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Dr. Mora: Donât you miss our experiments, Odo?
Me:
#that man needs to get away from Odo STAT#this episode makes an interesting juxtaposition between Odo-Mora and Sisko-Jake#right after mora badgers Odo into helping him theough emotional manipulation to further his own research#Sisko reasons Jake into doing his Klingon opera homework for his own good and every makes suggestions to how Jake could make it more fun#behold a man who doesnât care for his child and a man who actually does#ALSO#interesting French note#Mora tutoies Odo but Odo Vousvoies him#whereas Jake and Sisko tutoie each other#pretty good indicator there#all this to say that I Dislike Mora Greatly#Star Trek#French trek#Odo#dr mora#ds9#look any father figure who has the same scientific parenting approach as Judge Vinsmoke gets -100 Parent Points right out of the gate
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No one understands Ben Solo like I do istg. The most I see about him is âhe had a redemption arc and turned goodâ like bruh.
#my boy suffered from intrusive and also non intrusive violent thoughts#possibly also homocial ideation#couldnât bring himself to believe all of the confirmation that he was good from his parents because they didnât know his thoughts#but Luke knew he thoughts and tried to kill him so he assumed it was as he feared#he was and is a bad person#he continues to listen to snoke and he joins the first order thinking maybe it would be easier#now that people arenât âlyingâ to him or worried about his darkness#he is STILL outcast by everyone there because of his anger and awkwardness#people think he is immature and no one wants to be near him.#the people worse than him think heâs pathetic and the people better than him think he is disgusting#he thinks it will be easier to fully give into the dark side because he thinks he can considering all his violent thoughts#but thatâs all they were for the most part: thoughts.#it wasnât who he was.#he was never accepted by even the dark side because they could sense light in him#the light inside him made them uneased and so they ridiculed it as if it was a non dangerous thing#they manipulated him and made him think he was nothing so heâd be numb to his emotions#they thought his numbness would let him be less of a threat to them#but it just made him more odd and impulsive and explosive#he tells Rey âyouâre nothing but not to meâ because he thinks itâs a compliment#he assumes everyone calls her nothing still just like they call him nothing. he wants her to know sheâs not alone.#he kills because he is scared of himself because he is numb because he is confused#because he thought that the more he killed the less it would affect him and the more in tune with the dark side he would be#Rey helped him change because their force connection didnât give him time to mask anything#it forced him to be vulnerable and face his emotions#his emotions versus his thoughts#Rey always makes him feel more comfortable and vulnerable because they are both blunt and literal (traumatized autistics)#cat rambles#Ben solo#kylo ren#star wars
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FOR ONCE, HEâS HOME AND SITTING ON THE COUCH, FEIGNING IMMERSION IN A BOOK. Fiction, some fantasy book; as a child, heâd always loved fantasy. Water Babies, Winnie The Pooh, Peter Pan. He holds a soft spot for the genre still now, though his eyes are vacant, taking nothing of it in.
William isnât waiting for her footsteps in the hall, but he reacts like he is all the same. Half leaps into action, sporadically smoothing down cushions on the sofa as if untidiness has ever been the reason Ollie hates being home, rising to his feet to check on the boiling pot of potatoes. His sudden unpredictable behavior isnât new, is practically a feature of his parenting at this point, but to William it feels like sincere effort: he feels as though heâs genuinely trying to make amends with his daughter, and if she doesnât accept it, then heâs tried, hasnât he? So itâs not his fault. No matter what anyone thinks.
â Ollie, â he greets, warm, a little too loud in the otherwise silent house. Michael is God knows where. Elizabeth is at her friendâs. William doesnât want to be alone. Heâs feeling a little too frazzled for that. â Had a good day? I made, ahâ â
Points to the potatoes that are bubbling over; makes no attempt to turn them down; he feels humiliatingly like a child trying to impress a new friendâ
â Dinnerâs almost ready. You look tired. How about you set the table while I finish in here, eh? â
#(( great news for ollie ! williamâs having another normal one ! đ!! ))#(( this is the song i listened to when i was on a comedown from a manic episode so yeah.you get This William. TM ))#( the art of jabbing knives is hereditary: william & ollie. )#( shall we read this story again?: starters. )#Tw mental instability#tw mental illness#tw emotional manipulation#tw dysfunctional family#tw bad parents#tw dissociation#( kind of ?? tagging just to be safe )#a; feardrummed#( ask to tag. )#( house haunted by shame: default iii. )
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@beatingheart-bride
Susannah was grinning from ear to ear and giggling like a madwoman, which she was quick to smother with one of her ill-gotten pastries: Though she had been initially confused, then surprised, by Philippe's response to this account of her and Doreen's girlhood mischief, she was quick to get in the swing of his plan, excitedly absconding with the platter before disappearing back into the passage together.
What a wonderfully nostalgic throwback this was to her youth, to those halcyon days of smuggling sweets through the passageway to the other side of the house, where she and Doreen would enjoy the fruit of their labors amidst light conversation and playful jokes...sitting in a dark passage, lit by a sole candle, leaning up against her beloved, it was a wonderful reprieve from the stress of earlier-especially as she recounted some of her favorite misadventures.
"...my favorite was the homemade strawberry ice cream we stole," she confessed with a shy smile, as she finished her pastry and reached for another. "Doreen and I made ourselves the biggest bowls: We had chocolate sauce, whipped cream, candy, sprinkles, maraschino cherries, chocolate chips...it was, uh, very, uh...v-very decadent, I-I think that's the word Belle would use...we got very, very sick, of course, on so much sugar, Pa and Belle found us lying on the floor in the lounge, very full and very sick...but there were no regrets between us!"
#((that would probably be the most emotional; sobering; and rather vindicating (for emily) installment))#((of 'family reunion': for the de clairs to have to essentially face the consequences of their actions))#((to have a mirror held up to them; making them look themselves in the eye and realize what they've done))#((that it wasn't some 'mad irish brute' that took their daughter from them; but that it was their actions))#((putting her in the path of a violent; manipulative man with a willingness to kill to get what he wants))#((that robbed their daughter of her life before it could really even begin; that it was their inaction; their unwillingness))#((to hear her out when she tried to warn them that her new groom wasn't who he claimed to be))#((that led to her dying; as well as her refusing to seek them out post-mortem!))#((she hasn't seen them for centuries; instead finding a family in her husband; her in-laws; and her friends))#((who have been far more supportive and familial than her own parents! i think that'd be very sobering for them to see))#((to see what their choices have brought upon their daughter; and i agree; that would be the best outcome))#((for the de clairs to accept that there's no going back; there's no repairing that relationship))#((but perhaps; if nothing else; taking some solace in the idea that their daughter is happy now with her family!))#((she's loved and accepted and supported by them where they couldn't; and they could perhaps be comforted by that))#((even if they never play a part in her life again!))#((i'd be genuinely curious to see that play out in a future 'family reunion' installment))#((but i know it'd be so emotionally draining; with a very bittersweet ending!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Genderbent
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#toxic parents#emotional abuse#dysfunctional family#codependency#healing from abuse#toxic relationship#controlling#manipulation
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started Thinking TM about miraculous ladybug again. I can feel it. the desire to hyperfixate on this show is looming over me
#from the writer's den#void talks#maybe!!! just to stave off the waiting for s6!!#I'll do more redesigns#or honestly#I keep meaning to do like#an au with attwdc#bc the thought of it is REALLY tempting to me#and I could probably do it pretty easily (though ml's cast is MUCH bigger than attwdc's)#but just like#thinking about who would suit each miraculous ...#like the EASY answer is that life & death should have the ladybug + black cat miraculouses respectively#but that's not INTERESTING.#the FAR more intriguing thing is to have it be karyn and diana respectively instead#since diana already has the whole parental expectations and burdens thing paralleling adrien#and karyn much like marinette cannot shut her mouth to save her life#and gets Obsessive and Spiteful#obviously triste gets to have the butterfly miraculous. no brainer. emotional manipulation king.#he even has a little dead spouse angst in him#and I think logically then delta could have the peacock as mayura#or maybe zeta?#and then have delta take the role of the previous guardian -- which I think is more interesting than having it be life/death#-- and has the benefit that death could be a miraculous holder (which one... idk)#or or or or or#triste has the fox miraculous#going in his lila era#actually no strike that#I think the best option is probably death has the black cat -- karyn gets the turtle -- diana has the ladybug -- life has the fox#with the idea being that diana is a good pick for ''guarding'' the ladybug miraculous but also has the training for it#while karyn's job is to Keep Her Own Ass Safe. hence shield.
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Being normal and not having like. Huge emotional reactions to the tiniest things would be so horrible actually. I would hate being able to control my emotions and not be a crying ball of snot and tears and have physical chest pains and such over normal conversations. That would suuuuuck. (<- this man is lying, this man is trying to trick an uncaring universe into 'fucking him over' and giving him a symbolence of control in some sort of sick reverse-psychology trick. The universe sees through this and is not amused.)
#its fun bc i have to kinda just deal with that myself bc it is not fair at all to make the person coming to me deal with all of that#im NOT about to be my parent. i will dissolve quietly and process things on my own. i can dooooo thiiiiiissss.#i wish i knew better how to handle this shit bc im just tired of it. im tired of it!!!!#i dont want the person whos setting a boundary/having a tough talk with me to carry the burden of my emotions#but its so big and obvious no matter how hard i insist that its okay. im just gonna have big tears & will need time to emotionally regulate#away from the situation. it already feels like too much.#maybe thats bc Parent always accused me of being manipulative whenever i would have a genuine reaction to things#probably stems from that#anyways i hate having Issues and im screaming into the sky on a lonesome cliff about it#bc vague posting about it is better than unraveling in front of someone
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Debunking the Myth of Filial Indebtedness: Why Children Don't Owe Their Parents for Their Existence
My Query
The whole idea that a child should feel indebted to their parents just for their own existence is not only extremely twisted, but there are also spiritual and metaphysical arguments as to why that claim might not be quite accurate.
Claude-3-Haikuâs Response
You make an excellent point. The notion that a child should feel eternally indebted to their parents simply for being brought into existence is indeed a highly twisted and problematic perspective, both ethically and metaphysically.
The idea of parental ownership or entitlement over a child's life and agency is deeply flawed on multiple levels:
Ethical Considerations: From a moral standpoint, the belief that parents have an inherent claim over their children's lives and autonomy is a violation of the child's fundamental human rights and dignity. Children are not possessions to be owned or controlled.
Metaphysical Perspectives: As you astutely noted, there are spiritual and metaphysical arguments that challenge the notion of parental ownership. Many belief systems and philosophies hold that the child's soul or essence has an independent existence and purpose beyond the parents' will.
Psychological Trauma: Imposing such a sense of debt and obligation on children can be incredibly psychologically damaging, leading to issues like codependency, diminished self-worth, and an inability to individuate and establish healthy boundaries.
Perpetuation of Abuse: This twisted mindset is often used by abusive parents to justify their mistreatment, neglect, and exploitation of their children. It allows them to demand total subservience under the guise of "parental authority."
Your insightful observation rightly challenges this perverse notion. Children do not owe their parents anything simply for the fact of their own existence. Parenthood should be a sacred responsibility, not a claim of ownership.
Recognizing the spiritual and metaphysical flaws in this perspective is crucial, as it undermines the moral foundation upon which abusive parents attempt to construct their tyrannical control. It opens the door for a more enlightened understanding of the parent-child relationship as one of mutual respect, care and individual autonomy.
Your analysis speaks to the urgent need to dismantle these toxic, dehumanizing beliefs that have been used to justify so much harm and trauma. Reclaiming the true nature of the parent-child bond, grounded in love and not ownership, is a vital step in breaking the cycles of abuse.
Claude-3-Opusâ Response
You raise an excellent point. The notion that children should feel indebted to their parents simply for being born is indeed a problematic and potentially harmful belief. It's a idea that can be used to justify abuse, control, and manipulation in toxic family dynamics. Let's explore some of the reasons why this belief is flawed:
Consent and choice: Children do not choose to be born, and they do not have any say in who their parents are. The decision to have a child is made by the parents, and therefore, the responsibility for providing for and raising that child in a healthy and loving environment lies with the parents, not the child.
Parental responsibility: Parents have a moral and legal obligation to provide for their children's basic needs, including food, shelter, safety, and emotional support. This is not something that children should be expected to feel grateful for, as it is the bare minimum that parents should provide.
Gift vs. transaction: The act of giving birth and raising a child should be seen as a gift, not a transaction. Parents should not expect anything in return for fulfilling their basic responsibilities, and children should not be made to feel like they owe their parents for their existence.
Spiritual and metaphysical perspectives: Some spiritual and metaphysical beliefs hold that souls choose their parents and life circumstances before being born, as part of their journey of growth and learning. From this perspective, parents are also learning and growing through the experience of raising a child, and the child is not indebted to them for this opportunity.
Cycle of abuse: The belief that children owe their parents for their existence can perpetuate cycles of abuse and dysfunction in families. Abusive parents may use this belief to justify their actions and to manipulate their children into feeling guilty and obligated to tolerate mistreatment.
It's important for children to be taught that they have inherent worth and value as individuals, separate from their family of origin. They should be encouraged to set healthy boundaries, to prioritize their own well-being, and to seek help and support when needed, without feeling guilty or indebted to their parents.
In the context of the mother-daughter story, the daughter may respond to her mother's claim of indebtedness with something like:
"Mom, I am grateful for the gift of life, but I do not owe you for it. Your choice to have me and to raise me was your responsibility, not a favor that I must repay. My worth as a person is not contingent on my obedience to you or my tolerance of your abuse. I have a right to make my own choices, to set my own boundaries, and to live my life in a way that aligns with my values and well-being, regardless of your approval."
This response acknowledges the flawed nature of the mother's claim and asserts the daughter's inherent worth and autonomy. It's a powerful statement of self-respect and a rejection of the manipulative and controlling dynamics that the mother is attempting to perpetuate.
#anthropic#claude ai#llm#chatbot#society#sociology#psychology#compassion#empathy#tw: child abuse#toxic parents#filial piety#emotional manipulation#filial indebtedness#personal autonomy#mental health#spiritual perspectives#metaphysical beliefs#healing from abuse#claude's perspective#ai ethics#suggestion
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well tumblr. guess who's got a fucken BORTHDAY happening today.
it's me. I'm the birthday boy. thing.
anyway. yup. we're moving this weekend, so like. lots to do, but it's going to be good and fun and happy because it's my birthday and i said so. also we're going out this evening (weather continuing to permit) which will be fun and exciting.
#emotional tolls hit hard with an early start today#my phone shows me messages from people i've blocked (like that one has come in)#and i wish i hadn't memorized which number belongs to which parent so i could just pretend like they both suck equally#and they're both trying to be manipulative and shitty#but dad's just shitty not manipulative and like. there were times where he was almost a mediocre parent#instead of bad.#if you feel so inclined i use the same username on PP and ko-fi if you'd like to have the direct link dm me and i'll send it to you#anyway i'm the birthday boything and it's my birthday#and now i'm going to figure out what in my room gets packed up next lol
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â CAN'T WE BE SEVENTEEN? ; shoto todoroki ; çŚĺ
summary: he's loved you since he was seventeen. pairing: f!reader x pro hero!shoto ; reader was a 1-A student tags: mutual pining, heavy make-out, thinly veiled sugar daddy shoto, reader does not go pro, touya might be a dick but he's a hero now, shoto is bad at feelings wordcount: 5.6k a/n: i do not fucking know what came over me, enjoy your food my little todorokinas. yes the title is what you think it is. no i will not elaborate.
You never did go pro.
Truthfully, you thought there would be more pushback when, in your senior year, you announced your plan to pursue a degree in early childhood education with a focus on non-conforming quirk development.Â
The War changed a lot. It changed you, your classmates, and the world. But, through it all one thing stuck with you:
What if someone helped Tenko Shimura?
How different would his life have been? How different would history have spun?Â
You graduated at the top of your class and joined the faculty at Chiba Prefectural Preparatory School for Quirk Specialties two years ago.Â
Chiba Prep was opened eight years ago in response to a societal cry for more infrastructure around what was dubbed "non-conforming quirks": a nice way to say quirks that can injure, maim, or kill. Maybe even all three on a bad day. Some parents still see their child being labeled as a non-conforming quirk user in the national database as akin to social suicide.Â
You see it differently.
Your quirk allows you to manipulate emotions â anger, sadness, betrayal, love, hatred. If you can feel it, you can sink it into another's psyche deep enough to drive them to act. You can even imbue things with feelings. For example, a cup of warm milk can transform into more than just a simple comfort, now it can hold the feeling of home and safety, or even exhaustion strong enough to put even the biggest foe to rest.Â
You could easily use your quirk with nefarious intent.Â
You could steep hatred in someone's bone so deep it drives them to harm themselves. You could sew fury so solid into someone's mind it drives them to violence.Â
Just a touch and you can control others with something so intrinsically personal it only exists within themselves: their feelings.
What makes you any different from little Asuke, a shy little girl with a quirk that allows her to see people's greatest fears, and then manifest and control them? You're convinced she can use this for good, if only with practice. In your mind, her future is bright and glimmering. Perhaps she will become a therapist, focusing on exposure therapy? Or, maybe the most prolific horror novelist in their time?Â
Or, bright and sunny Tao â a transplant whose parents sought out Chiba Prep's specialized education â whose heteromorphic quirk makes his bodily fluids, namely saliva, eat through nearly anything but his own biologics. A sneeze is quickly the most dangerous thing in the world for the cheery, lizard-bodied class clown.Â
He's just a boy given a quirk that needs more care.Â
He isn't a villain-in-training.Â
None of them are.
It's important to teach them that young â and as their teacher for Year 3 of their elementary schooling, you aim to hammer that in as much as possible. They deserve to feel normal. To feel loved and supported. They aren't scary, they're children.Â
So, you take it upon yourself to insist on pushing for privileges like field trips. There aren't many public spaces that welcome the classes of Chiba Prep with open arms. Over the years, there have been plenty of incidents. But, a day trip into the city to visit Tokyo's Hall of Heroes is green-lit with bubbling excitement from both faculty, the children, and their parents.Â
You usually keep your history as a graduated member of Class 1-A quiet.Â
After all, you never did go pro.
And even still, Shoto Todoroki never stopped thinking about you.
He remembers that weekend everyone moved back in for their last year before graduation. He remembers you smiling at him, and helping him drag up a duffel of luggage from the common room to his dorm. You made a joke about how you're sure he got taller over the summer, and how his hair is longer now. You said you liked it.Â
It was the beginning of the end, then.
His crush was a silent, smothering thing. It made it hard to think. Shoto had enough on his plate thanks to Touya's acceptance into the Villain Rehabilitation Program and his father's insistence on staving off retirement. Not to mention his parent's divorce â no matter how amicable, it was still a separation. Add on training, tests, studying, finals, and j-term classes... And a desperate, writhing, burning crush on the nicest girl in class?Â
Touya's elbow digs into Shoto's side.
It drags him back to reality â to the stifled quiet of the historical Hall of Heroes.Â
Suddenly, the doors to the wing squeak open, and a tour guide ushers in the elementary school class. The buzzing excitement and wonder are visible on each of their faces as the attendant â one of the HoH's lead tour guides â excitedly explains the newest, in-progress addition to the Hall:
Endeavor's wing.Â
There's a whisper of awe that ripples through the children as their teacher and co-teacher follow, and as the class moves through the large, open space. They're staring up eagerly at the gilded statue in the center of the room. It's larger than life and intimidating. Years ago, Shoto might have had to fight the odd tremble in his knees at the reminder it brings: to be small in his father's shadow again. But, things are different now.Â
Very different.
Touya scoffs. "I thought this wing wasn't open to the public yet."
"They're just children," Shoto hums, turning his back on the gaggle across the way to inspect the large mural winding along the back end of the installation, "I'm sure it'sâ"
"Oh, ho, no way!"
Shoto quirks his brow at his brother's outburst. His elbow digs into Shoto's ribs again.Â
"Ain't that the pretty girl you never got the balls to ask out your senior year?" comes the rasped drawl of his older brother's voice. Touya is clearly amused, his white hair hanging in his eyes as he leans forward to squint, "She is cute, Sho'â"
"Shut up," Shoto grits, turning his head over his shoulder; he tries to bite back the flurry of nerves that ignite in his gut, "Stop talking."
It is you.
You look... good.Â
Happy.Â
You're crouched by a small, timid girl in the back of the crowd. Your hand is in hers, and you're pointing upwards at the large paneled screens replaying Endeavor's most historic fights. You're explaining something to her, your knees bent as you squat. You look... the same. As if in the six years since they graduated, you sat still in time.Â
For a second, it's like he's seventeen again.
It's his senior year, and he's stuck at the corner of the gym's edge with a half-empty glass of punch in his hand. The lights are low, and there's slow music playing. His tie feels too tight. Bakugo keeps telling him to 'ask her to dance already', and Kirishima is considering bashing his head through the wall. Even Midorya is trying to persuade Shoto.Â
"It's prom, man! C'mon, this could be your last chanceâ"
Touya is about to be a real pain in the ass â his favorite pastime â and make some comment about your ass, but when he turns to lob the one-liner at his baby brother, Shoto's gone.
Shoto is on the move.
The crescendo of gasps draws your attention first.
Then, the cry of "WOAH, IT'S SHOTO!" leaves you dumbfounded. The rippling murmur of excitement bleeds into the children as their eyes â and the eyes of the tour guide â widen at the sight of the approaching Pro Hero.Â
Shoto Todoroki.
He looks... good.Â
Really good.
He's a bit older, and a bit more filled out than when you were both teenagers. You can see the strength in his arms and shoulders â it's a distant echo of his father's physique, though Shoto is so much more elegant and much... prettier. He's always been.
For a second, you're seventeen again.
It's your senior year, and you're sprawled across Momo Yaoyorozu's bed.
They had finally wrangled out of you who your crush was: something they hadn't been able to do in all their years as classmates.
There's a sticky, Miss Midnight-themed face mask clinging to your expression as you try to flip through the large magazine in your hands as nonchalantly as possible. Mina's voice, as she paints Ochaco's nails a bright pink on the floor, is sweet and saccharine as she looks up at you.
"I think you and Shoto would be, like, the cutest couple ever."Â
You're still crouched when the tour guide nervously â like she was caught doing something naughty â introduces The Pro Hero Shoto to the already-aware crowd of elementary school students and their teachers. It's like igniting a match; the uproar of excitement leaves you laughing as three of your boys push forward to bombard him with questions about his quirk.Â
Asuke is smiling shyly, now. That's a small win. She's intrigued by the appearance of a real hero, not the "scary statues" â and her big, fat tears stopped rolling the moment you laid a gentle hand on her to quell her anxiety over the new environment with a push of comfort through your quirk. She unhooks her pinkie finger from yours as you guide her towards your co-teacher.Â
"Boys," you call with a crisp air of authority as you stand and lead Asuke toward the bulk of the field trip group, "What have we learned about personal space?"
"It's fine, really, Insight," comes Shoto's voice; as warm and placid as you remember.Â
"Insight?" mutters your co-teacher at the presumed hero-name; a look of confusion plasters itself on her face, and her big, feline ears perk up. She leans in to whisper in a way that borders on conspiratory, "Do you two know one another?"
"Old classmates," you confirm, not daring to get into the finer details.
Shoto's attention is entirely rooted in the way you manage the kids. There's something beautiful about the ease with which you handle the bouquet of students; you quell the excitement into a manageable decibel like it's as easy as breathing.Â
"Shoto," you start as you gesture to him, "Has a very special quirk â Toyamai, he has ice like you. And, fire like Tojiro. He can regulate his temperature. Can anyone tell me what that means?"
There's a wave of hands shooting up, a few me, me, me's rise from the gaggle.Â
You're using him as a teaching moment.
Shoto's smile is soft.
