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okay i got bells!!! nice bells too good bells 😌
#lol rly concentrating on this so i can take my mind off of everything happening here#what do u mean my nerves are shot no they arent i found bells for the drum#now i just need. pretty and high quality fabric strips >:)#unfortunately i dont want to cut up any of the silk hijabs or anything like that that i have#so im gonna end up buying those too. they sell like recyled ones where they cut up pieces of silk scarves or dresses and stuff which got#donated or thrown away#ill probably get some of those
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im finally going through my stuffed animals to choose which ones to donate (most of them. ive been putting this off for a long time ahaha sobs) and each webkinz i put in the box kills me inside
#THE GUILT IS EATING ME ALIVE#both a betrayal to them & my younger self#who would burst out sobbing at the mere notion of parting with a single one#and swore to themself that they'd never willingly say goodbye to any of their plushie friends#im trying to do it quickly and unemotionally but man. Man....#clinging to my mangled toothless plush like it has any life left in it#GODDDD AND ALL THE WEBKINZ#when i was little i fucking collected them. i was obsessed. id play the online game for hours and diligently add each toy i got#some of them im not sure i can part with...#like milk the cow... dinner the turkey... white fang the husky... orchard the dragon...#ice cream the polar bear... strawberryblast the horse... kevin the bloogaloo or whatever the fuck it is...#why yes i do still remember most of my stuffed animals' names. which is making this infinitely harder#'sorry lovemuffin. sorry ellie. sorry momma dolphin. sorry snakey' etc etc#im keeping the ones with the most emotional value#like High emotional value. devastation to say goodbye level value#this box is Not Small and its still gonna get filled up....#i havent donated or thrown away a single one in all of my years#eating glassssssss#absolutely unprompted#but it needs to be done!! i finally have a moving date! the uhaul will Be Here in like! just over two weeks!#and i've barely packed Anything!!! its crunch time babey!#its emotional turmoil of a different flavor babey!!!#now if yall will excuse me i will sit here and reminisce#of long past nights sneakily spent awake to play with my stuffed animals#oh the stories i would give them...#cooking shows... assassinations and resurrections... broken marriages.... betrayals...#white fang & milk you were my most iconic couple fr fr#badass lone wolf (husky) / easygoing sweetheart cow....#OHHHHH THIS IS KILLING ME ITS KILLING ME#gonna go purposefully choke on my leftovers i stg-
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As one of the leading causes of death in the U.S., kidney disease is a serious public health problem. The disease is particularly severe among Black Americans, who are three times more likely than white Americans to develop kidney failure. While Black people constitute only 12% of the U.S. population, they account for 35% of those with kidney failure. The reason is due in part to the prevalence of diabetes and high blood pressure – the two largest contributors to kidney disease – in the Black community. Almost 100,000 people in the U.S. are awaiting kidney transplantation. Though Black Americans are more likely to need transplants, they are also less likely to receive them. Making matters worse, kidneys from Black donors in the U.S. are more likely to be thrown away as a result of a flawed system that erroneously considers all Black donor kidneys as more likely to stop working after a transplant than kidneys from donors of other races. As a scholar of bioethics, health and philosophy, I believe this flawed system raises serious ethical concerns about justice, fairness and good stewardship of a scarce resource – kidneys.
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US healthcare industry: We don't have enough Black organ donors.
Also US healthcare industry: Let's just throw these kidneys from a Black person away.
