#escaping my other projects with this
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Pov: Someone drops off their kid at your work place and now you're suddenly a dad
#shout out to even/vexen for having the most normal kh hair that doesn't MAKE ME WANT TO CRY WHILE DRAWING IT#anyway baby Ieanzo on my mind#he will always be baby no matter what but still baby Ienzo#escaping my other projects with this#art#digital art#my art#kh#fanart#kingdom hearts#vexen#zexion#even#ienzo#kh even#radiant garden
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I get so giddy and grateful and embarrassed everytime i think about the amount of people who have been so kind to me about a creepypasta au. Like creeped is very important to me cuz it KEPT ME PUSHINGGGG during kinda rough times and gave me an artistic outlet dedicated to childhood joys + grief + hope + just having Fun and I met a ton of really cool people because of it and I’ve had a lot of lovely people leave me nice messages and asks and make art and whatnot and it’s like guys. I’ll die for you.
#like i started it shortly after moving back in with my mom and it was ROUGHHHH#and I kept up with it even after getting kicked out of my moms BAHAHAHA#amongst other things happening in life#so it’s like oh hell yeah this stupid dumbass passion project (?) if you can even call it that#ITS ALWAYS THERE#idk something about that whole universe always being there makes me happy#this is soooo stupid and goofy and annoying and it’s literally just a dumbass fandom creepypasta au but#escapism has always been my favorite thing anytime I’m stressed#and god knows I’m always stressed LOL#chatterbox#brah I STARTED THIS BLOG WHEN I WAS 18#FNKSJSOANDIWNSISNSIDNAMDMFDON
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taco and mephone have fascinating parallels more people could explore if taco haters weren't biased cowards
#meeple.txt#inanimate insanity#ii taco#ii mephone4#dare i maintag this. watever#like taco haters r obsessed with the idea that taco is ruining herself worse and dragging everyone down with her#when shes literally just doing the challenge mephone created and even changes her intentions on hosting the challenge partway through#bc shes REALIZING how badly everyones been affected by the show just as she was#and she uses the attention she now has and urges them to leave and escape because she doesnt want anyone to end up like her#she believes shes past saving Yes#but thats exactly why shes trying to help the others avoid getting to the extent shes gone#meanwhile even when getting his wrongdoings slapped in his face mephone doubles down bc thats all he knows#thats all he feels safe with. he cant let himself trust and be vulnerable and its ruining his life and all his relationships along with him#it says SO MUCH about both mephones and tacos arcs that MEPAD. the one whos been inseparable to mephone from the Start#is seeing more hope of improvement in TACO than mephone#taco the infamous villain to everyone since s1. since before mepad was ever conscious#if anything mephone is the one ruining himself in denial and hurting others in the process#and im not saying that to vilify mephone either !!!! before you 0 nuance bitches come in#if it wasnt obvious from my entire page i LOVE mephone and i LOVE where theyre taking his character. make that man Worse ❤️#but i feel like so many ppl are just projecting mephones arc onto taco bc they dont wanna admit mephone has Issues
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the awful feeling of watching yourself become obsessed with a rarepair in a small fandom
#zero escape#zero escape spoilers#virtue's last reward#sigma klim#akane kurashiki#sigmakane#6sigma#my art#man#MANNN#im a sucker for kind of toxic detached but codependent interim lovers okay#obviously sigma and akane are in love with diana and junpei respectively#but the fact is they can't have them. not in this life#not when there's so much work to do#and after 45 years of collaboration on this massive project together i mean there's gotta be some complicated web of feelings#they're kind of using each other yeah#and im sure part of sigma hates akane for essentially ruining his life and forcing him into solitude with the weight of 6 billion lives#but also she's the only person who visits him#and she's the only person who can relate to that burden#SIGH#guess ill have to make the content myself
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i like crowpool as a narrative setpiece (less because of what it is and more because of what it sets up) and there's no issue if you are a fan, but i'm honestly confused by HOW many people are genuinely actively invested in it as a romance or make aus where it went well, because out of all the bland forbidden romances in warriors i think that is the one where they have the leeeast chemistry? and where the utter failure of it is the most interesting part?
