#for years she was just a skirt that played music
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i am an incredibly sentimental person and lately i find myself remembering items i once had and wondering what happened to them and mourning them
#no because this was just a silly little post about a dinosaur piggy bank I had#but all of a sudden I just remembered meeting my great grandparents who passed when I was pretty little#i remember meeting my great grandpa specifically I think#and he had all these glass trinkets#and he let me pick one#and I picked this beautiful girl in a pink dress and she was a music box#and I donât know what happened to her#she broke i know that#for years she was just a skirt that played music#from my siblings running in the house and it shaking my shelves and her falling (from being too close to the ledge ig)#but i donât know if my mom made me get rid of her when we moved??#I donât remember having her in our second house#and certainly havenât seen her since then#ugh my heart has been hearting for objects from the past#i used to have my grandmas cape and I finally asked my mom if she still has it#and Iâm almost positive sheâs going to have thrown it away and it like literally was the most gorgeous thing#and like the idea of it having been donated#like yes Iâm very happy for whoever got it obviously#but. i grew up wearing it to school. it was made by my grandmothers hands. i want it. i want it I want it I want it#(I used to work myself into fits as a kid being sentimental about objects and then convincing myself I was spoiled cause you know âI want it#â isnât a great narrative. so then I would sob because of that. it was a fun time.)#anyway Iâm supposed to be unpacking but Iâm just so full of nostalgia and also overwhelmed by unpacking despite the fact that I donât have#anything to be overwhelmed by yet since I havenât gone to actually get my stuff lmao#life of a boomerang
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was kinda thinking about this when I saw Renee Rapp live recently-- I didn't know her visual vibe, I'd heard a few songs here and there but I hadn't really *seen* her, and her attire at Osheaga was really casual, a jersey (baseball/basketball?) and slacks. And that was so amazing! I couldn't help thinking, the work Billie Eilish has done for how women in pop music are allowed to dress is incredible. Seeing her up there all comfortable you just know that Billie walked in her oversized tops so that Renee in her slacks could run; Billie walked through all the critcisms about how she dressed slobbily and having to assert that she didn't owe anyone a display of skin, so that Renee could be comfortable and unquestioned running up and down the catwalk in front of 10,000 people. How iconic.
And I don't think we even realised at the time how much something as simple as letting Billie dress the way she as a (then-) 17-year-old teenager dressed, could end up meaning for a future generation of women in music.
Obviously there is still way to go, there were weirdos complaining about how 'plain' Dua Lipa's Glastonbury outfit was this year (in 2024!!), l have to ask, are you at Paris Fashion Week?? She is the musical HEADLINER of an entire day of music at one of the biggest music festivals in the world, and you can't grant her the space to exist as an artist, you have to moan about her dress not being excitingly revealing enough. There's work to do, it's still dismal out there. But the space Billie Eilish has created for a most ordinarily-dressed woman popstar is still heartening.
#music#rambling away; I'll log off#man. I remember how on the other hand when I was going to my first ever gig my guitar teacher said to me#notice how plainly he's dressed? No frills. His music speaks for himself.#(The musician in question was Slash and apart from his very recognisable hat and sunglasses; he was wearing a plain white t-shirt with a#minnie mouse graphic print in the centre. I think sometimes about how not even women in rock music are afforded that.#Like this is a thing across genres#With the exception of Franz Ferdinand for whom Alex has actually said in interviews that they treated FF gigs as nights out#and so dressed like they'd be dressed for a club night out--#most other guy bands are like *picked a tee off the floor*#whereas the girls in bands I've seen-- even literally just local musicians-- the girls in our local rock bands feel compelled to#dress like it's graduation day#Like we had this really cool local band-- singer's a girl in second year of uni#keeping up with the fact that they were playing like RHCP and Muse covers on stage; fast stuff--#she was up there in a delicate dress and heels and stomping across stage n all#and the rest of her band; dudes; were quite comfortable in their t-shirts#like of course she made a choice herself and was more than capable of stomping in heels--I mean I've seen Phoebe from Lambrini Girls#JUMP OFF a 5-ft platform stage while wearing 3-inch block heels. And in a party dress!#But then again Lambrini Girls genuinely are freaks of nature and I envy anyone who's going to see them open for Amyl & the Sniffers rn#bc that's an EXPLOSIVE combo. Nonetheless. I was saying.#Part of it certainly comes from a normalisation of just superhuman strength; balance + praying there's no malfunction with your skirt#which DOES happen at rock shows more frequently than you'd imagine. It's just if you're in a good crowd they'll pretend they saw nothing#but it's certainly more practical to gig in sneakers and trousers lol. From experience!#billie eilish#renee rapp#women in music#pop music#dua lipa#Also like Billies doing it for the pop lesbians#lesbian
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Losing focus every time you speak, girl
Pairings:- Satoru Gojo x F!Reader
Summary: Satoru Gojo is your plus one for the company Christmas Dinner, but he just DOES NOT like how your boss Sukuna looks at you. MDNI- smut- explicit semi public sex/play- Christmas PWP
A/N-I went to a company dinner and thought of this SMUT lmao, Gojo is possessive and a lil yandere- w.c. 1.2k
"I don't like how he's looking at you." Your boyfriend Satoru Gojo murmurs in your ear, as the Christmas music is playing in the fancy restaurant for your company's dinner. Satoru's wearing the sexiest pinstripe suit and black tie, and you're wearing a lacy little black dress as you stand along side the buffet table, sipping wine.
"You're so silly, looks at me how?" Your boss, Sukuna, smirks over at you, earning Satoru's grip even tighter against you. "Satoru..."
"One more smirk and I'm fucking you in front of your entire office." You gasp now, looking up at his bright blue eyes, as he tosses back the sweet moscato in one gulp.
"You're acting as if it's you ovulating. Swear." You tease, tugging at his tie now, he leans closer to you, barring you against the buffet table, you're getting so flushed, looking around, worried everyone can see. "Toru, baby..."
"Don't Toru baby me. I can smell how turned on you are, fuck." He practically inhales your neck, earning a smack on the shoulder.
"You can not, psycho. Wait till we get home-"
"Hello, my favorite employee." Mr. Sukuna comes up, grinning and raising his brows, ruby eyes glinting as you slip out from under your psycho boyfriend's hold.
"Mr. Sukuna, thank you so much for one year." You say with a smile, holding your hand out, but he pulls you in.
"No need to be so formal, now." He hugs you right in front of Satoru, his hands pressing against your back, and you don't see it, but he's smirking right at Satoru, as Satoru is scowling back. "And this is your boyfriend, huh?"
"Y-yes!" You clear your throat, stepping back to stare at your furious, handsome boyfriend, who's about to kill your boss now. You tug on his stiff arm. "Satoru Gojo, say hi."
"Hi." He speaks through his teeth, Sukuna chuckles.
"A man of few words. Well, do you care for a dance-"
"She's not feeling so great, think she needs some air."
"What now-ah!" Satoru's dragging you out of the banquet room, where some coworkers are dancing to jazzy music. "Just where are we going-"
Satoru has you in this stupidly fancy bathroom now, pressing you against the door, turning you and lifting up your skirt. You cry out softly as he starts kissing your neck, your shoulders, his teeth sinking into delicate skin. "You are mine, say it."
"Of course I'm yours... Satoru are you jealous!?" He scoffs, now your dress is up over your hips, the cool air of the bathroom breezing against overheated skin, you're wearing tights but he rips them, he fucking rips them.
"Not jealous, no, just need to fill my pretty girl up with me." He sinks two long fingers in your eager cunt, your head falls back against him, gasping now. "Fill you up so you're dripping my cum when he comes near you."
"Y-you- f-fuck!" You're whining now when Satoru turns you, pressing your back against the door now, your pretty black dress is shoved and scrunched as he kisses you, hot, messy and desperate. It's so insane you can't even get a breath, when your hands fumble with his belt of his slacks, watching his length spring out, already drooling with precum.
His eyes are so dilated they're damn near black, just a ring of blue, his fingers back to pumping and curling in your cunt, breath against your lips, sweet like wine. "Say you're mine baby."
"M'yours Toru- ah!" He picks you up like you're nothing now, you cling to his jacket, fingertips pressing against his shoulders, crying out weakly when his pink tip presses on your swollen little clit. "Here!? Are you crazy?!"
"Crazy for you, gonna knock you the fuck up here and now." You gasp when he sinks his full length inside your soppy pussy, you're drooling down his lenth as he slams your head against the heavy wooden door, stretching and filling you so good you can't fucking think.
"Mine, mine, mine." He mutters, his eyes fucking insane, lips parted, sinking deeper and deeper into you, until you're shattering, so close when his curved tip drags on your spot. "Gonna cum for me aren't you baby?"
You just nod, letting him fuck into you harder, his lips slam on yours, his big hands pressing into your hips, his lips do nothing to muffle the cries however. He's abusing your cervix, whispering nonsense, psychotic, needy, insane nonsense, that just makes you that much closer.
"Gonna cum f'me, huh baby?" You whine, and he chuckles, breath against your ear as he fucks you deeper and harder. "That's it, lemme feel you, you can do it."
You cover your mouth with a hand, screaming out, head whacking the door so hard it hurts, but the orgasm rocking your body eliminates it all. You're pulsing aroung Satoru's veiny cock, and he groans now, biting your neck again, a hand slipping up to your breast, squishing it in his huge grip as he starts pumping hot cum in you.
"Fill you s'fuckin... full you..." He whimpers in your ear as his hot sticky white cum coats your walls, you're trembling, sweaty and fucking destroyed as it brings you again, now he keeps pumping, the squishing lewd and insane in the big fancy bathroom. "Oh my god... baby..."
"You're fucking crazy, I swear I c-can't bring you anywhere." You huff now, as he eases you down, cupping your face gently like he didn't just rip your tights and fuck you on a bathroom door.
"I'm sorry baby I lost it." He pouts now all cute, blinking snowy lashes at you. "You're too sexy I'm sorry."
You sigh now, adjusting your dress, feeling his cum drip down your thighs as you do. "You have nothing to worry about, I love you, crazy ass."
"Promise?" He pouts more, puppy dog eyes melting you.
"I promise. I only want you." He moans, kissing you softly, again and again as he calms, stroking your back gently. "Can you behave for the rest of the party?"
Satoru nods, but he's eyeing the bruise he just gave your neck, the little bit of wrinkle to your dress, your kissed off red lips, smirking now. You head back to the dinner, and when Sukuna talks to you again, Satoru knows that his cum is dripping from your bare cunt, with nothing to stop it from sticking to your thighs, giving him much more comfort.
You look at him with a curious little smile, your perfect hair is just a little messy, he brushes it back when he sits down for dinner with you, and another co worker, Nanami is eyeing you, smiling. Satoru decides to push his cum back in your pussy right under the thick white table cloth, enjoying how you struggle to maintain normal small talk, while you're drooling down his fingertips.
"Satoru I will never take you anywhere again." You hiss in his ear as you all walk out that night, waiting on the Valet to get Satoru's car, you're wearing his suit jacket and trembling in the chilled night, cunt throbbing.
"Merry Christmas?" He teases, a giant grin, but you're scowling, he will have to fix that tonight.
Lmao I would be concocting Satoru smut at my company dinner đ
#gojo satoru x reader#gojo x reader#jjk smut#gojo smut#jjk x reader#satoru x reader#jujustu kaisen#jjk gojo#satoru gojo x female reader#satoru gojo x f!reader#satoru gojo smut#yandere gojo#yandere jjk
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PROTECTIVE INSTINCTS.
Summary: Rafe Cameron gets into a fight, and Sassy!Kook!Reader helps him clean up his wounds.
Warnings: childhood friends, overprotective!rafe, alcohol/coke mentioned, blood, dumb ahh inlove, annoying mf.
Words Count: 3163
A/N: my first 'official' post ohmygawwddd!!!! i hope you will all like this. u can imagine this out of the obx plot bc in this universe sarah and rafe lowk get along and she's not w topp*r. i imagine rafe being 20/21 and reader is js a year younger
Getting an invite to Topper's party was supposed to be the highlight of your weekâa chance to let loose, drink, dance, and maybe sneak in a smoke or two. You were determined to have fun. You and Sarah had been buzzing about it for days, thrilled at the idea of a night out after what felt like an eternity of being buried under schoolwork. It had been ages since either of you had gone to a party, and with all the stress piling up, you needed the break.
But, of course, Rafe had to go and ruin it by reminding you that he existed and was going to attend the party.
As the night of the party arrived, you spent way too much time getting readyâyour reflection in the mirror repeatedly checked as you perfected your messy dark eye makeup. Black heels on, strapless mini-dress in a black fabric. The waist is drawn with a thin, satin black ribbon into a neat bow. The skirt flared out slightly, you knew you looked stunning. Sarah had already sent you a dozen texts about how she couldnât wait to hit the party, and you were just about ready to go.
When you arrived at the party, it was even more packed than you'd expected. Music thumped through the house, bodies swayed on the makeshift dance floor, and the smell of coke, smoke, and alcohol lingered in the air. Sarah grabbed your hand, pulling you through the crowd as you both laughed. That was exactly the chaos you both needed.
"God, I've missed this!" Sarah shouted over the music as we moved to the dance floor. You smiled, matching her energy, the rhythm pulling your bodies into a sway.
For a while, it was easy to forget everythingâschool stress, drama, even Rafeâs looming presence at the party.
That is, until you saw him.
Rafe Cameron, leaning against a wall with his usual arrogance, a bottle of beer in his hand and his eyes scanning the room like he owned the place. It wasn't long before his eyes landed on you, and as usual, he didnât look away. His eyes tracked you from across the room. He always watched youâlike it was his job to make sure you were okay, even though you made it clear you didnât need him playing bodyguard.
You groaned inwardly.Â
âJust ignore him,â Sarah whispered in your ear, sensing your mood shift. âCome on, letâs dance.â
And you didâletting the music take over as you moved with your friend, blocking out everything else. For a moment, it felt like maybe, you could enjoy the night without thinking about him. You walked away from your friend to get both of you a drink but as you arrived at the bar, a guy who you didnât recognize walked up to me, his breath hot and alcohol-laced as he leaned in too close, his voice low and crude.
âHey there, gorgeous,â he said with a smirk growing on his face. âYou look stunning tonight. That dressâdamn, itâs doing wonders to your body.â
You raised an eyebrow, trying to ignore him as you focused on getting your drinks. âThanks, but Iâm not interested,â you replied coolly, turning slightly away from him.
âOh, come on now,â he pressed, undeterred. âDonât be like that. I could make your night a lot more fun. I know how to show a girl a good time. I could take you somewhere private, just you and me. I bet I could make you feel better than any of the other guys ever could.â
You felt your stomach churn, irritation rising as you glanced around for an escape. âI really donât think so,â you said firmly, your patience wearing thin. âJust back off, alright?â
But he stepped closer, invading your personal space even more, a cocky grin plastered on his face. âWhy're you playing hard to get when we both know youâre a slut. You donât gotta pretend with me, babyââ
You rolled your eyes, about to insult him but the sound of a bottle smashing to the floor before Rafeâs fist collided with the guy's face.
âSay that again,â Rafe growled, his voice deadly calm as he grabbed the guy by the collar, pulling him close. The crowd around you froze, the music blaring in the background as Rafeâs knuckles bled from the punch heâd just thrown.
The guy stumbled, trying to mumble something that sounded like an apology, but of course, Rafe wasnât done. His jaw was clenched, his eyes burning with a fury that sent chills down your spine.
âRafe!â you shouted, pushing through the frozen crowd to get to him. âLet him go!â
But he barely heard you. His focus was locked on the guy, like he was two seconds ago from throwing another punch. It took Topper and Kelce rushing over to pull him off before things escalated any further.
The guy backed away, rubbing his jaw, his eyes wide with fear. âI-I didnât know, manââ
âI donât fucking care. Get out of here!â Rafe yelled, cutting him off, his chest still heaving with rage.
You watched as the guy walked away, his tail between his legs. Your attention shifted to Rafe, who turned on his heel and headed towards the stairs. You followed him with your eyes as he ascended until he disappeared into one of the rooms upstairs, shutting the door behind him.
You glanced around, searching for Sarah. When you spotted her you waved to catch her eye. She looked over, and you mouthed, âIâm going to check on Rafe.â Sarah gave you a quick nod.
With a deep breath, you pushed your way through the crowd and made your way upstairs, the noise from the party fading into the background as you reached the top. The hallway was quieter, the air heavier. Without hesitation, you headed straight for the door you saw Rafe disappear behind. You didnât even think to knock; there was no need for formality between the two of you. It wasnât in your nature to tiptoe around Rafe, not when youâd known him your entire life.
He was sitting on the edge of the bed, leaning forward with his elbows resting on his knees. He glanced up when you entered, surprise flashing briefly in his eyes before it was replaced with that familiar guarded expression.
He opened his mouth to say something, but you cut him off, âWhat the hell is your problem, Rafe?â you told him, crossing your arms on your chest. âYou canât just go around hitting people!â
He stood up, glaring at you. âHe deserved it,â he shot back. He turned away from you, pacing the room like a caged animal. âDid you hear the shit he was saying to you? You think I was just gonna stand there and let him talk to you like tha?â
You sighed, frustrated but not entirely surprised. This was Rafeâimpulsive, overprotective, and always ready to throw a punch when it came to you. âYeah, I heard it, Rafeâhe was talking to me. And I couldâve handled it. I donât need you acting like my knight in shining armor.â
His head snapped up at that, and he took a step closer, his eyes narrowing. âReally? You think you couldâve handled him? Because from where I was standing, he wasnât taking no for an answer.â
You huffed, shaking your head. "Thatâs not the fucking point! You always do this. Youâre always trying to play the hero when no one asked you to." You met his gaze with a hard stare of your own, refusing to back down.
Rafeâs eyes darkened, his jaw clenching as he stepped even closer, closing the distance between you. His voice dropped lower, almost a growl. "Maybe Iâm not playing. Maybe I actually give a damn when some asshole thinks he can talk to you like that."
His proximity made the air between you feel charged, and you had to fight the urge to step back. Instead, you held your ground, your heart pounding in your chest. "And maybe you should learn to pick your battles instead of flying off the handle every time someone so much as looks at me the wrong way," you shot back, your voice just as sharp as his.
His lips twisted into a smirk, though there was no humor in itâjust frustration. "Pick my battles?" He echoed, his voice low and dangerous. "Like you would ever let me. Every time I try to protect you, you act like itâs some kind of personal offense. Like Iâm doing something wrong by giving a damn about what happens to you, Y/N."
You scoffed, crossing your arms tighter across your chest. "Because itâs not about me! Itâs about you needing to feel like youâre in control of everything. You canât just punch your way through life, Rafe."
"Itâs not about control. Itâs about not letting anyone treat you like that. Iâm not gonna stand by and watch it happen. Not when itâs you."
For a moment, the room was silent, the weight of his words hanging between you. You sighed, the fight slowly leaving your body. âYouâve always been like this, you know?â you said, your tone softening just slightly. âEven when we were kids. You were always ready to defend me.â
His expression softened, a ghost of a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. âYeah, well, some things donât change.â
You shook your head, biting back a smile. âYouâre impossible, Rafe Cameron.â
He let out a low laugh. âYeah, Iâve heard that before.â
You rolled your eyes, but there was no real bite behind it. The anger between you was fading. He infuriated you, but deep down, you knew his heart was in the right placeâeven if he had a habit of making things way more complicated than they needed to be.
Rafeâs eyes lingered on yours, the tension still there but different now. He stepped closer again, but this time, there was no anger in his movements, just something more... deliberate. His voice dropped, barely above a whisper. "You looked good tonight, by the way."
Your breath hitched, and before you could stop yourself, you met his gaze with a smirk of your own. "Youâre just now noticing?" you teased, though your voice came out softer than you intended.
"Trust me, I noticed the second you walked in."
You cleared your throat, breaking the intense moment between you two. âLet me see your hand,â you said, trying to refocus on something else.
Rafe raised an eyebrow, his usual cocky smirk creeping back onto his face. âWhat? Worried about me now, princess?â
âHardly, but youâre a mess and someoneâs gotta clean you up before you bleed all over Topperâs sheets.â
He grinned, stepping back slightly and letting you grab his hand. His skin was warm under your fingers, and you tried to ignore the way your pulse quickened as you turned his hand over, inspecting the damage. His knuckles were raw, a few cuts oozing blood.
You glanced around the room, spotting a small bathroom attached to the guest room. âSit down,â you ordered, nodding towards the bed. Rafe didnât argueâsurprisinglyâbut the amused smirk never left his face as he sat down, watching you with that intense, unblinking gaze of his. You walked over to the bathroom, rummaging through the cabinet until you found some bandages and antiseptic wipes.
When you returned, Rafe had leaned back against the headboard, legs spread slightly, his arms resting on his knees like he was waiting to be entertained.Â
âHold still,â you said firmly as you sat on the edge of the bed beside him, gently taking his injured hand in yours.Â
"Careful," he teased, his voice low and husky. "I might start thinking you actually care."
You shot him a quick glare, your eyes narrowed. "Or maybe I just donât want to deal with your whining if this gets infected."
He chuckled, the sound deep and almost... seductive. "Trust me, Iâm not the whining type. You, on the other hand, love getting under my skin."
You ignored his comment, though the corners of your mouth twitched in amusement. âHere you go, telling lies. Unlike you, I am responsibleâsomething you wouldnât understand.âÂ
Rafeâs smirk widened, his blue eyes locked on yours as you worked. âYeah? Is that why you spent half the night trying to avoid me?â He tilted his head. âYouâre terrible at it, by the way.â
âMaybe I was avoiding you because I knew youâd do something stupid. And look, I was right.â
âSo, you were watching me all night, huh? Didnât realize I was that distracting.â
âMore like I could sense the chaos coming from a mile away,â you shot back, the corner of your mouth twitching despite your best efforts not to smile.
âAdmit it, youâd miss me if I didnât cause a little chaos.â
You snorted, playfully nudging his good shoulder. âMiss you? I think my life would be way more peaceful.â
He gave a dramatic sigh, clutching his chest with his uninjured hand. âWow. You really know how to wound a guy. If I wasnât already bandaged, Iâd need another one for my heart.â
You smirked, shaking your head. âPlease, Rafe. Youâve got an ego the size of this entire house. I think your heartâs just fine.â
He chuckled, eyes twinkling with amusement. âMaybe. But you like me this way.â
âOh, do I now?â You raised an eyebrow, crossing your arms. âAnd what makes you think that?â
Rafe leaned in just a little more, that teasing grin still plastered on his face. âBecause, no matter how much you complain, youâre always right here. Taking care of me. Telling me Iâm an idiot. Itâs kind of your thing.â
You narrowed your eyes at him, though the sass in your voice was playful. âItâs called charity work, Rafe. I should be getting paid for dealing with you.â
He laughed, his gaze dropping briefly to your lips before flicking back up. âOh, Iâll pay you back. Trust me.â
You tilted your head, giving him a sly smile. âYeah? And how exactly are you gonna do that?â
Rafeâs grin widened at your challenge, his eyes gleaming with mischief. He shifted a little closer, the air between you growing even more charged. âOh, youâll see, princess. But youâll have to be patient. I know thatâs not your strong suit.â
You rolled your eyes, scoffing as you leaned back on the bed, crossing your legs. âPatience? With you? Thatâs asking for a miracle, Cameron.â
He chuckled, his hand resting just beside your thigh. âMiracle? More like a blessing. Iâm the best thing thatâs ever happened to you, and you know it.â
You shot him a look, narrowing your eyes playfully. âBest thing? Donât flatter yourself. Youâre like a stray dog that keeps following me around, begging for attention.â
Rafe smirked, leaning in so his face was closer to yours, his voice dropping low. "And you love the attention. Donât act like you donât.â
âPlease, the only thing I love is the peace and quiet I get when youâre not around.â
He let out a mock gasp, putting a hand over his chest. âOuch. Again.â
You couldnât help but laugh, shaking your head. âDramatic again. Besides, you can dish it out, but you canât take it.â
Rafe raised an eyebrow, that cocky grin never leaving his face. âMe? Canât take it? You must be thinking of someone else, sweetheart. I can take anything you throw at me.â
You leaned in a little, matching his energy. âAnything? That sounds like a challenge.â
He tilted his head, his blue eyes locking onto yours, full of playful intensity. âIt is. Go ahead, try me. Whatâve you got?â
You pursed your lips, pretending to think for a moment before smirking. âAlright. How about this? For starters, youâre predictable. Every time something doesnât go your way, you throw a tantrum or a punch, like youâre still a spoiled little boy.â
Rafeâs smirk didnât falter, if anything, it grew. âPredictable? Thatâs rich, coming from someone whoâs always acting like she doesnât care when we both know she does.â
âOh, please,â you scoffed. âI donât care. I just know how to deal with your dramatics.â
âRight. Thatâs why you followed me up here, bandaged my hand, and now youâre sitting here flirting with me,â Rafe said, his tone smug.
You blinked, caught off guard for a second. âFlirting? Donât confuse taking care of your stupidity with flirting, Cameron.â
He leaned even closer, his lips just inches from yours now, his voice a low, teasing whisper. âOh, so this isnât flirting?â
You bit your lip, fighting the heat rising in your cheeks. âNo. This is me being nice because youâre too dumb to take care of yourself.â
âSure it is,â he murmured, his voice dropping to that husky tone that always made your heart race. âYouâre really bad at hiding it, you know.â
You raised an eyebrow, challenging him. âHiding what?â
Rafe grinned, his gaze flickering down to your lips for a split second before meeting your eyes again. âHow much you like being around me.â
You let out a small laugh, shaking your head. âYouâre delusional. Iâm just here so Topper doesnât kill you for bleeding all over his stuff.â
âUh-huh,â Rafe replied, his thumb lightly tracing circles on your thigh, the gesture casual but full of tension. âAnd Iâm sure youâd leave the second Iâm patched up, right?â
You blinked, but your voice didnât waver as you answered, âAbsolutely. As soon as Iâm done here, Iâm out.â
âReally?â His eyes sparkled with challenge, his breath warm on your skin. âThen why havenât you left yet?â
You faltered, trying to keep your cool, but his proximity was intoxicating. âBecause... You needed help for your hand and I couldn't let you be miserable.â
Rafe chuckled, his eyes never leaving yours. âAlways gotta get the last word, huh?â
âSomeone has to,â you shot back, but your voice was quieter, less sharp as the tension between you both thickened.
He watched you for a long moment, his gaze intense but soft at the same time. Then, with that infuriating smirk still on his face, he leaned back slightly. âAlright, Iâll let you win this round. But donât think I didnât notice how close you got just now.â
You rolled your eyes, standing up from the bed. âI was checking your hand, not getting close to you.â
âWhatever helps you sleep at night, princess,â he teased, watching you as you walked toward the bathroom to put away the bandages.
You turned back to him, shaking your head with a smile. âYouâre annoying.â
âAnd yet, you keep coming back,â Rafe quipped, standing up and stretching.
And he was rightâŚ
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hit me baby one more time | s.r
pairing: spencer reid x fem!bau!reader
a/n: i have no explanation for this i just really want spencer to fuck me in a mini skirt. this was also fueled by me listening to baby one more time on repeat for the last week so enjoy my horny thoughts hehe
cw: 18+ minors dni, smut, p in v sex, munch!spencer, blowjobs, soft!dom!spence the loml, praise kink, spanking, suggestive dancing, kissing, afab reader, reader wears the outfit from the baby one more time mv (skirt and bra), i picture s11 spence so donât mind the inconsistencies, idk if kirk actually wears a tie i am a star wars girlie not star trek, lowkey perv spence at the end but i would do the same tbh
summary: halloween brings spencer joy in many ways, this year he finds a new, and super fucking hot, reason to love the holiday more
wc: 3.3k
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spencer loved halloween. this was a known fact by many, he loved the lore behind the holiday, loved dressing up as his favorite characters, and loved playing tricks on morgan and jj around the office.
spencer also loved halloween because he gets to see you. not that he didnât see you on a daily basis in the office or on the field catching killers, but in a state where you were carefree and didnât have to worry about the behavior patterns of a psychopath.
in past years spencer has dressed up as different versions of the doctor (still claiming his tenth doctor costume was the best, because it was your favorite), the hobbit from lord of the rings, and nosferatu (to the dismay of morganâs very scared reaction). you would go a more pop culture route, dressing up as characters from recent movies and shows including barbie, the scarlet witch, and wednesday adams.
he loved being able to tell you the lore of the different characters he was and he loved listening to you explaining the cultural significance and impact that barbie had on society. he could listen to you talk about literal garbage, actually, and still be hanging onto your every word.
what he loved the most, however, was your choice of costume tonight at the karaoke bar the team was out at.
for halloween this year you decided to go with a more nostalgic costume. clad in a black mini skirt, tied up white button up showing your tummy and just the right amount of cleavage to have your hot pink bra pop out, gray cardigan, knee high socks and mary janes, you were the spitting image of britney spears in the baby one more time music video. complete with the ribbon entwined pigtails.
the moment you walked in the bar, spencer knew he was utterly and absolutely fucked.
morgan knew about spencerâs infatuation with you, because, heâs morgan and spencerâs not subtle. so when he watched spencerâs mouth hang open like a beckoning for flies to land in, all he could do was pat him firmly on the back and say, âgood luck, kid.â
he watched you walk over to the table the team had claimed, making your rounds at saying hi and hugging everyone. he was last, and when you reached up on your toes to wrap your arms around his neck he had no choice (lie) but to rest his hands at your hips while his thumbs brushed the bare skin of your stomach. he also had no choice (still, a lie) but to be deathly intoxicated by the smell of your shampoo and perfume as you placed your head in the crook of his neck.