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Mom called me a shitty roommate today bc after months of her telling me to rent a uhaul (too young to do so) and then flaking out on me whenever I asked her if we could it on x day, I gave up on trying to get my bf's heavy TV and dresser and ordered a mountable tv, instead of buying more storage totes so that I could add to the ever increasing stack of totes in our guest bedroom
#leading up to and since raine moved in i have thrown tons of shit away and so has he#we both moved from larger rooms into a smaller shared room#meanwhile my parents moved into a bigger room with a bigger closet and claimed the garage for storage space#i have several decorative items that would look cute out in the livingroom without clashing with her style#but she considers all my items ''clutter'' so i have to keep them in my room or in a tote#except all my totes are already occupied by other shit#i threw away 90% of my friends items that i was storing here in an effort to make my room tidier#(and to ensure that my items are not littered around the livingroom and kitchen)#i got a bed frame with drawers so i could store items in there#i am not a horder and neither is raine but we have to condense two peoples worth of things into one room and two closets#and like i said before we both had bigger rooms before moving to this house#my room was way larger before. even with my giant ass desk (that doesnt fit in my room) my old room#didnt look cluttered bc it had lots of open space. even tho that was a 2 bedroom apartment#and this is a 3 bedroom duplex with garage the square footage in this house was budgeted poorly#my hallway is literally a snail spiral shape so a lot of space is lost to the curvature#not to mention my parents have bought more shit than we had at the old place to fill up space that we all shared in our old apt#except i am going to mention it bc i think this is totally unfair#i get that my mom has never liked when my room is messy. she's my mom and she is going to nag#but she does not have to use my room or bathroom (she has her own. thats bigger than mine)#and i keep my bathroom clean for guests#and she has made it clear that she is unwilling to help me even when i ask and tried to plan out ways to cheaply get more furniture#raine has had tote boxes in his car since he moved in bc he knows that we dont have a place for them inside#not to mention several collectable swords (including limited edition skyrim sword and genuine damascus)#which is kind of a fucking road safety hazard since they are real blades#but he puts up with it bc he doesnt want to add to the clutter#i bought this tv and wall mount bc i know that as long as my tv is grounded to a dresser i cant rearrange my room to make more space in here#and im donating my current tv to the guest bedroom bc they wont buy one for it#they also wont buy a dresser for it which is why my mom was hounding me to rent a uhaul for raines dresser#(i cannot stress this enough. we are both TWENTY. how are we going to rent a car. we need older adult help!!!)
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i am an incredibly sentimental person and lately i find myself remembering items i once had and wondering what happened to them and mourning them
#no because this was just a silly little post about a dinosaur piggy bank I had#but all of a sudden I just remembered meeting my great grandparents who passed when I was pretty little#i remember meeting my great grandpa specifically I think#and he had all these glass trinkets#and he let me pick one#and I picked this beautiful girl in a pink dress and she was a music box#and I don’t know what happened to her#she broke i know that#for years she was just a skirt that played music#from my siblings running in the house and it shaking my shelves and her falling (from being too close to the ledge ig)#but i don’t know if my mom made me get rid of her when we moved??#I don’t remember having her in our second house#and certainly haven’t seen her since then#ugh my heart has been hearting for objects from the past#i used to have my grandmas cape and I finally asked my mom if she still has it#and I’m almost positive she’s going to have thrown it away and it like literally was the most gorgeous thing#and like the idea of it having been donated#like yes I’m very happy for whoever got it obviously#but. i grew up wearing it to school. it was made by my grandmothers hands. i want it. i want it I want it I want it#(I used to work myself into fits as a kid being sentimental about objects and then convincing myself I was spoiled cause you know ‘I want it#‘ isn’t a great narrative. so then I would sob because of that. it was a fun time.)#anyway I’m supposed to be unpacking but I’m just so full of nostalgia and also overwhelmed by unpacking despite the fact that I don’t have#anything to be overwhelmed by yet since I haven’t gone to actually get my stuff lmao#life of a boomerang
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#is anyone buying esims to send to gaza and if so can you tell me if yours are being activated and used?#I sent two that expired unused... just money thrown away that I could have donated or something#and a third is waiting to be activated and I fear that will also simply expire#are other peoples' getting used? am I doing something wrong?
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every time a shein garment (manifestation of the world's evils) finds itself in a thrift store (manifestation of all that is good) an angel loses its wings...
#if i am forced to watch another 4362987 item shein haul on social media i think i will ***#although i would much rather clothes be donated than thrown away
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"are you mad at me? i think you're mad at me"
#no im just thinking about what all id need to do before i can stop#my rooms pretty clean but i should make sure all my journals are thrown away if they have anything written in them#id need to clean out the car#i should probably label what id want given to who#maybe just donate it? i doubt anyone would actually want it its just junk at the end of the day#sorry ignore me
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Are we talking dust jackets or paperbacks? Like in a frame, tacked up or decoupage? Is this every book they've read for all time or just the ones with pretty covers? There are a lot of factors here. Are their walls completely covered or is there just 1?