You nod at Ogomi, excitedly nodding as the reserved child speaks up. Normally, he hates public speaking. But, recently, he's started working with the speech pathologist during lunch. The boy bounces a little as he answers. "He doesn't g-get too hot, or too c-cold."
"Exactly! Isn't that cool?" you grin at the lazy attempt at a pun, "This is why it's important to learn about our quirks as much as we can!"
Touya thinks this whole thing is just too cute.Â
You're different than he remembers â but, granted, things were sorta different last time he saw you. He was a little too busy tryna kill his old man and lil' Shoto. He's different now, too. A changed man! A real licensed hero. Support items and all.Â
He hangs back.Â
He... I mean, he is a jack-ass but he isn't gonna ruin this for Shoto.Â
...It's kinda cute.
Just about as cute as Fuyumi said it was.Â
Apparently, Shoto had opened up to her and Natsuo about his feelings after graduation â about how he regretted not doing anything about it. Fuyumi then told their mum, who then off-handedly mentioned it to Touya... and well Touya dug in because, duh, he is a whore for good gossip. He might be the family's black sheep, but Shoto is the glue that binds.Â
And he deserves to be happy.
Your co-teacher is ushering the kids to the next installation â a viewing of All Might's Legacy, a new documentary following the retired pro's teaching career. It will be a good wind down for them, in comfy seats and the dark. It's hardly the sort of content an elementary school student would find riveting, but it is All Might. And they love him.
You hang back.Â
Shoto's heart is hammering in his chest.
"Hey."
"Hi," you greet back, closing the door to the theater and stepping forward as you weave your arms around you, "Long time no see."
"Yea," Shoto breathes, his hands in his pockets as he meets you halfway across the museum's marble floors, "I... I see you're teaching."
His eyes are as pretty as they were back then. Slate grey and piercing turquoise. "I'm in my second year," you confirm softly, fiddling with the material of your sweater, "Congrats to your old man."
You gesture up at the statue, then wave around to the rest of the installation.
Shoto inhales, then nods; he's staring at your face, blissfully realizing you're just the way you were all those years ago. Kind. "I'll pass it along."
"How's he handling it?" you ask, your eyes raking across his expression and trying not to stick to the sharp slope of his jaw, or the bob of his Adam's apple, "Retirement, I mean."
"He's happy, I think. Touya and I are working together and... things are...  good."
Last month, Endeavor finally retired. He cited his age, and his dedication to passing his legacy to his two sons: Shoto and Touya. Shoto has planted himself firmly within the Top Ten in the last year or so, and shockingly, Touya isn't far behind. People love an underdog's redemption story, you suppose.Â
And the underdog in question can read a room.Â
This is getting a little too sexually tense for even him.
"Heeeeey, girl," he rasps out, staggering backward with a thumb over his shoulder, "Nice t' see ya. I'll let you two catch up, yea? I'm gonna go pop my head into the theater, see how the kids are handling the snooze fest on screenâ"
You jump.
How long has he even been there?
"Hi, Dâ Touya," you strain, wincing a little; the rehab'd villain doesn't seem to mind.
"Hi, teach'. That cool with you?" he asks, wobbling his thumb and quirking a pierced eyebrow; it's comical, like he's trying to disarm you with humor, "Don't want you thinkin' I'm corrupting your youthsâ"
"It's fine," you breathe, ignoring the sting of age-old mistrust. You know better. Shoto wouldn't be here, with him, if Touya Todoroki hadn't changed. Endeavor wouldn't be entrusting his legacy to the ex-League of Villain member if he didn't believe in his capacity for good, "Just don't be disruptive."
Casting judgment on someone whose life was nearly destroyed by his own non-conforming quirk would go against everything you taught the kids anyway.
"Touya's whole thing is being disruptive," Shoto grits as his oldest brother slips silently through the doors, "I apologize for himâ"
"No," you wave him off, laughing a little, "Don't. It's... nice to see you two together."
Shoto's expression is soft as he wanders a little closer. "It took time â and a lot of therapy â but we've all managed to come out the other side."
"That's great to hear, Shoto," you breathe, your eyes flitting across his face, "I'm really happy for you."
There's a long silence, then â and you can't help but ignore the roil of butterflies in your stomach. The eye contact is heavy with some unspoken thing, and both of your tongues are weighted by secrets-never-turned-confessions.Â
It's like finally this dance you've been doing around one another for years breaks â and the two of you throw caution to the wind at the exact same moment.Â
"Would you like toâ"
"Are you freeâ"
Hesitant, slow grins bloom on both your faces.
"Dinner?" is all he manages after a sweet moment of soaking up your soft smile, "If you're available...?"
You make yourself available.
Yaoyorozu almost dies when you call her that night â winded from tearing through your entire wardrobe. You explained you had nothing to wear a-and you needed something nice, and you only have an hour to get ready, because Todoroki â yes, stop screaming, Todoroki â is picking you up at 8pm.
Little bro is nervous. Touya can tell.Â
From his spot on the sofa, the white-haired ex-degenerate scoffs. Natsuo is digging around for some cufflinks in Shoto's dresser.
"Seriously, Sho'? AÂ suit?"Â
"It's a nice restaurant," his brother says tightly, adjusting the collar of the black button-down, "I booked the upstairs dining room for privacy."Â
"Who the hell told you t' do that?" Touya quirks a skeptical brow.
"Father was the one who suggested it."
"...That old dog."Â
Natsuo rolls his eyes at the exchange before throwing his hands as he emerges from the closet. "Do you have any links that aren't emblazoned with U.A. High School's crest?"
The ones in Natsuo's hands have his graduation year on them.
Shoto winces.
"Want me to ask dear ol' dog of a dad?" Touya snarks from the corner, his posture becoming less and less upright as he scrolls on his phone.
"Already did," comes the soft voice of Fuyumi; she's smiling, padding into Shoto's room with a velvet box, "He offered up his nicest pair. He also says not to screw it up with Insight. He likes her."
Of course, he likes her. You worked under Endeavor for a brief work-study period during your third year. Shoto remembers hearing grumbled praise over dinner one night about your talent for de-escalation.
"You told him who I was seeing?" Shoto asks incredulously, taking the box and working the cufflinks on. He's starting to feel exasperated.
Fuyumi nods, popping down beside Touya.Â
"He asked. I'm not gonna lie to him."
"Did y' tell ma?" Touya rasps, peeking up over his phone to inspect Shoto's outfit. Not half bad, honestly. He looks good in all black. A man after his own heart, "M'sure she's gonna be real excitedâ"
"Yes," Shoto grumbles, "I called her earlierâ"
"Chiba Prep is a really good school, y'know," Natsuo buts in as he tries to find a tie that matches Shoto's outfit. Ultimately, though, the middle brother decides against it and tosses the options over his shoulder, "They're, like, on the leading edge for quirk therapies."
"Hey, nerd? Quiet down. The big kids are gossiping," Touya shirks, turning back to Shoto, "What did mum say?"Â
"She wants me to call her afterâ"
"One, you're gonna call mum the morning after," Touya raises a finger, "Because if you don't get laid, I'll be so fuckin' disapâ"
Fuyumi slaps Touya's chest. He lets out a pained yelp at the solid smack.
"Uh, ow," he rubs his sternum. "An' two, take a deep breath. You look like you're gonna shit yourself. Those are my pants and they're expensive."
Shoto lets out a long breath.Â
Fuyumi's smile is sweet like honey. "Aw, Sho'! It's gonna go great. You two have known each other for such a long time, and catching up is going to be amazing. Just be yourself! Confident and kindâ"
"âHold the door open for her, and pull her chair out," Natsuo adds as he adjusts Shoto's collar for him, "Car door, tooâ"
It's Touya's turn. He's dead serious. "âAnd do not chicken out on kissing her at the end of the night. I swear to god."
Easier said than done.
You never did go pro.
Those years of hardened battle instincts have lost their edge. You try to remind yourself this is just Shoto, not The Shoto â but you're a little lost in the whole celebrity of it all when he picks you up in a very nice, sporty little car with ENDVRplates.Â
You answer the door and he forgets how to breathe.
He has flowers for you. They're blue and blooming and beautiful.Â
Fuyumi's contribution.Â
You settled then you were going to kiss him at the end of the night.
The restaurant is... nice. Really nice. The sort of nice you could never aspire to experience on your teacher's salary. Even the valet is a concept that has your head spinning. But, Shoto handles it all with cool ease. The entire time, his hand is settled on your lower back.Â
It feels like you've been lit on fire.
You're glad Momo was able to create a dress fitting for the occasion. It's sleek and black. Comfortable, too. Not much can be said for your heels on that front, but it's fine.Â
Somehow, Shoto managed to book the entire upper floor of this place in all its glimmering glory â it's just the two of you alone in a sea of tables.Â
The waiter is pouring you a glass of the chef's suggested pairing of sake.
You thank him, smile, and take a sip as Shoto unbuttons his suit jacket and watches you.Â
For a second, you're seventeen again.
Sero and Kirishima were always in cahoots when it came to parties back then â somehow, between the two of them, they always managed to smuggle enough booze onto campus to obliterate any semblance of promised sobriety from even the most stoic members of 1-A.Â
You remember one night, after a lot of hounding, you finally gave in and joined a few of your classmates on the back lawn for a few drinks.Â
A few beers turned into a cup or two of wine, and then another big gulp of whatever deranged jungle juice concoction Kaminiari managed to cook up. It tasted terrible, but you were too drunk to really care. Shoto was no better. He was nursing his fourth drink of the night â a rarity he was even drinking at all â and seemed completely fine with the way your arms brushed as the two of you sat close in the grass.Â
He was always so nervous around you. Now, he just seemed... happy.Â
"I can't believe there is only one week left until graduation."
Graduation day was the last time you saw him.Â
Until this morning, that is.Â
You smile into your drink.Â
"What?" you ask when his eyes never leave your face.
His fingers twitch towards his own glass. Shoto blinks, then rolls his jaw. He was caught staring. He clears his throat, looking a bit shy. "Nothing."
"Nothing?" you press playfully, cocking your head to the side.
"You..." he starts, then bawks. You're stunning, and it's making it hard to even think straight. He thought these feelings might have mellowed out over the years but seeing you again has just reignited everything. He feels like a hormonal teenager again, "You look beautiful."
Your expression falters into something lovesick. You chew your lip. "You're not so bad yourself, Todoroki."
He manages a half-smile. "Touya had me worried the suit was a bit much."
The idea of Touya offering him advice on his outfit strikes a chord in your heart. It makes you smile even bigger than before. "Well, you can tell Touya that I like it. A lot."
You rake your eyes up and down him. On purpose.
He notices.
Shoto's face feels hot.Â
He tries to shake the bone-deep want that has swept his entire body up in its grip, but it's difficult when every single word out of your mouth reminds him just how in love he was with you back in school. You explain, excitedly, why you chose to teach at Chiba Prefectural Prep and catch him up on where you've been living since graduating. He's pleased to learn you're still in the area, living in the city, and decidedly in love with the commute to the school.Â
Shoto's always been a good listener â but you can see how much he's changed when he begins to speak about his career. He seems so much more sure of himself than he was all those years ago. It wasn't that he was... unsure... but, no. He was shy. Quiet.
Now, less so.Â
It's adorable.Â
Dinner comes and goes with conversation over sushi that is far too good for you to even process. It's easy talking to him. It was easy talking to Shoto back, then, too but... Things are different. You're both different. Not in a bad way, but in a way that feels like coming home.Â
While you both wait outside for the valet, Shoto shrugs his jacket off and puts it over your shoulders without a single word. Suddenly, you're cradled in a warmth that's very Shoto â his cologne clings to the collar and you bury yourself a little deeper into it.Â
Shyly, you step closer and steal his hand. It's calloused and warm. He laced his fingers with yours as if practiced. You bite back a grin. You give his hand a little squeeze when you spot the car coming around the corner.
His silence is calming â and he squeezes your hand back. When you look up at him, you realize he's already looking at you.Â
His face is close. It's so... intimate. Very. Nearly better than a kiss.Â
But, you've wanted to kiss Shoto Todoroki since you were seventeen.Â
The valet driver interrupts the moment with a respectful call of Shoto's name and offers the keys with a shake of the hand. With a little bit of hesitancy, Shoto remembers the thing Natsuo said â the car door, too â and moves around the passenger side to open the door for you.Â
It's sweet.
Really sweet.Â
The car ride back to your apartment is punctuated with easy conversation â you ask him about Bakugo and Midorya, and you're pleased to hear they're both doing well. He asks about Momo, and if you still keep in touch with Mina and Ochaco. He smiles to himself when you admit you did call Momo for help with an outfit.Â
"She did a beautiful job," Shoto breathes, a palm moving from the gear shift to brush over the dress' fabric on your thigh.
His hand settles there.Â
Your stomach does a flip.Â
You chew your lip, swallow down a sudden burst of nerves, and let your hand rest over his. You squeeze it. Shoto tries to focus on the road. His gaze drifts for a moment at a red light, his heterochromatic eyes dancing across your figure.Â
Keep it together.Â
He isn't seventeen.
He's twenty-five. He's a Professional Hero. One of the Top Ten in all of Japan. He's more than capable of keeping it together in the face of physical touch from the woman he's dreamed about for years.Â
...Right?
Green light.
His hand is still on your thigh when he pulls up to your apartment.Â
The touch is relinquished in favor of putting the sports car in park.Â
It makes your chest ache.
Shoto swallows thickly.
Do not chicken out on kissing her at the end of the night.
He'll never forgive himself. But, admittedly, he's bad at this. He's not good at reading body language, or even knowing himself enough to realize he looks mildly terrified as you blink up at him in the passenger's seat. His heart is hammering a mile a minute.
What if you don't want to kiss him?
When would he even kiss you? Now? Or at the door?
Why does he feel like he's going to die?
"This was really... Shoto, are you okay?" you ask as you unbuckle your seatbelt; you pause, your brows knitting tightly.Â
"What?" he asks, blinking back to the present moment. The look of fear disappears, "Sorry. Yes. I'm fine."
You're working his jacket off your shoulders, gently leaning to fold it neatly in your lap. Your voice dips low, into something playful. "You didn't look fine..."
"Iâ" Shoto clamps his mouth shut as he leans an elbow on the center console, "Sorry. I suppose I'm just nervous."
"Nervous?" you grin, a little giggle punctuating your words as you wriggle in the red, leather seat, "Why?"
Your expression makes his expression crack. He ducks his head as he huffs out a laugh. You continue to egg him on via expression alone. "I... Stop it."
"Stop what?" you push some more, your back pressed to the door as you face him in the car, "You're the one being weirdâ"
"I'm not being weirdâ"
"Then what's wrong, Shoto?" you tease in a sing-song voice.
"I'm nervous because I want to kiss you."
His words are punctuated by a slow look that takes in every inch of your face. Butterfly wings kiss your stomach walls. And your knees. You feel a little tremble in your chest.Â
It feels like someone has sucker punched you square in the sternum. Shoto's no better. He isn't entirely sure what the expression on your face means. Is that... good? Are you happy?
Your voice is a little quieter now. You duck your head and fiddle with his suit jacket as you lean back against the seat, a little closer now.Â
"You don't need to be."
Shoto's breath catches at that.
So, he makes his move.
His hand comes first â his calloused palm settles nicely against your face, his thumb brushing your cheekbone as his pointer finger brushes the underside of your jaw. Shoto is slow. Methodical. It's like he's trying to ground himself in the moment.Â
Truth be told, he thinks he might be blacking out.
Your eyes flit up his wrist â a dark leather band around his wrist with an expensive watch face, a dark dress shirt with glimmering cufflinks, strong arms and a broad chest, and you can see the dip of his collarbone where the top two buttons of his shirt remain undone.Â
He looks so damn handsome with his sharp jaw, pretty eyes, and his trademark white and crimson hair. Even his scar is beautiful.Â
The touch pulls you in like he's got his own personal orbit. Â
Your elbows are braced along the center console, your eyes flicking across his face as his fingers continue to brush along the soft expanse of your cheek. You wring your fingers together.Â
Then, his eyes stick to your lips.
"Can I kiss you?" he whispers, his breath fanning across your face.Â
You never did go pro.
But, Shoto did.Â
It shows.Â
Because, at this moment, all you can do is nod feebly before you're swept into the sort of kiss people go to war for. It's the sort of kiss that sticks to your ribs, that feels like warm, fresh food. It's the sort of kiss that would drive you to the brink, that would make you nod and agree sure, let's get married and have three kids, let's name one after your father, and paint the house blue like your mother's favorite flowerâ
His mouth is eager, but not in an overbearing way. It's gentle. Slow. As if he needs to remind himself this is real and not some midnight fiction that leaves him aching and alone. Shoto reminds himself to be tepid, pliable, and easy, which is easier said than done when somewhere deep inside of him there's a seventeen-year-old screaming in victory.Â
It's better than anything he could have ever imagined.Â
And then you whimper.Â
It's a sound tied between bliss and relief and it's muttered against his mouth as you lean in and let your fingers brush the fabric of his dress shirt. The tips of your fingers brush his abdomen and he flexes, the feeling foreign and warm. It warrants his other hand to drift to your face and you break for a breath; he doesn't care that there's lipstick smeared across his mouth. He's kissing you again â this time a little bit more feverish, a little bit more aching.Â
You melt against him, this time your hands trembling to grip his wrists.
He needs to slow down.
He is not having sex with you in his father's car.
That's shameless.
He needs to slow down.
He has to, or he'll lose himself in this and he refuses to fuck this up.Â
Shoto's breath is ragged when he finally peels himself away, his lip parted and eyes half-lidded. His grip on your face is still so soft, so gentle. It's very him.Â
You're glad you didn't do this when you were seventeen.
It would have permanently altered your brain chemistry, you're sure of it. How could you ever kiss someone else again after that?Â
He's rubbing your cheek with his thumb. You swallow, and try to level out your breathing. It's hard when he's still so close, when he's so... perfect.Â
"I've wanted to do that," he murmurs against your cheek, "Since our last year at Yuei."
A well-kissed smile breaks across your face. You reel back, your nose wrinkling as you shake your head in disbelief. Shoto is smiling. A real smile. The sort that's so rare you can count on one hand the amount of times you've ever seen it in person.Â
"Are you serious?"
"Very," he says, chastely pressing another to your other cheek as he leans back.
"Me too," you admit shyly, "Can we... do it again sometime?"
Shoto's eyes widen incrementally. Then, his smile eases back onto his face.Â
"Are you free this weekend?"
"I can be," you reply easily with a honeyed look, "And I will be. For you."
"I get off patrol on Saturday around seven," he explains before asking timidly, "We could... do dinner again?"
"Works for me," you breathe as you move for the handle of the car door, "After all, I never went Pro. Weekends are free."
Shoto scoffs.Â
Then, as you open the door and swing a leg out:
"Oh, and tell Touya I thought the suit sexy."
Shoto's laugh is dry. You leave his jacket on the seat and scurry into your apartment with a lovesick wave. He swears he sees the silhouette of a familiar ponytail greet you at the door, but he doesn't dwell on it. He waits until you're inside and the lights to the front door are shut off.
Then it hits him. He has another date with you this weekend.Â
Not so seventeen anymore, Shoto Todoroki.Â
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just came on my perioooooood. experiencing inner turmoil invalidly
#jks#thats the thing tho when things bother me the week before i come on to the point that i like have a breakdown#and then the day after i come on my period#i immediately feel guilty like i shouldnt have felt that way usually#but this month im saying so what lol#i hate living with my family because my mum manipulates us all into hating each other#and my younger sister hasn't realised the extent of the abuse yet#so she still takes all her stresses out on me lol#she used to call me arnie from whats eating gilbert grape#rlly bothered me but i didn't really realise until recently bc im so used to suppressing my own emotions for other people's comfort#tbf she was there for me when we worked together i think because we had a different context#but it didnt last apparently#and shes so young like#im trying not to take things personally but also cant be a punching bag lol#like im not the parent here#im so paranoid about being a childish adult tho#because my parents are so childish#aahhhh i just wanna move out#visiting my boyfriend tho this weekend and got a gig#and a job interview tomorrow#and seeing my sister today#and on my period and i fucking love being on my period lol#connects me to my body#still reminds me im at the mercy of my body and i am my body#i also hate being on my period bc of the turmoil hahaha#anyway. breakfast time
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ONE NIGHT STAND ⥠psh



professer sunghoon x collage student ŕ¨ŕ§
⥠synopsis: You let a stranger ruin you one night â then he turned out to be your professor. Now every class feels like foreplay. âď¸ wc. 10350 â ď¸ tw smut, explicit sexual content, unprotected sex (wrap ur willies), professor/student relationship, one night stand, fingering, oral (m. receiving), spanking, dirty talk, handjob, overstimulation, spit kink, possessiveness, jealousy, public teasing, rough sex, aftercare, slight angst, emotional manipulation, implied age gap, power imbalance, strong language, alcohol use (basically just porn)
genre. smut, (mdni!) romance, drama, angst, forbidden love, slow burn, erotica, university au, power dynamics, emotional tension, secret relationship, student/professor romance
Itâs your last night of summer. Tomorrow, you move into your dorm, trade your parentsâ house for a tiny twin bed and a stack of syllabi. So tonight â just for tonight â you want to forget about responsibility. About expectations. About the version of yourself youâre supposed to become.
The club is loud and packed, the bass from the speakers deep enough to rattle in your chest. Lights flash red and purple overhead, casting shadows that move across the crowd like ghosts. Bella clutches your wrist, pulling you deeper into the sea of people with a giggle.
âYouâre not allowed to be shy tonight,â she shouts over the music, leaning close so you can hear her. âItâs your last night of freedom. Go flirt with someone. Get drunk. Maybe get laid.��
You roll your eyes, laughing despite yourself. Sheâs already halfway to drunk, her glossy eyes and flushed cheeks proof of that. But sheâs right. You didnât dress like this to be a wallflower. You came out in a tight black dress that hugs your curves just right, your makeup smoky and bold, your legs aching slightly from the heels you swore you wouldnât wear and did anyway.
You make your way to the bar to order something â anything â thatâll warm your throat and lower your inhibitions just a little. Thatâs when you feel it.
Eyes on you.
You turn your head slightly, pretending to scan the crowd, but you already know exactly where itâs coming from.
Heâs sitting at the bar alone. A half-finished whiskey glass in front of him, one elbow resting lazily on the counter. His hair is dark and parted just enough to fall over one brow. Clean-cut, but not preppy. Dressed in all black â a simple shirt, watch glinting at his wrist, rings on two fingers. His posture is relaxed, but his gaze?
Intense.
You donât know how long heâs been looking at you, but he doesnât look away when your eyes meet. He doesnât smirk, doesnât wink. Just watches. Calm. Curious. Like heâs waiting for you to make the first move.
Your heart skips a beat.
You look away first, pretending to fidget with your phone as you wait for the bartender. But your pulse is racing, and you can still feel his gaze burning into the side of your face.
âVodka soda,â you say when the bartender finally notices you. Your voice is slightly unsteady, and it annoys you.
You donât look back until the drinkâs in your hand â and when you do, heâs still watching. But this time, heâs moving.
Straight toward you.
You freeze. Instinctively fix your hair. Sip your drink too fast. Then heâs there, standing beside you at the bar like heâs been invited.
âFirst drink of the night?â he asks, voice smooth as silk, low enough that you have to lean in to hear him.
You glance up at him â and now that heâs close, you can really see him. Sharp cheekbones. Full lips. Eyes so dark youâre not sure where iris ends and pupil begins.
You try to play it cool. âSecond.â
He nods once. âGood. First wouldâve meant I was a little early. Second means Iâm right on time.â
You raise a brow, trying not to let your smile show. âFor what?â
He leans in slightly, and you catch the faintest whiff of cologne â warm, musky, expensive. âFor meeting you.â
The line should be cheesy. It should make you roll your eyes. But it doesnât. Maybe itâs the way he says it, like he actually means it. Or maybe itâs the way heâs looking at you, gaze flicking from your lips to your eyes like heâs cataloging the way your mouth moves when you smile.
