#dont mind me im just sleep deprived
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ktoaster · 27 days ago
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Okay guyz I hav an idea
Listen carefully
Murder Drones but:
- Is a ✨️Dieselpunk✨️ au (if you don't know what the freak is that I'll explain it later in another post, so stay tunned!) (But for now just keep in mind "the crazy 20's", jazz, war and gasoline)
- Everything happens in the earth! The humans still alive, and they work hand in hand with the drones
- Tessa is still alive (for now)
- Uzi is a goth more like "I will contact the dead" and less like "I listen to edgy music" cuz here we don't have the anime and the nightcore (is for the lore plz don't kill me)
- Cyn is like a little freaky sister for Tessa (It gets worse quickly for lore reasons)
- The Solver is actually kinda the company's fault (I will not elaborate on this one tbh)
- I'll put some ocs in (don't mind me lol)
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(wearing bloodstained clothes, standing over a dead body) why do i have to be the big person? i dont want to be the bigger person. do i look like a big person to you? i am just a small, tiny, unassuming little guy. look at me! im just a little guy! im just a lil uwu just a helpless lil dude who can do no wrong :3
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skylarkking · 10 months ago
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Part of me wishes to be crushed by a spider lady
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Like please mommy
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orcelito · 1 year ago
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Went skimming thru late trimax For Reasons, got caught up reading the Legato fight, realized things about the fight that I never had before & went WOW, I kind of want to write an analysis post right now!
Felt the same kind of insanity grip me, however momentarily, that fueled all my analysis posts however many months ago. Too tired to actually word things coherently right now, but...
I May or may not have a full(ish?) analysis of the Legato & Vash fight a la style of This post analyzing the Trigun: Multiple Bullets fight that got unexpectedly kind of popular. People seemed to really appreciate that one, & I even had some ppl saying it could be cool if I did that for others?
So. Legato fight. Maybe. Feel free to remind me later if u see no mention of it again for over a week lol
#speculation nation#ive been wanting to go back into reading the manga again#ive only slowly (VERY slowly) been puttering along with where i am in my fic#for research purposes with the fic.#i do want to go back through the manga bc i STILL havent done a full reread of it#ive just reread so many different parts of it for assorted research that im probably getting to some 10 or so reads total lmao#i wanna reread it in full tho front to back to sort out any stray details and remember any timeline things i might have slightly skewed.#the problem with reading the manga though. is that every fucking time i look at it. i am consumed by a drive to research EVERY little thing#so me reading turns into 'hm thats interesting. that reminds me of this thing that i know happens in volume 8. let me just check that now--'#and i end up so dreadfully distracted every damn time. bc i end up with all my wires crossed and my attention pointing a million ways#it's exhausting. and so i havent been reading the manga outside of random research dives.#im very good at that. i know every volume of the manga and can find Anything within 1 or 2 mins (at the Most)#which is also kind of the problem lol. fingers in too many pies. so many things to think about.#if i get back into Actually rereading the manga tho you can bet ur ASS ill find more things to make posts about#every time i open up the manga i find new things that i could analyze.#i just havent. bc i dont have time. but. ykno what. maybe i Could get back into it...#remind me later. this is one of my favorite fucking fights with my favorite Fucking panels#and i realized smth about the shit Vash is doing that was making me lose my MINDDDD#later tho. ive been sleep deprived today. and it is time for me to rest.#& yea yea ITNL is still the main focus. but idk i have such a mind for details and i remember So many things about the manga#i wanna show that off to people again. and thus. Analyses!!! :D#later. goodnight for now
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ultimatewildcard · 5 months ago
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I really need a soldier boy/hughie fanfic, but specifically I want it to be them realizing they like eachother in the hotel scene. But I also want a fanfic of a more possessive soldier boy being even more fucking pissed at homelander when hughie tells him what homelander has dne to him
Bonus points if homelander kidnaps hughie and that causes soldier boy to snap
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borealing · 2 years ago
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i want to make my stand for aro/arospec ted. i truly believe the creators and writers did not intend for this (possibly because they didnt know its a thing lol) but:
doesnt date for three years in richmond, is completely happy and satisfied with his platonic friendships and his fatherhood
sleeps with sassy multiple times before asking her out (needs some kind of connection to someone before he can think about a romantic entanglement)
wasnt actually offended or upset about sassy saying no, was more upset about her calling him a mess
canonically is not good at romance and michelle felt overwhelmed by him (doesnt know what people actually like in romance just goes overboard with romantic gestures. this isnt common to all aros but i know i get this lol)
i think we should think a little deeper about arospec ted who mistakes intense platonic feelings for romantic feelings
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becauseplot · 1 year ago
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Idk thinking about Cellbit’s current investigation of Richarlyson’s kidnapping and how it’s,, so similar to his investigation of Felps’ kidnapping, what with the drama of the current arc.
