#evan buckley never change

[neapeaikea]

We got the meta of Buck being fascinated by Brad's accent, and we got Oliver and Callum interacting in the same scene. Mind blown.

I will one hundred per cent take this as confimation that Buck watches Hotshots. Get ready for the next trope in every Bucktommy fic ever.

[neapeaikea]

So they are kissing!

#tommy said don't lie to the ghost evan.

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

#Ryan & Oliver Whenever They Say Something They Shouldn't About Buddie

[lstatdelioncourt]

9-1-1 | 6.13 MIXED FEELINGS AIRED APRIL 10TH, 2023

[whatohitsonfirewelp]

Guys can we please talk about how HUGE buck being bisexual is?

We have more people watching the show because a man was made bi and he hits NONE of the gay stereotypes.

People are doing it because this is so so so rare!!

People are doing it out of SPITE for the homophobic fans!!

People are watching the first season and are in SHOCK because oh?? There’s a lesbian black couple?? With a CHILD??? Oh there’s a gay 911 operator???

Guys it’s just

So many people are discovering this amazing beautiful show and the queer characters and now THEY get to see themselves as well!! THEY get to experience this joy with us!!

Because 911 is so much more than Evan Buckley. It’s so much more than Hen and Karen and Josh. It’s so much more because of them. It’s so much more because we have such a diverse and amazing cast. It’s so much more because they talk about topics of abuse, ptsd, family trauma (for SEVERAL characters), therapy for MEN, the grief of losing a partner or a parent or a child. It’s fully a found family show!!

And it’s so beautiful to see people hear about this show and watch it and feel seen. That Evan Buckley being bisexual opened a door for so many people that never knew it was ever there.

[neapeaikea]

Hehehhe, I very much noted that line.

9-1-1 - SEASON 8 EPISODE 5 EVAN BUCKLEY

[momowoah]

Eddie asking himself how could Buck be the same after the lightning strike and wondering if that means they lost the something that they had before. Telling Buck "Experiences like this, they change us. So what changed in you?" during the cemetery scene knowing full well that what changed for him when he died was that he realized he was in love with Buck, but that wasn't what changed for Buck. After being told by Buck that he feels like Natalia truly sees him. Eddie's death pushing him towards Buck and Buck's death being the reason why Eddie decided to pull away, because Buck didn't find it out and he thought it meant he didn't feel the same. I'm unwell.

[existential-queeer]

"God, I hope so."

[to-be-a-dreamer]

Okay so I'm from the Newsies fandom which means I know how to make character backstories out of literally nothing and I'm done with my "This makes no sense what were the writers thinking?" stage of grief after the BuckTommy breakup and it's time to go to work and start asking "What could have happened to make this make sense?".

Because regardless of what you think about Tommy, it's very clear that the writers have characterized him (in the current stage of his life) as someone who has put in a lot of work to become a better person, is a very steady figure, and feels very confident in himself and his identity. We've also been told and shown that he and Buck care for each other a lot and neither of them wanted this relationship to end. So the question is, what happened in Tommy's past that could have caused this very confident, mature person to realize he's falling in love with his partner and then choose to leave?

"I'm your first, not your last."

How many times has Tommy been someone's first? How many times has he shown another man this new side of himself, taught them what it means to be queer and how to love yourself for it, and been left behind once they figured themselves out? How many times has he been someone's first and had a whirlwind romance, only to be left brokenhearted because his partners had a whole new world opened up to them only to realize they didn't want Tommy to be a part of that world?

Does Tommy think of himself as the guy people have fun with, not the guy they want to marry? Does Tommy think there's something wrong with him, that there's a reason no one ever sees a future with him? Do you think he's always told himself that he would keep trying, that it's worth the potential heartbreak to find out if this next guy might be the one who stays?

Did the way Buck was talking about their relationship being transformative for him just sound too familiar? Did he think Buck liked him because he was showing him something new, not because he could ever actually love someone like Tommy? Do you think he could never imagine Buck liking him anywhere near as much as Tommy liked him?