âhi spence! your costume looks so cool, i love how it turned out. were you able to find what you needed at that store i told you about?â you bubbled happily.
it took spencer about ten whole seconds of staring at you (and definitely not at your chest) to realize that you were asking him something and tried to quickly (embarrassingly) recover, âum, yeah no i was! she knew so much about star trek and was super helpful, she told me how much she loves seeing you in the store.âÂ
you giggle, âiâm glad admiral kirk, sheâs a sweet old thing.â
he should be ashamed at how you calling him that went straight to his crotch.
ây- you also look great, who are you supposed to be?â
âiâm britney spears! in the baby one more time music video?â, youâre met with a blank stare, âspence, we have to educate you better on the true icons of our time.â you playfully grab his forearm.
he laughs nervously at your joke and the contact and proceeds to down half his beer in one gulp. thank god garcia comes out of nowhere to gush over your outfit, âoh my god girl, you look so hot. you have to get up there and sing it, itâs only right!â
âlet me get a few shots in first and then iâll see, pennyâ you chuckle back.
after about two shots you were already feeling loose, whatever anxiety you had about tonight dissipated as the alcohol overtook your bloodstream. truth be told, you had a super secret mission up your sleeve.Â
you would be a terrible profiler if you didnât notice the way spencer changed whenever he was in your company, and it never made you feel uncomfortable. you only craved his attention even more, and it made your crush on him run even deeper. he was kind and smart and caring. and undeniably sexy. you knew for a fact he wanted you too, and you were determined to make him do something about it tonight.
knowing spencer hasnât seen the music video therefore not knowing why the schoolgirl outfit, it turned you on even more knowing he was going to lose his goddamn mind after you were done. the plan was already rolling in your brain as you sauntered up to the karaoke stage and got ready to put on a show.
the beginning beats of the song play and you get a couple of cheers and âletâs go, baby!â from the crowd and your teamâ sans spencer, who was hanging on your every move as you started swaying your hips.
âmy loneliness, is killing me. and i-i-i. i must confess, i still believe, still believe.â you sing and dance the choreography to the song you know so well.
âwhen iâm not with you, i lose my mind.â you make direct eye contact with spencer, and are more than excited to see him locked in on you too.
you decide to kick your plan up a notch, and walk off the stage mic in hand towards the bauâs table, earning many cheers and phones capturing the moment. you play up the theatrics a little by getting emily and jj to sing along with you, morgan and rossi leaning into you as you wrapped your arms around their shoulders.
âgive me a si-i-i-ign,â youâve reached spencer, and the last step in your plan.
your finger leaves featherlight touches around his shoulders and across his collarbone as you stand behind his chair. a flat hand trails down his chest closer to the bulge in his pants, spencerâs eyes widening at the gesture. your hand reaches the final destination at the base of tie, and you pull it so heâs looking up at you directly.
âhit me baby one more time.â you finish with the biggest smirk, never breaking eye contact with spencer. the cheers and claps became louder but all you could focus on were the deep breaths he was taking to compose himself. you give him a wink as you hand the mic back to the stage guy and walk back to him to sit on his lap.
âyou donât mind, do you? all the seats are taken,â you smirk as you feel his hard on through your lace panties, âplus i really want to hear what you thought about my performance.â you finish whispering in his ear. he shudders in your hold, but the feeling of your ass weighing on the place he needs you the most, his primal instincts take over and suddenly he has a boost of confidence.
he lifts your head so his mouth is right on the crest of your ear, âhow about i show you what your performance did to me?â he shifts a little and lightly thrusts up into your clothed core and you let out a small gasp. luckily the team had all but dispersed throughout the bar, getting drinks or dancing, so no one has to be privy to your conversation.
the glint in your eyes was all the confirmation he needed. you stood up slowly with his tie still wrapped around your fingers, and you pull it over your shoulder so he would trail behind you as you walked. spencer followed you like a dog getting tugged by a leash, literally, and stumbles at first when you pull him but he quickly regains his composure as you navigate through the crowds, placing his hands on your waist protectively.
you end up in front of the womenâs bathroom and spencer doesnât hesitate to push the doors open and lead you inside. it was one of those single person bathroom with no other stalls, but it was definitely one of the more nicer bathrooms youâd been in. the maroon pattern of the wall adding to the sultry vibe youâre setting, not to mention a spacious countertop for the sink and amenities.
the possibilities of what was going to happen run wild in your brain, only being pulled out of it by the sharp lock of the door and the feeling of strong hands snaking around your waist again.
you look up to meet his eyes in the mirror and watch spencer fiddle with the edge of your button up, âi donât think i told you how much i really like your costume.â
âyeah?â you lean back in his touch, âwhat do you like about it?â
he moves his hands to the middle of your chest, âwell, i like how soft the blouse is,â he deftly undoes the knot, âand i really like the color you got on underneath.â he lets the ends of the shirt fall to your side and slides his hands up to cup your breasts through your lace bra, massaging them gently.
you let out a half gasp-moan, âwhat else?â
âthis skirt is really cute, fits you well.â he hums while he smooths over the front close to your core, leaning down to press love bites into your neck.
you turn around in his embrace to face him, lay your hands flat on his chest, and look up at him with the biggest doe eyes you could muster, âwant to see whatâs underneath it?â
the ghost of a smirk lies on his face and he leans down to capture your lips in a heated kiss. his hand cups your cheek closer to him while his other one grips your ass and lower back.
his tongue slots between yours as he deepens the kiss, and he reaches down to the backs of your thighs to lift you up onto the counter. your legs open up instinctively and he steps in between them letting his hand run up the plush of your thigh to the band of your panties. he toys with the lace pattern of it before he detaches his lips and pulls the skirt all the way up.
he slowly sinks to his knees, never breaking eye contact with you as he whispers, âthis is definitely my favorite costume on you.â heâs face to face with your pink panty covered pussy and he lets out a groan when he notices the wet spot in the center. he tentatively traces a finger up and down your slit, gauging your reactions.
soft whimpers fall from your mouth as you let out a whiny, âspencerâŚâ
âdonât worry baby, iâm gonna take care of you.â he coos, âlift your hips.â you oblige as he gently pulls your panties down and stuffs them in his back pocket. his large hands push your legs apart, giving him better access as he tugs you closer to the edge and leans in to draw a long stripe up your core with his tongue.
you let out a high pitched moan at the contact, bracing yourself on the counter with your palms flat down. his tongue draws shapes on you and you feel his finger prodding around your hole before plunging in, driving you straight to delirium.
the sensations begin to overwhelm you and you feel the peak rising in your gut. you tangle your hands in his curls, âpl- please donât stop.â you whimper.
he groans into your pussy and you feel the vibration sent throughout your entire body, enough to push you over the edge and let the white hot overtake you. he doesnât stop pumping his fingers or his tongue as he drags out your orgasm for as long as youâll take it, before youâre yanking him by his hair off of your core and up to your face to kiss him dumb.
the salty taste of you lingers on his lips as you grab his face with both hands and keep him close to you. he lets out a whimper when you tug his hair again, and you smirk as you break the kiss to slide off the counter and drop to your knees. you quickly undo the clasp of his belt, the sound of his zipper going down making spencerâs heartbeat go faster.
the size of his bulge through his boxers was intimidating but it only spurred your desire to please him more. you look up at him and offer an innocent smile as you lean forward to pull back the fabric of his boxers with your teeth and let it fall back into place with a snap.
the impact caused spencer to moan out loud, and he watched with bated breath while you slowly tugged his boxers down to let his cock spring free. you let out a tiny gasp, âspencerâŚi never knew you were so pretty.âÂ
his preening turns into a sharp moan as you take in the head of his length into your mouth. swirling your tongue around like a lollipop. you lay your tongue flat on the underside of his cock and slowly let it enter your throat until your nose is flush with his tummy and youâre gagging to keep him inside.
âho-o-ly shit, fuck.â spencer groans when he looks down to see his whole length down your throat and your eyes bulging with tears at the fullness in your mouth. he wishes he had a photographic memory so he could engrave the vision of you on your knees for him in his brain forever.
you retract back and start bobbing your head on his cock, using your hand to pump whatever you couldnât easily fit in your mouth. expletives and moans fall from him every millisecond, the feeling being so irrepressible that after a minute spencer had to pry you off him so he didnât finish in your mouth.
âwhat, too much?â you grin mischievously, dragging your thumb across your bottom lip to wipe the spit.
his heavy breathing is the only answer you got as he turns your body around to face the mirror, and bends you down at the waist to lean your upper body on the counter. he flips your skirt up so your ass is on display for him and draws his hand back to give your right ass cheek a big smack.
you moan out languishly and he lets out a small chuckle, âkinky, are we?â
âyouâre the one who spanked me.â
he bends down to whisper in your ear, âyeah, but you liked it. i can feel you getting wetter.â his fingers return to your core to spread the new wetness onto his cock before aligning it at your entrance. he slowly pushes in, stretching you out bewitchingly. he breaks his gaze from where you connect to look back into the mirror, and god, is he so fucking glad he did.
your face is beautifully fucked out, eyes glistening with tears about to fall over, cheeks flushed, eyebrows furrowed, your arms pressed so perfectly against the sides of your chest your breasts are threatening to spill out of your bra.
âgod, you look like a dream,â spencer whispers from behind as he begins thrusting into you. you moan back in response and push back on his cock to meet his thrusts. the noise of your hips meeting and him sliding in and out of you filled the bathroom.Â
âiâm so close, fuck, oh my god.â you whine pathetically. spencer canât help but smugly grin in response, âalready? it canât be over that fast, hold it.â
you gasp out, âi canât, please, i need to come.â
he wraps one arm around the front of stomach to hoist you up and uses the other hand to tug on your pigtails to lean your head back towards him, âyouâll come when i say you can. youâre my good girl, right? gonna show me how good you can be for me?â he whispers hotly in your ear.
a loud moan escapes your throat as you try to keep your composure and hold your orgasm at bay. his precise and timed thrusts doing nothing to help you, you feel yourself starting to float away, becoming so cockdrunk off of spencer you can barely keep yourself conscious.
âalmost there, pretty girl. youâre doing so well, âm so proud of you.â
you make the mistake of looking back up at the mirror, becoming grossly entrapped by the image of spencer pounding into you from behind and his equally fucked out face tucked into your neck, âspenceâŚbaby, please.â
he whines at the pet name and finally gives in, âokay princess, you can come now.â your second orgasm of the night ravages through you, leaving nothing behind but thoughts of spencer. he continues fucking you through your peak, chasing his own release to come shortly after.
âfuck, iâm close. where d- do you want me to..?â he stutters.
âin my mouth.â you breath out.
he groans out loud, âon your knees.â
he pulls out of you and you immediately drop to your knees, not hesitating to take his length into your mouth and using both hands to pump the remaining. spencer puts a hand on the back of your head and guides you to thrust onto his cock until he lets out another stuttered groan, spurts of his release coating the inside of your mouth.
you make sure to get every last drop of him down your throat, seductively sliding your mouth off his cock with a resounding pop. youâre breathing heavily and you remain on your knees as you try to remember what fucking world youâre even in. spencer grabs you by the forearms to pull you back up to him, and gently perches you back on the counter noting you probably wouldnât be able to stand on your own anyway.
spencer breathes hotly into your face, his hand coming up to caress your cheek and brush a few loose strands of hair behind your ear. his other hand remains on your waist, drawing soothing circles. you grin widely, and spencer notices and matches your smile without hesitation.
âwhat?â he laughs lightly.
ânothing, itâs just it looks like my plan worked.â you replied.
âand what was this plan of yours?â he grins.
âwell, i just wanted you hot and bothered. i did not expect you to fuck me in a bar bathroom,â he blushes at your admission, âplus, you donât even shake peopleâs hands. i definitely thought having sex in a public place, let alone the bathroom of a bar, would be so not your style.â
âi think if you keep wearing outfits like this around me,â he gestures to your disarrayed button up and bra, âyouâll be surprised at what iâd be willing to do.â
âso, is this a good time to tell you that britney has other music video outfits that are just as iconic as this one?â you gleam up at him.
his eyebrows raise in curiosity, âit certainly would be. on a totally unrelated note, iâm parked right out front.â he half jokes as he pulls you off the counter towards the door. you giggle and follow blindly behind him, when your eyes draw to the back pocket of his trousers and you notice a flash of hot pink.
âspencer! my panties, oh my god. give them back.â
he looks over his shoulder at you, âi have no idea what youâre talking about.â he feigns. you roll your eyes and let him have it, totally ignoring the way he shoves the panties further down his pocket out of sight.
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all roads lead back to you | c.sc (scoups)
(where you take an annual cabin trip with your friends and your ex decides to join this year)
pairing: ex!seungcheol (scoups) x f!reader genre: exes to lovers | angst, smut rating: explicit - minors DNI word count: ~10.6k warnings: these are exes and the relationship ended badly, but we're healing, drinking, midnight kisses, reader is mentioned as wearing a skirt & tights, making out, seungcheol picks reader up, body worship, slight nipple play, fingering (f. receiving), oral sex (f. & m. receiving), choking, cheol has a big dick (i don't make the rules), unprotected sex (they talk about it, but don't do this), multiple orgasms & overstimulation (f. receiving), aftercare
a/n: this is for @k-vanity's 25 tips for surviving the holidays. day 11 - cabin vacation. i'm not really sure what happened, something about scoups just makes me blackout and write too much (i only started this 2 days ago). also shoutout to @tbzhub for saying we'd do this together lmao. thank you to @gyuwoncheol, @wonwussy, & @wooahaeproductions for helping me land on cheol for this fic. also, just for fun, tagging some scoups enjoyers because i'm nothing if not a menace: @ugh-yoongi, @seungkwansphd, @wongyuseokie, @beomcoups, @horanghater, @cheolism
The holidays are usually your favorite time of year. Sure, theyâre really hectic and thereâs always way too much to do without nearly enough time to do it. But, you still love it. Love being around friends and family. Love how everyone seems to acknowledge that any problems can wait for the new year. This is a time for joy and happiness. A time to celebrate all the wonderful things that did happen and leave the bad in the year youâre leaving behind.Â
This time of year also brings around an annual trip that you take with friends. A trip to a secluded cabin where you can all just disconnect. Where you can sit by the fireplace and read. Where you can go to the nearby resort to ski or snowboard. Where you can drink hot cocoa and swap stories and just enjoy the company without the bustle of the city. Itâs one of your favorite weekends every time the holidays roll around.Â
Not this year.Â
This year, your friends decide that they want to make the group a little bigger and spend a long weekend, including New Yearâs Eve, together. Which is great, youâre single and thereâs nobody else youâd rather ring the New Year in with. Except for one problem. Your ex is also coming. Itâs been a little over a year since you broke up, so you know itâs time to move on. Moving on feels a lot harder when he decides heâs going to come to the cabin weekend again this year. It shouldnât really surprise you. After all, you were friends before you dated. Didnât think anything could stop you from being friends after. Didnât actually think there would be an after, if youâre honest. And youâre definitely not going to be the one to back out or admit youâre still not really over it.Â
So, thatâs why youâre sitting in a car with Wonwoo, Jihoon, and Mimi, headed off to the cabins that your friends booked for an extended long weekend. Youâre just thankful that Wonwoo offered you a spot in his car on the way up. Makes it a lot easier. Even if it means Jihoon and Mimi are currently in each otherâs space in the backseat as she shows him something on her phone. Itâs not that you mind how cute they are together, itâs just still weird to see Jihoon acting like that with anyone. She seems to have waltzed in and melted any defenses he had.
From his position in the driverâs seat, Wonwoo reaches over to squeeze your thigh. You look over at him, grateful for the reminder that youâre not alone in all of this. Grateful that he swore up and down to make sure you never felt awkward the whole weekend. Maybe it wonât be so bad, you think, as you queue up more songs for the drive. Thatâs the best part about being in the front seat. You get to control the music and Wonwoo started the trip by telling Jihoon and Mimi just to roll with it. Not that theyâre paying all that much attention, but it was a nice thought all the same.Â
The drive up is uneventful. Wonwoo navigates the winding back roads with a practiced ease. You sigh happily, taking in all the trees dusted with snow and the winter wonderland all around as you leave most of your troubles behind. Thereâs something almost refreshing about being out here. Like the air is crisper and everything is stiller. Wonwoo would make a smartass comment about how thereâs more trees, less pollution, and a lot fewer people. So, of course all those things are true. You think itâs more, something about the magic of Christmas and the New Year.Â
Your smile falls the second you pull up to the main cabin because you can see that Seungcheolâs car is already there. Figures he would not only drive, but beat you there. You try to set that aside, though, because the place is beautiful. Itâs set up with a main cabin where you can hang out, cook, play games, or do whatever you want. Then, there are separate small cabins, mostly just with bedrooms and bathrooms, to sleep in. Nayeon, bless her, took care of figuring out the sleeping arrangements for everyone. At least that would be easy.Â
Jihoon and Mimi are out of the car almost as soon as it stops, even if Jihoon grumbles about how his legs are stiff and the air is cold. It takes one smile from Mimi and heâs smiling back, grabbing their bags from the car to head for the main cabin. Meanwhile, Wonwoo adjusts his glasses and makes sure everything is turned off before getting out of the car to stretch. When he meets you at the trunk, his gaze is soft.Â
âAre you sure youâre going to be okay?â he asks.Â
You sigh and pull out your suitcase, with a little help from your friend. âNo.âÂ
âWe shouldnât have come,â Wonwoo says.
âJust because Iâm being a baby doesnât mean you shouldâve stayed away,â you reassure him.
âYouâre not being a baby,â he says with a frown.Â
âStill,â you press. âWeâve been broken up for a year. Thereâs going to be a lot of people here, itâll be fine.â
âAs long as youâre sure,â Wonwoo relents. âHe didnât bring anyone, did he?âÂ
âNo, Nayeon said itâs just him. Sheâs worried about me too,â you say with a playful eye roll. âSheâs got me staying in a cabin with you, her, and Joshua.â
âIâm glad weâre at least staying together,â Wonwoo says.
âIâm gonna be fine, Wonwoo, you worry too much,â you insist.Â
You get through the first night and breakfast the next morning without having to say a single word to Seungcheol. Itâs been awhile since you last saw some of your friends, so thereâs a lot to catch up on. The group is also pretty large, which makes it easier to blend in. Everything, even something as simple as making a meal, is kind of a process, too. Youâve always been pretty comfortable in the kitchen and offer to help cook. Seungcheol canât say the same. It feels like maybe itâll be smooth and you can just do your own separate things without it being a big deal. Like you can both just agree to give each other space during the trip and not be awkward.
That lasts until the afternoon on the first full day, unfortunately.Â
Even though a lot of people take time off between Christmas and New Yearâs, a decent portion of the group decides a Friday will still be less busy on the slopes. They want to get some runs in earlier in the day before whatever everyone wants to do later. Seungcheol, thankfully, was one of the first to say he wanted to go. Not surprising, you know he likes really anything where he can be active. Wonwoo was also quick to say he wanted to, after asking you if that was okay. You, again, insisted it was fine.Â
Youâre reading your book by the fire, periodically watching Jun, Nayeon, and Mimi play cards on the other side of the room, when Seungcheol comes hobbling back in. Minghao just behind him, scolding him for not waiting and ruining the peaceful atmosphere.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â Nayeon asks, looking up from the game.
âNothing, Iâm fine,â Seungcheol says shortly.
âHe rolled his ankle,â Minghao interjects.Â
âNow you see why I stayed behind,â Jun says.
âIâm fine, really,â Seungcheol insists.Â
âYou should ice it just in case. And keep it elevated,â Minghao says as heads off to the kitchen.Â
Trying to keep your face straight, you mark the page in your book and get up. All you want is for this to be as subtle as possible. But, Jun is also in the room.
âWhere are you going?â Jun asks.Â
âOh, just back to my room to get something,âÂ
Itâs a lie and youâre pretty sure they know it, but you also donât care. Youâre not going to stay in the room with an injured Seungcheol because he gets pouty when he canât do exactly what he wants. This is going to be one of those times. Thereâs no way heâs going to be happy sitting still when he knows his other friends are still out on the trails. Especially when itâs such a minor thing. You hope that they all understand your decision to just let them deal with him and whatever he has to say.
When you feel like itâs been enough time, you venture back into the main cabin, portable charger in hand, for good measure. Not that you think anyone will ask what it is that you needed from your room, but itâs always a good idea to be prepared. Just in case. At first glance, you think the main living area is empty. That makes you sigh in a little relief. Not that you want to be alone when this is a trip for friends. Itâs just nice to have a quiet moment in all the chaos. You think youâll be able to get back to your book, at least for a little, until you notice someone laying on the couch. Not someone. Seungcheol. Quickly, you turn around, hoping he doesnât see you. And it would probably work, if you didnât bump into the corner of a table on your way out.
His head snaps up and swivels to look at you. âWhat - oh.âÂ
âSorry, I was just leaving,â you say.
âCan you really not be in the same room as me?â he asks. He sits up so that he can look at you more easily.
âIâve been in the same room as you plenty,â you point out.
âNot alone,â he persists.Â
âWhat reason would we possibly have to be alone together?â you wonder.Â
âYou donât have to be soâŚâ he starts.
âSo, what?â you press.
âSoâŚlike this,â Seungcheol finishes, somewhat lamely.
âHow should I be?â you ask.Â
âI donât know, just, not like this. We were always comfortable with each other, even beforeâŚâ he starts and stops suddenly.
âBefore we dated? Before you shattered my heart? Before you decided it was easier to shut me out instead of just talking to me?â you ask, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes.Â
âI know,â he admits.
âYou just abandoned me,â you say quietly. âI needed you and you werenât there. I never wouldâve left you like that.âÂ
âI know. I made so many mistakes. So many things I canât take back,â he says. He actually looks remorseful. Youâre not sure if thatâs better or worse. âIâm so sorry for that. I would take it all back if I could. Iâd do everything differently.â
âThis was a mistake,â you say.
âTalking to me?â he asks.
âComing on this trip at all,â you admit and turn away. âI have to go.âÂ
With your back to him, you miss the way his face falls at your admission. Donât see the way he considers getting up to follow after you. Itâs for the best, anyway. Your heart's already breaking again just from one conversation. Just from seeing the emotion on his face. The one face you thought youâd always know better than your own. Itâs amazing how everything can change in a single moment. How something that took years to build, first as friends and then as a couple, can all come tumbling down in a second. A split second or a fork in the road. One wrong turn and itâs all gone.Â
You make it through to Saturday without any more forced conversations with your ex-boyfriend. Manage to sit on the opposite end of the table from him during meals. Wait until he commits to playing a game or watching something before you decide what to do yourself. Still, you feel very included in everything with different groups of your friends because there are plenty of people there to hang out with. If you take the forced conversation with him out of the equation, itâs actually been a pretty good trip, overall. Not nearly as hard as you expected it to be.Â
âIâm gonna go check out the lodge at the mountain, anyone wanna come?â Wonwoo throws out. Thereâs a smattering of lukewarm responses. Mostly, people say they may hit the trails a little bit later after theyâve had a lazy morning.
âIâll come,â you offer.Â
âShocking that you two are a pair,â Nayeon jokes from her spot on the couch, curled up with Joshua.
âThatâs enough out of you,â you joke back before turning to Wonwoo. âIâll go grab my coat.â
âCan you grab my hat? I think I left it in my room,â Wonwoo requests.
âSure,â you agree.Â
When you meet Wonwoo in the entranceway, you find your eyes back on the living area. Almost like you can feel someone watching you. But, when nobody is, you figure that you must have imagined it, not noticing the way Seungcheolâs jaw tightens or his mouth turns down in frown. He had just been looking and he wasnât liking what he saw. Instead, having missed all that, you fall into step beside one of your closest friends and head out of the cabin.
âItâs not a far walk, but we can drive if you want,â Wonwoo offers, sticking his hands into his pockets.
âNo, a walk would be nice. Itâs not as cold today,â you say.
One of the best parts of being friends with Wonwoo is the sheer comfort you feel with him. Itâs always been like this, since the beginning of your friendship. Always just as easy to say the hard things to him as it is to sit in silence. Always easy to avoid the hard things, because he seems to find it easy to to tell when you donât want to say something. Unfortunately, itâs also easy for him to push you to speak, even when youâre not sure if you want to. Like now, as soon as you reach the Lodge.Â
âAre you doing okay?â Wonwoo asks as the pair of you make your way over to a stand selling hot drinks.Â
âIâm assuming you donât mean from the walk over here,â you deflect while you look at the menu.
âNo,â Wonwoo answers simply.Â
âIâm fine,â you insist, stepping up to the counter. âPeppermint hot chocolate and whatever he wants.â
âYou donât have toâŚâ Wonwoo starts, falling silent at the look you give him. He sighs, knowing you wonât relent. âJust a plain hot chocolate.âÂ
âThanks,â you say as you pay.
âYouâre not fine. I can see it on you,â Wonwoo says.
You pause when someone calls out your name for the order. âI really am doing fine. The only hard part was getting sucked into a short conversation with him yesterday.â
âWhat did he say?â Wonwoo asks.Â
âNothing much,â you say and meet Wonwooâs eyes. You can tell you need to carry on. So, you recount the conversation as best as you can remember.
âHe misses you,â Wonwoo surmises.Â
âAnd if he does? What does it matter?â you ask.
âYou miss him too,â Wonwoo points out. âThatâs why it matters.â
âI donât,â you argue. âHe broke my heart.âÂ
âWhat happened? A year ago when you broke up, what happened?â Wonwoo asks.
âYou know what happened,â you say with a sigh.
âNo, I donât. I know he left, somehow, but I donât know what really happened. Youâve always kept that part of the story close to the vest,â Wonwoo says.
âBecause it still hurts,â you plead.Â
âMaybe itâs time you let someone else take a little of that pain by talking about it,â Wonwoo suggests. You find a table to sit down as youâre considering sharing.
Ultimately, it would be nice to get someone elseâs perspective. To get someone who knows you both, and cares about you both, to weigh in on everything that happened. Even if Wonwoo seemingly took your side, you know he still talks to Seungcheol as well. With a steadying breath, you launch into the whole explanation, at least your side of it. Itâs time, past time, honestly, that you get this off your chest.
It was great, at the beginning. The two of you were friends first, for years, before something shifted and you started to see each other differently. Suddenly stepping a little more carefully around each other. Not really knowing what to do or what to expect. Not sure if it would ruin the friendship to admit that there were feelings there. Until one day, Seungcheol finally made the move, asked you out on a date, and made sure you knew thatâs what he was asking. It got very serious, very quickly. Far more quickly than either of you expected. But, thatâs what happens when you start as friends. There are so many things you already know, so many things you donât have to ask, so many memories already embedded into your relationship. Things were good. It wasnât like they were perfect. There were little fights here and there, but nothing that felt that serious. Nothing that felt like a dealbreaker.Â
Itâs hard to admit, even to Wonwoo, that you saw Seungcheol as your forever. As someone you wouldnât let go of once you had him. He was your safe space without ever being boring. Your protector without ever being one of those toxic assholes. Your biggest cheerleader without being condescending. It was way too early in the relationship to be feeling like he was your forever, so you didnât ever say it to him, but you felt it. Felt it deep in your bones. He was also vulnerable with you in a way that he wasnât with anyone else. At least anyone else that youâd seen. The first time he just let you take care of him, let you see him as something other than someone strong and in control, it made you fall even more deeply for him. It didnât hurt that he nearly stopped your heart with how stupid hot he was. That gets a snort out of Wonwoo before you continue on.Â
Suddenly, everything changed. Seungcheol withdrew into himself and stopped confiding in you. He could always be a bit moody, a little deep in his feelings. Still, he would always talk to you about it. Would always share with you what he was feeling. Sometimes it was something so simple as you getting a little too much attention, which he didnât like. He could be a little jealous. It was something you worked on with him. Sometimes it was a conversation with a friend weighing heavily or something going wrong at work. No matter what, he always talked to you about it. Until he didnât. Until he just stopped saying much of anything. Until he got a bit secretive with everything in his life and you didnât really recognize him anymore. His phone was always turned over. Not fully paying attention to you when you were in group settings. Not making plans the way he used to.
âWhat did you do?â Wonwoo asks.Â
âI confronted him,â you say. Simple. It was so simple. âI told him it wasnât okay and that I deserved better. That we always got through things together and that we needed to get back to that.âÂ
âMature of you,â Wonwoo says.