It’s not a perfect one-to-one but once again, Cellbit is trying to infiltrate the Federation by doing tasks for them. At the same time, he is trying to investigate the disappearance of someone very close and dear to him, a member of his family. Meanwhile, (and especially now with q!pac getting the “happy treatment” from the Federation) the rest of his family is unavailable, distanced, and he’s now at odds with a lot of them. He and Forever are on awful terms, once again torn apart by a matter of Richarlyson. Again, the only person he has left who he’s close to is Roier (Richarlyson is, of course, out of the picture this time.) And because his tasks for the Federation are supposed to be kept on the down-low, a lot of the investigation is going to have to be done on his own.
The main difference is that last time, he initiated this lonesome investigation. He willfully martyred himself, he willingly isolated himself, he planed it. The situation he was in when investigating Felps was shitty, sure, but at least he felt like he had some control over the situation. He did it on his terms.
Not this time.
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alligaytorswamp · 1 year ago
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Im kind of feeling like i can't take it anymore
#vent#bad sad sleep-deprived and mentally ill#i am currently crying myself to sleep just fucking sobbing because everything hurts#my brain is failing me my body us failing me#i dont know what to do with myself#so many things are happening so many things hurt and i have no body to talk to#i have never felt so utterly alone#i hate myself for even writing this because i feel so pathetic and as if im just whining for attention#because i probably am#some lame ass cry for help because i really don't know how to function at this point#truly i am just so fucking alone#and there is just so much that is happening and i cant share it with anyone so it just all stays in my stupid brain and#probably makes me more mentally ill or smth#and for however long all i do is keep myself from crying during the day bc i cant let my family catch me having mental breakdowns#yet i have all of these painful thoughts that are plaguing my mind all the fucking time#i am just so so tired#and i keep thinking about death and it's so fucking scary#i just wish i wasn't myself and i had a different brain i could be better than this because maybe then i would be fine#at home im in toxic hell#in online spaces i have no one actually close to me#in my brain i have horrible thoughts and hardcore daydreaming distactions that dont fix anything#in my course i think im not doing well enough and im scare dthat my the end of it im still going to be a useless unemployed moron#on my silly blog i think if i dont make content i have no value and ehatever i make is not even that good or interesting#so i better cover it up with quantity but i dont have time or ability to do so#which again makes me into a fucking Nothing#god my head hurts so much#that's what u get for wailing at 4 am#anyways i am doing horrible and i can't take it anymore truly reaching my fucking limit#all my fault tho so ☺#delete later and if someone actually reads it Um sorry for this i am hashtag unwell 😋💫
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databent · 11 months ago
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[pained wailing emoji]
#.pdf#rd#THE REST OF THIS IS JSUT ME WHINING. FEEL FREE TO IGNORE#i dont wanna go to work ‼️‼️‼️ i feel like i am nearing a breaking point i am sofucking burnt out#every time i go to work. my brain gets Scary at me. stresses me out. dont like it ☹️#im supposedto be going in tonigjt but im dreading it sososo much#my work hour options have changed from “fully flexible” to “7am-9pm only” whcih yeah i know that doesnt sound that bad. but i have non-24#(circadian rhythm disorder that makes me sleep progressively later every day circling fully around the clock over ~3 weeks or so)#and bcos of it often i have to force myself out of bed in what my body thinks may as well be the middle of the night just to get to work#and then i dont ever get enough time to recover from that to actually let my sleep fall back into its natural schedule wjich is the only#time i feel properly rested. so essentially im chronically sleep deprived which is making me chronically stressed and way less productive#i just reslly really want to fucking save up a little money and just Not work for a week or two. bjt. with my sleep bullshit i cant really#work enough to be able to put anything aside. at all#so. kind of an unrealistic desire i guess. lol#ive been feeling like this ever since like early january when i was told i ahve to stick to a more normal schedule. & its only getting worse#idont know i just wishthere was something i could do that was fully flexible on timing but also doesnt havw the kind of workload that would-#-stress me out like basically anything with longer-term projects so ykmow Most flexible schedule jobs.#i do have one thing in mind i could do on my own but its dumb and probably wouldnt make much money and has startup costs i cant afford rn..
