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!Umbrella Academy Season 4 Spoilers!
Diego: *Finds out about Lila and Five*
Me: Ohhhhhhhhhhh
Alison, Luther and Klaus on the couch: :0
Me: =0
#the umbrella academy#season 4#umbrella academy#five hargreeves#lila hargreeves#diego hargreeves#luther hargreeves#alison hargreeves#klaus hargreeves#ok but seriously#wtf#they meet when he was like 50 and she was like 6#after he killed hehr whole family-#i saw it coming#honestly#dosent mean I have to like it#ehhh#at least I dont hate it#they are both fucked up#so it works#in a weird twisted way
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I know most people want gentleman Husk to Angel
But I would like to argue back that gentleman Angel?? Kissing Husks knuckle after he gives him a drink? Making him a fully homemade (Italian) dinner with drinks? So many ideas I have
(the superior answer is that it's both of them in different ways at different times and everyone around them is honestly jealous) ((and wants them to finally kiss god dammit))
#hazbin hotel#huskerdust#hazbin husk#angel dust#hazbin angel dust#in fairness i think theyd both be gentlemen to each other#absolute sweethearts#so chaste your gonna be swearing a storm at them to finally kiss#the slowest of burns#now while i love angel being used to beong treated by shit suddenly getting the soft gentleman treatmeny#the idea of angel being the more forward gentleman with husk???#so special to me#husk feels like a character who dosent think anyone could love him anymore#espcially cause hes old and grouchy and mean (a big softie really we know)#and i feel like even in life#husk didnt have many romance prospects#i just think it would be soooo cute#i feel like maybe he had a steady relationship in his 30's and fucked it up#but even then idk
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Day 282 | id in alt
Y'all ain't telling me that recently Maki has the lead paint stare bc she fucking DOES.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#zenin maki#i have been thinking about things heem heem#anyway fr doe while getting off topic from the damn post#ANYWAY. I DONT really like the direction jjk is going i mean its okay but it dosent really have an itch anymore#all about fucking religious references like whatever i guess. i understand what you're putting down gege and im just saying its a little....#lame. its a little lame#thats just my opinion though#it's probably because I've seen it done before multiple times and gege's way of it just dosent pass the gates y'know#whatever its just a gripe#its just not that spicy i dont fuckin know
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Assigning every tma entity Polish musician/band
Pt. 5
The Spiral - Kirszenbaum
Honorary mentions:
Się
Wniebowzięcie Dymitra K. (Elation of Dymitr K.)
(I left a link because they are way less popular than previous bands and musicians i posted in this series so there's a chancepolish ppl won't know the band too but its very worth checking out)
Previous part:
#tma#the magnus archives#tma podcast#the distortion#thespiral#the spiral#tma fears#helen richardson#michael shelly#funny storry about how i know this song#and its my blog so i will tell it to you#i was going back from#a long hike with my friends#it was winter#and we walked like 40 kilometers#in the span of 2 days#in snow#and we were in a bus#and i was so tierd#and i almost didnt hear anything#and my friend was like#hay you wanna#listen to some music?#and they played a song that was like#się się się się#which baisically dosent mean#anything because#that word cant literally funcion alone#so i felt like spiral took away my brain#i thought i was having a stroke
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i sure fucking hope so
#not art#not art related#mine#hatsune miku#i literally never post anythign but art#but#bbut#i just really wanted to share this#i hope you all like it#this dosent mean im gong to start making nonart posts thoguh methinsk#this just really called to me#and the groupchat did not appreciate it in the ways it should have#(everyone is asleep)#also im sorru for not responding to dms#and also asks#ahsdhnajksauerrmmmmmm#yea#im off school now thoguh YIPEEEEEE#so maybe i will resoind to things#but also maybe i will be catching up on missed work for the next 2 weeks#what a mystery#what am i tlaking about this has nothing to do with hatsune miku gendr#its just so fucking funny to me because why is that even there#are people asking this often#are they asking it in hopes taht the answer is yes#the thing under this is a quora page btw#its someone saying cfm never confirmed miku is cis#nor that shes anything but 16yo#in responsce to someone asking if shes trans#to which the answer is yes absolutely
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:(
I really need a hug
Hold those you love close tonight. For me?
