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was going to post my leona playlist before work but im a yt music truther and haven’t put spotify back on my pc 😔

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&. 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐬 (𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬?) 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  various  dialogue  prompts  to  send  to  your  worst  enemy  (affectionate).  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ oh great, it's you again. ❜

❛ you? kill me? that's funny. ❜

❛ for being someone you hate, i'm sure on your mind a lot. ❜

❛ you're the last person i wanted to see, actually. ❜

❛ do us both a favor. stay away from me. ❜

❛ you really are an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ i'm the asshole? what does that make you then? ❜

❛ sometimes i think you must hate me. ❜

❛ i thought you said you never wanted to see me again. ❜

❛ if you want me to go, then you have to tell me to leave. ❜

❛ well, someone's cranky today. ❜

❛ well, someone needs to shut the fuck up. ❜

❛ just stay out of my way. ❜

❛ of all the idiots in the world, i'm stuck with you. ❜

❛ what is it you want this time? ❜

❛ sometimes i wonder if you're in love with me. ❜

❛ do you honestly think this is easy for me? ❜

❛ why would i ever want to be friends with you? ❜

❛ can we please just talk? ❜

❛ there is nothing for us to talk about. ❜

❛ you can yell at me later. just let me help you. ❜

❛ touch me, and you're dead. ❜

❛ oh, so now you care? ❜

❛ there is something deeply wrong with you. ❜

❛ i know i'm the last person you probably want to see, but... ❜

❛ you don't think we could be friends, do you? ❜

❛ i'm tired of fighting against you. ❜

❛ don't pretend you give a shit about me. ❜

❛ you're an idiot, but... i trust you. ❜

❛ oh, don't be cute. ❜

❛ wait, did you just say that i'm cute? ❜

❛ we're not good for each other. ❜

❛ if i say yes, will you shut up? ❜

❛ don't you have to be stupid somewhere else? ❜

❛ maybe we should kiss just to break the tension. ❜

❛ i'm sorry i can't turn off my feelings as easily as you. ❜

❛ maybe there's a universe out there where we're friends. ❜

❛ how can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time? ❜

❛ don't think this changes anything between us. ❜

❛ you look ridiculous in that outfit, by the way. ❜

❛ if you die, i'll kill you. ❜

❛ is that a challenge? ❜

❛ ah, so you're not heartless after all. ❜

❛ i don't think i've ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ you never cared about me, so why now? ❜

❛ why didn't you kill me when you had the chance? ❜

❛ i don't even remember why we started fighting. ❜

❛ i don't have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you're not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

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something about leona says orange male cat owner if u know u know.

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anyway assorted modern leona thoughts 🙂‍↕️

she should be at the club but she's at the church function instead :(

i hate to say she's doing the study of religion in college but. But . u know . she really likes literature though! a big reader

she is so dry over text but in person she's just ':)' ':D' '!!' when she's not debating something intellectual

she's always got that shit on by which i mean she owns so many red/gold accented pieces of clothing u would think she went online, filtered by it, and just purchased everything there. mostly hitting the sweater / jean combo in later seasons, and the cardigan / tanktop in the hotter ones .

dykeatron 3000 she knows that but she doesn't advertise it heavily to her family they just think she's so locked in on classes that she doesn't have time for relationship but that's a woman kisser she's pretty

her parents keep her up in an apartment. it's always warm in there leona does not own a single fan she just tells you to open the window and '''let the breeze in''' during the summer and im so serious about that.

doesn't really have ... hobbies...... just routines .. she's almost always willing to do something as long as it's in the back half of the day she loads her mornings / noons full because it's when she feels most productive, the later part is usually just. rotting she's always technically free but good luck getting her to go out if it got dark at 4pm .

this is a certified breakfast woman if u are her friend you get the 'what'd you have for breakfast? oh? you didn't? :(' out of her 9/10 times she doesn't mean to lecture so often she just cares and can be a little oppressive about it

black out curtains are a myth it's sheer or nothing the inside of her apartment is just bright there are orange throw pillows, she has an orange throw blanket over the back of her chair, etc etc . u get the vibe

she can cook i lump bbq leona & pool party in to her modern verse. she does know how to surf but she would eat shit doing any winter sport