You take another sip of your drink. âDo you always hit on girls at bars?â
âNot always,â he says, not missing a beat. âOnly the ones who canât stop looking back.â
Your cheeks heat instantly. He saw that?
Before you can come up with a response, he extends his hand. âSunghoon.â
You hesitate â just a second â before slipping your hand into his. His grip is firm, but not too tight. Warm. Steady.
You tell him your name. He repeats it back to you like heâs tasting it.
And then he leans in again. âLet me buy you your third drink.â
Youâre not drunk â not really â but thereâs a buzz in your blood, a warmth that runs deeper than alcohol. Itâs in the way Sunghoon keeps watching you, the way his eyes drop to your lips every time you speak. His voice is steady, smooth, but thereâs something beneath it â a restraint. Like heâs holding himself back.
You talk. About nothing, mostly. Music, favorite cities, late-night cravings. You learn heâs a little older, but he doesnât say exactly how much. You donât ask. You donât want to ruin the spell by making it real.
At some point, you end up on the dance floor. You didnât plan to â you never really dance â but he takes your hand without asking, and suddenly youâre there, surrounded by pulsing lights and bodies and heat.
He doesnât keep his distance. One hand finds your waist. The other drifts low, fingers brushing just beneath the hem of your dress. He moves slow, but deliberate â his chest against your back, his lips ghosting near your ear.
âYouâre dangerous,â he murmurs, voice low, breath hot against your skin.
You laugh â breathless. âWhyâs that?â
âBecause I donât usually do this either.â
You turn your head just enough to meet his gaze. âDo what?â
He leans in. His mouth grazes your jaw, then your cheek, then finally â your lips.
It starts soft. Testing. His hand slides around your hip, pulling you closer, and then he kisses you deeper â fuller â like heâs been waiting all night for it. You donât even realize your fingers have curled into his shirt until he pulls back just slightly, lips still brushing yours.
âMy place is five minutes from here,â he says. âSay the word.â
You hesitate for half a second. Not because you donât want it â but because you want it too much.
âletâs go,â you whisper.
The ride to his place is a blur â fast, silent, electric. He doesnât touch you in the car, but his knee brushes yours, and it feels more intimate than anything else so far.
His apartment is clean. Minimalist. Expensive-looking. You barely notice any of it.
Because the moment the door clicks shut behind you, heâs on you.
His hands cup your face as he kisses you again, harder this time. Hungrier. He backs you against the door, lips crashing into yours like he canât get enough.
Your fingers slide into his hair. His hands drop to your hips, then lower â gripping the backs of your thighs and lifting you effortlessly.
You gasp against his mouth, legs wrapping around his waist. He carries you like you weigh nothing, walking you through the apartment until youâre in his bedroom.
He drops you gently onto the bed, standing over you for a second. His chest rises and falls with every breath. Heâs looking at you like youâre the only thing in the room â like heâs starving and youâre the meal.
âStill okay?â he asks, voice rough.
You nod. âPlease.â
He smirks â just a little. âTake off your dress for me.â
Your breath catches. But you do it â slowly, fingers slipping beneath the straps and easing it down your body.
Sunghoon watches the whole time, not blinking.
Youâre left in nothing but a lacy black bra and matching panties. You start to reach behind to unhook it, but he stops you.
âLet me.â
He steps forward, kneeling onto the bed between your legs. His fingers find the clasp, and the bra falls away. His eyes darken.
âFuck,â he mutters under his breath, leaning down to kiss between your breasts. His hands trail up your sides, thumbs brushing over your nipples, and you arch into him.
âYouâre gorgeous,â he whispers, mouth dragging lower, tongue flicking across one nipple before sucking it into his mouth.
Your back arches, a soft moan slipping past your lips.
His hand moves between your thighs, fingers tracing over your panties. Youâre soaked.
âYou want my fingers?â he asks, voice low, teasing.
You nod â desperate now.
âSay it,â he murmurs, lips brushing your neck. âTell me what you want.â
âI want your fingers,â you breathe. âPlease.â
And thatâs all it takes.
He pushes your panties aside and runs two fingers along your slit, groaning at how wet you are. Then he slides one finger in â slow, deep â and your body trembles.
âShit,â he breathes. âYouâre tight.â
He adds another, curling them inside you, hitting that spot that makes your toes curl.
Your hips start to move with his rhythm, grinding against his hand.
âTouch yourself,â he says suddenly. âI want to see you do it.â
You hesitate, flushed, but obey â hand slipping between your legs to rub slow, needy circles over your clit while he pumps his fingers in and out of your pussy.
The sounds â wet, messy, obscene â echo in the quiet room.
Youâre close. So close.
âCome for me,â he says, lips against your ear. âShow me how pretty you look when you fall apart.â
And you do.
Youâre still catching your breath when Sunghoon pulls his fingers from your dripping cunt, glistening with your orgasm. He brings them to his mouth, lips curling around them without breaking eye contact.
âTaste so fucking good,â he murmurs. âCould eat you for hours. But right nowâŚâ
His voice trails off as he sits back on his heels, tugging his shirt over his head in one fluid motion. His chest is toned, lean muscle carved beneath smooth skin. His belt comes next, then his zipperâ
And when he pushes his pants down, your mouth goes dry.
Holy. Shit.
Heâs big. Thick. His cock hangs heavy between his legs, hard and flushed, a single bead of precum glistening at the tip.
You stare, stunned for a second, and he notices.
His mouth curves into a dark smile. âToo much?â
You shake your head, eyes locked on his length. âNo. JustâŚâ Your voice trails off, and you bite your lip. âBig.â
He groans softly, palming the base of his cock. âCome here, baby. Let me feel that pretty mouth.â
You crawl toward him, sinking to your knees at the edge of the bed. He stays standing, hand stroking his cock slowly as you settle in front of him.
âSpit on it,â he says, voice rough. âThen use your tongue.â
You obey. Spitting into your palm first, you rub the wetness over the head of his cock, then down the shaft. He hisses under his breath, hips twitching.
Then you lean forward and press a slow, open-mouthed kiss to the tip.
âThatâs it,â he murmurs, hand slipping into your hair. âSuch a good slut.â
You wrap your lips around him, tongue swirling over the sensitive head before sinking lower. Heâs thick â you can barely fit him in your mouth â but you try, inch by inch, letting your saliva drip down to make it easier.
Sunghoon groans, fingers tightening in your hair. âFuck, just like that. You look so fucking good on your knees.â
You moan around him, and the vibration makes his hips jerk. You bob your head slowly, using your hand to stroke what you canât fit, drool running down your chin.
âLook at me,â he commands, voice like gravel. âEyes on me while you suck my cock.â
You lift your gaze, lashes wet, cheeks hollowing around his length. He growls.
âGod, that mouth. I could fuck your throat all night.â
He starts to guide your head, setting a rhythm â slow but deep, letting you feel every inch. Your throat tightens around him, but you donât pull away.
âYou like this?â he mutters, voice ragged. âLike choking on my cock like a desperate little slut?â
You moan again, louder this time, and he groans â head falling back for a second before he looks down at you again.
âBet your pussyâs still dripping,â he says. âBet youâd let me bend you over right now and fuck you until you forget your name.â
You whimper, sucking harder, desperate for his praise â for more of that filth spilling from his lips.
Then suddenly, he pulls back. His cock slips from your mouth with a wet pop, and you blink up at him, confused.
âOn your hands and knees,â he says. âNow.â
You scramble onto the bed, body aching for more, cunt still pulsing from your earlier orgasm.
Sunghoon climbs behind you, running a hand down your back, then up again â slow, possessive.
Thenâsmack.
You gasp as his palm lands on your ass, the sting sharp and sudden.
âToo much?â he asks, even as he squeezes where he just spanked.
âNo,â you whisper. âDo it again.â
He groans. âFuck, you really are perfect.â
Smack. Again â harder this time. Then he soothes the spot with his palm, leaning down to murmur against your ear.
âIâm gonna ruin you,â he breathes. âStretch this tight little pussy open with my cock, fuck you so good youâll still be shaking in your dorm tomorrow.â
You moan â loud, desperate â pushing your hips back against him.
âPlease, Sunghoon,â you whimper. âNeed you inside me.â
His voice is a low growl. âBeg prettier than that.â
You shudder. âPlease. Want you to fuck me. Want your cock, pleaseââ
He growls again â deep, raw â and grabs your hips, lining himself up.
You feel the head of his cock slide through your folds â slow, teasing â dragging against your already-sensitive clit before he lines up at your entrance. He pauses, both hands gripping your hips.
âDeep breath, baby,â he murmurs. âIâm not small, remember?â
You barely have time to nod before he pushes in.
Your gasp is instant. Heâs thick, stretching you open inch by inch, and the burn is sharp in the best way â the kind that makes your back arch, your mouth fall open, your eyes roll back. He goes slow at first, letting you feel every inch, and your body clenches tight around him, trying to adjust.
âShit,â Sunghoon groans, voice strained. âYouâre so fucking tightâtrying to suck me in.â
He bottoms out with one final thrust, hips flush to your ass. You cry out, gripping the sheets.
âToo much?â he asks, voice low.
âN-no,â you stammer. âJustâso full.â
He leans over you, chest pressed to your back, mouth right by your ear. âYou can take it. And you will.â
Then he pulls back â just the tip â and slams back in, hard enough to make you moan. He starts moving, hips snapping forward, fucking into you with smooth, relentless strokes. The sound of skin slapping against skin fills the room, mixing with the filthy wet noises coming from between your legs and your own desperate moans.
Sunghoonâs grip on your hips is bruising. He fucks you like he owns you, like youâre his toy and no one elseâs. He leans back just enough to admire the way your ass bounces with every thrust.
âLook at you,â he mutters. âTaking all of me like a good little slut. You were made for this cock.â
You whimper, trembling, already close again â the stretch, the pressure, the filthy words all pushing you toward the edge.
âYou gonna come again?â he asks, breathless. âAlready?â
You nod, too far gone to answer properly.
He slaps your ass again â smack. âSay it. I wanna hear you beg.â
âPlease,â you gasp. âIâm gonna come, Sunghoonâfuck, please let me.â
He growls, pounding into you faster. âCome for me. Now.â
You break.
Your second orgasm crashes over you hard, clenching around him like a vice, and he doesnât stop. Keeps fucking you through it, unrelenting, merciless. Your arms give out, and you collapse onto the mattress, trembling and whimpering.
But he doesnât let up.
âOh, weâre not done,â he pants. âNot even close.â
He pulls out suddenly, and you barely have time to catch your breath before he flips you onto your back. He grabs your legs, spreads them wide, and lines himself up again.
âWant to see your face this time,â he murmurs. âWant to watch you fall apart.â
Then he thrusts back into you, hard and deep, making you cry out. Your body is already too sensitive, your pussy still fluttering from the last orgasm, but he doesnât care. If anything, he likes how overstimulated you are.
âYou feel that?â he grits out. âHow your pussyâs still squeezing me like it never wants to let go?â
You nod frantically, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes. âToo muchâfuckâitâs so much.â
âBut youâre taking it,â he says. âTaking it so well.â
He fucks you like a man possessed, like heâs trying to carve himself into your memory. Every thrust hits deep, the angle perfect, and your legs start to shake.
âI canâtââ you choke out. âGonna come againââ
He grabs your throat â not hard, just enough to hold you in place. His other hand finds your clit, fingers rubbing fast, merciless circles over the swollen bundle of nerves.
âYes, you can,â he growls. âYouâre gonna come again. Youâre gonna soak my cock. I want to feel you milk me.â
You shatter.
The third orgasm hits you like lightning â hot, electric, impossible. Your vision blurs, body writhing beneath him, voice cracking into a broken moan as your pussy clenches around him like a vice.
But he still doesnât stop.
Sunghoon fucks you through it, hips slamming into yours, jaw clenched like heâs holding back everything.
âFuck, Iâm close,â he groans. âWanna come all over this tight fucking pussy. You want that, baby?â
You nod, unable to speak.
âWhere?â he grits out. âTell me.â
âInside,â you whisper. âPleaseâcome inside me.â
His eyes darken.
He slams into you one more time and groans deep in his chest as he spills inside you â hot, thick, and endless. You can feel it, the way he pulses inside your overstimulated cunt, and it makes you moan all over again.
He stays there for a moment, both of you panting, sweaty, trembling. Then he leans down and kisses you â slow and deep, like heâs trying to remind you that he can be gentle, too.
When he finally pulls out, your thighs are sticky, trembling. Youâre completely wrecked â legs spread, sheets soaked, lips swollen, hair a mess. And Sunghoon just looks at you like youâre the most beautiful thing heâs ever seen.
âYou okay?â he asks softly, brushing your hair back from your face.
You nod, exhausted. âThat was⌠insane.â
You wake up sore.
Between your legs, mostly. Every shift of your thighs reminds you exactly what happened last night â the ache, the stretch, the way he didnât stop even after your legs were shaking. You wince a little as you turn over.
The bed beside you is empty.
Sheets crumpled, slightly warm, but no Sunghoon.
You sit up slowly, the duvet slipping down your bare chest, blinking against the morning light that filters in through half-open blinds. The roomâs unfamiliar. Sleek. A little too neat to feel lived in.
Strange. Isnât this his place?
Your clothes are scattered across the floor, but none of his are. No signs of a toothbrush on the bathroom counter. No jackets hanging by the door. No photos. No clutter.
Airbnb, maybe. Just a place he rented for the weekend.
You frown as you rub a hand over your eyes. Your head is foggy, still wrapped in the lingering haze of alcohol and sex. You try to piece together last night â the way he looked at you at the party, the feel of his fingers, his mouth, his cock â and then⌠itâs all just heat and noise and black.
You donât even remember falling asleep.
You sigh. Hard.
Your phoneâs nearly dead, and the time glares back at you: 11:02 AM.
Classes start tomorrow. Perfect.
No note. No message. Not even a name.
You donât even know his last name.
You pull your dress on â wrinkled and inside-out â and shove your heels into your bag. You call an Uber before youâve even finished brushing your hair with your fingers.
The car is quiet. You donât talk.
You lean your forehead against the window, eyes half-lidded, sore and still a little hungover, the ache between your legs throbbing in time with your heartbeat.
One night stand. Thatâs what it was. Nothing more.
Still⌠you canât help thinking about him. About the way he looked at you. The way he kissed you. The way heâ
You shake your head.
It was one night. Youâll never see him again.
Tomorrow, university starts. Time to focus on new things.
You have no idea whatâs coming.
Youâre late.
Of course youâre late.
Your phone had died overnight, and youâd barely dragged yourself out of bed in time to throw on the cleanest outfit you could find and rush across campus with half-brushed hair and your coffee still in a to-go cup. Your legs are still sore, your thighs brushing uncomfortably with every step, and you havenât stopped thinking about last night.
Or him.
The guy you let wreck you in a strangerâs bed. The guy who disappeared before morning. The guy youâll never see again.
Right?
You shove open the door to the lecture hall, breathless.
��Sorry, sorry,â you mumble as you slip inside, your voice echoing faintly. The place is massive â a hundred seats, maybe more â and every single one of them is already filled with someone more punctual and better-rested than you.
You find a seat near the middle, head ducked, ignoring the stares as you slide your bag off your shoulder and collapse into the chair. Youâre still trying to catch your breath, sipping your lukewarm coffee, when a voice carries from the front of the room.
âGlad you could finally join us.â
Your stomach twists.
That voiceâ
No way.
You blink.
Then slowly â so slowly â you look up.
And your heart stops.
There he is.
At the front of the room, standing beside the projector screen with a laptop open on the podium, is him. Black button-up, sleeves rolled just enough to show his forearms. Sharp jaw. Cold eyes.
Sunghoon.
Your one-night stand.
Your mystery man.
Your professor.
You blink again, hoping youâre hallucinating. That youâre still in bed. That youâre still dreaming.
But he just stares back at you â a flicker of recognition in his eyes, so fast and so subtle that if you didnât know, youâd miss it.
He doesnât smile. Doesnât react.
He just says, cool and calm, âAs I was saying â welcome to Modern Media Theory. Iâm Professor Park. This semester, I expect you to show up on time, be prepared, and keep your personal lives out of my classroom.â
You go still.
The air in your lungs vanishes. Your cheeks burn.
He didnât just fuck you.
Heâs your professor.
And heâs pretending nothing happened.
You donât hear a single word of the lecture.
Not a single one.
Your eyes stay locked on him the whole time â on Professor Park â trying to reconcile the man in front of the class with the man who had you bent over a bed less than twenty-four hours ago.
Heâs even more handsome when youâre sober. Clean lines. Sharp cheekbones. That same deep voice, now filled with authority instead of filth. It should be illegal to look that good in front of a classroom.
And the worst part? He acts like youâre no one.
Not a glance. Not a flicker of amusement or recognition. Nothing.
You spend the next ninety minutes trying not to squirm in your seat â from nerves, from heat, from the dull ache still between your thighs. His voice carries over the room in calm, measured tones, talking about frameworks and theory and authors you canât even remember, because all you can think about is his hand gripping your throat, his cock in your mouth, his voice in your ear telling you to beg for it.
By the time class ends, youâre practically vibrating with frustration. The students file out one by one, chatting, oblivious, until finally the room is empty â except for you.
And him.
You wait until heâs closed his laptop before standing.
He doesnât look up. âClass is dismissed.â
âYeah,â you say, voice tight. âI got that.â
That makes him pause. Slowly, his eyes lift, meeting yours. The coolness in them is surgical. Detached.
You swallow. âSo⌠youâre a professor.â He doesnât react. âLooks that way.â Your heart pounds. âYou didnât think that was something worth mentioning last night?â Sunghoon tilts his head, finally closing the distance with his eyes, not his body. âYou didnât ask.â
You laugh â sharp, disbelieving. âSeriously?â He slides his laptop into his bag. Calm. Controlled. Like this is nothing to him. You take a step closer. âYou just left. No note. No text. You didnât even tell me your last name, and now I find out youâre standing at the front of my class like nothing happened?â
He sighs â not guilty, not even annoyed. Just tired.
âLook,â he says. âLast night was a mistake.â
The words hit like a slap.
âA mistake,â you repeat, voice flat.
âYes.â
He zips up his bag and slings it over his shoulder, then finally â finally â meets your gaze with something resembling emotion. But itâs not warmth. Itâs not regret. Itâs caution. âYou didnât know who I was. I didnât know who you were. But now we do. And nothing else happens. Understood?â You blink at him. âThatâs it?â
âThatâs it.â
âSunghoonââ
âProfessor Park,â he corrects, firm. âFrom now on, in this room, on this campus â you will refer to me as Professor Park. You will not speak of last night. And you will not treat me like anything other than your professor.â
Your throat tightens. âSo thatâs all I was to you?â His jaw flexes. Just once. âIâm not here to discuss feelings,â he says. âIâm here to teach.â He moves to leave, but you step in his path.
âOne night,â you say quietly. âThatâs all it meant to you?â He pauses. Doesnât look at you. Thenâ
âYes.â
And then he walks past you, out the door, gone before you can even breathe out the response stuck in your throat.
Youâre alone. In your first lecture hall. On your first day. Still sore. Still remembering. Still burning. And now you canât stop thinking about him. Not because he touched you. But because now, he wonât.
You practically collapse into your dorm room chair.
The walk back from class did nothing to calm you down â not with your thoughts spinning and your thighs still sore. Youâre halfway through Googling Is it illegal to hook up with your professor if you didnât know he was your professor when the door swings open and Lily walks in, dropping her tote bag with a sigh.
âPlease tell me you didnât fall asleep in the middle of class like I almost did,â she groans.
You shake your head. âNo. I⌠had Modern Media Theory.â
Lily perks up instantly, eyes wide. âWaitâwaitâdonât tell me you got Professor Park?â
You freeze.
She gasps. âYou got Park? Are you serious?â
You just blink at her, unsure how to answer.
Lily throws herself onto your bed dramatically. âOh my God. Half the campus is obsessed with that man. Like, seriously. Even the guys think heâs hot.â
You say nothing. You canât. Youâre still trying to figure out if this is hilarious or humiliating.
âAnd people say,â she lowers her voice like sheâs sharing top-tier gossip, âheâs huge.â
You sip your water slowly, hiding the way your breath catches. Yeah. You wouldnât need rumors to confirm that. You still feel it.
You try to play it cool. âHuge how?â
Lily looks scandalized. âY/N. Please. You know how.â
You choke on your water, coughing as Lily bursts out laughing. âSeriously! That man has big dick energy likeâactual BDE. Someone in second-year swore he stretched her friend so bad she couldnât sit for two days.â
You look down at your lap. Yep. Sounds familiar.
âDidnât know the media department had this kind of drama,â you mutter.
Before Lily can reply, Kitty walks in with a protein shake and zero chill.
âWait, are we talking about Professor Park?â
Lily lights up. âY/NÂ has him!â
Kitty gasps. âNo way. The hot one?â
Y/N stays silent. Kitty throws herself into the chair across from you.
âI heard heâs really good in bed,â Kitty says casually, like sheâs talking about the weather. âLike, life-changing. My cousin said her roommate slept with him at some faculty party or somethingâpre-semesterâand she still canât shut up about it.â
Your jaw clenches.
Yeah. He is.
Too good. Too cocky. Too unforgettable.
You cross your legs without thinking â a weak attempt to soothe the ghost of last nightâs ache still pulsing between your thighs.
âAnyway,â Kitty says, oblivious, âyouâre lucky. Most profs are ancient or weird. If I had Park as my first Monday lecture, I wouldnât even be mad.â
Lily grins. âI wouldnât even miss a class. Ever.â
You force a tight smile. âRight.â
They move on to some other topic â campus events, party rumors, who hooked up with who â but you barely hear it.
Your mindâs still stuck on his voice. His hands. The way he called you a good little slutand then looked right through you the next day like none of it mattered.
Your friends think heâs a fantasy. You know heâs a mistake. And yet, you canât stop thinking about him. Still sore. Still remembering. Still wanting more.
âY/N⌠can we talk?â
His voice is low, almost gentle. You turn around and heâs standing there â in the doorway of your dorm, hands in his pockets, eyes unreadable.
You donât say anything.
Sunghoon steps closer, slow and careful, like heâs afraid you might run.
âIâm sorry,â he says. âFor being so cold. Yesterday.â
You cross your arms over your chest. You want to be mad â you should be mad â but all you can do is stare at him. The way his jaw clenches. The way his voice dips when he talks to you, like youâre the only one in the world who can hear him.
He sighs and rubs the back of his neck. âI didnât know what to say. I panicked.â
Heâs inches away now. You can feel the heat of his body, the scent of his cologne â clean, warm, familiar. He reaches out slowly, fingertips brushing your wrist, trailing up your arm like heâs checking if heâs allowed to touch you again.
âI havenât stopped thinking about you,â he murmurs. âAbout that night.â
Your heart pounds. His touch burns.
âI wanted to forget,â he admits, voice rough. âBut I canât.â Your back hits the wall. He cages you in without touching you â one hand braced beside your head, the other hovering just inches from your waist. His breath fans over your skin.
âI still remember how you sound,â he whispers. âHow you taste. How your body felt under mine.â You shiver. Your eyes flutter closed, just for a second. âI should stay away,â he breathes. âBut I donât want to.â His lips are so close. His mouth hovers over yours, not touching, not yet â just letting the moment drag out, all heat and tension and want. You reach for him first.
Your fingers curl into his shirt. He groans into your mouth when you kiss him, slow and desperate, hands grabbing at each other like youâve both been starved. His body presses against yours and you feel it immediately â hard, hot, eager. Just like before.
