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stxrmylxve · 2 years ago

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i might need to make mini masterlists for my tr masterlist and that makes me want to cry

#its so much #and draining #especially since i have school again #oml #stxrmy talks

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puppyeared · 7 months ago

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When you go on walks, what’s your favourite part? Mine is when I find one of the rivers or small streams nearby my house. Or when I get to meet some new dogs- or when the temperature is just warm enough to bask in whilst the trees are rustling because of a strong breeze. Maybe my favourite part is the walk itself, I like walking places. Problem is I always need to have a destination in mind.

the weather is getting nicer so its the best time to go outside and poke around for some new visitors ^_^

#i think i overdid it drawing this but i havent drawn birds in so long that it was a nice exercise....#actually im thinking of resuming my mspaintbirdies blog.. unfortunately my tablet is ass and i dont like the new ms paint #so ill probably use procreate.. does this mean i would have to change the url...????#idk if i wanna go with this style or use flat colors.... theyre both good and i wanna switch between them but i also want consistency #i did paint a mandarin duck for a school project with flat paints but its much harder so ill probably have to play around with it #we get dark eyed juncos in the winter here and goldfinches in the summer.. ive been meaning to visit the conservation area #more often bc there are more species there like nuthatches and chickadees. maybe i can rent a camera for photos #but id really love to visit vancouver again especially since they have stellers jays there. theyre one of my favorites <3 #ask #answered #doodles #birds #yapping #sona #puppysona

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lilyinthevalley-art · 3 months ago

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Agony

#i have been drawing this on and off since june and i just needed to be finished with it XD #especially with grad school starting again and i won't have as much time to draw 🥲#please ignore the parts that are messy i finished this at like 2am #zelkov #fire emblem #fire emblem engage #fe17

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misiahasahardname · 1 year ago

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*sillies all over the device you’re using*

#combining two of my favourite things: cody/heather friendship and trody #art mayyy be less frequent and of poorer quality since SCHOOL IS STARTING AGAIN #and this year we have the big boy exams for the first time!#(yay….)#i’m drawing cody a lot oh my good #i need to draw more different characters #especially of gen 4 since i haven’t drawn them much #i NEED to draw nichelle!! i love her #but for now you have this!#td cody #td trent #td heather #trody #total drama #td #sorry if the notebook doodles are of poor quality #taking photos with an ipad isn’t as convenient as with a phone

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slightlytoastedbagel · 3 months ago

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when you think about it Vivid Bad Squad was the first time any of them truly had people outside of family and not just classmates or family acquaintances. it's no wonder they got so ride or die for each other despite the rocky start they understand each other in ways no one else has before

#thinking again about how an's dream was doubted by everyone except akito at first #how it's akito specifically to find toya (two kids who ran away once. two kids who want to sing more than anything else)#how it's kohane that an chooses as her partner (an's loneliness from living in vivid street kohane's from never knowing anything like it)#akito testing kohane's resolve (he knows how this goes does she really want to continue)#kohane being the one to say toya looked like he was having fun (it is a new feeling but she loves it and knows he is the same)#more recently toya being the one to speak to an in wtwg (he's been here before after all)#loneliness in vivid bad squad and how it isn't that they didn't necessarily have anyone before #but rather it wasn't anyone who understood them the way they all do #sorry i thought about loneliness in the sekai mcs again and thought of how vbs are all implied to not have proper friends before the story #(an has haruka and toya the tenmas but haruka has been gone a while and the tenmas came from his link to classical)#i mean it can be said for each unit how they understand each other in ways no one else can #but with vbs especially it's. despite being in the welcoming space of vivid street they're all they really have #correction i know kohane has minori (and shiho) and akito has a few not named classmates i think? but they weren't until high school #(at least 1-a trio weren't. and again akito's classmates probably aren't that involved with vivid street or it would likely be a thing)#(so idk why i'm adding this since it sort of just proves the point further that vbs just get each other)

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problemcore · 11 months ago

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been real cloudy here, without any rain