âI thought so,â you say and take a steadying breath. âHe agreed, even. Told me that I did deserve better.â
âSo whatâŚâ Wonwoo asks, but trails off. Obviously confused.Â
âHe said that it was too much. That he couldnât give me the things I deserved. That I would be better off finding someone else who could,â you say and wipe away the stray tear.Â
âIâm so sorry, I didnât know,â Wonwoo says.Â
âI didnât want you to. I didnât want you to look at me like that,â you admit. âLike I was broken because someone didnât want to love me.â
âYouâre not broken,â Wonwoo insists softly, hand reaching out for one of yours. âYouâre one of the strongest people Iâve ever known. But itâs okay to admit when you need help. Or when you need a friend.â
âI know,â you sigh. âItâs just hard.â
âI know, but Iâm here,â Wonwoo assures you.Â
Saturday night finds Wonwoo and Seungcheol as the last two awake in the living room, finishing their drinks in relative silence. It used to be easy for Seungcheol, sitting with his friend like this. Yet, it hasnât been, not in the last year since he broke up with you. Not since Wonwoo made it clear that they were friends, but he was sticking by you no matter what. Not that Wonwooâs been cold or rude or anything. That would have made it easier, Seungcheol thinks. No, instead heâs been mostly the same. Still just as friendly and supportive. All it does is make him feel worse. Why canât Wonwoo just say whatâs really on his mind?
âHow was the lodge earlier?â Seungcheol asks.
âHmm?â Wonwoo asks, eyes seeming to come back into focus as they look over at him.
âThe lodge? You went over there earlier. I was just asking how it was,â Seungcheol repeats.
âOh, fine. We just ended up getting hot chocolate and talking. Kinda watched people coming and going from the trails,â Wonwoo says like it doesnât matter. Maybe it doesnât.Â
âAre you twoâŚare youâŚâ Seungcheol starts and stops the question several times.
âDating?â Wonwoo asks, taking pity on his friend. âNo. Sheâs been single sinceâŚâ
âI broke her heart?â Seungcheol supplies humorlessly.Â
âI wasnât going to say that.âÂ
âNo? It seems like someone spending that much time with her would say that.âÂ
Wonwoo regards him for a second, adjusts his glasses like heâs buying time to think. âWhat happened? With you and her, what happened?â
âIâm sure youâve already heard it from her.â The answer is short. Seungcheol doesnât want to play these games, not with someone thatâs so obviously close to you.
âIâm not asking to hear it from her. Iâm asking to hear it from you,â Wonwoo presses. Heâs insistent, but his eyes are soft. Itâs easy to wonder if itâs time to share.Â
âI got scared,â Seungcheol admits. âAnd jealous.âÂ
âOf what? Or of who?â Wonwoo asks. Seungcheol takes a long sip of his drink and grimaces a little. He isnât buzzed enough for this. Canât really believe heâs entertaining sharing in the first place. But, well, isnât this what heâs hoping for? Another chance?
âOf everything and everyone,â Seungcheol says. âShe was so kind, so patient, so good to me. Good for me. Just the best person Iâve ever known. I just thought that one day, sheâd wake up and sheâd realize that she deserved more than me.â
Wonwoo shakes his head. âWhy did you think that?âÂ
âI donât know,â Seungcheol admits. âI guess, well I know I can be difficult. That I get in my head a lot. I know sometimes itâs hard to talk about what Iâm feeling. She made a lot of that feel easier, which made me fall harder for her. But, then she makes a lot of people feel that way, doesnât she? Like sheâs the only one who will understand. I donât even think I was the only friend of ours that had feelings for her. I just, I donât know, it sounds so fucking dumb now, but I couldnât compete.âÂ
âIt wasnât a competition, Cheol,â Wonwoo says.
âI know that,â Seungcheol insists.
Wonwoo fixes him with a stare. âDo you? Sheâs a lot of things, maybe a lot that make people interested in her. But, she chose you. She chose you and kept choosing you, every chance she got. I donât think that ever wouldâve changed.âÂ
âDo you want me to feel worse?â Seungcheol asks, voice rising a bit. âI already told her that I would go back and change things if I could, but I canât.âÂ
âDo you still love her?â Wonwoo asks, voice so quiet. Yet, it carries all the same.
âOf course I do,â Seungcheol says.
âThen figure out a way to tell her,â Wonwoo replies.
âItâs not that easy,â Seungcheol says. âAnd arenât you supposed to be telling me to leave her alone? As her friend?âÂ
Wonwoo rises from his seat. âIt can be that easy, if you stop being your own worst enemy. And Iâm your friend, too. It doesnât seem like the chapter is really over for either of you yet.âÂ
Seungcheol sits and considers what his friend shared. Wonders if there might be something there. He barely registers as Wonwoo says goodnight and calls a goodnight in response. Then, heâs left with his thoughts again. Should he say something? Can he bring himself to say something? Or will you just shut it down again?
New Year's Eve brings a snowstorm with it that has your group of friends deciding itâs best to just stay in the cabins instead of venturing out to the party theyâre having at the lodge. Thereâs plenty of you for a party, plenty of food, and plenty of warmth, especially close to the fire. The snow falls lightly outside the windows, blanketing everything around with a fresh layer of powdery flakes. Itâs not supposed to get truly heavy until much later in the evening. So, you can just get dressed up and have a party with everyone thatâs familiar to you. No worrying about mixing with strangers and how theyâll impact the party.
When you and Mingyu go into the kitchen to take stock of what you have and plan out the food for the day, you realize that maybe you donât have everything that you need after all. You could actually use more food and you definitely could use some champagne to toast with. It makes sense, though, you planned to go into the lodge to ring in the new year. Your smile when Wonwoo, Jihoon, and Joshua offer to go out and do a run is immediate and wide. You hand over a list of what you need (well, you text it to all three of them just to cover your bases) and theyâre off into town. That lets you turn back to the kitchen, where Mingyu and Mimi are starting on an appetizer. Youâre trying to figure out what you can work on when someone clears their throat. Your heart skips a little when you look up.
âCould I talk to you for a minute?â Seungcheol asks you, face more open than youâve seen in a while.
It makes your mouth go dry. How are you supposed to turn him down when heâs asking in front of everyone like this? Like itâs just a totally normal thing to ask? All you can do is nod and avoid looking at anyone else around you. Just nod and follow him into a smaller side room off the main living area.Â
âThanks,â he says when they stop walking.
âWhat was I supposed to do? Make a scene?â you ask.Â
âIâm sorry, I didnât know how else to ask you to talk,â he admits.
âI heard you,â you say, cutting across his words. He looks confused. âLast night? I heard you talking to Wonwoo. I left my charger in here and came back to get it.âÂ
âOh,â is all he says.
âOh?â you repeat.
âI wanted to actually tell you, not have you overhear me talking through things with someone else,â he says, mouth turned down like heâs upset.
âThen you should have just talked to me,â you press.
âI couldnât! You wonât talk to me,â he says defensively.
âNot this weekend. A year ago, when it all happened,â you say quietly.
âI know,â he says. You expect him to look annoyed or defeated, but he only looks sincere. âI knew the moment you walked out that I fucked up and Iâm so sorry. Iâve tried a hundred times since then to just talk to you, but the words never felt right.âÂ
âCheol,â you plead. Youâve been waiting a year to hear this. Except, you finally feel like youâre starting to move past it all and this is only making it confusing.Â
âJust, you donât have to say anything, I just want you to hear me out,â Seungcheol pleads. âI know I have absolutely no right to ask you that, but Iâm asking anyway.â
âOkay,â you say, barely above a whisper.
âI fucked up. I knew I did when you walked out, but it took me a while to realize just how bad. I didnât just drive a partner away, I drove someone away that got through all my walls in a way nobody else ever has. I drove away the person that made me feel comfortable, that supported me even when I was being an idiot, that constantly showed up for me. I was afraid that I didnât deserve you and always jealous of everyone else that paid attention to you. I thought one day you were gonna wake up and realize that there were better people out there that were less, I donât know, emotionally closed off. I didnât realize until way too late that you knew exactly what you brought to the table and what you deserved, but you picked me. I didnât realize that itâs the only thing I ever needed, was you seeing all of me and picking me anyway,â Seungcheol says.Â
âI donât, thatâsâŚâ you trail off and shake your head to clear it. Youâre trying to find the words when Nayeon pokes her head in.
âHey, Iâm so sorry to butt in, but Mimi just kicked me out of the kitchen. I was only offering because Mingyu said he needed help,â Nayeon says. âI think they need you.â
âOh, um,â you start, kind of like a deer in headlights.
âYou should go help him. I donât want everyone hating me for keeping you from helping Mingyu,â Seungcheol says with a light chuckle at complete odds with the situation.Â
âThank you,â Nayeon says with a smile as she grabs your arm to whisk you away.
âDoes Mingyu actually need me?â you ask.
âHuh? Yeah, he does,â Nayeon laughs. âI wasnât trying to save you, youâre good enough at that on your own.â
âI donât buy that,â you say, pulling both of you to a halt. Nayeon rolls her eyes.
âFine, maybe I heard what he said to Wonwoo last night from Joshua and maybe I want you to at least consider what he has to say,â Nayeon admits. âI liked you together, sue me.â
âI just might,â you grumble, heading off to help Mingyu in the kitchen without Nayeon in tow.
After dinner, you and Mingyu insist that youâre not getting anything, for anyone, for the rest of the night. And probably into tomorrow. Mimi got distracted part way through and disappeared for entirely too long with Jihoon. Which would be fine, but there were a lot of people to cook for and you needed all the help you could get. Joshua popped in and out, thankfully, but it was still tiring. The perk has been that you actually havenât had to lift a finger since. Your drink stays full and someone is always willing to get you something to eat. That lets you settle in to play a game with the group.
The TV in the background steadily counts down as it gets closer to midnight. Occasionally, the performance draws your attention to watch. Mostly, youâre just drinking entirely too much. Somewhere, in the deep recesses of your brain, you know that youâre just trying to avoid thinking about everything Seungcheol said. Or trying to avoid thinking how good he looks tonight. Itâs hard to stop yourself from lingering on the way his shirt clings to his chest. Has he been working out even more? Or the way his pants stretch tight across his thighs. Not for the first time, you shake your head to clear it, recross your legs, and focus on whatever game it is youâre playing. Ignore the look Wonwoo gives you from his place next to you. He certainly hasnât missed your looks. (And nobody else really has, either, except for Jun. But, thatâs just Jun for you.)
Everyone sets aside the games when it gets closer to midnight, milling around with varying amounts of energy instead of sitting still. You realize, even with any awkwardness from Seungcheol being there, you canât think of anyone else youâd rather ring in a new year with. Surrounded by all of your favorite people, what else could anyone ask for? Well, except maybe a New Yearâs kiss. As if on cue, your glance drifts over to Seungcheol. Itâs a little surprising to find heâs already looking at you, smiling softly. It sends a surge of emotion through you to think of all the reasons you fell in love with him in the first place. When you turn away to take a sip of your drink, you find itâs empty. With midnight rapidly approaching, you really need a refill on the champagne. Youâre about to go do that when a voice breaks into your thoughts.
âHere,â he says.
You turn to look at Seungcheol, now very firmly in your space, holding out a new glass of champagne. âThanks.â
âI just noticed you were almost empty and figured youâd want it,â he offers.
âYeah, I should make sure this one lasts,â you chuckle out.
The host on TV announces that thereâs only a minute left. Everyone around you starts talking excitedly or getting closer to their partners, if they have them. Jokingly, you told Wonwoo that he would be your New Yearâs kiss. Now, thatâs the last thing on your mind. Seungcheol hovers close by. When you look over at him, though, his eyes are on the TV, counting down along with the host when it gets to ten seconds.
âHAPPY NEW YEAR!âÂ
Everyone shouts together and starts clinking glasses. Hugging their friends or kissing their partners. Your body makes the decision for you when you turn to the man next to you and cheers his glass. As he starts to turn away, you grab his arm and pull him into you. Press your lips against his before either of you can figure out whatâs happening. He recovers from his surprise quickly and wraps his free arm around your waist to pull you against his chest. Itâs familiar and also somehow completely new at the same time.Â
Breathless. Thatâs what you feel when you pull away and cheers with other friends. You throw your arms around Nayeon and press a kiss to Wonwooâs cheek. Pointedly ignore any looks or raised eyebrows about your decision to kiss your ex in a room full of all your friends. Itâs fine. Everyone is doing fine. Youâre definitely thankful that someone suggests a game and you can all go back to celebrating without talking about the elephant in the room. A very different elephant than when you first got to the cabins.Â
Thereâs another massive difference, too. Instead of sitting on the fringes or carefully leaving space, Seungcheol plops down right next to you. Lets his arm rest along the back of the couch. His arm isnât around you, but it could be with the slightest adjustment. Several of your friends look at you with the question in their eyes. You avoid all of them, like the true adult you are, and focus, instead, on the warmth of Seungcheolâs thigh when it presses into yours. Actually, you avoid drinking any more, either. The whole night has been a little confusing (read: a lot confusing) and you donât need an alcohol haze adding to that. It doesnât escape your notice that he stops drinking as well.Â
When you start to get a little tired, you excuse yourself to the kitchen, claiming you need a snack and donât know what you want. A minute later, Seungcheol appears on the other side of the island. Leaning casually against it like itâs the most normal thing in the world. Like he hasnât sent your entire world into a spiral. Like heâs not still one of the hottest people youâve ever seen in your life.
âSo, uh, I donât wanna assume anythingâŚâ he starts and you hold up a hand.
âIâm going to excuse myself in a minute to go to bed. Give it a few minutes and then come to my room,â you say, walking around him without waiting for a response.Â
When you tell the group that youâre going to turn in for the night, you do your best not to meet anyoneâs eyes. Youâre not naive enough to think youâre fooling anyone. Not that you even want to. Itâs just, well, you want this time to figure out whatâs happening. Itâs a little hard to do that when you know everyoneâs eyes are on the two of you. Thereâs the tiniest bit of you holding onto the hope that you can pass it off as you being overwhelmed by the kiss at midnight. Like you didnât just tell him to meet you in your room.
Back in your room, you shrug off your jacket and sit down on the bed. The seconds seem to drag by waiting for him to show up. For a second, you wonder if heâs actually going to show up at all. You stop those thoughts in their tracks. He had a lot to say and he kissed you back. Then, he spent the rest of the night pressed up close to you. Heâs going to show up. Before you can spiral further, thereâs a knock at the door. Youâre halfway to the door when it opens a crack and Seungcheol peeks his head inside.Â
âCan I come in?â he asks, looking unsure for the first time since before you kissed him.Â
âI did ask you to come to my room,â you joke.
âI was a little surprised,â he admits.
âMe too,â you agree.Â
He shuts the door behind him, allowing you to really look at him for the first time all weekend. To take in his appearance, as he removes his jacket, without any other eyes on your. Or anyone analyzing the interaction. To just appreciate the man you fell in love with. His hair is a little shaggy and blond, a color you donât remember seeing on him before. He catches you looking, but instead of a smirk, thereâs only a smile. Hopeful and genuine. Itâs a little overwhelming to have him in your space. To know you need to talk. To know thereâs so much to work through.
Instead, in the only move you can think of, you close the distance, wrapping your arms around his middle. He doesnât even miss a beat. Just wraps his arms around you, erasing any last bit of space between you. It feels calm, familiar. Like no time has passed. Like youâre not different people now. He kisses the top of your head, so soft you think it might shatter any resolve you have left.Â
âIâm sorry I kissed you in front of everyone without talking to you,â you mumble into his shirt.
âIâm not,â he quickly reassures you.
âI really fucking want to kiss you again,â you admit, still talking into his shirt rather than looking at him.
âThen,â he starts, moving a hand to tilt your chin up, âwhat are you waiting for?âÂ
âWe probably should talk,â you say.
âYouâre right,â he sighs.
Except, do you really want to talk right now? Do you really want to stop yourself from kissing him again? You stopped drinking so your head would be clear enough to make this decision. Youâre just a little sick of overthinking everything this weekend. Sensing the indecision, Seungcheol presses a feather light kiss to your lips. Enough to make the decision, while also being light enough that you could easily pull away.Â
You do, just for a second. âFuck it, letâs talk tomorrow.âÂ
Your lips crash back against Seungcheolâs, hungry and desperate, arms wrapped around his neck. It makes him tilt down a little so that you can press against him. Thereâs no hesitation on his end, either. You find yourself wondering if he was always this good at kissing or if heâs gotten better since you broke up. Or maybe it just means more the second time around. When he picks you up, you gasp into the kiss. Wrap your legs around his waist to feel a little steadier. Not that you think he would ever let you fall. Itâs easier than you expected to fall back into this kind of trust with him.Â
Itâs like you both want to go fast, yet also take your time. Seungcheol deposits you on the bed, then takes his time removing your shoes. Toes his off a little more quickly. You go to remove some of your layers, only to have his hands stop you. Heâs so slow, removing the sheer top with painstaking care. Kissing along your skin as he exposes it. The amount of attention makes you squirm. Youâre prepared for something quick and dirty. Something more like a one-night stand. Youâre not prepared for him to worship your body as he exposes more of your skin. Part of you feels really exposed, because heâs still fully dressed, as he carefully unhooks your bra. The way he looks at you, like youâre the only person in the world heâs ever wanted, makes your heart ache. Makes you second guess if this is right.Â
âWe can stop. We donât have to do this,â he whispers into your skin.Â
You grab his face so that you can look him in the eyes. Thereâs something in you that just needs to gauge him for a minute. Needs to really know what decision youâre making. Thereâs so much love there, so many unspoken words, so much sincerity. Maybe youâre not over him at all. Maybe he meant everything he said.
âNo, I want this. Want you,â you assure him.Â
His eyes sparkle a little. Thereâs no time to dwell on it, though. His mouth is on your skin again. Kissing the spot on your neck that he knows drives you crazy. Kissing the beauty mark on your shoulder. Kissing across your collarbone. When he works his way down to your nipples, heâs not being so soft anymore. He pinches one between his fingers without warning.
âFuck, Cheol,â you hiss.Â
âToo much?â he asks. You donât need to look at him to know heâs smirking, but you do anyway. That knowing smirk sends desire coursing through you.
âYouâre such a little shit,â you whine.Â
He pinches the same nipple again. Watches you as he flicks his tongue over the other. Actually smiles when you arch into his mouth. âYou donât seem to mind it.âÂ
You wind your hand into his hair in response, pull a little harder than normal. He groans against your breast, sending a little vibration into your skin. âYou donât seem to mind a little pain, either.âÂ
Thereâs no answer. Not that you need it. One of his hands moves down your body, mouth still focusing on your chest, until he gets to your thigh. Your skirt is bunching up around hips from squirming on the bed. âHow much do you like these tights?â
You look down at the sparkly tights you bought just for the party. That youâll probably never wear again. âI mean, theyâve got sparkles. Wasnât planning to wear them again.âÂ
âGood,â he says.Â
Youâre expecting him to rip them on the spot. Instead, he returns his mouth to yours, kissing you hard, and lets a finger run over your entrance, through both tights and underwear. Itâs not enough. Thereâs entirely too much fabric in the way. Heâs teasing you, he has to be. Thereâs no other reason that explains this kind of torture.Â
âJesus, Cheol, please,â you beg.Â
âWhat are you trying to do to me?â he groans. Seems like he still likes it when you beg for something.
In either case, he carefully rips a hole in your tights, too focused on you to figure out pulling them down. Seemingly in one motion, your underwear is pushed to the side and heâs got a finger running up your entrance. Feeling that youâre turned on from the way heâs been kissing all over your body. Thankfully, you donât have to beg again. At least, not yet. He presses his fingers at your mouth and you suck them in eagerly. Swirl your tongue around them. He almost looks reluctant when he withdraws them to press one inside your cunt.Â
âFuck, youâre so wet for me,â he groans.Â
âForgot how good your fingers felt,â you answer, squirming underneath him.
âBet I could make you come just on my fingers,â he says as he adds a second one.
âFuck,â you draw out. Heâs not being gentle with you anymore. âThen you donât get to taste me. And we both know how much you love that.â
He leans in closer, youâre assuming to kiss you. Instead, his lips find your ear. âWho says I canât do both?âÂ
You bite down on your fist to keep from screaming out when he thrusts faster. Try your best to hold on when his thumb brushes over your clit. All you want is to prove him wrong. Prove that you can hold on and that youâre not putty in his hands. Except, your body remembers. It remembers just how good he makes you feel. Remembers how well he knows what makes you crazy. Nobody has ever known your body like him. And itâs a little annoying. With his fingers inside you, itâs easy to realize that nobody feels as good as him. You could never get yourself off like he could.
Itâs an embarrassingly short time before youâre coming on his fingers, fighting not to scream out. Trying anything you can not to make it more obvious just why you decided it was time to head to bed. Seungcheol guides you through the high as you fall back into the bed, sinking deeper into the mattress. After a moment, you prop yourself up to watch him remove his shirt. Youâre no longer the only one thatâs overexposed. Then again, you donât feel exposed being half naked around him. It only feels comfortable. Once he removes his shirt, he moves back to your body. Actually takes the time to remove your tights and underwear now. His breath ghosts across your cunt. That action alone is enough to send a little shiver through your body. Youâre definitely sensitive.Â
Seungcheol positions himself between your legs and looks up when you suck in a breath. âAre you okay, sweetheart?â
Heâs so pretty like this. Youâve always thought that. Pushing his hair out of his eyes and looking up at you from underneath his lashes like heâs never seen anyone more beautiful in his life. So caring. The little bit of caution you get from him in the middle of him ruining you. You clear your throat to remember he asked you a question. âYes, Cheol. With you, always.âÂ
Itâs immediately more honest than either of you are expecting. Instead of breaking the moment, though, it seems to spur him on. The kind smile dissipates into something much more confident. He spreads you open and looks up for a last time before his tongue licks a strip up your entrance. It doesnât matter how long itâs been since the last time he was between your legs, your entire body remembers. Itâs like muscle memory. The way your back arches. The way your hand knots in his hair. The way the praises fall from your lips. Youâre sensitive. So fucking sensitive. And he knows. Itâs always been one of his favorite things with you. Pushing you to the edge and then over again.
âGod, I forgot how fucking good you taste,â he says when he takes a breath.Â
âWell maybe, fuckkkk,â you start before cutting out.Â
For once, heâs not a demon. He doesnât ask what you were about to stay. Just keeps alternating between fucking his tongue into you and sucking your clit into his mouth. Itâs too much and not enough all at once. Your entire body feels like itâs on fire. When his nose bumps against your clit as heâs buried deep in your pussy, you lose it again. Come all over his tongue and his face. Come harder than you remember coming in a really long time. If he notices, he doesnât say anything.Â
By the time the last shock works through your body, heâs laying next to you on the bed. You canât help it. You have to lean over and kiss him. Want to taste yourself on his lips. Itâs almost like you need that to know this is all real. That itâs all happening and itâs not just some weird, horny dream. (Itâs not like that would be a first, either. Youâll never admit it, but youâve thought a lot about him since you broke up. Especially when you were horny and needed a release. Thatâs your business, though.)
âFuck, Cheol,â you utter when you pull away from the kiss.
âIâve missed hearing my name on your lips,â he admits. âSpecially when you call me Cheol.âÂ
âIâve missed saying it,â you share, equally honest.Â
Youâre a little weak already. Itâs hard to imagine what tomorrow is going to be like. But, you move down the bed anyway. Seungcheol tracks you with his eyes as you position to undo his pants. He moves his hips up to help you pull both his pants and briefs down. His stare as you pull your skirt down and discard it at the side of the bed is almost possessive. It sends something through your body.Â
Itâs your turn to remind him that heâs not the only one who remembers. You also remember just what drives him crazy and just how to get him going. You remember every place he likes to be kissed. So, you start there. Run your lips along every part of his body, like youâre committing him to memory again. As if you could ever forget anything about him. You delight in the sounds you pull from him just with your kisses. Maybe he knows, though, that youâre working your way down.Â
âSo hard just from getting me off,â you comment.Â
âBecause I know that nobody can make you come like I can and itâs fucking hot,â he answers.
Itâs the same answer heâs always given and something about the familiarity makes you bolder. Even though you know thereâs a conversation for tomorrow, it feels like the easiest thing youâve ever done. You take his dick in your hand, run a finger over the tip and feel a little bit of the precum there. When you lick a stripe up the underside of his shaft, he shudders. Closes his eyes for a second before they snap back open to watch you. Heâs always been like this. Always wanting to watch. This time is no different as you slowly take him into your mouth. You know he wants to fuck into your face, know youâd let him. But, youâre thankful he doesnât. Even if you remember, heâs still big and thick inside your mouth. You need the time to get used to him. Once you do, though, you start to bob. Slowly, at first, before you let him take control. Relax your throat and let him find purchase in your hair. Encourage him to jerk his hips up as you keep your eyes on him as much as possible. You know how much it drives him crazy, even as the tears form and you gag a littleÂ
âFuck,â Seungcheol utters.Â
He pulls you off his cock and up to his face so that he can kiss you. This is your favorite version of him. When heâs needy and desperate and completely putty in your hands. Like he canât possibly imagine being anywhere that you arenât. Itâs when you know that youâre not crazy, that heâs just as far gone for you as you are for him.Â
âI really need to fuck you,â he says. His lips are swollen from kissing you and his pupils are completely blown. âFuck, I donât have a condom on me.âÂ
âItâs fine, Iâm still on the pill and I havenât been with anyone since you,â you say.Â
That seems to catch him off guard. âYou havenât?â
âNo,â you answer.
âI havenât either,â he admits.
âThen, weâre fine. I trust you,â you tell him.Â
âThank god, I really miss being inside you,â he breathes out.
âThink you just miss me,â you grumble as you reposition to straddle his lap.
âYou and that smartass mouth of yours,â he retorts.
âIâm about to ride you, Seungcheol, and you just fucked my smartass mouth. So, maybe, pipe down,â you warn him.
This has always been your dynamic, swapping back and forth for whoâs in control. As much as he says he likes control, you know he likes giving it up to you just as much. You know that he hasnât ever let anyone else be in control apart from you. He looks up at you as you position yourself over him. There was a time when you hated this position. Felt really self conscious about how you must look from this angle. The second you admitted it to him, he was quick with his praise. Assuring you that youâre beautiful to him and thereâs nothing to worry about.
He stops you before you lower yourself onto him. Puts his fingers in your mouth again and you obey without a second thought. Then, he runs his fingers along your entrance. Slides a finger in before quickly adding a second. Itâs an awkward angle, but you get what heâs trying to do. Appreciate that he wants to make sure youâre at least a little prepped. When he pulls his fingers out, youâre only a little embarrassed at the moan that slips through your lips. If you completely ignore the smirk that he throws your way, well, who can blame you? The smirk is gone a second later when you finally lower yourself onto him.
âFuck, youâre so tight,â he groans.Â
You know him so well. You know his instinct is to buck his hips up into you. You know itâs hard for him to let you adjust. But, you also know that he wants to be gentle, even if itâs just for a moment.Â
âI forgot how good you felt, jesus fuck,â you moan out.Â
âPlease, I need to feel you move,â he begs. Itâs nice, when heâs the one to beg for something.
And who are you to deny him anything he asks for when he sounds so pretty asking? You do move, entirely too slowly. You need to find your rhythm, though. Need to find some place to anchor your hands. They settle on his chest, at first, and you actually canât believe how much muscle he has there. Heâs always liked to work out. Always wanted to be in shape. This is even more than that. Youâre still appreciating the way his chest feels when he grabs one of your hands. Without a word, he moves it to his neck.
âAre you sure?â you ask.
He nods. Itâs been awhile since you choked him, even lightly, but it turns you on. Itâs easy to see that it turns him on, too. As you apply a little bit of pressure, his fingers dig into the soft flesh of your hips. You do everything that you can to pick up the pace. To move faster on top of him. It doesnât take very long until heâs planting his feet so that he can set the pace. He takes over the rhythm and it gets a lot harder. Bodies slapping together with each movement.