Do you think he realized he was falling in love with Buck, and the idea of losing him like all the others was just too much? Do you think he knew the potential heartbreak of someone as incredible as Buck deciding he didn't want Tommy in his future wasn't worth it this time? Do you think he was afraid of falling in love with Buck, of falling so deeply in love that he wouldn't be able to recover when Buck left him like all the others? Do you think he decided it was better to break things off with Buck before he could finish falling in love with him?

Do you think they could come back from this? That maybe, just maybe, if Tommy told Buck about all of his fears that he could convince Tommy that it is worth it to find out if they could make it?

"I'm not the guy people decide to spend their life with. They- you'll finish figuring yourself out and realize you don't want a future with me. And that's okay, I just... I don't want to let myself finish falling in love with you first because I won't survive losing you after that."

"Do you think that little of me? That I'm just using you for my own personal gain and that I'll leave you in the dust as soon as I get what I want?"

"I... No. No, I don't think you would do that."

"Then give us a chance. Let me show you that this is more than just an awakening for me. Let me prove that I want to finish falling in love with you too."

Because I think that's what Tommy's afraid of. He's a person who's spent a lot of time self-reflecting and he knows himself so well, especially his faults. I think he’s afraid of Buck seeing all of those faults and realizing he doesn’t love Tommy as much as he thought he did. Loving someone means you see every part of them and want to be with them anyways.

I think Tommy is terrified of falling in love with someone because he can't imagine anyone loving him back.

[stolenkissesdiaz]

something so sinister about how whenever we have eps where we see eddie through bucks pov (2x01 & 7x04) eddie’s captured in a way that’s strikingly similar to how we see ryan captured through oliver’s lens. literally.

[tommygotwrittenoff]

i just think if roles were reversed and buck was the one saying those gay ass lines to eddie, eddie wouldve proposed like four seasons ago

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

#Jumping Out Of The Firetruck Like

[neapeaikea]

I get that I'm reading too much into this, but Tommy looks so fond and so 'wtf' at the same time, he's such a goner. Love that for him.

9-1-1 – 8.05: Masks

[chronicowboy]

can't believe how much fanfic 911 has canonised in 6b i mean: buck sleeping on the diaz couch, buddie being silly to a codependent degree, christopher at sleepovers, buddie having life-alteringly serious conversations about their ndes, chris and buck baking for school together, jealos buddie both ways, and now eddie has moved his seat in the engine closer to buck's through the power of homosexual pining

[aroeddiediaz]

(Personal opinion) ENOUGH of Chris giving Eddie a shovel talk about Buck!! Eddie does not need to be made to feel ashamed of his past relationships by Chris when he already feels enough of that on his own.

Chris being afraid of what happens if the relationship ends is fine. Eddie and Chris probably will have a heart to heart to reassure him that no matter what happens Buck will be there.

And then Chris should go and have a (light hearted) shovel talk with BUCK. Because Eddie is still his dad that he loves and trusts. Yes including after Kim.

[diazheartsbuckley]

Okay so I know that I’ve been offline for a while so I haven’t seen everything that’s been going on recently

I have however seen people being like, “oh Tommy doesn’t understand Buck” or being like, “Eddie treats Buck so much better”

I hate to be the bearer of bad news but you can’t compare Buck and Tommy’s relationship to Buck and Eddie’s relationship??

Buck has known Tommy for maybe…a month? Two months at the end of season 7?

And he has known Eddie for over SIX YEARS??

Of course Tommy isn’t going to be able to understand Buck as well as Eddie does because he hasn’t been given a fighting chance yet??

Comparing their relationships is like comparing apples to bananas and being like, “oh they’re both fruits so they must be the same!!”

No??

Yes all these three men are fruity as hell but they cannot and should not be compared

That will be all from me tonight 🤭