#halfway thru this i realized i was drawing myself and not gumi and i had to take a moment and re-gumi-fy the drawing #cant help being a gumi kinnie i guess U_U #dnoodles #vocaloid #i guess? idk i dont think a lot of people will reblog this. i actually kinda hope not.#hello dear followers #yea wow i have um. not been drawing at all lately.#not even simple doodles. i couldnt even pick up a pen.#so i sat down. turned on my favorite music. and drew what i wanted.#not what i wanted to see as the result #but what i wanted to let out of my system.#i dont really care if this looks good or bad. i dont care how messy the lines are. i dont care about the colors or the background #i just wanted to have a good time drawing again. and have a good time i did :)#i have a big drawing ahead of me i need to do. that i Want to do.#im scared of it not turning out good. especially since its for a friend. especially since im being paid for it.#but. im gonna let myself enjoy it. sink into the feeling and let the pen move on its own. indulge in the joy of creation.#i missed art. i missed posting.#sometimes i think about how i was able to crank out so many drawings in high school.#not without extreme determent to my grades of course. but still. i was drawing So Much. and i utterly loved it.#i still wish i could go back to that. perhaps i will. perhaps i wont.#but i want to let that wish go away. and. i guess. start a new chapter.#reinvent my relationship with art.#its going to be bad. its going to be messy. its going to hurt your eyes. and its going to be fun.#WOW okay that was an essay. thank you for reading.#im gonna go eat something and. actually get back to drawing. hehe

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donaviolet · 3 months ago

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Friendship is the most special thing in the world because no award could be give me bigger happiness than jumping around in my room and smiling because my pookie asked me if I wanted to match pfps

#SHES AMAZING I LOVE HER AHHHHH #I hope we manage to find a cute bsd pfp it would be literally my dream #little vent tw!!#it's been so long since I matched pfps last time was with my ex who started being wayyyyy too weird..#and the other time was with a friend who started ghosting me some months later just because I didnt give her enough adopt me pets or smth 💔#and like. her stopping talking to be literally broke me as a person. it was devastanting for like 13yo me #woahhh thank you k. now I have social anxiety and keep dobting whether people really want me there or not #I still have a sort of love hate relationship w her but like its been over 2 years maybe 3 why do I still care abt it sm :<#especially since our other bestie is wayy more affectionate w k than w me it just makes me feel so weird like im sort of a 3rd wheel #but at least the friend im gonna match with is the sweetest person ever and we can be silly together :333 #unfortunately we only know eachother from a course so we always have to wait 2 weeks to see eachother #and even tho i still see k almost every day shes pretty different now #but ive been feeling so so happy the last few days since school started and im afraid I might go back to being how I was when she returns #because. I bet my two friends will keep being silly together and ill have to sit w my ex again cuz hes still part of our friend group #I mean hes a nice and funny guy but I figured that a relationship wont work with us. I tried it and I just wanna be friends #I have a lot of fun w him but like in a platonic way #and im afraid he still thinks we should be together #meanwhile my besties keep flirting w eachother like??#I mean its pretty funny as a joke but I cant help but feeling kinda jealous especially because I used to have a huge crush in one of them #talked a bit too much ooopssss #Im just trying to move on but I hope k coming back doesnt start everything over again #anyways!! I love my bestie from the course smmmmmm Im still so so happy :D wish we could see eachother more #random stuff #chaos #friendship #violet rambles

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l0ganberry · 9 months ago

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me: I'm an average Sonic Fan

Also me:

#Trust me..... I even have clothing too #to match my custom made hat I did and the crocs I got.#I've been a sonic fan since middle school pal. So I've been here for a while.#and I'm never leaving since this #this right here is my hyperfixation #i know a lot and already have the best car in team sonic racing to always win first place losers!!#i think I'm normal #what does normal mean again?#my room is like one of those pinterest things where they show a room that's insanely themed on one thing.#That's me but I still am collecting and getting more sonic merch and things #Especially that guitar for one of the anniversaries #I don't know how to play guitar but I'll learn #I really love sonic and I make it too obvious on myself #Anyways #sth #rambles #sonic the hedgehog #sth fandom #sonic #The comics are always good as well especially with Chilli dogs to go along with it #that's how I spent sonic's birthday last year.#oh! i even watched sonic prime on that day as well. But now I'm too behind and lost to continue watching it

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daincrediblegg · 11 months ago

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Me: man. It’s been a while since I watched the terror. I don’t have anything else to watch so I’ll put it on. I’ve probably overplayed it by now and it ‘ll be boring now but-

Me exactly 5 minutes later when I see jared harris come into frame:

#the POWER HE HAS OVER ME #and especially since I’ve been feeling bummed bc I’m worried I haven’t developed Lady Terror’s interpersonal relationships with other #characters enough (an imposter syndrome lie) and crashing so hard from burnout that I fear I won’t be able to make the first chapter happen #before I have to go back to school again #but his face… oh his FACE #my wife he heals me #francis crozier #jared harris #the terror

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sluckythewizard · 6 months ago