âFuck, Cheol,â you say, trying not to scream.Â
You move your hand from his neck so that you have a better grip. Heâs moving too fast for you to feel comfortable that you wonât press too hard into his neck. Itâs insane, you know that itâs insane, but you already feel like youâre getting close again. You start to clench around Seungcheol, making the stretch feel that much more intense.Â
âFuck, baby, Iâm gonna come if you do that,â he groans.Â
âThen do it,â you force out. âWanna feel it inside me.â
âJesus,â he groans.Â
Everything happens so fast. You can feel him everywhere and your body is on fire. Heâs still fucking hard into you, but heâs also rubbing your clit. Helping you get there with him. Somehow, he doesnât seem to realize youâre already on the verge of your third orgasm. Oversensitive and overstimulated. Your body starts to shake and itâs hard to keep yourself upright on top of him.Â
âFuck, Cheol, Iâm coming,â you hiss out.Â
âIâm about to come too, fuck,â he answers.Â
His thrusts get a lot more erratic and you feel him let loose inside you. You feel the way he moves to try and support you even while heâs working through his own release. When he stills, you collapse forward onto his chest. Breaths shallow and heavy. Your whole bodyâs exhausted, yet so happy at the same time. Carefully, you pull yourself off him. Youâre sure a little bit of cum slides out with the loss of his cock inside you. Not that you care.Â
Itâs several minutes of silence. Seungcheol lays on his back and youâre on your side next to him. It might be a mark of how much he really did miss you that he doesnât flinch when you start tracing patterns onto his stomach. Itâs not like you just stop being ticklish. Eventually, you realize you need to get up. The last thing you want is to go to bed crusty.Â
âCome on, I got lucky and I have an attached bathroom,â you say when you get up off the bed. You reach a hand to him and smile when he takes it without question.Â
Itâs quiet again as you help clean each other up. A comfortable kind of quiet. The way it used to be. This is another favorite of yours with him. Aftercare has always been his thing. No matter how rough he is with you in bed, heâs impossibly gentle when he cleans you up. It makes your heart ache a little because youâre so fond. Itâs a weird mix of feelings.
âWe should sleep in my room tonight,â he says.Â
âWeâre already here,â you point out.Â
âWith sheets that are probably soaked,â he teases back.Â
âWhat are the chances we can get to your room without being seen?â you wonder.Â
He shrugs. âItâs late. Probably better than the chances nobody heard us.âÂ
Your cheeks flush a little. Sure, you definitely tried to be quiet. Youâll have to wait until the morning to see if you succeeded.Â
âCome on, my room has a door to the outside,â he says.Â
So, you follow. You put your layers back on and grab something to sleep in. And you donât actually see anyone before youâre safely tucked away in his room. That night, falling asleep tangled up in Seungcheol, is the best night of sleep youâve gotten in a long time.Â
Morning comes and brings with it the need for an actual conversation. As you stretch in bed, you appreciate the soreness in your body with a smile. Anything youâre feeling now is surely worth it. That is, until you realize youâre in bed alone. Dread creeps in. Could last night really have meant something different to Seungcheol than it did to you? Did you just make a massive mistake? Youâre starting to wonder if youâre only going to break your own heart this time, with nobody else to blame, when the bedroom door opens. Seungcheol steps inside with a thermos and a bag that looks like it might have some of the pastries Wonwoo brought back from the store yesterday.
âYouâre awake,â he says with a smile. He sets down the thermos and removes his jacket to hang it up.Â
âI was worried youâd left,â you admit when he finishes taking off his shoes and sits next to you. His face looks hurt for a second before it settles.Â
âNo, I just went to get coffee and figure out what we were walking into before you got up,â he says.Â
âAnd?â you prompt.Â
He pulls out a pastry and hands it over. âNayeon asked where I slept last night and if I knew where you were. I donât think she heard anything, but who knows with her? Wonwoo wasnât in the main area, so I donât know. They said they all knew I was following you, though.â
âGuess we canât really avoid it,â you joke.Â
Youâre expecting him to smile, too. Instead, his face is serious. âDo you want to? Avoid it, I mean.â
It makes you serious. Maybe a little too honest. âI donât want to get hurt again.â
âI donât expect you to believe me, not right away, but I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you,â he says and takes your hands in his. âIf you give me another chance, Iâm never letting you walk away from me again. Iâll prove that Iâm worth everything you give me.â
âYouâve always been worth it, Cheol,â you tell him.Â
âI realize that now,â he agrees. âI also realize itâs up to you to know what you deserve and what you want. That wasnât ever my decision to make and Iâm really sorry for doing that to you.â
âIt hurt, for sure, but not having you around hurts so much worse,â you admit. Itâs hard to meet his eyes, even though you know youâre safe.Â
âIt hurts so fucking bad. I hate it. Last year was the worst year of my life,â he says.Â
âYou got a massive promotion, though! Wonwoo told me,â you say.Â
âThis is going to sound so cheesy, but Iâm done caring. That promotion didnât mean shit without you being there to share it with,â he shares with you.Â
âI guess weâll have to celebrate it this year,â you say.Â
His face lights up. âReally?â
âI want to give us another chance. I donât think either of us are over it,â you acknowledge. âLast night aside, I want to take it slow. I want to take our time instead of rushing in like we did the first time around. I want to get it right this time.â
He nods immediately. âWe can go as slow as you want. I mean it. Iâm not letting you go again.â
âGood, because I donât think we should wait to see if the third timeâs the charm,â you joke.Â
âIâm glad I came this year,â he says as he grabs the thermos.Â
âMe too,â you agree.Â
Itâs funny, you think, how someone can feel so familiar and yet so new at the same time. Seungcheol feels like home, like your favorite sweater, or like curling up with a book by the fire in winter. But, he feels entirely new, too. Like maybe you both changed over the past year. Maybe you both grew into the people you needed to be to love each other better. To love each other right. Later, youâll have to break the bubble and face your friends. Right now, though, you can just appreciate that this silly little cabin trip brought you peace.Â
this was a lot of fun to write and i hope you liked it đ
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One More Problem (Rodrick Heffley X Jefferson!Reader Smut)
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Summary: You were a good girl; straight-A student with extracurriculars, nice to your brother, the worst curse word youâd say in public was âdamn.â But behind closed doors, your boyfriend Rodrick can turn you into an entirely different kind of girl.
A/N: inspired by a jefferson!reader ask i answered. did i go overboard with this? who knows lolÂ
C/W: corruption kink, dom/sub dynamic, dumbification kink, unprotected sex (WRAP IT BEFORE YOU TAP IT!!), degradation kink, praise kink, cockwarming
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Nobody could really wrap their head around why you and Rodrick were dating. You were different, too different. You were the good girl. Model student, a golden child, practically perfect. Rodrick, on the other hand, was a complete neanderthal who would probably end up dropping or failing out of high school.Â
You supposed that that was something you liked about Rodrick. He was different from the expectations that you had to live up to. He practically lived on energy drinks, played loud ass rock music wherever he went, and wore eyeliner that was always smudged beyond any kind of definition. When you were with Rodrick, he made you feel alive.
Plus, the sex was amazing.
You sighed for what felt like the thousandth time, staring a hole into the homework that sat on your desk. Rodrick had come over to hang out, mainly because the rest of your family was out of the house, but you wanted to finish your homework before goofing off with him. But for some reason, this math worksheet was kicking your ass.
âBabe, just take a break,â Rodrick said, sitting up on your bed.
You shook your head, rubbing your eyes. âJust one more problem.â
âYou said that four problems ago.â Suddenly, Rodrick was standing next to you, looking down on you. âDonât you want a break?â
With the way you were acting, you shouldâve said yes. But instead, you shook your head. What you wanted was completely different.
Rodrick noticed the pleading look in your eyes and had to stop himself from laughing. âDo you want me to help you?â You nodded. âSay it.â
âYes.â
Any other person would immediately say no. But you knew that Rodrick wasnât offering to help you with the math.Â
Rodrick grabbed your wrist, helping you get up. He scooted the chair back a little before sitting down and unbuckling his studded belt. Your mouth watered as you watched your boyfriend pull his half-erect cock out of his jeans and boxers.
âCome on, baby.â He said, one hand stroking himself while the other went under your skirt, cupping your aching pussy through your panties and making you mewl. âAw, youâre soaking. Needy thing.âÂ
Rodrick moved you to stand in front of him. He tucked the hem of your skirt into the waistband and moved the seat of your underwear to the side before guiding you to sit on his dick. You let out a whiny moan when Rodrick bottomed out, filling you to the brim. You leaned against his chest, trying to adjust to his size while he stroked your hair.
âYouâre just useless without my dick in you, huh? Isnât that right, pretty girl?â He hooked your legs over his spread ones to put your stuffed pussy on full display. Rodrick looked at the sight from over your shoulder. âWhat a pretty pussy. Look, baby. Look at how my fat dick is stretching your little cunt.â
You shuddered at his words, incredibly aroused by the way he talked to you. If you had told yourself a year ago that not only would you be dating Rodrick, but youâd also love the way he degraded you during sex, she wouldâve thought you were fucking crazy.
âOkay, you know the rules.â Rodrick brought you out of your thoughts by grabbing your chin and making you look at the neglected paper you had been working on. âFinish your homework, and you can get fucked like the dirty girl you are. You only have one problem left, right?â You nodded, but that wasnât good enough for Rodrick. His hands went down to your hips and pulled you even further down on his cock, making you squeal. âI thought you were a good girl.â
âI am.â You whined, gripping his wrist. âI am, I am.â
âThen answer me. You only have one problem left, right?â
âYes!â Pleased, Rodrick let go of his iron grip on your hips, making you both relieved and disappointed. His hands settled on your inner thighs while you grabbed your pencil and started to read over the problem again.
But he just felt so good. You tried to discreetly grind on him, but a hard slap to your thigh deterred you from any further action.
Rodrick must have sensed that you were still having problems. âI thought my dick was supposed to help you, baby.â He cooed, fingers ghosting over your clit. âBut youâre just getting dumber and dumber, arenât you?â
âUh-huh.â You gripped your pencil as Rodrick pinched your clit, making you jolt.Â
It felt like a million years before you finally finished the math problem. With every second that passed, you just became more and more needy and cockdrunk. It didnât help that Rodrick would play with your clit every time you actually started to concentrate.
You set the pencil down on your desk. âDone?â Rodrick asked.
âUh-huh.â
He looked over your shoulder, smiling when he saw that the paper was completely filled out. He, of course, didnât know whether or not you were actually correct, but the fact that you finished the problem was its own accomplishment. âLooks like my girl deserves a reward, huh?â
You furiously nodded, and Rodrick grabbed your chin to smash his lips against yours. It was a sloppy battle of tongues and teeth. Not wanting to ruin your work, Rodrick moved the worksheet to the side before standing up, bringing you with him, still impaled on his cock. He broke the kiss and had you bend over the desk, staring out the window that was right in front of you.
He slowly started to pull out, spreading your cheeks so he could see how soaked his dick was in your juices. He stopped when just the tip was in, smirking at the sound of you whining about feeling empty before slamming back into your greedy cunt. Rodrick kept up a brutal pace, balls slapping your clit with every thrust.
Your eyes rolled back as Rodrick grabbed you by the hair, pulling you up so you were arching your back and looking out into the neighbor. âImagine your family saw you like this.â He grunted in your ear. âWhat would they think? Seeing their precious daughter being a dirty, cockdrunk whore for me right now.â You whined loudly, incredibly grateful that the house was empty. âIf only everyone knew that the golden girl gets dumb from me dicking her down.â
Rodrick reached around to start rubbing at your clit, making your legs tremble. Thank god the desk and Rodrickâs grip on your hair were holding you up. âRoddy!â You whined, screwing your eyes shut. âRoddy, Iâm gonna come. Can I come?â
âBeg.â Your boyfriend responded sharply, keeping up his relentless pace.
âPlease, please, please. Iâve been such a good girl for you.â You whimpered at the feeling of Rodrick continuously brushing against your G-spot. âIâm your dirty little girl. I wanna come so bad, please!â
âSo fucking needy.â Rodrick groaned, speeding up the pace on your clit. âSince you wanna come so bad, do it now. All over my cock.â
The coil in your tummy snapped, and you let out a high-pitched scream at the feeling of your intense release. Your entire body shook as you covered Rodrickâs dick in your cum, which just made it easier for him to piston in and out of you. He fucked you roughly through your high, making you whimper and squirm as he chased his own.
âFuck, gonna-â Rodrick cut himself off with a groan, spilling into you while his pace stuttered to a stop.Â
Slowly, he leaned on top of your worn-out body, both of you hissing at the feeling of him going deeper in you. You were quiet for a few minutes, trying to collect yourselves.
When Rodrick recovered, he left a couple kisses on your shoulder. âYou okay?âÂ
You looked back at him, a lazy grin overtaking your features. âNever been better.â
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warnings: older!rafe, jealous!reader, make up sex, rafe is down bad, multiple orgasms, possessive!reader, petty!reader, oral (fem. & male receiving), swearing, slight angst, overstimulation, nipple play, female worship, unprotected p in v, spit kink
đ NHL!Rafe gets caught smiling at the Ice Girl after scoring a goal on his way back to the bench; his winning night just turned into a lossânow he needs to make it right. âĽď¸
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The cold from the rinks seeps in through the glass as you stand up, watching Rafe in his element, skating with the kind of ease only years of playing hockey could bring. Every movement is smooth and deliberate as he weaves through traffic with precision.
Your eyes widen as he finds his hole, sending this puck sailing past the goalie, lighting the lamp as the crowd goes wild. The area erupts with cheers as his teammates pile on him at the corner in celebration, Rafe smiling ear to ear.
Your heart beats a little faster, and you canât help but swoon as you see your boyfriend commanding the team and the audience of rowdy fans as the Goal Song plays. He looks over at you, giving you a smile and a wink as he always does, making your heart flutter. But your smile quickly fades as he skates closer to the bench.
You look up at the jumbotron, wondering if you were going insane⌠because thereâs no possible way your boyfriend just skated past an Ice Crew girl and smiled at her.
Not just a smile. The smileâthe smile that makes you weak in the knees. The smile he shot you from across the bar all those years ago.
You look up at the screen, watching it again as the pretty blonde skates along the boards, shoveling the snow away with her shovel. Her little Santa Clause skirt catches the breeze, showing off her red, sparkly booty shorts underneath. She even looked surprised at their little exchange, her blonde curls bouncing as she double-takes.
She skates back toward the boards, looking at the bench as Rafe takes his glove off with his teeth, stripping himself of his helmet before running his fingers through his sweaty hair, none the wiser.
You look toward the bench too, watching as she glides past him one last time on her way off the iceâarching her back with each push of her skate blades; tits busting out of the top of the red velvet crop top.
Rafeâs attention is long gone, but that doesnât mean youâre over itânot in the slightest. He grabs his Gatorade bottle, squirting it lazily in his mouth as his coach yells at the other men about a line change.
It was quick and harmlessâprobably nothing more than a polite acknowledgment. But at this moment, it feels anything but. Your jaw clenches as you stew a little more, hating yourself for your jealous streak. But waving that feeling is next to impossible, especially when it comes to Rafe. Your RafeâŚ
The cameras didnât catch that he smiled at you⌠All they saw was #2 skating off the bench after a critical goal, smiling at the crowd before turning his attention to her.
Music blares over the speakers again, repeating the goal in slow motionâa repeat of everything in slow motion⌠Your mind starts to race away, and your irritation bubbles in your chest.
As the game continued, your focus was shot, scowling as you repeatedly watched the girl fight for his attention. But could you blame the girl for trying? She got it once.
By the time the game ended, you were seething. Rafe had played brilliantly, as he always does, scoring two more goals, leading his team to victory, but everything was tainted.
After the final buzzer, Rafe skated out to the middle of the ice, and the crowd went wild again as they awarded him player of the game, airing that goal again.
Rafe looked up at the screen, watching with a proud smile as the puck sailed into the net. He playfully bumped his buddy with his elbow as he watched his teammates congratulate him. And then his smile falters. His lashes beat a few times; utter confusion like he didnât live that moment once, his gaze landing directly at you.
There were no words needed. You leaned down, grabbed your coat, heading up the stairs before they could even set the award in his hands.
You caught another girlfriend in the parking lot, so you sent Rafe a quick text telling him you would see him at home. Typically, youâd drive home together, celebrating a win with music and laughter, sometimes stopping for a beer and food. Other times, you wouldnât even make it out of the private parking garage until the arena lights went dark, the two of you sneaking in a celebratory hookup in the back of his G-Class.
Tonight, you didnât even wait for him to shower and change. You needed your spaceâspace to stew in your anger without him explaining it away.
Rafe Cameron was on your shit list.
When you got home, you went to the kitchen and poured yourself a glass of wine. Your guilt started to creep in as you briefly talked yourself off the ledge. It was harmless⌠He would never do anything, I know⌠Youâre being irrational⌠Just let it goâŚ
The TV was playing from earlier when you walked into the living roomâ ESPN highlights rolling across your screen. And then there it was again⌠It was like the universe just wanted you to lose your shit.
The camera lingered a second too long on him as he skated toward the bench. The moment you couldnât get out of your head played on a loop for the entire country to see. You grabbed the remote and rewound it, watching it repeatedly, your anger flaring hotter each time.
How could he? How could he smile at her when I was right there?
Clink.
You sat unmoved, wine in hand, as you heard Rafe's key pull out of the door, the hardware creaking open slowly. âBaby?â Rafeâs voice was soft, hesitant. He knew you well enough to sense the storm brewing even before he saw you.
You stay silent, eyes set on the screen, taking a sip of wine with the highlights paused and ready. Rafe pokes his head around the corner before he steps in the doorway. His big body takes up the frameâsettling on wearing his game-day suit instead of his typical post-game sweatpants and sweatshirt, hoping that maybe that would buy him some grace, knowing you canât keep your hands off him dressed like that.
He walks a little closerâa bouquet in one hand, a bottle of your favorite wine tucked under his big arm, and his other hand clutching your favorite dessert from that restaurant you love. His expressionâs contrite; he smiles nervously. This man is hell on the ice⌠But now, he looks like he might crack under your gaze.
âHey, pretty girl,â he says softly as he sets down the gifts, sinking onto the couch next to you. âI⌠IâUh⌠I thought Iâd bring you these.â You glance at the offerings, your sharp eyes returning to the TV. âAre you mad, princess?â He asks though the answer is crystal clear.
God, he canât be this fuckinâ dumb.
You lift the remote, press play, and let the clip roll in silence. His eyes flicker to the screen, and when the moment replaysâthe goal, the smile, the girlâyou have the pleasure of watching it together.
âBaby,â he starts, his tone full of guilt. âI-â
âDonât,â you snap, cutting him off. âDonât even start with some excuse about how it didnât mean anything, Rafe.â
He sighs, running his big hand through his damp hair, taking a deep breath. âI didnât mean anything by it, princess. I swear. I was just being polite-â
âPolite?â You scoff, finally turning to face him with a manic smile. âYou smiled at her like she was the only person in the arena, Rafe. Polite⌠Really?â
âYouâre the only person I care about, baby. The only one I look for is you. I swear.â
âReally?â You pick up the remote and rewind the clip. âBecause this tells a different story.â
âCome on, princess,â he pleads as he leans closer. âIt was nothinâ. I couldnât pick her out of a line-up. Aight? I donât even remember doing it. I was just-â
âYou might not remember it, but I do. And so does every person watching this on TV who knows you have a girlfriend,â you snap, cutting right through his apology.
Rafe rests his elbow on his knees, burying his face in his hands. âIâm sorry, sweetheart,â he sighs, his voice breaking slightly. âI wasnât thinkinâ about anything. I didnât mean to upset you, honey. You know youâre my girl.â
âYeah⌠Well, from the looks of it, Iâm the only one who knows that.â
âJesus, baby,â he laughs weakly, not earning any headwayâhis efforts seemingly making everything worse.
He drops to his knees in front of you, resting his big hands on your thighs as he stares up with those impossibly blue eyes, giving you a look that always makes you melt. âIâm so, so sorry⌠Youâre everything to me. I donât give a fuck about her. How could I when I have you? Please, baby. Nobody compares to youâŚâ You roll your eyes, flicking your gaze away, sucking your teeth as you feel him melting away your icy exterior.
âIâll do whatever it takes, princess,â he says, his voice earnest. âLook at me⌠Please, donât stay mad at me. I messed up, but it didnât mean anything. Couldnât even tell you what I was thinkinâ about at the time but it definitely had nothinâ to do with her.â You return your eyes to him, lips pressed in two thin lines.
He inches in, trying to eliminate the space between the two of you, knowing that if he kisses you, he might win you over. You stop him, pressing your hand against his forehead.
âNo.â
âNo?â He pouts.
âYouâre not kissing me for a very long time.â
Rafe collapses on your thighs, burying his head in your lap. âPlease,â he mumbles, muffled against your leg. The corners of your lips curl slightly as you try your best to fight back your smile, but the thought of Rafe like thisâthe big, strong hockey star on his knees begging for forgivenessâmade your resolve waver. âYeah?â He asks hopefully as he peeks up at you, catching the slight smile.
âIâm not done being mad, Rafe,â you say coolly, looking down at him from the corner of your eye.
âTake your time, pretty,â he sighs deeply as his hands slide lower down your caves, his chin resting on your knees as he looks up at you with puppy dog eyes. âMâso sorry,â he whispers, his voice muffled. âI love you more than anything, baby. Anything⌠Let me make it up to you.â
You let the silence between the two of you stretch, savoring his sweet words for a moment. The TV plays on, filling the silence. You look at the screen, eyeing a Seasons Greetings message, and scroll across. âOh, thank god,â Rafe huffs tiredly as he looks over his shoulder, watching with you as the other captain stumbles over his words on national television.
Rafe appears on the screen, fixing his collar nervously as he looks at the camera.
âWell, Iâm lookinâ forward to spending this Christmas with my girlfriend. She makes everything better, you know?â
He pauses and smiles as he scratches the back of his neck.
âYeah, so⌠I canât wait to just be with her. Thatâs all I need for Christmas, honestly.â
Rafe flashes a sweet smile at the camera, and you feel your heart flutter as they put a picture of the two of you up on the screen from the last game, his arm wrapped around your waist as he kisses your cheek. The camera switches back to him as he gives a little wave, wishing the fans a Merry Christmas, before it cuts to his other teammate.
Rafe turns his head slightly, looking at you nervously. You cover your lips with your hand, hiding a smile. âBaby?â He asks timidly.
âYouâre mine, Rafe,â you say softly, leaving no room for argument.
âAlways,â he assures as he hesitantly moves closer, claiming your lips for a tender kiss. He cups your cheek in his big hands, his perfect smile spreading along your lips. âAlways yours, princess.â Rafe pulls away slightly, resting his forehead against yours. âForgive me?â He asks, his voice tentative.
âThat was very sweet, baby,â you whisper.
He grabs for you, pulling you to straddle his lap. Rafe wraps his big arms around your waist, burying himself in your neck and holding you tight. âHow sweet?â He asks, earning a giggle as his voice lowers. Rafe peels your jean jacket off your shoulders, kissing your shoulder, then your neck, working his way up to your ear.
âSweet enough to get you out of the dog house,â you quip.
You rest your hands on his big chest, and he stretches his arms, draping them across the back of the couch, looking at you on top of him. Rafe tilts his head casually, but thereâs nothing casual about his gaze as he looks back at you. âYou know,â he starts hesitantly, unsure if he should continue the thought. The last thing he wants to do is get back on your bad side again. âYouâre kinda scary when youâre mad, princess. Sexy as hell, but⌠Damn, you scare the shit outta me sometimes,â he sighs. â⌠I fuckinâ love it.â
You giggle and roll your eyes as you pinch the buttons of his shirt between your fingers, popping them open one by one. âI scare you?â You act surprised, but you know itâs true.
âMhmm, youâre the only person Iâm scared of.â
You raise your eyebrow as you draw his shirt open, letting your long nails run down his chest, making goosebumps spread across his tanned, toned skin. âI can tell,â you whisper.
âThatâs fairâŚâ He hums as sees your smile. âIâm scared of screwinâ this upâscared of losinâ you. I canât even think about that shit.â
âYou donât need to worry about me,â you say, your voice steady but gentle.
âYeah, but I do,â he murmurs as he shifts closer, the air between you thick. âLet me thank you properly, princess?â
âI donât know,â you chuckle breathily.
âCâmon, you want me too,â he smiles. âI can tellâŚâ You reach for the hem of your shirt, pulling it over your head, leaving you in your lace bra. Rafe licks his lips, looking at your body hungrily, his eyes darkening as he drinks you in. âPlease, baby,â he almost whines. âIâve been thinkinâ about you all night⌠You know how I get after a win, sweetheart,â he mumbles as his big hands rest on your hips. âHad no idea you were mad at me, honey. Mâso fuckinâ dumb. Iâm so stupid,â he rambles as he reaches behind your back, unclasping your bra before tossing it away.
âHmmâŚâ You tap your chin teasingly. âI donât know if thatâs enough begging, Cameron.â
âYou want more?â He chuckles. You bite your lip and nod âyesâ back, arching as you wrap your arms around his neck, leaning in a little more. âYou wanna hear me beg? Fuck. I can go all night, princessâŚâ
âGo onâŚâ You giggle.
âYou gotta forgive me⌠All I was thinking about was takinâ you home,â he tilts in closer, wrapping his lips around your tit, sucking and flicking your nipple as his hand palms the other, releasing you with a pop. âAll I was thinkinâ about burying myself in your pussy all night. Pounding you into the mattress. Filling you up. I had no clue you were mad at me⌠All I was doing was sitting on the bench, dreaminâ about all the shit I wanted to do with you.â
âYouâre lying,â you sigh as he works on the button and the zipper of your jeans.
He looks up at you, brows furrowed like you donât know what the hell youâre talkinâ about. âAm not,â he answers simply. âIf Iâm not thinkinâ about the game, Iâm thinking about you. When I look at you from the ice, Iâm just hopinâ youâre looking at me⌠Smilinâ that smile,â he hums as he leans in, pressing his lips against your pulse point. âCanât help but get a little excited when you get possessive over me, princess. All I want is your attention.â He whispers hot against your skin.
âSo youâre an attention whore, Cameron,â you bully as you rest your hand on his rock-hard bulge, pressing against him, palming him, drawing the sweetest moans from his lips.
âMâa fuckinâ slut for your attention, sweetheart,â he drawls. ââCourse I am.â
âYou know, Rafe⌠No one can do it like me,â you breathe as you stroke him over his pants, making his head lull back on the couch.
âI know, baby⌠Why do you think I canât stop thinkinâ about you, huh?â He asks. âYou got me begginâ⌠I donât even recognize myself right now.â
âPretty pathetic for me, daddy-â
âYou have no idea,â he answers before you can finish. You step off the couch, making Rafeâs lust-lidded eyes widen briefly before rolling back, the man quickly tugging his pants off as you lower yourself to your knees, slotting yourself between his muscular thighs. âI donât deserve this,â he whispers as he pulls his boxers down eagerly. You look at his pretty eyes, and your hands trace down his muscular chest, nails circling his long, thick cock, flushed and leaking with precum. He grabs your chin in his hand, lifting your eyes to his. âYou hear me, baby? I donât fuckinâ deserve this⌠I love you.â
âI love you too, baby,â you whisper as he leans down, kissing you deeply. Before he can relax, you open your mouth, showing him your tongue. He groans into a deep, sleazy laugh, spitting inside. âSo fucking filthy for me, baby.â
Rafe lets out a deep groan as you wrap your fingers around his dick, pumping your fist up and down his length. He breathes with your strokes, the deep ridges of his ab muscles flexing with each glide of your hand.
âI think about you too, Rafe,â you smile as your tongue glides along your bottom lip, mouth-watering as his precum rolls down his fat cock, catching his prominent vein as it slips languidly down the side.
âYeah?â He hums as his eyes lighten on yours, looking down at you like you're the prettiest thing in the world.
âMhmmâŚâ You breathe, watching goosebumps fan along his skin before cleaning it up with your tongue.
âMpfhh, shit,â he huffs as his big fingers curl into a fist on the back of the couch. âWhatâuh⌠What do you think about, princess?â He asks as you start to stroke him quickly, licking and swirling your tongue on his tip, your breast bouncing with each pump, distracting him further.
âThis,â you answer simply, half-hiding your smirk with the swollen head of his cock before starting again. That visual made his lashes flutter, holding back his pleasure already. âAll I think about is sucking you off, bouncing on your dickâŚâ
âSo-So⌠Fuck, thatâs good,â he groans as you wrap your lips around his tip, bobbing up and down on his big cock. âYou, baby. Only you. Alright?â
âMhmmâŚâ You hum around his cock. Rafeâs toes curl at the feeling of your warm, wet mouth wrapped around him. He grabs the back of the couch, clawing into it with his blunt nails while his other hand rests on the back of your head. He doesnât even guide your strokes, not wanting to ruin your perfect rhythm.
âSwallow it, baby? MâGonna cum, Fuck. Iâm gonna cum in that perfect mouth,â he pants as his thick thigh shakes uncontrollably.
Rafe throws back his head, painting the back of your throat white as he cums long and hard. His cock throbs on your tongue, shit tip kissing the back of your mouth as you take it all.
âGoddamn,â he groans as his body relaxes on the sofa.
You glide yourself off his cock, lips glistening when Rafe pushes his mouth against yours, making you gasp into your kiss as he lifts you into his strong arms, taking you off your feet, walking with you to your bedroom.
He pants between kisses, the man unable to even catch his breath yet. âNo oneâ Fuck, no one does it like you, baby,â he mumbles with a whiny rasp that runs straight through you.
âYeah?â You ask as you pull away, leaving him chasing your lips. You nuzzle your nose against his. Rafe smiles blissfully, throwing the bedroom door shut behind you.
âIâm gonna make sure you know just how much you mean to me, baby,â he murmurs. âAnd how much I love you,â Rafe hums, emphasizing each word with a hungry kiss before tossing you down on your plush mattress, mounting you fast.