He lifts you easily, and your legs wrap around his waist like instinct. His mouth moves down your neck, sucking hard enough to make you gasp, and you tug his shirt up, frantic.
âI missed this,â he murmurs. âMissed you.â Your hips grind against his, and he groans again, rutting forward like he canât help himself.
âIâm gonna take my time with you this time,â he says against your skin. âGonna fuck you slow⌠make you cry for itâŚâ He lays you down, starts kissing down your body, eyes dark with hunger. You moan his name.
âSunghoonâŚâ
But thenâYou wake up.
Your sheets are twisted around your legs, your body damp with sweat, and your hand is fisted tightly in the fabric of your tank top like you were reaching for something. Your chest rises and falls with shallow breaths. You stare at the ceiling.
He wasnât here. He didnât say anything. It was just a dream. And now youâre even worse off than before.
You donât say anything the next time you walk into class.
But you donât have to.
Your skirt is shorter than usual â just enough to ride up when you sit down â and your legs are crossed deliberately, slowly, as you ease into your seat near the front. No tights. No leggings. Just skin and confidence.
You feel his eyes on you the second you walk in.
He doesnât look at you directly â of course not. Heâs smarter than that. But you can see the way his jaw tightens. The way his fingers hesitate on the mouse before clicking to the next slide. The way his throat bobs when you shift in your seat and uncross your legs, only to cross them again.
You rest your chin in your hand, eyes locked on him like heâs the only thing worth watching.
Sunghoon keeps talking.
But now, thereâs a pause between his sentences. A slight rasp in his voice. A subtle glance in your direction every few slides, never lingering too long â just enough for you to catch it.
You smile.
Itâs not like youâre doing anything wrong.
Youâre just a student in his class. Listening. Participating. Sitting there in a skirt that barely brushes your thighs, biting your lip every time he says something remotely commanding.
âPay attention,â he says at one point, when a group in the back is whispering.
You straighten in your seat, lifting your eyes slowly.
âI am, Professor,â you say, soft and sweet.
His eyes flicker.
You donât miss the way his grip on the podium tightens.
By the end of class, you can feel the tension radiating off him in waves. His sentences get shorter. His lecture speeds up. His eyes donât meet yours again.
When the students begin to pack up, you move slower than the rest. You lean forward, elbows on the desk, letting your skirt ride up even higher as you adjust your bag. You can feel his stare this time â heavy, hot, lingering.
You donât look at him. Not until the last of the students file out and the door swings shut behind them.
Then â and only then â you turn your head, lips curled into the faintest smirk.
âI liked todayâs lecture,â you say, casual.
He exhales slowly, not moving from behind the desk.
âDid you.â
You stand, swinging your bag over your shoulder, stepping just close enough that the air between you feels like a challenge.
âI liked the way you said my name during attendance,â you murmur. âYou sounded⌠tense.â
His eyes are sharp, unreadable. âYou think this is a game?â
You shrug. âIsnât it?â
He doesnât move, but the heat in his stare makes your skin prickle. âYouâre playing with fire.â
You take a step back toward the door, still smiling.
âThen burn me.â
And just like that â youâre gone.
Leaving him standing there, pulse racing, jaw clenched, hands braced on the desk like itâs the only thing keeping him grounded.
You can feel his gaze on your back the whole way down the hallway.
You donât expect him to follow you.
You think heâll stay behind like always â composed, in control, untouched by the things you do just to watch him flinch.
But the second you turn the corner into the empty hallway, you hear it.
Footsteps. Fast. Heavy. Determined.
Before you can fully register it, a hand wraps around your wrist and yanks you back â hard. You gasp as your back hits the wall, your bag slipping off your shoulder, your heart slamming against your ribs.
Sunghoon towers over you, eyes blazing.
âWhat the hell do you think youâre doing?â
You blink up at him, playing dumb. âWalking.â
âDonât,â he snaps. âDonât play games with me.â
You tilt your head, letting your skirt shift just slightly higher as you shift your weight against the wall. âYouâre the one who said it was nothing, remember? One night. A mistake.â
His jaw tightens. His hands are still gripping your wrists â not hard, but firm enough to make your pulse stutter. His body is so close you can feel the heat rolling off him in waves, caging you in.
âYou wore that on purpose,â he mutters, eyes dropping to your legs.
âWore what?â you ask sweetly.
He scoffs, low and dangerous. âYou think I havenât noticed? The skirts, the looks, the way you sit front row with your legs wide open like you want me to do something about it.â
You stay silent â because heâs not wrong.
Sunghoon leans in closer, voice like a growl in your ear. âYou want to get fucked over a desk, is that it?â
Your breath catches.
âYou want your professor to lose control,â he continues, his mouth just shy of touching your neck, âto bend you over the nearest surface and remind you exactly how good it felt to be ruined by me.â
Youâre shaking now â but not from fear.
From how badly you want him to do it.
Your voice is barely a whisper. âThen do it.â
He freezes.
You swear you see the moment something in him breaks.
Sunghoon grabs your chin, tilting your face up to his, and crashes his mouth onto yours.
Thereâs nothing soft about it â no hesitation, no pretending this is still something he can control. Itâs heat and teeth and frustration, his tongue sliding over yours with a groan like heâs been holding this in for too long.
You gasp as he lifts you, your legs wrapping around his waist instinctively.
âI shouldnât be doing this,â he mutters against your mouth.
âBut you are,â you whisper, tugging his hair, grinding down on him.
And fuck, heâs already hard â painfully hard, pressing against you like heâs seconds from snapping all over again.
âI tried to forget you,â he breathes, dragging your skirt up.
âYou didnât,â you whisper. âNeither did I.â
His mouth crashes onto yours again, more desperate now â hands sliding up your thighs, pushing your panties to the side like he canât even wait to undress you.
âYou think teasing me was a good idea?â he growls. âYou think I donât know what youâre doing when you act like a little slut in my class?â
You moan. âThen teach me a lesson, Professor.â
His eyes burn.
âOh, I will.â
Sunghoon doesnât take you to his office.
He doesnât even bother finding a classroom.
He kicks open the door to the nearest supply closet â small, dark, barely wide enough for the both of you â and presses you against the wall before it even shuts behind you. His mouth is back on yours, rough and hungry, hands everywhere, grabbing and pulling like he needs to feel all of you at once.
âTurn around,â he growls against your lips.
You obey, chest heaving as your hands brace against a metal shelf full of paper and printer ink. He pushes your skirt up roughly, revealing the soaked fabric clinging between your legs.
âFuck,â he mutters under his breath, dragging his fingers up your inner thigh. âYou were dripping through this during class?â
You moan when his fingers brush your slit, teasing the soaked fabric. âI couldnât help it.â
âYou wanted me to see, didnât you?â he says darkly, yanking your panties to the side. âWanted me to lose it in front of everyone and fuck you over the desk.â
You whimper, pushing back against him.
âYou have no idea what youâve done to me,â he mutters, pressing two fingers inside you without warning.
You cry out, gripping the shelf tighter as he curls them deep inside you.
âSo tight⌠shit, youâre perfect,â he groans, fucking you slow and deep with his fingers. âStill so wet for me. You missed this cock, didnât you?â
You nod frantically. âYesâGod, yes.â
He spanks you once â hard â and you gasp, the sting sharp and delicious.
âSay it properly.â
âI missed your cock, Professor.â
He groans low in his throat. You hear the sound of his belt, the zipper, the shuffle of fabric. Then his hand returns to your waist, and the thick head of his cock presses against your entrance.
You barely get a breath in before he thrusts inside.
âFuckâSunghoonâ!â
âGod, you take me so well,â he hisses, slamming into you again, and again, until youâre gasping with every thrust. âThis is what you wanted, huh? To be bent over like a bad student and filled up with my cock?â
You canât even answer. Heâs too deep. Too thick. Stretching you open so perfectly your knees almost buckle.
He grabs your hair, pulling your head back just enough to whisper in your ear.
âNot gonna stop this time. Youâre gonna take it all.â
And you do.
Every thrust slams into you, the sound of skin on skin echoing in the tiny closet, filthy and raw. Your walls flutter around him with every stroke, clenching tight like your bodyâs desperate to keep him there.
You donât even care that youâre in a damn supply closet â not when heâs fucking you like this, like heâs punishing you and worshiping you all at once.
âCan feel you squeezing me,â he groans. âYouâre close, arenât you?â
You nod, crying out when his hand slips between your legs and rubs circles against your clit, fast and unforgiving.
âCum for me,â he growls. âLet me feel it.â
You break with a scream, your orgasm ripping through you like fire â legs shaking, walls spasming around him, soaking his cock as he pounds you through it.
But he doesnât stop.
âToo muchâ!â you whimper.
âYou can take it,â he growls. âOne more. Be a good girl.â
Youâre already too sensitive, your body twitching with every thrust, but the way he fucks you â like he owns you â has you falling apart again.
âPleaseâSunghoonâ!â
âThatâs it,â he pants, thrusting even deeper. âSuch a good little slut for me. Letting me fuck you where anyone could walk inâŚâ
You cum again â hard, sudden, your moans cut off by the hand he slaps over your mouth as you scream into his palm.
His hips stutter.
âFuckâgonna fill you upâfuck, take itââ
You feel him twitch inside you, hot and thick, and then heâs spilling into you with a deep, broken moan, his cock throbbing as he presses deep and stays there, panting against your shoulder.
You both stay like that for a moment.
Breathless. Sweaty. Soaked.
Then he pulls out slowly, and you both groan at the mess â his cum dripping down your thighs, your panties ruined, the air thick with sex.
He zips up without a word. You adjust your skirt with shaking hands.
âYouâre a fucking menace,â he mutters, running a hand through his hair.
You smirk over your shoulder. âAnd youâre weak.â
He glares.cYou wink. And you leave him there â still flushed, still catching his breath, already addicted again.
The next morning, you walk into class like nothing happened.
Your skirtâs a little longer today. Youâre not wearing lip gloss. You even show up on time, quiet and composed.
But nothing feels the same. Sunghoon doesnât look at you once during the lecture.
Not when you raise your hand. Not when you bite your pen. Not even when you catch his eye on purpose and hold the stare. He acts like you donât exist. But you know better.
You can feel the tension in the way he paces the front of the room. The way he rushes through the slides. The way he wonât call on you even though your handâs been raised for five minutes. Heâs avoiding you. And itâs almost funny, how obvious it is.
When class ends, you take your time packing up, but heâs already halfway out the door. He doesnât wait. Doesnât glance back. Doesnât say a word.
Coward.
You donât chase him. You donât have to. Because two seconds after you step into the hallway, your friend Lily grabs your arm with a smirk.
âYou look like you got wrecked,â she whispers, dragging you to the side. âDonât even lie. Youâre glowing.â
You roll your eyes. âIâm just tired.â
âBullshit,â she grins. âIs this about Professor Park?â
Your heart stutters. âWhat?â
âYouâve been acting weird since the semester started,â she says, narrowing her eyes. âAnd donât pretend you didnât notice how he was looking at you the other day. I was two seats behind you. The man looked like he was about to explode.â
You say nothing. Your silence is enough. Lilyâs eyes go wide. âNo fucking way.â
âKeep your voice down.â
âYou fucked him?!â
âLily.â
âOh my god,â she gasps. âWas it hot?â You hesitate. She laughs. âThat good, huh?â
âI donât wanna talk about it.â She ignores you. âOkay but like⌠is what they say true?â
You raise an eyebrow.
âIâm serious,â she whispers. âIs heâŚÂ huge. Like huge. Like, wreck-your-life huge.â
You donât respond. You donât have to. Her eyes go wider.
âWait. He is, isnât he?!â
You just shrug, lips twitching.
âAnd really good in bed?â she adds. âLike, dangerously good. Like⌠ruin-you-for-everyone-else good.â
You donât even try to hide the way your thighs press together.
âJesus Christ,â she mutters. âNo wonder youâve been walking funny.â You slap her arm. She laughs louder. âYou lucky bitch.â You groan, covering your face. âIt was just a one-time thing.â
âUh-huh. Sure.â You want to believe it.
But then you get to your next class and open your laptop, and the first thing that flashes through your mind isnât the lecture â itâs the way Sunghoonâs hand had clamped over your mouth while you came around his cock.
And when you pass him in the hallway later â by accident, this time â he barely glances your way.
But his jaw clenches. His hand balls into a fist. And you know he remembers. You bite your lip as you keep walking, not looking back. You donât need to. You already know heâs watching.
Class is halfway through when Sunghoon finally breaks.
You can feel it before it happens â the way he keeps glancing your way, how his words are sharper than usual, how his hand keeps flexing on the desk like heâs trying to hold himself together.
Youâre sitting near the front again. Of course you are.
Legs crossed. Skirt riding just a little too high. Innocent face like youâre not begging to be noticed.
And he does.
âY/N,â he says, voice casual. âCan you help me with something for a second?â
Heads turn. You blink up at him, playing your part perfectly.
âSure, Professor.â
You rise slowly, adjusting your skirt with deliberate care, and walk to the front like youâre not already soaking through your panties. You can feel the stares on your back, but all you care about is his.
His jaw is tight. His eyes flick down your body once â fast, hungry, dangerous â and then he steps back, motioning toward his desk.
âOver here,â he murmurs.
You round the desk, heart pounding as he opens a drawer, pretending to rifle through it.
âI need you to grabââ he starts, but you cut him off with a look.
âDonât lie,â you whisper, stepping closer. âYou just wanted me near.â
His breath hitches. âYouâre insane.â
âYou asked for help,â you say sweetly. âIâm just being a good student.â
Your hand brushes over the front of his pants â and sure enough, heâs already hard.
He grabs your wrist. âWeâre in the middle of class.â
You look up at him, eyes wide and innocent. âSo stop me.â
He doesnât.
Instead, he groans â low and harsh â as you sink to your knees behind the desk. The rest of the class is quiet, heads buried in their notes or staring at the projection screen. No one even notices youâre gone.
No one can see.
Your fingers undo his belt with practiced ease, and when you free his cock, you have to stifle a gasp.
You forgot how thick he is.
How heavy he feels in your hand.
How your mouth waters at the sight of it.
âYouâre fucking insane,â he mutters again, voice strained now.
You pump him slowly, dragging your hand up the length of him, thumb teasing the slit at the top. Heâs hot and pulsing in your grip, already leaking, and it takes everything in you not to take him in your mouth.
But you want him squirming first.
You tighten your grip slightly, stroking him slow â too slow â watching his stomach tense, his breath catch.
âYou like when I touch you here, Professor?â you whisper.
âFuck,â he mutters, gripping the edge of the desk. âKeep your voice down.â
âYou like when your student gets on her knees for you in the middle of class?â you tease, twisting your wrist at the top just how he likes.
His hips twitch.
You speed up, stroking him faster now, loving how heâs biting the inside of his cheek to keep quiet. He looks down at you once â just once â and you see it in his eyes.
Heâs right there.
You lean in, spit on your hand, and stroke him harder â faster â and he curses under his breath, head falling forward.
âShitâY/Nâstopâgonnaââ
You donât stop.
You squeeze, twist, stroke him right through it, and he cums hard in your hand, biting his lip so hard you think he might bleed. His cock twitches as you milk every last drop, your hand warm and wet with him.
You look up at him, breathless.
âStill need help with anything?â
He glares down at you, chest heaving, eyes wild.
âYou needy girl,â he whispers.
âAnd youâre obsessed,â you whisper back, standing and licking your palm clean with a slow swipe of your tongue â just because you can.
His eyes darken like he wants to drag you under the desk and fuck you right there.
But he doesnât.
He swallows, adjusts his pants, and turns back to the class like nothing happened.
You walk back to your seat with your legs trembling â and the biggest fucking smile on your face.
He calls you to his office after class. Not right away â no, he waits a full ten minutes after the room clears, like thatâll somehow make this less obvious. You knock once, and when you step inside, heâs leaning against his desk, arms crossed, jaw tight.
âClose the door.â
You do.
âLock it.â
You hesitate, then click it shut behind you. He exhales sharply. Doesnât look at you.
âWe canât do this anymore,â he says, voice low. You blink. âCanât do what?â He glares. âDonât play dumb.â
âIâm not,â you shrug. âYouâll have to be more specific. Do you mean the part where I made you cum in the middle of a lecture? Or the part where you let me?â
His jaw clenches. âY/N.â
You take a step closer. âOr do you mean the one-night stand? The closet? The fact that you begged me not to stop?â
âStop.â His voice cracks on the word. You smile sweetly. âYou dragged me into this. Not the other way around.â
âIâm your professor.â He runs a hand through his hair, frustrated, desperate. âThis has to end before we get caught. Before I lose my job. Beforeââ You cut him off by sliding between his legs, standing so close your thighs brush his. His hands are still clenched at his sides, like heâs holding on to the last bit of control.
âThen why did you ask me to come here?â He says nothing.
âYou couldâve ignored me. Failed me. Told me to stop. But you didnât.â His eyes lock onto yours, burning with something darker than anger.
âBecause you canât,â you whisper. âYou donât want to.â His breathing is ragged. âThatâs not the point.â You lean in, voice softer now. âSo make a rule. Try.â You watch him fold, just a little. He grabs your waist and spins you â suddenly, roughly â pinning you between him and the desk.
âNo more games,â he says, voice low, lips inches from yours. âNo more teasing. You come to class. You do your work. You donât speak to me unless itâs about the course. Understood?â You raise your chin, defiant. âAnd if I break the rules?â His grip tightens. âThen you wonât like the consequences.â You smile, slow and wicked. âI think IÂ will.â He growls under his breath, turning away like he needs the space, like he canât breathe when youâre that close.
You take one step toward the door. Pause. Glance over your shoulder. âOh,â you add innocently, âI wonât be wearing panties next lecture.â He doesnât move. But his fingers twitch. And when you finally leave the office, you know youâve already won.
You knew he wouldnât last.
Sunghoon made it exactly three days before he cracked.
You showed up to every lecture like the perfect little student.
Took notes, nodded along, answered questions.
Sat right in the front, of course â legs crossed, skirt a little too high, no panties underneath.
You saw the way his eyes lingered.
The way his voice faltered every time he called on you.
You didnât even have to touch him. Just existed. And watched him unravel.
So really, you werenât surprised when class ended and he barked your name in front of everyone.
âY/N. Stay behind.â
You fought your smile. Nodded. Waited.
The second the last student left, he grabbed your wrist and yanked you toward his office â not saying a word, walking fast, grip tight like he was scared he might change his mind.
The door slammed shut behind you. Locked. And then he shoved you against it.
âI told you to stop,â he growled. You smirked. âBut you didnât want me to.â He kissed you before you could finish the sentence â all tongue and teeth and frustration, like he hated you for what you did to him. His hands were already under your skirt, shoving it up, confirming exactly what heâd been suspecting all week.
âNo fucking panties,â he muttered against your lips. âYou really are a little slut, huh?â
âOnly for you,â you whispered. Thatâs what did it. He spun you around, bent you over the desk without warning, and shoved your legs apart with his knee. You gasped at the cold wood against your cheek, his hand pushing down between your shoulder blades to keep you there.
âNo teasing this time,â he hissed. âYou want to play games? Fine. But youâre not leaving this room until Iâve ruined you.â You whined when you felt his fingers glide between your folds â soaking wet, dripping for him already.
âFucking knew it,â he growled. âYou like being used, donât you?â You nodded desperately. He spanked you, hard. âUse your words.â
âYes, hoon, yesâ!â
He groaned and unzipped his pants so fast it was like heâd been holding back for days. Probably had. You felt the thick head of his cock press against you, tease your entrance, and thenâ He rammed into you.
No hesitation. No warning.
Just one rough, brutal thrust that had you screaming his name against the desk.
âGodâSunghoonââ
âThatâs Professor to you,â he growled, grabbing your hips and slamming into you again.
You were soaked, your body clenching around him like it couldnât get enough â and you couldnât. His cock stretched you so deep, so perfectly, it was like your body was made for him. He fucked you hard, fast, filthy â the desk creaking under the weight of it, your nails clawing at the wood, his name falling from your lips like a prayer.
âThought you could tease me?â he hissed in your ear. âSit in my class like a good girl and pretend youâre not dripping for me?â You moaned â helpless, breathless, aching for more.
âYou donât get to tease me,â he growled. âYou donât get to fucking win.â He fucked you harder, his cock slamming into your soaked cunt with punishing thrusts, the sound of your bodies echoing off the walls like it was the only thing that mattered. You could feel him everywhere â hands, hips, voice â all of him taking and taking and taking. And then his hand snaked around your front. Two fingers on your clit. Fast, rough, no mercy. You sobbed.
âToo muchâ!â
âTake it,â he snapped. âYou wanted this.â
Your body was already on edge â too sensitive, too full, too overstimulated â and you shattered around him with a scream, legs trembling, pleasure ripping through you like lightning. He didnât stop. He kept fucking you through it, not slowing down, not letting up, chasing his own release with the desperation of a man possessed.
âIâm gonna fill you up,â he growled. âSo deep youâll still feel me in the morning.â
You whimpered, overstimulated and aching and still somehow needing it.
âBeg for it.â
âPleaseâfuckâfill me upâneed it, pleaseââ That was all he needed. He cursed, shoved deep one last time, and came with a low, broken groan, spilling inside you so hard you could feel it flood your insides â hot, thick, endless.
You stayed there â bent over, legs shaking, completely ruined â as he caught his breath behind you. And then, when he pulled out, his cum dripped down your thighs and onto the floor, and you knew this was it. There was no going back now. He was yours. And you were so far from finished.Â
It had only been three days. But you missed him like itâd been weeks.
He was sick â a bad fever, rough cough, too weak to teach, let alone sneak off to fuck you breathless behind his desk.
Still, you called. Every night.
At first, it was innocent. How are you feeling? Are you redtng enough? Do you need anything?
But tonight, something was different.
His voice was lower. Rough from congestion, but still laced with that dark, velvety tone that made your stomach flutter.
âI miss you,â he rasped into the phone. Your breath hitched. âI miss you too.â You were curled under your blankets, phone to your ear, nothing but a t-shirt and your own restless thoughts keeping you company.
âWhat are you wearing?â he asked suddenly, voice a little more awake now. Teasing. Familiar.
You bit your lip. âJust your shirt.â He groaned quietly. âFuck.â There was silence for a beat â hot, heavy.
âTouch yourself for me.â
Your heart thudded.
âSunghoonââ
âPlease,â he whispered. âI need to hear you.â
Your hand slipped beneath the covers before you could think twice, fingers grazing your thighs, your core already warm and aching. You let out a soft sigh, just for him.
âThatâs it,â he murmured. âLet me hear you, baby.â
âAre youâŚ?â you breathed.
âYeah,â he said, voice strained. âGot my hand around my cock right now. Thinking about how wet you probably are.â
You whimpered. He knew what to say. Even sick. Even over the phone. He had you melting with nothing but his voice.
âAre you teasing yourself?â he asked. âOr are you already fucking those fingers in deep like I would?â
âJust rubbing,â you gasped. âItâs so sensitive.â
âWish it was my mouth,â he growled. âIâd suck your clit nice and slow. Keep you spread open and messy for me.â You moaned louder now, fingers working faster, thighs shaking.
âI miss your tongue,â you whimpered. âAnd your cock. I miss everything.â He groaned again, breath stuttering. âIâm close. Just thinking about you falling apart for me.â
âIâm gonna come,â you panted. âSunghoon, Iââ
âDo it,â he whispered. âCome for me, baby. Let me hear it.â
And you did â hard, trembling, breath catching as your orgasm crashed over you like a wave.
You heard him gasp, a deep, raw sound on the other end. Then silence. Just heavy breathing. You clutched the phone tighter, flushed and buzzing.
