stalking me which had one truth and then a bunch of wild ass lies right after#And it's literally just so wack#Yes I searched my url#Have to block people pre-emptively since Saint Dionysus Panic is apparently going around again#Ugh#Don't people ever get tired of trying to delegitmitize trans men's language through the power of puritism and lying their asses off about m
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The last Sess I posted was in 2018 I think, though this time he gets manga colors.
#my art#inuyasha#sesshomaru#the tag scared me away for quite awhile ever since cough cough 2020 but it's settled down now so I've returned#thank u to anyone in the tags that have been drawing a lot of inuyasha content lately it brought me back#and while 2018 is the last sess art i /posted/ anywhere it was not the last art i drew haha#i've drawn many ocxsess pics so it's not like i'm out of practice drawing him (tho i'll likely never post those..)#i like sess with one arm i think him overcompensating for it in a fight is a fun visual to match with his ego ..
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Still caught up yet so no spoilers but this comic is still messing me up so bad and I CANT wait until I’m caught up to talk about it
I feel as though the story is going in a direction specifically crafted to break my heart. You CANT just say the fate of the world is potentially hinged on Redcloak being able to admit that everything he has ever worked towards has been a mistake
I don’t even know if he CAN DO THAT
If you are like me (you may be entitled to some financial compensation) and have adapted a Redcloak-centric approach to literary analysis you will know that this comic has a storied history of characters who are given ample opportunity to do and be better and then DONT
Even the ones with Noble intentions (looking at you Miko, love you) can become fixated on their incorrect view of the world. Miko could’ve recognized that she was wrong but that would require changing her entire worldview to one where she has committed tremendous harm. So she didn’t. Maybe with time she would’ve but time is finite.
If we look to the contrary, we see people like Varsuvius. To a much lesser extent, people like The Monster in the Shadows and Belkar.
And weirdly, people like Redcloak.
Redcloak realized that his treatment of the Hobgoblins was petty and pointless, and even though it meant accepting that the blood of thousands was wrongfully on his hands he was still able to confront his faults and change. Of course, that change took a hobgoblin directly sacrificing their life to save his, and he didn’t really have to change that much. He got to say that the mission was still correct, he just needed to include hobgoblins under the goblin umbrella to make it work. He’s not a racist but he’s “speciesist” and that’s a-okay
This is a deeper admission of fault.
And it’s messing me up that after all this time I spent accepting that Redcloak is a villain and probably isn’t going to change for the better and will most likely die- I get the possibility of redemption DANGLED OVER MY DANG HEAD. Like I love it but also damnit I grieved!!! Don’t give me hope like this. Don’t throw a bone to the part of my brain that is way too sympathetic to villains with tragic circumstance and noble goals. Im trying to mentally prep myself for Redcloak to die an unrepentant villain who was too stuck in his ways and afraid to put his people’s safety over his feelings over here. Don’t make me root for Redcloak more than I already am it’s stupid!!!
#order of the stick#oots#Redcloak#Oots spoilers#(I guess? Not modern ones since this is 2018 stuff but y’know)#Ever hyperfixate so hard you give yourself a headache?#I have been in and out of bizarre state of excitement and euphoria#So extreme that it borders on panic attack at times#This is what not being able to stim properly does to a mf I’m pretty sure
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YOU GUYS!!! Y'ALL!! RAMMFANS!!!??!?!? 😍
I got it cheaper than the guy originally wanted.
And I have seen them go for more in other countries (without shipping to Norway). This was sold by some local dude 30 minutes away from me by car...WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF THAT!?!? (If you don't know..I don't live in a big city. I live in hillbilly..christian sheit hole. So just to find something like this for sale over here is mind blowing!)
I think these rubber bois looks good with me! 💋
1000 copies..almost 15 years old and still pretty much unopened! (And some of those 1000 pieces are most likely destroyed by now by pets..flooding..fire..accidents..you name it! So you can asure that less than 1000 pieces has survived today. And I got one of them!! I want to vomit out of sheer happiness! 😍
And yes. It's prettier in person! (Much bigger than you expect..but that might be a good thing? 😘 (nah I won't open it!)