He grabs your jeans, yanking them down your thighs before tossing them to the side. His lips press against your hot skin, kissing along your hips as your back arches off the bed.
âI am going to worship this body, princess⌠Every single fuckinâ inch.â Rafe moves even lower, face to face with your dripping cunt still dressed in lace, your panties an absolute mess after sucking him off. "I want you to cum on me, pretty," he says, voice sweet like honey as he looks up at you from between your thighs. âOne my dick, on my fingers, on my tongue.â
You glide your fingers through his damp fringe, smiling at him as he kisses along your inner thighs. Rafe breathes in your scent before pressing a kiss against your clothed pussy, making you whimper.
âFuckinâ love the taste of you,â he sighs. Rafe works off your panties fast, needing more; his hot breath hits you first, his tongue quickly reaching your sex just to slow his pace, lapping up your arousal.
He hums into your core, sending goosebumps flaring across your skin. You grind against his face, moaning as your aching clit bumps against his nose. You gasp as Rafe shoves two thick fingers inside, pumping in fast. He curls them, making you cry out in pleasure, throwing your head back on the pillow in bliss as he strokes your sweet spot again and again.
âMy pretty girlâs gonna cum, arenât you?â He asks as he pulls his mouth away from your clit.
âFuck, Rafe. Make me cum,â you plead.
âCum for me, babyâŚâ
You scream out his name, cumming around his skilled fingers as he continues to suck and stroke you through your release.
âSuch a good girl for me,â he pants as he kisses your clit, making your thighs jolt with overstimulation as you reach for a breath. Rafe traces your slick folds with a featherlight touch, swirling his tongue around your dripping hole before plunging into your entrance, not wanting to miss a drop, making your fingers scratch into his hair, tugging at his strands.
âMmmâŚâ You hum as your hands slink up your body, grabbing your tits as you writhe in the aftershock of your orgasm.
Rafe rises on his knees. âFuck, baby,â he mumbles, looking down at you like you are an angel on earth.
You snapped back to reality, plump lip tucking between your teeth as you felt his fat tip press between your slick folds. He flicks his velvety head against your clit, watching your muscles jump, your thighs drawing together, making him smirk devilishly at your sensitivity.
âI need your pussy, princessâŚâ He hums as he grabs your legs, spreading you wide before pushing them into the mattress.
âI need your dick, baby,â you whirr, and he buries himself inside you, long and slow, reaching deep into your core, filling you so full you go for a breath. You press it out slowly as he bottoms you outâRafeâs big hands reaching up to grab your fleshy hips tight.
Rafe fucks into your slow at first, his eyes still trained on your body, watching your curves bounce with each thrust. Your pussy pulls him in with each stroke, filthy wet sucking sounds filling your ears and his as your slickness soaks himâessence rolling down his heavy balls onto the comforter below.
His movements become more possessive and forceful, rutting into you with urgency. His words no longer do him justice; Rafe wanted you to feel them, too. He belongs to you just as much as you belong to him.
You grab for him, cursing under your breath as your pleasure mounts, feeling yourself about to come undone for him again. âDo it⌠Come on, baby. Give me another one, Yeah?â He mumbles, his deep fucked-out voice barely heard over the clapping of your skin against his.
Rafe buries himself into you, throwing his hips into you again and again as his name leaves your lips in a strangled moan. âKeep cumminâ, princess. Keep creaminâ all over me. Fuckk,â he groans as his fingers find yours.
âFuck, Rafe,â you barely push out the words, your boyfriend pounding you into the mattress just like he promised he would, and you swear you down, thinking you canât take anymore as stars start to dance in your eyes.
Rafe lifts your hands above your head, fingers intertwined, pumping into you as his lips meet yours.
Your heart bangs against Rafeâs, his muscular chest flush with yours, gold chain clinging to your hot, sweaty skin.
âIâm so close, baby⌠I know you can cum again. Alright?â He pants against your lips as his cock rocks in and rocks out, filling you deliciously each time. He drops one hand, nudging his fingers against your clit, making you whimper into his open mouth.
âJust like thatâŚâ You breathe.
âYeah? Thatâs what you needed, pretty girl, huh? FuckâŚâ His words get swallowed up in a moan as he fills you with his cum, his muscles tightening, fingers working even quicker to push you over the edge with him.
Your hands grip his big biceps, nails clawing into his skin as you cum for a third time, gasping to fill your lungs with air.
Rafe kisses you, grounding your dizzy mind. Your body dissolves in pleasure as he wraps himself in you, holding you close.
âThatâs my girl.â
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chapter 3 : old pals, new beginnings
part 1 | part 2 | masterlist
summary: when you come into his shop to get your boyfriend's car fixed, yunho can help but wonder what a hardworking, pretty girl like you is doing with someone so...pathetic. and maybe, just maybe, he feels like he could treat you better.
pairing: cowboy mechanic!yunho x female!reader
genre: non-idol au | strangers to lovers | angst | fluff (no smut yet, but there will be eventually)
rating: pg-13 (18+ for the whole series bc there will be smut eventually)
word count: 5.6k
content/warnings: pet names (sweetheart, doll)
notes: thank you so so much to @yunho-onlyhands & @skzdust for beta reading this for me 𤧠it means so much, and it very much helped me iron out this draft đ
also thank you so so much for all the love on this series so far! i truly love writing for this couple so much. they make me so happy đ
Getting up out of bed for the next several days took nearly all of your energy. And unfortunately, âgetting cheated onâ is not an acceptable reason to get out of work, so you were forced to call in sick. Using up the last of your sick days for the year. Everything was so draining, and somehow every corner of that godforsaken apartment was just a painful reminder of the years you seemed to have wasted.
Your head swelled and pounded from the lack of sleep, and the endless hours of tossing and turning left you unbearably irritable. Even trying to make yourself meals felt like an impossible task.
You basked in the irony that your apartment was messier than ever. You were trying to pick away at Yeonjunâs endless amount of stuff. Throwing whatever you could find in boxes and letting it pile up in the kitchen. But somehow you were constantly finding shit that you had to physically restrain yourself from tossing straight into the garbage.
And you probably would have been living in your mess for days on end if Rosie hadnât forced herself into your apartment nearly every day. Her cheerful energy never wavering when she burst through your front door. Usually bringing snacks and treats with her.Â
Today was no different. This time, though, when she dragged you out of bed, she started laying out outfits. A variety of short, fringe skirts and topslined up haphazardly across your unmade bed, complimented by a pair of white cowboy boots tossed onto the floor.
âWhat is all this?â you asked, brows furrowing while you failed to suppress a yawn.
She grinned at you, âWeâre going to a party.â
âOh, Ro. I donât know if Iâm ready for that,â you grimaced at the idea of being surrounded by sweaty strangers in a house youâd never seen, Rosieâs usual party scene.
âOh, babeâŚâ She mimicked your tone, âYou have no choice.â
You pouted at her, and she mirrored that, too. Before breaking into a wide grin, âCâmon! I know youâll have fun! Itâs not a house party. Itâs a barn bash that Mingi invited me to. He said his friendâs family hosts one every year, and he really loves it. And I donât know what Iâd do without my favorite girl there.âÂ
You eyed her suspiciously, ââHis friendâŚâ
She bit her lip in a failed attempt to hide her smile. Her clearly freshly manicured hand swatted at your arm, âCome on! You havenât seen him in weeks! And you donât even have to talk to him. I really just want to have you there,â she laid her head on your shoulder, âBetween you and me, though, Mingi says he still talks about you a lot.â
You scoffed, but Rosie could tell clear as day how flattered you were by that statement. A heavy sigh fell from your lips, âCan we at least get ice cream after?âÂ
Her face lit up, âYes! So youâll come?â
You nodded and smiled softly at her, âYes, Ro. Iâll come.â
âOh yay!â She wrapped you in a hug. When she pulled back, her grin was full of scheming. âOkayâŚletâs play dress up.â
After several hours of letting her dress you up and do your make up and hair, Mingi pulled up outside your apartment. Loud music spilling out the windows of his shiny black sports car.Â
Rosie grabbed your arm when she saw him leaning against the hood of the car, dark sunglasses covering his eyes. âOh girl I got so lucky, didnât I?â She whispers to you.
You rested a hand over hers, âWell Iâd say he got pretty lucky, too.â
She giggled and smiled up at you. Letting her head lean on your shoulder as you both made your way down the sidewalk to his car.
He grinned and waved as he saw you both approaching, pushing himself off the car. âWow, you both look great.â He slid his sunglasses onto his head, and you watched as Rosie ogled up and down at him. You wouldnât lie, he looked really good. In a tight black t-shirt that didnât quite reach the waistband of his black leather pants, leaving a sliver of his midriff exposed. The black, studded boots he wore were the perfect way to stay on theme but put his own spin on it. Suddenly, it made a lot more sense why your friend had opted for a black leather miniskirt for a supposed âbarn bash.â
You reached your hand out to him, figuring this might be your only time tonight to finally introduce yourself to him, âThank you, Mingi.â You gave him a friendly smile, âIâm Y/n, by the way. I donât think weâve ever officially introduced ourselves.â
He chuckled and shook your hand, âNice to meet you. Iâve heard a lot about you.â
âNice to meet you, too,â you glanced down at your friend, âI could say the same thing about you.â
Rosie just giggled and leaned further into your side. And your heart about melted at the way Mingi looked at her so fondly. Hearts practically forming in his eyes.
He opened the door to the backseat and half bowed, presenting the open car door to you, âLadies.âÂ
You laughed and slipped into his car, clearly freshly cleaned. Rosie slid in after you, taking Mingiâs hand as he helped her into the car and kissing him on the cheek before he closed the door. She was glowing, and you couldnât be more happy for her.
As you pulled up to the barn, your stomach fluttered with nerves. The car pulled to a stop before Mingi helped you both out and led you to the door, his hand resting on Rosieâs back.
The atmosphere is much calmer than you were expecting. It was still a party, but the ambiance of the small barn was really nice. There was no DJ, just a playlist playing over the various speakers spread around the building. A small but adequate bar was set up not too far from the door, and you saw many people serving themselves out of the coolers. The lights were low, but it was still relatively easy to see all the way across the small space. And there were hardly more than fifty people here, so you had a lot of room to breathe.Â
Maybe you were glad that Rosie had dragged you out of the house for this.Â
âAlright ladies,â Mingi spoke from beside you, his hand on your friendâs lower back, âEveryone is over there.â He pointed to one of the many high-top tables that were spread around the dance floor.
And just like you suspected, Yunho stood beside it alongside a couple men you failed to recognize. He wore the normal cowboy get-up, but it seemed nicer today. Even though he wore the same beige hat youâd seen him in before, he was more dressed up. His jeans were darker, and he wore a white button-up that had clearly been ironed before he put it on. And maybe it was just the low light of the barn or maybe it was your newfound singleness, but something about the way he leaned against that table and the way his head tilted back when he laughed made your stomach flip.
You followed Mingi and Rosie to the table, trailing behind the two of them and trying to catch your breath and calm your growing nerves. Yunho saw Mingi first, his height and platinum hair a dead giveaway, and broke into a huge smile. He pulled his friend in for a hug, with two mildly aggressive pats to the back. And he even pulled Rosie in for a small side hug.Â
âYou guys made it!â He greeted with a huge grin. When he let go of Rosie, he finally saw you over Mingiâs shoulder. For a brief second he looked a little shocked, though you could tell he was trying to hide it. He broke into yet another smile but a softer one, one that was more obvious in his eyes than his lips. âHey.â
You waved shyly at him, âHi.â
Rosie and Mingi stepped aside to chat with the others, leaving the two of you alone with each other. âHowâve you been?â
You shrugged and failed to reel back a clearly unsavory sigh, âItâs been alright.â
He raised an eyebrow at you, âYou sure?â
The tips of your fingers fiddled with the fringe on your skirt, and you chuckled dryly, âItâs been kinda horrible actually. I havenât had to deal with a breakup since I was sixteen, so I guess Iâm just out of practice.â
He laughed at that, and you were glad, feeling better that you hadnât brought down the mood. âTry not to beat yourself up about it, alright? Break ups suck, but a lot of the time, it is for the better. And if you ever need anythinâ, car related or otherwise, call me. I know youâve got Rosie to help you out, but if you ever need help when sheâsâŚâ he glanced over at your friend who was practically hanging off of Mingiâs arm, âpreoccupied, just let me know.â
You looked up at him, grateful for his willingness, âThank you, Yunho.â
He tipped his hat, in a way that seemed half a joking nod to his cowboy persona and half completely sincere and genuine, âOf course, Doll. Anytime.â He glanced over your shoulder, âCan I introduce you to my friends? Well, most of âem, anyways. Looks like weâve got some slowpokes who havenât shown up yet.â
âPlease, Iâd love that.âÂ
He holds out his arm for you, and you grasp it gently, letting him tuck your hand into the crease of his elbow. And he guides you back to the table where the rest of the group has been talking.Â
They all turned to the two of you once they noticed your approach. Waiting curiously while Yunho introduced the girl who'd arrived with Mingiâs date, âGuys, this is y/n.â
You smile, giving them all a small wave, catching the eye of one of the men who was practically beaming at you.
âWell I was wondering when weâd finally get to meet her,â the blonde man said, leaning over the table and shaking your hand when you reached for him, âNice to meet you. Iâm Hongjoong.âÂ
âNice to meet you, too.âÂ
You went around the whole table introducing yourself. You found out that Hongjoong had been in the year ahead of Yunho and Mingi in high school and had left town for fashion school in New York after heâd graduated. Heâd moved back a couple of years ago and opened his own tailoring shop downtown. Bringing his boyfriend, Seonghwa, back with him from school with him. Both of them moving in together in the small studio above Hongjoongâs shop. Seonghwa had pulled you in for a hug immediately upon meeting you, and you couldnât help but feel a deep warmth at how easily accepted you were.
After meeting Seonghwa and Hongjoong, you were introduced to San. And found out that you and San actually went to the same university. Never once did you cross paths, but it was nice to have the connection nonetheless. He was newer to the group apparently. Only meeting Mingi at a race a little under a year ago. He wasnât a mechanic but he âknew his way around the cab better than anyone.â Or at least thatâs what Mingi had claimed.
And then there was Yunhoâs younger cousin, Jongho. Apparently, this whole barn bash tradition had been one started by his parents, and, though he wasnât super keen on running it, he made sure that the party still happened annually.Â
When Yunho went to grab you a beer, Jongho nudged your side with his elbow. Smirking at the way you shamelessly eyed his cousin at the bar.
âHeâs single, you know?â standing next to you and admiring his cousin alongside you. Watching as he mingled with some other friends beer the cooler.
You laughed, âSo Iâve heard. Thatâs not really any of my business, is it, though?â
Jongho shrugged, âI would say by the way you wonât stop staring at him, it might be all of your business.â
This kid. âI guess itâs kind of on him to make a move then, isnât it?â
âHe wonât.â He took a sip of his beer. Setting it on the table in front of you.
âWhat?â you glanced over at him, brows pinched in confusion. âWhat do you mean âhe wonât?ââ
He met your eyes, âYou just got out of a relationship, right?â You nodded hesitantly and a bit embarrassed that that was knowledge he had. âThen heâs not gonna push anything. It took a lot of convincing from us,â he gestured to the group, âto even get him to invite you tonight, and he wouldnât even do that directly. Unless you push for it, Yunho isnât gonna make a move. He wants to give you the time you need to heal. So the ball is definitely in your court for this one.â
You pondered his words. Turning them over in your head. Part of you nervous at the prospect of being in charge, being the driving force. But another part of you feeling like he just couldnât get anymore perfect. Already, he had been nothing but respectful and gentle toward you. Helping you where you needed it. But something about the way he treated youâŚit just made you feel so special.
Your heart tightened at the feeling. Special wasnât a new feeling. A much younger you had felt that beautifully deceptive feeling before. Because it doesnât take much to feel special, but it's an easy way to trick the heart.
âWant me to open it for ya?â Yunho gestured to the beer in his hand that he had so graciously grabbed for you.
You nodded, âThat would be wonderful.â
âNot a problem, Doll.â
You watched as he positioned the rim of the bottle against the edge of the table. Shamelessly admiring his arms as he did it. You hadnât noticed it earlier, but at some point, heâd rolled his sleeves up. Revealing his toned forearms. From which you could see his many veins lining his arm. When he brought his hand down on top of the bottle you jumped in surprise, watching the cap pop up and fall to the ground.
Yunho laughed at your jumpiness, reaching the bottle out to you. His fingers brushing over yours when you took it from him.
âThank you,â you gave him a shy smile.
He opened his mouth to playfully remark over the way you ogled at him, but he was cut off by a voice behind you.
âY/n!?â shouted a male voice full of obvious surprise. Your head whipped around, recognizing that voice instantly.
You stared at him wide-eyed in shock. Though his hair was longer and his voice deeper, youâd recognize Jung Wooyoung anywhere. And he hardly gave you a second to breathe before his arms were wrapped around your shoulders, practically suffocating you.Â
He rocked you side to side dramatically when you finally hugged him back, your arms embracing his back. You were still trying to comprehend seeing his face after so long, when he pulled back, hands still resting on your shoulders, âHow have you been?â His enthusiasm not once wavering. He playfully slapped your shoulder, âWhere have you been?â
Still a bit dazed, you just blinked at him, before pulling him back in and hugging him tighter than before. His giggle vibrated through your chest. A sound you thought youâd honestly never hear again. And though you couldnât see his face, you could perfectly visualize the way his lips pulled back into that smile that had encouraged you so strongly all those years ago.
Finally, after several long moments, you let each other go. His smile still burning as he repeated his question, âHowâve you been?â
You shrugged, trying not to let the unfortunate question tamper your mood, âFine. Kind of going through a breakup right now, so itâs been a little rough if Iâm honest.â You felt your heart fill with a familiar warmth, though. And you smiled at the memories of your long walks together, the ones where you told each other everything.
âOh girl, a bad one?â
You nodded, taking a sip of your beer, âHe cheated.â
âShit, seriously!?â he made a face of disgust, âGive me his name. Iâll kick his ass. I swear.â
You sat there for a second silently staring at him. A bit embarrassed to admit the truth he had yet to realize.
Expectantly, he kept his gaze locked onto yours, waiting patiently for your response. Until you saw it click in his eyes, and his face turned to a look of utter disgust. âPlease tell me you two did not just break up.â You avoided his eyes. His judgement, âWas there at least a break in there?â
You shook your head, âNoâŚâ
âDamn, girl. Howâd you put up with that for that long?â Sympathy washed over his face.
Shrugging you offered the only thing you could think of as a reasonable answer, âIt was comfortable? I donât really know.â You leaned against the table, âHeâs the only boyfriend Iâve ever had, so I guess I justâŚdidnât really know when I was supposed to end it.â
âMaybe thatâs just the thing with him.â
You hummed.
He continued, âHe makes you feel like youâre where youâre supposed to be. With him. And your life revolves around him for so long that it just becomes the new normal, and you struggle to even remember what your life was like before you met him. Was it better? Was it worse? I guess itâs hard to tell when heâs worn you down so much that you canât even think that hard.â
As much as it was so nice to have someone to understand your pain, your heart hurt for Wooyoung, too. You placed a comforting hand on his back.Â
He smiled gently at you, âWell, Iâm glad you're at least out of it now.â
âIâm glad you are, too.â
Things between him and Yeonjun had ended disastrously. About as bad as things could go. Wooyoung leaving the band had been kind of inevitable from the beginning. With all logic, it was just a fun thing for him to do throughout his university years. He had never planned for it to be a lifelong thing, let alone the career path that Yeonjun seemed to think it was. But when Wooyoung had told Yeonjun that he was leaving the group one month before graduation, it was chaos. A constant storm of accusations. Yeonjun berating his former friend for being a poser and a traitor. And Wooyoung scoffing at the man's delusions.Â
You remember the countless hours you spent in Yeonjunâs room. In his bed consoling him. Telling him that it was going to be okay. And reassuring him that he didnât need his help to keep the band together. Though you were secretly hoping to see Wooyoung move on to better things.
Peering up at him, you asked softly, âYou donât hate me, do you?â
He laughed through his nose, tucking you into his side and pressing his cheek into your forehead, âI could never. Actually sometimes I wonder why I never reached back out to you. Maybe I had figured youâd moved on.â
âI missed you, Youngie.âÂ
You felt him let out a content breath, âI missed you, too.âÂ
From behind you, you felt a pair of eyes on you, practically burning into your skull. You glanced over to see his painfully familiar face watching the two of you carefully. You tried to smile and wave at him, but he continued to stare, seemingly uninterested, before returning to his conversation with San.
âOh, yeahâŚâ Wooyoung muttered, âYeosangâs here, too.â
âMhm,â you sighed, a bit defeated, âAnd he still hates me.â
He nudged your hip with his, âHey, he doesnât hate you. You two justâŚprobably have some things you need to work out.â
You glared at him, âThat might be oversimplifying it.â
âSeriously, I think you just need to talk to him. At least for closure. Because I know the way you two left things left room for none of that.â
Of course, he was right. The last time you spoke to Yeosang, it was a massive fight. One that had left many wounds, the biggest one being the loss of your closest friend. Someone who had always made you feel complete.
âIâll try.â It felt like an empty promise. The thought of going over there and talking to him made you honestly sick to your stomach.Â
âHey,â Wooyoung slid your beer back into your hand, âDonât let it bum out your night, okay?â He looked back at the group and then smirking back at you, âSoâŚYunho?â
You took a sip to try and mask your smile, âWhat about him?â
âDonât play dumb. Whatâs going on there? Howâd you two even meet?â
You laughed, âActually, I think you would really like this story.â
After chatting with Wooyoung for what felt like hours, you found yourself wandering back to Yunho. You could tell he was a bit tipsy from the light flush across his face.Â
âSmall world, huh?â He gestured toward your friend.
âYeah I guess it is,â smiling fondly at him.
He lifts his hat off to readjust and ruffle his hair before placing it neatly back on his head. God you needed to get over your feelings about that hat. But you couldnât stop looking at him. Something about the alcohol that was barely in your system and the way the smallest of his actions drove you up the wall had you feeling insane.Â
But maybe it also had you feeling more confident. Perhaps a bit too confident.
âHey,â You look up at Yunho apprehensively, âDo you wanna dance?â
His smile makes you nearly melt into the floor as he tips his head to the side, that stupid beige hat lopsided with the motion, âOf course, Doll. I thought youâd never ask.â
He takes your beer from your hands and discards it in the trash. Grabbing your hand and pulling you to the center of the barn where everyone is mingling and dancing together.Â
You stumbled over your feet and braced yourself on his chest. He grinned down at you, âWell hello pretty girl.âÂ
He placed his hands on your waist to steady you. âHi,â you whispered up at him.
He held you so gently. Letting you both sway to the song that reverberated off the wooden walls of the barn. But you paid no mind to the music or the dust at your feet or Wooyoungâs eyes that you could feel boring into your back. Too focused on the way you could hear the rustle of Yunhoâs shirt as you danced.
As soon as the song picked up its beat, though, the two of you started to really have your fun. His hands found your own and he pulled you to him before spinning you around. He was careful with you, but not in a way that stomped on any of your excitement. You just feltâŚsafe around him. And as many times as he spun you and dipped you and pulled you to him, you never once doubted his ability to keep you upright and in his arms.
Even when you tripped over your feet a couple times, he always made sure you were steady and balanced. And then he would proceed to giggle and tease you for being clumsy.
It was so carefree. Being with him made it so easy to forget that you were rotting in your bed just earlier that day. And it wasnât out of a place of pity. He was just that kind of guy. The one who was so easily able to make you laugh with just his presence. And one that valued your happiness just because you deserved to be happy, not because it made him feel good to cheer you up.
And as the music kept going you could feel yourself falling deeper and deeper into his big brown eyes. Maybe it was just the alcohol or maybe it was the fact that this man, who seemed to embody everything you would want in man, had you in his arms, but your mind kept flashing with thoughts of lifting his hat off of his head and running your hands through his hair. Brushing your fingers over his cheek. Wrapping your arms around his neck.
As the music slowed, the space between you two shrank until there was virtually nothing between you save for the clothing covering your skin. Yunhoâs hands lightly squeezed your waist, his eyes searching your expression for any sign of discomfort, âIs this okay?â
You nodded, letting your hands rest comfortably on his chest, âItâs perfect.â
Your eyes explored his face. Over his lightly flushed cheeks, over his beautiful eyes that tracked your every move, over the soft pink of his lips that made it impossible not to imagine them on your skin. You didnât even notice when your hands slid from their place on his chest to the back of his neck. Holding yourself closer to him. The tips of your fingers brushing against the pieces of his soft hair that peaked out of his hat.
The sound of the music faded completely into the background. The only beat you could feel was the one of your hearts beating together in rhythm.Â
âFuck,â he said in a whispered breath, âyouâre so beautiful.â
You pulled a bit of your lip between your teeth, âYunhoâŚâ
He removed a hand from your waist and cupped your cheek, âDoll.â
You could only blink and look deep into his eyes. Trying to ignore the way your heart pounded erratically in your chest. Your ears drowning out anything but his voice.
âDoll,â he leaned in closer, and his eyes flicked down to your lips, âCan I kiss you?â
âPlease,â you practically whimpered. Letting him fill the gap between you. Kissing you with so much need and desire. Like heâd been wanting this for months. For years. His arms wrapped around your back. Holding you as close as he could get you.Â
And you let him kiss you so breathlessly that you had to gasp for air when he pulled away in moments. Grasping tight to the back of his neck. Only to be pulled back in by those deep, beautiful eyes.
His lips were so soft on top of your own. Just like you had imagined. But it was the way he held you that made you feel so safe. His arms around you like heâd never let you go. Like the comfort of having someone by your side for a lifetime.Â
It felt like a lifetime.
An eternity.
Youâd felt that before.Â
When you had started dating Yeonjun at nineteen it had felt like a lifetime. And the way he kissed you the first time had made you melt into his arms. Youâd rushed headfirst into that relationship. So sure that the sparks that flew between you and the tipsy butterflies filling your gut were enough to sustain the feeling youâd mistaken for love.Â
And here you were again.Â
Running away from Yeonjun and tumbling into Yunhoâs open arms.Â
Sweet, sincere, and beautiful Yunho who genuinely seemed to want something deeper with you.Â
Who seemed to truly see you and want you despite knowing so little about you.
God, what the fuck were you doing?
Yunho pulled away from you immediately when he felt you freeze up in his arms. âHey, whatâs wrong?â He asked. His brows furrowed and voice gentle but still piercing through the loud music surrounding you. Concerned at the way you wouldnât even meet his eyes.
You stumbled away from him, âYunho, Iâm so sorry.â Practically falling out of his grasp and in the next instant you were bolting out the nearest door.Â
Yunho stared in shock as the barnâs side door slammed behind you. Glancing over at his friends, he saw that none of them had seemed to notice the incident. And with Rosie and Mingi nowhere in sight, he had no choice to run after you. A mix of fear of confusion guiding his steps as he chased after you. Momentarily losing sight of you in the dark expanse of the pasture.
The soft dirt revealed footprints that matched the pointed toe of your heeled boots along the side of the corn field. He followed them without a thought. Only racking his brain for what had gone wrong. Each step he took had him feeling sicker and sicker with dread.Â
Fuck he had moved too fast.Â
Never in his twenty-five years of life had he kissed someone without taking them on a date first. Let alone a woman who, before tonight, had not been single every time they had met. He knew he was jumping the gun when he asked Mingi to bring you tonight, though he wasnât really sure if you were gonna show up. And just the brief idea that he had made you uncomfortable made Yunho want to curl up and die.
As your footsteps made the curve around the edge of the corn field, he finally saw you. Sitting in the old swing that hung from the massive oak tree that loomed over the pasture.Â
His heart hurt when he saw you there. Hunched over and sobbing into your hands. With your back to him, he knew you couldnât see him, but he was sure you knew that he was gonna come after you. Nevertheless, he stepped a bit heavier than he normally would, so you could hear him. Not wanting to scare you off another time.
You refused to turn around when you heard him coming up behind you, but you let your thumbs swipe away the tears that threatened to stream down your cheeks, taking a few deep breaths to try and get yourself together.
And when you caught a glimpse of him stepping into your line of sight, you finally dropped your hands from your face. Teeth gnawing at your lip. Trying to think of something, anything, to say to rectify the mess you had just created.
Because, truth was, that was probably the sweetest and gentlest kiss of your entire life, and maybe if you had held it together for two more seconds, you would have been able to explain your worries to him.
But instead, when you looked up from your lap to the man squatting right in front of you, hat clenched in his hands. And you couldnât even find it in yourself to swoon at his flushed cheeks or the messy hair falling over his face, because all you could see was the distressed look in his eyes.
