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honestly i think that internet lingo falls into a couple of really major pitfalls that i feel like people tend to just completely uncritically parrot bc they saw it used in what they saw as a funny way once. like for one AAVE is just sort of. constantly appropriated and turned into a joke in a way that causes AAVE to be seen as a non serious/real dialect of english which is so unspeakably racist i really don't what to even tell you if you haven't picked up how much that happens by now.
and also i think the other part is that it tends towards being incredibly ableist (shizoposting, delusional, trauma bonding, infodumping, narcissist) in a way that not only demeans the target of the ableism it also creates a false understanding of what words mean and make it all that much harder for people to recognize and take these things seriously.
like, suddenly, delusional becomes something that's just being in denial about reality, and narcissist becomes some kind of subhuman monster label, and gaslighting becomes indistinguishable from someone lying sometimes
#like what if i killed myself ... its so annoying and unreal bc its so pervasive and so harmful#i really dont care how funny you think it is. people you love have psychosis whether you know it or not#etc and so on and whatnot#like theres this audio thats like ''take off your skin'' and its legitimately dangerous and can cause ppl to self harm#i know this bc its happened to me & i don't care about your jokes or your silly edgy lingo. do better !#txt#-_-#derma#sh#unreality
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ark aftermath
#being in the ark with knives who had gathered such immense power definitely fucked with vash's brain#their fight before the ark haunts me. what do you mean 'blackness of decay' jesus christ#it reminds me of 'youve got more of them...scars'#knives seeing that his brother is actively like. dying.#also what do u mean knives tried to merge with him. that definitely took a toll on both of them#anyway so vash has vivid hallucinations of his brother and whatnot#wolfwood hates himself for that obviously#just imagine the horror he would experience if vash called him 'knives'#vash literally spitting blood because 1) anxiety 2) hes so fucking tired and tortured and shit#he wants a break guys give him a break#but ooobviously vash (the man he is) he'll never accuse wolfwood of trapping him in the ark. of betraying him etc#so he'll just be happy to be there alive and relatively well and hope the same for his brother#at least for the time being before vash meets him and kills him#this is the longest comic ive made sorry if it feels a bit rushed/not well concluding#best i can do#its been kicking my ass for the past week and i just wanted to be done w it#trigun#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun maximum#trigun fanart#my art#millions knives#<- for a fragment of a second#what else#tw hallucinations#tw blood#tw emetophobia
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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soft (and some bittersweet)
#trigun stampede#trigun#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#i think they both spent majority of their lives in solitude and ofc vash went town to town and made friendships promises and etc along the w#way + he had his home and whatnot in the long years he's been alive but he still just seemed so lonely.#in prior versions of trimax he had friends at home at least and maybe he mightv made some but luida and brad are basically just his#guardians in this adaption. like brad used to be a homie.... vash watched that little dude grow up.... and jessica too.... but he doesn't#have that in this adaption. nor a town like july where he had grown close to the townspeople and shaped that tragedy to be closer to his#heart. and wolfwood spent years fighting under the eom and doing shit under their jurisdiction when we saw him so adamantly try to reject#and fight back against that fate. i dont think he had a second at all to get familiar with townspeople or even care to#so its just these two lonely ass souls and vash immediately seeing the good in ww and points it out#ww who is under orders again to be involved in vash's business but he's also SO touchy about it bc vash is so careless and lack that self#regard and also just is not seeing the world that ww is seeing. but then vash helps him and saves him by sharing a piece of what /he/ sees#and it fucking. rescrambled ww's brain for a sec. HE GAVE HIM HOPE!!! he gave him hope!!!! and in turn ww gave vash hope too and its#all done in like 3-4 eps. there's so much fervent attachment in what they managed to give each other in such a short time#but theyre limited to the contract to the inevitable confrontation with knives - so while theyd want to give into that chance to love this#person who managed to give them smth special they just can't at all#ruporas art
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my angel…
#I’m not 100% happy with this but just to post SOMETHING !!!!!!!!!!#my bf made us be social butterflies this weekend🙄#so I barely did any art really…except this 10 min sketch#kind of realistic eloise…a bit different from my normal sketches but still exactly how I picture her🥰🥰#no sketches…I just went in with black pencil so that I would need to be deliberate and think about my lines etc#but also going fast#idk if I’m improving at all but I enjoy these sketches a lot💓💓#we played a lot of board games today & the beach was FULL of jellyfish#maybe I’ll do a diary post soon🙏#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#anyways I feel like my style changes a lot but there is still…something that glues it together#I almost didn’t post this but…my art documentation blog and whatnot😤
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#I saw this meme going around on tw/itter and knew I had to make one#;;ooc: about the mun#the crown of leaves#tcol#seriously my love for tcol is so immense and if you've ever endured my hours long rambling sessions and whatnot know that I appreciate you#even now I'm having to stop myself from gushing to an extreme amount in the tags XDD I'll save it for discord and etc#no muse tag for this though (although I could) lol
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halfway through filling out this template i realized it doesnt really worj for themmfgjh
#the issue is.most of their arguments are cash not caring abt wtv it is or trying to get a reaction out of noah so he will fight him etc.#and actual serious arguments would be too different-_-)💭💭deoending on situation and whatnot#WITH THE INFIDELITY.noah is quite literally a pathetic pushover. and if cash eber got into a relationship it.wouldbe difficult to get over#since he can easily let go of things when they become negative.while noah hangs onto everything ever#noahcash
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pov you're Solas and you're discovering you are NOT immune to The Herald's Sad Eyes
taglist + fun concept under the cut;
@dearhartselfships @one-winged-dreams @hoppinkiss @multyshipping @derelictdumbass @seahydra @sunstar-of-the-north
#jackals barks#okay 2 rb#jackals doodlin#ship: dread wolf take you#fun facts; their vallaslin is dirthamen + dread wolf implied details (they were So Mad once they connected the dots)#(very much @ the maker: OHH YOU THINK YOU'RE REAL FUNNY HUH!!!)#their collar is also based loosely on anti wolf collars that live stock guardians wear. bc i think im funnie 😌#also if ud like 2 be added/removed/etc from the taglist lmk <3 mwa and whatnot
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compilation of my other fav palette challenges from the years past... i should do them again sometime......