#ramble corner with major#rant#tw rant#vent#tw vent#people who dont want to hear me dont have too then#sigh#i dont often complain or am upset about stuff#i like being the person who everyone looks too for joy#like oh major is okay so i can be too#tw death#death#i miss her already#i just cant believe it#like i know to some people its just a pet. its just a cat?#when i say she was my best friend#i mean it#sorry to be all upset on main#but its 11.40pm and im baking cookies and crying into the cookie dough and just#i miss her so much#ill delete this later#so it dosent clog up the dash#but#delete later#my darling my sweetheart my entire world#the reason i was still alive two years ago#shes gone and ill never see her again#and i dont know what to do now#:(
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one day ill search 'the secret history' on tumblr and I'll actually see dissections of the story and not moodboards. not that i don't love moodboards but i want to know if anyone else wanted to shoot themself because the story only became well paced after 300 pages then immediately becomes painful again.
please dont hate me i know how many people worship the ground this book walks on.
#the secret history#donna tartt#im tired#IM TIREDDDDD#I KNOW THE PACING IS LIKE A CREATIVE CHOICE PROBABLY#BUT THAT DOSENT MEAN I HAVE TO LIKE IT
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#if I complain too much it’s bc I’m faking if I don’t complain it means it dosent happen#tf is wrong with you you have no idea how I feel you have not gone through what I’m going through#you do not have even the faintest idea what it’s like being in pain every day from doing NOTHING#what grounds do you have to tell me how I feel#having the audacity to claim you care in the slightest but when I so much as mention it it’s the most major inconvenience of the century#like you never cared you accused me of lying and faking when it had only been 3 weeks !!!#who tf would ever recover from that in 3 weeks??? it’s been over a year and I’m still in pain#I’m just so mad like going ‘my baby who’s been through so much 🥺 she’s so strong’ yeah no thanks to you#sorry guys im mad
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yknow what? im gonna say it. dazai should crossdress as a girl on a few missions at least. its constantly chuuya having to crossdress, but i think since dazai is such a pretty boy he could defedently pull it off. theres also a lot of cute modest outfits for girls so i bet he would look great. im gonna bring this apon everyone as well because ive been non stop thinking of it-
#like if we just brushed and washed his hair#mabey give it a bit of styling and i bet it could look like a cute layered bob or smth#and also come on. alwase having it be chuuya? really? i mean i appreciate it sometimes but when one is alwase force fem-ed#it just. it feels wrong and like people are trying to straighten a gay relationship#this may also just be my *dazai as a girl is gorgeous and so my type* bias but yknow what#that dosent matter!!!#i am correct on this and i wish more people accepted it. girls can be tall and lanky and modest and have broad sholders#heck i bet he could pull of a super handsom girl look#all im saying is we need to expand the palate of dressing as different genders for this fandom#plus. his fighting style would work better with a skirt. im not going to elaborate much but i know it matches his fighting style more than#chuuyas.
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To whatever dentist that decided to shave my canines to match what were mostly baby teeth at the time. Thank you not only do i look slightly stupid but you fucking over did it a smidge , and now im in fucking pain you silly shit. If YOU every see this, i bring shame upon you, shame upon your family, shame upon your dam cow.
#to dentist out there dont shave down a childs teath on a huntch especaily after there faces have been bashed in You give em so mutch troble#down the fucking line aggg.#enamile past or whatever you used to repare it dosent turn well long turn you fucking goob. you fucking half baked maxillofacial surgeon#i may be miss identifing things but still#dentist#maxillofacial surgeon#maxillofacial surgery#child hood injury#dare i say medical malpractice#im only posting this in hopes that they or another dentist sees it and knows how fucking silly you fucking are#the fucker didnt even do it perficly evenly#did you hand me over to your fucking understudy#did you finish your fucking DMD or whatever the fuck your did clearly dishonestly#did they just look at your 3 years of residancy and go yea you know what you get a pass your clearly paying well and good atitnoeon to the#care with pacianct and are quilified to oporate on a child#was the child specialist simple not in on that faithful weanedness day#and you piped up like yeaaaa i can do oral surgary on an adult i can shur as hell oporate on a child i mean its mostly baby teath so it#coulnt be to long term right right#or did you walk in going whats it matter its not like it going to be my problem just save the skin off my back and hand it over to the next#guy#wear you fresh out of medical school.#its not noticible now but holy fuck is it anoying
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I blame my buddy @panpumapaints21
I also blame them for getting me into this show lmao, how dare.