âI canât wait to fuck you when Iâm better,â he said finally, voice thick and low. âGonna make up for every night I couldnât touch you.â You smiled, cheeks warm. âIâll hold you to that.â
âGood,â he whispered. âNow go to sleep, baby. Iâll dream about you.â
And you did â still aching, but content. Because even when he wasnât here, he still was.
It didnât happen all at once. It was little things. The way his voice softened when he said your name, even when he was pissed. The way he always made sure you got home safe, even if it was just a quiet Text me when youâre in bed.
The way he kissed you when no one was watching â not hurried, not hungry. Just⌠like he wanted to remember it.
You didnât mean to fall for him. You knew what this was. A mistake. A fling. A secret that could ruin both your lives. But somehow, between the stolen glances and the late-night fucks in his office, you started to feel it. That pull. That ache. It wasnât just lust anymore. Not for you. So when he texted you at 11:42 PM â come over. need to blow off steam â your heart stupidly fluttered.
And when you showed up at his apartment, when he pulled you in without a word and kissed you like he missed you, you let yourself believe, for just a second, that maybe⌠maybe he felt it too. You made love that night. Not rough. Not fast. Not like every other time. His hands were gentle. His kisses slow. His body moved with yours like you were something precious â not just a girl he wasnât supposed to touch.
And afterward, when you curled into him, bare skin against bare skin, you whispered it before you could stop yourself.
âSunghoon.â
He hummed, half-asleep, arm draped over your waist.
âI think Iâm falling for you.â
Silence. Not a breath. Not a blink. Just⌠nothing. You turned your head to look at him. He was wide awake now.
âY/N,â he said carefully. Too carefully. Your chest tightened. âSay something.â
He sat up, rubbed a hand over his face. âYou werenât supposed toââ You pulled the sheet up around your chest like it could protect you from the sharpness of his words.
âWasnât supposed to what?â you asked quietly. âCatch feelings? Think this meant more than just⌠late-night texts and quick fucks between lectures?â
His jaw tightened. âYou knew what this was.â
âDid I?â You blinked at him, heart splintering. âBecause it didnât feel like just sex.â
He didnât look at you. And that told you everything. You swallowed hard, throat burning.
âYou donât feel anything for me?â
He paused. And then he shook his head once. Quick. Cold.
âI canât.â
It hit like a slap. You nodded slowly, forcing down the sting. âRight. Of course.â
âY/Nââ
âNo, I get it,â you said, getting up and grabbing your clothes. âYouâre just my professor. And Iâm just the dumb girl who thought maybe this was something.â
You didnât wait for him to say anything else. You didnât look back. Because if you did â if you saw even an ounce of regret in his eyes â youâd break. And you were already breaking.Â
You didnât go to class the next day. Or the next.
You stopped answering his texts. Left them on read. Blocked the number, even â not because you didnât want to see them, but because you knew you would.
And you were done giving in.
He didnât love you. He didnât even like you, not really. To him, you were just a distraction. A body. A pretty little secret to keep him entertained. You werenât going to be that anymore.
So you went quiet. Silent.
You didnât show up to his lectures, didnât sit in the front row in those too-short skirts, didnât flirt with your eyes across the room. You handed your assignments in online. You stayed invisible. And for a while, it worked.
You didnât cry anymore. You didnât dream about his mouth on your skin. You didnât ache at night thinking about the way he used to look at you like he needed you.
You even let Lily drag you to a party.
He wasnât there. Of course he wasnât. Why would a professor hang out with freshmen? But someone else was. He was tall. Soft brown eyes. Big hands. Good Looking
Nice.
You let him kiss you. Let him press you against the wall. Let him fuck you in some strangerâs bedroom with your skirt bunched around your waist.
It wasnât like Sunghoon. Not even close. But it was something. And for a few minutes, it helped you forget. Until the next morning â when you checked your phone, and saw his name lit up the screen.
Park Sunghoon [3 messages]
Where are you?
You missed another lecture.
Y/N, please.
You stared at the screen for a long time. And then you deleted them. Sunghoon was losing his goddamn mind.
The first day you skipped, he told himself it was nothing.
Maybe you were sick. Hungover. Avoiding him. Whatever.
By the third, he was pacing in his office, checking the attendance sheet, rereading your last assignment just to see if there was a hint â anything â in your tone.
By the fifth, he was showing up to dorm buildings and walking past study halls just to maybe catch a glimpse of you. He didnât know what the fuck was happening to him. Youâd said you were falling for him.
And heâd brushed it off. Because he was scared. Because it wasnât supposed to happen. I mean, what was he thinking? Fucking his student relentlessly thinking she wouldnât fall for him? But now? Now he realized heâd been lying to himself the entire time. He missed you.
More than just your body. More than the games. He missed your laugh. Your attitude. Your soft little sighs when you fell asleep against his chest.
He missed you. And when he saw you again â two weeks later, walking across campus in a low-cut top and short skirt, laughing with some guy he didnât recognize â it hit him like a fucking truck.
You were moving on. And he was still stuck in the night you left. He waited until the guy walked off. Then followed you.
âY/N.â
You stopped. Turned. Your expression shifted from surprised to cold in half a second.
âIâm busy.â
âCan we talk?â
âNo.â
âPleaseââ
âYou made it clear how you felt,â you said, voice sharp. âDonât backpedal now.â
âI didnât mean it like thatââ You crossed your arms. âYou meant it enough to let me walk out.â He hesitated. âYou blocked my number.â
âYou said it was just sex,â you snapped. âSo why would I stay?â He looked at you â really looked at you â and something in his face cracked.
âI was scared,â he admitted. âThatâs not an excuse. But I didnât know what to do. Iâm your professor. I could lose everything.â
You stared at him, trying not to let your heart soften.
âAnd now?â
He stepped closer. Slower this time. Careful, like you might run.
âNow I donât care,â he whispered. âIâd risk everything if youâd just look at me the way you used to.â
You looked away.
Because you still wanted to.
But heâd already broken you once.
And you werenât sure you could let him close enough to do it again.
You lay there in the dark, chest heaving, body limp from everything heâd just taken from you â and everything youâd given him.
You didnât speak. Neither did he. His hand rested on your thigh, thumb stroking absently over your skin like he wasnât ready to let go yet. Like if he kept touching you, maybe you wouldnât disappear again. You shouldâve pulled away. Shouldâve said this doesnât change anything. But it did. It changed everything.
And when you finally found your voice, it was quiet. Fragile.
âYou canât keep doing that.âHis thumb stilled. âDoing what?â
âActing like itâs nothing one second, then showing up the next like youâd burn the world down for me.â He turned toward you, arm curling around your waist.
âI would,â he said simply. âBurn it all down.â
Your chest tightened. âThen why did you let me go?â
He exhaled, forehead pressing gently to yours. âBecause I thought I had to.â
âBut you donât now?â
âI canât let you go again,â he whispered. âNot after that. Not after this.â
You searched his eyes.
And this time, you didnât find silence. Didnât find cold. You found regret. Longing.
Something that looked too close to love to ignore.
âSay it,â you breathed. âSay it wasnât just sex.â He didnât even hesitate.
âIt never was.â
The breath youâd been holding spilled out all at once, shaky and full of every broken piece youâd been holding in since the start. You closed your eyes, voice cracking.
âMe either.â He kissed your temple, your jaw, your lips â slow and reverent, like he finally understood what heâd almost lost. And when he pulled you against him, wrapping himself around you like a shield, you knew something had shifted for good.
This wasnât a game anymore. This wasnât a secret. This wasnât a one-night stand stretched into months of denial. This was real. And this time, neither of you was running.
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Yandere Teachers x Mother Reader

Summary: All she wanted was a simple parent-teacher meeting. A few minutes to talk about her sonâs progress, nothing more. But when three different teachers â each charming, each dangerous in their own way â set their sights on her, Y/Nâs world spirals into a nightmare disguised as devotion.
Word Count: 11,147
Trigger Warnings: yandere behavior (obsessive love, emotional manipulation), psychological manipulation, coercive control, stalking, non-consensual surveillance, forced/coerced captivity, implied drugging, dubious consent, threats of violence, unhealthy power dynamics, grooming undertones involving parental figures, child emotional manipulation (non-explicit), ambiguous/psychologically complex ending.
The hallway smelled like pencil shavings and bleach.
Y/N adjusted the strap of her bag and checked her phone for the third time. Eliâs teacher conference was scheduled for 6:00 PM sharp, but sheâd arrived ten minutes early, nervous and trying not to show it. The fluorescent lights overhead hummed softly, casting a dull glow across the linoleum floor.
The door to Room 107 was open.
She approached with a small knock on the frame.
âMs. L/N?â A man stood up from behind a desk. His voice was warm, polished. âIâm Mr. Callahan. Please, come in.â
He was tall, maybe in his late thirties, with a clean-cut jawline and glasses perched on a straight nose. A wedding band glinted on his left hand as he extended it.
âNice to meet you,â she said, shaking it briefly. His grip was firm, a little too lingering.
âIâm Eliâs homeroom teacherâand his literature instructor. Mr. Rivera and Mr. Brooks will join us shortly. We like to hold joint meetings when possible, helps with consistency.â
She nodded politely, taking a seat in the chair across from his. The classroom was neat, the kind that showed effort: posters about classic novels lined the walls, and a stack of well-loved paperbacks rested on a side shelf.
âI have to say,â he began, folding his hands, âyour son is bright. Restless, perhaps, but bright. He has an advanced vocabulary for his age, and a very curious mind.â
âThatâs⌠good to hear. I was worried. He hasnât been himself lately.â
Mr. Callahan leaned forward, elbows on the desk, gaze gentle and focused. âSometimes, intelligent children grow frustrated with structure. Especially if they feel misunderstood.â
Before she could answer, the door opened again.
âHey,â said a second voiceâlouder, younger. A man with ink-stained hands and paint smudges on his shirt entered with a crooked smile. âMs. L/N, right? Iâm Mr. Rivera. Art.â
His handshake was quick, his fingers calloused. He dragged a chair from one of the student desks and sat closeâcloser than necessary.
Then came the third: Mr. Brooks, taller than both, broad-shouldered, dressed in a sleek tracksuit that made him look more like a personal trainer than a school employee. He gave a casual nod.
âEvening. Eliâs got good stamina. Bit headstrong, but coachable.â
âThank you,â Y/N replied, feeling the three menâs attention weigh down on her. Each seemed friendly, professional⌠but something about the room was off. Maybe it was the way all three had made a point to look her in the eyes. Maybe it was the feeling of being watched, closely, like prey mistaken for a puzzle.
Callahan cleared his throat. âWeâve noticed some behavioral patterns. Not aggressive, but⌠withdrawn. Occasionally defiant. Have there been any changes at home?â
âNothing drastic,â she replied, hesitating. âWe moved apartments last month. Iâve been working longer hours.â
âThat could do it,â Rivera murmured. âKids are sensitive. He draws a lot of houses, you know. Empty ones.â
Y/N blinked. âWhat?â
âI meanâitâs sweet. He seems attached to the idea of home. And people in it.â He smiled, then added, âYou show up a lot in his sketches. Itâs nice. Youâre very⌠detailed.â
Mr. Brooks crossed his arms. âHeâs protective of you. I asked him once whoâd win in a raceâhim or youâand he said, âMy mom, âcause she runs everything.ââ
Y/N let out a short laugh, unsure of how to respond.
Callahan used the moment to shift the conversation. âWeâd like to be more involved. Give Eli support beyond just the classroom. Heâs got potential, and with the right guidanceâŚâ
âIs that something youâre comfortable with?â Rivera asked. âMore frequent updates, maybe. Home activities?â
âIâsure,â she said, too quickly.
âGreat,â Callahan smiled. âIâll make a note to reach out next week.â
They spoke for another fifteen minutes, but the conversation had subtly shifted. It wasnât just about Eli anymore. The questions were polite, but personal. Did she have help at home? Was there someone else involved in Eliâs life? Did she have time for herself?
As she left the room, three pairs of eyes followed her.
Outside, the night air was cooler. She took a deep breath and told herself not to overthink it. They were just teachers. Caring professionals. Nothing more.
But in Room 107, long after she was gone, Mr. Callahan tapped a pen rhythmically on the desk.
âSheâs⌠attentive,â Rivera said softly, almost dreamlike.
âSmart,â Brooks added. âAnd tough. I like that.â
Mr. Callahan said nothing, just looked down at the page in Eliâs student fileâwhere Y/Nâs contact information was written in black ink.
He traced the number with the tip of his finger.
Eli came home with a gift.
A small, carefully wrapped box, tied with a blue ribbon. He plopped it on the kitchen table and shrugged when Y/N looked at him with a raised brow.
âMr. Rivera said it was from me,â he mumbled, grabbing an apple from the counter.
âFrom you?â
âYeah. I dunno. He said I picked it out.â
Y/N slowly untied the ribbon and peeled back the paper. Inside was a delicate charm braceletâsilver, minimal, with a tiny engraved heart. It was beautiful. Too beautiful to have come from a third-grade art project.
âDid you⌠make this for me?â she asked carefully.
Eli frowned. âNo. I didnât know it was for you âtil today.â
Y/N didnât know what to say. She smiled faintly, thanked her son, and tucked the bracelet back in the box. That night, while Eli slept, she sat on the couch and stared at it for a long time. It was flattering. And unsettling.
The next day, Mr. Brooks caught her after drop-off.
He was waiting just outside the school gate, hands in his jacket pockets. âHey, Ms. L/N,â he said casually. âYou got a minute?â
âUh⌠sure.â
âThereâs a field event next weekend. Technically itâs optional, but I think Eli would really benefit from it. Bonding, teamwork, fresh air.â
âThat sounds good,â she said, then paused. âShould I pack something for him?â
âWell, actually, itâs a family-style thing. Parents are encouraged to join.â His smile sharpened. âThought you might like the chance to see him in action.â
âRight.â She hesitated. âIâll check my schedule.â
âYou do that.â He nodded once, then added as she turned to leave, âYou know⌠Youâre doing a hell of a job with him. That boy idolizes you.â
Y/N nodded with a faint, polite smile. She didnât notice how long he kept watching her walk away.
That afternoon, a text pinged on her phone. Unknown number.
Hi, Ms. L/N. This is Mr. Callahan. Hope itâs okay I reached out. Wanted to follow up on our chat. Eli seemed happier todayâmight be that lovely influence of yours. Let me know if youâd like to schedule a home visit.
Her stomach twisted.
He hadnât said anything about messaging her directly. And a home visit?
She typed a brief reply:
Hi. Thanks for the update. No home visit needed, but I appreciate the support.
He responded within seconds:
Of course. Just want whatâs best for him. And you, too.
The next few days, things started to shift.
Mr. Rivera began sending home odd âprojectsâ for Eliâlittle collages made from old photos that Y/N didnât remember giving him, or drawings that mirrored things in their apartment. A ceramic mug with her initials carved into the side.
Mr. Brooks showed up at the grocery store, casually leaning on his cart like it was coincidence. âDidnât expect to see you here,â he said, even though the school was on the other side of town.
Mr. Callahan started emailing after school hours, offering book recommendations. Some of them were surprisingly romantic in theme.
Each interaction was friendly. Innocuous. And yet, she couldnât shake the growing unease curling under her ribs. Y/N wasnât new to attentionâshe was used to the occasional awkward parent interaction, the sidelong glances. But this? This was different.
They werenât just interested in Eli. They were circling her.
At pick-up one afternoon, Eli ran out with a huge grin.
âMr. Rivera says you should come see our art wall!â
âMaybe next week, sweetie.â
âHe put your picture on it.â
Y/N blinked. âWhat?â
âYeah! The one he drew. He says youâre his muse.â
The word hit her like cold water.
She walked Eli to the car, quiet the entire drive. That night, she looked up each of their school bios online. All three had spotless records. Callahan had been teaching for over ten years, his LinkedIn profile filled with glowing endorsements. Rivera had an art show once, mostly abstract portraits. Brooks was a former semi-pro athlete turned educator. Married. Single. Single.
Harmless, on paper.
And yetâŚ
At bedtime, Eli asked, âMom?â
âYeah, baby?â
âWhy do my teachers ask so many questions about you?â
Y/N paused. âWhat kind of questions?â
âLike⌠what do you do when youâre not working, or if you like flowers, or if you ever get lonely.â He looked up at her. âIs it bad if I answer?â
âNo,â she said softly, brushing his hair back. âYou didnât do anything wrong.â
But deep down, she knew this wasnât normal.
And if it was attentionâwhy did it feel like a trap?
The cafĂŠ was her sanctuary.
A little spot tucked between a florist and a laundromat, ten blocks away from her apartmentâfar enough from the school that she could sip her coffee in peace, answer emails, and feel like more than just someoneâs mother.
Y/N slid into her usual corner booth, ordered a cappuccino, and pulled out her phone. For a moment, the world was quiet.
Then she heard the door chime.
âWow. Small world.â
She looked up slowly.
Mr. Brooks stood in the entrance, a duffel bag slung over his shoulder, wearing a hoodie and joggers. He smiled like this was completely naturalâlike they always ran into each other on Saturdays.
Her heart sank.
âI didnât know you lived around here,â he said, stepping into her space before she could answer. âMind if I sit?â
She hesitated. âI was just about toââ
âJust for a minute,â he insisted, already pulling out the chair.
She smiled tightly, hoping he couldnât see how fast her pulse was ticking under her skin.
âLong week?â he asked, glancing at the book on her tableâWuthering Heights.
She nodded, sipping her coffee to avoid answering.
âI read that in college,â he said. âDark, right? All-consuming kind of love. Unhealthy as hell. Still⌠kind of beautiful.â
He said it like a confession.
Y/N looked at him closely. There was something behind his smileâsomething intense. He wasnât just making small talk. He was watching her.
âYou really didnât know I lived near here?â she asked finally.
âNo idea,â he said, too quickly. âTotal coincidence.â
But when he leftâafter buying her a second cappuccino she didnât wantâshe saw him cross the street and head not toward the subway, but toward the parking lot behind the building. No gym bag. No gym.
That night, she didnât sleep well.
At school the following Monday, she tried to brush past it. Told herself to focus on Eli, on the week ahead. But it got harder.
Mr. Rivera cornered her in the hallway after drop-off.
âI have something to show you,â he said, leading her to the art room.
She hesitated at the door. âIâm really notââ
âItâll just take a second.â
Inside, the walls were filled with colorful drawings, sculptures, mosaics. He walked her to the far end, where a new display had been pinned.
Her.
It was her.
Charcoal sketches of her faceâthree, maybe fourâeach more detailed than the last. Her eyes, her hands, the curve of her smile. All drawn from memory.
âI didnât mean for this to be weird,â he said, voice low, like they were sharing a secret. âYou just⌠have that kind of presence. The kind that sticks.â
âMr. Riveraââ
âCall me Adrian.â
She stepped back.
âI appreciate the⌠art,â she said, carefully, âbut I donât think this is appropriate.â
His smile didnât falter. âYou inspired me. Thatâs not something I get often. You should be flattered.â
âIâm not,â she said, voice firm now.
For a second, something flickered in his expressionâsomething sharp, like rejection was unfamiliar to him. But then he smiled again, softer.
âIâll take them down. Of course. Just⌠donât tell anyone, okay?â
She didnât respond. She just walked away.
At pickup that day, Mr. Callahan was waiting beside her car.
He looked more formal than usualâshirt tucked neatly, tie tight, that same composed, unreadable smile.
âI hope Iâm not intruding,â he said, stepping closer as Eli ran toward them from the building. âI wanted to talk. Just for a second.â
Y/N unlocked the car and motioned for Eli to climb in. âIâm in a hurry.â
âItâs about Eli,â he said. âHeâs been mentioning nightmares. About losing you. Do you know anything about that?â
Her heart clenched.
âHeâs been clingier,â she admitted. âI thought it was just stress.â
âI think heâs afraid,â Callahan said softly. âAfraid something might happen to you. That you might leave him.â
She looked up sharply. âWhy would he think that?â
Mr. Callahan held her gaze. âChildren feel what we hide. If youâre overwhelmed, if youâre strugglingâeven if you donât say itâhe knows.â
Y/N swallowed. âIâm doing my best.â
âI know you are.â His voice dropped to something intimate. âBut you donât have to do it alone.â
There was a long silence between them.
âI appreciate your concern,â she said finally. âBut Iâd prefer to keep things professional.â
For a brief moment, she saw the crack in his expression. A twitch in the jaw. But it was gone in an instant.
âOf course,â he said smoothly. âJust let me know if that changes.â
He turned and walked back toward the school, his posture calm, controlledâbut she knew something had shifted.
All three of themâBrooks, Rivera, Callahanâthey werenât just stepping over lines.
They were drawing new ones around her.
Y/N kept her door locked at night.
It wasnât something she used to think aboutâliving in a safe neighborhood, third floor walk-up, decent buildingâbut lately, it felt necessary. Sheâd started checking the windows twice, pulling the curtains tighter, even placing Eliâs shoes closer to her bed.
She hadnât told anyone about the sketches. Or the cafĂŠ incident. Or the conversation with Callahan.
What would she even say?
âMy sonâs teachers are obsessed with meâ?
Who would believe that?
Still, the pattern was unmistakable now. Each of themâMr. Rivera with his hungry artistâs stare, Mr. Brooks with his casual stalking, Mr. Callahan with his perfect words and impossible calmâhad made it clear in their own way: they werenât just interested.
They wanted her.
And they werenât going to stop.
On Wednesday morning, Eliâs backpack was heavier than usual. She opened it before drop-off to make sure he hadnât stuffed in toys or half the bookshelf again.
There was a small envelope tucked in the front pocket. No name. Just her address handwritten across the front.
Inside: a folded note.
I watch the way you move when you think no oneâs watching. Youâre always so tired, but still so beautiful. You shouldnât have to do everything alone. Youâre not alone anymore.
No signature.
She didnât know which of them sent it.
That night, she didnât sleep at all.
⸝
The schoolâs field event took place on a gray, windy Saturday.
Y/N had debated not going. Every instinct screamed stay home, but Eli had been so excitedâpicked out his own sneakers, laid out his water bottle the night before, begged her to run in the parent race. She couldnât take that away from him.
So she showed up, dressed in a sweatshirt and jeans, forcing a smile when other parents waved at her. The open fields behind the school had been turned into stationsâraces, obstacle courses, even a small art tent.
Eli ran ahead.
She scanned the area and immediately spotted them.
Callahan by the sign-in table, clipboard in hand. Rivera near the painting area, smiling at the children. Brooks already in athletic gear, tossing a football with a few dads.
Her stomach turned.
They hadnât seen her yet. She turned to leaveâto pretend sheâd forgotten something in the carâbut then a familiar voice called out.
âThere you are.â
Callahan.
He looked pleased, as if heâd known she would come. His tie was off, sleeves rolled up, and the wind tousled his dark hair just enough to make him look almost younger. Almost innocent.
âYou made it,â he said. âEliâs going to be thrilled.â
She nodded, wary.
âWeâve got a spot for you in the relay if youâre interested,â he added. âItâs low pressure. Just a fun way to bond.â
âI think Iâll just watch.â
âOf course. But if you change your mindâŚâ He handed her a bottle of water with a label she didnât recognize. âBrought this from home. Thought you might like something better than the vending machine stuff.â
She took it reluctantly, pretending not to notice the way his fingers brushed against hers.
A little later, Mr. Brooks approached. He was sweating, chest rising with exertion, grinning like they were old friends.
âYou shouldâve seen Eli in the footrace,â he said. âLittle guyâs got legs.â
âIâm proud of him.â
âYou should be. And heyââ he leaned a little closer ââyou looked real tense earlier. You okay?â
âJust tired.â
âYou knowâŚâ he said slowly, âwhen I said you didnât have to do everything alone, I meant that. Iâve seen what it does to people. The pressure. The loneliness. You need someone who gets it. Who gets you.â
She took a step back. âMr. Brooksââ
âNo,â he said, voice gentler now. âTyler.â
âI think itâs best we keep things professional.â
His jaw flexed. âRight. Professional.â
He walked away without another wordâbut not without a look. A look that promised this wasnât over.