#i bought pillar of cloud from goodwill just because i liked the cover. i put it in a frame on my shelf#i also have a childrens book on display because i liked the cover#my medicine cabinet has ripped off fabio covers inside the mirror to look like a middle school locker#but i read like 100 books a year and resell donate a lot of the ones i buy and i borrow from the library#so im not putting every book i read on display#i dont even put every book i read on my book cover side blog#also i work in a book store where most of the books i own were just going to be thrown away anyway
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got a blood transfusion today because anemia. anyway when the blood bag's done they always run some saline to get the last bits still in the IV tubing. today i thought the nurse was switching the input but then she removed my IV. and i almost blurted out "hey i wanted to finish the rest of that..."
some perfectly good blood still in there. what a waste
#really though it is kind of a waste#still some blood that someone donated got thrown away#and i need every little bit i can get#but it was nearing 5PM and i guess she wanted me done so she could leave...
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Im still fuckin miffed that I forgot there was a fan in my moms office last night
I do wish it was a raised one tho
Unforseen consequence of the box fan is it blows UNDER the top sheet and makes the bed super cold
Which wouldnt be bad during the summer
But it is not summer
The blankets are for warmth and weight right now
Fan blowing cold air under them is not helpful
It is currently propped up on a cardboard box my mom stuck in here for harley and that seems to have helped
The last time I remember sleeping in a room with a box fan was when I was like. 2 or 3. At my parents first apartment which was a one bedroom and my little toddler bed was at the end of their bed. And the fan pointed directly at me and I had a silk baby blanket my great uncle found in the trash (hes a garbage man and likes to go dumpster diving. Most of my baby clothes also came from the trash lol) and I remember laying there staring at the fan and occasionally flipping my blanket cuz the side touching me would get warm and I wanted the cold side to be covering me. Anyway.
#honestly that blanket was in amazing shape for being from a dumpster#i had it until like. last year.#i mean itd been in bad shape for several years before i finally was able to get rid of it#but i was still sleeping with it as a teenager#i had to stitch the edges back together a few times#and the bear on the front was almost completely worn off#honestly kinda wish id kept a scrap of it#ive always kinda wondered who had that blanket before me#do they still live around lawrence?#did they love that blanket as much as i did?#did they outgrow it or did they have shitty parents that forced them to give up their comfort objects?#why was it thrown away and not donated?#anway if you ever had a white silky baby blanket with a yellow border and and a yellow bear on the front holding a flower#your blanket was very loved#the autistic kid that ended up with it slept with it every night for 15 years and kept it for an extra 9 after that#....possibly 16 years. i dont remember exactly when i stopped sleeping with it.#but whenever it got to the point i couldn't stitch it back together faster than it could fall apart#rip blankie
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the urge to buy littlest pet shops and barbies and other figures and fashion dolls so i can pose them and take them around to places i visit and start little blogs/profiles solely for pics of them where they act out little scenarios with each other.
just yknow because my inner child demands it and wants to heal or something like that idk
#is this venting??? idk maybe perhaps but also maybe not#i'm an adult with a paycheck lemme spend my money on what i want#no idc if it's a “useless” purchase#cough cough don't judge me mom 🥺👉👈#i miss all my dolls and lps that got thrown away and/or donated :(#was i asked before they were given away? haha NOPE#i need my self care waaaa#maddy's musings
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im leaving my rheift store job in a week
goodbye half off baby blankets
#the bin#well whatevs#this place is horrible to work at. the peopel ae really nice but its a depressing place to work#idk. i love thrift stroes and ive never likes the big chain ones bc they suck and you can hardly ever find interesting stuff there#and its bc they throw it all away. goodwill puts out more interesting stuff but savers/value village/unique (theyre all the same thing)#tosses so much stuff. they like to tout how much they recycle but they dont tell you that what that means is they sell it elsewhere bc#they doubt itll sell in store. or its stuff that didnt sell in store so its packed up to get sold elsewhere#the cloth thats damaged and unsellable i think gets actually recycled. maybe. i dont work in cloth so idk for sure#but like. pretty much everything else that doenst make onto the floor doenst even get recycled to be sold elsewhere#they just put it in a trash compactor at the store. and like big items or dishes and board games are all thrown away too#theres not any attempt to actually recycle anything besides clothes. everything else is jusy garage#perfectly good mugs. not chipled or damged. but theyre just a plain color. all tossed. toys too big to fit into a box that were on the floor#being sold but didnt sell fast enough. tossed. and everything is so expensive too. ugh#and they get all this stuff for so cheap. people donate bc they think its supporting a nonprofit partner but they pay barely anytning to#them. they are only lartnered to convince peopel to donate so they can get stuff for cheap#very depressing place to work bc they just deceive people so much in order to get them to donate#people wanna support it bc its good for the environment and they act pike they care so much but then they make 0 effort to actually#recycle anything besides cloth. feels bad man. most other thrift stores arent such lying assholes#like. idk. i walk into other thrift stores and i feel likes theres an honesty about the process behind the prodict being sold#but here they try make it seem like theyre doing so much for the environment bc they just care so much#no. you only care about making money which is why you sell things for so fucking much
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i took the last of my cats litter and prescription food and put it down in the mail area where the residents put free things. i wrote a note that said "my cat passed and the shelter does not allow for opened items to be donated. if you or someone you know has a cat with CKD, please feel free to take these. in loving memory of Roxy" i went down this morning to grab a package and everything was gone. im very glad what she couldnt take with her has been able to help another.