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❛ Tell me you didn't forget. ❜

@lvnarii / tell me .

she lives closer, so it only makes sense for her to stop by whenever schedule allows . more concerningly, though, is that this morning it doesn't but she'd made her way to small shop anyway & waited patiently, polite smiles and bright conversation despite the pressing weight of day's activities . it's important : leona would've made it through without. diana? likely not. makes sure to send a text that yes, she is on the way, and yes, she is running a little behind, & she ignores, for now, the message from her father because frankly, with steaming cup in one hand and paper bag gripped precariously between the fingers of hand which also holds her phone, it's too much — definitely just for that reason, & not because it has nothing to do with what has been deemed priority number one and does not spark the same eagerness to please .

not too far to go, wouldn't be bothered even if it were : the lethargic sun has begun to rise, tries it's best to break through ever-present clouds . foolishly, & against all facts weather app wants to tell her, leona finds hope in it . maybe it'll manage. or it won't, and all day today like the rest of the season, it'll light diana in it's gray light . that'd be okay . she doesn't look good in it, really — or, she does, but she looks tired, is all. sounds it when leona gets close enough that she doesn't have to raise her voice . even that may have turned out to be too much effort without a pick-me-up.

smile easy though there is sympathy for her existence in the early morning which lies within, ❛ do i ever forget? ❜ ( once, actually — never again ) offered now as proof, a fix all beverage : coffee, diana's equivalent to leona's breaking sun in winter. ❛ here. and i've extras — breakfast. you may just make it through the day. ❜

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high noon leona when i get you .

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@fervonian / high noon + lonesome dreams.

solari heir stands stark against the night, wisp-like butterflies circling slowly 'round . current company notwithstanding, everything plays at her nerves . folk who think their bone to pick with townfolk is worth getting in the way of her's. oddly organized, an awful lot like somebody had been pulling their strings — not very good at it, were they? alone, she'd have been fine . together, they had been ruthless . careful of getting any blood on her boots, harbinger steps above men become simple obstacles. her eyes follow other's gaze when she comes to settle nearby. the woman is correct : something there on the horizon, intangible to vision but it's foul aura taints the air . pensively, she hums out agreement, ❛ always something, ain't it? ❜

& that has proven time and again to be true . sulfur rail carves a path through, leaving it's toxic influence everywhere it goes, it's influence especially heavy here in the west . bandle bay could get rowdy, but out this'a ways? she's never seen such chaos. leona is a lady devoted to her cause, though : protect her home, those closest . she is grateful for the help she has received. her posture, always prim & correct, is welcoming, an invitation to the other for continued partnership, ❛ reckon it'll be findin' us soon enough — oughta rest before we ain't able to. ❜ a moment in which she picks her brain for a name. finds nothing there so it's her well practiced cordiality, a warm smile, ❛ you got a place to stay 'round here, miss? ❜

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❛ what ? no way, tell me how you did that. ❜ ft. the most excitable jinx. round eyes, mouth popped open, the whole works. + whatever verse u feel like throwing them in !

@f1shbnes / 🐈🦁

there had been peace here, once. not again since cat had ended her prowling and pounced. it is a usually calming routine : she gets up with the sun, prepares their food for the day, then meets bear for the gym . but every step she takes this morning, she has to be overly aware of not tripping over company which perches too close, hovers around and over shoulders, face finding and sticking into anything that might have a smell . there is irritation that seeps into her tone when she answers endless questions — she still removes jinx's crust before putting bread in toaster. lightly, lion bumps other with her shoulder, urging her to move so she can get to the fridge .

eggs, then, because protein is important for all of them, not just secret gym club members . she has to double check the heat on stovetop, always does when cat is near, had heard the tell-tale sounds of it being adjusted while she'd hunted through all the chaos of a shared space for a carton . one hand to turn heat back down, another used to crack egg with practiced ease into a mixing bowl . she's mid through the next one when she's beset upon . loses her composure, a bit, because do what? so it's an instinctual, rather genuine, ❛ with my hands? ❜ that comes out of her first .

on second thought, though, & with big eyes still staring her down . . . it might be good for jinx to learn something. use all that pestering, buzzing energy towards some form of self-improvement . maybe she'll wind up regretting it ( has that familiar sinking feeling ) but rather than cracking what's in hand, she offers it between two fingers, ❛ you try. it's easy. ❜

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thinking about high noon ......... perhaps this is a starter call for that verse.. mayhaps a like will bring the horses home or w/e ....