chara #9 belongs to @askbookwormflareon
#granted theres a glaring issue in one of them#i am not pointing it out lest you end up noticing it when you wouldnt normally~#my art#art q#digital painting#oc#mew#pokemon#purrloin#also i put in my request for availability change#apparently they can reject it...#i just cited second job as reason as to why i need mondays off now#my manager is gonna be super pissed tho cuz they always get mad at everyone who changes their availability#but like i mentally cant keep up with the randomised schedule#esp when i could find out the day before my day off that its my only day i can do comms#i dont have enough time to work my schedule for that w chores and having to go buy food or cat food etc etc#it will come into effect start of next month if they accept it#if they dont then ill just keep resubmitting until they write me upfor it lol idk#i was even nice and specifically asked other higher up staff what the best day to ask off was so it didnt hurt them too bad#but i ranted in stream the other day how like im not responsible for if the store gets fucked just cuz i took one day off my schedule yanno#its not my job to keep that from happening#also im part time and if i was full time id still have 2 guaranteed days off so like ??? idk#scared abt getting the cold shoulder and whatnot the next few weeks from the manager tho#also i stayed up till 4am by accident#and got up at 8am anyways#wish my ass luck
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As a joke, Cleo positioned themself on a blank armor stand and posed. Due to their less than human attributes they could attain unnatural stillness, of which they took full advantage.
It worked perfectly. Joe meandered through their base, bypassed Cleo entirely, and they jumped out at him. He shrieked loud enough to worry the neighbors, if the hermits were the sort of neighbors to worry about wayward shrieks. Which, of course they weren't, if hermits took notice of every yell they'd never get anything done.
Cleo cackled. It was perfect. Joe said they blended in real well with the other armor stands, y'know, they really had a talent!
Cleo bowed playfully. All in all, great prank, 11/10, would try again.
Because there wasn't a single part of them disconcerted by just how well the prank had worked. They weren't that good. They weren't a decoration.
So! Since everything was great and they felt great about it, they were definitely going to try for the next hapless hermit to grace their door.
#zombiecleo#i jus think there would be something minorly upsetting about being undead while everyone else is alive#even with all the hybrid variations etc#like mostly cool. can make fun of people for having pulses and whatnot. but that small part of you...#i love cleo but i cant get a solid grasp on their character so hope this is ok!!! :')#hermitaday#mysnippets#scheduled post
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so i just wanna say i think i fumbled with a bad bitch a little bit the other night but not just in a shy loser wuhluhwuh way i just have so many other problems. but going forward i am going to be brave 🙏
#ABBY. give yourself a chance#now namely i am just weird about any intimacy and well lbr especially sex/romance etc#but then also like it’d been a while since we hung out and sometimes my self esteem is terrible and i’m like ok what if this is a pity#hangout or what if this is all a plot for this friend group to have drama to embarrass me and whatnot#which i stand by not liking many of them but i don’t think that’s like. a realistic problem lol#and now we’re gonna complicate thing with. well my dumbass 🤦♀️#i haven’t been smoking! and i was offered. and i was like well im j chilling rn sure! that one single hit murdered me.#my mouth was so dry. i was gulping my water. i’m making stupid ass jokes i’m not good at reading situations etc#and top it all off with the simple fact that this person just makes me wildly nervous and flustered#and i’ve kept it together through a lot of this but we r approaching a point.#some of it was so lameeeee it’s so lame to recount lol but well isn’t that something beautiful#when two people get together and hang out and are soo lame together and trying to impress/make each other laugh. well yes#abby talks#my hands were so so so cold at one point tho. and i didn’t even try to use that to my advantage in a lame corny way
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it’s so weird to think that ryuji was only a major character in one canon game. like he’s such a strong character with such a strong personality it doesn’t feel like he was only prominent in one canon game at ALL. he feels almost as ever-present and beloved as someone like daigo and yet he’s basically never even mentioned after kiwami 2. that’s so crazy to me.
