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skelebab · 1 year ago

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Y'all I am once again coming to you with a plea for help (I'm so bad at making my own decisions and I love polls sm)

#rottmnt #rottmnt fic #disaster twins #rottmnt oc #etc etc idrc #if this gets no votes i just won't do anything #(if podfics win and you've made a small fic i would totally take a crack at it)#im not a voice actor at all and i stutter sometimes #but we need some fluff or smthn #those podfics are scary #poll #im gonna have to figure out how to record audio 🤔#idk ill figure it out #probs

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lemongogo · 1 month ago

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is this the part where i say i like jaymel . bc i do

#as w other shows idrc about the pairings that much bc who gaf but #i do like them .. or did . idk i guess jayce is dead n gone 4ever I CANTT #but i like how it started out as a transactional / political thing #give me hextech and ill give you prestige/renown #and then it snowballing in2 something more organic and genuine thanks in large part to external circumstance #that allows them to look inwards and actually appreciate that mutual and consistent support #i Also like . that they stumble a bit .. having never talked ab the nature of their initial relationship > jayce’s time in the rune #and how it left him feeling embittered and resentful to the point where his trust towards her withered a bit #and mel feeling frustrated and indignant that he’d think so lowly of her/that she’d conspire against him etc etc #to then pointing out his own careless behavior/thought patterns . equals pointing fingers #them having changed so much over the course of the series .. ^__^..#ngl they do feel kind of forced / convenient as far as the writing goes and im rly only thinking ab the meat of s2 here #but i like to think the vers i hold in my head had they more dialogue or exposition isnt ooc #i dont hate jaymelvik or anything but melvik have hardly any interaction 4 me to care ab the prospect of them tgether . i do like jayvik #though but i also like the third option of no one w viktor bx again not my priority #goikg on a tangent when no one asked #no but changed jaymel. traumatized s2act3 jaymel . yuuppppppp👆👆‼️‼️ yuuuupp #they are cute .i think they are so cute #jayce #mel #arcane #jaymel #arcane spoilers

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sharknark · 3 months ago

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⬇️rant about a really good hengren (reverse renheng) fic i read. link at the bottom give it a whirl

i've never read a fic so well-catered to my tastes before in my life and the best part is that i was so caught off guard by how good it was cuz the tags and summary had me like "right this is some omegaverse-esque, rawr XD mating shit"

but from the very first paragraph i realized it wasn't just ao3-typical possessive mating shit it was (dare i say) IN CHARACTER possessive mating shit. underappreciated dan feng lore is the two hearts shit, duty expects him to smother his own empathy and perform cruelty obediently (and that being in his dragon form literally numbs his empathy towards mortals) but then it's flipped around and he's criticized for being too heartless

there aren't a great many english fics that take advantage of the 'numbed empathy' thing, so this fic using that to explore the toxic codependency that drove dan feng to making yingxing immortal in the first place is so!

dan feng's dragon heart prioritizing it's own indulgence and power, his human heart screaming against it for empathy and restraint, but both hearts united in this possessive adoration of yingxing... dan feng is possessive to the point of harming his partner, forcing them to take his affection, inherently contradictive to the protective impulse to see the other unhurt.

dan feng makes yingxing immortal in a really sketchy operation, despite knowing that yingxing is literally defined by his pride in being a short-life. he wants yingxing to be with him so badly that he does the one thing that would hurt yingxing the most, too blinded by possession, this sickly overbearing affection, to empathetically respect yingxing's death.

yingxing lived cramming every second he could into his craft and his goals precisely because he has so much less time than all the immortal species around him, but when he's forced into immortality, his hands are scarred and ruined past the point of ever crafting again. he suddenly has so much time, all this time he would've cherished as a mortal, but is totally useless to him now that his purpose for living and passion is gone.

so there being a scene in this fic where dan feng is moping "yingxing doesn't wanna fuck because he's glued to his workshop", being followed up with a scene of dan heng fucking blade while kissing his scarred hand and crying that he's "so sorry", yeah no shit asshole, his dragon heart got what it wanted, blade has all the time in the world to fuck and nothing competing for his now limitless attention and no one's happy about it.

as arrogant about being a short-life as yingxing was, it really is compensation for the discrimination he faced for it. other immortals looked down on him, so having dan feng, THE top dog, be so deeply enamored with him stirred his own toxic codependent urges. he was so desperate to have dan feng's eternal regard that he's willing to die for him (as in the sedition), his death being the force cementing his place in dan feng's heart forever.