#i dont DESPISEEE crowfeather (at least not as much as some of yous do) but i cannot picture that man in a healthy long term relationship#and my ire towards him grows each day#i was saying this on twt a while back but im personally a fan of the hc/interpretation that neither of those guys actually 'loved' eachothe#with leaf projecting her need to escape from the imprisonment of medcathood onto crow (and maybe comphet)#and crow projecting his lost love from feathertail he wants to feel again onto leaf rather than truly seeing her as a new person#but it's obviously the biggest landmark in terms of leafpool's character arc and like a dozen other characters by extension#and i think it loses most of the drama when just viewed as the nice ideallic romance that tnp leafpool and crowfeather did view it as
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actually before i go to sleep
giving Luz the same kinda shot composition here directly after finding out what happened to King and Eda (and telling Camila that she hasn’t changed her mind about returning back to Gravesfield after rescuing the two) while dressed as Azura (someone she admires) to when Philip arrived to the isles in search and rescue for Caleb (<- if getting there was accidentally or not does not matter) while dressed in his attire or at least clothes that resembles them, truly driving home the point of how similar the two of them are and how they really are just mirrors of the other
#especially the returning back to Gravsfield line is really important to me. both of them wanted to return to a home that isn’t home because#their actual home is the people/person they want to rescue.#how they really are just the other to the left and that’s exactly how Luz and Camila escape the tragedy that Philip and Caleb couldn’t#theres more to say about this but im tiered and need to go to sleep.#but also how the collector is playing out stories they’ve been told and quit literally using the isles and it’s inhabitants to do so#the way Luz in the beginning and Philip project onto it. anyways stopping here#cause i could be talking about the Luz. Collector. Philip parallels all night. which would lead into the once with King. Eda. Caleb so on#and so forth. considering how many characters parallel each other in different ways.#like the quadrant of Caleb and Luz and Luz and Philip and Philip and Camila and Camila and Caleb once.#(<- was just about to elaborate in tags but I should just word that all out properly and make an actual post instead (well another one))#i lost my point im going to sleep. gn#philly cheese steak#meta tag#toh#the owl house#luz noceda#philip wittebane#emperor belos
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The absolute state of the lack of garmadon content is a travesty of catastrophic consequence
#ninjago#lord garmadon#garmadon#lego ninjago#ninjago garmadon#garmadon ninjago#emperor garmadon#augggghhhhhh how am supposed to satisfy my autism now#10 year old me * gets attached to a fictional character to project myself onto so i can escape abuse at home#8 years later#still unhealthy attachment#tried to relace it with other content but nO#brain demands#remember kids dont beat and strave your kids they may end up unwillingly attached to a lego show#replace*#anyone remember the fandom on here when seasons 8-9 where coming out?#that was the shitt#as in great#the fandom is kinda dying rn i feel
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okay tomorrow i'm really gonna DO IT, i'm gonna TRY the THREE SENTENCES CHALLENGE that cee polk told us about, i will REPORT BACK ON HOW IT GOES
#text#personal#writing#in btw#driscoll#3 sentences#3 sentences challenge#its basically 'the first thing you do when you get out of bed is write three sentences and only three sentences on your project'#BEFORE any other routine items#if u do 3 congrats u win!!#apparently the side effect tho is it puts it in your brain and you noodle on it all day#since ive been failing at capitalism crime time im gonna try it at home tomorrow and carry it With Me to capitalism#see if that helps fix me or nah#i really do miss using my Fresh Brain for morning words#office jobs are fucking bullshit i dont want this#unfortunately. i need a book deal. to escape mine.#so. 3 sentences it is.
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While I'm thinking about it, how would you go about introducing someone to Sleep Token? What songs, interviews, lore discussions, etc work as good beginner reading/listening material?
Here's what I'm thinking song-wise:
(in order of what may be best received by someone that's at least listened to some metalcore before):
Alkaline
The Summoning (obviously lol, it's just long for an intro song compared to Alkaline )
Ascensionism
Hypnosis
The Offering
Dark Signs
Telomeres (if that's the vibe you think they'd connect with)
There's a few things I try to consider, especially with people whose tastes I'm unsure about—mostly in terms of sound and style.