full disclosure, I heavily referenced a pic of a pile of cheese from Google. And I only used a plushie I got today as reference for Plagg lol
#my art#miraculous ladybug#miraculous plagg#hipaint#i think medibang was holding me back i mean i have access to all these different tools with hipaint that medibang would never have#why cant i put in hex codes on medibang???#thats such a basic feature yet they decide “no lets make the app even more unusable with constant ads”#like ad 1 opening the canvas ad 2 fills the screen a few seconds after the canvas opens ad 3 through 59 whenever you save#an additional ad when you try to wxit the canvas and sometimes it dosent even exit and i have to sit through two fucking ads to exit#and then another ad when you try to export the image#with hipaint i get maybe one ad opening the app and then its chill#i was so hesitant to find another app to use for drawing because i didnt want to learn a whole new program and id rather suffer than change#but hipaint is so easy to learn imo?? and its so fun to just fuck around with brushes and tools and stuff#i sound like an ad lmao
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love how ahsoka matches her outfits aesthetic to her lightsaber, like those other force wielders have nothing on her. like she wears white outfits that match her white lightsabers. the others are all over the place with green and brown and blue and orange and red and black. don't get me started on the siths, the most evil thing about them is that they have no outfit diversity, it's always red and black, maul is fine his lightsaber matched his face and general head area, but like the Jedi have variety and they very rarely are all matching despite my dislike for their colour coding they at least have some options. like watching Ahsoka and seing her all white clean aesthetic and then seing balen and his all black with a red saber that just clashes with his fit, like the man could have achieved so many more of his goals if he looked more put together. like I know he could have the best outfits but he didn't and my queen Ahsoka takes the crown for the best dressed
#star wars#ahsoka#rant#they need to step up their game#like i know you're evil and have commited several war crimes#but that dosent mean you cant have a cute aesthetic#ahsoka has the best outfits and genral aesthetic
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Ough I wanna tell ppl to watch Ideon but idk if there's any good translations of it out there
#i cant confirm it myself but at least the most significant 'bad writing' moments were deliberate defamiliarization choices#that became muddled from poor word choice in bootleg subs#in terms of how i experienced it anyway#theres at least one example of that 'bilingualism turned redundant by translation' iirc wrt 'alien' as loanword#the subs i saw used alien quite a bit actually tho i think '宇宙人' is only used on occasion in ideon and as more of a slur lol#i assume it also dosent have quite the same double meaning as 'alien' either#wrt generally invoking SF creatures but also a descriptor of actual ppl in regards to immigration laws#ough moments like this make me miss the era of fansubbers having copious footnotes lol#its delightful reading translation notes in general imo#bc u get a glimpse of how shifting the boundary making of understanding can be#and thats kinda the theme of it all#abs blabs
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Day 217 | id in alt
She's a county girl, Inumaki. Give her a break.
(Right to left💥)
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#zenin maki#inumaki toge#Kugisaki didn't have time to doom scroll like everyone else did. she knows fashion she knows her shoy#if you say shibidi toilet at her she'll hit you in the throat#just for everyone to be aware. my Kugisaki is not bisexual she dosent like men she's a fucked up comp het lesbian#i was gonna add itadori instead of Inumaki but he dosent have the mental capacity to remeber or look up that people said gay to mean happy#so Inumaki it is for your everyday needs#I really took the novel saying that Inumaki is the “best to talk to” to heart bc what the fuck#Inumaki is everywhere here now what the fuck#my fav way of drawing maki is joyous#shes too damn serious all the time when i see her i need her to look like a freshly washed plushie y'know#op has never owned a plushie in their life#i like to think that Maki stares at Kugisaki and its basically the equal of running full force into a wall and getting hit by 15 planes#maybe more. absolutely#i am the napper i take naps
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I truly and wholely believe that white people will never truly, fully and honestly sympathize with people of color and our history of oppression unless they can look upon their specific heritage and find genocide or immoral and wrongful treatment. Like fully. And I'm gonna use my wp mixed self and my white friends and my white partner as an example. Like the only time they will ever sympathize is when either they are shown the raw truth of genocide faced by others and forced to see it's generational traumatic effects or the more likely option, their specific culture has faced some form of genuine mistreatment.
Like an Irish person who was treated as a second class citizen and understands their past with indentured servitude and same-race colonization understands me, a native American and native Canadian, better than a British scholar who knows the ins and outs of the native American genocide front to back in significantly more detail than even I do. I'm sorry if this is hard to hear or too hot of a take but it's honestly true. A white person who knows some form of genocide heritigicly will sympathize with me in my grief as a native better than a white person whose culture has never faced any kind of mistreatment based on race.
No matter how much education you receive, you just won't be able to fully sympathize. It's been shown scientifically that black student's mental health severely declines once they are taught the horrors of slavery in the us, same for native Americans and colonization, vietnamese students and the Vietnam war, Muslim and middle eastern students and 9/11, the list goes on and on. Learning about your culture's past with the horrors of racism causes literal mourning, I don't think anyone could argue against that, but the white people who've never been racially harmed will never convince me that they understand my pain, empathize or even know an ounce of it. It is simply outside of their experiences and therefore fully unknowable to them.