so the fic having yingxing ruminate on this, that he had hoped for dan feng to love him even centuries after he inevitably died, only for the fic to end with:

yeah yingxing... you left an impression... he made you immortal.... everyone's upset by this

(that's what makes dan heng forgetting blade was ever yingxing to begin with all the more painful because, you went and turned him immortal and when it backfired horrifically you went on and fucking forgot, bitch i'd be pissed to the point of centuries long bloody pursuit of vengeance too.)

here's the fic go read it and leave kudos and a comment, technically porn but i got so invested in the character study that part barely registered. also yeah if you hadn't realized already super dead-dove:

blah blah "renheng is toxic" sorry that's why i like it

#hengren #renheng #txt #fic rec #nsft #idrc about who tops but ppl who are strictly top!blade truthers... give this fic a whirl plz it's so good expand ur horizons #so many other insane ramblings i could have about this fic oh my god the way the cloudhymn magic constantly healing yingxing #parallels blade's selfhealing (a self healing he got BECAUSE dan feng made him immortal)#cementing how his current state really was created by dan feng's desire to keep him and his love eternal URHGHG #ppl have the audacity to say blade is obsessed with dan heng when it was dan feng's obsession that created blade to begin with. kms #and also dan heng's guilt the whole while is 🤌 cuz before he was like. wow. that's SO fucked up. good thing dan feng did it #surely /i'm/ not capable of that -- pan to slow realization that he's still very much dan feng #so the initial rejection of responsibility of dan feng's crimes to realizing that it's deadass just his own crimes he has to atone for #kafka being quietly and subtly comforting of blade and that making dan heng possessive . when the reason blade needs comfort to begin with #is dan heng himself. like. it's so ironic i'll die #more honorable mentions is i love dan heng calling blade 'yingxing' because it's so fucking mean #he's the bitch getting pissed everytime someone calls him dan feng or dares to insinuate he's the same person but he's the exact same bitch #totally doing a 180 on blade and treating him way more kindly after realizing he used to be yingxing #'stop treating me like the shadow of someone who's long gone' bud listen to ur own advice #the unreliable narration between the first two chapters is so fucking good like once you catch on to which dialogue is actually happening #and what was a flashback and etc etc it's SO fucking good #another honorable mention is. lmao. love it when the top cries pathetic men you'll have my heart forever and always #tons of other endless thoughts about and inspired from this fic but give that bad boy a read. so worth #also this author writes sunblade so that's how you KNOW they're enlightened

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miciiq · 9 months ago

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Got Aventurine in 60 pulls!

He’s so auxhuehuche I’m so happy I have him now

#This is actually from 10 days ago but i forgot to post it so #I started on the 20th and i just got to equilibrium 3 #Im at the part where we should leave luofu but we visit a few friends we made along the way or smth #Im so happy hes my first limited 5 star i love him #Hes my second oshi after dan heng or maybe even my first #I want to change the voicing to english for aventurine but i cant bring myself to abandon ito kento as dan heng #Maybe i can just change it to en for most of penacony and change it back when jing yuan and dan heng somehow appear #Ugh im still regretting missing out on jing yuan voiced by cyyu #But Ito kento #But i also like english dan heng too omg #Oh i also want to hear eng dr ratio bc he acts slightly differently towards aventurine compared to like jp #Like he sounded much more uh passionate in the aventurine keeping up with star rail video and i was living for it #hsr #hsr aventurine #honkai star rail #Aventurine #aventurine hsr #star rail aventurine #Hm idk im not sure if i should skip all 4 characters in 2.2 and after that (firefly and jade etc)#I have almost 100 tickets saved rn but like im not rly sure ab pulling for any of them #Idk im not really attached to any of the characters rn #Maybe i should wait for ruan mei? I don’t particularly love her tho shes inhumane but pretty idrc #Firefly and robin are apparently rly good but i feel like im baiting myself everytime i read another reddit thread and watch another video #Like idk the only 5 stars i have are yanqing dr ratio and aventurine all e0s0 and i dont feel like pulling for topaz either (boothill idk)#im really tempted to pull for jingliu but im probably going to pull for dhil maybe next year when he reruns just bc i like him so again idk

