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umm rate the birthday invitation i guess???? my mom really wanted me to draw something, so i just.... did this lol
#censored for obvious reasons#y'all don't get to know my real name or where i live#even though it's really easy to guess-#but yeah#my mom was weirdly insistent that i draw something#i don't really show anyone irl my art so uh#that's probably why#also absolutely HATE how knuckles looks#i never draw him because i struggle with his forehead </3#had to make shadow's inner ears (?) light bc i am NOT telling my family abt my headcanons#oh yeah i don't show anyone my stuff bc so much of it is just straight up shipping#and sonic fanart is just Inherently Cringe to me#i feel like if i showed someone in real life what i draw they would just go “oh..............”#and AUGH that feels awful#bc sometimes something i like is mentioned#so i immediately start talking about it#and i can feel the “how do i get out of this conversation” vibes coming off them#wait how did i get to this#this post is abt my birthday party wtf#yapped so much to myself i had a whole topic change#ummmmm anyways#knuckles the echidna#tails the fox#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic fandom#my birthday#sonic movie 3#i guess??#ravioliart
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ahhhh 😌
the relief of getting to build pottery again after… like three weeks 😬
finally starting on some commissions I’ve had on my whiteboard since 2024! feels good
#it’s weird how when you stop doing something for awhile#sometimes your brain decides restarting is really hard#even though there really isn’t much difference between me not building a mug because I wasn’t making pottery#vs me not building a mug because I’m busy building plates#the skills aren’t going to atrophy quickly but boy does my brain try to pretend they will!#I can still play cello for fuck’s sake and I haven’t played regularly since like 2007#THOSE skills have atrophied#along with my callouses#but I can still play#I had a failure on a big piece right before the end of 2024#and then I stubbornly beat my head against a challenge that was really ridiculous#the clay was too hard but I just couldn’t leave the sculpture alone!#it failed#surprising no one#and then it was kiln time#and I had no time or energy for creating#so I felt kind of stuck I guess#I knew if I gave myself a really easy first day#everything would be fine#and I was right lol#I’m back to making
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trirev design notes
#livio hates the feeling of his hair on the back of his neck i imagine#razlo hates the feeling of being percieved maybe#this is their compromise#also a pretty easy fronting indicator for them too#if not a little stereotypical#trirev#trigun revenant#livio the double fang#razlo the tri punisher of death#wasn't sure if i was gonna post this tbh but i need something 2 take the edge off#'i need to unwind' i say as i squeeze a comically small livio in my hhands#ample art#does this even count. i guess it does#it's more of a doodle really#perhaps everything can be art in the hands of the right person though
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Do you ever just get so bored you make a whole Alt design on the spot ...
I drew her nakey too so I could reference her markings if I ever needed. She got the pants built into her bro
#percy's art#percy's rambles#art#dandys world fanart#dandys world#dw shelly#tag yap time#no this isnt replacing the olive cookie inspired design#its just an alt cuz i get bored drawing the same thing iver and over again and its been 6 months so.🔥#i wanted to make her look more. researcher than my other one#though it doenst really look like that#without her coat she looks like a teacher ngl#which i guess works#shes the dino fact toon so#🔥#those are supposed to be patches on her overalls btw#i see barely anyone bring up how shellys learning how to sew??#needs to be touched on it could have so many cute interactions guys#but for this design its just a neat reference#on one of her kegs its her ability icon :]#i really just wanted to do something different all my shelly designs have stripes id some sort EVEN GRANDPA EYEBROWS#no stripes for this one.. easy to draw and animation friendly.. i think..#i wanted to do a different shape on her face also most if my desighs got some v shape#idk how great it looks but im happy w it for now#i got shellys of all ranges now. we got extremely fluffy to feathery to literally scaley . and this ones kinda inbetween#redesign#i dont color pick btw i just slap whatever#patch
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you know. i love both of my uncles dearly. but trying to have a theological conversation with my maternal uncle is so vastly different from having a theological conversation with my paternal uncle that then i'll sit by myself in silence and wonder "how are you BOTH my uncles"