Some white people can. Some know it or seen it enough to get a rough look. Those aren't who I'm talking about. I'm talking about no history of harm and racial degradation. French, British, etc. You simpley won't. You won't understand it and I'm tired of letting them get away with their false empathy. No you don't understand. You never will. I mourn every time I think of how many natives were needlessly murdered. How many natives could of been alive today hadn't we been nearly eradicated. There were millions of us and I feel so alone in my grief. I feel so alone in my culture. I will never fully know my culture because of it. There are no records. There is no land. I have no country to visit. I'm sure I could find at least something but the reality is there are millions of people who can return to their cultural roots and fully envelope themselves. Who can fly far away and be surrounded by the food and drink and people who share their origin. They can read their history in large libraries and speak their language in full. They can dance their people's dances and sing their people's songs. They can live as their ancestors did. Those people are white. My people were brown. Their land is no longer their own. Their food nor drink has not survived. There aren't many of us left, certainly not enough to fill a country. Their history has been burned and erased and tortured out of them. Their languages are dead and gone. Very few of their thousands of dances survived and many are merely pieces of a shredded picture. Their people's songs have been choked from their throats. They can't live as their ancestors did without white people telling them to stop.
Alot of people like to pretend we can simply rebuild what was lost. That no more damage is being done. That what's broken can be replaced or fixed. When this isn't true. Native societies will never be the same. More damage is being done(see the challenges with icwa and cultural erasure through adoption of native children into white christian families aka residential schools lite). Our cultures are decimated. Our long and proud and expansive history prior to colonization is almost non-existent and none exists after. We are practically ghosts. We are neanderthals. We are almost extinct. Small traces of us exist in many but they simply won't know and if they do, they are encouraged to never explore it. We are dieing not by climate or lack of trying, we are a planned extinction and it's ongoing.
And I'm sorry but.... This upsets me. It upsets every native. It upsets every culture in the same condition as mine and even those with lesser damage. It destroys you. It ruins you. It makes you feel small and unwanted and like vermin. It makes you cry. And I don't think a British/Nordic or french person, the same people who caused this genocide and eratification, can understand my grief. I don't think they can or will. Not unless they are exposed to a huge degree and in the world they built entirely on corpses, it's easy to not look down to consider whose body your stepping on. You simply must walk on.
#levi speaks#im tired of hearing im sorrys and i understands#your not fully sorry and im sorrys here are complicated#its not a simple answer#and you will not understand it#even by virtue of reading my entire blog and every single time i speak of it you wont understand it#there are white people who will#white people who try and understand their poc partners white people who research these things in great depth#white people who work with these communities#white people who see the raw trauma in racism#they might have one glance of the reakity enough to sympathize but never full empathy#you dont know what thats like#you never will#some white people do by virtue of experiencing it#certain countries like polish pple#Portuguese pple#even some italian pple can understand racial injustice#wp dosent mean you arnt white just that you pass that way#some white people dont look white and thats true#but you wont get this issue#and thats okay#sympathy is still better than apathy#concerning racism
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Bro 😭
Literally When has Wukong ever lied to you about this sort of stuff?!?
Oh, never?
Then why do you Never Believe Him???????
Erlang Shen: Do you take constructive criticism? Tripitaka: Not without crying
Erlang Shen: When the one person with true sight in your group tells you that something is a demon, you listen to him.
Tripitaka: *cries*
#good grief#one of the top ten reasons for rage with reading jttw#another is pigsy#ik hes not mentioned in this post but GOD#why would they create the most unlikable character ever and then go#oh yeah btw you are going to read about him constantly on his —redemption arc— teehee😁#redmetion arc read: i don’t actually grow as a person in any way i exist to cause problems but hey! i did the thing!#UGHHHHH#WHICH#GUESS WHO IS OFTEN GOADING TRIPITAKA INTO NOT BELIEVING WUKONG#GUESS!!!!!!!!!#i love#jttw#but seriously guys#there is not much media that can elicit so much frustration from me#literally#in my whole life i can only say that I have actually hated two characters#(i can be ‘like yeah this guy sucks’ but it dosent actually mean anything to me)#but the two that I make PERSONAL#are ibara#dr. stone#and zhu wuneng#journey to the west#thats IT#smth about those two trigger the rage in my little pacifist body like nothing else#listen i cried as a kid when i learned that satan had to die#literal SATAN#but these guys?#get them out of my sight#god ok im done now
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