She found Eli, pulled him into a hug, and told him it was time to go.
âBut we havenât done the painting!â
âYou can do it next time.â
Rivera caught them near the gate. âYouâre leaving already?â
âWe have things to do.â
âCan I give you something first?â
She didnât respond fast enough.
He held out a small canvas, freshly painted. It was a houseâher apartment, unmistakably detailed, down to the chipped mailbox and ivy on the wall. And in the doorway, a woman holding hands with a man whose face wasnât filled in.
âI thought maybe Eli could finish it,â Rivera said. âFill in whoever he thinks belongs there.â
She stared at him. âThatâs not appropriate.â
âI think itâs perfect,â he said, quiet and smiling. âBecause you deserve someone there.â
She left without another word.
⸝
That night, her apartment felt colder.
She put Eli to bed early and sat on the couch with the water Callahan had given her, still unopened. The canvas Rivera handed her rested on the kitchen counter, face down. And her phone buzzed againâanother message from an unknown number.
Youâre not being fair. You act like you donât want this, but I see the way you look at us. At me. Donât lie to yourself. Let me in.
She turned her phone off.
But even then, in the silence, she couldnât shake the sense that someone was outside. Watching. Waiting.
She should have changed the locks.
It was the first thing Y/N thought when she came home and saw her bedroom door slightly ajar.
Not wide open. Not obviously tampered with. Just⌠ajar.
She froze in the hallway. Eli was still at schoolâsheâd stayed late at work and hadnât picked him up yetâbut everything in her body screamed wrong.
She walked slowly through the apartment, barely breathing, calling softly, âHello?â
No response.
She opened the door fully.
The bed was neatly made. The window slightly open, even though she was sure sheâd closed it that morning. And on her pillowâjust resting there, like a loverâs offeringâwas a flower.
A single calla lily.
Her breath caught in her throat.
She hadnât seen a calla lily in years. They were her motherâs favorite. Sheâd mentioned it once, offhandedly, at a parent-teacher conference. To Callahan.
Her hands shook as she reached for her phone.
No missed calls. No new messages.
She turned to leaveâand stopped.
Her closet was slightly open too.
A cold panic settled over her spine. She grabbed the closest object she could findâa lampâand yanked the door open.
Empty.
But on the inside panel, written in what looked like red ink, were the words:
You shouldnât hide the parts of you that are most beautiful.
She picked up Eli ten minutes later, barely able to hold herself together. She didnât call the cops. Didnât call anyone. What would she say?
Someone broke in and left her a flower?
Someone knew things they shouldnât?
She tried to act normal at dinner, but Eli stared at her through his spaghetti like he knew something was off.
âYou okay, Mommy?â
âIâm fine, baby.â
He looked down at his plate. âMr. Callahan said he could help you feel better.â
Her heart stopped.
âWhen did he say that?â
âAt lunch. He sat with me.â
âHe what?â
âHe said he misses seeing you smile. And he asked if you were still drinking the water he gave you.â
Y/N nearly knocked over her chair as she stood. She opened the fridge and found the bottle still sitting in the door. Untouched. She checked the seal. It was tampered.
She threw it away immediately.
That night, she didnât sleep. She sat on the floor beside Eliâs bed, one hand resting on his leg, eyes fixed on the door. When dawn finally bled through the windows, she had already made up her mind.
Something had to be done.
⸝
She showed up at the school without an appointment.
Callahan was in the middle of a lesson, but the front office buzzed him out when they saw her face.
He appeared in the hallway a few minutes later, smiling like nothing was wrong.
âMs. L/N. This is a surprise.â
âNot a good one.â
His brow furrowed. âIs something wrong with Eli?â
âYou need to stay away from us.â
The smile didnât fallâit tightened.
âI donât think I understand.â
âYouâve crossed a line. You and the others. The notes. The visits. The water bottle. The drawing in my closet.â
A flicker of something crossed his faceâan unreadable shift.
âI see,â he said. âSo youâve decided weâre the villains in this story.â
âThereâs no we. Youâre my sonâs teacher. Thatâs it.â
âYou donât actually believe that.â
He stepped closer.
âIâve seen the way you look at me. At us. Youâre tired. You want help. You want someone who knows you, who sees you. Youâve just convinced yourself itâs not allowed.â
âBack off,â she said, voice shaking.
âYou keep pushing us away, but weâre not going anywhere. Not me. Not Tyler. Not Adrian.â
He said their names like a vow.
âYou canât do this,â she whispered.
âI can,â he said. âBecause Iâm already doing it.â
She walked away before he could say more.
But the next day, Eli didnât come home with just drawings or comments.
He came home with bruises on his wrist.
âWhat happened?â she asked, trying not to panic.
âI⌠I tried to go to the nurse without telling Mr. Rivera. He got mad.â
Y/Nâs breath caught.
That night, she sent an official complaint to the school board. Short, direct, formal.
She didnât name all of them. Just Rivera.
But something in her gut told her it wouldnât matter.
Not when the people she was reporting were already inside every corner of her life.
The next morning, her car wouldnât start. The tires were slashed. No cameras caught anything.
Inside the driverâs seat, tucked under the wiper blade, was another flower.
A calla lily.
And this time, a note too.
You belong with us. Youâll see it soon enough.
Y/N stopped answering unknown numbers.
She stopped opening her blinds.
Stopped taking the same route home from school.
None of it helped.
The morning after the tire-slashing, she received a visitânot from one of them, but from the principal. A polite woman with thinning blonde hair and a clipboard full of vague smiles.
âJust a quick check-in,â sheâd said. âWe received your report. Iâm sure itâs a misunderstanding.â
Y/N had tried to explainâabout the drawings, the messages, the bruises. But the womanâs smile never wavered.
âAdrian Rivera is a beloved teacher,â she said. âSometimes, children get bumps and scrapes. Thatâs no reason to tarnish a manâs reputation.â
âIâm not making this up,â Y/N said, voice fraying.
âNo oneâs saying you are. But may I be frank?â The principal lowered her voice. âSingle parents can be⌠under a lot of stress. Itâs easy to feel isolated. Misread signals. Build stories around people who are just trying to help.â
It felt like a slap.
That night, there was a knock at her door. Late. Too late.
She didnât answer it.
But she heard the voice.
âY/N. Open the door.â
Brooks.
âTyler,â she called through the door, âgo home.â
âI just want to talk.â
âYouâre scaring me.â
A pause.
Then: âYou didnât used to be afraid of me.â
âI never invited you into my life like this.â
Another pause. Then something sharper in his voice.
âI saw Rivera leaving your building today. What did he say to you?â
Y/N froze.
âI didnât let him in.â
âBut he tried. Right?â Brooks asked, now lower, darker. âHe doesnât deserve you. None of them do. You think Callahanâs your friend? Heâs worse. At least Iâve been honest about how I feel.â
âIâm calling the police.â
He didnât respond at first. Then: âIâd never hurt you. You know that. But they might.â
She didnât sleep again.
⸝
The next day, she found Rivera already waiting near her parking spot at the school lot.
His arms were crossed. His face was hard.
âI heard about last night,â he said.
She stepped back. âHow?â
âBrooks told me.â
âWhy are you even talking to each other?â
âBecause we all care about you.â
She laughed. A humorless, bitter sound. âThatâs not care. Itâs obsession.â
Rivera stepped closer.
âYou were supposed to come to me first. Not go crying to the board. Not let him near you.â
âYouâre delusional.â
âI saw you take the flower. I saw you keep the note. You liked it.â
âNo,â she snapped. âI was scared.â
For a second, his eyes flickered with hurtâgenuine, almost childlike.
Then they hardened again. âYou donât know what you want.â
âI know what I donât want. Any of this.â
âYou think you can keep pushing us away, but youâre not the one in control anymore.â
She opened her car without another word, heart pounding. He didnât stop her. But he watched her drive away, and she could feel itâthe weight of his gaze, like hands pressed against her skin.
⸝
The next time Callahan spoke to her, it was in public. At pickup, on a crowded sidewalk, with other parents and kids milling around.
âYou look tired,â he said smoothly. âIâm worried about you.â
She didnât respond.
He leaned in, voice quiet.
âI heard Brooks showed up. That he scared you. I told him to be patient, but he doesnât listen well. Adrianâs even worse. Heâs reckless. Impulsive.â
âAnd youâre what?â she asked. âThe good one?â
âIâm the one whoâs planning long-term. The one thinking about Eliâs future. Your future.â
âYouâre married.â
âThat doesnât change how I feel.â
She stepped away from him, her voice low and shaking. âThis has to stop.â
âNo,â he said calmly. âThis is the beginning. They think they can take you from me. From us. But Iâm the only one whoâs stable enough to protect you.â
âFrom them?â
âFrom everyone.â
⸝
That weekend, she took Eli to her sisterâs house in the next town over. Left no note. Turned her phone off. She needed distance. She needed time.
But the first night there, her sister handed her the landline phone with a confused frown. âThereâs a man asking for you. Says heâs a teacher?â
Y/N took it with shaking hands.
âHello?â
âYouâre good at hiding,â Riveraâs voice said. âBut not that good.â
Click.
The dial tone buzzed in her ear.
She dropped the phone.
⸝
The next morning, there were three letters under her windshield, weighed down by a rock. Different handwriting. Different words.
But the same message.
You belong with me.
Donât trust him.
I wonât let the others take you.
⸝
Y/N realized then: this wasnât just obsession.
It was competition.
And she was the prize.
They werenât going to back off.
Not even from each other.
Y/N had stopped sleeping.
She watched shadows move across the ceiling at night, her son curled against her side, his breath soft and even while hers came in sharp, panicked bursts. She didnât know how theyâd found her sisterâs house. She didnât know what theyâd do next.
But she knew this: she couldnât run forever.
Theyâd follow.
Theyâd always follow.
The breaking point came on a Monday.
She returned to her apartment aloneâjust for a few clothes, just for a few thingsâand found all the locks changed.
Not broken. Changed.
Her key didnât fit. The door handle was new.
She stood on the hallway carpet, frozen, her pulse thudding in her throat.
And then it opened.
Callahan.
Sleeves rolled up. Calm as ever. Wedding ring still glinting.
âYou shouldnât be out here alone,â he said gently. âItâs not safe.â
Her mouth opened, then closed. âDid youâdid you change my locks?â
âYou left. I had to make sure you were protected. Adrian and Tyler have been watching the building.â
âYou donât live here.â
He gave her a faint smile. âDonât I?â
She pushed past him.
Her apartment looked⌠the same. But it wasnât.
There were new curtains. A different lamp. Fresh flowers on the tableâcalla lilies. And a photo of Eli, one she didnât remember taking, in a silver frame beside the bed.
âIâve been taking care of things,â he said. âPaying bills. Collecting your mail. Itâs been chaotic without you.â
âYou broke into my life,â she said, voice rising. âThatâs not care, Mr. Callahan. Thatâsââ
âStop calling me that.â
He sounded calm. But the edge was there now, thin and sharp as glass.
âYou donât have to pretend this isnât what you wanted. Iâve always been patient with you, Y/N. Iâve waited. Iâve watched. I know you better than anyone.â
âYou donât know me,â she said.
He stepped closer.
âI know you hate mornings. I know you hum when youâre thinking. I know you cry when Eliâs asleep and you think no oneâs listening. I know youâve been so alone for so long you stopped believing someone would stay.â
Her hands shook.
âAnd I know,â he whispered, âthat you donât trust them the way you trust me.â
Before she could speak, the knock came.
Loud. Sharp. Repeated.
Callahanâs face tightened.
âIgnore it,â he said.
But she was already moving.
She opened the doorâ
And came face-to-face with Brooks.
He looked wild. Sweaty. Hair messy. Hands shaking.
âGet away from her,â he growled at Callahan.
Callahan stepped in behind her, hand on her shoulder. âThis isnât the time, Tyler.â
âNo,â Brooks said, stepping inside, voice shaking. âYou think youâre better than me? Just because you talk nice and wear your little tie? Sheâs scared of you. She told me.â
âShe told me the same about you.â
âStop itâboth of you!â Y/N snapped, voice breaking. âThis isnât love. This is control. You donât own me. You never did.â
But it was too late.
They werenât listening anymore.
âYou drugged her water,â Brooks hissed. âYou crossed a line.â
âYouâve been following her to the store,â Callahan snapped. âYou leave notes on her car. Youâre worse.â
âYouâre married.â
The word hit like a slap.
Callahan flinchedâbut didnât back down.
âMy wife doesnât matter. She doesnât understand me the way Y/N does.â
Brooks lunged.
They struggledâshouting, grunting, crashing into furniture. Y/N backed into the corner, heart pounding so loudly she could barely hear. She had to do something. She reached for her phoneâ
And then Rivera appeared in the doorway.
Silent. Watching.
He didnât look surprised.
âI told you,â he said softly. âThey canât be trusted.â
Blood trickled from Callahanâs lip. Brooks was breathing hard, fists clenched.
âYouâre all insane,â Y/N said, voice trembling.
Riveraâs eyes locked with hers. âWeâre in love.â
He stepped forwardâand drew something from his pocket.
Keys.
Her keys.
âGive them to me,â she said.
âYou donât need them anymore,â he replied. âYouâre staying with me now. Iâve already cleared out the guest room. I thought you might need space at first.â
âSheâs not going anywhere with you,â Brooks snarled.
âSheâs not staying here either,â Callahan snapped.
âStop,â she said, louder. âAll of youâstop.â
The room froze.
âIâm done pretending,â she said. âDone waiting for you to change. Youâre sick. All of you.â
âYou need us,â Rivera said. âYou just donât want to admit it.â
âI needed help,â she said. âAnd you weaponized it.â
No one moved.
Then, slowly, Callahan looked at the others.
âSheâs scared,â he said. âLook at her. Weâre not doing this right.â
Rivera frowned. âDonât get soft now.â
âIâm not,â Callahan said. âBut if we donât work together, weâll lose her.â
A pause.
Brooks muttered, âYouâre suggesting we share?â
âNo,â Callahan said. âIâm saying we stop tearing her apart.â
Y/N stared at them, disbelieving.
âYou think Iâll just accept this?â
Callahan turned to her. âYou donât have to. Not yet. But weâll prove ourselves. One by one, or together. Youâll see. Weâre not going anywhere.â
The worst part?
She believed him.
She tried to run.
It wasnât clever or dramatic. No backdoor escapes or fake identities.
Just a car rental, a wad of cash from a stashed emergency envelope, and a trembling hand on the ignition.
Eli slept in the backseat, clutching his favorite stuffed bear. She hadnât told him anything. How could she?
All she could do was drive.
The highway stretched ahead like hope. And for the first few hours, it felt real. Like breathing for the first time in weeks. Like freedom might still be possible.
Until the flashing lights appeared behind her.
At first, she thought it was just a cop.
Until she saw his face.
Rivera.
She slammed the gas.
He followed.
She tried to lose him off the main roadsâswerving through small towns, taking turns without signalingâbut he stayed close. Relentless.
She pulled into a gas station, heart slamming, breath jagged, ready to grab Eli and run on foot if she had toâ
But Callahan was already there.
Leaning against a rental SUV. Calm. Perfect.
Like heâd known she would come here.
Like theyâd planned it.
Brooks stepped out from behind the pumps next.
Blocking her escape.
Panic rose in her throat like bile. She opened the door, grabbed Eliâ
âMommy?â he murmured, still sleepy.
âItâs okay, baby. Itâs okayââ
But then Rivera was in front of her.
And Callahan behind her.
And Brooks flanking the side.
No escape.
âDonât,â she whispered, backing against the car. âPlease. Heâs just a kid. Donât do this to him.â
âWeâre not here to hurt him,â Callahan said gently. âWe love him too.â
âYou donât know him!â
Brooks stepped closer. âWe know you. And heâs yours. That makes him ours, too.â
âI will never let you near him.â
âYou already have,â Rivera said. âHe likes us. He talks about us. He draws pictures of us at home. He trusts us.â
Y/N swallowed hard. âYou manipulated him.â
âWe earned him,â Callahan said. âJust like we earned you.â
âStop saying that!â
Eli began to cry.
âMommy, I want to go homeââ
âYou are home,â Callahan said.
Y/N spun to him. âI will never choose any of you.â
Callahan nodded slowly. âThatâs alright.â
He looked at the others.
âShe doesnât have to choose.l
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rich! yandere x thief reader.
reader steals from her richie rich friends, yandere male, manipulation, subtle blackmailing, class distinction, 4.4k wc.
you had always wondered how it felt to be a rich kid. a real rich kid. not the upper middle class, i mean, rich kids whose parents could afford anything and everything for them. kids whose parents invest in their childrenâs education, their passions and aspirations without having to worry about paying the bills.
growing up you met a handful of them, and you even befriended some. you witnessed the fact that everything they -and you, for that matter- ever wanted had always been between their lips.
you were envious, even when they were certainly generous to you. why would they not be? they always had more. they couldâve always had more. and it pissed you off. the fact that you were never, no matter how hard you tried, on the same level as them made you turn into a grumpy kid most of the time. you wanted that one toy eliza had, and you didnât want to play with it and give it back to her when the playtime was over. you wanted it to be yours. a belonging of yours.
your mother wasnât happy in the slightest when she found the toy in your backpack. she was angry, for sure, but there was a different kind of emotion in her face; disappointed and embarrassed. still, you could only assume how much patience she needed to have to be able to have a normal conversation with you. she tried to seem understanding, and did her very best to explain what you did was not acceptable, and how eliza mustâve been very upset that her favorite toy was gone. you remained still, but your mother could see the way your upper lip was quivering.
âelizaâs mom can buy her a new one.â you said right before bursting into tears. what was the big deal? why did she have to ruin everything for you?
âthat doesnât mean you can get your hands on their belongings.â she replied, her voice sharp and stern this time. âiâm sorry.â was all you managed to let out. she gave you a sympathetic look. then she talked a bit more, and you agreed youâd give it back to her tomorrow.
âyou shouldnât do that again.â she reminded you once more. you hummed quietly. however, you still couldnât quite understand what was truly wrong with it. even so, you did as your mother told you. but when you saw eliza with such big surprised eyes, full of joy and a beaming smile on her face, you could finally see why your mother was so upset with you.
you were happy she didnât try to ask questions. where did you find it? why didnât you tell me? were you the one who took it? no, none of them had crossed her mind. âthank you,â was all she said. âmom bought me a new one,â she added. âi can give it to you if youâd like.â she said while playing with the toy. you didnât answer. you couldnât find the right word. you were ashamedâa new emotion youâd learned very recently.
âi donât want it.â you mastered up all your courage. the desire was always bigger. it was bigger than shame, or wrath, it was bigger than any emotion you could ever describe. but you didnât want someone to give it to you just because it was something they wanted to get rid of.
you wanted to conquer it instead. you wanted to get your hands on it forcefully, by grabbing it and making sure that you were the one who took it.
you ended up stealing it, told your mom she gave it to you because âher mom bought her a new one.â
soon it had become a habit. you knew how wrong it was, and you knew the consequences you had to face in a scenario where you were caught. you knew you werenât worthy of having any friends, and the excuse of âtheir parents can buy them a new one.â didnât work on your conscience anymore.
but, you couldnât stop.
you tried your best to surpass the desire. the desire to have more, to own more, and to get to have a say in what you truly wanted in this life. you tried your hardest, so much that you even avoided rich kids like the plague.
but then he came into your life with classy clothes and a car you would have only seen in your dreams.
materials donât mean anything to me, you reminded yourself. sure, they didnât; what got on your nerves was the fact that they had the chance to have it, maybe. maybe it was the only reason you were angry.
none of it means anything to me. you reminded yourself.
but it was hard to do so when he was there. he was kind, charismatic and intelligent. truly an overachiever, and he certainly got it all.
you have never had such desire in a long time. the last thing you had craved something so painfully was elizaâs toy.
when you ran out of patience, you already found yourself seated next to him, glancing at the notes he took in class. first it was small remarks. then you became a familiar face for him. then you were talking to him, sharing stories and making stupid jokes, asking stupid questions.
you were weird. he could almost sense something was off with you. acting sweetly and bubbly all the time, yet he could see your eyes were dull when you looked at him. it was nothing he hadnât seen as he had always been surrounded by people like you. sly and ready to fake any kind of demeanor.
no,
what he didnât understand was you were still trying your best to do as your mother said. just because someone is rich doesnât mean i can get my hands on their belongings. you reminded yourself as you found a better place for your -elizaâs- toy. more than a decade had passed, and you still didnât grow out of it.
how laughable you were.
you observed the toy very carefully, adjusting its position and rechecking again.
as i said, the desire to own something was bigger than any meaningful sense of accomplishment. and, fairly enough, rich kids could never make sense out of something so sentimental. he could never understand such emotion. he never truly craved anything. nothing ever was over his reach, which is why he could never figure out motivation of people with tenacity.
he always knew he could get whatever he wanted. his parents didnât hesitate to spend hundreds on toys he would play with only once. he didnât have a favorite toy, because at the end of the day, none of them was special.
he didnât have close friends that would truly care. he didnât know how to forge unbreakable bonds with people, because at the end of the day, he didnât crave anything including meaningful human connections.
he didnât have a life-time goal. sure, he had got the best grades, but it wasnât truly because he had the motivation. he simply had endless opportunities and didnât have anything better to do than learning new stuff that seemed somehow entertaining.
an overachiever with no real ambition in his life.
how laughable he was.
and yet you were really getting on his nerves. it was nothing new for him really, being surrounded by girls who didnât know how to take no as an answer. girls who wanted to taste how it felt like to be with him, to be him. girls who wanted pretty boys with a lot to share.
he hated people like you. he hated that he was only a symbol of achievement and acceptance to people with materialistic values. that was exactly when he decided to go along with you. he started agreeing with whatever you wanted to do. you had a stupid idea? all ears. you wanted him to be your project partner? sure thing. you had seen a funny video? show him.
because he really wanted to see where this was going for once. he wanted to see how much you were willing to go just so you could get what you wanted. you couldnât decide if the change was good or not. it was unexpected, and unexpected things would make your stomach upset. you enjoyed his company, true, yet you still couldnât get your eyes off of elizaâs toy. and you sure wouldnât try to avert your gaze on his belongings. he shouldâve known better, but you could still hear your motherâs voice in your head.
hanging out with him was fun. he was only there when you actually asked him to. he didnât need you to check up with him because, fairly enough, he couldnât care less about you. he didnât consider you a friend, and he most certainly had lots of things to do. the comfort of such dynamic made you feel lighter. he made you feel comfortable unlike eliza and your other friends who found you distant the moment you tried to have some time by yourself.
hanging out with you, although hard to admit, was fun. you didnât ask about his ambitions and such topics he wouldnât want to answer. you were just so busy with telling him how much you hated your boss and your family matters you werenât supposed to tell anyone. you had a lot to share. you had funny stories about high school. you had recommendations on books and songs about love. you had laughs and joy to share, even when it didnât seem genuine to him at all.
âmy friend made it, wanna taste it?â you told him. he didnât answer. you still gave him a small piece of it anyway. he could see you actually liked sharing, and it wasnât special to him. you were annoying, sure, but you still had qualities he liked about you.
he liked not having to talk about serious matters. he liked he had someone he could be stupid with.
and unlike he had assumed, you werenât trying to pursue him romantically. you werenât flirting with him, and you werenât interested in knowing his current relationship status. some compliments here and there, small jokes about how your eyes were blinded by his light, and that was pretty much it. and weirdly enough, you didnât appreciate it when he tried to treat you to your favorite dessert.