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pcktknife · 2 months ago

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wait i cant believe i shared the late night kms thoughts last night and not the late night im probably a lesbian bc i was thinkin abt ranma thought

#really atp it might just b an unspoken detail about me i refuse to buckle down and claim bc im chicken. giggles and laughs #im probably [fill in] but i dont have a job rn so idrc abt it etc etc etc etc #i was thinkin ingen about akane and then my mind just wandered to other only slightly related topics that made me think more abt it #kae.txt #just dw about it right now thats what ill say ^_^. whistling nonchalantly

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compacflt · 1 year ago

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what dog would icemav get?

im guessing no mangy devil chihuahuas or rescues (compacflt can't be seen with anything but a purebreed) golden retriever might be too on the nose, how about a malinois or a german shepherd maybe an english bulldog (ugly)

idk. i don’t really have a dog in this fight (i don’t care) (pun intended). but it definitely would have to be like a Real Dog. yeah nothing smaller than 70 lbs. a Real Dog. other than that i don’t have any opinions. could be a mutt or a rescue! but it would have to be, you know, handsome and upstanding and like, a Real Dog that you can, like, do stuff with. it is very cliche and on the nose and maybe im only saying this bc i, like, don’t care at all about dogs but ice does seem like the white lab/golden retriever guy and mav strikes me as a german shepherd guy. there are many reasons i don’t think they would ever have a dog (what would they do with the dog?) but not being able to agree on the breed might be one reason they never get a dog. arguing and bickering etc

#it would also have to be a boy.#same thing if jake & Bradley ever have/adopt a kid—has to be a boy or ice & mav are not interested #obviously for the human girl child they would have to suck it up and be good grandparents anyway but they’d have no clue what they’re doing #theyd never willingly adopt a female dog i just don’t believe it i don’t think they’re that good of people #what is a malinois?#pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #icemav #asks #i do think ice & mav would be kickass cat owners though #you know like guys in their 50s/60s don’t really care about cats and their cats don’t really care about them #but it’s a mutually beneficial relationship and like they’re chill with each other #ice finding a cat under his car during a cold winter out in the sierras #posting pictures on twitter ‘we might keep him internet help what do we do’#take him to the vet etc #my husband & i have decided to keep him. we could not agree on a name so we have decided to call him cat. here are pictures. he is polite.#etc etc all things you’d like to see from a retired admiral on Twitter #my delusions are sometimes involved #idrc whether they get a pet or not though like i just drc it’s just a literary symbol for unspoken commitment #and the ways he’s thinking about that commitment without committing to actually thinking about that commitment #one day someone will take me out back and shoot me for having tags this long

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dreamertrilogys · 1 year ago

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hii announcing my new (nick)name: lance/lancelot ☀️🏄‍♂️🪼🦈 (<- sir lancelot the knight if he was a surfer). it’s mostly for online anonymity purposes tbh thx 💥

#mutuals can still use my real name if they want idrc that much #ppl i know irl and/or have on peach/insta/etc please DO use my real name actually otherwise it’ll be weird x #.txt

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rollercoasterwords · 5 months ago

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LMFAO that was so iconic of u <3

idek if this question makes any sense,,but since there’s jily in thtf (since it’s cc) but are ur sexual to hcs usually consistent throughout what ur writing? like was jily simply for the necessity of the canon compliancy?

(that being said i LOVED thtf lily >>>)

she has sex w james in a dyke sort of manner

#ask #thtf #ok fine serious answer yeah it just depends on the story…i am not v attached to sexuality labels for any of them pretty much everyone is #a lesbian to me…hammer seeing nails etc..#also they r all fictional characters idrc that much abt labels i just care what works for the story etc

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fastidious-and-a-mess · 1 year ago

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curly hair riz is still real. to me

#fhjy #riz gukgak #fantasy high #dim 20 #etc.#*i* still remember when they said he has timothee chalamet (or however you spell it. idrc) hair

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kudamono94 · 6 months ago

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I'm trying to be more active on my blog again, so take some trash memes I spent like an hour on lol

Also sorry they're all Zapp related in advance - I got a lot of the ideas for making these at work, and with the new Futurama episodes airing in just a few days, I'd figure I'd make something for one of my favorite characters✨ That said, since I am once again trying to be more active here, it might be a while before I post anything substantial bc I want to go through and reblog stuff/sort through my blog for a bit, so in that case, if anyone likes these memes and wants to talk about the upcoming seasons/new episodes airing on the 29th, then pls feel free to spam me lol - my inbox is always open in general, but I love when people talk about Futurama especially~

(You get bonus points if you want to also talk about Fry or Zapp too btw)~

Anywho, onto the stuff I put together - and to anyone who actually turns out to like this, stick around for the read more if you're a Yancy fan, maybe ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ?