#am I saying bring ryuji back? yes. end of statement#same goes for mine to a slightly lesser degree. and somehow yokoyama agrees with me on both of these I think#I am biased in a way because I am one of the few who has been lucky enough to play dead souls but. yeah#those two are also just good examples of antagonists that are almost comically malicious but still somehow have depth under the surface#and redeemability. in a way. not saying mine bulldozing an orphanage is Forgivable im saying he Did start to have a change of heart at the#end of y3 so he’s Capable of change and whatnot. and ryuji’s just a bully who takes his feelings out on other people usually physically#like he’s very much a teenage bully in the body of a gigantic adult man.#cause he never had to grow out of that. no one challenged him/his views/etc enough to do so. until the end of yk2#AND IN DEAD SOULS ITS JUST A FACT THAT HES GROWN AS A PERSON AND MATURED.#it’s somehow a DRASTIC difference in personality from him in yk2 and yet still believable because of how much in his life had to change#and because he is like. the adult version of the previous ryuji. I know ryuji was already 30 in yk2 but you get my point. he wasn’t grown up#not really. (same goes for daigo- they’re such obvious foils for one another it’s so interesting and I wish it was explored more but ANYWAY)#ryuji#yk2#rambling
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Why do people assume that kids can't be passionate about things?
Every time I see a video on instagram of a kid being passionate about something or good at something, the comments are full of people going "😢how sad, just let the kid be a kid😢"
Like, that kid is having the time of their life or is a fucking Oscar worthy actor.
Kids can have hobbies, kids can be good at things, and kids can care about things. And the fact that you don't think so tells me you don't know many kids.
And like, the conversation around kids on social media and the exploitation of kids on social media is a valid discussion to have, but it doesn't mean every kid with a passion is being forced into it.
#this was specifically inspired by max alexander#who if you dont know#hold the world record for being the youngest runway fashion designer#hes 8#and his instagram is full of videos of him sewing and designing#or showing off his designs#etc.#his parents said when he was 4 he announced that he was a dress maker and needed a mannequin#so his mom made him a makeshift cardboard mannequin and he started learning to sew#and he loved it and is very good at it#they started his Instagram account as a way to show friends and family what he was doing during lockdown#and he went viral#his mom has said they're still figuring out how to balance that#and that they're very careful with him online#and about how much time hes allowed to spend sewing and whatnot#so that it doesnt interfere with school#this is not a kid being forced to do something he doesnt want to do#hes just very good at something amd cares a lot about it#and got incredibly lucky#leave him alone
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dont forget to check up on your local idiot
#acedraws#metro 2033#metro last light#metro exodus#duke#igor dukov#sam taylor#idiot#sergei#book club#basically hc idiot hyperfocuses on wtv hes doing#(reading/monitoring the radio/lost in his thoughts etc)#and forgets to eat or sleep and whatnot#so sam n duke look out for him#and ofc the rest of the aurora#did i forget idiots scar in some panels. yes#will i fix it. probably no
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im CRYING that one so-mi obsessed chick who insults people and calls them “bootlickers who don’t understand the games themes” for liking the tower ending or king of cups/swords/pentacles on the cyberpunk subreddits literally tap dances for arasaka and the arasaka family,,, the IRONY
#fandom drama#so whenever someone sides with the nusa it’s bad but siding with an evil megacorp because hanako is hot is okay?#not that I PERSONALLY care it’s just ironic considering she and that slightlychill weirdo constantly attack people over not siding with song#also I’m mostly scratching my head at this because she….attacks people over liking the NUSA/myers/Reed/etc.#because of principles and whatnot#but yet sides with a just as awful megacorp??? and says the devils ending is good???#like what you want but if you’re going to attack people over being alleged bootlcikers (they’re not) then maybe stick to your own principals#actually scratch that don’t attack people at all over a fucking videogame you incoherent witch
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i think al reacts poorly to other people expressing concern because he employs a HEFTY amount of delusion as a defense mechanism and he doesn't like having the illusion shattered.
#𝟎𝟎𝟒 : 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘦. ◟ hc .◝#( he can deal with like. polite / mundane inquiries and whatnot. are you getting enough rest. are you eating enough. etc. )#( if it's something your doting grandmother would ask you he can handle that easily. )#( but if you actually try to dig deeper he gets irritable and dismissive. especially if you question him. )#( it's not even like he's trying to hide that he's not okay. he refuses to acknowledge it in any way whatsoever. )#( in al's mind he IS fine. everything IS fine. this is ALL going according to plan. he has NO regrets. NO inner conflict. )#( i cannot exaggerate the extent to which his brain is like a teetering jenga tower about to topple over on itself. )#( he is in so so deep and it's going to get so so bad for everyone and he is going to be the one making it so so bad for everyone --#and it only gets worse the more relationships he builds over here! ✨)
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