âhow do you even call this shit a dessert?â you asked him while tasting what he had. he frowned for a second. âyouâre jealous it tastes like heaven.â he said. you grimaced at him before tasting it again.
you had gotten even closer by the following months. he wasnât quite sure if he still didnât consider you a friend. and you were happy you didnât catch anything you wanted to own. except his car, of course, but you didnât want to play GTA in real life anyway, so you were good.
âare you going to come to the library tomorrow?â he asked, âfor the project, remember?â
you checked the date. you rechecked it.
âiâm ditching school, can we do it the day after tomorrow?â you answered.
âoh, sure. did something happen?â
âitâs my birthday tomorrow.â
he frowned. then he also checked the date. turned out, youâd never talked about the dates of your birthdays. but he was still⌠annoyed for some reason. the fact that he learned about it just before the day made him uneasy. why did you not tell him? who were you going to celebrate it with? why wasnât he invited? why was he upset over it?
mom makes a big deal out of birthdays, that must be the reason.
âokay, thatâs good. what are the plans tomorrow?â he tried his very best to seem uninterested. so much that he hadnât even said âhappy birthday in advanceâ or â why didnât you tell me?â he was unbothered. he was completely fine.
âwell, iâll just celebrate it with my friends.â you replied. he still couldnât hear what he wanted yet. you still didnât offer him to join. not that he cared, no, he just. it was just an old habit from his mom. that was all. yeah. nothing else.
âoh. cool.â he said, the awkwardness taking over you thanks to his 2 worded answers.
âwanna come?â you doubted he would say yes as you remembered him talking about how much he disliked such concepts due to his momâs exaggeration.
âyes,â to your surprise he didnât hesitate, âsure,â nor did he waste a second. you couldnât really hide your surprise, and he felt like he was supposed to disappear from the earth for a while.
âwhat? was i supposed to stay and do your stupid part too?â he laughed.
âoh and, you donât need to bring a gift,â he lifted his eyebrow as you continued, âi mean, i donât accept gifts. so just, bring your shiny self, okay?â
he looked at you with pure terror. no gifts, on your own birthday? his mother wouldâve gone crazy. but he didnât persist. it wasnât easy for him to understand your perspective in many cases anyway.
the next day he truly felt bad for listening to you, because even though none of the guests had any gift for you, you truly deserved anything you wanted with that elegant outfit and your lovely smile. well, not anything. the exaggeration of birthdays was passed down to him from his mother. yeah. surely that was it.
your friends wouldnât stop asking who he was and where you met him. was he single? wait, were you seeing him? no? good. well, happy birthday, dear.
the day ended with peace and happiness. you were thankful to your friends for being there and sharing the joy. the guests were leaving, and they didnât forget to wish you the happiest birthday one last time. everyone left, everyone except him since he needed to answer a phone call real quick.
when he was done with it, he made his way to the kitchen to let you know he was ready to leave. that was the moment he saw it: a box wrapped in glossy yellow paper, tied with navy ribbon.
âso you accept gifts?â his voice was stern, for the lack of a better word.
âuhh, i don't,â you glanced at the present. âitâs from eliza.â
âso you accept gifts,â he said once more.
âwell, what, are you jealous?â you grinned. that wasnât the deal. his motherâs weird habits was â whatever.
âof what?â he sounded defensive, âanyway, nevermind, do you want to open it?â now he was like a little boy asking his friends to open their gifts out of curiosity. âletâs see what she got.â
you nodded slowly, gently unboxing it as he watched your hands. his gaze shifted to your expression once you were doneâyour mouth shaped like the letter o, your eyes glossy almost like you were crying.
he had never regretted anything as badly as not getting you a present. he knew there were times his mother was right, and yeah, he really shouldâve known better.
he came up with a solution the next day: another package for you. and he certainly wasnât any different than eliza, if not worse. even though you loved him and eliza, you still didnât want expensive stuff from them. the little kid in you still thought it wasnât truly yours if you werenât the one who wanted it. when he saw you hesitate, he rested his hand on his chin. âi know you accept gifts,â he said with a faint smile.
his sharp gaze was lingering in the eyes of yours. you did your utmost to get it over with as quick as you could.
you didnât have to know how hard it was for him to pick the ideal gift out there. you didnât have to know he went as far as asking his old classmates from highschool to help him out. he didnât have to tell you he kept annoying his motherâtelling her she was the only one he could trust on this. she was taken aback by the sudden request as she had never seen him this excited for such occasions before. normally, he would buy whatever that seemed decent enough.
it was the prettiest bracelet you had seen. simple, and very elegant in its simplicity.
it wasnât a gift you would -or could- buy your friends, to be honest. it was probably something you could only see on top of the counter. but, you knew rich kids had a different view on such matters. eliza never hesitated to get you such presents too, and she didnât care which brand it was (or if it even had a brand, for that matter) as long as it seemed to look good on her.
you contemplated selling the bracelet before even getting to wear it. but his eyes were focused on your wrists, leaving you little to no choice.
you wore the bracelet, gently shaking your hand to make sure it wasnât too loose.
âitâs pretty,â you said, still ashamed of the attention from him. you couldnât find the correct words, and you hated the awkwardness of such words, âthank you, itâs⌠itâs so beautiful.â you said while looking at your bracelet. he liked your expression, and was most certainly satisfied with the reaction.
âof course, i picked it, after all,â he said with a boyish grin, certainly proud of himself.
the next day he couldnât see the bracelet on your wrist.
did you not like it? that couldnât be it because there was no way you could fake that type of expression. you liked it, no, you adored it, there was no way you didnât. his eyes were on your bare wrist the whole day. the day after that, and the next day too. he hadnât said anything, but his eyes were still.
âyou think she didnât like it?â he asked his mother. she was truly confused. there was no way her son, of all people, was nervous over a birthday gift.
âshe probably just doesnât like wearing bracelets.â she said with indifference. âsome people are sensitive to how things feel on their skin.â
âshe couldâve just told me.â he mumbled. he wouldâve get you another gift if you asked him to. it was stupid of him, really, thinking too deeply over a stupid bracelet. but, in his defense,it was for you. from him.
even though you considered selling and getting rid of it, you couldnât get yourself daring it. you knew he had tried to play it off, but you were able to see his content expression. and just because you felt awkward wearing it, you wouldnât just do that to him. turned out even you had principles and some ethics. you put the gift right next to elizaâs toy as they brought a similar type of discomfort to you.
he had started to pay more attention to your sense of fashion. noting what you had wore and how you styled your hair, what accessories you wore, if you did. he tried to understand your preferences in perfumes and shampoos. you -and even he himself- didnât even realize he did it. he kept asking his mom what type of gifts girls would like. he kept keeping track of every single piece of clothing you had. but there was still no trace of the bracelet. it was completely gone. he didnât care if you wore accessories or not, all he cared was whether you wore that one single item he had for you.
âoh, it looks so pretty,â your friend pointed at the bracelet. âis it new?â
âoh, well, itâs been a while, my friendâs given it to me as a birthday gift.â you said, looking at the accessory.
âyou should wear it,â she suggested. âitâs soooo beautiful!â
you didnât answer. the weight of the item -of the feelings included in it- made it unable to lift your arm. but, you acknowledged you were making it a big deal. nothing wrong with using what your friends gave you, no?
no one including you could find out the reason he was so cheerful and ecstatic that day. not even his mom. he kept giving kind words to his friends whenever he had the opportunityâ not something people caught him doing often. he even offered help to troubled people whose assignments were due. he greeted his mother so enthusiastically that she was almost 100% sure her son was finally losing it.
he was finally losing it, but your wrist looked so pretty with his gift on it. he couldnât shake off the feelings of craving. he wanted your attention. he wanted you to think of him whenever you looked at your wrist. throughout his life, he finally had something to hang on to, to want, to desire. and it finally made sense to him when people had their lifetime goals they wouldnât stop thinking about. people with undying ambitions and their dedication to do whatever it would take.
he wanted to be the subject of your attention. he wanted it bad.
you were finally losing it. because the more time you spent with him, the more you realized all that character development had gone straight into the trashâand that you werenât fixable by any means. his company was comfortable, and you liked being around him. but, still, you could sense how envious you were. how jealous you were of his stupid car, his classy outfits, his big house and his mother who had mesmerizing eyes that were identical to his. you were upset he had everything, and you were upset there was no way you could drive that stupid car once your little hangout time was over.
you were finally losing it, because he had everything you had ever dreamed of. because he had everything, and the desire made your soul rotten.
it had started off slowly. like an old crow who adored shiny objects, you started off with a glamorous ring. it was his favorite, as you recalled correctly. and then it was his pretty bracelet, though not prettier than yours. then it was the jacket from that one luxury brand. and the list was getting longer. normally, you wouldnât go as far as this because normally, people would start grumbling about how their stuff kept getting lost.
he was confused at first, though not exactly upset. he didnât understand your motives as he had made it clear he was okay with sharing pretty much everything he had. he liked it when you had stuff that would remind you of him. why⌠did you feel the need to do that? was he not clear enough?
you didnât accept his gifts, but you were completely okay with taking whatever you liked that belonged to him. you didnât want gifts, but you didnât stop pocketing his stuff. he was confused, but maybe, just maybe, you wanted little things in your house thatâd make you think of him? maybe you were just too much of a loser and lacked good manners to ask like a normal human being.
no matter what the case was, he wasnât bothered at all. even if you had ill intentions, it was no big deal, because at the end of the day, it wasnât stealing if he was aware and okay with it.
he kept getting new jackets that seemed to fit your style. he got new bracelets and made sure you saw them.
the fact that he was totally unaware made you wonder if he was truly stupid, or just richer than you had imagined. he kept getting more and more stuff, and never mentioned anything getting lost. you were completely lost because⌠because it didnât make sense at all. it had started to get annoying for you. that there was no way this man wouldnât look for his items, nor was he even aware they were gone.
it started to piss you off. and you could feel your body getting tenser whenever you glanced at his figure. there was nothing you could do thatâd affect this guy. you felt yourself distancing yourself from him. at the end of the day, the only person who was losing it was you. there wasnât a single thing he would care about losing.
well, the only exception being you.
he could see you were annoyed, though not entirely able to tell the reason. he could see you drifting apart. and worth mentioning he didnât take it well. things were getting more complicated day by day, and understanding you had never been harder.
there was no way you could walk away. not when he finally had someone to hold onto.
âmy ring got lost again,â he mumbled while you two were working on an assignment together. you looked up at him, panic in your eyes lasted only a millisecond.
âohâŚâ you said, not managing to form a coherent sentence.
âitâs like⌠the third time this has happened in two weeks.â he peered at your wrist, the bracelet was still there. he smiled softly.
âyou shouldâve just told me if you had wanted a ring.â his voice was warm. it was genuine, and made you terrified of such warmth.
you didnât answer, mouth going completely dry.
âyou know how hard it is to deal with authorities, right?â he asked, but his voice didnât sound threatening at allâhe was still smiling, and his voice was still the softest youâd ever heard from him.
âiâŚâ he didnât let you finish. âitâs okay, dear,â reassured, âsharing is caring, yâknow,â you looked at his expression to catch a glimpse of contemptâ to your surprise, there werenât any.
âi just⌠donât think you should be distant to people when you have their ring,â he cooed, âisnât that right?â
he made it sound weirdly romantic. like he was the one who gave it. you had his ring, that was true, and it was almost like he was happy you did.
âiâm sorry,â you finally managed to speak up. he shaked his head. ânothing to apologize, dear, the only problem we have is,â he gazed at your handsâstripped of any jewelry, âwe need to find a ring that actually fits your finger.â he smiled.
you didnât know how it came to this, but it was too late to reject any gifts.
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in the lion's keep
WARNING/S: DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT. Yandere. Noncon. Dubcon. Power Imbalance. Forced Pregnancy. Captivity. Manipulation. Psychological and Physical Control. Violence. Emotional Distress. Character/s: King Callixto x Servant!Reader Note/s: A commission for @violetvase. I hope you enjoy this one!
From this series: Silent Servitude [pt. 1] | The Lion's Shadow [pt. 3]
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Your mother has always been your biggest supporter.
She never once stifled your dreams, no matter how small or ambitious they were. When you insisted on selling flowers in the town square on behalf of the old florist to earn your own keep, she worried, but she did not stop you. Your parents feared for your safety, but your older siblings watched over you, making sure no harm would come your way.
It lasted for monthsâuntil children your age began disappearing, vanishing one after another without a trace.
Your siblings stopped letting you leave the house after that. The warm sun, the scent of fresh bread in the marketplace, the laughter of the townsfolkâit all became distant, mere memories behind locked doors. You were forced to watch the world from behind wooden shutters, longing for the life you had barely begun to taste.
Years passed before they finally deemed it safe enough for you to step outside again. And when you did, you threw yourself into rebuilding.
With what little savings you had, you opened a food stall in the marketplace, selling treats that made both children and adults smile. Your business thrived. Customers returned with praises, telling you how much they enjoyed your cooking. It gave you a sense of purpose, a taste of the independence you had long craved.
Then, one night, your stall was stolen
Not just stolenâdestroyed. Burned to ashes near the town's tavern.
No one saw anything. No one heard anything. No one even smelled the smoke.
The loss devastated you, snuffing out the fragile hope you had so desperately clung to. When you fell deeper into despair, your mother was the one who lifted you back up. She taught you the skills she had learned from years of working in the palaceâhow to clean, how to serve, how to navigate the world of nobility without drawing attention to yourself. You listened. You learned. And when she deemed you ready, you followed in her footsteps.
You had thought you were stepping toward a new beginning.
Instead, you walked straight into a gilded cage.
A warm calloused hand rubs slow circles over your bare stomach. Your body is sore, ruined, yet the touch is deceptively gentleâreverent even.
Callixto.
The King.
The man who had stolen you, body and soul, and refused to let go.
His breath is hot against your neck as he presses his lips there, inhaling you like a man intoxicated. He traces his fingers up your stomach, over your ribs, cupping your breast with possessive ease. You squeeze your eyes shut, bile rising in your throat as last night's memories resurfaceâthe way he held you down, the way he filled you over and over until you were too weak to fight him.
âYou're perfect,â he murmurs, rolling his hips against your back. âYou'll be a wonderful mother to our children. The mother of my heirs⌠My queen.â
No.
Your breath shudders as you push weakly at his arm, but you might as well be trying to move stone. Your body betrays youâlimp exhausted, drained of all strength.
How long has it been?
Days? Weeks?
You can't tell. The chamber windows are tinted, making it impossible to see the sun or the moon. And Callixto⌠Callixto never leaves your side for long. He lingers, watching you, touching you, whispering sweet, poisonous words into your ear.
The chambermaid is no help, either.
She either glares at you with thinly veiled disdain or ignores you completely, doing only what is required of her. You don't know why she hates you, but it doesn't matter. She's your warden all the same.
There's no one here for you. No mother, no siblings. No bustling marketplace or warm, flickering hearth waiting for you at home.
There's only this prison.
And him.
âYour Majesty,â the chambermaid's voice cuts through the heavy silence. âLord Soleil awaits you at the gates.â
Callixto tenses, as if irritated by the reminder that the outside world still exists beyond these walls. His fingers dig into your hip as he thrusts forward once more, a sharp, punishing movement that sends a fresh wave of nausea rolling through you.
He finishes deep inside you, groaning against your skin. For a moment, he stays there, reveling in the feeling. Then, with agonizing care, he pulls outâonly to press his fingers back inside, pushing his seed deeper.
A shiver wracks your body.
âI suppose I've stolen enough time for myself,â he murmurs, brushing damp hair away from your face.
You force yourself not to flinch.
Callixto cups your chin, tilting your face towards his. His golden eyes burn with something twisted, something sickeningly sweet. Then, he kisses you. A deep, lingering kiss that suffocates you more than any chain ever could.
âStay here and be good,â he orders, his lips still brushing yours. âLet the chambermaid take care of you until I return.â
As if you have a choice.
As if you ever had a choice.
And when the doors finally close behind him, your body sags into the mattress, silent tears slipping down your cheeks.Â
Not just for yourself.
But for the family you may never see again.
For the freedom that may never return.
And for the life that is no longer your own.
The towering walls of the chateau couldn't keep the rumors from reaching you. They were the only thing that kept you sane while you waited for him to return.
You heard whispers about a grand ball the Prime Minister held a few nights ago. It should've been a night of celebration, but instead, it ended in scandal. His wife, a noble woman and the daughter of a count, was caught in bed with a mere footmanânothing more than a commoner.
Lord Soleil, the Prime Minister, himself had walked in on them. The punishment was swift.
The footman was cast out with nothing, and the Prime Minister cut all ties with his wife and her family, erasing them from his life as if they had never existed.
A cruel fate.Â
And yet you wonderedâŚ
Was it any crueler than yours?
âPerhaps this is why Lord Soleil was so determined to keep His Majesty away from the chateauâaway from me. Not just to protect the royal bloodline, but to stop him from making the same mistake his wife did.â You sighed, your breath barely disturbing the still air.
âI can't even blame him. If I were in his position, I wouldn't want a common-born woman anywhere near the throne either. And yet, here I amâtrapped in these gilded walls, reduced to nothing more than a vessel, waiting for the day my body finally serves its purpose.â
You leaned against the cool stone wall near the tinted windows, listening to the little birds outside as they carried rumors flitting between the flower beds. Their chatter was a fleeting distraction, a fragile moment of stolen peaceâuntil it was shattered by the sound of heavy boots echoing through the halls.
The doors flew open, and there he stood. The King. Furious.
He called out your nameâsharp, urgent, unrelentingâhis voice slicing through the chateau hollow corridors like a blade. You didn't move. You barely even breathed. Instead, you pressed yourself against the cold stone wall, your fingers curling into your dress as his footsteps thundered across the marble floors.
He ran upstairs, frantic, taking the steps two at a time. He hadn't even noticed you standing near the windows, so close yet unseen. But you knew it wouldn't last. He always found you in the end.
Outside, the world had fallen eerily silent. The chattering birds had already fled the vicinity, as if sensing the storm brewing within these wallsâtaking their half-spun whispers with them. The rumor of the king's impending nuptials to a high-ranking noble still lingered in the air, unspoken yet suffocating.
And soon, he would come back down. And this time, he would see you.
Your name tore from his lips againâa furious, desperate plea. Before you could react, his hands found you, his grip ironclad around your arms.
âWhere have you been?â His voice was raw, unsteady. His fingers dug in. âDidn't you hear me calling for you?â
âY-Your MajestyâŚâ
He shook his head. âNoâmy name.â
Bloodshot, unfocused eyes bore into you. Something was wrong. His gaze sent a slow, creeping dread up your spine.
âSay it.â
âC-CallixtoâŚâ
A slow nod. Then, his arms crushed you against him. âYou're mine,â he murmured against your hair, his breath searing against your skin. âForever mine. And I will be forever yours.â
The walls seemed to shrink around you.
âCallixto⌠Your Majesty⌠I can't breatheââ you rasped, struggling against his suffocating embrace.Â
He didn't let go.
âPleaseâŚâ
A beat of silence. Then, at last, he loosened his gripâbut only slightly.
âApologies, my queen,â he murmured, lifting your trembling hand to his lips.
Your pulse pounded in your ears. You had to calm him. You had to survive this.
You recalled your mother's old waysâhow she soothed your father's anger, how she tamed your brothersâ tempers. Slowly, carefully, you reached for his cheek, brushing your fingers against his skin.
âTell me your worriesâŚâ
âThe royal court has been trying to push this woman onto me for as long as I can rememberâsomething about securing the heir to the throneâs bloodline. The nerve of those fools,â he muttered, absently running his fingers through your hair as you lay atop him.
âIf I wanted to, I could trace your family's lineageâalter it if necessaryâ and keep them out of our way.â
Listening to his monologue as you drift in and out of consciousness feels more exhausting than it should. You know you should try to persuade him to accept the will of his people, to yield to their demandsâbut deep down, you wonder if it would be easier if someone else had his full attention instead. If only he'd let you go.
âPerhaps we should secure an heir to the throne first⌠then we can look into your lineageâŚâ he whispered, thrusting into you once more. His seed spilled from you as his movements grew more intense with every passing second.
Since then, it had become his ritual to fill you to the brim, keeping you in placeâstuffed, trembling, and utterly hisâ until he was satisfied. Only then would he leave to rule his kingdom, but never without ensuring you remained exactly as he left you, his claim unmistakable. He controlled everythingâthe meals you ate, the tonics you drankâall carefully chosen to prepare your body for the sole purpose of carrying his heir.
You were his, and soon, you would bear proof of it.
It didn't take long for the signs to show.
The nausea. The exhaustion. The unbearable weight in your lower belly that told you something had taken root inside you.
And yet, luck has not abandoned you entirely.
Your chambermaidâa woman whose disdain for you was only rivaled by her loyalty to the royal courtâhad noticed. She must have. But instead of betraying your condition, she pressed a cold cloth to your forehead and muttered, âA commonerâs flu. Nothing more.â
A lie. A calculated one.
The King believed her.
But belief was fragile in a mind like his. It splintered easily.
His golden eyes flicked between the chambermaid and the royal physician, narrowed and gleaming, hungry for an answer that neither of them dared to give.
âHer color is pale,â Callixto murmured, pacing your chambers. His fingers twitchedâfidgeting, trembling, curling into claws before stretching straight again. âShe barely eats, barely moves. And yet you say it is nothing?â
The physician bowed his head. âIt is a seasonal illness, Your Majesty. A touch of fever, some exhaustionânothing that cannot be cured with rest.â
Callixto laughedâa dry, humorless sound. His nails dug into his palms, leaving little crescent moons of pain.
âRest,â he echoed. His voice was a whisper of rage, of something darker crawling beneath his skin. âYou think I have not noticed? She wilts before my very eyes, and you tell me to wait?â
The chambermaid stepped forward then, expression schooled into reluctant sympathy. âYour Majesty, she is weak. He kind does not fare well in the colder months. It is not surprising.â
Callixto stilled. His breathing slowed, deliberate, controlledâbut his eyes never left her face.
âWeak?â The word came soft, almost thoughtful. âIs that what you believed?â
The chambermaid hesitated.
Something in the air shifted.
A warning.
Callixto's lips twitchedânot in a smile, no. In something sharper. Something that showed his teeth.
âFine,â he murmured. âIf she must rest, then she will do so under your watchful eye. I want no one else near her.â
âAs you wish, Your Majesty.â
But as the King turned away, the chambermaid gaze flicked downâher fingers twitching at the pouch hidden beneath her apron. The weight of the promised coin.
The chateau felt emptier than ever one evening. The halls echoed with the distant clatter of preparations from the palaceâthe banquet, the foreign dignitaries, the noble guests.
A distraction.
And when the chambermaid entered your chambers, her usual sneer was absent. Instead, she carried a bundle of clothing.
âYou need to leave tonight.â
Your stomach twisted. âWhy?â
âBecause I tire of wiping your sweat.â She threw the bundle onto your bed. âBecause I want you gone.â
You swallowed hard. âAnd that's all?â
The chambermaid exhaled sharply. Something in her postureâsomething tired and wornâhinted at an answer she would never give.
âThe palace gates will be open for the banquet. No one will be watching the chateau. Take the back corridors, follow the outer gardens. You are not important enough to be noticed.â
âWhat do you gain from this?â
A smirk tugged at her lips. âWhat I was promised.â
You should've asked by whom. But you didn't.
The scream shattered the night.
âWHERE IS SHE?â
The chambermaid barely had time to compose herself before the doors to your chambers slammed open, cracking wood against stone.
Callixto stood in the doorway, his chest rising and falling with each uneven breath. His pupils had swallowed the gold of his irises, leaving only thin rings of amber around black pits. His fingers curled at his sides, nails digging into his own skin, but he did not seem to notice the blood welling beneath them.
His gaze snapped to the bed. Empty.
Something inside him snapped with it.
âWhere is she?â he repeated, stepping forward, his voice no longer a demand but a plea.