Vessel has a gorgeous voice, but it is quite unique compared to a lot of other contemporary singers. Tbh it took me a few listens to finally "get it" (I think that's where some people might hear the peanut butter on the roof of his mouth thing. Especially b/c, for example, after my first ever 30-sec-then-skip listen of The Summoning, I saw a YT short with that joke and it gave me a somewhat neg impression of trying to listen again after that).
That, coupled with the genre-bending aspects of their sound (they're not fully prog metal or metalcore or djent or pop or [other]), I'm just not super sure of how to actually introduce a new listener, without having them write the whole band off because THAT listen of THAT song didn't vibe with them.
Idk, if you read this, feel free to share your thoughts. I really love these guys and they have something so so special going on, I just want to make sure I'm doing them justice when sharing their music.
#descending you are my sweet baby girl but i would NOT introduce you first lol. that's for people who can't escape Sleep's pull any longer#they are my special boys and i've never heard a music project like this before and i want others to have that same joy#sleep token#sleep token band#sleep token vessel#elkk.txt
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i was gonna say "i shouldn't have to go to work when my brain feels like a depression slushie" and then i was like "wait but then i'd basically never ever go to work" and i'm actually doubling down on the first part now bc my god how am i supposed to heal my brain from burning out 5 years ago if i can never get an actual break
#//juri speaks#i also at this moment: do not know if i have health insurance anymore / if i will be able to get insurance#if i can't get insurance i will not be able to take classes this fall#if i can't take classes my loan repayments will kick in immediately#i already don't have enough money for anything and i certainly don't have a spare $150 a month for the government#at any rate i need to submit my tuition waiver Soon but i can't until i know if i can get into the second class#so i have to wait for the prof or my advisor to get back to me#all the while a funeral day draws nearer#and then AT work i still feel like my position doesn't need to exist#but i desperately need it to exist because i need the money#and this big mchuge data migration project we were SUPPOSED to have had done in JUNE is being pushed to the absolute last minute#not by us but by the folks in control of the software we're moving to#so we're not going to have any safety margins with the old software#it's going to be GONE and dead and unlicensed while we're trying to learn the new shit#and i'm going to have to deal with the other branch cataloger trying to do everything for us which Won't Help#and i need!!!!!! a break!!!!!!!!!! from everything!!!!!#i need the world to stop and i need to go sit in the desert for like 6 months#instead best i can do is go buy the new taz gn for a little crumb of escape. maybe a little coffee drink while i'm there#even though i've been hitting sugar hard lately and really do not have the funds to buy more clothes if i gain a few more lbs#and can't afford a walking pad/treadmill and don't want to go outside bc it is a billion degrees all day every day rn#uuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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something something I think a huge problem with activism and progressivism these days is that it is less about community and shared experience and positive change, and more about people who just want to be part of an Exclusive Club. like this is the basis of terf ideology and exclusionism in the queer community, at its core.
people have lost sight of the actual goal and instead are just recreating the same societal and systemic problems but this time they get to be in power. they take the focus off the legitimate oppressive systems (white supremacy, patriarchy) and redirect it to other marginalized groups that they 1) see as easier to fight (terfs -> trans people, exclusionists -> "microlabel" sexualities) and 2) view as ~infiltrating~ their club and thus threatening their sense of superiority. and so the progressive movement goes limp and flaccid, stuck in molasses because of groups of people who, instead of seeking to undo the harmful systems that hurt them and others, ignore them in favor of co-opting the rhetoric of those that came before and twisting it to enact petty revenge on easy prey.