#unfortunately my maternal uncle continues to try to dissuade me from my vocation :/#we were on the drive down to kings island and i was just sitting there. begging God for patience and charity#because unfortunately his arguments were pretty much all boiling down to the essence of “i went to catholic school”#but like. the protestant edition#and God bless my sister who was riding with us because she really did try to stick up for me (she was unsuccessful)#it's just. sigh. frankly i find it a little insulting. because he constantly seems to imply that falling away from the faith#is something of an inevitability? and that having a strong and vibrant faith is like. childish??#he literally used the term “honeymoon phase”#and then brought up like. the people in the church who are hypocritical#as if i didn't know about hypocrisy already#and i was like. first of all i'm already AWARE that the church is full of sinners (see: I have not come to heal the healthy but the sick)#and secondly. I LITERALLY AM NOT CATHOLIC BECAUSE OF THE PEOPLE. (SEE: DO NOT PUT YOUR FAITH IN PRINCES)#I AM IN THIS FOR CHRIST AND CHRIST ALONE. AND AS FOR THE HONEYMOON PHASE STUFF.#I HAVE LITERALLY THOUSANDS OF BROTHERS AND SISTERS WHO WENT BEFORE ME AND WERE LITERALLY MURDERED#IN GRUESOME WAYS#FOR THEIR FAITH. IT IS NOT EASY TO BE CATHOLIC AND I KNOW THIS#I'M YOUNG BUT I AIN'T STUPID#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH#anyway. my OTHER uncle is a delight to talk to about things of God. he is a very devout evangelical and we have many excellent conversation#some real ecumenical dialogue#so it's always kind of a very refreshing palate cleanser#but unfortunately he lives much further away than my other uncle so i don't see him as much#also i feel the need to mention that even though i'm frustrated with my first uncle i love him very much#and i guess that's where the root of my frustration comes from you know?#like i can tell that he THINKS he's looking out for me. it's just that that could not be further from the truth#anyway. that's all#margin rambles#catholicism
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The biggest problem with trying to come up with a dream Sparks setlist is that I truly want them to play just about every song. Or at least 80% of them, would that really be too much to ask..
#the funniest thing about this statement is that well they actually Did That once. hashtag 2008 hashtag sparks spectacular#but i was 6 years old and in the wrong country. classic story#really though how am i supposed to choose my biggest contenders out of all the 00s songs howwwwww#throwback to about a month ago and watching the 1999 balls show and going 'they should play this again' at every song#i mean wouldn't it be amazing to hear more than a sex machine followed by do-re-mi. adding this to my bucket list to be honest#also balls. balls HAS to stay on the setlist. yeah so many songs that i don't want to lose either it's so tough#well all in all this is not an easy task but i must do it for the possible insurmountable joy of guessing something right#ala what happened in november even though i had no written list of those just a couple of wishes & so many came true.. heard my fav song..#also i've been wondering if this could be the end of so may we start as the show opener but can do things my own way work quite as well here#maybe they should open with like. dick around. guys. that would be so sick. actually with the MAD! theme of the tour#could we maybe get some more darker and angrier songs perhaps you know...#what are all these bands so angry about? the most underrated LB banger. it would go so hard. do you see my vision#and it has some lyrical themes reminiscent of DTMOW i think. it all makes so much sense i need to ponder this all more#goosepost
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my toxic trait btw is that while I have no qualms about obliterating them, I think most of the BG3 villains are kinda tragic and I can't help feeling bad for them
#not Raphael or Mizora though#but Ketheric and Orin and Gortash definitely to various degrees#and even Cazador#I really like the stuff we learn about him when doing Astarion's quest because it drives home the fact that they're narrative foils#it's very easy to hate Cazador and very easy to sympathise with Astarion#but Cazador was once in Astarion's place and Astarion will 100% become the next Cazador unless you stop him#just really interesting imo#so anyway guess I'll add Sarevok to the list. why not#Ranger's gaming adventures
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I am so close to having voice claims for all my primary and secondary Overmorrow ocs, but trying to find those remaining few is driving me mad. Like the voice is there! In my head! But no one is matching it :(
#roadie rambles#overmorrow misc#the main characters were so easy…understandably I’m having trouble with the more secondary characters#minor ones I don’t care too much about but it’d be nice if all the ‘bigger’ characters had voice claims#just personal preference I guess#what’s really funny is that I have a voice claim for charis’ grammy even though she literally does not speak ever
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Trying something a little more risque this month and drawing dakimakuras for the fun of it! But yeah since it's kind of spicy I put the full in the undercut.
April Fools!
Why is it so hard to draw people naked?! Why am I so bad at drawing naked people?! (Well, it's not what I promised, but here's some guro style dakimakuras instead.)