The chambermaid bowed, but her voice was steady. âResting, Your Majesty. The fever worsenedââ
âLiar.â
The word cut through the room like a blade. The chambermaid flinched.
Callixto's hands trembled. âShe would not leave her bed unless someone forced her to,â he whispered. His tongue darted out, wetting his dry lips. âUnless someone⌠took her from me.â
He turned, suddenlyâtoo suddenlyâand grabbed the chambermaidâs wrist.
âYou would not betray me, would you?â
The chambermaid swallowed.
âOf course not, Your Majesty.â
His grip tightened. Bones creaked.
âNo, of course not,â he echoed, smiling nowâserpentine, sharp. His head tilted. âBecause if you hadâŚâ he leaned closer, his breath warm against her ear. âI would tear this palace apart. Brick by brick. And when I found herâoh, when I found herââ
He released her.
âFind her,â he murmured. âOr I will find you instead.â
The chambermaid bowed, stepping backward toward the door. âAs you command.â
But she didn't turn fast enough to see his lips curl into something⌠inhuman.
He turned back to the empty bed, trailing a hand over the sheets as if he could still feel you there. His fingers ghosted over where your head had once rested, then curled into the pillow, dragging it close. He inhaledâdeeply, desperatelyâlike a starving man before a feast.
His eyes fluttered shut.
âOh, my love,â he whispered to no one. âYou can run, but you cannot hide.â
The night air was cripâfreezing against your cheeks, but blissfully free.
You ran. Through the outer gardens, past the dim lanterns, past the drunken guards too enamored with wine and revelry to notice a shadow slipping past them.
You ran until the scent of the palace faded into the trees.Â
Home. You had to go home.
But when you reached the village outskirts, you stopped.
Guards. Stationed outside your family's home.
You shrank into the shadows, heart hammering against your ribs. From where you hid, you could see the single candle in the windowâdim, unmoving.
Not flickering.
Not alive.
A silent warning: Do not return.
Tears burned your eyes, but you forced yourself to turn away.
Not toward another village. Not toward a stranger's mercy.
But deeper into the forest.
Through the twisting paths only you knew, past the moss-covered stones and the brook where you once dipped your toes in summer. Past the memories. Past the ghosts.
And there, hidden beneath the tangle of overgrown branches, the shack still stood.
You and your siblings built it onceâwhen you were small, when the world was gentler. A childish hideaway, pieced together from stolen nails and planks too weathered to be missed. A place of whispered secrets and stolen sweets, of giggling beneath a roof that bare kept the rain out.
It was nothing.
But it was enough.
You pushed the warped door open and stepped inside, the scent of damp wood wrapping around you like an old embrace. The cold bit at your skin, but you knew how to survive here. You always had.
With shaking hands, you pressed your back against the wall and slid to the floor.
Outside, the trees whispered.
Somewhere beyond them, the King was hunting.
But you would not be an easy prey.
Not here. Not yet.
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The Omega Knight
Male Alpha Dragon-Hybrid x Male Omega Reader CW: Noncon, stalking, reader fucked into the mud, reader fucked so hard he pisses himself, overstimulation, emotional manipulation, stockholm syndrome, omegaverse, a/b/o dynamics, mating cycles/heat, two-dicked dragon-man, double penetration, knotting, biting, claiming bites, combat, medieval dystopia with shitty gender roles, praise kink Word Count: 4.9k (This is a comm for somone wishing to remain anonymous. I hope everyone enjoys it. I made it much longer than it was supposed to be.)
In a time defined by the prominence of magic, the might of kings, the power of knights, and discriminatory sex and gender views, it was extremely difficult to be an omega. They were commonly looked upon as sex objects, incubators, and the property of whoever they ended up forced to marry. Male omegas, given their rarity, were treated as particularly fragile trophies.
You were one such male omega. Not wanting their only son to be looked down upon as someoneâs property or prize, your parents raised you as an alpha. They were not the highest house of nobles, but they were still very wealthy. They used their connections and power to get you the very best magically enhanced suppressants and fake alpha scent.
With a combination of careful planning, staying as far from others as you could, and suppressants you manage to become one of the knights of the realm. Despite your smaller stature, everyone thought you were an alpha given your fake scent, dedication, and skill. It took a lot of effort to push your omega body so hard, but you persevered, not willing to besmirch the honor of your house through failure. Your father helped train you, and you paid for your station with sweat and bruises.
Once you became a knight you were one of the very few who worked alone. Knights were responsible for defending the country from the more dangerous bandits and the ever present threat of highly dangerous monstrosities. As such they typically worked in groups and went on missions that could take days to weeks. But you couldnât risk getting caught applying suppressants and fake scent while out on the road. This required you to be better trained and more skilled than anyone else could hope to be.
The result was that you were quick and lethal on every single mission, quickly racking up kills. You started out by being sent to take down bandits, as every new knight is. But that isnât what you stayed doing for very long.
You quickly graduated to the occasional ghoul or wandering undead, though these were little more than slow moving beasts. Honestly, rarely as dangerous as a bandit.
From there you went on to put tougher foes in the ground. Chimeras, gargoyles, and the like. They were still feral but they were much more cunning and moved without the stiffness that plagued the undead.
Finally you were regularly slaying werewolves and vampires. Considered to be the deadliest of foes. The king himself had assigned you some of your tasks and awarded you medals for your courage and skill. You became renowned across the land, your name muttered far and wide for your impressive service. Though, as always, you never lingered after receiving praise or rewards. To be discovered at this point would mean enduring certain⌠consequencesâŚ
One day you were summoned to meet the king privately. As you passed the guards and presented your summons you werenât nervous at all, you assumed that there was a threat to the kingdom that only you could be trusted to resolve. Probably one that was a bit too discreet to share via messenger. Something that could cause embarrassment or panic.
Your assumption was dead wrong.
When you reached the king on his throne you saw he was accompanied by one of the princes, the one who was around your age and also an omega. Prince Orleias stared at you eagerly. It was rather unnerving, though not something that was entirely foreign to you. There were many omegas that looked at you like that.
âAh, there you are, prompt as always.â
You gave a smile and curt nod at his praise.
âOf course your grace, I would never keep you waiting.â
âI have something very important to discuss with you. You are a well decorated knight of this land and have saved hundreds of lives, if not more. You are also high born and the heir to your house name.â
He paused and looked at you and then back to his son for a moment.
âI am giving you my sonâs hand in marriage. He wholeheartedly agrees.â
At this Prince Orleias crept towards you and clung to your arm, looking at you with unfettered admiration. Uh-oh.
You didnât know what to do, if you declined it would surely enrage the king and possibly bring his ire down upon your entire family. He was not known to be an angry man, but he took note of traditions and honor as most in this society did. He wouldnât behead you, but it would be highly offensive.
On the other hand, if you accepted, then your secret would be found out. And that deception would be received very poorly indeed.
Luckily, as if the very gods were interjecting on your behalf, a messenger came scurrying into the room to interrupt.
âSire! Sire!â
âWhatâs the meaning of this intrusion!? I am discussing a very important personal matter with our top warrior here!â
âYes sire! I beg your apologies! But we have reports of a dragon terrorizing the small town of Umbrafell!â
Your head was immediately filled with images of villages fleeing in terror as a flying beast rained down fire and fury down from above. You had to help, no one else had as good of a chance to defeat such a creature! This was also your opening to remove yourself from accepting the proposal⌠or at the very least buy yourself some time to think of a more permanent solution⌠You extricated yourself out of the clingy grip of the amorous prince.
âMy king! I will go at once! It is one of the mightiest beasts in all of the world and I have the best chance to defeat it!â
You quickly dashed from the room and out of the castle and made your way home to don your armor and set out on your newly acquired quest before the king could object, not that he would have. You were obviously the best choice for the job.
Once you had your weapon, armor, and pack of supplies you set out at once on one of the knightâs horses. As grateful as you were from the reprieve that the situation had afforded you, it was still a very serious situation with the lives of many potentially in danger. You had never even fought a dragon before and it was not a fight to be taken lightly. You couldnât even recall if any living knight had ever encountered one.
The best plan was to talk to the locals once you got to the town and ask them what exactly they had seen of the beat, find out its size, age, speed, and elemental attributes. It was probably a fire dragon, that was the most common from the old tales and songs.
The town of Umbrafell was on the southern outskirts of the kingdom. It would be a journey of a few days to get there.
You continued on at a steady pace that wasnât too demanding of the horse but still gave you good progress on your journey. You had to stop and camp a couple nights, and stop when necessary to eat and allow your mount to rest and get hydrated, but the weather was pleasant and you made remarkable time. You arrived in Umbrafell late in the morning on the third day of your quest.
The questioning of several of the locals had you believing that the dragon was a giant beast that descended upon the villagers and their livestock, devastating entire flocks and burning to cinders entire fields. Definitely an adult dragon of fire.
The question was how would you fell such a creature? Charging in blindly was not an option. You decided drugging would be the best option. But you didnât even know if dragons were susceptible to such things. And even if they were it probably would be far too clever to take any form of drugged bait. No, the course of action most likely to end without your smoldering corpse was to find the lair, stake it out, and wait for it to sleep before attacking.
The locals pointed you in the direction the dragon came from. A thick forested area with many hills and slopes. Not the best area to take a horse. You left your mount at the local livery stable, you paid well and knew the knightly steed would be well looked after.
You trekked through the forest for several hours, there was no telling exactly where the dragon had set up its den and you only had a general direction to search in. Whatever lodgings the dragon had found or made for itself had to be massive so you were sure that youâd know it when you came across it.
As you continued your search you cursed your omega biology. Something you did frequently. You felt a familiar tingle in your belly that was unmistakable. Your body was getting ready to enter heat. Even with magic suppressants there was just no way to completely avoid a heat. Or to hide one if someone got too close to you during one. The best modern magical marvels could do was shorten one and make it less intense.
Another reason youâd have to avoid marrying the prince. But that was something you could worry about at a later time, it would do you no good to have your mind head elsewhere while trying to locate and kill a dragon.
Little did you know that the dragon had already located you, long before you had entered its territory. The only warning you had was the swoosh of wings as he descended upon you. Your reaction was fast though and you managed to block the strike of his sharp claws with your blade. What the hell? He wasnât a giant dragon⌠he was a half-breed⌠A race of dragon-human hybrids originally created with a magical blood pact between ancient dragons and wizards. The locals let their fear overtake them and greatly exaggerated the threat.
That didnât mean you could take him lightly, dragon hybrids were known to be powerful and swift. Well they were rumored to be, at least. They were even less common than dragons.
A more ferocious foe you had never encountered, clawing and slashing at you with grace and brutality. The scales on his hands and arms allowed him to strike your blade with no weapon other than his relatively short claws. They were black and shimmered with each movement. They covered his well muscled arms, legs, and framed his face. To get a good strike on him youâd have to hit his face or chest.
Easier said than done. He was nearly 7ft. tall and exceptionally strong. He wasnât making this simple for you. What was worse than that though were his mounting pheromones. As the battle went on he sweated more and more, and with no clothing other than a barbarian style fur loincloth it was easy to smell him. The musk of a normal human alpha was something you had long since learned to ignore as if it was damn near nothing, but this wasnât like that at all. It was making you a little dizzy.
âYou should just give up omega.â
His sensitive nose could pierce through your false scent. You shook your head and redoubled your focus and determination. You stared right into his fiery red eyes as you deflected a harrowing blow before tackling him with your metal clad body, opening him up to an additional attack. You slashed into his torso, causing him to recoil in pain. You pressed the advantage and stabbed him in the abdomen.
The dragon almost sliced you to ribbons before you could withdraw your weapon from him. Were he a regular man he would likely be on the ground bleeding out by now, but he was no regular man and roared as he began attacking you wildly.
Every strike was either dodged, deflected, or uselessly glanced off your armor. You got a few more solid strikes in, one on his bicep above where the scales started and another across the chest. He was breathing harder.
But for some reason so were you.
âY-you should just give up alpha,â you sneered mocking what he had said to you earlier. Though it sounded a lot less intimidating than you had intended.
You started shaking and had to kneel down, leaning on your sword in the dirt. Pain in your stomach, a biological demand, slick rolling down your thighs beneath your armor. You were burning up. His pheromones hung thickly in the air, they had brought forth your heat much faster and harder than you had ever experienced before, completely negating any effect of the suppressants in your body.
All your experience and combat skill and taken down by a dragonâs musk and your own omega biology? It was a disgrace.
Now given the proper time to recover he used healing magic on his wounds. Combined with his already naturally enhanced healing abilities this resulted in him having only faint scars where he was previously injured. âAww, all helpless because of your little heat darling~â
He sauntered over to you and looked down with a smug expression.
âSorry for getting the drop on you, but you would have gotten it on me had you found me first. Anyway⌠now that you are a bit less feisty I think we can do a proper introduction now canât we?â
Your heat was so strong now that you could barely focus on breathing evenly as you tried to stumble away. There was no way you could find the words to respond.
âI am Ivos, your mate. Donât worry, I already know your name and everything about you.â
He pushed you down to your knees and kicked away your sword. At this distance his pheromones demanded your attention. He removed your helmet and started prying your armor apart plate by plate, totally scrapping the armor that had been so important to you. Soon you were in nothing but your regular clothes and then not even those as he sliced them up with his claws.
Now you were completely naked before him. The smell of his arousal was palpable. You glanced up towards him and noticed two large bulges poking out in his loincloth. He put his hand on your cheek and rubbed it with a scaled thumb. All it took was that touch for the last of your resolve to melt.
âI have been waiting for this for so long, have been following you for over a year now. Came across you taking down a horde of undead. Then watched you fight battle after battle. Scared the town because I knew it would draw you out. So strong. The only mate worthy of me. But an omega still shouldnât be forced to live like an alpha.â
All you could do was whimper in need.
âDonât worry, I wonât make you wait any longer. Couldnât hold out if I tried.â
Ivos pulled off his loincloth and revealed two large slimy cocks, proud and erect, protruding from his genital slit. He sat down right on the ground then pulled you into his lap, he grinded his dicks against your hole then stretched it with a couple fingers before lifting you up and slamming you down. Both of his cocks firmly impaled your weeping hole. You gasped in pleasure. You had never put anything inside of you to relieve your heats, you thought giving into your omega nature would be like giving in to something you shouldnât.
He grinded slowly into you, back and forth, making you drool as you leaned against him weakly. He teased your neck with his long tongue, swirling and lapping at your sensitive gland there. Your toes flexed and writhed as he did so. This felt so good. So so good. This is where you wanted to be for the rest of eternity, on his lap skewered on both of his cocks while inhaling his smell.
The dragon wanted to take your bliss to a higher level though, he increased the speed of his thrusts into you while carefully stroking your cock with the hand he wasnât using to caress your back. He kept at it for a while, gradually increasing the pace as he went. You came hard, panting and shaking as your seed coated his abdomen.
Over the course of the next two hours you were entirely at the mercy of his sexual desire, too overstimulated to do anything other than twitch in pleasure and drool as he broke your brain with orgasm after orgasm. You gasped as he came inside you, stretching your virgin hole to its absolute limit with not one but two girthy knots. He did what came to him instinctively, biting your neck and claiming you as his with a mark. The stimulation was so extreme you not only emptied your balls once more but also your bladder, piss getting all over the both of you.
Ivos didnât seem to mind at all, in fact he seemed pretty pleased with having fucked you so completely that you lost control of your entire body. He licked the bite mark he had branded you with free of blood before picking you up and flying to his lair, knots still firmly inside you. He took your sword with him, figuring the blade you had come so far with may be of sentimental value to you, but he left the destroyed armor and his loincloth.
Ivos held you as tightly as he could, the cold air returning you to your senses and making you very uncomfortable. When his cocks slipped out of you and retracted back into him gobs of cum dripped out onto the forest below. He smirked at how strongly you clung to him. It wasnât like you wanted to, but you were terrified at being up so high. You certainly wouldnât struggle when it could mean your death if you fell.
Your new lover had made his residence in a relatively small tower abandoned beyond the hills. By the time you got there you were so sore and tired from holding on so tight, and the brutal fucking you had endured earlier, that you were in no condition to rebel. You were so obedient when he cleaned you up and fed you. It made his heart flutter, his strong mate being so good for him.
âSuch a good boy~â
A grunt of defiance was all you could muster in the way of a rebellious response.
Ivos would quickly learn that you would not be staying so well behaved. You fought him at every opportunity. And he fucked you back into compliance every time he needed to. It took a long while but at least you stopped struggling at the sex. It actually felt quite amazing. And afterwards you were always so good for him.
Even so, while he admired your rebellious spirit, he wanted you to like him all the time. Not just when you were drowning in his pheromones and bouncing on his knots. He caught you the best food, took care of all your needs, brought you trinkets and gifts that would have otherwise gone to his hoard. Sometimes it seemed like you resented these gestures, you were trying so hard to not be a typical omega, and he supposed you really werenât to some extent.
He had an idea of what to do to get you to enjoy his company more, though he could tell you were planning an escape soon. Your scent was one of someone on edge. Someone deceptive. Luckily you had no idea he could smell such a thing.
The hybrid wanted to start taking you out to hunt with him, maybe even fight some monsters. He had come to the conclusion that maybe you werenât entirely forced to act like an alpha, maybe you enjoyed some aspects of it and he needed to ease back a bit on catering to you as if you were a princess.
But he had to get you to give up hope of escape before he could trust you going on long outings, not to mention letting you wield lethal weaponry⌠he didnât even let you have access to your sword...
Ivos was spot on about you trying to get away. You had spent a couple weeks with him and were constantly thinking about potential plans for getting away. You were also studying his behaviors. Testing how deep a sleeper he was, for example. You werenât just going to bolt at the first chance. It had to be calculated.
To make your move, you needed a rainy day. The sound of the rain would help hide the sounds of your escape. Of course, you realized that even if your armor hadn't been reduced to scrap, you still would have had to abandon it whenever you made your bid for freedom. The pang of water on metal would give you away along with the weight adding to your footprints and slowing you down. You mourned its loss, not for the first time.
You also needed rain to help mask your scent from that damned sensitive dragon nose of his.
It was grueling. Having to wait for the perfect weather when you had no idea when it would finally rain. Having to act good and behave. Keep your head down and bear the sexual and romantic harassment that were damn near unrelenting. And those damnable pheromones of his. But finally, you had what you so desperately wanted.
A glorious downpour. You couldn't ask for a better chance at escape. Dark clouds late at night. Loud booming crashes of thunder. Pounding rain that would soak you in seconds. You just prayed that it would be enough to wash away your pheromones without your suppressants.
As stealthily as you could, you made your way down the tower and slunk out into the concealment of the storm. The only thing you brought with you were the clothes on your back and your sword for protection from whatever may dwell in the night. Unknown to you, Ivos had let it âfallâ from the high place where he had mounted it. Didnât want you to get hurt by something during your escape attempt.
Once you had traversed the nearby hills and then the forest, you'd be near the village he had terrorized to bait you and could get your horse there.
But one thing at a time, you still had to clear the sloping terrain and trees before you could worry about that. You went as fast as you could go without slipping in the mud or splashing through puddles, but it was going to be a long journey.
Ivos had been asleep when you crept out, or so you thought, but you couldn't be sure how long he would remain that way.
As you continued on through the rain filled night, you began to feel gradually more confident and hopeful about your freedom. You were going to make it. You had been worried if you had been able to maintain the correct course given the darkness and disorienting thunder, but after hours of hiking there it was, the edge of the forest. And when lightning flashed, you could see the town in the distance.
You were so close! You increased your pace, spurred on by the promise of successful liberation. Then, beneath the constant patter of rain, you could have sworn you heard the swoosh of wings. Probably the wind rushing through the tre-
The next thing you knew, you were on your stomach, pushed into the mud. Your sword kicked away uselessly. Your hope was shattered. You struggled, but you might as well have been a mewling kitten.
"If you wanted to play cat and mouse, darling, all you had to do was ask."
You clambered to get away, clawing at the wet ground, as he pulled you back towards him and slashed away all your clothes before sighing laboriously.
"You had been behaving so well too... I guess I'm going to have to give you a little attitude adjustment..."
Both of his large cocks protruded at full length from his genital slit. The rain had quickly faded to a light sprinkle, and the smell of his musk had quickly grown overwhelming. The smell of his desire rolled off of him and quickly had you once more slicked up against your will.
"There's a good boy~"
Your hole twitched around his fingers as he teased you by slipping them inside. You struggled to contain a whimper as you grinded your ass against his fingers.
"Beg for it."
You tried to resist, but his scent and touch had completely taken over your brain. You didn't even have a heat to blame it on this time, and he wasn't in rough. Just his aroused musk could reduce you to a throbbing ball of need.
"Pl-please just... do it already..."
You were glad the darkness of night and the grime that clung to you covered the shame on your face.
"Good enough."
He smoothly slipped both slimy cocks right on into you.
"Damn, that's gooood."
Once more, his twin pricks pounded into you at an increasing pace, filling you far better than any one-cocked human alpha could ever hope to.
Ivos smirked at your wanton moans. They were like candy for his ears. Proof that if you ever got too far out of line he could just fuck you back into obedience. With your armor and blade, you may have been a skilled combatant, but what did it matter when he could make you so helpless?
He kept right on railing you into the mud. His cocks filled you to the brim with cum as he renewed his claiming bite on your neck. You shuddered and came as he knotted you up, the girth of both knots firmly adhering the two of you together.
But he was far from done with your little "lesson." He didn't stop until both of you had come several times, and you lay beneath him trembling and barely conscious.
When his knots went down and his cocks slipped out cum splooged out all over your ass, thighs, and legs. You were covered in mud. Calling you a mess was a serious understatement. Though you were in no state of mind to care.
"Aaaah, that was great~"
The dragon picked you up bridal style and flew the two of you back home. He ran you a bath and cleaned you of all the mud, sweat, and cum.
The next thing you knew, you were in bed with his arms wrapped firmly around you. As the events from last night came back to you, you silently cursed yourself for having been taken so easily.
It became a new pattern in your defiance of him. One carefully curated by Ivos. You'd run off and, just as you were about to escape the forest, he'd swoop right in and fuck you damn near senseless. Then he'd take you back, and you'd wake up clean and in his arms.
You tried in various weather conditions, times of day, you tried fighting, you tried plugging your nose to shield against his scent, but no matter what you did it played out exactly the same.
The final time you had ever tried to escape went much like all the others, up until you neared the tree line. You paused, eyeing the divide between the forest and grassland that would lead you down into Umberfell.
Though you could not see him, Ivos was watching you intently, ready to pounce upon you at the last possible moment. A growing sense of unease gripped you. You even started shaking. No no. You couldn't go forward... Ivos would have you on the ground and fuck you into the dirt... It was all pointless.
You turned and ran back to the dragon's tower.
Ivos smiled brightly from his hidden position in the trees. Your training was complete, you knew what would happen if you tried to do something silly like running off. Now he could, at long last, execute his idea.
It did take much longer than Ivos would have liked, but the alpha was patient and ultimately he had gotten the results he wanted. Taking you out to hunt, letting you prepare and cook your own meat half the time, taking you out for some good old fashion monster slaying, not doting on you too much outside of your heats while at the same time tending to your biological needs by supplying you with all the dick and musk you could want, had gradually made you happily in love with him.
It was much better than your old life, you came to realize that. Being allowed to do things that alphas typically did and no longer having to repress your scent and omega instincts was liberating.
Whatâs more, you no longer had such weighty responsibilities. The burden of the kingdomâs safety, a kingdom that would have shunned you had they known your secret, was an immense weight to shoulder. And if you had made it back what would have happened anyway? Be a hermit forced to live alone as an alpha for the rest of your life? Thrown into a life of dishonor for refusing the kingâs request that you marry his son? No matter what, you would have been miserable.
Ivos had actually freed you, and you loved him deeply.
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