#it doesn't escape my notice either that they almost always turn these targets into the Privileged Enemy#saying ace people are just straights in disguise and trans women are just predatory men#it's always the same 'we've got a spy in our ranks!!' justification#because they are too cowardly or stupid or cruel to dismantle the actual oppressive system#so they project it instead.#it's also why they're so quiet about intersectionality#because to them it's about a comfortable cult of safeness where they can take out their anger by bullying others#but if they're not the same and have been shaped by different experiences then they're in trouble. because now the Club might disagree#they want to be superior as much as they want this to be easy
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some people will look at my current wip and say that malcolm running his hands through jamie's hair as he sleeps and singing him old scottish songs is out of character but to that i say a) no it's not just hear me out and b) suck my fat cock you can't stop me from making those old men experience Real Human Emotions
#the question is what should he sing. it's tempting to say something cliched like wild mountain thyme#but i'm thinking something by the corries. they were my entire childhood and i like to imagine malcolm listens to them#listen usually i hate people making pairings like this too soft or nice#but this is immediately after they beat the fucking shit out of each other and have a screaming match. it just fits ok#it's clear that malcolm's work personality is entirely separate from the rest of him (initially at least)#i think he has a real soft / caretaker streak in him that he reserves exclusively for his niece/nephew + his mother + jamie#and on another tangent. i think malcolm listens to a lot of scottish music. very in touch with his roots and culture#jamie on the other hand has a more complicated relationship with it#he has that internal struggle of seeing Home as a place of pain and hardship and bad memories and trauma#home is somewhere you leave / escape. so traditional scottish stuff reminds him of that and it's weird#he also has the conflict of having been treated differently for his accent etc in the past so he tries to separate himself from it sometime#scotland to him is old school working class industry men with chronic emotional constipation#a lot harder to romanticise than the fucking rolling hills and the glens#(i'm projecting with fucking all of this. if i'm finally getting lanarkshire boy rep on tv i'm projecting onto it ok)#ttoi#the thick of it
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The OCs you posted recently look really cool- could you talk a bit about them? Maybe the antagonists as well?
!! oh thank you :D
suuure yea :>> it's a smaller, newer thing of mine so not a lot n some of it may change!! but here's some profiles lol,
✧ Tide (the square head; they/them) is some sort of creature thing who lives in a remnant of an old world that decayed a long time ago after finding themself trapped there (that changes after they meet the goddess). they're head over heels for the goddess that still remains in the corridors there and they're not very normal about it hbfhvs - they can't be killed by any regular shmegular means and i have fun with that loll
✧ Vernor (ponytail gal; she/her) i don't have a lot for her, but she ended up in the same place Tide did and is very upset about it, understandably. she's good a martial arts and cries easily, and is pretty suspicious of most strangers :) she has a small knife-thing that works like a witch's broom (you have to hold the little handle for dear life though lmao) but i haven't gotten around to drawing it so !
✧ Dire (red circle; he/him) was created by the aforementioned goddess to dump emotions/thoughts she didn't want into, and then just sent him on his way lmfvhsh - because of that he is confused most of the time and still pretends to know everything but is figuring things out for real lol :3👍he hates to change his clothing and is snappy, and the snappiness may get worse on personal proximity hbfshv
^ these three have a Thing goin on. mostly qpp cuz i think it's fun :33
✧ Sleepy (the antagonist, he/him) the elusive guy. elusive bc i haven't drawn him lmfsh - another budy trapped in this old chunk of a dead world, he is also upset about it but to a much more desperate extent lol - his name isn't actually Sleepy but Tide nicknamed him that when they first met and now he can't seem to shake it hfsh, he Does hate it :) he is violent but he can play nicies so he does that most time loll
✧ the goddess (only thing holding this world together, She/her/it (capitalization is optional :3)) has been here for ages, ages, ages. her world's been long dead but she just keeps living for the monotony of it hfsh; plus, it's like her job never ended if she just keeps doing the same regular things she always did. bc of that it's actually preserved her chunk of annihilation, and sucks other creatures in w/o her knowing. the chunk is like a maze that keeps changing shape, so unless you can see it from a god's eyes the place is iiiiiinfinite! and terrible; the place changes to her moods and wishes, which can be interpreted p strangely lol :3 she's talked to and kept Tide around bc she needed somebody to deal with all these weird people coming into her dang house, and it's worked out fairly well (dubious)! :D