âDollââ he shook his head, âY/n, Iâm sorry if I misreadâŚFuck.â He dragged a hand over his face and up into his hair, pushing the strands out of his face, âThat was too soon. Iâm so sorry. I should have neverââ
âYunho,â you cut him off. Still fighting back tears, âYou did nothing wrong.â
âButââ
You put your hand up to stop him again, âStop. Please. Itâs not your fault. Itâs mine. I shouldâve never asked you to dance. I didnât mean to give you false hope.â
His heart broke a little, and you could see it in his eyes, âCâmon, you donât mean thatâŚâ
âIâm sorry,â your words came out in a broken whisper, âIâm justâŚI canât do this,â you pointed at him and then yourself, âright now.âÂ
âSweetheart,â he lifted a hand and cautiously placed it on your knee, and you let him keep it there, âI donâ mean to rush things. We can wait as long as you need and go as slow as you're comfortable with. I just,â he took a deep breath, âdonât wanna let you go.â
You placed your hand over his, forcing yourself to look him in the eyes despite how painful it was, âYunho, you are such a sweet guy. And I know someday you will make someone so happy.â His head dropped forward, his forehead barely resting against your leg in defeat, âBut that someone just isnât me. Not now. And probably not for a long time. I have too many wounds to heal from Yeonjun, and I just canât pass that burden on to you.â
He stood up from the ground and you lifted yourself up with him. Your heart nearly cracking in half at the tears streaming down his face, âYou wonât even let me try?â His voice came out in a strained whisper.
You reached your thumb up to wipe a tear from his eye, selfishly letting your hand rest on his cheek. You shook your head. âI need time. Too much time to expect you to wait for me.â The hat he dangled in his hands, the hat youâd grown to love, bumped against your thigh. You grabbed it from him and slipped it back onto his head. Smiling sadly up at him âI believe in you, cowboy. Youâll find someone else. I just know it.â
Pushing yourself up onto your toes, you gave him one last kiss on the cheek. Before leaving him standing there in the cool night air. Wishing for a brief second that you hadnât come tonight at all. But wishing even stronger that you would never leave.
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Under Her Skirt
Choi Yewon (Arin) x Male Reader
Tags: A2M, acrobatic 69, anal, ass eating, ass-to-pussy, balcony sex, carry fucking, cheeky, choking, cute but slutty, daddy kink, dirty talk, (lots of) facefucking, face slapping, facial, miniskirt, objectification, rough sex, schoolgirl, socks, spanking, specs, spitting, squirting
Word count: 5143
For the last couple years, you and Arin seemed frozen in time. Ever since Oh My Girl renewed their contracts and moved towards sporadic activities, you have had very few chances to see Arin in person. All your opportunities would come from festivals where they would always play the same songs, and all you could do was watch Arin jiggling her cheeks on stage from afar.
After you saw Arin perform in a schoolgirl outfit, wearing specs and looking cuter than ever, but also sexier than ever, you knew this drought had to end. You had to get Arin at all costs. It had become a matter of life or death for you. As you managed to dribble their managers and snuck into backstage, you found the beautiful, cute Arin right there, her heartwarming smile in full display when she saw you.
"It's been a while since we last met," Arin said. "I still remember when you used to warm me up backstage before Music Bank," she continued. "Can we do this again, even if just for today?" you asked. "Sure, meet me at home; I'll be waiting for you," she said.
Arin sent you a few pictures of her schoolgirl outfit before she even published them on Instagram. Truth be told, she missed you too and had been craving it for a long time; that backstage smile wasn't for nothing at all.
Arin greeted you with her stage outfit still on. Her glow-up since you two last met was quite amazing. The more you looked at her, the more your lust for her grew. Flashbacks of her riding you with her cheeky butt already popped into your mind, of you carrying her and spanking her ass while going nonstop inside her holes. It was long overdue to bring it back.
It turns out Arin wanted it just as much as you did. As you sat on the chair around her house's table, she took a different route, sitting on top of the table itself with her round cheeks and advancing towards you, giving you sexy kisses where you could feel how much she missed you.
"You want this, baby?" Arin asked you. You didn't reply, but the expressions on your face already made your answer clear to her. And your next move, even more so, as you jumped from the chair and grabbed Arin by her neck, immediately answering back her torrid kisses. You took your coat off as Arin's sexy mouth quickly heated you up. "You're still the same whore from the last time we met," you told her, giving her face a little slap. "But I'm a lot more experienced now," Arin pushed back.
"Then let's cheek it; I mean, check it," you said as you reached under her skirt. God, you really missed those cheeks. The moment you grabbed them, you already wanted to explode. Memories of you clapping it and spanking it hard flashed into your eyes. You placed Arin's body on top of the table and already took her panties off. Her lifted skirt stays on, just like her socks and specs. You are very much enamored by this look on Arin, like you never were before, and ready to show it to her.
You duck your head under Arin's skirt and start eating her pretty pussy. That cute schoolgirl facade is only present in her outfit. Everywhere else, Arin is just the moaning slut you always knew her for, as she closes her wonderful thighs around your head the more you stimulate her sweaty pussy. Soon, your fingers replace your hands as you kiss Arin and let her taste her hole while your hands make her even wetter. Arin just falls back onto the table and enjoys the finger-fucking session.
"Yes, please, please," Arin begs right before you kiss her. But you've got different plans. Carrying this petite doll was always one of your favorite things, and you do it again as Arin clings to your mouth and keeps kissing you.
"Turn around," you say as you drop Arin to the floor after a little while. As you give her skirt a little lift, the thing she's most known for is already on full display. You waste no time ducking between her fat cheeks, circling your tongue around both her holes. But this time, her asshole gets the most attention, as you already tongue it deep and soon remind yourself how much better it tastes when sweaty. Arin just moans and spreads her legs.
Arin starts jiggling her ass as you eat her out and grabs your head to dunk it deeper between her cheeks. Her reaction makes you go even crazier, as you suddenly get up and give Arin an order: "Let's get this off," you tell her, as she tries to take her top and tie off while you choke her and finger her pussy at the same time.
"Ohhhh, I missed that touch so much," Arin says. "Of course you did; you're an insatiable whore, always jiggling those cheeks on stage," you punch back, yanking her top off. "It looks like you enjoyed that jiggling, didn't you?" Arin said. "Look at how hard you are; I've been noticing it the moment you entered my house," Arin replied, touching your pants right where your erection lied.
"Then get on your knees and worship it, bitch," you tell her, unbuttoning your pants. Arin quickly wraps her hands around it and licks your shaft from top to bottom multiple times before she sloppily sucks it. "Open that mouth, bitch," you tell her as you grab her hair and start fucking her beautiful face, your balls slapping nonstop against her chin. As you stop with your cock impaling her throat, Arin moves it even further, testing herself and getting ready to gag hard on that shaft.
"Spit on my mouth, please," Arin says, opening it even further as soon as she gags on your meat. You give her what she wants and kiss her once again shortly after, quickly moving to keep the facefucking going. You had forgotten how messy she gets when her pretty face gets pounded, going from a cute, classy maknae straight into a slutty cocksleeve.
"You like to fuck that cute little face, don't you, baby?" Arin asks as she goes back to blowing that pipe off. "But you like it better when I turn into this cock-sucking slut, right?" she says as she finishes her aggressive blowjob, taking all your shaft in, including giving a lot of love to your balls.
"You're going to detention today, you slutty schoolgirl," you poke at her, aggressively taking Arin's bra off and exposing her perky tits. More kissing ensues while you rub Arin's cute boobs before slapping them. "Tell me who's daddy's whore?" you ask her. "I am!" Arin laughs.
"Get in there," you say as Arin places her small head between your legs. You feel really dominant watching her face get fucked in that position, giving you the perfect view of your manhood bulging under her throat while your balls hit the glasses in her specs.
"AHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHH." Arin screams from the top of her lungs once you pull out of her mouth. "Shut up, bitch," you tell her, covering her mouth with your hands as soon as she screams. Instead, Arin licks your fingers nonstop. "My pussy tastes really good," she says once she finishes it.
You take your shoes off, making a stomping noise on the woody floor of Arin's house. Clearly, she hasn't learned the lesson. Now you fuck her face with your fingers, going deep into her pussy. "How does that taste, cunt?" Arin tries to say some words, but your cock mutes them. "Louder, I can't hear it," you tell her.
Arin coughs all over your cock, but little does she know you're about to get even spicier. You grab her by the waist and flip her upside down. "Don't let those specs fall down," you say to her. "YESSSS!" Arin gets excited and licks your cock as you grab her lower body and eat her pussy while she's upside down. Down low, she maniacally licks your shaft.
"Who told you to do this?" you ask her, spanking her ass and thrusting your prick right back into her face. Arin gets punished hard as her cheeks slowly turn into your favorite color: red. Upside down, a cock deep in her throat, a tongue deep in her cuntâit's incredible that Arin still manages to keep those specs on and still finds strength to bob her head on your dick as soon as you stop fucking her face, which leads to yet another punishment spank from you.
You flip Arin back and kiss her. "Yes, baby, it looks like you enjoyed that 69, didn't you?" you rhetorically ask. "But we are just starting," you say as you grab her neck once again. "Bend over," you order right after, placing your hands in her cheeks as you go back to rubbing her cunt.
"Time to get punished, bitch," you tell Arin, sliding your cock in her pussy. "Oh fuck," Arin gets caught by surprise with a monster suddenly inside her cunt, but instinctively bends over from long years of experience. "YES, YES, YES, FUCK IT!" Arin yells as you are already clapping her massive cheeks, giving her no room to breathe and attacking hard from the start. "Please destroy my pussy, AHHHHH," she begs as you pick up the pace.
"Fuck me just like that, hit me deeper," Arin keeps demanding as you pump her pussy nonstop, spreading her cheeks and moaning while you grab her arms behind her back. You push her body towards yours and give her a crazy pounding in standing doggy, treating her pussy like a fleshlight and making her cheeks let out loud noises each time you thrust deep inside her.
Arin has to cling back onto the table not to get obliterated, as you stop a bit to admire her meaty cheeks. "Get down," you tell her, taking advantage of a submissive Arin is bending over to eat her desirable butthole as she jiggles her ass and lets her cheeks hit your face. You put a finger up her asshole, but it's so warm you can't resist but to shove your whole cock inside it shortly after.
"Use my asshole; I know that's what you want the mo... AHHHH," Arin says. "Don't worry, bitch, I'll use it like my personal toy," you tell her, fucking her ass and spanking her cheeks nonstop. "Please, shove that cock deep in my ass," Arin continues to say. You love how her facial expressions change with each pumping and spanking you give her. "Oh my God, you fuck me so hard," Arin says. Even for a slut like her, it's hard to take such a big cock at such a fast speed in her butthole.
"USE ME. USE ME. USE ME. DESTROY MY TINY LITTLE ASSHOLE, FUCK!" Arin keeps screaming. The more she talks, the harder you fuck her ass, and the louder her cheeks clap. Not even five minutes in, but she can barely stand up, getting fucked like an animal as you go raw on her.
"I love how you fuck me," Arin says as soon as you finish ramming her. You slap her face as soon as you hear those words, which she loves. "Are you going to fuck me like your dirty little bitch?" Arin asks, clearly wanting more. You let your actions do the talking, grabbing her and leading Arin towards the balcony, pinning her against the glass door. Arin can barely hold onto the glass as you manhandle her ass, her moaning mouth, and her sliding hands, leaving an imprint on the glass on this foggy, cold day.Â
"OH. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK," she screams, her little tits now hitting the glass nonstop as she has no control over her body, getting plowed like a slutty fuckdoll that she is. Arin gets grabbed from behind, and your primal urge to destroy her only grows as her whole body gets suffocated between that glass and your dominating self, forcing her to cling as hard as possible to any support, holding the door with all her might just to survive your rough anal rampage.
"Lick that glass, you dirty whore," you say, spitting on it right after you stop pounding Arin, who follows. "I want you to fuck me so bad," she says once she finishes. "What did you say?" you ask her, grabbing Arin back inside the room. Arin laughs. "Then shut up and show me," you say, lifting her leg against the door. "Ready to put it back in?" she demands, giving you a lustful stare. "Give me that ass," you say; indeed, you can't say no to it.
You fuck and spank Arin's ass like crazy. "Keep going, daddy," she says, masturbating herself at each thrust and even using different languages: "Follame el culo," she demands, in Spanish, as you grab her cheeks, but a different one in this case, those in her cute slutty face. Arin gets her face slapped multiple times, but she also retaliates and spanks yours as well, showing she's truly an untamed slut. All that while getting fucked hard in the ass.
"Make me fucking take it," Arin says as your anal addiction to her only grows. "I want you to treat me like the biggest whore you've ever met," she continues. You switch to a standing doggy once again; never stop fucking her butt. "SĂ papi, asĂ, asĂ, asĂ," she says once again in Spanish. "Fuck me harder, fuck me harder," she then says.
You indeed fuck Arin harder, making her hold against the door not to get destroyed. Her entire body jiggles, even her little tits. "Make me fucking take it, daddy," she continues. And you make her, gabbing Arin from behind. "GOD, I'M GONNA CUM," she says right after. As you just seem to have endless energy and never stop, her butt keeps getting spanked, her body used like a fleshlight. Her neck choked in such a way that it clenched her entire throat. If Arin really wants to be treated like a sex object, you sure won't object.
Arin gets on her knees to suck your cock. Despite the rampage she just endured, she seems just fine and ready for more, savoring her asshole like a dinner meal and making loud noises with her mouth as she gets very sloppy. Soon you're treating her face just like her asshole, fucking it hard as she nods with your cock deep in her throat, ready to choke on it. You spit on her face as soon as you finish it. "Give it back," she asks for more as you fuck her face with her still jerking your cock off.
"Come in." You grab Arin's hair as she crawls inside on all fours like a dirty puppy. You slam her body into the table and start eating her pussy. "Yes, daddy, make me fucking cum, ahhh," Arin moans as she moves her hips to meet your mouth inside her cunt. Soon, your mouth is replaced by that huge cock, sensing that Arin wants it back inside, begging and moaning as you pump her pussy in a hot missionary position before shoving your whole hand inside her mouth to shut her up.
Arin bites your hand as she chokes all over it, trying to let her moan out as you put the heat in her pussy. As you free Arin's mouth, you give her no time to collect herself, switching straight back to her asshole. The spanking continued, as this time you targeted her milky thighs. "Yes, that's what I want; spank me, spank me," Arin said as you kept hitting her.
You make things even harder for Arin as you shove your hand inside her pussy to add to the pumps you were already giving her asshole. She's on the edge of the table, having to be careful not to fall down. "FUCK. MAKE. ME. CUM," she says, each word becoming more and more of a struggle to come out of her mouth. "Fuck, I'm cumming," she says right after, her nipples fully erected and her body overwhelmed by the anal and vaginal stimulation you give her simultaneously.
Hearing those words makes you increase your speed a lot more, pounding Arin's ass until she squirts and cums all over your hands. You pull out and set your sights on fingering her wet cunt as Arin slides her legs out of the table. "Slap my fucking cunt, yesss," she begs as juices come out of it, and she wants the slapping session to extend into her entire body.
Arin romantically kisses you as she finishes her orgasm. You then turn her body around and place her head, falling out of the table, to fuck her face. "Give me all that cock," she begs as you plow her throat balls deep, and she savors your shaft, letting out loud moans that you can't hear an audible word of. Arin coughs deeper on your cock once you stop your pounding motion, engulfing it with ease. You two spend a couple minutes on this routine, with Arin lasting longer each time you shove your prick deep in her throat, coating your dick full of her spit and creating strings of saliva coming out of your throbbing shaft.
"Fuck that face up," Arin demands as you treat her mouth like a human onahole, reaching under her needy pussy to finger it while your pole is buried deep in her throat. "Yes, gag on that dick, you fucking whore," you tell her. "Fuck yeah!" she answers back.
With Arin still recovering, you grab her body and carry her. She answers immediately by bouncing on your cock while up in the air, showing why it's one of her favorite positions. Her moans are music to your ears as Arin impales herself on your big dick, and you enjoy how easy it is to spank her cheeks. Soon, Arin is kissing you while getting pounded and spanked mid-air.
But you want to pump her harder, dropping to the floor and without pulling out, hammering her pussy upwards as Arin has to hold herself to the edge of the table, getting pounded nonstop down low in her cunt. Your balls slapped onto her cheeks multiple times, turning both of you on even further. "Make those fucking cheeks clap," Arin orders as the pounding continues, only stopping for a couple seconds for you to switch holes and do the same thing but to her already sore ass.
You let Arin twerk on your dick as she made it disappear under her big cheeky butt. You love how she energetically jumps on that dick like an insatiable slut, spanking her cheeks and telling her to go fast, which Arin follows to the degree that your cock slips out of her butthole. Rather than complaining, you just take advantage of it to slide it back in her cunt and be the alpha man, obliterating it once more as your balls go all the way up into hitting her anal entrance with the speed you pump Arin's pussy.
"Let me fucking ride it; I need your fucking cock right now," Arin says as you pause a bit, letting her take control of the ride and impale herself all the way into her cervix. You kiss her and give her already red cheeks a little tap to praise her before she stops, and you two have a clingy and romantic moment filled with kisses, but always with your cock deep inside her.
You push Arin to the top of the table, lying on it while doing so, letting her enjoy a ride while standing tall. "There you go," you say as Arin spreads her legs and settles them on the table, giving long bounces on your dick, going all the way up your tip and then pushing all the way down your balls. "You want to feel this warm, needy pussy?" she asks. "Yes, just like that," you reply. Arin's moans get sexier as she shows her love for riding big dicks. "All the way deep in my pussy," she says while her bounce continues, and you get a perfect view of her hole getting stretched out every time she takes your cock in and out of it.
Arin's moans get louder as she spreads her cheeks. "Look at me taking all this fucking cock all the way in," she brags. "Time for you to use that fucking pussy again," she commands, as you push up it and Arin gets her sex manhandled while mid-air, the loud noise of her clapping cheeks filling the room once more. "FUCK. FUCK. FUCK," is all she can say, defenseless as your cock stabs her cunt like nothing, making her skirt wave at each thrust.
"FUCK. FUCK, I WANT ALL OF IT," Arin screams, still mid-air. "Nonstop, nonstop, nonstop, nonstop, nonstop," she starts singing one of her group's hits while giving you an order at the same time. "YEAH. YEAH. YEAH. FUCK. I'M CUMMING." Arin gets destroyed as you show no mercy for her cunt; the more her cheeks clap, the harder you pound her. As soon as you run out of stamina, Arin grinds her pussy on your cock sideways, coating it with her juices, and kisses you to show gratitude for fucking her like a whore.
Arin flips to the opposite side, diving to taste your cock full of her juices from both holes. You get up a bit to watch her marvelous mouth work all the way down your shaft as Arin deepthroats it in full force and makes even louder noises as she keeps coughing on that dick. More deepthroating ensues as you duck her head into your crotch until she gags.
"Is that what you want? To fuck me hard like a dirty little slut?" Arin asks as you choke her, and she fingers herself. "Put it back in my ass, please," she says, lying on the edge of the table as you penetrate her already gaped butthole. "Give me more; destroy my tiny little asshole," she continues as she moans, and you spank her little. "Use that fucking asshole, yeah," she keeps saying. "Choke me," Arin demands as you oblige, while placing your thumb in her mouth.
"Back and forth, switch between my holes," Arin keeps demanding as you take turns between her anus and cunt and tease her before settling for another hard ass-fucking that she loves. "Yes, please, stretch my ass like that. I love it. I love it in my fucking ass. Stuff me up, stuff me up," she tells you. The anal pounding continues, but you surprise her with another switch to her pussy, enjoying the whole back and forth hole-stretching, but truth be told, Arin has a favorite one.
"Please put it back in my fucking ass; I want you to use it," she begs. You go back into her asshole just as she wants, turning her cheeks even redder. "My ass is so fucking wet for you," she keeps talking dirty and praising the wonder of her tiny little stretched anus.Â
You clap Arin's cheeks against the table as you increase the speed of your anal fucking. "KEEP FUCKING ME, PLEASE!" Arin screams as her asshole gets destroyed. "Harder, harder, yesss!" She pushes you to the edge, demanding the best effort you can bring to fuck that ass, yelling nonstop even as you choke her. Your thobbing cock tingles, and you almost cum at the spot as her clenching butthole smashes it, but you respond, fucking her even harder as she tells you she's ready to cum again.
"FUCK YEAH. USING MY FUCKING HOLE!" Arin gets even louder as she squirts after a long and rough round of anal. You aid her into releasing those juices as you massage her clit, letting a geyser come out of her cunt as Arin gets into a fetal position for you to slap her cheeks once again, her body sliding over the slippery table as you dive to eat both her holes out and then spit on her slutty face.
"Keep going down my fucking clit, daddy," Arin says as you continue to eat her pussy, her skirt fully lifted as you dive under it. More passionate kisses ensue between both of you as Arin puts her long legs over her head, letting you take her in a mating press up her asshole.
"Drop that fucking cock deep inside me; drop it in my ass," Arin tells you as you push it back in her anus. "All the way deep in my fucking asshole, please," she continues, sticking her tongue out. "Shut up, little cunt." You have enough of her slutty antics and shove your fist down her throat, fully topping Arin as she lies over the table.
You go slow and deep, taking a more passionate approach this time. "Keep going, right in my fucking ass," she says as soon as you free her mouth to speak. However, that makes you flip a switch as you start giving her a rough mating press deep in her butt, making her cheeks clap once again. Arin screams as her swollen butthole keeps taking pounding after pounding.
You move sideways, anally pounding Arin in spooning this time, your balls hitting her cunt while she fingers her clit. "Oh God, fuck," she moans as you grab her right thigh and stretch her asshole. "Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop," she repeats. "I told you to shut up," you say, placing your left hand over her mouth.
Arin is so overwhelmed she starts mixing up languages: "Me encanta the way you fuck my culo, papĂ," she says right after you go back to choking her. Your balls hit perfectly into her cheeks, making her moan softly. "Ram that fucking ass," she begs, but you have different plans, going back to her pussy as soon as she says those words.
Arin gets softer. "You treat me so well, Daddy," she says as you stretch her pussy out, her eyes flowing with tears of joy. "I love how you use both my fucking holes, Daddy," she continues. You two grow more passionate as you kiss Arin's mouth and neck while never stopping fucking her tight sex. "Keep going, daddy; put that cock deep in my fucking holes," Arin says.
"Slap my fucking titties," Arin demands, wanting to get used like a toy. You follow, hitting her boobs right at her throbbing nipples. Arin laughs as you duck under to suck her tits while still pounding her cunt nonstop, before surprising her and putting her back under a mating press that makes her body slide onde again.
"Fuck, it's so deep inside me," Arin moans as you keep attacking her pussy while up in the air, submitting her to a deep pounding that makes her cheeks jiggle on top of the table as your hips clash hard against them. "AHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHH! FUCKKKKK! FUCKKKKK! FUCKKKKK!" Arin yells as her pussy clenches all over your cock. You could breed her at the spot, but you hold that urge, pulling her out so Arin can taste her wet juices.
"Fuck my little dirty mouth," Arin begs as your cock approaches her face, pounding her as if you had never left her pussy. "Ahhh, yes, use my face like that," Arin says as you finish, getting number after over 30 minutes of animalesque pounding. And you keep using her face, placing it on the edge of the table, and plowing her throat while lifting her skirt to get the perfect view of her amazing ass.Â
At this point, Arin just wants to be a fleshlight. "AHHHH YESSS!" she gleefully screams once you shove your balls deep in her mouth. You push her to the other side of the table, taking a peek under her skirt to finger her pussy while fucking her face, amazed that her specs still haven't fallen off even with her head upside down. Arin bobs her head to meet your thursts as you slow down a bit to massage her cunt. "Holy fuck," you say as she shakes her head all over that meat despite facing down the floor, letting her face fuck your cock instead of fucking her face yourself.
"I want to sit on that cock, daddy," Arin demands. You pick one of the chairs around the table and sit on it, letting Arin slide your cock in her sore asshole, this time in reverse cowgirl, with one of her legs in the chair and another on the floor, giving you an amazing ride. "Daddy still likes to fuck me in the ass like that?" she asks.
Arin puts both legs on your thighs and gives you an amazing anal ride. The more you stretch her out, the more she wants. "Look at this cock so deep in my fucking asshole," Arin brags about her skills, fully impaling her sore anus into that big cock. "Do you like the way it feels in my ass, Daddy?" Arin asks as she keeps talking dirty. "Look how I sit on this cock all the way down in my ass," she continues.
Arin spreads her legs and lets her cheeks clap as she rides your cock, fingerging herself as she increases the pace of her ride. You grab her by the neck, and her butthole clenches even further. "I want to cum with your cock deep in my asshole," Arin says as she continues to bounce, reaching her orgasm shortly after. "Oh, I fucking love it," she says as she stops, giving you free reign to finger her clit and make it squirt nonstop as her legs close and she climaxes.
"Please cum on my face; drop that jizz all over my little, slutty face. I want to feel your warm and hot jizz in my face, Daddy." Arin rests on the table, recovering from her final orgasm. You jerk your cock off on top of her, and soon she gets what she wants as you coat her specs full of sperm before filling the cheeks in her face with your white paint. Arin stays there, admiring your work of art in her now cum-filled face, sticking her tongue out in pleasure.
"You drained your fucking balls so well all over me," Arin says.
"Oh thanks. I have to go; it was nice fucking, I mean, meeting you again," you reply, as you notice it's already past midnight and you still haven't got back from the concert.
"It's fine," Arin says, with one final condition. "As long as you come back tomorrow to fuck my ass again,"
Damn, she's an insatiable anal queen, isn't she?
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Eddie Munson loves the way that you pick at the chipping polish on your nails until itâs dangling from the cuticle. Enjoys how you only shave the bottom half of your legs but let the top grow out. Oh god, and when you chew and bite your straw to an unusable puncture, leaving lipgloss all over. The times at lunch where youâll find him to ask, âCan I play with your hair?â You arenât in Hellfire Club, but the group has taken to adopting you as a seat mate.
Well⌠you had simply settled down there before Eddieâs group approached. Heâd leaned in to inform you that this was a private table. To which, you shrugged and asked who usually sat where, following suit with finding your own space - which just happened to be right beside the dungeon master himself. Youâd put on your headphones, took out your spiral, and began writing, everyone free to converse as you let yourself get lost amongst new company.
Soon⌠things changed. It went from, âWhatâs she doing here?â To âWhat are you listening to today?â
Eddie often lets his thoughts scatter from campaigns conversations, the bandâs music â all because he ends up watching you get lost to yours. Ink pen tapping, eyes fluttered closed. Every single bit of cafeteria commotion ceases to exist, footsteps echoing, Eddieâs heart thrumming in his ears (fucking tinnitus).
Vibrating your way into everyoneâs affections, Eddie remains awe struck & jaw slacked that you canât see how easy it is to connect with you, to feel like everything is okay when youâre around, how thereâs not one single person on planet earth and beyond that is like you. You wear what you want, model a personal style that belongs to you, have prepared more comebacks than heâs seen in his twenty years of life (that would shrivel any manâs ballsack and make all the other girls envious). Itâs how you tried to make red, white, and black knit scarves to match their shirts for Christmas, and it ended with balls of fabric, your bloody thumbs, and Eddie helping you fix each one with a gentle hand (because everyone has to have something, Eddie). How can he forget that youâre not a baker, but your boxed brownies are Eddieâs favorite, especially when you wrap them in Christmas paper, serving hot chocolate to go along, making your way around the table to plop marshmallows in each styrofoam cup, that way no one is forgotten.
âSomething for you and the group to have during tonightâs campaign. Oh! And my mom actually taught me how to make the hot chocolate in a crockpot, soâŚâ
Eddie Munson has tried convincing himself that youâre just another sheep to protect. His stomach isnât fluttering like a hoard of bats are shredding his insides, his knees arenât growing weak everytime you smile, his breath isnât getting caught on the wall of his chest on days that your full figure wears a skirt or a dress to accentuate features you love to possess, but canât see their beauty with your eyes. Heâs seen you in the morning, in the sun, in the rain, in the dark, and now, as itâs snowing outside the walls of this school. Youâll get up to retrieve something in the lunch line and Eddie will peer into your notebook, ringed finger scanning the lined page of your latest short story.
A guy and a girl, one small town, looking at the simplicity of various Christmas lights. Itâs traditional, differing from what you usually let him read. Youâre a sheep, lost from your flock in the manger. An angel so soft that feathers have nothing on you. A fucking Christmas star, shining so bright it burns the entire town to the ground.
By the time youâre carrying a bowl of cheese fries back to the table with two forks, Eddie has already picked you up in his van, a thermos full of his momâs famous hot cocoa recipe. Eddie loves the way that you - oh⌠fuck⌠he loves you.
Merry ChristmasâŚ
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Pairing: Robb Stark x Baratheon/Lannister reader
Tags: NSFW, Arranged marriage, Robb is a bad boy in this one, corruption, innocent reader, first time, angst,
CH. 2 - He was the center of attention. The day's champion archer was charming the girls with his stories and teasing them with flirtatious gestures. Your blood started to boil as you watched him, oblivious to the fact that he was doing this just to taunt you.