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so uhh i DID start writing again but this time its w my Riptide Cowboy Au Thats Also Just An Animorphs Au. here check out this very small bit of it. (under the cut is an OLD doodle page that i made based around this idea)

#ITS AN ANIMORPHS AU BABY AND THAT MEANS THAT THERES YEERKS BABY OOH YEAH #I LOVE YEERKS THEYRE JUST LITTLE SLUGS THAT CRAWL INTO YOUR BRAIN #im very happy w my descriptions in this lil snippet. i hope it comes across as scary as i wish it to be #im also still very happy w this doodle page. check out chip he has a pickaxe earring now #jay also comes from an airforce family. instead of RAFT its called CRAFT #yknow like air craft. teehee. also instead of the planet o MANA im thinkin o calling it either LIFE or STAMINA #yknow like how ina game u have ur health bar n mana bar n you get what i fuckin mean #OKAY AND ILL ALSO MAKE A CONFESSION. I HAVNT READ ANIMORPHS SINCE ELEMENTRY SCHOOL #IVE BEEN MEANING TO READ IT AGAIN. BUT IT STILL HAD SUCHAN IMPACT ON ME I THINK I REMEMBER ENOUGH #i wont be following any Exact canon of animorphs bc yknow what this is a different planet. or somethingm #yes i DO plan on giving the trio the power to morph #and yes i DO plan on making C.R.A.F.T entirely infiltrated by yeerks. jays dad is especially taken already #ayvas also been taken for a very very long time. even before she died #im thinking edyn in this au would also be taken. teehehee. her and her yeerk work together tho maybe #OOH lizzie is out there also. running w a big n awesome caravan of bandits. caspian is an alien but im not sure what kind yet #yknow whjat i could inject whatever wacky alien shit i want in this au. my world. my world. my world.#anyway if u feed me ideas i might eat them. i might eat them. i feel so fuckin possessed tofay #EVERYTHING IS SO DARK HEEEEEL[P!!! HELP MEEE!!! HEEEEELLP!!!!!!!!!

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heartshattering · 7 months ago

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5 AM

Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃

#hopefully the meds work but while waiting for them to kick in I get so damn nervous #and sometimes I do get nights where even on my full dose my anxiety is too overpowering and I just. Do Not Sleep #I mean I do eventually but not without spiraling first :')#way before I was prescribed sleep meds my longest was 3 nights without sleep while on a VERY stressful trip #I felt like I was gonna die and I did not sleep until I got off the plane and was back at home #(this was like 15 years ago already but it still haunts me fhfgsgdh)#my best friend and I were having a conversation today #and she was like 'not sleeping can make you hallucinate right?'#and I was like :') I get the hallucinations in other scenarios too #BUT I also get what she meant #not sleeping is really bad for me mentally which is why I can't do 'sleep restriction therapy'#and fun fact #a lot of my OCD obsessions revolve around sleep!!!#which is 'awesome' because laying in bed with insomnia makes my OCD flare up so like #the two get to feed off each other and make my life a living hell!!!#and don't even get me started on my sleep paralysis episodes #(which I like to think of as just my brain misfiring but that my aunt tells me is saints or demons trying to talk to me)#'cause she hallucinates too but hers are like 'spiritual' or whatever #same with my mom's hallucinations as well #and to add fuel to the dumpster fire of my mind and body is the fact I've been overcaffeinating again #which I've known not to do ever since I was in middle school and saw the pediatric cardiologist who specifically said 'hey don't do that'#fast-forward to adulthood and I still haven't learned how to handle anything #like. I have heart meds and sleep meds and migraine meds and IBS meds #and yes meds are good but like. I know you need to incorporate lifestyle changes as well #which I do for like 2 weeks until the next time I fuck up #I've been so irresponsible lately but like. ESPECIALLY today #didn't eat #took some meds on an empty stomach and forgot to take my other ones at all #had too much caffeine #stressed out over some stupid situations thanks to overthinking

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barklikeagod · 7 months ago

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there is something so crazy in the way benson had chris right up in his face trying to intimidate him into shutting up (which wasn't really doing shit) but a slight shake of randy’s head and benson lets it drop……. for .3 seconds

#r #the passenger #mv #yeah sorry i'm immediately back to this bc god...#it’s like even when he yielded he didn’t Really #but he would’ve. if randy would have spat in chris’s face. if he would’ve hit him.. stood up for himself yk…#but since he didn't benson had to step in. like he HAD to. so there he goes to get the fucking shotgun LMAOOO #but i swearrrr there’s no way chris wasn’t in school with randy and i’m sure he broke him down then too #especially bc randy was held back a year like i knowwww chris was saying some heinous shit about that #and randy just took it then too. he wouldn’t have wanted to make this big Stand and have it backfire again. ruin someone else’s life.#….thoughts are getting away from me but #the way benson only had eyes for randy while chris was trying to get him to back down…….. ugh #it was sexy why lie

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skunkes · 2 years ago

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very often ill see bears following my nsfw account and ill end up looking thru their profiles as i check for ppls ages in bio and theyre 99.9% bear4bear. That one anon lied to me.