the world-chunk is inspired by vaporwave, abandoned malls, and the distinct smell of chlorine my mother has sometimes loll :)
#just us hi#a dollar and 75 cents#HELLO#thanks for asking. here are many words bfhsvkk#the main 3 have their little powers too but i'm still workshopping those n they aren't so important really lol :)#they're kinda my 'neutral' project so if i get stuck and can't pick anything i wanna do/think abt i just default to them hfh :>>#also tide can go by any pronouns but i am/was tired. depending on whose talking abt them they'll change sometimes hfsbhv#vernor made everyone in the group a lesbian by default so everyone say thanks vernor lmvjskvj#dire is trans 💥💥💥 was created and immediately went 'do we have other options' and She went '? yeah' 'well let's see them' kfsvhb#sleepy was transported here in his PJs n that's how he got that funkin name hfbvsj <3 he's got good reasons for everything but Aaaaawful#methods lolll - he n tide were semi-close but then Uh Ohh !! he went and did a thing hfh :)#the goddess pretends like it doesn't see anything but She is LOCKED in. laser-focused. next to nothing is escaping her#despite being the goddess here she can't harm anybody; thaaat's another reason for tide lol :3#mmm and i think i only missed Diane; diane lives in a place that never moves and nearly anyone can find when they need to#i think the goddess loves her n that's why she doesn't move hfshb :3#//ANYWHO yeah. stuff#this is one of my smaller projects...#can you imagine how unmanageable pi.e is Lmaoooo#//THANKS for the ask and interest ! ! ! :D#[spins spins throws glitter on you spins]
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actually sm should kill themselves for having nct wish's debut and taeyongs cb in the same month as tens solo debut 😐
#he should have the entire month to himself fuck you#its the shortest month of the year they couldnt even give him that?#i hate fuckass stupid moron entertainment so much#they cant ever let wayv have a cb w/o one of the other units having a cb a couple weeks before and after theirs#and apparently thats something their members cant escape w/ their solo projects#they screwed him over so much by delaying it for an entire fucking year and they cant even give him the dignity#of a normal well promoted solo release#im rlly at my wits end like how many times am i gonna have to curse this company before something actually changes#vinnie talks
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Of course when I'm busy and have Things To Do all I want to do is WRITE. I have to keep slapping my hand away from opening the link to google docs. Hopefully I will have this certification done by Friday then can enjoy my Saturday writing/editing.
#fanfic#flowers for apollo#rom com drama bomb#escape from mt. othrys#architect of olympus#making grabby hands at google docs#for my next big project I might give other apps a try to see how it goes#adventures in editing
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Okay I need a little feedback--I'm writing a "Steve was a lab kid AU" that is also a "Steve is Joyce Byer's biological son and went missing when he was a kid" and is also a "Eddie and Steve were childhood friends (before Steve went missing) AU"
(With a side of No-Stancy-side-plot-because-fucking-no-let-them-be-friends and Barb-lives)
Do I do this insane thing with an additional "Soulmate AU, soulmates can write on skin" plot. Because I was thinking of that kind of Soulmate AU earlier this week and-- Wouldn't it make sense that the lab doesn't allow the children to have any markers or pens to write on themselves because it's a top secret fucked up illegal experiment? I also think there's no way they'd teach the kids to read if that's the case.
And imagine that nobody has any idea what happened to young Steve, and then post-escape Steve tries writing to his soulmate for the first time in years and Eddie is like "holy fuck he's ALIVE??? I gotta find him!!!"
I don't know if I'll ever finish this fic or get it enough written to start posting it (I also have like three other ongoing AUs that I'm actively working on, but my brain is simmering with ideas that need physical form) so some feedback or someone to talk to about my projects would help a lot
#stranger things#steddie#steve harrington#stranger things fanfiction#stranger things au#I'm taking all my fave tropes and just smooshing them all together at this point#if you wanna know my other au ideas are-#Max and Steve are step siblings#Steve AND Robin are lab kids who escape and the reunite#another soulmate AU but with first words instead of writing on skin#talk to me about my AUs and let me go feral i guess#talk to me about your projects to if you want
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