Chapter tags: fingering, semi-public fingering, voyeurism, corruption kink,
The music from the instruments was loud, and the atmosphere in the tent was filled with excitement, but you sat in your spot, glaring.
You didn't care that you were the only one. It wasn't fair. In Westeros culture, men were not expected to remain virgins until marriage. Robb took great pleasure in this fact.
You tried to focus on the conversation your ladies were having around you, but your eyes kept drifting towards him across the room, surrounded by girls from all over the country.
He was the center of attention. The day's champion archer was charming the girls with his stories and teasing them with flirtatious gestures. Your blood started to boil as you watched him, oblivious to the fact that he was doing this just to taunt you.
One Northern girl boldly kissed Robb, baring her sharp canines while he laughed into her lips as another girl ran her arms around his barely covered torso. He turned and gave you a sly wink, running his tongue across his own sharp canine teeth, knowing that it would only infuriate you more. And it did.
From his point of view, the delicate princess sat wide-eyed, chest rising in her expensive dress as she inhaled and exhaled harshly through her flared nostrils. So responsive.
Robb enjoyed provoking you - he didn't know why yet. Perhaps he was doing it to see how you would react, testing your feelings for him, or because he was unsure how to express his growing attraction. When he winked at you, it was not just to anger youâhe wanted to see you break your perfect demeanor, to understand if this was just duty for you or if you had feelings for him.
Your mother taught you that wives must be composed, no matter how foolish their husband's behaved and how their behavior humiliated them. She would glance at your father on occasion, chin up and confident pose, while her eyes betrayed the anger she felt. You now understood the patience your mother exercised as you were experiencing the same thing with the Stark Prince. Jealousy made you realize your feelings for Robb, despite his behavior. You were torn between your upbringing as a lady and your raw emotions when it came to him.
As the night progressed, Robb kept up his game. You had had enough. Jealousy rendering you unnable to look anymore.
You released a grumble of frustration before getting up, lifting your skirts in a less than ladylike fashion and storming out of the tent, leaving your friends behind calling your name in confusion.
The cool night air hit your face as you took a few deep breaths, trying to calm yourself. Disregarding your safety, you wandered through the beach grounds, trying to calm your racing thoughts. You couldn't understand why Robb insisted on playing mind games with you.
It was just the second time you two had crossed paths, yet he somehow made you feel inferior.
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The previous morning
Robb Stark arrived in Kingâs Landing with a small Northern contingent for the summer tourney. You were seeing him for the first time in years, and it was immediately clear how much heâs grownâhis transformation from the boy you once knew to the formidable man standing before you now. His physical growth and his commanding presence were evident.
You stood alongside your mother and siblings as he walked into the great hall alongside his bastard brother, Jon. The two were close in age, and both had formidable height and posture, that of trained soldiers. Jon seemed calmer than Robb, more inspective of his surroundings, while his older brother took confident strides.
Robb wore a leather jerkin, the dark material molding to his broad chest and wide shoulders, accentuating his muscular frame. Beneath it, a simple linen shirt was tucked into his trousers, and the sleeves rolled to his elbows to combat the heat, revealing strong, veiny forearms. A leather belt rested at his waist, bearing the Stark sigil and his sword at its sheath.
As you stood with the ladies of the court, their laughter and hushed conversations filled the air. Your attention was briefly stolen by the sight of Robb Stark entering the courtyard, his presence commanding the space effortlessly. The women around you fell silent for a moment before erupting into a flurry of excited whispers.
"Gods, look at him," one sighed.
"Have you seen those arms?" Another chimed in, leaning in to get a better view.
The first giggled, her gaze never leaving Robb as he moved through the courtyard and kneeled in front of the king. "Heâs nothing like the men of the south... I wouldnât mind being captured by a man like that."
You weren't sure if you wanted to agree or roll your eyes.
"Do get up, boy." Robert Baratheon drunkenly grinned at the young wolf. "Your father is like a brother to me, I dont need his eldest kissing my arse."
Robb stood up, offering a respectful nod. "As you say, your highness."
"You cheeky..." Your father shook his head, grasping Robb by his shoulders and laughing how he's changed since he was a boy. The two exchanged a few words about the Starks, including messages from Ned.
Then they both turned to look at you.
You felt your heart skip a beat. Those grey eyes, which you recalled as teasing, were now alight with something else as they roamed over your figure. Robb briefly glanced to your side where your personal guard stood. His eyes narrowed on him before blinking back to you.
You hoped to impress him with your wardrobe. Your gown was a rich velvet, dyed deep red. It clung to your frame in a way that accentuated your curves. The fabric cascaded softly around your hips and flared slightly at the hem, skirts flowing elegantly around your legs.
Your hair was woven with gold thread, pinned up in a way that highlighted your cheekbones and neck, a delicate chain with a small ruby resting against your chest, his eyes zeroed in on it.
Robb turned to say another word to the King, and you watched your father nod before dismissing the young man. Conversations arose in the court as your betrothed approached you.
"Princess," Robb offered a warm smile, bowing respectfully. "How lovely you've become."
"Thank you, Lord Stark," You offered a bow in return, hoping he didn't hear the gasp in your voice.
He regarded you with admiration, his eyes glancing condescendingly at your guard before falling back on you. He leaned down to wisper in your ear. "May I have a moment with you? Alone."
His lips skimmed the skin of your ear, his breath tickling your skin. You shuddered. You overheard your ladies giggle behind you as you nodded, straightening up and collecting yourself.
He held his hand for you to take, then walked you out of the room, Ser Oliver and Jon followed close behind.
You and Robb had a pleasant conversation about your time apart. Speaking about his training and your studies. He listened patiently as you spoke about the health properties of herbs and plants, grey eyes gazing intently as you passionately discussed your favorite topics.
At last, you guessed you've spoken long enough, asking him to tell you how his sisters were doing.
He chuckled, his eyes creasing. "At each other's throats. It can be quite amusing so long as you're not in the line of fire."
You nodded. "And your brothers?"
He turned back to Jon. "They like to watch as Jon and I spar and offer useless advice."
That image made you laugh. You've always wanted a big family to watch your kids grow to be friends as you saw the Stark children did.
Your eyes switched back to him, landing on his lips, full and framed by recently shaven stubble. You caught yourself staring, opened your mouth to respond when a young voice called out your name-
"Y/n!"
You turned in the direction where your sister, Myrcella called, running up to the two of you to grasp and pull at your skirt. "Sister! He's hurting the frogs again!"
You blinked, trying your best to understand what she was talking about.
"Joffrey!" Your youngest brother, Tommen, ran up to stand alongside his sister and pull you by your hand. "We were playing with them, and he started kicking them! You must help."
Robb saw you sigh and shut your eyes like this was not the first time. He turned back to exchange a look with Jon, who shrugged in turn.
You let them pull you, turning to offer Robb an apology. "Apologies, my lord. This will just be a moment."
"Take your time, princess. I do hope the frogs are alright." The corner of his mouth raised slightly when he said it.
So, Robb considered, this is what you were up to all day, mending small animals and nannying your siblings.
Jon walked to stand alongside his brother, watching you rush into the garden to stop Joffrey from crushing a frong with a rock, scolding him while carefully taking the injured animal in your hands. "Must you always hurt the poor animals, Joff?"
Joffrey gave you an ugly glare and spat, "Why do you care? You're going to be Stark's pet soon enough, anyway."
Myrcella gasped. Tommen stared between you and Joffrey awkwardly.
Both Robb and Jon both froze, exchanging a look of disbelief at the young boy's cruelty to his own sister. Even Arya never spoke this way to Sansa.
Despite Joffreyâs words, you remained calm toward him, shielding Tommen and Myrcella from his sneers. "This is not how a future king behaves, Joff. Very poor manners, especially in front of guests."
Joffrey rolled his eyes. "A king behaves however he wants."
You opened your mouth to speak again, but he got up and walked away. Your shoulders dropped with a huff of frustration.
"Can you treat it?" Tommen spoke. You followed his gaze down to the frog in your hand. The poor animal had a cut along its limb.
"If you hold him, I can try my best." You smiled at your brother, taking your small sewing kit from your sleeve.
Over the years, you had gotten quite good. Practicing by sewing up Joffrey's scraped knees when he would fall. Tommen gently held the frog as you washed the wound with water, sewed it shut, and wrapped a small amount of gauze around it.
Jon and Robb observed from their distance.
"That's our future king..." Robb murmered quietly. "And my future brother."
Jon, being naturally perceptive, quietly pointed out to Robb. "At least her and her other siblings' kindness contrasts with his."
Robb grimaced still.
"I notice the way you glowered at her guard." Jon added before teasing him. "Perhaps your feelings for her are more complicated than just familial duty?"
"Perhaps you should..." Robb turned to sass him off, but Jonâs observation lingered on his mind. "Perhaps we should step away. This seems to be a family matter."
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Jon stood by Robbâs side, serving as support. He noticed Robbâs distracted, jealous glances toward the royal stands where you sat, observing the archers beside your guard, occasionally exchanging a few comments with the man.
Jon nudged Robb, âCould you be more obvious?"
Robb tore his gaze away from you. "Sorry."
"Youâve faced worse foes than a well-dressed guard.â Jon spoke, assessing the archers stance and technique.
Robb pulled at his bowstring, typing it to his bow while speaking, "You were always the cool-headed one," he spoke quietly. "Sometimes I envy your ability not to get so... emotional."
"It comes with the title." Jon offered, referring to his bastard blood.
"Stop it, Jon." Robb shook his head. "You know we dont think of you that way."
Jon nodded, not responding to Rob's obvious lie. "Donât mess this up. You're the best shot in Winterfell, besides me, of course."
Robb snorted, lightly shoving his brother.
Jon continued. "This will be target practice for you. It's easier than half the game you bring back home."
"Sure," Robb wasn't concerned with the Archery contest. In the slightest.
And surely enough, you sat in the Royal stands, watching him best the other archers, hitting the center of the target from multiple distances to cheers from the crowd.
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Present Time
You were hiding behind the flap of a tent, sneakily observing a knight kneeling in front of a courtesan from Essos.
He seemed to be kissing her sex. You were confused by the position. It defered from everything you'd learned about lovemaking. The women made sinful noises. You were curious as to why.
Your eyes narrowed. But surely that wasn't right.
"He's quite good." A male voice spoke close to you.
"Gods -" Gasping, you jumped at the sudden intrusion, turning to see Robb leaning beside you, hair disheveled and shirt undone at the top, a drunk bkush spread across his cheeks.
His words registering in your mind, you huffed. "As if you would know."
He chuckled, then took you by the arm and turning you to face him, your skirts swooshing between your legs as you came face to face with him, your lips a breath apart. Stormy eyes were focused on your lips with such intent that you found it hard to look. Visions of him embraced by the northern girls flooding your mind again. Your cheeks heated up so much that you had to back up away from him.
Only there was no room, and you were stuck between himself and one of the thick tent posts. The wooden surface hard against your back.
"Do I sense some hostility, princess?" He hummed.
She shushed him, whispering. "Be quiet. Let's go,"
"And miss the performance?"
"Robb!"
He laughed and let you slip under his arm to drag him away. By the time you had walked off into a more deserted area, you had reached the water's edge, away from the camp and the crowds. Your bodice clung to you as you took in much needed deep breaths to calm yourself.
"So," Robb cleared his throat behind you. "Are you gonna tell me what you were doing creeping up on the swordman coupling, princess?"
You screwd your eyes shut. "Dont you have two girls to get back to?" You tilted your head mockingly. "Or was it four?"
You heard a huff behind you. "Ah, so it did bother you." His lips were by your ear in instead to wisper. "Good."
"How much ale have you had?" You felt goosebumps running up your arm.
"Less than you think."
You rolled her eyes. "It would anger anyone."
He shook his head, his curls brushing against your locks. "It wouldn't anger an un-caring wife. I want my wife to be selfish over me."
Your breathes were speeding as his warm breath tickled your skin. His words tickled some other parts of you.
"So," he wispered. "Are you gonna tell me what you were you doing? Have you picked up an interest in the art of love-making?"
You chuckled. "If you can even call it that."
You felt his head tild behind you, as if confused. "You absolutely can."
You scoffed. "He wasn't even doing it right."
He chuckled, throwing her own words back at you, "As if you would know."
For some reason, that made you feel self-conscious, so you turned to glare at him.
He pursed his lips, throwing his hands up. "Apologies, princess. That was rude. What did he do wrong?"
You wrapped her arms around yourself. "He didn't even... he wasn't..."
He raised a brow, anticipating.
"Well," you insited, before finally, quietly saying. "... penetrate."
"Well. You can't simply begin from that." He said nonchalantly.
That made you pause. "What?"
"Princess," Robb grinned, bringing his hand to his temple as if rubbing at a headache.
You blushed, facing away from him. "You're laughing at me."
You couldnt see his eyes crease at the sides as he smiled down at your hair. "Darling, no."
"You are!" You turned back to him again, her skirts blowing with the small breaze, your eyes withholding tears. "I may not be experienced like you-" you pointed your finger at him. "-but I know enough! You can't have children by... through... what he was."
"You're right, you can't." He confirmed holding up his hands in surrender. "But who said children were the only outcome of sex?"
You remained quiet, now thoroughly confused.
"There is also pleasure." He hinted.
"Oh!" You nodded. "Well, sure, it can occur, but..."
"It must." He spoke like it was obvious. "You do know there are other ways to induce pleasure than mere penetration?" He asked.
You blinked at him.
A grin spread across his face, wolfish canines shines in the moonlight. "Oh, you're going to enjoy this study, princess."
Your mouth opened as if she wanted to say something but looked unsure.
"Trust me. The maesters won't-teach-you-this." He slurred slightly. "And if they do, that's bad. Then you have to tell me."
Curious eyes met confident grey ones, and you gave him a soft nod, taking his hand, letting him lead her down to an empty cove.
The two of you sat by the sand. At first, you took a seat side by side with him, but he pulled you to sit in front of him with you back to his chest. Never having been this close to someone of the opposite sex, you swallowed nervously.
"Breathe, princess. You're in good hands."
"The last time you said something like that, I fell out of consciousness."
"Well, this time don't. I'd hate for you to miss this." He ran his hands along the uncovered skin of your arms, you collarbone, shoulders, you skin tensing up everywhere he touched. "You shouldn't rush into things when giving pleasure."
You nodded. "Right,"
He leaned down and trailed, sticking kisses from your ear to your neck, sending a trail of goosebumps that made you gasp.
"There are other sensitive zones on your body, not just inside your cunt."
You nodded, your toes curling against the sand. "Okay,"
"Like your ears and neck," He spoke through kisses. His hands reached to her your bodice, unlacing the front exposing your breasts, giving your nipples light touches.
You gasped, arching your back against him. "Mhn,"
"Or your breasts," he continued to play with your hardened peaks, rolling and pinching them lightly. You closed her eyes, your hand eaching to grasp at the sand. His hand trailed down to your skirts, pulling them up to your waist and exposing you to the cool night air before palming your heat between your thighs.
You jumped at the feeling.
"Or this spot between your legs,"
"What is it?" You asked, voice trembling.
"It's your special spot," he replied, his fingers teasing you gently.
You couldn't hold back the whine that escaped as he continued to touch you just the right way. You had never experienced pleasure like this before, and it was intoxicating.
He leaned in and whispered in your ear, "you should explore your own body, princess. It's full of hidden treasure."
Your breaths quickened as he continued to rub you, faster, and faster. "I... oh-"
Unable to hold back any longer, your body tensed up and shook as you experienced the first orgasm you had ever felt. You were overcome with pleasure, and your body shook with the force of it. He pulled you by your hair, craning your neck towards himself, and kissed you roughly. You reciprocated the kiss with enthusiasm, still shaking as his hand teased you through your climax.
When you pulled apart, he was happy to see your eyes still glazed over.
Robb had struggled with his feelings for you, wondering if they might be desire, or duty, but he also questioned how much power he truly had over you.
Going from girl to girl in Winterfell was a norm, but something about you was not the same. He wanted to corrupt you, to introduce you to a world of pleasure that you had no idea existed. Hed wanted to be the first to deflower the heir to the throne. It had been a long time since he had felt this type of curiosity. The image of you writhing in pleasure, your body arching, and moans of his name filled his mind, making his eyes shut to take in the fantasy.
"Is it like this every time?" You wispered, drawing him out of his thoughts.
"It should be," he leaned down to nibble on your throat. This girl. He needed to see her come undone again.
"Princess!" A male voice called in the distance.
Robb cursed. That fucking guard...
"By the gods! What time is it?" You jumped up before rushing to lace your bodice and pat your skirts back into place, tidying up her hair. Robb leaned back on his arms and stared as you rushed off, his teeth grinding.
You hadn't even said anything. Just left as if you didn't just share an intimate moment together. He chuckled to himself, running his hand down his face and lying back against the sand.
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science class [e.w]
pairing: loser!ellie x cheerleader!reader
summary: when a new cheerleader arrives at ellie's college, face all dolled up and skirt-clad hips swaying, she all but wants to die.
warnings: smut, 18+ mdni, poc friendly, smoking, bottom!ellie, dom!fem!reader, tribbing, cunnilingus, nipple play, sorta thigh riding, overstim âźď¸, ellie comes like five times
wc: 3.6k
top notes: I like accidentally made ellie sort of autistic but it's not my fault okay. also when I was writing this I was thinking abt how if this was a novel the reader would be black but I'm white so idk if I can like write that without like getting something wrong but sorry anyway
sometimes ellie wished she was blind. she wished that she couldn't see pretty girls, because maybe then she wouldn't fall in love with everybody. especially you.
she was two weeks into her sophomore year of college when you showed up. immediately blinded by your beauty, she almost tripped down the hallway as you walked past, in a short little skirt, and a white shirt. your ponytail flicked as you walked by, meeting up with someone you knew already.
she knew she was fucked.
when she arrived at her class, she was astounded to see that you were sitting in the seat next to hers, chewing gum and typing on your computer with cute blue light glasses on. like it was nothing. like her world wasn't crashing down in front of her.
standing in the corner of the lecture room, she debated moving seats. there were plenty of open ones, but you chose the one next to her? how was she supposed to survive this class with a pretty girl next to her, observing everything she does?
the answer is, she wasn't going to.
she was simply going to perish from the sight of you, from being in your presence, because she certainly didn't deserve to be and-
"ellie, would you please sit down? you're creeping me out." her teacher said, and she shifted nervously, then sped to her seat with her gaze trained at the floor. "okay, let's dive in, shall we?"
and the lecture continued. like you weren't right there. she couldn't understand why everyone in the world wasn't looking at you right now, absolutely entrancing, the way you took cute aesthetic notes and reapplied your shiny clear lip gloss.
"ellie?" you said, hoping she truly answered to that. she turned, meeting your eyes with a nervous smile and rosey red cheeks. "hi. I'm y/n. I just wanted to tell you that I like your sweatshirt."
it was a ratty old thing that joel had given her years ago, with a faded queens logo and a hole in the armpit that she had to sew back together every time she washed the poor hoodie.
"it's nice to meet you," she said quietly, tucking back a piece of hair that had fallen into her face. she realized how strange she must've looked and stopped quickly, "my dad gave it to me when I was like 11. I've had it forever."
you giggled. you just fucking.. giggled. "you aren't one of those people who just wears it because it's cool though, right?" ellie shook her head violently.
"no, I love their music. I wish I was born in the eightees so I could've listened to them live and.. yeah. I really like them." she turned away from you ever so slightly, nervously over talking and terrified that she was embarrassing herself.
"hey, you're good. I wish I was too. my favorite song is probably back chat, but keep yourself alive is a close second. how about you?" and you let this loser girl next to you talk. and talk. and talk.
ellie didn't know that you were intrigued by her demeanor in every way. from the stickers on her lap top to the patches on her backpack, every detail about her you noticed. you observed the way she warmed up to people and let you strike up a conversation with her about anything once you knew her. and it was... cute. really fucking adorable.
ellie's life only got a million times harder after that. to add to her series of neverending death sentences, she now had to see you in your perfect makeup and effortless outfits everyday. instead of just showing up to class, you insisted on talking to ellie. about everything. cheer, your friends, some dude that was hitting on you.
and on top of that? she saw you in the hallways, or on campus and you smiled. waved, even. some days you even talked to her. in public. you weren't afraid to be friends with her. and though she had jesse and dina, she still had very little social experience, and you were like a breath of fresh air.
on a chilly wednesday afternoon, ellie was walking to the building that your class had been in, and caught a glance of some other lesbian couple on campus. that settled it. she was going to ask for your number today, it wasn't like she was proposing marriage. just something simple. easy.
"can I have your number?" she interrupted you mid-sentence. and you smiled. of course you fucking smiled. she prepared herself for the notorious rejection, after hearing rumors of you rejecting everyone that came up to you and asked for your socials we. she wasn't just anyone, though.
"duh, you only took forever to ask." ellie was frozen in place. had you wanted her to ask? couldn't you have asked for hers? but before she could overthink too much, you were shoving your phone in her face and ellie was putting her number in. "anyway, as I was saying.."
ellie tuned out what you were saying, purely by accident. there were too many big events going on in her life for her poor brain to handle. the love of her life just agreed to give her their number, and she was plotting her route to dina's dorm as quickly as possible to tell her everything.
"holy shit dina," she huffed, running her hands through her hair. "I asked for her number so she gave it to me, and we talked! dina, we talked. about things. I already have our life planned out. we're gonna have two kids and a dog, she'll be a stay at home mom, because I'll do everything for her. I would kill for this girl, dina." dina was unimpressed.
"you are such a loser, els. has anyone told you that before?" she wasn't a loser, she was just incredibly and obsessively in love with you. ellie rolled her eyes. "I say make a move. you never know what could come of it."
"I can't," she sighed, trying to find words. "I can't just make a move, what if she doesn't like me? what if she thinks I'm weird?" she frowned.
"you are weird. if she doesn't like you like that, then fuck her. maybe start with being friends?" ellie nodded. she thought you guys were already friends, but technically you never hung out outside of class, and you hadn't really texted that much (she got your number today, but that hardly mattered).
"should I invite her to jesse's on friday?" dina rubbed the back of her neck. jesse was in a frat, one of the largest on campus that had absolutely wild parties on the weekends, which weren't exactly the best place for first dates. but to ellie... smoking and drinking around hot people in a random basement? amazing.
"if you think she's into that, I'm not gonna stop you." ellie was up and out of dina's apartment quickly, biking back to the dorms and planning out everything that was going to happen on friday.
- - -
in ellie's defense, she overslept. she wasn't thinking much about grabbing a jacket when she was already going to be ten minutes late, so when she stopped outside and the cool air hit her like a brick, she was less than prepared. but it hardly mattered. today was the day she was going to invite you to jesse's party, so her stupid jacket was like a blip on her radar.
"ellie, you're turning blue." you said, once ellie stumbled into her seat next to you. she was in nothing but a loose fitting tee-shirt and jeans, nothing to protect her petite figure. you hadn't noticed before how toned her arms were, but you certainly did now.
"I'm fine, it-it-it's not that cold." her teeth chattered as she stealthy tried to rub her hands over her arms to create friction.
"ellie, baby, I have an extra sweatshirt," you giggled when her eyes widened, grabbing the sweatshirt and handing it to her. "wash it and return it to me whenever." it was a bland black sweatshirt, but it matched your outfit, and you were more than happy to give it to ellie.
ellie who was most definitely going to pass out. she was probably just cold. it wasn't because she could smell your perfume on your hoodie that you just handed her. like it was nothing. she was going to fall out of her chair, onto the floor, and die.
"thanks," she pulled it over her head and sunk into it. "I'll give it back next class- what are you doing on friday?" she tried to get her thoughts straight while you looked at her with an adorable smile.
"I'm actually packing up and leaving, I dropped out," ellie's face fell, "oh ellie you're face," you laughed hard, and her expression softened. "but I'm not doing anything. why? wanna ask me out?" ellie was definitely blushing hard.
"my friend jesse is having a party at his frat on friday, do you.. do you maybe wanna go?" you tilted your head and looked away, as if you actually needed to think about it.
"hm, I guess I can fit that into my schedule." ellie released the breath she was holding and looked down at her hands for a moment before meeting your eyes again.
"uh that's great. it's kappa alpha, at nine. I would pick you up but I don't have a car,"
"how about I pick you up? what's your dorm number?" ellie texted you all the details, and it was settled. you were going on a date. together. in two days, and you were driving. ellie was on cloud nine- not even, cloud fucking ten.
- - -
"hey els," you giggled as she opened her dorm door. "oh, you look so cute! I'm definitely stealing this from you." you pushed a piece of hair behind her ear and messed with the corner of her collar, attached to a red flannel.
"oh thanks... it's yours if you want it." you knew if you asked she wouldn't ever have you give it back, maybe even give it to you right now. she stepped out of her room and shut the door, then followed you down the hallway.
"so who's this jesse kid? I hear a lot about him." you asked, turning on the engine and pulling out of the parking lot. the frat was on the other side of campus and ellie planned on walking? laughable.
"I really don't know him that well, he's dating my friend dina. he's a big stoner, but he's not super into the party scene. just goes 'cause the frat does." her eyes were trained out the window, not because she didn't want to listen to you, but because she was insatiably nervous.
"nice, nice." you paused for a moment. "are we gonna dance together or what? gonna save me a slow dance?" the tips of ellie's ears turned red.
"because I have such a roster." she joked, rolling her eyes. she would save every dance for you.
"perfect. is jesse's weed good?" she shrugged.
"it's okay. not as good as mine, and his plug is kinda shitty. whatever, it works. we're here." you pulled the car to a stop against the curb, in awe at how many people were coming in and out of the house.
ellie desperately needed to get high. maybe then she could talk to you like a normal person, not like she was trying to brush you off. when she found jesse, he was talking to dina and brushed her off. with a groan, she turned to find some other seller.
you were talking to someone, pretending not to pay attention to ellie skittering around the house talking to people she knew. maybe she wasn't as much of a loser as you thought, or maybe she was just a stoner. one of them. either way, she kept disappearing, but when you finally found her again, she was sitting on a couch, joint hanging from her lips as she talked with some friends.
"els," you fell next to her, taking the joint out of her mouth and taking a hit. "we should play beer pong." you suggested, smiling at her the way she liked.
"we were just talking about that," dina cut in, "me and jesse will play with you guys, won't we jes?" he turned back towards the three of you, dazed and a little confused. "that's a yes." ellie was burning lasers into dina, who was standing.
one of the tables was empty, and the group immediately moved to occupy it. you took your place next to ellie, teaming up with dina who was smirking at the end of the table. "you go first," you handed ellie the small white ball.
ellie was skilled, that's for sure. she made almost every single point, which had jesse drinking until he couldn't see straight. she was trying so hard not to focus on the way your bicep brushed against hers, and the way you giggled whenever you made a point. it just wasn't fair. none of this was fair.
"I definitely won." ellie said, as you made your way back inside. "you had, like, two drinks, max. I had jesse drinking for miles." you could tell she was on something now, the way she grinned and made eye contact and jokes were far from her usual character.
"don't you owe me a dance?" your hand locked with hers as you gently pulled her in the direction of where most people were dancing. you lifted her arm and spun her, pulling her back against your front by her hips.
ellie surely wasn't breathing. she was sure that she had died from alcohol consumption, or maybe someone stabbed her, and she was dead, in heaven. or a fever dream in a coma. there was no way in hell -in hell- that you were swaying your hips against her ass, cunt so fucking close to where she desperately needed you.
"this is fun, don'tcha think, ellie?" you whispered, voice low as you guided her hips with yours. her head fell back against your shoulder, alcohol wearing off as you ground her hips against your front. "I asked you a question, darlin."
"so fun," she muttered, eyes closed as she let you bring her hips back and forth with yours to the beat of the music. "wanna go upstairs?"
"ellie williams inviting me upstairs on the first date? dirty." you giggled, pulling away from her body. she was flushed, her boxers were already wet, and she had no clue what going upstairs entailed. but she needed you regardless. "lead the way, confident." she ran her sweaty hands down the front of her jeans and led you upstairs, to an empty bedroom. it was jesse's, and he wouldn't ever know.. right?
you were pulling her face against yours before she even got a chance to tell you that she didn't know what to do. you were definitely taking the lead on this one - not that ellie objected in any sense.
you nicked her bottom lip, eliciting blood at how chapped they were. you pushed your tongue into her mouth, smiling when she moaned and pulled you in by your waist. your hands traveled, brushing against her tits from beneath her tee shirt. obviously she didn't wear a bra, she was too cool and masc for that.
"you're desperate els," you sneered when you pulled away, pulling your crop top up and over your head. "take off your shirt and pants and lay down." ellie had no thoughts in her head; just you. you telling her to strip. this definitely wasn't a fever dream.
she quickly lost her shirt and pants, leaving lanky limbs and embarrassing boxers. her nipples were perked up, waiting to be sucked and slapped, and her face was red with a never ending blush.
when she laid down, you got on top of her, pushing her legs up around your waist as you sucked hickey after hickey into her neck. she was writhing and whining, begging for you to touch her further than just your hands still placed on her thighs. just from making out and hickies she was pushing her hips into you, clit hitting the fabric of your skirt as you moved to push your thigh between her legs.