#Insanity Draws#Insanity of Mojiru#透明な無名世界#Highly encouraging spicy stuff of my OCs even though I'm really bad at drawing it myself LOL#Unless gore counts as a spice then I guess not bad at drawing spicy in exactly one aspect LOLOL#Why is it hard for me to draw embarrassing things for them but really easy for me to bully them? Hm?#Fun story: I was at coloring Tatsumi at this point when I just broke down laughing because what am I doing? X'D
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#''can we make a correction even though it's already been published?''#of course! I'm nice and accommodating and it's really easy to fix the typo or whatever it is you found#but that does not give free license to send me a full document of tweaks and additions hello?#adding entire quotes like ''do I need to cite this uwu''#YES you need to cite that. and we already unlinked footnotes because. you know. it's already been typeset#so if you ever give me the citation info I guess I'll have to add it in and manually re-number everything#''we want this done by the end of the day'' <the AUDACITY#if you wanted to make all those changes to your paper you should have made them in all the other rounds of edits we did!#not AFTER you approved the final document and it was published#and now it feels like a timecrunch because the thing is already out in the world?#well that serves you right. doesn't it#I'm going to do it but I just have to complain#esp bc I'm not talking to this author directly and I don't want to be mean to the intermediary. not his fault the poor guy
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catch me doing dishes instead of my homework because I don't have to present my sink to the class.
#possibly maybe will be doing more crunch drawings again?#I have ideas for them all the time. I just don't get around to drawing them#really struggling with the mortifying ordeal of being known lately#like always for my whole life. but it's easy to ignore it when you're not trying to push past it#it's when you try to face a fear that it gets scary#I guess that means I'm doing something right#but holy shit I was literally sitting on the couch with my fucking heart pounding at the thought of sharing my next project with my class#even though it literally doesn't matter!!#but it's ever so slightly personal so I'm dreading it#and because I'm dreading it I'm not working on it#hhhhhhh#afraid to do a bad job so I'm not doing it at all#I can't even explain it#ms paint#crunchworld#mspaint
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I have not watched RWBY in years but it is very sad to see it get fucked with the shut down of roosterteeth. I honestly genuinely hope it gets picked up (and rebooted cough) by some people that are passionate about it and won’t treat it as a cash grab
#sincline txt#RWBY#RWBY was actually such a huge part of my childhood#it’s sad to see it not reach its end even if I wasn’t following it anymore#I really do think it has so much potential and that a reboot would really be able to do right by it#but I guess we’ll have to wait and see#if nobody else will… I WILL#lol can u imagine#fr though I would have fun with that#anyways#yada yada I hate how easy it is for big corporations to throw away passion and artistry
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One thing that is difficult about writing historical fiction is when you’ve set your story up in the same time frame as major historical events, which you KNOW would be on your characters’ radar yet they don’t impact the plot. What is too much? What is too little?
#writing#it’s hard like if I just brush over it completely it’s like huh? did you forget this major event that some of these characters would know#and would almost certainly have feelings about#or if you only mention it in passing it’s doing a disservice to the significance of this event#it’s just not part of the story#in the case I’m working with it’s a bit understandable because it’s still very early into the event but#this shit is going to be on their minds and if they themselves never impacted it will likely impact people they know#some of them could kind of ignore it but they are also in proximity to two characters who I’m certain won’t be able to ignore it#but because it’s so early I can maybe get away with mentioning it only in passing#like they don’t know how bad shit will get because it’s only the beginning and they’re naive early 20-somethings#sometimes it’s easy and seemless to incorporate historical events#my other historical story it’s so easy to mix Word War 2 into the protagonist’s childhood because that’s why her brother is the way he is#because of PTSD from a traumatic event that I’ve literally mapped to real life events that happened because it worked the puzzle pieces fit#they don’t always though#and that’s the issue with this story#also these characters are all dealing with a lot of shit so external events might not really be the biggest thing on their minds#like we need to deal with the pressing shitstorm we’ve chosen to jump headfirst into#tag rambles#none of these characters are the type to stand idly by or at least they aren’t by the end of the story#and it’s also like every one of my 5 protagonists will have shit to say even if it’s not something they personally might have to deal with#because part of being in a small group of the only people who know the full story about something is that it creates a bond#like these are literally their ride or die people#I love them so much#all 5 of them are my pookies#and yes I have also been in a situation where it’s like okay I guess these are my people where we all know too much now lol#and there’s definitely a bonding element to that#like no one else will ever get it in a way some other people do#it’s much less dramatic in my case