#barks#i cried so fucking hard after i walked away#it just cements the fact that she will never physically come back#i have some dry food left in her bowl that i havent thrown away yet that im going to put in a small vial#writing this made me realize i still have prescription wet food that i cant donate either#i think im going to keep a can of that as well
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mikus acquired + 2 non-mikus. the headless one is apparently a madoka figure and idk who the other one is. none of them have stands and 2 are missing pieces (3 including the headless one) idk if theyre bootleg or not. gonna check to see. im so happy tho!!! sad miku is missing her bunny ears tho
#the bin#ive been comparing them to poctures and i think they arent bootleg. just damaged#which like. ofc they are. even if they werent donated damaged the way stuff is handled before its sold. ofc its damaged#i know the process and figures really aint built to survive it very well. obv. why would they be lol.#i think madoka prob had her head when she was donated but it disappeared. mightve ended up in another bag or thrown away. ill enver kno#the 1 miku prob didnt have her twintails tho. theres hot glue on her head from them being glied back in#apparently thats very common for this figure so its not a sign its bootleg. just a sign it sucks. but looking at pics of it yeah#i though it prob was but comparing it to ppls that def arent bootleg it looks the same. its just not a v good figure
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Greetings,
A life lost and dreams destroyed, a smile gone forever, and a joy shattered and torn apart by war. My family has become immobilized, helpless, with no options or means. Here, where war has imposed its burdens on what's left of my family, we are forced to live what we cannot bear to live and endure what we cannot possibly endure. We are living torments harsher than the harshest prison tortures, crying over the thresholds of our far, destroyed home, our paradise that slipped through our fingers, the dearest thing stolen from us by this war.
Here, my little sister describes her suffering living in displacement camps, and this is what Alaa told me during a phone call:
"We have become nothing, without a home, without shelter. I live in a cramped space surrounded by nylon that doesn’t protect you from the summer heat or the winter cold, doesn’t provide privacy. Here, where there’s no privacy at all, you don’t have the basics of life even for an animal, so how can humans live here? Imagine, the details are painful, crushing. There is no space to sit or sleep, no room for rest or deep breath. Life here is impossible by all measures. We are now living the impossible, forced, with no one to look at us with compassion or mercy, no one to support us, as if everyone united to torment and oppress us.
Streets you've never seen, know nothing about, in a place you only knew by name. It's as if the earth isn’t the same earth, nor the sea the same sea, nor even the air the same air. It feels like you can't breathe here, like a fish taken out of water, not dead but the water is far away, struggling with its soul, unable to escape. You walk like a lost person who doesn’t know their destiny in a maze, not knowing its beginning or end, thrown in the middle without a word, no hand extended, no cries heard.
I can't describe what we are living through, even the pictures didn't move anything, as if everyone is in a coma, no one sees, hears, or speaks. Death has become our greatest wish, and daily we pray for God to take us to His side and spare us from the cruelty of His servants. Is there a way out for us? 😔💔 I don’t know."
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