"need you so bad," she whimpered when you finally diverted your attention from her neck down her chest. you left soft kisses between her tits and around them, before taking her nipple in your mouth and harshly sucking. like a false sense of security.
her hips were coming down hard and fast against your knee as you continued to mess with her tits, pulling her nipples between your fingers and grazing them with your teeth. she was just so fucking sensitive, and she barely even smoked anything.
knowing she was getting close, you moved your knee and kissed down her sternum, leaving a trail of shiny gloss as you got to the waistband of her boxers. "oh, poor baby, you've been waiting for this, haven't you?" you ran your thumb over the wet patch of her underwear.
"nghh- for so long," she moaned as her hips rutted into your palm. "I think about y- fuck- think about you when I..when I come," her eyes squeezed shut in embarrassment, knowing she was sharing far more than she needed to.
"do you now?" you teased, pulling her boxers down her pale legs. you added them to the pile of clothes and admired how absolutely drenched she was, practically leaking onto the sheets. "what do you think about, princess?" you were bringing her legs over your shoulders, looking at her expectantly.
"think about you- mh- about this," she was immediately distracted by the way you kissed her clit. "about c-cuming on your- shit shit fuck," you pressed your tongue against her clit and licked, before sucking it into your mouth and painting patterns with your tongue.
after keeping your attention directly on her clit for a few minutes, you circled her entrance with your middle finger, lubing it up before pushing it in to the first knuckle and fuck, she was tight, holding onto your finger to the point you could hardly thrust.
"ellie, you gotta relax. we can stop if you want to." she shook her head violently, unclenching her eyes and trying to breathe. her body released its tension, which made everything less tense, allowing you to push your finger the rest of the way in.
and... she came. just like that, barely a finger deep her cunt, barely doing anything.
"jesus ellie," you laughed to yourself. you didn't wait for her to finish before you started fucking your finger into her. she whined and thrashed to get away from your hand, but you added another finger and pressed down on her hip to steady her. you curled your fingers up just enough to hit that sweet spot inside of her and she almost black out.
"fuck- s'too much.. s'too much," she slurred, drunk on your fingers. the bed shook lightly against the wall at the harshness of your thrusts.
"is it really, baby?" you grinned, before taking her clit in your mouth again. her moans were practically louder than the music downstairs, and her back was arching. she attempted to get away from you, pulling her hips away, but it was no use.
tears welled in her eyes as her stomach tightened. her pussy clenched around your fingers, sucking them in deep. you pressed against her spot as she came, making her let out a broken shriek.
ellie was definitely crying now. especially when you didn't stop... again. you just kept pounding your fingers into her, adding a third. just thinking about how hard she would cum on a strap instead of your fingers had you dizzy.
her second orgasm morphed into her third before you pulled your fingers out. they were drenched in cum, which was dripping down your arm and the sheets. ellie's cheeks were puffy from crying, hips twitching as she tried to breath.
"oh sweet girl, we're not done yet." you wiped your hand on the bed and climbed off of her, stripping yourself of your remaining clothes and coming back over her, kneeling between her legs.
you pushed her leg up, straddling her for a moment. her lips were parted, breathing heavily as she waited for you to drop against her. your lips quirked up into a smirk as you pressed your cunt against hers, head falling back as your clits met.
ellie's pussy was wet, covered in cum, ready to be fucked until she couldn't say any name but yours. you thrust your hips against hers, and she was crying again, pulling and flicking her own nipples as she listened to you moan and reveled at how phenomenal your pussy felt.
she pushed her hips into yours, so you held them down, forcing her to take whatever you gave her. you came down against her pelvis hard, almost to the point where it hurt, but ellie was living for it, sobbing out your name like it was God's.
"can't come again- I can't- fuck, nnghh," you forced two fingers into ellie's mouth and she shut up, sucking them like a slut.
"yes you can." your voice changed, something deeper and more dominant ripped out of you as you got close to your orgasm. a rock in your stomach dropped, and you could feel ellie getting close as you picked up the pace, moaning at how her cunt felt.
you came at the same time, cum mixing and smearing all over both of you. ellie was still crying, back arched as she moaned over and over. you kissed her ankle softly as you came down for your high, climbing off of her after a moment and laying next to her.
"I want you to be my girlfriend," ellie croaked, voice still hoarse for all the crying. you giggled, looking over at her with a grin.
"I think I can do that."
bottom notes: this is the longest fic I've written and I actually thought I wouldn't be able to get more than 2k words.. anyway sorry about the abrupt ending I kinda wanted to be done
#ellie smut#ellie x fem reader#ellie x reader#ellie williams smut#ellie the last of us#ellie williams#ellie tlou#tlou#maya writes#the last of us
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Warnings:Â this fic will include dark content such as noncon/dubcon, age gap, power imbalance, low self esteem, and possible untagged elements. My warnings are not exhaustive, enter at your own risk.
This is a dark!fic and explicit. 18+ only. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.
Summary:Â you meet a mysterious man on a night out with your sister. (petite!reader)
based on the winning option for this poll
Characters: casino owner!Bucky Barnes
Note:Â told myself to slow down, didn't.
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Itâs your first time wearing that skirt. Youâve had it in your closet for two years. At least. Youâre not really a skirt person but itâs cute. The floral on black with the zipper up the front. It drapes nicely enough though youâre not used to wearing anything so short. You have a trusty pair of shorts on just in case.Â
You donât go out either. Definitely not to places like this. You keep an arm across your middle, gripping your other as the hordes of people make you dizzy. The shining gold accoutrement of the decor along with the waft of low music over the noise of tables and voices add to your vertigo.Â
The casino is busy and bright and loud. You stay close to your sister as she leads you across the carpet; ivory with golden curliques patterned across them. Youâre no gambler either but youâre not there to play cards. Â
âI think itâs upstairs,â Roxie says as she looks at the tickets in her hand. âGala Room B.âÂ
âOh, right,â you murmur and smile at her, âwhatâs the band again?âÂ
âDonât worry about it the tickets were free,â she chirps as you look up at her. You feel even more a child beside her; your height often adds to your inferiority complex. Historically, you think, those characteristics have been often intertwined.Â
âNo, but--âÂ
âYou need to get out of momâs place more,â she chides, âI couldâve brought Katie instead, but I chose you, sis.âÂ
âI know, er, thanks,â you run your hand up to your shoulder and rub it nervously.Â
âShow doesnât start for another hour. Letâs get a drink,â she insists and turns, strutting towards the long bar at the other side of the grand space. You trail after her, shrinking down even further. She turns back to you as she leans on a tall stool, âwhat dâya want?âÂ
âI donât know. I donât really...âÂ
âI know, itâs one drink, how about a vodka-cran?â She suggests, âyou love cranberry.âÂ
âUm, sure, if you think thatâs good.âÂ
She sighs and rolls her eyes. Sheâs the wild one, not you. You know you bore her and since your parentsâ divorce, years ago, you havenât really hung out together. She went with your dad and you with your mom, since then, itâs all been a bit fuzzy.Â
She orders as you stand back, not wanting to get in the way of the people all around you. You lean back, rocking nervously as you glance around. You feel underdressed as you see women in cocktail dresses and men in suits. Even your sister is a stark contrast to your overly casual attire; your favourite purple cardigan and the skirt youâve never worn.Â
Your eyes scan the room, admiring the golden sconces of bulbs that resemble candelabras and the gilt trim all along the wall. The more you look around, the less you belong. You donât even know why you said yes. Well, your mom pushed you into it. Just like your sister, she keeps saying you need to get out more.Â
You rub your lips together and feel around your small tassled purse. Itâs used, like most of your things. The thrift store is as much as your mom can afford and you still havenât found a solid job. You worked at the grocery for a summer before they laid off half of you then did a one-day stint at a polling centre for the last municipal election. Even if you wanted to go out, you donât have the money for it.Â
You pull out your chapstick and smear it around your chafed lips as you sway back the other direction. You stop short as you nearly slam into another body and you stumble out of the way of the man in his black-and-white suit. Embarrassment creeps hotly up your cheeks and you cap your lip balm and stand out of his path.Â
Heâs taller than you. Well, everyone is. But to you, he seems huge. His suit is finely tailored to his figure though his hair seems to clash with the refined style. Itâs almost to his collar but neatly parted, a shank falling forward to frame his sharp cheekbone. His square jaw is trimmed thickly with a dark beard, peppered with strands of silver and patch along the dimple of his chin. Youâve never seen anything as blue as his eyes, they are almost inhumanly vivid.Â
âSorry, doll,â he touches your arm as he passes and smirks, swiftly turning his sights ahead of him.Â
You gulp as your shoulder hits someone else. You spin to face your sister as she offers you a glass. You take the red concoction with the short black straw sticking out over the ice cubes. You thank her as the chill seeps into your hand.Â
âOof, look at him,â she leans to watch after the man in his dark suit, âdamn.â You frown and look in the other direction. She scoffs and nudges you, âcome on. That guy is totally stunning. Even you can see that.âÂ
âI donât wanna gawk at him,â you mutter, âheâs a stranger.âÂ
âOh, whatever, not like heâd notice,â she snips.Â
You scrunch up your lip and tuck your chapstick away as you peer toward the man. He goes up to a table, sliding in next to a taller woman with honey-blond hair and a shimmery dress. He rests his hand along her lower back as he chatters to her and the rest of the players around the leather trim.Â
âSheesh, heâs fine,â she puts a twang on the last word, âmmph. If I wasnât with Tom...âÂ
âRight,â you look down at the drink and sip from the straw. You make a face and cough.Â
âItâs not that strong,â she slaps your back, âdonât be dramatic.âÂ
âI know,â you clear your throat, âI just wasnât expecting the taste.âÂ
âLetâs go upstairs,â she points above.Â
âUh, okay,â you agree to her sudden diversion. You suppose you really are boring.Â
You follow her up the curved stairs and along the railing that overlooks the lower casino room. Arched windows let in the night and the glow of the facade. You lean on the polished wood and peer down at the first floor; it looks even more resplendent from there. You sister puts her elbow on the railing as she looks around.Â
âWe could stick around after, lose some money,â she says.Â
âI donât... mom only gave me a twenty and I owe you for the drink.âÂ
âPfft, whatever, Iâll spot ya. Tom gave me some extra with the tickets,â she trills, âitâll be fun. Play some black jack. Itâll be an experience. You could say youâve actually done something.âÂ
You smile, closed-lipped and tight. She isnât wrong. Itâs your first concert, for some cover band, and your first time at a casino. Itâs not an exaggeration to say this is the height of your life experience.Â
Your eyes wander down and meet another pair. You wince. Itâs that same man. He walks towards you, a certain swagger in his stride. As he peers up at you, his cheeks dimple and he winks. You wrinkle your brow and look behind you. When you turn back, heâs gone. Right, youâre imagining things.Â
Roxie slurps as her straw turns hollow. Sheâs already drained her cocktail, meanwhile youâve barely taken a sip. She stirs the ice and hums.Â
âWait here, Iâm gonna get a refill,â she raises her glass.Â
âOh, I can come with you--âÂ
âNah, just stand here,â she insists. âYouâll just slow me down.âÂ
âSure, uh, okay.âÂ
You curl your shoulders inward as she walks away. Great. All alone. You avoid looking anywhere but your glass. You face the railing again and balance your drink on it. Itâs not bad, tarter than youâre used to and a little burny. Â
You play with the black bracelet around your wrist, the band they stuck around it when they scanned your ID at the door. You suppose itâs a good idea but they wouldnât be letting kids in here, would they? Oh yeah, the hotel is attached.Â
As a kid, you never went on vacations like that. No hotels, no casinos, no shows. It seems like Roxie is catching up on all of that and youâre just there. The world is so much scarier when itâs all a mystery to you.Â
âExcuse me,â a deep voice startles you. You ignore it, thinking itâs merely a passerby, âmiss?âÂ
Thereâs a tap on your shoulder and you barely save your cocktail from spilling over the edge. You clutch the glass with both hands and face the stranger. Itâs that same man, with the suit and the long hair and the oceanic eyes. Something about him is familiar beyond your few earlier glances.Â
âI think you dropped this?â He holds up a chip with a golden 100 on it. You blink and shake your head.Â
âNo,â you scrape out of your throat, âI donât-- I didnât--âÂ
âI swear I saw it fall out of your bag,â he looks down at your purse.Â
âReally, Iâm not... I donât gamble.âÂ
âAh, well, if itâs just hanging around, might as well use it, huh?â He keeps his hand out, âmaybe itâs your lucky day.âÂ
âI couldnât. If someone lost it...â your voice doesnât want to go and he leans in to hear you, adding to the heat spreading through your chest. Is it the alcohol or him?Â
âYouâre sweet, keep it,â he shoves the chip toward you.Â
âPlease, I... I... canât...â you wipe a hand on your skirt and clutch the fabric.Â
âDoll, I canât hear you,â he says as he grabs your hand and dislodges it from your skirt, âhere.âÂ
He presses the chip into your palm. You stare at his tie then look down at the white chip with gold detailing. His hand brushes yours before he rescinds his touch.Â
âErm...â you murmur dumbly and shake your head.Â
âMy treat,â he growls.Â
âBut...âÂ
âLike the skirt, by the way,â he surprises you as he pinches a fold, âcute on you.âÂ
Just as quickly as he appeared, he strides away, leaving you blankly staring after him. His broad shoulders move beyond a thick marble pillar as you hold up your drink and the chip. You just look between them.Â
âHey,â Roxie approaches again, âoh, whatâs that?âÂ
âA chip...â you state plainly.Â
âDuh, I know. Whereâd you get it?âÂ
You look at the floor. Would she even believe you? âThe floor.âÂ
âOoo,â she plucks it from your fingers, âawesome, ânow weâre definitely having some fun tonight.âÂ
âRox,â you swallow and look up at her, âwe should hand it in. Itâs a lot of money. If someone lost it--âÂ
âIf they lost it, they can afford it,â she bobs her neck as she speaks, âlive a little,â she sneers and taps your glass, âand finish your drink. Maybe thatâll loosen you up.âÂ
You nod and recede into yourself, cradling the glass again with both hands. You put your lips to the straw and drink until you canât anymore. She gulps straight from the brim of her glass and sighs, wiggling as she peers around.Â
âI almost donât even want to see these old men play music,â she snickers as she takes in the expanse of tables flashing lights.Â
âOh?âÂ
âRelax, weâre going to see the show. Youâre a horrible liar and mom will see right through you,â she sneers, âbesides, I told her I wouldnât get you in too much trouble.âÂ
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Mafia Lando smut request where Lando get jealous and takes out his fustrations out on the reader
I've changed this one up a loooot nc i don't like the frustrations being taken out
More requests I beg
Warnings: smut, p in v, they're cute I swear
"Yeah, and the bullet went right through!"
Ever since her engagement to Lando Norris was announced, she'd been allowed to finally have fun. An arranged marriage sucked, but an arranged marriage between two people that had secretly been together for years didn't suck.
Lando sipped his drink. He himself was meant to be talking business for his father, but he was watching her, watching as she told the story of the time she got shot.
"I bet you've got a wicked scar," George Russell replied.
She held up a finger and passed him her drink. Lando watched, the horror not quite written on his face, as she hitched up her skirt to reveal a pretty grim scar.
Lando damn near choked on his drink. Any higher and her underwear would have been on show.
He didn't mean to march over to her, didn't mean to grab her skirts and lower them over her legs. "Hi, baby," he said, pulling her into his arms.
To anybody else, it looked like a sweet moment between a couple in love. But Lando leaned in close to whisper in her ear. "What the hell do you think you're doing?"
"Showing off my scar," she said almost innocently. But the smile playing on her lips revealed that she knew exactly what she was doing.
"Showing your scar off to George?"
She nodded and slipped her hands into his, gently swaying their bodies to the music. "I should take you home," he mused.
"What would you do with me at home?"
His answer was to take her hand and lead her through the hall. Fuck big fancy events.
Lando got her into the car. But, the minute he began driving away, she was slipping off her underwear down her legs and placing it in Landos lap.
"You little shit," he said as he pulled over.
It was late. The roads were quiet; there was no chance of anybody seeing them as Lando pulled her into his lap. He put his seat right back, giving them more room.
His hands gripped her ass. "You gotta stop showing off your scar, baby," he mumbled as he pulled her down onto him. "I don't like George seeing what's mine."
She pulled away from him, eyebrows raised. "What's yours?" She questioned, and Lando's cheeks flushed. "Try that again, Norris."
He gripped her tighter. "I don't like George looking at my girl."
"Better." She leaned down and kissed him.
Getting inside of her was easy work. Lando freed himself from his trousers and bunched up her skirts. Her hands were on his shoulders as she held herself up, allowing Lando to slip inside.
Content, she let out a sigh. "Think we'd crash if we drove home like this?" She asked, laying her head against his chest.
He gave an experimental thrust and she cried out, the noise involuntary. "You really wanna drive home like this?"
She wriggled slightly, and Lando gripped her, holding her still. "Well, think about it." When he thrust his hips towards her own, her words came out a stuttered mess. "If George saw us driving home like this, he'd never ask to see my scar again."
Any other words died in her throat as Lando began to move his hips, to well and truly fuck her. "Shit," she gasped, eyes squeezing shut and teeth meeting his shoulder. She didn't bite down, not hard enough to be considered a bite, anyway.
"'m hoping somebody does drive past," he said, lips meeting her neck, words muffled against her skin. "None of them would try flirting with you again."
She laughed, but her laugh was lost. He knew exactly what he was doing, exactly what put her on the edge. "Jealous, Norris?" It was such a struggle to get the words out, but a miracle that she'd managed it.
"Not... jealous," he answered through grunts. "Just... don't like my girl... being looked at... like... a piece... of... meat."
It had her tumbling over the edge, had Lando stilling inside of her. He kissed her head almost sweetly as the two of them laid against each other, attempting to catch their breaths.
"If you pull out you're gonna ruin my skirt," she mumbled, eyes shut, hand against his chest to feel his erratic heartbeat.
That was fine, they could sit there for a few minutes. Lando didn't mind holding her, but his clothes were sticking to his skin in the most uncomfortable way. "We gotta head home," he said, lips against her hair. "Get in the shower and stuff."
A groan left her own lips as she was lifted up. He slipped out and she climbed back in her seat. "Don't get anything on the leather," he mumbled, tucking himself back into his trousers.
Tucking her skirt under her ass, she made herself comfortable as Lando began driving home, his hand on her knee.
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Varsity Jacket - CC
Pairing: Caitlin Clark x Reader
Summary: You and Caitlin keep it light and playful at a game (based on THIS request)
Warnings: fluff
Word Count: 2.4k
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AN: Is this not everyones dream?
It's the first time in the state's history of WBB that they decided to play basketball in a football stadium. A piece of history that has been led by one girl allowing thousands to benefit.
The game was chosen to be an exhibition game, a kick-off to the season, naming it the Crossover at Kinnick. They laid the Iowa WBB court within the confines of the outdoor football stadium, drawing a near 55,000 fans to be a part of the first game in Caitlin Clark's senior year. A NCAA record-breaking 55,000 fans. The first of many records Clark would break this upcoming season.
The game followed a lot of football Saturday traditions. The way the team was called out, a stadium flyover, and your favorite part - the Hawkeye Wave over to the kids in the UI Stead Family Childrenâs Hospital. You had done it before when your team had danced at football games and were excited to be a part of it today.
You are proud to be part of the Iowa Hawkeye dance team - have been for the past three years now. It is what brought you to IU in the first place.
Growing up dance had always been something you enjoyed. Unlike most of the other girls on the dance team, you didn't start taking dance classes until halfway through middle school. When you learned you had a natural talent for it, you started taking it more seriously. You joined your high school's dance team and decided it was something you wanted to try your hand at in college. When you auditioned going into your freshman year, you were one of two freshmen to make the team.
Since then you have captained the team for two football seasons, going into your third. Yet here you are, freezing your azz off because you forgot your damn coat.
Upon arriving at the stadium, you should have been prepared. You should have thought through how it is November in Iowa and how it is about to be winter but that doesn't cross your mind until you are shaking courtside.
"Didn't you bring a coat?" One of your teammates asks. She is currently bundled up in two jackets, ear muffs, and hand warmers.
"If I did, don't you think I would be wearing it?" You snap and immediately realize. "I'm sorry babe, I am just freezing."
You are trying to hide your shaking body and keep moving around to generate any sort of heat that you can.
A part of being on the dance team was being visible during the whole game. You weren't the cheer squad but your team had to be posted up next to them every game. It wasn't bad, it was just cold.
As halftime approached you directed your team to stretch out again, not wanting them to pull anything while dancing. You did the same, as you watched your basketball continue to do what they do best.
Once everyone was stretched, you all bunched together ready to take the court.
"I am still freezing my ass off," you say rubbing your hands together and huddle close to your friend. "I can't believe I didn't bring my freaking overcoat."
The team was coming off when someone bumped your shoulder causing you to take a few steps back.
"Hey! Watch it," you tell the 6-foot frame.
"Oh shit, I'm sorry," the girl says. You pull down your skirt and smooth it over. Once you are satisfied with your outfit adjustment you look up.
'Of-freaking-course', you think to yourself as you make eye contact with none other than Caitlin Clark.
"I didn't see you there," she says, the slightest smirk peaking out.
"Very funny Clark," you say trying to hide your own smile and keep it serious.
"Oh, keeping it professional now are we?" She says. "It's cute, but you can call me Caitlin."
"That is so kind of you," you say, kind of surprised she is still there talking to you. You finish your sentence with, "Clark."
She just smiles and shakes her head. You hear the music come on and you know it's your cue. Caitlin doesn't follow the rest of the team back through the tunnel, rather stands to the side and watches you and your team take the court.
Caitlin knows she should be back with her team. More so to warm up but she couldn't nor wanted to take her eyes off you. She stood there watching you and your team keep everyone entertained during halftime. A smile resting on her lips the entire time.
She has seen you around before. How could she not, you were at practically every sports game. Caitlin would frequent the Hawkeye's football games but never really got close enough to see you perform (something she will probably never admit to you). If it wasn't seeing you in passing there, she noticed you would go and watch other sports just for fun. She has to think about it but if she remembers correctly she has seen you at both the men's and women's volleyball matches, women's soccer, and even some track and even the women's swim and dive meets.
Caitlin cheers on your team as you finish your routine and runoff, making way for the cheer squad to perform their routine next. As you make your way back you see Cait standing in the same spot she bumped you in. She is smiling at you and clapping as you make your way over. You walk up to her despite the murmurs you hear from your team, only making out your name and Caitlin's in their muffled conversations.
"Aren't you supposed to be somewhere, Clark?" You ask as you cross your arms over your chest. You may have just performed a 6-minute dance routine but the chilled air was unforgiving.
"Wanted to stay out here and watch - making sure your little frozen ass doesn't fall off," she says, her eyes never leaving yours.
"The team is great," you say with a smile choosing to ignore the second part of her statement and refusing to be the first one to break eye contact.
"I wasn't watching the team," she says, that stupid smirk playing on her lips again. You could feel yourself losing this battle.
"That's a shame, they are great," you say trying to regain any part of this conversation.
"Maybe, but not as great as who I had my eyes on," she says. You blush and look away. You felt like you were being interrogated by the freaking CIA not flirting with your school's superstar.
"Okay, Clark, you win," you say as you crumble under her gaze.
She rubs the back of your arm, letting her hand linger on you. You look back up at her.
"I should get back," she says not wanting to leave you but knowing her job isn't done.
"You should," you say, agreeing for her - the first time since this conversation has started.
"Thanks for umm, thanks for watching," you say, your nerves peaking out. She nods and heads in the direction of her team.
What the hell was that? You make your way over to your team and they are all chattering about the interaction. You take your seat next to your co-captain who is just looking at you.
You keep your head forward still processing it all. Caitlin Clark was just talking to you. Not only that, but she waited and watched you perform then proceeded to flirt with you about it. Her hand was on your arm. You were thankful it wasn't skin-to-skin contact because you probably would have never let her walk away. She was teasing you.
You are too caught up in your own thoughts to see when someone had walked up to you. Your co-cap tapping your leg and nodding at the woman who was standing in front of you.
"Oh hi," you say and stand.
"I was told to bring this over to you," she says holding something, you look down and it's a jacket.
"Oh thank you," you say grabbing it.
"She wanted me to say it is from Caitlin," she says, emphasizing the name. "Told me I had to emphasize the name."
The woman walks away and you unfold the jacket to see 'CLARK' on the back right above the number 22. This girl is not serious right now. If you were under any other circumstance, you would not be putting it on but since the only time you have stopped shaking was while you were performing you decide to put the jacket on.
If your team was whispering about your interaction with Caitlin before, they are shouting from the rooftops now.
The basketball team comes back out and you find yourself looking for a particular someone. To your delight, she is making her way over to you.
"You got it, good," she says, wrapped in an Iowa jacket of her own.
"You didn't need to do this," you say but make no move to try and hand it back to her. It has been the warmest you have been the whole game. She lets out a little laugh.
"Sure, says the one who was shaking like a chihuahua," she says taking in the sight of you in her clothing. She could get used to this.
"I appreciate it, Clark," you say and she groans.
"Caitlin," she says.
"Clark," you retort.
"Cait," she responds.
"Clark," you are not giving in.
"CC, Caity, C - anything but Clark," she says frustrated.
"Why does it bother you so much that I call you by your last name?" You ask now the one who has the slight edge in the conversation.
"Clark, get your butt over here," one of her coaches yells at her.
"That's why," she mumbles and gives you one last look before running back over to the team.
"Get it Clark!" You yell after her, earning some whistles and shouts from your team.
You're thankful it is still cold out because the redness on your cheeks can easily be taken as cold, hiding your blush.
Your team doesn't shut up about the fact that you had talked to Caitlin but she gave her varsity jacket to you to wear. All the girls were staring at you and taking in the sight of the player's jacket.
A ball gets swatted out of bounds and you catch it before it can hit anyone on your team. Caitlin sees where it goes and books it to grab it from you.
Here is the thing about Caitlin, she is the last person to go and catch a ball that has been hit out of bounds. Her whole team was aware of this. So it is to everyone's surprise when she is the first one to hustle after the ball when the whistle is blown.
You hold up the ball for her.
"Careful there Clark, could have hurt someone," you say.
She laughs, "Ya right."
"Since when are you the first one to run after a loose ball," you say exposing that you may have watched her more than a few times. Could anyone blame you? Caitlin has been drawing the attention of the whole nation.
"Didn't want to miss the opportunity to come talk to the pretty girl," she says with that damn smirk.
"You are too kind Clark," you say faking flattery.
"Oh, I was talking about the girl next to you," she says teasing you.
You sit there speechless as Caitlin finally takes the ball.
"I'm kidding, but you should see the look on your face. It's priceless," she says winking at you before heading back over to inbound the ball.
'Oh it is on Clark' you think as you watch them finish up the last quarter.
Caitlin, of course, plays amazing. She finishes the game off with her first triple-double of the season. You watch as she celebrates with her team - all of who were excited to start the season on a high note. You are celebrating with your team when they all go quite in front of you and stare at something behind you. You turn around before Caitlin can tap your shoulder.
"Ahh, so we meet again," you say with a smile. "Well done Clark."
"Okay, enough with the Clark. You are wearing my jacket for goodness sake," she says and shakes her head.
"Oh, ya, thank you for this," you say and begin to take it off. She stops you by putting her hand on your arm - the second time today you note.
"Hold on to it, if you take it off now you will start shaking again and I don't really care to see you looking like a little chihuahua," she says and scratches the back of her neck. You raise your eyebrow at her. If you don't give her the jacket back now, that means you will need to see her again to return it.
"And who exactly am I supposed to get this back to you?" You ask.
"Well that is actually why I came over here," she says and you can tell she is a little more nervous than she had been before. You don't notice but both of your teams are watching the interaction between you.
"Okay," you say encouraging her to continue.
"How would you feel about going out with me this weekend?" Caitlin says as she has to mentally remind herself to keep her breathing steady and to not rush her words.
"I don't know..." you start. "I was thinking I could just have someone swing the jacket by one of your practices."
Caitlin's face looks mortified and you immediately bring your hand up to hers to ease her, your joke being taken a little too serious.
"I'm kidding Clark," you say and give her hand a squeeze. "I would love to go out with you this weekend."
She smiles widely.
"Great," she says. "I'll text you details," she begins walking backward.
"And how are you going to do that without my number?" You say as she is now just out of reach.
"You're cute," she says, now back in control of the conversation. "I've had your number for a while, now I just get to use it."
You stare at her, mouth agape. You don't know how to get the last word in so she does.
"Talk to you soon babe!" Caitlin says and runs back towards her team.
AN: This was a cutie. Hope you enjoyed it and let me know what you think! And as always, thank you for the love and support đ¤
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