Here's that bonus Yancy content I promised lol - and to anyone who actually made it to the bottom of this post, thank you for taking the time to get here~ I hope everyone has a great day, and here's looking forward to the new episodes starting on the 29th~ Happy viewing :3

#Futurama #Kudamono94's Texts #Zapp Brannigan #Yancy Fry #Seriously tho if you made it all the way through this mess thank you so much lol #I feel so bad for all but abandoning this blog and my main blog as well as my writing for as long #as I have due to stress and work bs but due to getting back into some shows I had been meaning to #catch up on along with kindling excitement for the new Futurama and Ososan stuff (congrats guys we finally got #our 4th season lol) I've slowly been trying to get back into my hobbies - i.e. writing and just goofing off #on both this blog as well as my main #so like I said above anyone's allowed to come in my inbox and be annoying about the shows I have in my pinned like Futurama Metalocalypse #Osomatsu-san etc. idrc as long you're respectful and aren't looking to start drama/discourse we're cool yk?#Rn tho I especially wouldn't mind hearing people talk about Fry and Zapp and/or the Frapp ship so ye that's about it lol #Have a good night guys~

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koipudding · 7 days ago

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deuce uses his cauldron spell so much i forget that’s not… his unique spell yk yk

#haven’t played the game in a yr so #i forgot the proper term but idrc #deuce spade #twst deuce #twisted wonderland #twst shitpost #koi’s fish tank #but like isn’t his ability to rebound spells etc #i haven’t played since… junior yr of high school LMAOOOOO

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aquaticfreakshow-sys · 2 months ago

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Dropping syscourse has honestly made me feel so much better like as a person?? The toxicity was fucking crazy

#i still dont want to be around endo spaces because we have a very different experience to those folks. no matter what they're experiencing #like if its possible or not idrc rn but either way whatever is going on there aint happening in here so like. meh #I'll keep my experiences with DID around people who understand the lived experiences on a deeper level yknow? not that they cant. but like #yknow. non traumagenic folks wont really.... share the life experience of a traumagenic system. and again idrc if its possible or not #like the amnesia black outs and the flashbacks and the stress. the parts who dont know when/where they are still. introjects of abusers. etc #a lot of experiences that are understood more in a specific community. supported better ig #i wanna stay in communities that can really provide an understanding on the right type of level #im not trying to discredit anyones experiences i just want to focus on mine. because im forced to live in it every single day #and its a struggle. we lost our sys journal as well so like thats part of why things are scrambled rn #anyways. yeah i don't care about syscourse anymore. i have a life now

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glubandeepspace · 2 months ago

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mc's grandma serves for such a classic accidental adoption trope

shes like Eda from the owl house and mc was King in some vague way re: secrets & spooky origins n shit but ig not everyone sees/reads/cares enough to realize that that old lady / single pseudo-mom was not some malicious manipulative mastermind she was pretty normal (or tried to be!) and predictable like what was she supposed to do

face some whole ass kid she even in other ways did a lot for the comfort of like "oohh yea youre actually some kinda lab rat a lot of ppl didnt/dont gaf abt the wellbeing of if they can use you :/ u can survive a Lot of death btw but trust ur still human n can have fun :)" let alone when this kid already was / grows to be having some proclivity for self-endangerment for heroism and chasing answers ? is mc invalid for knowing abt josephine's secrets by now and still cherishing the familial memories?? god forbid women and a narrative be complex (in a way that's spelled out, even. like especially in World Underneath.)

#love and deepspace #but shes not a sexy young sexyman so whatever right ooh she was so abuuusive #especially for working for that Evil organization that TOTALLY wouldve let her just quit anytime and mc Totally wouldve been better #off w/o at least one bitch secretly caring abt mc and then giving mc a home etc #few hate the guys for their secrets / methods of protection etc im saying #i mean idrc abt others' views i'll move on quick it's just like What Are You On #glubabbles

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ohmydais · 4 months ago

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Dumb losers who I hate/aff (WIP obvi)