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❝𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞❞ rp meme. as always, feel free to change pronouns, tweak, modify, or adjust these prompts as needed!

❛ Tell me how I know you. ❜

❛ Tell me how to help you. ❜

❛ Tell me what you want. ❜

❛ Tell me you want me. ❜

❛ Tell me the truth. ❜

❛ Tell me a lie. ❜

❛ Tell me a story. ❜

❛ Tell me if this hurts. ❜

❛ Tell me what happened. ❜

❛ Tell me who did this. ❜

❛ Tell me to stop. ❜

❛ Tell me you love me. ❜

❛ Tell me to stay. ❜

❛ Tell me if I'm bothering you. ❜

❛ Tell me how you did that. ❜

❛ Tell me you didn't just do that. ❜

❛ Tell me you didn't just say that. ❜

❛ Tell me I'm pretty. ❜

❛ Tell me you didn't think about me too. ❜

❛ Tell me you don't love me. ❜

❛ Tell me you want me to go. ❜

❛ Tell me you don't want me. I dare you. ❜

❛ Tell me what you want me to do. ❜

❛ Tell me when to stop. ❜

❛ Tell me what you were dreaming about. ❜

❛ Tell me about it? ❜

❛ Tell me about him/her/them? ❜

❛ Tell me what I should do. ❜

❛ Tell me you didn't forget. ❜

❛ Tell me I'm yours. ❜

❛ Tell me you're mine. ❜

❛ Tell me everything. ❜

❛ Tell me more. ❜

❛ Tell me what I did wrong. ❜

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these are the leona's of all time btw .

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anyway i'm not surprised at all that leona betrays diana on top of the mountain . her life had been built around rigidity . around teachings which distinctly said different to what she's shown when she becomes aspected . you take twenty plus years of heavy handed expectations, of Solari's iron teachings, and add onto that the doubt / guilt that had already been festering ( due to diana's influence ), it makes sense for leona, somebody who has always lived under a heavy blanket of structure to then in a moment of forced change / unbecoming to seek out something familiar in Solari's walls.

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i think we should throw tomatoes at leona actually .

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@lvnarii / cont. !

something was amiss . not with her, but with her counterpart. spotted even from a great distance , familiar as she is, that she was not as quick . what choice had she been left with aside from to become so herself, swift pointed blows to subdue rather than scare off. to leave her would have been cruel . to the mountain's beasts, though they could scarce do much, or to the other creatures, mortals who would see harm done rather than enlightenment. so leona had hefted her upwards, taken her the only place safe .

dark had fallen, but in the small room there is light : her's, which radiates from armor, skin, & then the candles, lit within glass frames that hang at varying heights . her siblings and parents are gone, a fine dust has settled anywhere it could touch . she finds herself off put by it ? never thought diana would be here. it would not have been allowed . perhaps though, she had dreamed something picturesque for them, & still does of a quiet intimacy . it has her hand drawn close to push away hair knocked stray, strands which insult familiarity with the other's appearance. leona has seen her red, flushed, variable circumstances which lead to that result but never has she felt diana hot without the Sun's Light on her skin.

again, something is wrong. leona herself has never fallen ill : not since that night on the mountain, & even before that no disease had been enough to down her like this . she's pondering on it with brows furrowed, fingers lingering in hair untrussed when she's caught . her retreat is immediate . as though she has been burned, a sensation which she has never considered negative until it was by diana's tongue . what is she to say? to diana . to the Sun when she faces it in the Dawn . she cannot readily admit that she has betrayed it . cannot acknowledge weakness.

she has little to say for herself in the end, chooses avoidance, ❛ you're sick. ❜

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—I am fun (?)

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just know leona’s seasonal depression is insane so real queen 🥰🤝

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going 2 write a meta about how ? feral?? hungry??? the sun aspect is these are the Same Person ,