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nooo bc the guys at my lab table r nice 🥺 but i’m just some girl to them probably (fem presenting but i’m nonbinary) and i wanna be friends but i feel so ostracized :,/
i rlly wanna be friends but i don’t wanna come off as being a pick me and as a romantic interest.
they’re right behind me lmaooo i’m walking away very briskly to avoid them
#the struggles#sighhhh#one of them is in calc with me too#I AM INTO WOMEN#guys r cool but it sucks that one of the three is the exact flavor of guy i’m into#but he’s TAKEN#sigh#he gonna make bank too (engineering major)#the third time i’ve pined over ppl i cant have#straight women#straight dudes and ppl in committed relationships#some guys cant comprehend me wanting to be addressed with they/them while i wear a skirt and makeup#it’s for FUNN!!! not for u :/#altho with my last s/o i did somewhat dress better bc i wanted to be cute n shit but that’s bc i felt comfortable#tbh better as friends :)
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JING YUAN ON FLUTE!???? (my twt fyp is all abt leaks)
im a flautist by trade (a decade!) i love when they have my faves on my instruments…
#i’ve played flute and violin!#and piccolo for a yr + guitar#i’m not “classically trained or anything#but i know basic stuff#my technique suffered bc i had braces for 3 yrs :/#jing yuan#honkai star rail
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need my face between jing yuan’s tits before i lose it
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i cant sleep so here’s a snippet of an au i’m working on.
reader is dead/undead. a spirit. jing yuan is 30+, a college professor :3 reader died in mid twenties.mimi is alive and well.
You don’t remember how you’ve died. It’s been a few years; everything was fine that day. Sunny and warm. Now you watch as a man with silver hair and a white cat fills your space, conquering it and desecrating the warm home you’ve carved out of the cold steel and apathetic city.
You write messages on the steam of bathroom mirrors, grease of the (new) electric stove, dust on the shelves and splattered water droplets. The cat hisses whenever you’re nearby. The man smiles kindly, gently as he reads the messages, not seeming perturbed or angry with the development.
“A roommate.,” he chuckles, “the company is welcome of course. I am intruding on your home.”
At least he had the decency to admit it!
“LEAVE.” you write on the grease of the stove. You despise that man.
“wear a jacket. it’s cold.” you wrote, hovering around as he grades papers.
“i will, i will,” he smiles kindly, and you almost smile back, “thank you.”
“welcome.” you write.
i had this idea from a dream i had where jing yuan was a ghost and i was in his place, but then i was a ghost and he moved in.
#this leans more platonic!#you never finished uni bc you wanted to work freelance#but nevertheless wanted to study a little and get to learn more.#jy teaches math or science#i cant pick which… but both use math so i’ll leave it ambiguous.#jing yuan x reader#koi♪#jing yuan#honkai star rail#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#jing yuan fluff
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Jing yuan and his awful horrible habit of chewing on ur cheek when he thinks ur not paying him enough attention
#ohhhhh#nom nom nom nom nom nom#jy thinking it’s hilarious how appalled you get#needy little brat :3#so cute
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Download all of the fanfiction you love if it's hosted in the U.S. Put it on a portable hard drive. We are all the archivists now.
Project 2025 will classify it all as pornography and it will disappear.
This isn't doomerism. They told us what they are going to do. Believe them.
#i’ve been saving ALL of my favorite fics on pdf after AO3 being down that one summer#i’m rlly bad with time but it was recent so maybe this yr or last yr#but as the house is becoming republican majority#please please please save fics.#i’m actually a bit terrified rn lmao#and spiraling abt with the current house majority
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trying to finish mung bean soda (3.4k) but my tummy hurts and i have a chem mid term i gotta write a reference table for.
#my prof lets us make our own tables/sheets#so i just try to write steps#examples#equations#and values bc i forget things so fast unless i rewrite everything#it’s so tedious#but it works!
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cant be on my phone during class bc jing yuan pics make me smile like a fool :3
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Between two worlds
#it’s so cool#the egg with the puzzle shaped cracks <3#i’m thinking it’s an egg lol#bg textures look cool!#cant wait for sunday so#i can make another mono imaginary team#it’s giving: ばら撒いてた愛取��し撤退だ#now i can finally open my eyes~#そんで来世もっかい君への返品サイン Getcha out my life boy#in no offense i saw the pose and went “haha kira and giga
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reblog this if you're okay with booping spams please !!
#they make me giggle and i’m not here enough#to be bothered by it lmao#it seems cute#i love cats#and distanced fun is… well fun!!!
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trying to give my followers boops bc they make me smile
#i like seeing#ppl who want to see#my stuff#also encourages me to keep going with posts so thx <3#i also have no#idea how booping works#seems chill! unless you send the bad one ?#boop o meter#boop
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biggest flex is me seeing a rlly pretty girl and being afraid to talk to her.
only for her two years later to say “y’know i was scared to talk to you when we met.”
#her bestie was in my spanish class#and told her to talk to me#highschool koi had rizz or smth bc wtf#i wasn’t even trying. i was going thru burnout and seasonal depression…#koi♪
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i said i’d be done but i’m a liar unfortunately
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He chases after the crimson trail, oblivious to the blood lilies blooming with each step. He continues to follow the blood as his heart beats loudly in his chest.
Caelus comes to a stop at where the trail ends, but the one he expects waiting at the end is nowhere to be found. His breaths come short, the name at the tip of his tongue, but he cannot remember who it is he is meant to call. The blood lilies sway with the nonexistent wind, their petals lightly brushing his pants. Yet, it is not their touch he yearns but for the familiar stranger he cannot remember.
In the sea of red, where the path of blood starts from nowhere and ends with nothing, Caelus expects to see a flash of white. But there is no one, and he wonders, if perhaps it has always been that way.
#oohhh#this is so good….#idk how to explain it but it feels very vivid and there’s a certain trepidation caelus exudes that’s exquisite.#honkai star rail#bladecae#koi♪
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renheng date!!! i don’t have my jy plushie yet but jingrenheng date soon!!!
ft. my dad (my dad is awesome i love my parents <3)
j had a steak pho :3 and learnt im allergic to bean sprouts.
#i cant have bean sprouts#i hate cilantro#allergic to nuts#im the worst asian ever/j#i cant eat a lot#jing yuan#hsr ren#jingren#renheng
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finally added the mole :3
pfp with credit is ok (same with edits.)
#if u use it tag me plsss#same user on insta#idk i’m paranoid#jing yuan fanart#hsr fanart#honkai star rail#koipudding ☆
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