#talkys #this is like a half joke/not that deep bc i dont actually care #and like. hm. how do i word dis.#there ARE people that have messaged me very very excessively over how much theyre into al on there #and i would NOT want that directed at me.#and i myself am‚ of course‚ an al enjoyer #and like. this is also not that deep im not saying its actually affecting me on a very personal level #especially since me and skunker are boring little guy things #but seeing everyone going into that account only being there for my guy is just reminding me of #being friends with like the prettiest girl in high school #where like at lunch she'd leave to get something and all the guys tailing her would be like #so whats the name of your hot friend lol :)#LIKE GAH. of course you're here for him but damnnnn cmonnnn #idk how to describe it bc again id also feel strange if ppl were being weird about skunker instead. idk! idk what it is #and i myself wouldnt lust after skunker adjacent beasts etc so i get it but theres Something about it i cant place #I THINK its bc skunker is an expression of identity and self #and skunker and cow al are like. copium. so some part of me feels really alienated by feeling like my audience straight up doesnt want #''me'' there...ykwim...i think thats it. bc ive been asked for more solo als or al with literally anyone else #or al with other big guys bc itd be hotter #and while im open to dis if im paid to draw it it really feels like the simpsons sheep bit LOL

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appreciatingtokrev · 4 months ago

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hey guys do y’all remrmber me ..... i am alive and doing well 👍👍

#very VERY sorry for suddenly leaving so long ago #idk i just. leave my social media accs randomly sometimes idk sometimes i need space ig #but i wanna try n be a lil more active on here again <3 #a lot has happened since i’ve truly been active on here but welp such is life #i have an active dnd campaign n more close friends now #and i almost booked tickets for the bronze vb olympia match !!#sadly they were all sold out :(#there’s still some old ass asks in my inbox i wanna get to eventually !! taku n anon z i see ur asks! i will answer them !!#might take me a bit to get used to tumblr again. generally not sure just how active i’ll be #we’ll see ig #in case anyone actually reads this especially if i know you: hey!! hello !! i missed you all :((#especially taku n anon z ofc !! <3 #bc i mostly only rlly talked to you guys haha #i’m on anti depressants now n actually doing much better in case. anyone was wondering haha #and i’m once again neck deep in a tokrev phase bc i just got a friend into it (we watched the whole of s1 together)#(it took us 5 days)(we were on a school trip n didn’t have anything better to do)#so. uh. yeah #hopefully expect some tokrev stuff from me :3 #glad to be back guys <3 #really missed this tbh #☆—`elys rambles

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send-me-a-puffalope · 11 months ago

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chapters 1-4 and 10k words down,,, might get these edited and start posting soon😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#bit worried i wont have time to write once school starts up again #especially since midterms are coming around #but if i update once a week ill give myself some leeway #i have everything planned out pretty dang thoroughly #nat's rambles

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dsgustng · 2 years ago

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I remember people would call those "is the [animal] video cute" blogs annoying and preachy but it's like. I don't blame them for being preachy assholes considering people are willingly ignorant and don't give a single shit Abt animal welfare. You can try to be nice and passive to ppl all you want but they will scream and cry and defend themselves and call you names insisting it's okay to abuse animals so if people have to resort to being blunt assholes to get their point across I don't blame them at all

#ive always been rlly sensitive to animal neglect since middle school or something and almost everytime #i tried to bring attention to animal abuse people would flip out on me and say i was an asshole and 'ruining the fun' or whatever #people dont care. you cant have rational conversations w people who think this way #theyre like abusive parents they just wont listen and insist over and over again they know what theyre doing and theres nothing wrong #animal abuse #especially w lizards and stuff i remember anytime id point out a lizard was stressed or dying in a vid of it 'cuddling' with a cat #everyone would get so mad and defensive #like oh sorry youre so obsessed with this random video youd ignore the truth just to keep telling yourself its cute and wholesome

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