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lucysarah-c · 2 years ago
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You know ... This is not the first time that I post Levi X Oc/reader art, smut or not, that yet gets me a "your content had been reported in Tumblr"
Which is weird because fine, maybe a nipple and a bulge is a bit too much for Tumblr standards YET I see all the time sexual art content of canon X canon ships without even the "mature" label. I'm not complaining, because their art is amazing but... This is the third time it happens... Even with the "kissing" scene that had nothing SEXUAL on it. I'm starting to think it's AT least weird 😂
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animnightmare · 10 months ago
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"If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?"
"Id make you stop asking stupid questions like these."
"No! my body."
"Your body?"
"Yeah, physically."
"Hmm...Id put more wrinkles on your face."
"Wrinkles!?"
"Yeah. Smile lines."
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nopeferatu · 2 years ago
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grrrrr *my eyes turn black as i snarl and growl and bite and bite and bite*
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cherry-colored-petals · 2 years ago
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Context: me and Esther (@mixed-kester) were discussing about our yanderes from Ansy's Pen Pal event on @throwaway-yandere (gonna fix the tag with it soon oops)
Anyways I think Esther doesn't want to be with Dorian but I am perfectly fine with not having Wanderer yet hahahaha God help me if he finds out—
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nerdie-faerie · 2 years ago
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The naps I take after pulling an all nighter where I just collapse for however long I have before dinner are always the best sleep I'll ever have
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skyeateyourdonuts · 2 years ago
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beepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeeeeeeeeep. beepbeeeeeeeep beepbeeeeeeeep
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two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat · 5 months ago
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Ahahahah
I feel like shit
And im 99% sure its because I'm stressed
I always feel sick when im stressed
But the stress always gets worse now when that happens cuz of covid. Which makes me feel more sick.
Awesome 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
#i took a covid test and it was negative#it doesnt help that when i told isabella i was leaving early cuz i had a migraine she was like “hopefully its not covid. thats spiking#again and several people are out right now because of it“#like. great. awesome.#im catastrophizing#i wear a mask at work. i dont get too close to anyone. my desk has a pexiglass shield around it.#im probably fine#but man#im one of like. 3 or 4 people there that wears a mask#and i KNOW these people go out and do a lot of stuff around a lot of people outside of work#cuz theyre always talking about it#the next few months are gonna be ROUGH#i know the point of the movie click was to show that you SHOULDNT fast forward through your life#but fuck man id like to do it just this once#like just let me fast forward til we're moved into the new house#let me skip all the difficult shit#hopefully my period starts in the next couple days so itll be pretty much done by the time we leave for Minnesota#that might also take care of some of my current anxiety#i better not get sick tho#i dont wanna miss work#at work i can just be mad at whoever put a million staples in one document#takes my mind off things#specifically imagining beating this person to death with a stapler#they just put an OBSCENE amount of staples in every document#like worstie this was not at all necessary why have you done this#ahhhhh#just 3 more work days til i leave#1 more day this week and i can sleep in#im sure the sleep deprivation isnt helping
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