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Just finished my Europol exam and it was easier than I thought so we vibe
#only one question i guessed on#abt muslim representation in left wing parties#which i knew the answer they just used a term that ik means smth else instead of the one that means that specific kind of representation so#i said false even though the rest was true. so well see how that goes#even though the last exam also turned out to be easy (got a 98) was a bit worried abt this one bc i havent really done any of the readings#since we switched textbooks after the last exam#but we chillin so#only problem now is that i have a half hour to kill before my next class. so im just chilling in the lounge in a nearby building#bc the building i go to next is dogshit and gross
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So busy with Sparkstember that I almost forgot that I go back to school on tuesday
#honestly maybe it's better this way. i'd rather just not care at all rather than be super stressed about it#just like i've been doing with every little thing for most of my life#might have missed the date when we were supposed to choose our elective courses. well whatever Lol#and i still don't even know what my schedule is or what classes i have this semester oopsie#well the university itself doesn't seem particularly pressed about giving us the schedule either#but i'd probably better still read up on the classes at least before they start#i don't have high hopes for this year just like with the last. probably should just stop pretending that i still want to study anything atp#this wasn't even my first choice of a course bcs i had to prepare for that damn exam to be accepted for my preffered one#but i couldn't be bothered to study for it again which probably should have told me enough abt whether going into this again is a good idea#i'm so tired just thinking about it but i know that actually looking for a job and then having a job will be a thousand times worse so uh#but at least i'd have my own money and start doing something ughhhh. useful maybe. who knows what it will be though#i have no ideaaaaaa. but this feels like just putting off the inevitable. like at some point i need to get my shit together#i will probably report at the end of the next week about how i'm so done already#i don't really knowwww mannnnnm. i don't feel like i had any vacation at all even though 3 months have already passed#and i also sort of didn't prepare something relatively easy to do that would have given me an actual document#that would confirm that i actually finished that part-time school thing last semester#can't really be bothered to come back to it at this point though#well at least i learned something actually useful and interesting from that and that's enough for me tbh#and a lot of it is also relevant to my current area of interest (digital drawing and computer graphics in general)#well speaking of which i'd better just get back to drawing now lol. just one more left to finish!!!#in short i guess that my new way of dealing with stress is just ignoring it all#well it's worked in some way at least so it can't be an entirely bad thing lol#goosepost
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and I'm having thoughts again
so I've been watching that John Larroquette interview that I reblogged on repeat for half an hour now and I'm just. man I am so very....... okay I'm trying not to say that I'm stupid anymore but god what else is there to say. it's making me feel like my brain just turns off and all there is is static and [insert very high frequency screaming sound].
like I would love to be able to have actual thoughts about this shit but I am not. I just love love love people who think about shit and face their issues and work on getting better. and talk about it. like it's just a thing that happened. because it is. it's not 'oh you did bad shit in your past so you're fucked forever now'. it's 'bad shit happened, I did bad things, I confronted it, I made different choices' and that's it. I just. man I'm feeling really emotional and am probably gonna have a good long cry about this now.
#one thought that I had when my brain stopped just loudly screaming at me was#oh I totally always think I wouldn't ever end up in a cult. because it's not something that would appeal to me and shit. I'm suspicious of#anything like that. one person claiming to know everything and all that#and it just hit me like. DUDE. you would absolutely 100% end up in a cult if the right guy was leading it#like if he had a cult that I could join right now? oh dude I'd be so in. kinda joking but also like. come on I am so fucking obsessive I#would absolutely fall for that#(and lets not even get into the whole thing of actually getting attention from the person I'd be obsessed with. oh it'd be bad. it'd fuck#me up. I'd be so easy to convince if we're being honest....)#but anyway I just. I don't know#honestly though? I just love studying one person at a time from afar like. hi I would immediately explode if I ever met this man I could not#handle it. but I can absolutely find out everything I can about him and study him like. something that normal people would study idk I'm#insane.#anyway man that was a weird tangent#true tho.#I don't want to make light of actual addictions like alcoholism. I'm not. addicted I guess. but I'm absolutely fucking obsessive about shit#and I absolutely know it cannot be healthy to keep doing this#like dude you have no life because all you do is watch other people live theirs. why am I studying this man's life like it matters. it's not#making anything better. knowing every damn thing he did in the 80s will not make up for the fact that I don't have. anything.#fuck now I'm really crying oh well this really took a weird turn#fuuuuck.#personal
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