One of the best days of 2024!!🙌
#this was worth it...I still feel shaky and sick in my stomach out of pure happiness! 🥰#lifad#liebe ist für alle da#rammstein lifad#rammstein#till lindemann#paul landers#flake lorenz#richard kruspe#christoph schneider#oliver riedel#I am tempted to carefully remove the cardboard just to reveal the full body of these rubber bois#but I am scared I'll rip the cardboard or rip the plastic of the bois' by accident! 😟#oh baby this was worth every penny! 😍🤲#rammstein lifad deluxe set#I don't have my own place again yet ...so I have to tuck it in a shelf for now but when I finally do move away from here..#back to sweden maybe? ...then I am going to have a little R+ corner#I am not a huge collector by any means but I have always wanted this one ever since I became a fan in 2017-2018#and now I have it and it feels like a dream! 💖
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i haven’t been actively in phandom since 2016 and i came across your anniversary theory the other day while trying to catch up, and since you originally wrote it in 2018 i was wondering if there’s been any new details in the meantime! (if this is okay to ask)
i'm so sorry but i'm medicated now
#jam replies#totally okay to ask! i just haven't been on my essay writing shit since i was kind of dying and unmedicated for that while#overmedicated for my adhd (they had me on 40 mg of adderall a day) and also having like.. a redbull a day#singapore trip 2017 overlapped w japhan and blackpool#they didn't go on trips in 2016 or 2018 bc of tour#2019 was the leadup to coming out and they didn't go on a trip in april so i was certain they“#*they'd come out & then they went to japan actually in the fall so like#the six month delay hasn't been necessary so there isn't ever going to be an update to the theory but if u wamt to see my past asks etc#you can check my#anniversary theory#tag
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Me, wondering if I’ve become immune to media, that, even if I find something I enjoy a lot, there’s been nothing in a few years that has rocked me to my core & become a fundamental part of who I am, so maybe I’ve just read/watched/listened to too much and can no longer be affected as deeply as I used to be: 😐
Kevin Perjurer: …so what a monumental achievement it is to be remembered for four.
Me:
#defunctland#defuncttv#kevin perjurer#Disney channel’s theme: a history mystery#ok to rb if you really want to#I’ve watched it 3 times in 2 days and there is no sign of me stopping yet#like obviously there’s been a lot of books and shows and podcasts and etc that I’ve LOVED in the past few years#but the picture of Dorian gray has been my favorite book since 2017 and Dreamboy has been my favorite podcast since 2018#and nothing else has ever come CLOSE to the amount of crack those two are laced with for me#I just can’t see this docu getting old for me#anyway I’m exhausted and probably incoherent and cannot stop thinking about this docu so y’all get to hear about it#even though I only make original posts on here once every 100 years or so
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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Ohhh…
#super old wipswhss#I found them scrolling through my main twitter#I noticed that I had to scroll a long time to find most of my art in my media I suck so bad 🗣️#since I posted screenshots of anime and reaction images more than art lmfao#these are still okay even tho I’ve improved#the bnha wip is from 2017 and the fma wip is from 2018… i still want to finish the fma one if I can get the original file back one of these#days#everything is on my old laptop ugh#my art#i remember wanting to challenge myself with drawing group pieces back then lol#sena is from 2018 🥺#o and T doodle is from 2017 as well#jolyne is from 2016 whaaa#for the jolyne wips I was planning on drawing her in ever canon outfits including all of the ones I could find in the art books and so on#at that time#I’d already sketched up like a good 15 Jolynes or so???#I had sm planned hhhh#sorry for the bnha stuff I was really into it back then lol#the fans made me not want to interact with it anymore tbh
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Not sure how many Sabrina fans follow me so I’m hoping this does well within the tags. I personally have been a fan since Girl Meets World aired, so half a year before her 1st album came out
#raineyrambles#why did I think emails I can’t send came out this year#what do you mean it’s been a year and a half#sabrina carpenter#emails i can't send#girl meets world#I feel like I don’t ever talk about Sabrina on this blog even though I’ve been obsessed with her since before even Taylor#I used to make so many edits of the two of them back in like 2018 lol#so you can imagine my shock and enthusiasm that they’re literally on tour together now
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is there an opposite of nostalgia where you remember sth as worse than it actually was in order to stop yourself from missing it so much it dissolves you like a wet straw wrapper
#whatever that's called it's me with my MA#like if you offered me a fun and cushy well paid job in london now i'd seriously have to think about it bc like. ugh yknow#but i read my 2018/19 journal yesterday and i mean. what the fuck.#every day's like ''read 2 books and went to 5 museums. met [person i don't know i will come to love till i die yet] they seem nice :)''#i don't know how that period was so charmed but my god#it really WAS beautiful and good and special. it was better than i remembered last time i was in london.#everyone in class had my exact brand of brainworms. every friendship was the most intense thing ever. ppl liked me and i wasn't even trying#every week they'd make me read ten works of world literature and it fucking ruled#like even if goldsmiths hadn't gutted their literature department since then this wouldn't be replicable idk it was a different dimension
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i have a sideblog for asian (but mostly thai) series now:
@blatantprinterpropaganda 🖨✨
feel free to follow me over there, not follow me over there, or get creative and invent a secret third option!
#this has been a LONG time coming. for the sake of my own sanity i neeeeed to give this its own spot#there's nothing wrong with all-in-one blogs it's just turning into an annoyance to me personally#i need to find the type of stuff i'm looking for in my drafts without having to hit the j key 20 times#i need to not drown out the general/other fandom content i was reblogging here so i can't find anything ever!!#hence. the beautiful and elegant sideblog solution. for the first time since 2018#for the sake of my own sanity and as a nice bonus possibly also yours if you're feeling a little I Did Not Sign Up For This recently#*
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